#i like din but ughhhhh

[awkward-but-nice]

the thing is, i do actually like the idea of din and bo-katan having a close relationship, their different experiences and perspectives makes for a really interesting dynamic, and i think they could be really good for eachother. i just really would prefer the strictly platonic version of that? like, please, just give me one (1) meaningful relationship between a man and a woman that's not romantic, let me have this.

[witch-sweets]

The Haunted Prince Chapter 2

IVE DONE IT

Mornings always sucked even when he was The Prince he always tried to sleep in as long as possible. He was (and still is) a night owl so when morning came Snatcher burrowed as into his blankets as deep as possible. (he didn't want to deal with vannesa and her clingy nonsense in such a tired mortal state) but as suspected a knock came from the door "mister Prince your presence is needed in the dinning hall Her Majesty Vannesa has made you a lovely breakfast" it was one of the manors MANY butlers but the worst part was that this wasnt just any random butler. No THIS was Sir Salem a butler who PERSONALLY knew him! "Whut?" Was the only thing he could even comprehend to respond with in his tiredness. "Your Majesty are you alright? Your voice is quite raspy" oh yeah he'd forgotten about that. The Prince's voice was a lot higher with a peppy tone... NOTHING like how he sounded. "UGHHHHH....." This was the only sound that he could make as he (very pitifully) crawled out of the gigantic bed. "TELL THE BI- I MEAN THE QUEEN THAT ILL BE OUT THERE IN LIKE- I DONT KNOW- TEN? FIFFTEN MINUTES?" he really didn't care about formality at the moment he just wanted to be left alone. "alright Prince if that's what you wish" UGH it's gonna be so embarrassing for people to refer to him as Prince again his name is literally his title his full ROYAL title is: Prince Prince Sundew. Even though he hated her he very much knew that:Queen Vannesa Subcon Everfrost was a WAY cooler title to place onto contacts. Nonetheless he knew that wollowing in embarrassment would get him nowhere so he stumbled and tripped his way to the wardrobe. "Ok let's hope that I was gifted something purple at some point-" it was like the wardrobe of popular comic strip character Charles Blue it was all the same (embarrassing) outfit. after experiencing the horror of remembering why mortals wear pants and cringing from how stupid the outfit looked and how oddly comfortable it was he tripped his way out of the room. Stairs were going to be a problem and he knew this he saw the Kid playing a game where some girls younger brother died from falling down the stairs and he wanted to avoid death as much as possible. So VERY carefully he SLOWY walked down the stairs... And every maid and butler were looking at him weird. "Your Majesty uhmm do you require assistance walking down the-" "NOPE IM FINE" "ok if your sure...." Once he made it to he first floor he took a DEEP breath, fidgeted with his fingers, stared at his wrist fo a solid minute, and then sucked it up and entered the dinning room.

[endlessthxxghts]

Hi! I'm just popping in to send you some daisies for the May Flower by @the-slumberparty My question is... you can only say one... I know it can be really really really hard to answer, I don't know if I could do it, but which Pedro character is your favorite and why? Wish you a lovely day babe!🤗

OH SUCH BEAUTIFUL DAISIES!! <3

This is such a hard question ughhhhh😩😩 I have my top 4 being Joel, Frankie, Din, and Javi (in no particular order), and I love them so so so so much.

However. With my daddy issues and trauma, I think Joel brings me the most comfort. I won’t get too into it because I’m not gonna trauma dump, but just know that the aggressiveness is something I was raised to be afraid of, to submit to, but his aggressiveness makes me feel safe and liberated.

Every character Pedro plays obviously has father characteristics of some sort, and they all give me comfort, but I think the cruel world in TLOU is something I’m more familiar with… and being able to find that stability within Joel just.. makes me attached.

So I’m not saying he’s my absolute favorite, per se, but… his character is definitely something I can work with deeper than most because of how I’ve used the dynamics of Joel to cope with my feelings in my silly little brain.

Even though this is our fandom’s most dreaded question, I do quite like it. Thank you, wym🩶

[thewriterowl]

I often see in some fics that Din usually ignores Luke or is just mean and after seeing Luke take good care of his son he does a 180 and tries to sleep with Luke and it just happens, but what if Luke didn't just go with Din, he is more like "If you want to bed me you're gonna have to do more than just tell me pretty words, I'm not that easy" and Din having to actually work to get that beautiful blonde minx with him(Like is really not making it easy for him)

I just love when Luke falls in love first and Din isn't interested, is just a friend, or (for my angsty, wimpy, groveling loving heart) hates Luke and THEN ugh, he gets hit with the feels and now needs to make things up to Luke to prove he is in love and ughhhhh, it is so good. One of my favorites.

[dindjarindiaries]

This picture is one of my favorites. I want Din to look like this in season 3!!!

UGHHHHH YES Pedro snapped and I couldn’t be more grateful 😭🫶🫡

[brightandlovelyakira]

"My obsessive lover"

Chapter 1

Its just a dream, but it feel so real.

All this day's I waited for him but I think I have mo move forward.

Akirashi Millier........Akirashi Millier......! PRESENT! i said when i heard my name called by our teacher.

I admit I'm always daydreaming at school I can't blame my self I'm pretty much a problematic person jk! I just like daydreaming actually, that feeling that you can make your own world and can control every thing there, not in the reaworld. The real world is Cruel, Unfair and full of greedy ness inside.

