Came home from a long walk with groceries and like. Brother I think I got more walkies in me. But I think I’m gonna force myself to use that energy to scrub the entirety of my bathroom…
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I can honestly understand Jon’s frustration at the start of s1 very deeply as someone who volunteered/worked at my school library for like half a year, and we hadn’t actually had a Librarian for a few years, so everything was fucking everywhere and me and the new Librarian were drowning in a sea of misplaced books, and one time I spent hours organising the Non-Fiction section, only to come back the next day and find that the year 7s had moved EVERYTHING around.
I also kept finding Ws in the A section, and we hadn’t even gotten into sorting these books by genre there was that much disorganisation!
I suddenly got hit by the memory and all my rage came back to me… the horror. On the bright side I learned how to index things correctly and that was wonderful for my autistic little heart.
But oh my god. Why did we not have a librarian for years. That was years worth of mess and only me and the librarian were around to manage it.
Gertrude I love you but personally I would want you DEAD for leaving the Archives unorganised. I know she did it for good reason but I’d honest to gods resurrect her and kill her again if she did that to me. It would be personal.
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I love crawling out of the depths, opening up tumblr, and seeing your art. I love it.
it is quite interesting how social media can fall to the wayside, and people on the internet can just disappear forever if they really wanted to! I admit I struggle to keep up with "public accounts", they are uniquely stressful and I solute your hibernating tenacity. always lovely to see you resurface regardless, thank you very much for the lovely compliment...
I will say in case any of my dear followers were wondering where i've gone for the past month and a half, for weeks i've been pondering how to even broach the enormity of the topic that is: I made the mistake of thinking about my most favorite character for more than 2 minutes in one sitting. I intentionally go out of my way to avoid this and have many strategies to evade this occurring because every time I do enter a sort of hermetically sealed mental chamber where it's just me and him and his life and I begin to ignore all points of previously established social contact and also my health indefinitely. It's difficult to convey the emotional experience of this or its psychic magnitude. and it's hard to say "guys i really love this character!" because that's just words. you can't see it. the 10 years of obsessively thinking about some guy so intensely on&off cyclically until you've made 20 different worlds he's living in... how does one convey the depth of these without artistically depicting them as you see them to be...? i am trying to figure it out. currently planning a longform comic for my favorite and several smaller comics for others, but logically an individual can understand this takes a while... he and I have had multiple rendezvous over the past decade and I wish I had more "historical" art to show but for many of these years I have been a bit too physically disabled to draw, the past several weeks have been spent attempting to recreate his ideal form as he exists in my head. he is starting to come around!
I typed up three separate disquisitions last month to try and explain my feelings on him and none of them felt like the proper vessel to communicate this concept. which is likely for the best. the obvious answer is "just draw him". fine with this being the case, difficult when I have so many drawing ideas I'm now sitting on 100+ works in progress and they just keep accumulating since my brain generates these like an old laptop you leave in the corner of your room to mine bitcoin. in a way I'm content with this being a very "personal" experience thus far, shared with me and those in my inner social circle (really cannot emphasize to my readers enough how fandom can poison your constitution without self-checked moderation). however... I yearn to meet others who are as passionately involved with him as I am, because I think we could coalesce our ideas, and passion, into something beautiful...
^dio brando
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why do men insist on spitting on the ground every 30 seconds theres 3 guys waiting for the bus w me just smoking n spitting everywhere. maybe you dont like cigarettes that much actually
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agh i was on such a good roll with my injections for a while but these past few weeks i keep getting super anxious about it and it ends up hurting. really fucked it up today bc i flinched going in. idk why its been psyching me out so much recently
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