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#i liked him at first bc yay gay person to be friends with and now i cant stand him
piknim · 2 years
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Nothing solidifies my lesbianism more than talking to a guy
#i can not stand it#any man#the trump 2020 sock wearing guy who spits when he talks but has similar interests so we have somewhat okay conversations#i like working with him bc at least we have something in common and i like interaction but i cant stand it past that point#like if we have break at the same time i have to listen to him talk the whole time and i hate it#theres like 2 people id be interested in having a conversation with at lunch and he is definitely not one of them#i wanna know his reaction to me being gay lmao#also the flamboyant gay guy who thinks hes the shit but he is just an annoying jerk#i liked him at first bc yay gay person to be friends with and now i cant stand him#also the other guy i work with who is racist and apparently lgbtphobic but is usually nice so hes like okay to talk to#like a step grandparent who ur grandma married#who hasnt been in ur life that long#theyre nice to u but u dont like them but dont have to see them enough to really give a shit#i used to also be like maybe i could like a guy but im so male repulsed now#barf#also i should mention i mean cis male#spit man reminds me so much of the neo nazi poke nerd who asked me out right after telling me about how he had just broken up with his gf#like 2 months prior#or maybe 4 idr#kuzic if u read this i told him how u gave me a shiny mew and he kept begging me for ur info so he could trade pole#pokemon with u#idr if i told u that#also the guy who came out as trans so we could finally date but once i moved away he said he was actually cis. bro was obsessed with me#since elementary school#i have never had a good or meaningful interaction with a guy
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spinobsessed · 5 months
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AT Last Episode Commentary (in real time)
Finn’s arm was in the ground, some random alien was wearing PBs crown, and these Finn and Jake reincarnates are living in Marcy’s house. This is making me upset
WHY IS BMO BRUNG THE KING OF OOO WHY IS SHERMY WEARING MARCYS SHIRT WHERE ARE MARCY AND PB THEYRE IMMORTAL. BMO DOESNT REMEMBER FINNS NAME I AM FEELING VERY UPSET RIGHT NOW
I love how Marcy said good luck that was really good voice acting
“I demand that you deescalate your forces, now”
“listen to yourself, you’re a toddler bonnibel”
*gasp* “SURRENDER OR DIE!”
LMAO JAKE JUST THREW A BOTTLE AND THEYRE ALL PASSED OUT NOW??
THE DREAM WORLD IS CRAZY
I love PB she’s so hot and smart and speaks another language
I wonder if the cosmic owl is gonna appear in the dream
omg I saw the cosmic owl and why did a fish just barf up pb and her uncle
Yay pb and her aunt are gonna be friends
omg they’re fighting the monster mutant thing
pls maja is STILL unconscious
LEMONGRAB AND LSP KISSING WAS THE LAST THING I COULD HAVE EVER IMAGINED PLS
“personal? Emotional? Just like a fanfic!”
“noo..”
Maja is awake! Omg that’s how Finn’s arm was gone
omg it’s THE BUBBLINE SCENE
they kissed for at least 3 seconds before the scene changed, and were still holding each other after 🥺 it must’ve been so wonderful and tender and hopeful to have seen that air on screen as a kid. When I see lgbtq stuff/shipping it’s so normalized (in my experience) I forget how simply meaningful that scene was, just two years after gay marriage was legalized. It feels so innocent to see them just love, it must’ve been life changing. I really wish I could’ve seen that on TV, I wish my first exposure to queerness was just something as innocent as a cartoon.
Not to say that the way I found out was inappropriate, but having a classmate come out when I was 11 and then going on tiktok to try and understand isn’t exactly how I’d prefer my future kids to learn. I look back on that memory and it feels really technical and full of words I didn’t fully understand, a cartoon directed at kids would’ve made more sense to me lol
back to the commentary
THE TREEHOUSE WAS DESTROYED NO
BMOS FACE IS CRACKED WHY, HES SINGING THATS SO SWEET
omg FINALLY Marcy and PB are back in the game like they just stood there, they’re all singing together
simon is back but Betty is gone, SHELBY? Why did Gunter wish that pls also shouldn’t Marcy be burning in the sun? It’s so sad that simon is gonna die someday tho, ig it is better for him to die as himself rather than live forever as a madman
omg it’s sweet pea but he’s giant now, AGAIN. WHERE ARE PB AND MARCY IN THE FUTURE IK THEYRE ALIVE BC OF COMICS (are the comics canon??) omg no, no no it’s the freaking song hole. I’m actually crying now I’m so serious
It took almost a full 2 months, but I have officially watched Adventure Time. All I can do is thank the lord I’m doing this in 2024 where there’s AT: Distant Lands and Fionna and Cake to watch right afterwards. Imagine if I did this before 2020 it’d be so heart wrenching that I had nothing to fill that void
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how long did it take you to watch the van scene the first time? about how many times did you rewind? did you catch the lip glance right away? did you think it was heading in a byler positive direction when mike was talking? how about when will was talking? were you happy/disappointed by the painting? how did you feel by the end of it? how devastated were you by will's crying?
OMGMGMMYY SO MANY QUESTIONS
bestie i’m gonna be completely honest my memory is absolute SHIT bc yay trauma response but ILL TRY TO REMEMBER FOR U
how long did it take you to watch the van scene the first time? about how many times did you rewind?
i watched the van scene once the whole way to like no pausing or anything the first time because i had to watch both v1 and v2 all in one go the nights they came out in my room until like 1am so that it wouldn’t get spoiled for me and also bc i was like leaving for a trip the next day and didn’t want to watch them on the plane where i couldn’t scream. since then i’ve watched SO MANY analysis videos but i don’t think i’ve had the chance to actually rewatch it by myself just bc my family doesn’t allow much watching of the tv lol so i end up engaging a ton more with fandom than reexperiencing canon? but i rly want to omg omg
did you catch the lip glance right away? did you think it was heading in a byler positive direction when mike was talking? how about when will was talking?
at this point i’m like 94% sure i didn’t get byler on my own at least consciously because i was kinda sad and disappointed by s4 and the heteronormativity goggles were STRAPPED ON but i will say that it literally took me less than a day of acquiring a tumblr account to hop on the byler train because i think subconsciously i definitely picked up on it BC HOW COULD YOU NOT and once i stopped intentionally explaining it away to myself as them being “special friends” or accepting heteronormative relationships as the only possible norm without need for explanation or backing I WAS FREED and here we are now :) BUT i will say i do still learn something new every day here on byler tumblr bc y’all are TOO SMART and there’s honestly so much in this show you physically cannot over analyze it there’s always more to discover and recontextualize and find different interpretations of
as for the mike/will thing i think it took me a bit longer to realize that mike was actually more proof of byler than will lol because there’s a lot more heteronormativity to unpack to analyze and understand his character but at the same time learning about that side of things is what fully convinced me i think along with just learning more about the actors and the duffers message in the show etc. because before i was worried that it would be representation through will just bad representation 💀
were you happy/disappointed by the painting? how did you feel by the end of it?
similar to what i said before i was unable to really see byler beyond my protective biases towards will as a queer person who saw myself in him and preemptively prepared myself for how i thought he was going to be treated and so my attitude through the whole thing was mostly one of “omg will 😭😭😭 aw omfg my poor baby 😭😭 AW WILL 😭😭 LOOK AT HIS LIL PAINTING IM SO PROUD OF HIM BUT ALSO 😭😭😭 oh god i really hope they aren’t using the gay character to push the straight ships arc omg will ur so gay that was so gay of you OMG NO HES CRYING 😭😭😭 HES TEARING UP 😭😭 ONFG HES CRYING HES CRYING OMG JOHNATHAN KNOWS HE CAN SEE OMFG 😭😭😭😭 THIS IS SO SAD WILL” and mike was like not even in my thought process 💀💀 because my lil queer heart was really going through it
BUT!! now that i’ve removed my biases about how i expect queer characters in st to be treated every byler scene is lowkey painful to watch because THEYRE SO GAY??? IT FEELS PRIVATE I FEEL LIKE IM INTRUDING BUT ALSO IM AN ABSOLUTE GIGGLING MESS BC SJNDBDBBEBE
how devastated were you by will's crying?
DEVASTATED. OMFG. i think i sensed wills queerness for a while but as soon as that pretty girl touched his ankle and he was like 🧍‍♂️😐 i remember SCREAMING ‘gay!!!’ and then i JUMPED on the will byers is my gay child train and so the rest of s4 GUTTED me and i think that’s partially the reason it took me longer to see the mike thing is because i was just so pissed at him for putting wills in pain at the airport and the roller skate rink (partially also because his dismissal of will and wills feelings at the airport felt personal to me as a sort of reflection of the dismissal of will and his happiness that i expected from the ga and the storyline due to predominant representations and treatment of queerness and queer characters in past media so i was IMMEDIATELY put off and hated everything mike did 💀💀 no one talks to my blorbo that way)
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so sorry i wrote like an essay for this and idk if i answered any of your actual questions because like i said my memory is worse than mike wheelers self esteem but THANK YOU I LOVED THIS ASK I HOPE YOU HAVE A LOVELY LOVELY DAY <333
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Watching the owl house
Spoilers idk how to do a cut on mobile
YO WHAT THE FUCK
This BETTER be another dream fake out
I’m crying
The collector trying to fix her
Babies first experience with mortality
She turned into light glyphs I’m sobbing
Everyone knows what happened
BEAST MODE
“She’s really gone”
Yeah kiddo she’s in the ink realm now
HOOTY
ok I need those pj pants
He’s just watchin tv like the rest of us
Wait but why is hooty his eye
- is hooty literally his eye in the sky
FINALLY SOMEONE TELLS LUZ SHES BEING STUPID
BELOS IS TAKING OVER HIM
SHES GETTING ALL THE TITAN MAGIC WHAT
I’m sobbing why didn’t this get a longer run
HEYO BIG SKELLY
Someone save the puppets
- wait wait what is the magic run out?