My only hope in this world is my Best friend and the world that i made. World i can control and do things that i never imagine i could do. And one of the things that help me escape from my miserable life.

December 20, 2018 Thursday

Christmas is near I should really think of a great gift for my best friend M.A.(short for Mark Arnold hehe.)

Hhhhmmm...What should i give to him this Christmas???? He has so much great gifts to me ever since and i only give him thankyou. gosh what a good friend i am:))

Well he's parents are pretty rich so it's nothing to him, but for me it's so precious. He's been my friend since grade school until now. He's handsome too and also kind and very smart no wonder all of our classmates admired him. Ughhhhhh!!!!!! I irritably said.I can't think of anything special.

I guess I just gave him a thankyou this year again then I don't have money namn din eh haysss:(( but i think he'll understand it. I never said to him to give gift to me after all he just want to give it.

Rich kid be like.

December 21, 2018 Friday

Umaga na namn T-T , I said with a sigh....

New Day, new hell for me.

I just wanted to sleep forever without waking up again.

Early in the morning i heard mom and dad shouting like cat and dog Every morning nalng hayssss.......

Pa! Ma! ano bang pinag aawayan nyo dyan it's still early in the morning your acting like a two kids fighting over a toy! I shouted that stop them from fighting.

Just don't listen to us and cook some food!! hurry up!! she said that make me more upset to them. They just fucking ignore me like I'm just nobody ughhhhh!!!!! i said with an irritated sound.

I usually the one who cook food for us cause my mom can't do it cause she's tired na daw? Such a lier she's just here in the house doing nothing! How the hell you'll be tired?

While my dad is the one supporting us for our daily expenses, My dad work at a restaurant he's the assistant chief there, I learn my cooking skills from him.

My dad is a good father actually if he's not drunk. He's probably at the bar drinking in weekends and come home late and instantly throw some utensils and plates. He's pretty crazy when he's drunk but I still love him though

I went to school late because of so much work in our house I'm the one who's preparing everything kase. That's why. Luckily all guards in my school are kind and know me so their making an exception for me. Lucky right?

Mark! I shouted but i guess he doesn't hear me... MARK ARNOLD MENDEZ! I shouted again and finally he look to me.

He ran towards me then I slap his arms,

Are you deaf? I said with a sarcastic look to him then he just laugh at me.

No of course not, I'm just talking to someone on the phone Aki. He said with a calm voice then smile at me.

After that conversation we decided to go to he's house for our project in our English subject. But before that we first go to the mall and get some supplies, dahil rich kid sya mall talaga ang na isip nyang bilhan:) SANAOLL T-T.

Our project is by two and dahil were best friend we chose each other.

Are you ok Aki? you look worried? Is something bothering you? Are you worried about our project??? He asked. I'm not worried about the project I'm worried about home mapapagalitan na naman ako pag uwi neto.... I sigh.

Don't worry sasamahan kita mamaya pag uwi para dika pagalitan ni mom mo he said., I just smile when he said that, but still mapapagalitan parin ako neto, i tell to my self.

After namin ma tapos in our project i head home na and he insists to drive me home, with thier driver of course i just agree and hope that mom is not mad at me.

When I enter the house its so quite,

Mom??? Dad??? are you guys home? I said

Maybe you're mom is asleep?? M.A said

So I check their room and I see dad full of blood all over him and mom is nowhere to be found.

I was shocked and I can't bearly move I went blank after seeing this horrible situation.

Then M.A. come to me....

Akira, What's goi.............. he pulled me and hug me Then I start crying I can't believe this is happening mm..my.. dad is swimming with his own blood....

Aki! Aki! He said but I'm still in shock. I'm trembling and shaking like crazy!

Hello 911? Help us there's been a murder incident here! M.A. said with a shaking voice I know that His been shock too.

The Pulis arrived and questioned both of us, I'm still shaking and crying, then M.A. hug me and said....

It's ok Aki..... Every thing will be fine..........

Then suddenly my mom arrived.

She's confuse what is happening and then the Pulis officer explain it to her. Then suddenly she comes towards me and slap me in the face. Ahh! i said... What was that for? M.A. said.

This is all your fault! She shouted, it's all your fault!!!!!! You fucking bitch you killed him you're the one should be dead!!! she shouted again right to my face.

Why? i didn't killed dad what are you talking about mom? I said while crying....... I feel like my heart's going to explode after hearing all those things mom said to me. Why it has to be me? Why it is always my fault??? I....I didn't do anything wrong why it's always me you blame. You all blame??? I feel so empty and the one I can only run to is my best friend. My one truly friend.......

December 22, 2018 Saturday

I'm at Mark's house he's parents let me stay after knowing about what happened to my dad

I heard a knock at my door and then.......

Aki.... open the door please..... He said it with a pleasing voice.

I open the door and he hug me then i started crying again.

Mark......... Sss.she said it's m..mmmmyyy fault mark its all my fault but I didn't do anything! I said while crying and he's still hugging me. How could she accuse me like that like I'm not her daughter!?

Shhhhhssss... Don't cry i think she's just shock thats why she said that to you. It's not your fault Aki... he said

I hope that he's right i really hope.....

December 23, 2018

One of the Pulis officer come to Mark's house where i temporarily stay. And they want to talk to me so i agreed.

Miss Akirashi Millier can you tell to me the whole story about what happened??? The officer said.

