Tumgik
#i hope they broke up or whatever
jentlemahae · 1 month
Text
Tumblr media
5 notes · View notes
islanddboyy · 1 month
Text
hate when my dad calls me kiddo. love when my coach calls me kid
6 notes · View notes
somestarstuff · 1 year
Text
I know what I said last week about clone high growing on me and like I'm still gonna watch but god Joan forgiving JFK but not Abe just has some terrible writing behind it
27 notes · View notes
buttercupshands · 2 days
Text
I just managed to get off mha hyperfixation
And now it's happening again... Oh no
Helps with upcoming MHUI LoV event tho, it was a long time since last one happened I wonder what would happen in a new filler story part
Basically this and couple of pages of mid-final arc chapters + recent episode and next one being The Dabi episode was just too much not to get excited again
Tumblr media
But! Important thing - I need to reread the last arc before I make anything new, if possible without finishing it to the 419 chapter and everything after, it took 2 months to really recover from the damage that chapter did
Anyway am I ready for the new event? Kinda! Do I have enough gems to get new Tomura? No! I'm not sure he'll even show up this time, because other ones were and still are really stubborn
Tumblr media
Also Steampunk recruit took like 120 pulls in a step-up recruit and in the usual one combined
Not the best time to get LoV involved, it's cruel even
Also that one part of the page I added at the beginning was so interesting to look at and them I joked about 236 being similar. The only good thing with final arc being over is that I can say that Izuku didn't draw the parallel of seeing everyone hurt and seeing Tenko react on Mon's death
Tumblr media
Understandable why, but it's funny to just look at them and be like, "wow Horikoshi traumatized them both"
#bnha#mhui#morning thoughts#not art#tenko shimura#shigaraki tomura#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#Still trying to assure myself that it's okay to tag whatever with whatever#If I get into drawing Izuku and Tenko interacting again this post is why#I don't prefer shipping stuff aside from here and there but some of the relationships are so interesting to look at#Izuku and Tenko one is one of my favorites and when PLF arc ended with Izuku looking behind who Tomura was on the outside was...#I can't describe it because I was SURE it was never happening and then it did and almost 3 years after that we get the actual thing#And then boom it's over#I thing knowing that AFO shows up in the 418 ruined it for me I saw people trying to predict it and stuff#But I hoped it wasn't gonna happen but I didn't know what would the other option be#So I was in 'we'll see' mindset for months and I'm okay with the end result... Kinda#It hurts really badly if I turn to my actual emotions#I was just thinking one day and while reading stuff decided to punch a pillow and suddenly it's like some wall broke and it hurt#It hurts now too actually just writing this#I thought because I wasn't processing this the way most people I saw in the fandom did with all of the hating on Horikoshi and stuff#AND hating on Izuku too!#I was either broken or a strange one even to the part of the fandom I tried to join for the first time in ages#While people were clinging to anything to keep deluding themselves that Tomura is alive#Or being openly angry on Twitter#It all was on Twitter actually because I have no power to really change what it shows if I don't just “ignore” every single person there#I tried drawing through it but I slowly hit burnout with drawing absolutely nothing#I'm a bit better now and I tried different things instead so it's alright still a bit... Too much all at once since I had irl stuff too#I'm glad that I'm not known enough to be pressured about anything since I pressure myself enough already
5 notes · View notes
jimmymcchill · 2 years
Text
jimmy not even being capable of conceiving that kim might be bad for him vs jimmy immediately thinking she's leaving because only he's bad for her and ruined her life, therefore he goes on to ruin his as well
116 notes · View notes
spadefish · 2 months
Text
i would KILL for a delicious cheese'd burger right now
3 notes · View notes
ikyw-t · 7 months
Text
Tumblr media
y'know I think about this tweet often. I don't think truer words have ever been spoken....