If I know my daughter she wont let dying stop her
NO NOT MY LITTLE KITTY MEOWMEOW
I thought he was talking about his TEARS
- what IS THIS STUFF
God damnit this snake is so stupid I still hate it so much
Why???? She look like that. Tiktok is going to have a feild day with this cosplay material
EDA TEACHING LUZ HOW TO DO MAGIC CIRCLES WOTH THE SAME DIALOUGLE
I’ve rewatched those 12 times
THE ANIMATION THE LIQUID ANIMATION
Also this remix slaps
THE FLOWERS
The Titan MAGIC WEH
THE LIGHT GLYPH
No not skelly crumbling
EVERYONE USING GLYPHS TO SAVE THE DAY
- Camilla just drawing them out like a badass
Did that motherFUCKER JUST BARK
Oh EW I did not expect the boiling isles to literally look that gorey
Yay fun magic adventure to go stab kings dads heart to dead
NOT RAINE IF THEY DONT MAKE IT IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF
- they remind me too much of my partner if they croak I’m I’m going to loose it
—HEY LET THEM KISS THE FUCK
Why does Luz’s hat have a little light bubble on it
YES BITCH RIP HIM TO SHREDS
wait don’t fucjing monologue babe just kill him
To SHREDS YOU SAY
That was a good fucking frame
Adopt the baby plz you guys can each get one hit on him but after that everyone be friends like in the mark comics
WHERES LUZ ok there she is
FUCK OFF PHILLYBOY
KiLL HIM
Yes the rain
Oh ew what
He is NOT human
HEY FUCK YEAH STOP HIM TO DEATH
-is she not human anymore
WHAT THE FUCK
Is that what he wanted to say to him
She is… not going to be able to go back to the human realm and be normal
Also was like, the boiling isle only one fucjing wacko island that the rest of the demon realm like didn’t touch bc belos? Like the post apocalyptic America of this universe
YES LET THE GAY DADS KISS
darius father of the year award
SYNTH HELL YEAH I’m going to listen to that on repeat for years
Who the FUCK was that third guy
STEVE??? CANON STEVE WHAT DID THEY JUST TAKE THE DESIGN THAT COMIC GUY HAD I DINT THINK WEVE SEEN STEVE BEFORE???
Hey I’m so gay wtf eda making raine a NEST
When ur aunt has a kid and ur cousin is the most annoying and dangerous 9 year old on the planet
OH 2 GAY KISSES DANA REALLY SAID YOU CANT CANCEL THE SHOW AGAIN CAN YOU
NOT EDA BEING NERVOUS TO MEET CAMILA
HOOTSIFER
No Titan magic?? I’m crying
-can she do magic now? From her staff I guess?
IS SHE MOVING
GRADUATION?? WhiTH WHOMST
Oh wait this is going to be a Vee fake out
Oh worm that IS vee??
DANA TERRECE GIVING THE WRITING SCHOLARSHIO AWARD
Wait did they go back to the human realm? Why is hooty interacting with a person
NEW HAIRCUT ALERT AMITY SLAYING DAILY
Mmmmm is that a twilight baseball reference or am I just brain dead
STRINGBEANS CORNER
UNIVERSITY OF WILD MAGIC FINALLY THE FAKE OUT WE WERE WAITING FOR
ALSO GROWN UP LUZ IS SO NB VIBES FRFR
Is that AMITYS NECKLACE
I want that snake shirt so bad
TATTOO LUZ HAS A TATTOO
Also two ear piercings slay
“It’ll be nice to finally see everyone again” so DID she go to regular or magic highschool tell us
LUZ YOU SAW THEM LAST WEEK I NEED TO STOP PAUSING AND WATCH THE SHOW
VEE IS SO FUCKING CUTE IM CRYING
I’m making those tshirts
SOLD TO THE NOCEDAS WHAT IS THAT A NEW PORTAL THE COLLECTOR CREATED
- imagine hearing that everytime you come in
THE RECEEATION OF THE INTRO
The animation
I’m sobbing
HEY YOU FUCKKNG COWARDS WHY CAN YOU NO CONSISTENTLY DRAW FAT PEOPle I saw Willow flying and went fuck yeah but then she walks around and they skinny washed her again
Hunter palisman carver adorable
Ok I appreciate the animation but was it important to make that huntlow scene so beautiful and yet STILL NO KISS
AW ALL THE MATCHUNG TATTOS ARE FLAPJACK
Liliths plans I’m screaming “disco maybe”
AMITY SMASH SMASH SMASH
That’s what I wanna look like
HARPY LILITH THE FUCK
ok that girl playing the harp I know we know her name but smash smash love the new hair
Professor dog boy for life
BUMO HAS A HOOTY PATCH ON HIS GARDENING GEAR
We’re going to see a high uptake in patch based fashion this year thanks Dana
VINEY HEALING MADE ME CRY AGAIN
dARIUS AND AMITYS DAD SITTING IN A TREE
Also raine hello smashsmashsmashsmash
SHORT HAIR GIRL TWIN where’s the brother
NOT THE BABY WHALE
Oh there he is and he looks no different but I’m glad he’s vibing
DEMON REALM HUMAN REALM EXCHANGE PROGRAM WHEN IM MAKING TSHIRTS
GUS’S HAIR IM SCREAMING
HEADMASTER EDA SMASHSMASH A HUNDRRED TIMES SHE HAS A FUCKING HOOK
Wait wait the basilisks I’m crying
TEEN KING HES SO SCRUFFY
THE GATE IS THE OWL HOUSE I CALLED IT
KING-CENEAÑERA IM SOBBING
The bat babies hanging upside down got me
They sounded ALOT less haunted than our birthdays FUCKING MOOD BUDDY
PAINYATA WILL HE NEVER KNOW PEACE
Ok that dress goes HARD
Spider cake Steve has my heart
Noooo kings glyphs have horns I’m crying
THE BYE AND EVERYONE WAVING I AM UNWELL
Ok gtg cry before rehearsal I’ll see you all in therapy
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garfieldsladybird · 2 years
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why just why..? I made so many playlists 😭 omg-
okay. One while I’m going through this let’s just say I have a weird obsession with this symbol <3. I use it for anything and everything.
33 playlists in total 🟰  i’m going to name every single one of them with the link and explain what it consists of and why I have it. i’m going from recent to oldest.
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Bones 🦴 — A playlist for one of my best friends!!
description; I love you so fucking much!! you are the realist from day one! (when we met when we were babies!!) 💗💪✨
wassup fucker ;) -> gangster / rap songs. why; because they’re really good songs and i vibe to em cause they rap. yk.
description; lets get fucked up!!!
one more hit — 🌬 -> not a lot of songs yet but dark songs ig. kinda the dark but still chill vibe when smoking but its also ‘smoking is getting to much vibe but we like smoking so we will continue to smoke.’
description; too many hits.
2nd p. person — Q. -> rock vibes. this is for someone i am acquaintances with. i dont think they like me and that might be bc i am dating their ex but i didn’t know that when i got with my partner. and i do like 2nd p. person, they seem cool but i also don’t because they were talking abt a friend behind friends back and i dont like that. 
description; I bet we would’ve been great friends :) *happy/say smile*
melanie martinez!! — just a playlist of her songs. love her!! <3
description; she is a queen and her songs have some very powerful messages! <3
calm down corner — calm songs that i think are calm. this is to just to help me stop. in the
description; to much thinking.. so just take a breath. please. innnn- hold, andddd outttt. all good? if not take another one.
Olivia r. -> olivia rodrigo’s album sour and some other songs by here.
description; fuck boys. ew.
my friends <3 -> theater songs.. ig. but it’s reminds me of my friends :D
description; i have friends? yes, yes you do!!! theatre kids <3 :D
raven & beast boy -> just a lot of songs. it’s a playlist for my favorite love story, ngl. i love the relationship the two of them have! and yeah, it’s a lovely playlist.
description; i love you <3 😽💗
billie. <3 -> her songs! all albums, not all songs, but the best so yay!
description; my love!!! <333 💗💗💗
lana del ray <3 — the songs that ik by her. ik there are a lot but i only know 33 of em.
description; goddess voice man <333
t.s <3 — Taylor Swift songs. i only know 40.
description; my bsf got me into taylor s. so yeah i made a list of my favorite songs <33
𖨆𖨆 = ♡︎ — A playlist I made for my partner though I do not know if they know it’s for them. but songs that I fall in love with and remind me of them and just in general ig.
description; im whipped <33 ;)
wlw <3 — women loving women 💍 period. gay songs ig.
description; women are amazing 💗 loving women is amazing! and i love them! so pop your shit love!! <333
toke 🍃🎶 — my smoke playlist but also just the songs that i love and I add most of the songs that I like in here just to listen to. so its a smaller version of garfields playlist (my big all around playlist).
description; high!! <3
i die for you <3 — my sad playlist ig. idk. it’s dark and sad songs but also badass songs too.
description; and only you. but you don’t for me..?
1st period 🐉 <3 — old songs. good vibes and everything!!
description; Theater 🎭 sup. third week in the making :D lots of oldies 🫶
4th p. boy’s vibe 🎸 — I don’t know how to explain the songs in here. lots of rock ‘n’ roll I would think.
description; and its only first week of school.. edit — i dont like him. i like his vibe! <3
im in love with myself <3 — I finally made this playlist. I hadn’t made for so long but I didn’t have any songs in it except like one song. but I literally love this play this now!! just songs that make me love myself <3
description; “just want to get to know myself” — my life is growing into MY life. AHHHHHHH-
school <3 🏫 — I don’t know what this play this is really meant for. I kind of just added songs that reminded me of school. I made this before school started also.
description; new school year..? playlist.
melody — it’s for my glee dr.
description; glee <33
Ren 🦔 <33 — A playlist for @/lalaland06 <333
description; “𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝗆𝗎𝗌𝗂𝖼 𝖽𝗈𝖾𝗌” — unknown.
sage 🦦 <33 — A playlist for @/sagesworlddd <333
description; “lose your mind so that you can gain a new way of knowing.” — Quote by Holly Lynn Payne.
note; I don’t really know if these quotes go with these people but I put them when I made the playlist and I don’t want to change them because I love them.
smoking with 🦦 & 🦔 <33 — they are my smoking buddies so smoking playlist!!
description; 🍃🎶
dance 🕺🏼💃🏼 — I like dancing and this is kind of just a mix of hip-hop dancing songs and some actual dance songs. idk. no description.
lilyflower and prongs — this goes with my dark Paradise dr. where I am James and Lily‘s daughter. 
description; mom & dad <3
Seaboy — it’s my Percy Jackson playlist.  you know surprisingly enough even though I haven’t read all of the books I’m a big Percy Jackson fan. like I love reading fanfiction of Percy Jackson and it’s amazing and I want to read the books too but I’m already reading a book series so, it’s added to my wants of reading.
description; look, i didn’t want to be a half-blood.🗽⚡️🌊🦋🌼
Dark Paradise | hp — my Harry Potter dr where i am the older sister of Harry.  no description.
euphoria but fuck you — euphoria vibe ngl. chill songs. I made this during the season two of euphoria coming out and everything. 
description; *sigh* if you shuffle this bitch it’s awesome
Twilight — I actually had three playlists that was for one twilight dr and I decided that I didn’t like that so I added all three of those into one. or I added two into one but whatever it’s now one consistent playlist of twilight vibes. but yeah. 
description; aesthetically pleasing songs…  of twilight ig
garfield <3 — this playlist right here is everything. everything to me and everything that goes with music for me.
description; all around playlist <3
old 2019- — ugh. I hate this playlist but I keep it around because why not. it was during that horrible phase where rap music consisted of mumbling words. where it was a bunch of songs turned into TikTok songs and will forever be TikTok songs now. I don’t care if you like the songs or not, it’s just my opinion.
description; idk these songs suck.