I was at Mark's house cause we are making our project in English but before that we go to the mall to buy things we need. Then pumunta na kmi dito sa bahay ni mark, then after doing our project I quickly go home and mark insists na ihatid nako sa bahay and para mag explain din kong bakit gabi nako naka uwi, then i open the door of our house and I called mom if they were already home but no one answers me then mark said that maybe they just asleep so i go to their room and i found dad with blood all over him i don't know what I'm going to do and i just went blank when i see his dead body laying on the ground.. Then i cry when saying those words it's like bumalik lahat yun sa isipan ko and its so traumatizing and scary.,.......

Then after that the officer thank me then say his goodbye to us then I go back to my room.

December 24 2018 Sunday

I wake up 9 in the morning I can't sleep last night its hunting me.

I go out to my room and M.A's house is full of Christmas decorations and there's so much presents under the Christmas tree it's so mesmerizing and huge.

Good morning sleepy head, M.A. said

Good morning too...... I said with a low voice

Did you sleep well last night??he asked

No, i answered I can't even sleep well even in my dreams i can see it. I see my self killing dad Mark! I said with a shaking voice (I'm about to cry....)

Then Mark slowly walk towards me and hug me gently, we're only 12 years old but it seems that he really understand what's happening to me and understanding the situation I have right now. I'm so grateful to have him. Or so I thought?

10........9......8...7.....6......5...4..3..2....1 MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

Merry Christmas Aki!!, M.A. said with a cheering voice and a big smile to his face that makes me smile. We both go outside and look at the beautiful fireworks display.

At that moment i forgot about anything and just feel happy while watching all those fireworks. Its beautiful.....

After watching the fireworks display, I suddenly remember mom. Is she doing alright right now? Safe ba sya? Whats going on in our house kaya? Is she watching fireworks too??

Go to sleep na Markie & Aki

Tita Meicy said, Yes mom. Mark response

Aki! Can we sleep together?? M.A. asked

Sure! But why? I want to protect you. For now on I'll be your knight and shining Armor You're protector! he said, That makes my heart fluttered.

And I'll be always there for you if you need me, You're my Queen and I'm your knight. Then after saying those words he bow to me like a knight giving respect to his Queen.

Promise?? I asked, Promise crossed my heart. he said, then put his right hand to his chest.

I smile then hug him.

Thankyou Knight Mark. I said

It's my pleasure you're highness he said, that makes me feel the most luckiest girl in the whole world.

We sleep together and for us it's nothing cause we are still 12 year old and I really need someone by my side and his the one I have right now that understand me better than anyone else.

December 26 2018 Monday

Tita Meicy c.can I go home??? I asked her

Sure thing honey. but first you should say bye to markie ok he'll miss you. she said.

Of course po thankyou po tita.!

Uhh..hmmm.. Mark. I said with a low voice

Yes Aki? I just want to say goodbye cause I'm going back home na I miss mom na kase thankyou pala sa lahat M.A. you're my best best friend talaga!.

Welcome always you're highness

Mag ingat ka pauwi ha, he said

Opo naman thankyou ulit M.A. see you nalng ulit! I said then wave to him

He wave back to me and I see the smile on his face. Such a great friend I have there.

Mom I'm home!?

Oh.....Aki you're home come here now. She said with a tone on her voice,

I was confused but do I have a choice?

I slowly come to her then........

Why did you come back you little bitch??? Then Hitting me with a huge plywood

Stop it mom! I shouted but she didn't stop.

It's all your fault now you're going to suffer! You should be dead you bitch! And hitting me again² then she stop I was thankful but she suddenly grab a knife in the Kitchen and when I saw her I quickly run outside the house I was so scared and I'm running as fast as I could I'm afraid to look back that she might be behind me. I ran and ran until I was in the Police Station then I called for help.

Help me! Help me! my mom is trying to killed me!!! I shouted to the office who is busy and facing the other side, then he face me and I was shock when I see the face of the man it's..... Its my dad's face! Pa?! Then he quickly grab me and trying to choke me then he get a knife and he..hhhee... He stab me! Ahhhhhh!!!! i shouted and I look at dad's face and I see my face i see my self...

Created by:BrightAndLovelyAkira❤️

[levitatingbiscuits]

Seeing Din be like 'oh unlike Jedi we Mandalorians value attachments and solidarity'? That shit was funny because attachments are NOT the same as healthy relationships and trying to position Mandalorians' understanding of relationships and families as somehow superior to the Jedi community's is weird. At some point he needs to learn more beyond what limited info his covert and the Armorer feed him. I don't really have faith in Favroni since they don't seem to get what Jedi beliefs are either.

it's super obnoxious, especially since the mandalorians were literally created to be boba fett's backstory and then he got completely overlooked IN HIS OWN SHOW so favroni's OC could get yet more attention. boba has GOOD REASON to conflict with the jedi in general and luke in particular, if you want to mine that for drama. din has no history with them and doesn't know shit about them so i really don't give a fuck what he thinks about their way of life. and the fucking HYPOCRISY when he's literally in a violence-worshipping cult that serves whichever morally bankrupt organization has enough money or beskar to hire them to do their dirty work (even CHILD TRAFFICKING, don't think i forgot about that, DIN) and doesn't even let its members show their faces. you wanna talk about fucked up ways to live, maybe start there. (and if his covert is an offshoot of death watch, as is heavily implied, he's even more in the wrong considering how they kidnapped and brainwashed kids to use as child soldiers.)