#had a whole mini rant that i wrote and then deleted lol..........#no one else may know his shitty he was but i will always know and i shall absolutely not forgive or forget#however i do still start seething on occasion when i remember that after we broke up for years i never thought of him at all#except when i pass his street on occasion bc he happens to live nearby which is very ughhh but it's mostly whatever#and then out of the blue in early 2021 he texted and CALLED me (i did not answer. what a fucking jumpscare jfc)#to tell me he had been stalking my spotify playlists and saving them and#even had the fuuuuucking audacity. to think they were a personal message in a bottle just for him.#we had not spoken in 3 years. can u imagine the absolute lack of fucking common sense or logic. the fucking audacity of men is unparalleled#and then i had nightmares and paranoia about him for the next like full year. like wtf.#also i think i said 2021 but actually that happened in 2022 so we actually hadn't spoken in four full years.#where on gods green earth woild he get the idea. that my public spotify playlist.#was dedicated to my terrible obsessive bully of a boyfriend from fucking high school.#i just can't even fucking fathom the mental gymnastics necessary.#anyway. i ended up ranting anyway#it just makes me so angry that i didnt think about him for years and then he so efficiently once again ruined my life#bc he had been incredibly obsessive and so I had reason to worry he might just show up at my house at some point.#i ended up ranting anyway. what can u do.#anyway. I hope he's having a terrible time. he deserves it.
3 notes · View notes
lothloriien · 1 year
Text
there’s something very lonely about being the planner friend on your birthday
12 notes · View notes
rohirric-hunter · 6 months
Text
Overall I was surprised by how put together everything in the game is. In most games, the moment you step out of bounds or see anything from anything but the intended angle it becomes very clear that it's all just an illusion and nothing is real. But LotRO has massive areas that the players will never see fully modeled. Things a player should never touch have full collision. In some cases I'm sure this saves them time in modeling, and if they ever decide to expand an area, but it's still an interesting choice. I'm certainly grateful for it, with my obsession with screenshots!
6 notes · View notes
16andwild · 1 year
Text
just because something ended doesn’t mean that it wasn’t worth it. we’re all focused on the destination (having a partner, getting married, etc.) but the journey is the beautiful part, the part that actually matters. every relationship i’ve had taught me something and was incredibly important. my first partner hurt me in ways i cannot forget. my last partner broke up with me because we just didn’t work as a couple but we’re closer than ever and we have so much love, understanding, and respect for each other. i don’t regret anything, though, because i wouldn’t be who i am today without those exact experiences.
9 notes · View notes
puthyflapps · 2 years
Text
Tumblr media
#I’m about to write y’all a novel in these tags I’m so sorry#the wilds#shoni#shelby x toni#shelby goodkind#toni shalifoe#n e wayssss#I’m in my “emotional devastation era” because I can’t stop thinking about a shoni unrequited love au where the two of them are best friends#and Shelby is hopelessly in love with Toni who is so incredibly oblivious and too wrapped up in her newly blossoming relationship with Regan#to notice that Shelby has been steadily pulling away because she can’t bare the sight of them together. It makes her feel like her head is#spinning and her chest is going to cave in and if you were to try and identify the final nail in the coffin or the straw that broke the#proverbial camel’s back well it would have to be the night Shelby cried alone in Toni’s bathroom after discovering that#Toni had given Her™️ sweatshirt away. The sweatshirt with the yellow elbow patches that technically belonged to Toni but had#long since been claimed by Shelby. The sweatshirt that had brought her so much comfort and warmth. Shelby had rummaged through drawers and#searched the closet desperate to find the piece of clothing – the piece of Toni that was supposed to be reserved for her but she found#nothing. Perhaps it was ridiculous or a tad bit overdramatic to be that upset over an article of clothing but when the words:#“oh I think Regan has it” fell from Toni’s lips with an appalling amount of nonchalance it felt like in that moment her world had stopped#spinning. The devastation was swallowing her whole and she felt like she couldn’t breathe. Whatever flicker of hope that Toni could maybe#someday learn to love Shelby was promptly extinguished and it pained her beyond belief to think about it but Shelby understood how Toni#could love Regan. She was the opposite of Shelby. Everything about her was real whereas every facet of Shelby’s being was fake. There was no#trace of shame to be found in Regan either. She was beautiful and confident and out. She had no qualms about holding Toni’s hand in the#hallway or kissing her in front of crowd of peers. Regan was bright; she was sunshine personified.#Shelby was dark; she was made up of shadows and rain clouds. She couldn’t blame Toni for wanting to stand in the sun