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yardsards · 3 years
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so i have never watched a single episode of amphibia but i hear a lot about it on tumblr bc the owl show and frog show fandoms overlap a ton
anyway i have decided to write out what i THINK the plot is from secondhand info. for my frog show mutuals’ entertainment and also to probably look back at and laugh if/when i end up succumbing to peer pressure and watching it
frog show fans pls tell me how far off my understanding is
-anne, marcy, and sasha are besties. it’s kinda codependent and unhealthy and sasha is kinda crappy to them sometimes.
-anne is the only one with anything resembling a healthy home life. honestly i don’t know much abt her personality except she’s like a general kindhearted and cheerful protagonist.
-marcy is clumsy and into fantasy nerd stuff. she is also perfect and wholesome and must be protected at all costs.
-sasha is like. a vriska, or a catra.
-they are definitely gay and polyamorous but michael mouse wont allow that to happen
-sasha peer pressures anne into stealing a box (i think it called the calamity box) from a thrift shop. they open it and get isekaied to frog world
-they all end up in different parts of frog world. i think the box explodes or something.
-anne is taken in by hoppop (old frog) and sprig (young frog) and polly (VERY young frog)
-idk if the frogs are blood relatives or not. i think hoppop is not their dad cuz i think sprig is an orphan. is he their grandpa? just some random old man? are sprig and polly sibllings or just two separate frog children? who knows.
-either way they’re just a wholesome little frog family living in a podunk town in frog world.
-anne wants to find her friends and go home but in the meantime she is just having happy wholesome frog adventures with her frog family
-gee, anne, how come the writers let you have TWO wholesome families?
-meanwhile, marcy gets taken in my a newt(?) called king andrias. he seems nice at first but is Not
-meanwhile meanwhile sasha gets taken in by a toad named grimes
-grimes is kinda evil. but is nice to sasha. and like not too ridiculously evil just like kinda sketch. not really workin for anyone just causing trouble to get whatever tf he wants. he is like that wreck it ralph meme “just because you are a bag guy doesnt mean you’re a bad *guy*”
-the three girls need to find each other and all the pieces of the box so they can go home
-grimes is doing some unspecified Evil and sasha helps him. i think during this, marcy and anne get reunited with sasha? or maybe it’s not at the same time. idk.
-sasha pushes anne off a cliff and stabs marcy. maybe because they’re getting in the way of her and grime’s Evil Plan. or maybe because she doesn’t WANT to go home but they want to and she just wants to keep doing crimes with her new crime dad
-idk how this gets resolved
-anne ends up going home tho. and takes her new frog family with her. her parents are very nice. maybe she just needed the box to go home and she got the box pieces from the other 2?
-surprise! grimes isnt the most evilest. king andrias is secretly Very Very Evil. marcy doesnt know this yet
-i think he heals marcy’s stab wound by putting her in a pickle jar. but oh no! he wasn’t just being nice to her, he just needed her alive so he could Use Her for Evil
-he made a pact with a axolotl demon for Power. he lets the demon possess marcy
-enter olivia and yunan. they’ve got an early-series marceline and princess bubblegum kinda vibe going on. like the censors wont let it be canon confirmed but they are DEF ex gfs who are still in love
-they worked with andrias. they thought he was a chill dude but then they saw him hurt marcy and were like aw heck no, not in MY rodeo.
-they decide to be marcy’s moms now. they wanna do some cool traitor moves and save marcy but they don’t really know how bc she is like possessed now and also the king is super powerful. they gotta be Sneaky
-anne, home now, is like yay im home but aw geez i gotta go back to frog world to help my (girl)friends. but she doesnt know how and doesnt know what she’d even do once she got there
-idk what sasha and toad dad are doing now. probably some kind of Criminal Activity against the king. they have selfish intentions but anything that screws the king over is probably a net good
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youranxiousnerd · 3 years
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Second Chances Thoughts
bc what
spoilers below
i have...thoughts
ah no chaotic intro, f in the chat
it’s still a nice intro, tho
IM SORRY ARE THEY NOT SHOWING THE TRANSFORMATION?!?!
WHAT
THIS IS A HATE CRIME /j
i used the thingy
no bows either?!?!
this is called high school musical: the musical: the series not high school musical: the backstage drama: the series
wow they got changed fast
“Passable!” 
I’ll be the judge of that oh wait i cant bc they didnt show us
YES QUEEN ASHLYN GETTING THE LOVE SHE DESERVES
ashlyn is such a queen
the perfect belle, stunning
“A couple letters, actually” it’s a sign (literally)
flower touch
AWWW REDLYN
STOP THEY’RE ADORABLE
they love each other so much
east high kids be snooping
not me thinking about carlos’ hand on seb’s back we were robbed im taking what i can get
“You were the perfect Belle tonight. I was really proud”
“Evil genius”
they’re so happy
AWWW A REDLYN KISS WHOOP WHOOP
kourt and howie are so awkward 
“drumroll?”
howie and seb would get along
weird little playoff, maybe he is lying?
they’re cute, tho
sad that they didn’t really get any build-up
“happy now?” “yes”
“If it’s with you, always” MY HEART
just like a fanfic
kourtney just invited north highs beast to east highs cast party
OH MY GOD MAZZARA IS ACTUALLY GETTING A STORY ABOUT HIM
i was not expecting that okay
ej and mazzara are the best
gina is so happy too bad it wont last
gina is an actress 
gahhhh portwell drama
oh god rini let the drama begin
that was very calm, did someone possess nini and ricky?
i really like them as best friends. i was a hardcore rini shipper last season but with all their constant conflict i realized how much fun they are as friends
“we are literally on the same page” 
“just for a moment” I LOST MY SHIT
miss jenn no
oooo seblos please be good
Seb calling Miss. Jenn out on her bullshit since idk when
“That’s a hard never mind now” okay wow
Miss. Jenn is Carlos’ godmother 
This is theatre, not football
CRYING GINA
gini
GINA SUPPORT DAY IS A THING PEOPLE!!!!!
oh wow a plot line actually being addressed
season 1 callback im not ready
gina and nini people!!! 
very sweet scene
ahha jamie callback we all knew it
i would really like to see miss jenns batb audition notes
“I’m in a great place, mentally” if you were you wouldn’t be saying that
OMFG IS SHE NOT GOING TO APOLOGIZE!?!?!
like that was a big deal, a big effing deal and then nothing?
you told a kid to jump off something high and you can’t even say “sorry”?!?!
back to the miss jenn love triangle
“I think I’m happy, or gettin’ there”
ricky you don’t have to be there yet it’s okay
that line hit
SEASON 1 OUTFITS
CORE 4 SONG
killer harmonies
sofia giving us that alto rep!!
portwell duet! audition outfits
very good, very very good. this song kinda screams autotune but it still sounds very good. 
last song of the season NOOO but very fitting
Is it just me or does “Second Chance” look like a music video they show in Justice (the teen store) in 2014?
cast bonding yay!
PAUSE THE ONLY SEBLOS MOMENT WE GOT THIS EPISODE WAS A WRIST HOLD?!?!!
DISNEY WTF
LIKE EVERY COUPLE GOT THEIR MOMENT AND ALL THEY GET IS A WRIST HOLD
BFBLBFIWGFSDMBF
shit why does my favorite ship have to be the gay one on a disney show?
east high booing the lily and french boi has me on the floor
“Big Red, you were also in it” BEST LINE OF THE FINALE OMFG
i missed antoine 
sorry carlos has glitter on his face
seb’s smile and wave at north high why am i laughing?
off topic but i have unintentionally started doing the seb wave (you know the one) (with the fingers) in real life.
also gay chair sit
e.j is also doing the gay chair sit 
lily what
you have had like one conversation
ew
she says she likes his face but not his personality? 
im calling bullcrap
pause didn’t lily steal the harness? are we just going to forget about that
probably, the writers did forgot to develop seblos
Let Ricky be single challenge
ANTOINE MY LOVE
REDLYN I LOVE YOU
SHUSH EJ’S SPEECH TIME TO SOB
ummmm
so this season has been for nothing?
all the shit they went through (the self-doubt, relationship problems, the injuries, the death threats) is for nothing?!?
since when does Miss. Jenn not care anymore about the Menkies?!?!
I actually get the kids side of this, but not Miss. Jenn’s. 
I was surprised they took this route with the Menkies, didn’t even cross my mind 
“It was five”
Big Red x medicine 
bet your ass ashlyn would have gotten a nomination best actress
“We got a pizza oven” THE EAST HIGH KIDS ARE COMMITTING ARSON
is mazzara staying for miss jenn? they could do long distance but it doesnt have the best rep in this show
gini
ashlyn is the captain of the portwell ship and nini is her right hand man (or whatever second best is called in sailing)
NINI MAKIN THE DEALS
RICKY WHY ARE YOU CALLING HER
WHYYYYYY
“Will you be my first kiss” smiles
OH MY GOD
WAIT NOTHING
WHAT
OMFG THEY CUT IT LMAO
“this summer is about to get hot” SUMMER SEASON 3?!?!
ANTOINE
OMFG HE BETTER COME BACK
I LOVE ABF
WAIT THATS IT
FWBEGLEWG
THATS IT
hey they ended with andrew barth feldman what more can you ask for?
Thats...it?
Oh wait some cast stuff...brb ima cry. The ending has some very series finale energy...I’m scared. Natalie wouldn’t have done the “buckle up wildcats” if there wasn’t a season 3, right? But the bloopers at the end...
The cast ending was great. “You are the Music in Me” was so heartfelt and I’m a sucker for bloopers.
Wait so no Lily home? It was probably a cut scene. 
If we got Lily home, can we get an album with the cast singing all the BATB songs? 
I have so many mixed feelings about this episode. Here is the thing, if you love the core 4 then this was your episode. If you’re like me and prefer the side leads then this was probably a little disappointing since we barely saw them. This episode felt rushed and a little messy, but there were some great moments. Season 2′s writing has felt a little weird. This season lacked the chaotic theater kid energy season 1 had. It was one of the reasons I fell in love with the show. If/when we get a season 3 I really hope the writers find that energy again.