i'm still so fucking mad about how we were robbed. we could've had SO MUCH JUICY SHIT about how boba wrestles with his identity as a clone, his own hatred of the jedi for killing jango, how the legacy of his father and his brothers has permanently altered the galaxy for the worse, how he worked for the empire, how luke feels about all that, how GROGU feels about a man with the face of the killers of his entire culture, and so much more. i would've LOVED to see luke and boba talk about vader. did we really need DIN to steal the spotlight from one of the COOLEST AND MOST BELOVED STAR WARS CHARACTERS who is FAR MORE RELEVANT TO THIS CONFLICT???

and furthermore, why would you even write for star wars if you hate the jedi and think they suck? the jedi are the heroes. the entire story literally revolves around them and was created for them. they've already all DIED, okay, what is the point of continuing to shit on them in favor of the hyperviolent guys who worship war and whose societies keep collapsing because they keep starting wars with everyone, including themselves?? they're really saying THEIR way of life is objectively better than the dudes who went around defending innocents and mediating conflicts with their zen philosophy and cool laser swords??

and i don't mean to hate on the mandalorians. they're super cool and fun to watch! but holy shit, their way of life is not aspirational. but i'm not surprised that the ones saying that are two middle aged american white men, one of whom wears a cowboy hat everywhere and the other of whom directed iron man.

one of the reasons i'm so fond of george lucas, despite his many weaknesses as a creator, is that he was all about compassion and forgiveness and selflessness when he created the jedi and luke, which his fanboys all missed bc they instead wanted to be like han solo BEFORE he became the character he was at the end of rotj -- loving, supportive, loyal, reliable, and willing to let leia go if that would make her happy. anakin could never. i THOUGHT din could when he let grogu go at the end of s2, but apparently fucking not.

[ice-6caydesqueen]

Luke you cunt wtf you marry Mara jade and have a child wtf is this shit you have a son for fuck sake I can tell who made this decision ughhhhh

Grogu sweetie take both and run pls go back to din pls pls pls

Tar and revan watching this shit like wtf

But like isn’t this bobas show ?

[moonlit-void-to-the-far-unknown]

i just sort of binged (is that the correct term to use?) your blog and just saw your post about the harry styles poster on your wall. pls tell me you’re a fan for mr harold too bc ughhhhh i love him 😩

I love Harry!

He’s one of my favs.

I love him and his music and my fav songs are all his saddest ones because I’m an emo bitch.

“From the dinning room table”

“Meet me in the hallway”

“Falling”

Like. God HES SO GOOD.

[tellywoodtrash]

immj2 08 + 09.11.20 lbs

08.11.20

lmaoooooooo i really love the ice cold way siya operates in. truly a raisinghania sib!

“siya chal sakti hai!!!” behen, iss ghar mein tumhare dimaag ki alaava sab kuch chalta hai.

dadi trying to cheer raja band baja hua beta up with his favt. chole bhature. he doesn't seem like the kind who'd eat that kinda food, but ok.

CHOLE BHATURE ARE NOT CHEERING HIM UP. MATLAB MAAMLA SERIOUS HAIIIIII.

lmao he's literally twisting and turning in place like kids do when they have a tantrum. i mean, i like it. it shows a more human side to the character, ki just how much anguish and helplessness he's feeling.

dadi like babe, you can't control everything in life, stop being such a bloody control freak ki things not going your way turn you like this.

blah blah anguished rant on how he lost something so important to him.

dadi giving cliche ~~~if it's meant to be yours, it'll come back to you~~~ advice. which is kinda working on him. huh. all kindsa out of sorts behaviour.

“jab tuney kisi ke saath galat nahi kiya hai, toh tere saath galat kyun hoga?” uh okkkkkkkkkkk, that's not how life works. bad shit happens to good ppl all the time. also, he's done lotsa galat shit ok. what did riddhima do for this fucker to paralyse her huh?????? YEH SAB USSI KA NATEEJA HAI. BHUGAT AB.

carbs therapy. BEST HAI. ALWAYS WORKS. IT'S SCIENCE, BITCHES.

dadi saying why don't you talk to riddhima about your issues, and lol he's whining about she dgaf about him coz she left him alone last night when he asked her not to.

dadi left praying ki hey bhagwaan these two fucks’ relationship is in your hands now, this is beyond human interference.

kabir being informed of new developments and accusation of kidnapping ragini is being heaped on siya. BASED ON WHAT EVIDENCE YOU STUPID TWIT??????? THAT SHE CAN WALK??????? SO CAN EVERYONE ELSE YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!

“mujhe usse vansh ke aage expose karna hoga.” LMAO BITCH EXPOSE YOURSELF FIRSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

“tum kya mujhe expose karogi? expose toh main tumhe karungi!” YES SIYAAAAAAAAA FUCK  HER UPPPPPPPPPP

NOICE. WE LOVE A FIERCEASS SISTER WHO’S READY TO KILL FOR HER SIBLINGS. ESP. WHEN IT’S THE SCARY BIG BROTHER WHO’S EVERYONE’S PROTECTOR.

siya saying she just miraculously got cured a few days ago, and was waiting to surprise everyone. sounds sus, but whatever.

but also what kinda terrribleasssssss physiotherapist is riddhima that she didn’t even identify her patient’s progress?????