46 notes · View notes
munamania · 1 year
Text
saw film girl omw to a shoot 😷
6 notes · View notes
pepprs · 1 year
Text
i do not want to get out of bed omfg. this week has been so fucking insane im exhausted but we have aprogram tonight until 7 and i have to facilitate and there are a million things to do today
#but i got my p*riod and cotaught on tuesday and broke up w my counselor on monday and a few days before that redacted redacted so im ph#physically and emotionally exhausted but we have this program tonight until 7 and then 2 trainings tomorrow andi have like 2 meetings inbetw#between those. and i just want to sleep and/or lie down w a heating pad bc my cramps have been brutal this time around. literally could#barely get work done on tuesday bc i was in AGONY and forgot my heating pad and no one could bring it to me from home but it s like i have n#nowhere on campus to lie down or get checked out or anything bc im not a student anymore so i need to just writhe at my desk (<- i have one#of those now finally btw 🥹💗) and jusf hope i don’t pass out. and i didn’t but it was so bad and im not recovered from it yet. idk.#everything is so much. there are some intense and in some cases horrible things happening. iwwish we had time to pause and process them and#that we weren’t so tired and stretched all the time. i wish we didn’t have all these pressures to worry about. i wish we could just have#time to love each other and check in truly and to support each other bc we are friends before we are colleagues methinks and i jsut want us#to be ok and happy and rested and healthy. idk. augh#delete later#purrs#also i think i am not normal when it comes to cramps btw. i think maybe it might not be normal to be in this much pain. or maybe im just#weak or have a low pain tolerance but i feel like it’s a lot worse than it used to be + i get cramps at Other times too and it’s ummmm bad.#ask to tag#like how absolutely insane that this is a huge part of my life and i feel like i can’t even talk abt it and it’s so embarrassing but it#literaly is like.. every other week im scared that im gonna be unable to function bc of pain but i literally say nothing at all and just smi#smile and pretend im fine and barely talk abt it. i don’t think that’s good or normal. and i think ppl should talk abt p*ripds more so it’s#not as weird or bad or gross or cringe whatever to talk abt being in pain and to accommodate urself or whatever despite other ppl knowing#abt it. cringeeeee augh i don’t want to be one of Those people but like. it’s bad and i fucking hate it
10 notes · View notes
lovejoshua · 10 months
Text
oh shua :(( i hope he knows how much we love him and that he means so much to us 🫂❤️
2 notes · View notes
guiltye · 1 year
Text
also ben conquering up a whole religion to his unit when they were kids genuinely started as a way to help the others cope with the horrors of their upbringing; to give them answers that they have been searching for as to why they live in manticore being raised as children soldiers. he never intended to drown in that belief, or even believe in it at all? not until he started to go down the rabbit hole, and realize that there is a better answer to all of this; and it all comes down to the "blue lady" (virgin mary, a picture of her was handed to max by the janitor when she was having a seizure, and all the kids called her the blue lady).
even after season two, when ben escapes from the manticore fire that was started by max; he struggles between what is real and what has been conquered up in his own head to cope with the answers of his upbringing. whenever he sees imagery of the virgin mary, he flinches almost because he wants to pray to her, but he also knows in some way that it isn't real. not after he was sacrificing lives that associated with manticore in "her name."
ben suffers from his own form of religious trauma, at the hands of a religion that he conquered up through his own fanaticism and hyper imagination, having to find his bearings once more with the outside world when he escapes manticore a second time.
4 notes · View notes
spacebabe51 · 2 years
Photo
Tumblr media
Just some practice while listening to tunes . I’d like to start fooling around with pixel art to make these kinds of things. 
22 notes · View notes