Let’s all give a round of applause for the cast and crew who filmed majority of the season during a global pandemic. That could not have been easy. They gave us a pretty good season under crazy conditions. They definitely had to change some things to fit the current climate. Overall, hats off the the cast and crew because you guys killed it. 
I’m really going to miss this show, hopefully it gets renewed. It has become a comfort show these past several weeks. My sanity says “no, don’t go” but my sleep schedule says “leave.”
To second chances!!
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zhuilingyizhen coffee shop au
I remember I saw someone say that wn always owns a coffee shop in these AUs, and to that I say, yeah pretty much. (ft. wangningxian and jyl x jzx x wq)
Wen Ning owns a cute little coffee shop! He supports his baby cousin, Wen Yuan, for the first couple years.
Wen Qing runs her own practice, for children though, across the street, and three very frequent customers happen to be two Jins & a Jiang, if you get who I’m talking about. 0-0
jl and wy (turned lsz later, long story) probably played a little together as kids but it’s not super important
Anyways, wn’s coffee shop probably burns down or something in a series of arson attaccs against the Wen family. Wq’s practice doesn’t get destroyed though, and she gets some help from a certain extremely rich couple who used to go to her.
But wn is super worried bc his wittle bb cousin is gone 0-0
And then a Yuan runs off and falls into a river and dies.
Jk jk, he almost dies! And loses his memory. He’s about 6 at the time, btw. Some stranger (COUGH WWX COUGH) finds this little baby dRowNinG and saves him, bc ofc only wwx would be suspiciously near a river in the middle of nowhere.
Wwx takes keeps him for a couple days, but realizes that he has no clue how to parent, so he takes him to the Lan orphanage.
(Yes, the Lans run an orphanage and you can take this hc from my dead, cold hands.)
(Seriously, I have so many ideas for this. Ask me.)
(Dw this is still a coffee shop AU!)
Anyways, wwx takes him to his just-a-friend, lwj. Lwj looks at this child and looks at wwx.
He also has no clue who this child is.
But he really goes and named him “to long for”, staring right into wwx’s eyes.
Wwx skips away to annoy his brother or something. Idk.
So lqr, running this orphanage, takes lsz in. He also gives lwj a look when he finds out what this child was named, but... shush.
Since he’s in an orphanage, he takes the Lan name. He also meets Lan Jingyi, who is maybe 7 if this happens after August?
Ljy’s mom was not very good.
Meanwhile wn is crying his eyes out bc his bb cousin probably died in the fire and now he’s sad and it’s all his fault & :(((((
Ofc, being the amazing, bamf older sister she is, wq refuses this response.
She makes wn come work for her now, so yay! They have one less person to support, so it don’t as bad but,, but,, WEN YUAN IS DEADDD :((((((((((((((((((
So sad.
Anyways, jl probably asks once why that kid he used to play with is gone. They attend the funeral, but wn is always on da lookout for anyways who fits the description of lsz.
jl doesn’t remember him that well anyways, so oof. His parents lowkey like wq but jzx is a shy bastard and wq is uselessly gay for jyl so this won’t end up well.
But since this is a lsz-centric coffee shop AU...
Lsz grows up under the amazing teaching of lqr, probably learns an instrument or two from lxc, gets parented w/bunnies by lwj, and uselessly crushes on ljy. Like he does.
And then time skip to him in college, and he wants to start a coffee shop bc it reminds him of his childhood, that he doesn’t remember.
But yeah. Coffee shop AU.
Oyzz, who is jl’s friend goddamnit let jl have friends both his parents are alive, drags him to every coffee/tea shop in the area bc he has an obsession with good drinks. Which eventually leads them to lsz’s cozy little tea shop.
It’s moderately popular, sometimes ljy will sing for entertainment (bc yesss 🥺) and it’s pretty good! Lsz is out of college (so 22, bc he didn’t take a masters) and started the shop, ljy’s doing god knows what (maybe signed a record deal w/ someone who went to the cafe and heard him singing? a dumb luck sorta thing. Or perhaps lxc has a production company :eyes:)
but ljy sometimes helps out or just hangs around the shop.
Anyways, oyzz likes his voice a big lot, befriends ljy, and now jl has to go there every weekend bc he’s whipped for oyzz.
He also gets to watch oyzz and ljy be big gay for each other, so yeah. Huh. jl sorta befriends lsz, bc ofc he does. They’re both a lil sad, but fun!
Also, jl and wn are pretty close now bc jl has wayyyyy too many uncles.
Lsz doesn’t remember wwx, but lwj sure as hell does.
Surprisingly, wwx and wn, going out on a not-date, as just-friends, end up going to the tea shop & wn is surprised at how similar it looks to his coffee shop from all those years ago.
wOw whAt a cOinCidEncE!
jl probably recommended it to wn and wwx, bc ofc he did.
Matchmaker extraordinaire, I say. Jyl and jzx are just 🥺 so proud of their child
But they’re also uselessly crushing on wq, who isn’t usually oblivious but thinks it’s just a doctor-patient transaction.
side plot: wq and jyl go out one night and end up sleeping together and the next morning jzx makes them tea & breakfast and then casually asks how it was and jyl says “it was great” while wq chokes on her tea & is very confused:tm:
Yeah, they get together bc I love background ships.
But wn is kinda sus at how similar it looks. He thinks maybe they went to his coffee shop before, and orders tea. But then he sees the one barista and thinks “wait a second...”
Bc the barista (lsz) looks scarily familiar, he just doesn’t know why. Oyzz is just over in a corner sipping his bubble tea.
One day, after the tea shop closes and the junior quartet are the only ones left, and lsz asks to speak to jl. Alone.
Ljy and oyzz are looking at them like 👀 👀 but they leave together to go to some bookstore or something, idk.
So now lsz and jl are alone. They’re sorta friend-acquaintances, but now jl’s a little confused as to why tf lsz wants to talk to him.
Lsz explains that jl seems familiar (coughiwonderwhycough) and says that he lost his memory at a young age and that wwx found him. jl is starting to put the puzzle together.
Lsz basically asks him out on a date, but neither of them know or think it’s a date, so jl agrees.
They both go there seperate ways, and when oyzz and ljy find out the next day, they realize that they’re going on a date.
Ljy is very excited for lsz!! But what is that pain he feels—
Ofc, they stalk jl and lsz on their date, bc they are stupid and don’t realize they might have feelings for them. At least they realize their feelings for each other. Ljy & oyzz get together!! :))
They’re also oblivious though so they don’t notice a Ling & Sizhui’s :/
Wn ends up taking over the tea shop so lsz can go off and get his masters
Eventually the junior quartet stumble into a relationship ! Hopefully ! it’s really quite a mess until sizhui gets a dna test taken at wn’s request. found family turned actual family is an old trope, but one we will accept <3
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the person talking abt how they have to hide being queer from their family just like same that hit home so hard, and also same to learning so much abt queer history I started learning from harry and louis (through the bears bc of course, duh) and I took up reading the books rbb and sbb hv had on them and hv been mentioned (judy garland!!) anyway so I learnt sooo much more than like I knew existed? idk if that makes sense and it also made me realise that i hv a lot of internalised homophobia and it does feel incredibly lonely sometimes, because I hv no friends that are out and proud and the group of ppl at my school who are, are so nice and friendly and polite and i love talking to them in the hallways or in class when we get paired up but im so scared of like actually integrating myself into their crowd (the one time i tired to attend a meeting I had a panic attack in the bathroom) and i dont know why im telling u all this
and I dont think ppl fully understand what its like everywhere else in the world because im never going to forget this one time at a party where a girl and her girlfriend got shouted and leered at by all those boys (and their girlfriends who just let it happen, I've literally heard one of those girls talk abt how amazing it is to have a gay best friend) and how when one of them responded back by telling them off for their disgusting behaviour the boys physically started approaching them in a threatening manner
theres also these rumours that circulate sometimes abt why some ppl arent coming to school for days at a time and when they do finally show up they're slightly bruised and its bc [insert person] did smth to them and so many ppl will just casually throw into the conversation their sexuality, like everyone will be talking abt what happened and what they heard and some random dumbass will quip "I heard they're gay" and they'll whisper it, like its forbidden or smth and everyone will nod their heads like yes I understand now, like it fucking makes sense that this happened and it makes me want to punch someone
and its so fucking scary to think abt how these things just happen and ppl pretend they dont see it and everytime someone tells me i can trust an adult i think of the 3 teachers who all passed by a student who was very rainbow (it was pride month) and watched some dude basically bang his shoulder into him and the dude laughed and walked away when the guy in rainbow tripped and they did nothing
and online I see so many ppl talk abt how its ok to be gay in all these big cities and how everyone so open now! and everythigns ok! and yay to gay! gay ppl are privileged! fucking bullshit I say
because all these memories of horrific things come to mind evertyime someone says that and I dont know where ppl are getting the idea its ok everywhere now
and the first time I heard a group of ppl talk abt harry styles in a dress on the cover of vogue i got so excited bc i had secretly gone out and bought my younger brother (he likes to wear dresses and nail polish) a copy and how I had done that so damn discreetly and how damn hard it was to get it to him through my parents to him, it was so exciting and we were !!! jumping for joy and the next day at school some girl by the lockers and she called him queer like it was an insult and that got so deep in my soul and its still there, the way she said it, the way she phrased it
and im sorry this is so long ik that persons post wasnt even abt how ppl say thats 'its cool to be gay now' and that it still very much isnt but it got that out of me and u dont hv to read all this im just having a bad day im sorry :((
i hope u hv a good day tho ella u're lovely and v kind nd u make me happier and i love reading ur thoughts and I'll stop typing now <3
kind anon!! i wanna hug you so tight!!!!!
i'm so sorry you're in a place rn where you don't feel safe, where you aren't safe, where people around you are actively hostile. truly truly sorry.
you're right, the world has not caught up at all, it's a nonexistent reality that being queer has been accepted, let alone embraced everywhere. hell, i live in brussels and if i hold a girl's hand we're gaped at. when i first wore my pride pin on my bag i was terrified. when i lived in my smaller town growing up it was very much like how you describe it (tho less violent, thankfully, which really breaks my heart to read about your situation).
it can be a lonely place to grow up, and really hateful, and you saying you have a lot of internalised homophobia also hits home for me. i'm still unlearning every day. it's all the hostility surrounding us that makes us conform so as not to be the target of it, yk. nothing to ever be ashamed of, bc it's not our fault we were raised to hate ourselves.
same with the queer ppl in your neighborhood, don't be ashamed of being afraid. take your time, go at your own pace, and slowly take some steps towards them. it'll be worth your while, but i know it can be scary. be kind to yourself above all <3
you sound like a wonderful sibling to your brother - goes to show how we'll always find a way to stick together and find our role models, despite the limits others put up!!
stay queer (laudatory), baby!!!