LMAO SIYA POL KHOLING OF VANSH BHAIYYA SAYING HE MADE HER DO ALL THE SHADY MASK SHIT. “TO KEEP RIDDHIMA SAFE”. haaaan behen, khooooob safe rakha tumne, baar baar behosh karke. pehle se hi iska dimaag nahi chalta, now you’ve managed to give her some kinda degenerative brain disease.

i love how vansh didn’t bother to ask siya how she stopped riddhima’s plans and knocked her out multiple times if she’s in a wheelchair. there’s literally only one person in a wheelchair in this house?!?!?!!!!!! wouldn’t riddhima KNOW who the person in the mask is???? god vansh. you’re such a dumbass.

lellllllllllllllllllllllllll i am livingggggggggg for siya reading riddhima to filth with a knife in her hand THIS IS THE BEST SCENE OF THIS SHOW YET. esp in her small, child-like voice, it’s fucking amazing.

riddhima admitted to being a spy, AND SIYA RECORDED IT ALSO. OMFG SHE’S MY NEW FAVE CHARACTER I LOVE HER THE MOST.

i wish vansh was the person he is to siya, instead of the fucker he actually is. she literally thinks the worldddddddddddd of him. ugh, i am so soft for this relationshippppppp.

but i also wanna know what the ishani/siya relationship is like? we hardlyyyyyy see them interact. like, we even see aryan push her wheelchair around sometimes, but ishani neverrrrrrr interacts with siya. why????

ugh riddhima managed to convince her that she really cares for vansh and is trying to do the right thing. she’s literally asking her to kill her rn if she doesn’t trust her. baby sis you’re farrrrrrrrr too trusting.

“mera dimaag tumpe trust karne se rok raha hai, riddhima, par jiss dil ne tumhe bhaabi bola haina, woh tumhe ek mauka dena chahta hai. ek aakhri mauka. iss baar mera bharosa mat todna. 24 ghante hai tumhare paas. apni taqdeer badal sako toh badal lo warna yeh audio main vansh bhaiyya ko suna doongi.” SERIOUSLY, WHERE WERE THEY HIDING THIS MOST SAYAANI CHARACTER OF THE SHOW TILLLLLL NOW????????!

riddhima has a condition for siya too. i think i know what it is.

omg vansh IS COLLAR PAKADKE YELLING AT ANGRE IN THE WORST WAYYYYYYY POSSIBLE. god vansh, you’re honestly the fucking worstttttttttttttttttttt. angre you need to take up work with someone else, istg, you don’t deserve this shit. kabir treats his sidekick so much better. yet another point in the kitty for kabir >>>>>> vansh.

seriously, why would you wanna blindfold this dude when he’s in THIS mood????? save it for the bedroom, sis.

empty wheelchair dekh ke he’s yelling at everrrrrrrryone ki how could they leave siya alone somewhere. god. i can’t imagine having to live with such a toxic personality.

everyone in the house is soooooo happy for siya. like, aryan’s not beaming as much as the others, but he does look kinda pleased. BECAUSE SIYA IS BEST CHARACTERRRRRRR OF THIS SHOW EVERYONE LOVESSSS HERRRRR.

oh my heart, i am so softttttttt for sibling shit like this. he’s hugging her with suchhhhhhhhhhhh fierceeee affection, i’m crying happy tearsssssss.

heart eyes for riddhima who supposedly cured her. pls. she did nothing. jo bhi karna tha, siya ne khud kiya hai. iss ridhimma manhoos ko jasoosi se kab fursat mili to do PT with siya and cure her???

siya being gracious and giving credit though. ugh, honestly, this show and this family don’t deserve siya.

lmao she’s saying vansh brought riddhima in though, so actually allll the credit goes to bhaiyya for intimidating this poor woman into treating his sister against her will.

THE AFFECTION. THE SHEER MAGNITUDE OF HIS LOVE FOR HERRRR. I CRIEEE. THIS IS THE ONLY RELATIONSHIP THAT MATTERS TO ME IN THIS GODFORSAKEN SHOW.

anupriya giving some fakeass congrats. i hope siya tells vansh that she was the one who pushed her down the stairs a while back. aur kuch nahi toh just for that vansh is gonna kill her dead.

riddhima and vansh still all tense and sad about the ragini thing. OUFF JUST LIVE IN THE MOMENT YOU FUCKS.

I LOVE HER. I FUCKING LOVE HER. BEST RAISINGHANIA HAI YEH.

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09.11.20

riddhima back at kabir’s to try and find ragini. ughhhhhhhhh i’m just so done with this nonsense. we already KNOW that kabir and anupriya still have her based on the precap from like 2, 3 days ago.

lol kabir is so pissed at riddhima and her dimaag chalaana. a mood we ALL share.

kabir trying to turn riddhima against siya and riddhima’s like NOOOO SHE COULD NEVER, “USKI AANKHEIN USKI AWAAAZ SAAF SAAF KEH RAHI THI KI WOH SACH BOL RAHI HAI!” uh huh, yeah, like kabir’s are rn????? and vansh’s were before he paralysed you? just a suggestion i’m throwing out there: is it possible that perhaps, just maybe, you’re just very fucking stupid, riddhima, and tend to trust people too easily????

OUFF I’M SO BORED WITH THIS SCENE. we already know from the precap that ragini will knock down a vase but riddhima will never find out what caused it and kabir will make some lame excuse she’ll believe. FWDING TO NEXT.