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Reading cemetery boys (finally)
Major spoilers. I highly recommend reading the book
The main character is a trans poc which i did not know. In fact, i went into this knowing nothing other than queer and fantasy. I think i forgot every single time i’ve been told he is trans. Oh he’s gay too. I thought he was going to be bi. His family doesn’t accept him. Except for Maritza. His...cousin? I like how stressful this is almost right off the bat. I want him to get the boy powers and be recognized as a boy by his goddess. But he might be rejected or be given the rosary powers instead (seen as a girl). His mom was supportive. I’m going to stop typing since I feel I’m just going to be typing what is happening and what i’m learning as i’m learning it instead of my thoughts on it.
Would people be able to tell just from looking at him that he did the ritual or would he have to show his powers first? How accepting is his family? He didn’t get to have his ritual and he mentioned them not recognizing him as a man and feeling like the black sheep for being trans and them being “fine with him being gay bc they saw it as him being het do to not seeing him as a man” but they call him by his correct name.
I’m still feeling that fear from earlier bc his family doesn’t know what he did yet. It feels like he’s going to tell them what he did which i dont think is a smart move.
His goddess always recognized him for who he was. When he tried using healing powers, it didn’t work and hurt the poor kitty worse. Why would his family ever think doing the rosary ritual would work?
He has other outsiders in his family as allies. Maritza, who is vegan and refuses to use her healing powers bc it requires using animal blood, his uncle who barely has any usable magic.
Instead of stating the deadname it just said “deadname slipped from her mouth”. That’s good. I don’t want to learn the deadname. I much prefer when it is censored.
YAY! He can summon spirits!
Oh no he can’t return him. I mean not really oh no bc i like julien but oh no it makes my boy sad.
I ship it but don’t know how it would work.
Julien and miguel died really close in time. Were they killed by the same person?
How long does it take for julien to find out he’s trans? Is he going to pity him or get angry for him? He’s going to find out relatively quick since he’s going home with him. I hope he doesn’t get all awkward about it.
Oh. it’s even worse. He didn’t even recognize yads as a boy. He misgendered him just now. Damn. i know Yads doesn’t technically pass well yet bc he’s only 16 and isn’t on T but ouch.
Is Julien gay? Bi? Does he know if he’s bi? He’s certainly got adhd.
Oh. Yadreil tells him himself. Thought he would find out by overhearing his family say something wrong.
Ew high school.
Ah! He’s gay. Why’d he ask if him being gay is a problem like this boy isn’t trans? This is so awkward.
Awww. did he change it so it said the correct name/block out the deadname?? HE DID!
I like julien’s friends. That meeting with his friends went really shitty.
Julien and miguel are going to be sacrificed? Hopefully yads puts the same pieces together that i did.
Julien is an unapologetic queer. On MY level. He’s trying to get Yads on that level of punk queerness. I understand where yads is coming from though. He loves his family. He wants them to accept him fully. Their rejection matters to him and he can’t brush it off so easily and force himself not to care or even care less. His magic is his birthright, his culture.
Oh his mom was definitely the one that healed luca.
I think Maritza is going to find a way to use her magic without needing blood. Maybe she can bring julien back to life? She and Yads can be a sign of change, not just change, growth. Rebirth. Julien thinks there must have been trans brujx before. Maybe they are losing their magical flow due to being stuck in rigid tradition that might not have always been there.
I like tio catriz but i’m worried he’s the villain who summoned the jaguar for power. I really don’t want him to be but who could the villain be. It would make sense for us to have met them and for them to have access to the jaguar.
The deadline is so close.
Julien: don’t tell anyone i’m dead
Julien: does some poltergeist shit that makes it obvious he’s a ghost.
The more i think about it, the more the uncle makes sense. Maybe miguel isn’t a sacrifice but he caught his uncle in the act. That would explain why there were 3 missing kids on top of julien and miguel.
It’s taking him too long to connect the dots. Might not do it till it’s too late.
I hoped that Yads would have been able to sether the tie with his dad as witness. Instead his dad did it. His dad still saw it glow though.
Gay goth witch.
“He didn’t turn at the sound of the apartment door banging open” oh my god.
¿Me dejas robarte un beso? Will you let me steal a kiss?
Julien is still alive! Bc of the sacrifice thingy.
I was right. About everything.
Where is Matriza?
Chapter 24; we’re in julien’s pov.
Mi querido!!!!!!! My dear my beloved my darling my love!!!
FINISHED.
I wish we got more of Julien’s friends and Rio in this book.
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i watched the ep twice bc i didnt take notes the first time BUT. hsmtmts 2.04 thoughts under the cut
gina first. my favorite part of the episode was when she admitted that she feels out of place living in someone else’s house and that she wanted a bigger part in the play. i was SO worried they were gonna just let her happily sideline herself in a “yay she learned her lesson about not being the center of attention” kind of way bc i would not be able to handle that two seasons in a row. let her be angry!!! she has a lot to be upset about
the gina/carlos conflict was awful bc theyre making carlos unreasonably annoying this season. last season he was nice, he was enthusiastic, not competitive and just rooting for other people. idk why they needed to flip him so drastically to being spoiled, rich, selfish, pushy, and bitchy. and on top of that i have not been vibing with the pieces of dialogue theyve been giving him this season just to score woke points. its so unbearably obvious that even though hes a brown gay character, he was written by a white gay person who thought, on some level, that he was giving the gen z kids the #hashtag representation they wanted. his delivery of every line that screams “remember, im mexican” is so awkward, it doesnt land well, and im begging them to stop. they want so badly to commodify his character and parade him around as a “look how diverse our show is!” thing and im so so sick of it bc you can tell, with all the surface-level pieces of dialogue, that they dont actually care at all
(”look around, theres not a lot of me at this school” we GET it, this show wants to be glee so bad)
im honestly starting to slowly ship rina less and less. in season one i loved seeing someone make gina happy, especially since she had no friends before opening up to ricky. but now its just a whole mess and i wish she would love herself a lil more to realize that its not worth all this stress. he made a choice and no amount of conflicted moments of eye contact is going to fully take that back. im not necessarily against love triangle plots, but i HATE the whole “women wait around hopefully while male character, whose decisions have already hurt multiple people, makes up his mind” bullshit
that being said, gina handled the situation like a CHAMP, im dying over how quickly she was able to mask her pain and make the joke about the twix bar. im love her
we were absolutely ROBBED of an ej/big red performance this episode!!! i am at my LIMIT we better get gaston next week or i will riot
on the ej train, him not getting into duke was extremely predictable. we all kinda saw that coming and knew that would be his main point of growth this season. im glad they didnt wait super long to do it. now please @ writers i am BEGGING you to give my man more screen time than one scene per episode
its very odd that they keep making mr mazzara have emotionally tough conversations with the students. i will do a parallel gifset of those once the season ends. i liked his convo with ej for the most part, but he really didnt have to beat him over the head with the “youre an emotionless robot” thing again. its clear ej is gonna throw himself into av club or whatever (even though at the end of last season that was supposed to be big red?) and discover that he has a lot going for him. because he does, he literally has everything going for him, thats why they had to make his “problem” not knowing himself. bisexual ej caswell ftw
i love the parallels between ej and nini this episode? i think since the beginning ive felt that there was a lot about them under the surface that was similar. it was interesting seeing ej tell nini about duke first, instead of the obvious choice of ashlyn. i wouldve loved to see how that scene wouldve gone with ricky, gina, carlos, or big red though bc each reaction and attempt at comforting him wouldve been so different. i didnt love that nini had to be pulled away from the conversation, but im glad they can still talk to each other after everything that went down. and i love the juxtaposition of ej’s convo with mazzara directly following nini’s convo with miss jenn bc theyre essentially the same.
speaking of, i loved miss jenn in this episode. her stories are always so funny, but i loved seeing her care so much for nini and guide her, like a teacher. i loved how she pointed out that everyone who loves nini just wants her to be happy
im glad nini is leaving yac bc there was no good way to keep that up honestly. but im pretty annoyed that they were so obvious about it? like, they immediately made it the worst place in the world without exploring it very much. the place is super unrealistic, ive never been to drama school but im sure it wouldnt be like that. no creative arts place for KIDS would be so impossibly limiting. plus the weird bluish coloring in comparison to the nice warm tones of the rest of the show was, again, a dead giveaway. why send her to the school at all if it wasnt even gonna matter?
even though im glad nini left yac, im NOT looking forward to the way miss jenn is about to bend over backwards to put her in the play somehow. she plays obvious favorites and im so annoyed
(sidenote: nini just? decided to leave yac without consulting her parents??? ummm)
granted is a very good song, one of my faves so far
ricky deciding to tell nini he wants her to stay was stupid. what did he think that would accomplish? who in their right mind would drop out of a good school for you?
i loved when nini said yac was missing something, and miss jenn said “ricky” and nini said “you.” that was so so sweet and cute
i think the kourtney/howie thing is gonna grow on me. i hate amatonormativity so im not a big fan of them introducing a whole ass character exclusively so kourtney can have a love interest, but i loved the gesture he made of bringing her the pizzas and her flashcards. i feel like kourtneys love language is acts of service, and she was literally this meme when he did that for her:
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i liked seeing ashlyn try to be there emotionally for gina! i want more of them together
overall this episode was okay. not enough songs, and i wish they were spreading out the emotional conversations through the season instead of packing them all into literally one episode, but what we did get was pretty good.
after watching the preview i see that next weeks episode is gonna be about carlos’s party, and i love party episodes. BUT i hope that after that ep we finally get an advancement on the north high stuff! i dont give too many fucks about lily, but i wanna see my son asher angel
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au where lila is adopted imto the umbrella academy
*rubs my gay little hands together* heehee hoohoo
first off im gonna say sorry diego :/ 
KJRWKESFDHK JOKING IM JOKING SORRY
so lila grows up to be less of a manipulative shit bc she doesnt need it to survive or gain love from her parent
no thats not right
she receives real/”real” love from grace and reggie doesnt even pretend to give them love so unlike the handler who used love as leverage
so while lila is still cunning and sly and shit she also doesn’t try so hard to manipulate the hargreeves, bc, theyre her family
controversial take but i think lila and five would be close
this take is also hilarious but maybe only to me
both of them are good at getting things done and getting their way and also maybe it has smth to do with lila really liking how fives powers work?
it would really hit her hard when five leaves. bc that was her friend right there. maybe she and ben and/or vanya form a bond based on being bitter five left them behind
lila and ben would be a good friendship i would like to see it
six seven eight hanging out... hhh
OOOH MAYBE VANYA WOULD BE 8? because she’s powerless now? no no the number system existed before their powers came in nvm
its arbitrary so w/e lila’s #8 kjshssd
i think it’d once again be harder to blank slate vanya because,,  lila can use vanyas powers. she knows vanya has powers. maybe im not making any sense but also i just think it’d be nice for vanya to catch a break
maybe when little allie tries to rumour lila into forgetting lila pulls out that uno reverse card
or uno DEFLECT card lmao
but assuming vanya is still powerless, i still think vanya would have a bit of a better upbringing than canon
1) vanya has TWO other girls in the house who hang out with her and do girl things and yay sisters! 2) lila... gets it. her powers are reliant on the other’s powers. without them using their powers first, she basically has nothing. she gets it! vanya may be completely powerless but lila doesn’t have powers unless they’re training or they’re fighting and so vanya and lila would be close too
maybe vanya still gets some training bc of that! because if lila, part-time powerless, trains, and doesn’t use powers for half of battles, maybe vanya, “powerless,” can train and fight too
and i know this isnt a good thing bc like. hellooo child soldiers lmao?? but also vanya would feel like shes more of a part of the family and would have a friend by her side and maybe wouldnt even want to write the book in the first place
but also at the end of s1, when it’s discovered vanya DOES have powers, and they’re the most powerful of them all, actually, maybe lila grows bitter
i mean wouldnt you? the one person who was “less” than you, who you were better than in even the slightest way, is suddenly the baddest bitch around
so that sets up some interesting stuff for s2 haha
maybe ben doesn’t die
with another person on the mission, maybe somebody has his back. maybe ben doesn’t die
that’s assuming ben’s death was accidental tho bc we’ve all seen the death-by-horror-suicide theories
but anyway maybe lila stops ben’s death just by being there and fighting other people so ben has one more person covering him. maybe she’s there and it doesn’t matter and ben dies anyway. idk
if ben dies anyway then i think lila would be Extra Bitter but also really sad
five left her and now ben too? the people she cares most about keep getting torn away from her
and that’s not a good way to think because obviously her other siblings are hurting too, and theyre there with her too, and theyre there to do their best to support her in their own shitty way, and lila cares about them too...
but still. 
also tho lila and diego friendship... this is jumping back up a couple bullets back to before or right after five left
in s2 lila and diego both being in the asylum together would still be funny. lila pulls the bacon out of her sock and diego rolls his eyes and takes it, not even phased, because she’s been doing this for yearsss
ok if five doesnt leave and ben doesn’t die i think they might have a bit of a better life post-academy? but also if five does and ben does then i have no idea what lila would be
maybe she opens a shop
yeah i think that would be nice. lila’s store au JHSFKJHKSD
i think she might follow one of the siblings (diego or vanya) in their career paths bc its been drilled into her from the beginning that shes nothing without someone else to copy
maybe diego bc he still has powers... maybe she’d want to keep at least some powers
but if vanya didnt get suppressed or still got trained at least i think she’d go with vanya because they just do better together and diego is a bootlicker anyway /j but no seriously i get why he chose the police academy but also why not a fucking firefighter bitch?
FIREFIGHTER LILA. I LIKE THAT
maybe vanya plays in the orchestra and lila plays in a band
OK BUT IF BEN DOES DIE. maybe she follows klaus around for a bit because she cant bear to let ben go and when she copies klaus’ powers she can see him... even if just for a bit
that would impact ben’s arc a lot too because he’s not completely alone with only klaus, who is high out of his mind most of the time to keep him company, but also lila too, who i dont think would mess with drugs
so basically lila being added to the mix would mean everyone is just a little less alone i think
maybe luther is also less... mm idk how to put this
maybe he’s disillusioned a bit earlier regarding reggie? because he’s supposed to be #1 and the best but lila can do just what he can too. she can lift cars and throw people from buildings too. so how special is he really?
GOD i love thinking abt this. lila would impact all of their stories, in major or minor ways, and its really cool to explore how that would transpire
i think allison might also be a bit humbler before stepping into marriage in regards to using her powers
because if someone uses her own power on her as she’s growing up i feel like she’d learn that doing that has big consequences faster? maybe she’d still rumour her way into some roles or some classy interviews or just in general use her powers to help her career a bit... but i think with her knowing what its like to be rumoured she wouldn’t use it in personal situations. so maybe she wouldnt rumour claire.
maybe claire doesn’t exist at all bc it’s implied she rumoured patrick into falling in love with her :bonk: or maybe she still married patrick but later on because their relationship needs to develop first
oh also maybe pogo would be less of a BITCH in s1 because lila is persuasive tm 
yeah um thats all ive got alsfkds
THIS IS A FUN GOOD AU. i hope u like my Thoughts
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hi loki!! (it’s clyde)
first of all
HAPPY PRIDE
*rainbows and banners and streamers and confetti everywhere*
second,
i am afraid i must inform you that when reading ur most recent message i was halfway through before realizing that is what i wrote, not your response. i think my brain is malfunctioning
ehehehehe o well
dw friend take ur time. my exams are coming up too and my teachers were like “they have exams in two weeks?” “yeah” “this is the perfect time to assign five projects!” so i understand death by school perfectly well
omg ur so right tho, like time is nonexistent in airports it’s just crowds and big rooms and lots of starbucks there’s like a starbucks everywhere
sweaters are amazing they are like the perfect item of clothing
ahahaha u speak the truth there friend. it’s like how the best person to find a criminal is the one who knows how they think. except not criminals bc u are calling someone out on the internet for i don’t even know what but o well
nonono dwdw ur not scum of the earth ur beautiful and amazing ur just human so u need a little time
*hugs*
i watched the smooth criminal one, i liked that one the best mostly bc i already like the original song but the cover was good too
and chris colfer? is one of the actors? i’ve read his books “the land of stories” series and i literally just realized he was in this and dam he can sing like bro leave some talent for the rest of humanity
brain fuckery is like that sigh. thanks for being here amigo
gasp yay!! i’m so excited for u amigo!! are you excited? how do u feel about the way it turned out? gasp college, that’s kind of exciting tbh. idk i have a weird desire to leave home even tho my home life doesn’t suck or anything bad.
it’s just interesting i guess? let me know how that goes bc i think it so cool. there are some theatre colleges, but maybe doing something else would be ok too? idk i’m not an expert i’m not even in high school lol
(my brain gets fixated on how u said i was one of ur closest friends but ur actually one of my closest friends as well *hugs*)
ehehe it is good i spent two hours watching the whole play (on youtube) yesterday. i mean i probably should have been doing homework but it’s finnnnneeee it was worth it anyways it was so good!
i love george salazar (he plays michael in that play) so much he’s just an absolute icon
i have no clue whether or not this is long i’m thinking it’s pretty long but idk. don’t worry friend it’s all good there’s nothing even to forgive u for
after all (sadly), we’re only human :)
*waves* adios!
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Wassup! Took me centuries again! I was putting it off cause I wanted to attach my play however it is not done yet. Honestly it probably will be by the time I finish this lol executive dysfunction be like that.
Anyhow hello<3
HAPPY GAY, CLYDE!!
Oh rip my brain is also regularly malfunctioning hehe so yeah mood
Thank you for the comfort, that SUCKS of your teachers, I’ve just started a literally evil summer Econ course that is killing me. There’s So Much Work. I have like nine assignments a week. I hate it.
—— HEADLINE: LOCAL TEEN TAKES AS MUCH TIME AS IS PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE TO ANSWER AN ASK ——
I love you sm!!!
I miss airports, they’re exciting. So many people in limbo. I wanna fly somewhere. Preferably France. Or Canada. :)
Chris Colfer is so valid lol I love him✨ I can do a pretty good imitation of kurts voice too lol
I am alright with how the tempest turned out (I’ll link it at the bottom). I hate my voice but I’m obviously the best person there (lmao) so like,,,,
Dude I have been having a Crisis about growing up and shit.... I just. I don’t wanna be an adult but I hate stuff now and it’s like what do I want from life god if I know and I can’t stand being alone what if I am,,,,, anyways yeah it’s rough. I think college will be somewhat fun though.
You have plenty of time to figure out what you want, and you shouldn’t worry, but I’m a junior now and it’s creeping up on me, u know? Anyways I’ll be fine ofc, therapy is tomorrow morning lmao, it’s just a thing that happens.
Also wtf is time??? Doesn’t even make sense??? That is partially cause I’m exhausted, but.....
You are. Such a good friend and such a patient and caring person and I wish you so many good things. You will get them. I really am here for you, despite how long it takes me to do these fuckers. It’s partially length, that isn’t a criticism at all it’s just kinda daunting to read so I take lots of time to do it and then I go “I’ll finish this in half an hour” and a week goes by. But I swear on my whole soul if u need smthn u @ me, you send me an ask and go bitch show up for me and I Will.
Oooooooo!!! It sounds fantastic!!!! Have you seen in the heights yet?? I saw it on a totally legal and also mine hbomax account (hehe) and it’s really gorgeous I love it. Some of the minor changes were annoying but mostly fucking amazing.
Also also have u seen loki I watched that on a totally mine and legal and not shared Disney+ account and damn I knew there was a reason I named myself after that asshole
I’m not that much of a criminal I’ve been housesitting for a neighbor who has both lol
*boops you* incredible human!!
And now the tempest link gimme a sec
These aren’t dms so that’s a weird thing to say but whatever
https://youtu.be/SnPUoXp_nos
Will this dox me? Possibly. I’ll take it down when you’ve seen it and opened the link if u wanna watch it cause like. 😔 but I wanna show you :)))
youtube
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I do not care that it is 3am, I must see Puffy talk about Count The Ways and sudden headcannons about their AU and give them quiet anon support. Take my quiet clapping. *quietly claps bcz its 3am* (-KA)
Okay
You've doomed yourself (a part I did at 3am and the other part I did now at 11am)
!!LONG POST AHEAD!! (Kind reminder that I do love the story but I still like to make fun of some parts)
IN THE FIRST FUCKING LINE, "deep voice" w h e r e where that crackhead energy voice is d e e p. I can accept threatening but d e e p???????????????????