JESUS CHRISTTTTTTTT, SIYA IS JUST WALKING AROUND THE HOUSE RANDOMLY LISTENING TO THAT AUDIO CLIP OF RIDDHIMA’S CONFESSION. AND SHE WALKS RIGHT INTO VANSH, WHO’S LIKE HUH, WHAT’S THAT RIDDHIMA IS SAYING?????

siya brushes it off saying its exercise stuff for her PT. sure. uh huh.

OH MY HEART HE GOT HER HEEEEEEELS, WHICH SHE’S ALWAYSSSSSSS WANTED. THIS BHAIYYA-BABY RELATIONSHIP IS GONNA TAKE ME DOWN GODDAMNITTTT. ITNE DIN BAAAAAAAAAAAD ITNI ACHCHI SIBLING FEELS MILI HAI ITV SEEEEEEE.

bhaiyya knows baby enough ki she’s hiding something from himmm. oh noeeeeeeeeeee.

damn, siya a real one. didn’t give out riddhima’s secret coz she wants to give her a fair chance. again, this show does not deserve this character. she’s too good for it.

she says she just believes in him and knows he’ll find whoever murdered mom. 

SOFT. SO SOFT. MY HEART IS SO FULL WHENEVER THESE TWO SHOW LOVE TO EACH OTHERRRRR.

idhar ragini ki marammat shuru. y’all are just exhausting me with this bs. isse maarna hai toh maaro already. ainvayi mein time waste.

oh dangggggggg, ragini batting for riddhima. saying i know she’ll fuck y’all up. dang, we love the sisterhood feels of this episode!

“aap ke liye SPECIAL INTEZAAM kiya hai maine.” said with the most polite customer service obsequiousness. I LOVE THIS PSYCHOPATH THE MOSTTTTTTTTTT.

ragini warning them that once vansh finds out everything, they’re as good as dead. wow, spunky!!!! dude i like her as a female lead better than stupid fucking riddhima. 

“hmmmmmm, you’re right. lekin usse batayega kaun???” honestly, why do i love his deranged ass so much????

anyway mishra has been delegated the task of stashing her somewhere else i guess. so it’s settled that mishra knows he’s not working for the CBI or whatever and is just a hired goon.

dadi is organizing YET ANOTHER POOJA. lordddddd.

this riddhima and her dumbass mandir jaana excuse that she uses constantly.

“bhagwaan tum jaisi bahu sab ko de!” OMFG DADI PLS, GOD FORBID. ISSE ACHCHA AAPKE BETE KUNWAARE MARR JAAYE!

ugh dadi your bloody pota needs a fucking therapist, it isn’t in riddhima’s hands to fix his 1001 mental issues.

great, mangalsutra almost broke. foreshadowing.

ughhhhh mummy managed to steal the memory card from aryan. FUCKING IDIOT I THOUGHT YOU HAD PUT IT IN THE BLOODY BANK ALREADY, BUT NO. HE WAS STILL HOLDING ON TO IT AND TALKING ABOUT IT LOUDDDDDDDDLY ON THE PHONE. jesusssss, why he so fuckinggggg stupid????

oh now vansh is exclaiming GREATTTTTTT JOB ANGREEEE as if he didn’t tell him to GTFO, THE VERY SIGHT OF YOU DISGUSTS ME yesterday. fuck, i really hate vansh as anything but a brother to siya.

aaaaaaand riddhima was standing behind him and he turned around and in a veryyyyyyy contrived move got his watch caught in her mangalsutra and broke it.

sis freaking about THE APSHAGUN!!!!!!!!!!!

he’s like arre nahi achcha shagun hai, angre got the cctv footage now i’ll know who kidnapped ragini! and sis is like OH GOD NO THE BAD LUCK IS STARTING ALREADY I’M SO DEADDDDDDD

“toh main tumhe kho dungi.”

lmao his face. literally the white guy blinking meme.

god she’s having a freakout about how their shaadi and rishta is in khatra. BITCH THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE MS AND INSTEAD THE MOUNTAIN OF LIES YOU ARE SITTING ON AND YOUR EK DARJAN KE INCOMPATIBILITY ISSUES AS INDIVIDUALS.

”tum jaanti ho riddhima, tumahra ek ek aansoon mere liye kitna keemti hain? aisa lagta hai jaise mere dil ke ek tukde ko tod ke alag kar diya ho.”

OH YEAH????? DIDN’T FEEL ANYTHINGGGGG WHEN YOU PARALYSED HER HUH????????? IT’S GONNA BE A LONGASSSSS TIME BEFORE I GET OVER THAT, BITCH BOY.

yeah yeah ok this is a nice moment and all. WHY COULDN’T YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THIS DUDE, HUH?????? WHY’D YOU HAVE TO RUIN ALLLLLLLLLL THE GOOD WILL YOU BUILT UP BY KARWA CHAUTH IN ONEEEEEEE MOMENTTTTTTT?????? fuck, i hate you tellywood men and the shit they put my stupid heart through.

only bappa ki aarti shall fix things now. based on the promo and BTS i’ve seen, things about to get reallllllly realllllllly bad but............ lol let’s wait and watch.

ragini managed to sneak mishra’s phone outta his pocket. SEE????? SO ENTERPRISING!!!!!! I LIKE HER SO MUCH MORE THAN RIDDHIMA. GOD VANSH, THIS IS THE GIRL YOU SHOULD HAVE MARRIED. SHE’S REALLY THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY.

she’s callllllllllling vanshhhh. BUT AARTI KI WAJAAH SE HE CAN’T HEAR THE PHONEEEEEE. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

here, have some dhaarmik #couple goals to take the edge off the anxiety till the next episode.