Also I'm still upset that "silly millie" is "millie pamonha (that is a Brazilian food)" in the unofficial Portuguese translation
Second page and we discover millie belongs to the gays when she said "in tribute to the beautiful dead girl from edgar Allan Poe's poem" (she was talking about her cat name and I'm sorry if it's not the correct wording: its 3am and I have a stroke everytime I read some part of the book, also I don't have the English version :c)
Who's Curt Carrion?? Who's he based on??? My Chemical Romance?????? I would prefer if it was Evanescence tho for personal gay reasons ✊😔
Her grandpa has a sword collection and that's pretty neat, but makes me wonder if FunFred ever walked around the house with a fucking sword and everyone was okay with it
Grandpa: you're always so pale
Millie: lmao that's the point
Me 🤝 millie
Liking edgar allan poe
Also Millie's grandpa is millie's mom's dad?? Since he mentions that she would stay outside burning in the sun when she was 14-15yo
Also he's supportive of her disliking meat, we stan an old man ✊😔
THE COOKIES R BACK!!!!!!!! I still think daily about FunFred trying to cook it and messing it up smh even if grandpa is there. Also the fact she ate her grandpa cookies after he left makes me happy fsr
He mentions the workshop 😳😳 is he already aware FunFred is awake?? Who knows 👀👀
I know the timeline doesn't fit, but I like to think Dylan and Millie knew each other for more than a week
FUNFRED!!! LIKES MILLIE!!!!!! WRITE THAT DOWN WRITE THAT DOWN!!!!!!!!!
Millie honestly reminds me of when I was on high school and my depression peeked lmao I wanna hug her-
THE FALL OF THE HOUSE OF USHER IS A GREAT STORY I LOVE IT
I HAVE WAY TOO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT HOW FUNFRED/THE ANIMATRONICS WORK BC OF A DUMB DRAWING I DID 1 YEAR AGO- like oil is the equivalent of blood to them and they do have water inside them, what keeps their mechanisms and stuff working well. Also when they r "sleeping" its extremely quiet, till they "woke up" and slowly their mechanisms do a lot of noise, till it calms down
Funfred has been around before millie moved there, and was probably awoken since then bc he heard her talking SO, from her bedroom window, u can see the workshop bc that's the only way he heard her (and she heard him later on)
Also I KNOW it wasn't like that but when her grandpa asked if the person he met was a boy or a girl I could literally only think "damnn a supportive grandpa, I love him" so that's where I'm goiNG
He mentions he went to university SOOOOOO what IF he and henry went to the same university and both did something related to mechanic/mathematic and that's how they became close friends 👀👀 (I am aware he was a mathematic teacher but he still could have done both or started mechanic, dropped it and started to study mathematic)
Also I lowkey wish we knew what her grandma died of
ALSO I like to think FunFred himself is someone that is scared of doing things himself instead of... just letting things go
I love how, when millie asked if he was going to bite her neck (bc he was talked about Dracula) he just wenT "OH YAY I COULD DO THAT BUT U R IM MY STOMACH" FJFJFJXHXJJCJCGKFJFJFJFJ I HATE HIMMMM
Here we go to FunFred's hyperfixation ✊😔 I'm sure that, whenever millie goes to the library, he begs her to bring some kind of history book
The fact millie doesn't know how to say Chutlu is big gay energy and everyone energy
COUNT THE WAYS AU IS NAMED COUNT THE WAYS BC IT'S THE MANY WAYS FUNFRED LOVES MILLIE AND GRANDPA AND IN THAT ESSAY ILL DIE AND COMBUST
Me, a veterinary student: Hahah I know what's ventricular fibrillation is
Idk why but I like to think millie studied something related to literature in university, but, if she did end up working on a library, I think people would 1. Be creeped out by FunFred 2. Think he's cute, no inbetween
Me 🤝 grandpa
Going somewhere bc it has free food
WHY IS EVERYONE SO MEAN TO HER SHE'S LITERALLY A TEENAGER STOP BEING LIKE THAT WTF???
That part of that party makes me emotional bc something similar happened with me (not related to a s/o other tho)
FunFred is back being a dumbass I love/hate him
Unpopular opinion but I still strongly dislike millie's family
FunFred would buy a guillotine online ngl
In Millie's defense I would crawl inside an animatronic bear as well
POV: you're rob, millie's uncle, and you found out the worst way that she has a bear guard body, in a way (I hate rob honestly lmao)
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monsta x reaction to him not being your first bias
Hi, sweet! I'd love to know how the boys would react when they discovered that your bias was initially another member.
plot: in a party, all the monsta x members with you and some friends start playing truth or dare. Minhyuk asks you to hug your first bias even if you date one of the members.
↬ Shownu
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He got in shook when you hugged jooheon
jh: OH YEAHHHH with all the respect hyung.
shownu just ...
He is mad ( •̀ω•́ )
he didn't think you would have another bias
you were his and how could this even...
he gave a yellow smile and just let it go
at home, you realise he was a bit off
you: baby please, talk to me
in his mind, he was thinking about how could he stole you from jooheon
maybe joo is better than him
he would make you happier, more loved
and he was afraid that he could lose you
you hold his hands, making him seat with you in the bed
you: listen very carefully okay? I love you so much. My heart hurts because I can see how far those thoughts are going inside this pretty head of yours.
you: Let me explain, I used to not know you and joo was cute on TV and shows. That's it. When I actually saw you for the first time, I just had this feeling that nobody else in the room matter you know? This feeling was so unique and I still feel it for you. Everyday. Stop stressing yourself and overthinking. I am yours and I will never love someone like I love you.
he kissed you like it was the first and last kiss
he might cry who knows
Shownu wants to show that he feels the same for you. And he will. Everyday.
sh: You are my world, I am so sorry. I love you so so so much that I don't know how to live without your love. Thanks baby
cuties 🥺
↬ Wonho
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it's so sad the way he opened his arms and you were already hugging hyungwon.
you: sorry baby, he was the model 🥺
hyungwon just kept quiet because all he wants is to survive so he can one day sleep for weeks.
the night went and wonho pretended he was okay (very bad he is not a good actor).
but at home
prepare yourself for the drama
wh: so hyungwon huh? He is better looking than me, I agree
you: keep this attitude and I will not talk like an adult about this.
Wonho knew you were right.
you: trust me okay?
he hugged you, he just needs your affection right know
you: came here.
he lay down on your chest, while you pass your fingers through his hair
you: first of all, hyungwon is a sleepy bitch. Second of all, how could you ever? You know you are my angel. Do my actions makes you question my love?
wh: never. I never felt lonely until I met you. Now, if I don't have you beside me, life is just life, it's not exciting and... I trust you. I just don't want to lose you.
you: you won't. I promise you.
you: to prove my love, I will do some ramen for my men.
wh: god I love you so much
he really does, so much more than ramen, you can count on that.
↬ Kihyun
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with all my heart, kihyun part will hurt, be ready.
kihyun actions hurt me sometimes (?)
his pride is too big, which results in him saying things he shouldn't.
so when he saw you hugging shownu, that was it. All the polite kihyun is dead by jealous and pride.
kh: I knew already, she is the type of girl who likes useless muscles, what can I say?
sh: I think you should watch out your words dude.
mh: it's just a joke kihyun, relax man.
kh: watch out shownu? Or what? You will steal my girl? All yours.
that's it. You picked your things and left.
Kyun offered you a ride but you refused, you called a taxi and went to your shared house with kihyun.
You put all your things in the visiting room and gave him a silent treatment for a week.
he did everything, flowers, crying at your door, calling you all the time.
so one day, you went out with friends and when you opened the door, you saw kihyun crying on the sofa.
that broke your heart, so you decided that was time to talk.
you set down, holding his hands.
kh: I am very sorry baby I... I know I had hurt you okay? I am an asshole but please forgive me, I will never act like a child again.
you: had you talked with shownu?
kh: yes, he forgave me.
you: you have to understand one thing and I want you to pay attention, I am here WITH YOU and I want to be treated like your lover. I deserve the same respect as you do. If you are afraid to lose me or jealous, talk to me but don't attack me, okay?
kh: okay I promise.
you: also tomorrow I want a princess day with food, spa, shopping and sex I don't care.
kh: done, my princess. I love you.
and thank god this fight is over
yay 😚✌🏼
↬ Minhyuk
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Already knew but pretend to be shook
listen minhyuk is your best friend partner in crime bf and private devil
so he knew kihyun was your bias before you knew him
mh: HOW COULD I BE BETRAYED LIKE THIS right in front of my salad
you: we are not a gay porn min quit it
kihyun was shook btw
minhyuk took this opportunity to make kihyun life harder because why not
mh: some people like to steal their FRIENDS girlfriend's. Watch out boys, a hamster can be bad eventually.
mh: owowowowowooowww Kihyun can you please not BREATH that close of my gf please? Just bc you were her bias doesn't mean she is single wow know your limits dude.
you: minhyuk stop jesus
mh: don't tell jesus what to do
later at your place, you could feel minhyuk very clingy
you: just for you to know, you are my world okay? I wouldn't leave for nothing and anyone. You know this right? I love you minhyuk.
minhyuk: I mean I know haha. But is good to listen... I love you so much, please don't leave me kihyun is so annoying.
you: I love you bitch
mh: I will never stop loving you
you: bitch
heart eyes mothrfuckr
yes this is the most romantic shit I have ever seen guys. 💗
↬ Hyungwon
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really? Minhyuk???
he never asked you about your bias and those things
hyungwon.exe stopped working
actually he expected to be another member like shownu or wonho, even jooheon
but minhyuk? He was totally the opposite of him.
he kinda questioned why did you like him then?
maybe you were better with minhyuk? he was confused.
hyungwon is straightforward about his feelings so he waited for you when you both got at home to talk about this.
hw: so you prefer minhyuk personality?
you: baby no!!! look, minhyuk is nice ofc but... I didn't fall for him. You are the funniest, sweeter, kindest man that I had ever meet. I love to wake up with you being lazy, and the fact that you always talk to me and wait for the right moments. Please don't get these kinds of questions pop in your head okay? I love you, all of you, and only you.
hw: somehow that was everything I needed to hear, thanks baby. I love you too, all of you.
you: great let's watch my kdrama now.
hw: you mean, you watch while I take a nap cuddling with you?
you: that's exactly what I just said.
hw: perfect.
↬ Jooheon
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Oh 🥵🥵🥵 this gif makes my body feel things
he was soft expecting your hug
but he saw you hugging kyun?
what
daddy did not like this attitude of yours
you know jooheon is pretty clear about how you are HIS babygirl
he won't be mad at you tbh
it was just a silly joke, so he just says to changkyun to not steal his girl and everyone thought it was fine
but deep down you knew it
oh you knew you were literally fucked
he won't let this pass
so when you got at home, you ran and locked yourself at the bathroom
jh: babygirl, are you okay?
you: please don't punish me, daddy, I swear I only love you. changkyun will never love me good like you, I will never love him like I love you please!!!!
jh: open the door and I will think about it.