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precap: omfg ragini got through to riddhima and she almost told her that kabir is behind kidnapping her, but kabir got to her and attacked her from the back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DOUBLE OMFG SIYA OVERHEARD MUMMY ON THE PHONE BRAGGING ABOUT KILLING THEIR MOM AND CALLS VANSH TO TELL HIM ABOUT IT!!!!! LIKE SHE TOLD HIM THE NAME ALL CLEARLY AND THAT SHE HEARD IT FIRSTHAND!!!!!!!! VANSH SEEMS TO BE GIVING NO REACTION THO????????????

TELL ME THAT BOTH THESE PHONE CALLS WERE NOT MADE ON SOME FUCKING GHATIYA NETWORK LIKE IDEA AND THE REQUIRED PPL HEAR EVERYTHING THEY NEED TO!!!!!!!! (high hopes, i know. 😔😔😔)

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Grabe siszt, sobrang umay na umay na ako sa lahat ng meetings. Hahaha. Yun lang pinaka-ayaw ko sa home-based set-up. Especially nasa leadership pa ako, so ang dami mo talaga kailangan i-conduct and attendan. Andyan yung monthly leadership alignment, kasama lahat ng TLs, ATLs, APM, PM, OM. Andyan din yung monthly team meeting, isa para sa team na hawak namin ng TL ko, isa sa APM team kung saan under ako. Tapos may monthly 1 on 1 sessions kami with designers to check their dispositions and 9 yung hawak namin na GD. Tapos may 1 on 1 session din ako with my APM. Meron squad meetings every sabado and we have 3 squads in the team. Meron pang client alignment on this certain client kasi team namin may hawak and sila yung biggest account ng company. Puta, halos 17 meetings sa isang buwan!  Parang sobrang nasasayangan ako sa oras na ginugugol sa meetings na pwede mo pang gamitin sa work mo. Like ako, since role ko mag check ng works ng designers, pwede ko sana gamitin yung extra time dun. Para hindi rin natatambak sa queue ko tapos mag hahabol ako. Also, nag bibigay naman every week ng parang mga reminders and parang ang redundant na kasi may questionnaires na nga yun ibang 1 on 1 sessions tapos yun din naman idi-discuss sa meeting. Sana mag call / video meeting nalang talaga pag mga tipong urgent or pressing issue talaga siya na kailangan agad aksyunan. Huhuhu. Or pag may questions dun sa mga latest announcements. Tbh sobrang draining din ng meetings, minsan nakaka-sabaw. Parang nauubos brain cells ko sa pag absorb ng mga information tapos hindi mo pwede isabay sa ginagawa mo kasi kailangan ng undivided attention pag nagche-check kasi mahirap na magkamali. Ughhhhh. 

[tinayoon]

5/7/2021

Sleep: 5 hours

Food: ramen!! Thank you mr.luu again :o

today i had so much homework due ughhhhh I was typing like craaazyyyyyy,, shit was tough had some meetings and din din with my king 

overall a really good day but idk why i am in pain tonight,, when does my pain endddd 

anyways goodnight and love you sexy 

[skittydolly]

Paz Vizla being constantly conscious of how big he is ~*+ Paz Vizla automatically going to one knee to speak to children to not terrify them *+~ Paz Vizla not-very-secretly being a tin can of marshmallows ~*~ (Din Djarin being ‘perfectly average height thank you very much shut the Fuck Up Vizla i’ll fight you Right Fucking Here)

It like fucking makes my heart race at the fact that Paz was most likely the fucking largest Mando in the covert. All the other men that we can see there are average sized, big but not as BIG as Paz was, his designation to anyone who didn't know his actually name was Beefy Mando like his size alone is his entire character sans headcanons about him 👀

With the gentle giant trope though, I would pay anything to see Paz interact with Baby Yoda (or any child for that matter), I want Din having to be fucking carried bridal style off the battlefield by the huge knight in shining blue armor hhhhhhh

I like to headcanon Paz being a trainer at the covert. In the sense that he has so much experience and time on his hands, he dedicates it to passing on his knowledge to foundlings who will climb all over him like a jungle gym when Paz tells stories in Mando'a

Paz' touch being the gentlest thing Din's ever felt cause his hands are so big and his strength is so vast that he has to consciously make sure he's not accidentally going to hurt/break something

Like that's why I mentioned in this latest fic chapter that Din is by no means small (as someone who's 5'2, Pedro being 5'11 alone is enough to be "big" in my book) but in comparison to PAZ, he's so tiny that Paz' hands can fit snug around the entirety of his waist and he can lift him like he weighs nothing like UGHHHHH 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[thewriterowl]

Owl, I saw this post, and it reminded me so much of one of your "Din going on a rampage because Luke's been abducted/captured" past head canon posts: jea-rao.tumblr.com/post/682435705951141888/if-you-want-to-save-your-jedi-lover-bring-the

...and now I just want to imagine like 50K worth of h/c story to go with that gorgeous art. Poor Luke, I'd feel guilty but he's so pretty when he's suffering.

I LOVE THAT ART AND THAT ARTIST! everyone needs to go look at @jea-rao, aka Usagi, because their dinluke arts are a masterpiece and it's bottom Luke, and it's Luke getting captured and ughhhhh, so, so, good!

and yes, Luke suffering from guilt over being captured cause he's like that while Din is just going feral in getting him back

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hhhhhnnnggg thinking about how din doesn’t like the cold and corin loves it, and how corin probably runs hot, so at night when din is shivering and trying to steal all the blankets corin just, wraps himself around din like an octopus. a very cute, very warm octopus who just wants to go back to sleep. and din just freezes, but eventually relaxes and sinks into corin because he’s just so damn warm and i just. ughhhhh i love them so much

Corin does indeed run very hot and it is one of the things Din really likes about cuddling with him and why he really does not mind when Corin goes into his octopus-mode. And if octopus-mode doesn’t kick in, Din will not hesitate to grab on to him like his own personal hot-water-bottle.

But this is also why a sweaty, miserable Corin will be at the opposite side of the bed, banning blankets and shirts and Din getting too close when they are on scrochingly hot desert planets...

[gabeesphere]

So I've been irritated with my younger sister for so long and nagbibuild up lang sya at ayaw ko naman sumabog na lang bigla sa harap nya so I'll just use my blog para marelease ko naman kahit konti..

I think I started to really notice it whenever I get excited about something na hindi nya trip. Like that one time na tumawag yung pamangkin namin to ask for help with his homework. Nakaspeaker phone sya sa tabi ko and she wasn't really answering directly or didn't know the answer to his questions so nagbutt in ako. While I was explaining stuff (excited pa ko non kasi di naman namin madalas makausap yon and I miss studying din talaga), bigla nyang sinabi "pabibo talaga neto" in an irritated tone sabay tawang halatang fake. Parang pag binabash mo yung kaklase mong pabibong nonsense sa school.

I wasn't really bullied growing up kasi lumalaban talaga ako kahit lalake. But tumatak sa isip ko yung sinabi nyang yon. Feeling ko na tuloy pabibo ako pag nagka initiative akong sagutin yung indirect Qs at gumawa ng bagay bagay dito. Like bitch, I was just helping the kid. Di naman ako nagmamagaling. So ayon mula non pag may tinatanong sya, di ako agad sumasagot unless itanong nya sakin directly.

Well, minsan hindi din kasi naiirita ako na masyado nyang pinapamukha na nag-aral sya ng psych and that she is more knowledgeable than me. There are a lot of times na bigla yon magsasabi ng psych jargons na kala nya muwang ako e napag aralan ko din naman yon sa BSTM, movies/docs, and sa books/articles na nabasa ko.

There were also tests na ginamit nya kong subject without my knowledge kahit na sinabihan naman pala sila ng prof nila to ask permission. Tapos bigla nya kong papaandaran na yung ginagawa ko signs eka ng ganto ganyan na sakit o behaviour. Kahit nanahimik ako, kunware magkakasalubong lang kami sa hallway, bigla nya ko isa-psychologize loudly. Keep it to yourself, di ko kailangan marinig out loud yung alam ko nang mali o abnormal sa sarili ko lol. Akala mo alam nya lahat, di nga sya graduate tas may mga bagsak pa sya.

Don't get me wrong tho. I'm proud of her achievements at tinutulungan ko sya pag kaya ko. Lalo nung may work ako, spoiled sya sakin. Pero ngayon, I don't get why she gets to be bitchy dahil sa self-diagnosed depression at anxiety nya, I dont think she really have much of a problem besides our emotionally abusive parents. Well, indirect pa nga yung kanya kasi ako talaga natatarget ng mga pinagsasasabi ng magulang namin. Lalo ng tatay namin. She was too young din naman nung nagkagulo parents namin noon, NBSB sya, di sya mabuburnout sa school kasi hindi sya nag enroll, she wasn't bullied sa mga kwento nya, madami syang friends, hindi din naman sya nagwowork.

Not to compare but yung sudden breakdowns ko na sinasabi nila na ang OA ko o umaattitude na naman ako, wala silang idea. Never akong nagsalita sa kanila about sa feelings ko. I always try to keep it to myself kasi ayoko talagang maging burden sa kanila. I was publicly shamed, harrassed, raped, emotionally abused, manipulated, traumatized by countless events since I was 11 or 12, constantly had awful workmates, and ofc to top it all off, I had cancer. All of my dreams were crushed. I was emotionally, mentally, and physically drained. Where's my award? Hahahaha kidding aside, I'm here to help her naman. Pero ang hirap nyang turuaan at tulungan.

I've tried reaching out lalo nung nagka attack or episode sya while inside the bathroom. I thought she was just laughing dahil sa pinapanuod pero nung naiba yung breathing na narinig ko, takbo ako agad palabas ng room ko. After calming her, may bite mark na nakita mama ko sa pulso nya. I tried asking her, kinda forced her pa nga na ipakita nya sakin kasi I was really worried. That's my baby sister. Uunahan nya pa ko magsuicide hahahaha. Pero ayon, she kept saying na makati lang daw at wala yon pero ayaw nya ipahawak man lang.

Ughhhhh. I don't know what to do na. I don't even know gaano ko pa katagal kakayanin tong quarantine life na to.

I was really expecting I could count on my family in times like this. Pero sila pa number 1 stressor ko jusko. Sarap na lang talaga maglaho ng bigla hahahahahays.