When you opened the door, jooheon hugged you.
jh: is okay babygirl, I will be nice this time because you are so cute saying that you love me huh, so sweet. Let's go to bed, you seen tired, let daddy cuddle you okay?
you: thank you daddy 🥺
he actually fools you and made you scream his name all night.
Oops 🥵
but actually told you that he loves you and he knows you love him.
He trusts you.
He would give his life for you.
↬ Changkyun
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Haaaa bitch this little tease won't EVER lose a chance to be cocky.
when you hugged wonho, it was his chance
ck: so wait, I am really that good in sex that makes you forget about mister muscles?
jh: jesus please don't
ck: honestly wonho you lose this godness TO ME? wow, what a dumb bitch wonho.
you: okay we get it please stop I love you bye
he stopped
but he knew
oh he knew that you were flustered
bc hell yeah he made you forget that wonho existed so ;)
and he is doing that because he knows you love him and he loves you. So why be jealous when you can SHOW OFF YOUR LOVE AND MAKE PPL LIFE'S MISERABLE?
satan collect your son. PLEASE
at home, you felt worried about him, thinking he may doubt you.
you: so... You know that you are so much better than wonho right?
ck: yeah I know
you: okay.... And hm... I love you so much.
ck: baby, I know. I am not insecure about it, relax, I know you love me and I love you and we will get married one day and have a little baby and be happy okay? That is on god's plan.
you: okay... Right. Are you sure you are okay?
he just looked at you
And kissed you so hard, that you left a low moan escape.
ck: keep doing those sounds for me and I might start the baby plan right now.
I hate him.
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survivormetaverse · 3 years
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Episode 1 - "I know the game will pick up eventually" ~Shaad
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chile lemme not get thrown out for making all these stan twitter bitch references I'M LICHERALLY HARMLESS I DON'T MEAN MOST OF WHAT I SAY DKJFHASJKLDG
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ngl tho i'm kinda shitting myself over these challenges bc i don't wanna get tossed on the first round JKAHFSJKDGHJ my ant eye et tea is through the ROOF
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oh girl, first impressions? ngl, the gays and girls here seem quite lovely, hopefully they won't have to carry me the entire time LMAO
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Okay like the only person I like/talked to is Jodi but she seems like a smart cookie so ima sleep with one eye open. But idk I'm ready to put on my fake ass smile and my fake ass kind words and get through this part. It's interesting with 6 people per tribe like if we lose I don't have that solid "core" yet but theres a chance that it would be me, jodi, amy because we were the first three on and active so idk. the immunity challenge is cool, the hunt challenge is cool too. im not good at timed puzzles, so I don't think I'm gonna go for it but a part of me feels like everyone across the tribes isnt gonna do it becsuse theyre scared so thats a good opportunity to sneak in and play with less people against me? idk idk idk ahhh
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🎶Oh my god we're back again🎶 Hey peeps!! :DDD Here I am againnnn, how fun! Tbh I forgot this was today lowkey and Dylan reminded me and I was like oop 😳 also I am so sorry to everyone that I cannot help but sprinkle the fact that we are now dating in all of my first convos bc IM VERY GAY apologies✨ for how often I'm mentioning it I mean 😂 My tribemates seems so cool, Jennifer and Babs are newbies but seem up to the challenge, Jay A and Colin already giving off immaculate vibes✨ Me and Dyl are hosting Ingary in a month and I do have like work and everything so I don't know exaclty how active I'll be in this game/ how far I'll make it but we'll see won't we!!
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not me being a leader of whateva
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it's the lack of reading comprehension for me (that was shade directed towards myself)
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In the fools tribe !!! Moth is in my tribe which is good because we have played together before. The immunity challenge is divide and conquer! So I believe I will be doing the endurance one. I think I’ll be okay... and the hunt announcement is a good twist !!! I’m not sure if I’ll participate in the first one.. but I’ll probably change my mind. ANYWAYS, I’m ready to kick some ass 
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Hey guys it's me Brayden and I am so here. I'm so excited to be playing again and stuff and I have already predicted the future that I'll be the winner. Anyways I was at an award ceremony for like the first 3 hours of the game which is kind of scary bc I feel like I missed alot but I'm trying to talk to people and stuff and see what's going on. I've briefly talked to Jodi, Amy, and Ginnifer (who is so hard to talk to btw I like send her messages trying to start a real conversation and she will just respond being like same or something). Anyways the other 2 people on my tribe are offline rn so ig I missed my chance to talk to them tonight so I'll do that tomorrow. Anyways I signed up to do counting and I'm so excited bc I literally KILLED the counting challenge on Kyoshi Islands so I'm so excited to hopefully kill it again. I also decided to play the hunt challenge even though I only have 3 chances bc I'm hoping alot of people will be scared to use one of their three chances to play in the first round and I can have a better chance of winning it. But I think I'm bad at puzzles. I didn't think it through that hard I think I got excited to play a challenge but whatever I'll probably win the advantage then in a few weeks win the whole game anyways see u later.
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SO its the morning after the premiere!! Everyone's settled in!! and I kinda don't know how to feel?? Overall the premiere was kinda quiet, nothing happened worth noting tbh. Everyone on the tribe showed up, so thats good, but i think we're all just feeling each other out at the moment as for the people on my tribe! everyone seems chill but also i can't put my finger on it but SOMEHOW this tribe radiates chaotic energy. I don't know HOW or WHY but I just know it DOES. The way we're interacting in the tribe chat it seems like there's a very wide range of personalities and vibes. They're either gonna complement each other or clash, and I guess we're just gonna have to wait to find out which one!!! here are my quick night 1 first impressions that no one asked for :) Anastasia - she showed up kinda late bc she had life happening, understandable. BUT she kinda just jumped right in and started vibing with everyone!! so I think she's gonna be a strong social player. I talked to her and she seems really funny, I think I might really get close with her if I'm able to talk to her more Babs - IF our tribe does end up being chaotic, it's going to be because of Babs. They're definitely the most talkative and prominent person on the tribe, but I think they might come off as messy to others. they're really funny though!! so again I can see myself wanting to work with them if I can get to know them more. They are the biggest question mark on the tribe for me currently Elle - AH. I LOVE THEM ALREADY. Within minutes of us talking they mentioned Dylan and then I found out that they're DATING and I was SCREECHING. cutest shit i've ever heard. I'm so excited to meet and play with them. Dylan is one of my fave people in the org community so ofc I wanna get to know Elle and connect with them as well!! Jay - I think Jay seems like just a very genuine open person?? Like we talked for quite a while yesterday just about games and he was asking me questions about my experience with them and all that. idk if it's because he sees me as a threat or if its because he just actually wanted to get to know me. He lowkey gives me heterosexual vibes and idk if thats true or not but idk how to bring it up. but I def wanna keep talking to him and getting to know him!! I think he might be someone I can form a genuine friendship with Jennifer - kinda have no opinion so far. I think shes the quietest on the tribe. at least for me I didn't get the chance to hear from her much. kinda gives catfish vibes. kinda gives early boot vibes. idk. we'll see what happens!
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Not too much yet tbh. Just finding my footing. People are loving my energy so hopefully they’ll keep me around
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So i realized Amy is runner up from the season before mine in another org and so we connected over that... of course we are not going to tell anyone else but we did have that going for us to get started. brayden is only 16 but he told me he loves magic and wanted to learn more about it so i told him id teach him some stuff! dennis and i called and connected well BUT hes kinda playing SUPER hard and wanting to throw challenges already to vote people out.. this has never worked out for anybody!! josh is cool, he works at a grocery store so he's gonna kill the "b" challenge. ginnifer has been the most MIA but i have faith that we'll work together well for the popularity contest. yall know i cant play the reverse flirt game i so badly want to coin, but i do have romance tea for yall tomorrow. stay tuned........
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Jay and I talked last night so i guess we're best friends. We decided to make an alliance and try to get Elle in it. But everyone has been pretty inactive besides Jay and Collin. I've only slightly talked to Jessica this whole game and Babs hasn't even said one thing to me and I texted them hi. And apperently Babs has left Jay on opened too so they might just suck at talking right now. Hopefully Babs will talk to me they seem so funny and cool D:
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I won endurance 👑!!!! Hopefully the fools tribe wins this!!!! I played against Jennifer and Dennis. I could see myself playing with Dennis down the line if we merge. I haven’t talked to anyone but Moth. So I messaged my whole tribe Introducing myself. Hopefully things work out for me! 
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Thoughts after the first 24hrs: https://youtu.be/I62bDSzgf68
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You hear something ??? Same. Why is my tribe so quiet 😂😂😂😂 I’m trying to read off the vibes but I see nothing. 
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I really love my tribe and the fact that they don’t know I played last season is a good strategy to play on my end
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tbh i wish we lost i wanted to go to tribal and vote one of these people out :(
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Welp we got second place in the first challenge :| which isn't bad!! But it's not first place 😂😂. But I had a fun day taking pictures so whateverssss. I said I would be chaotic in this game but the opportunity hasn't presented itself yet... Guess we'll have to wait and see✨
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I think at this point, my team is shady and won't say anything to me so I am nervous.
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The challenges were way harder than I thought. I didn't do well at all and let my tribe down. I feel like I will be the first to get voted out if we have a tribal hearing.
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We lost yay. I had a feeling. Hopefully the tribe will keep me around for now since I won endurance.... lhsisowjshwowpwpwheowowhfiwpqpqpjw. Jared thinks we can vote Bri out. Which I’m fine with, I haven’t really talked to her at all. Jared and I are going to message the others and see where everyone’s head is at. Honestly I don’t care who goes home as long as I’m safe. Everyone is quiet which is so annoying. Blahhhhhhhhhh 
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Well it’s my 3rd time playing and it’s not off to the best start, no one seems to be talking to anyone. And we lost meaning we are going to tribal council. So fuck- I have no idea what about to happen. I’m just hoping it’s not me or Jess
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if i must confess, my strategy is to have a 4-3-2 alliance. i need a 4 to have a majority, but i dont have a 4 yet. within the 4, theres a three person alliance w me jodi and amy, but within that three i believe that the core 2 is myself and jodi. i really dont care who the 4th is. i like having jodi and amy as an alliance because theyre both doing wayy too much which is great for me :) i dont think any of these people have idols but who knows. i would love to throw the next immunity i wanna go to tribal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Looks like we’ve got something good. We’ve got an alliance that’s set to (hopefully) vote out bri due to inactivity. Let’s just pray it works
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Trying to talk in this tribe is so difficult In both my other seasons I was pretty quiet all the time It is like that x10000 I was hoping to stay under the radar but that doesn’t work if no one talks at all I suppose it depends on if I’m being played or if everyone just doesn’t talk. I think there’s a plan. Let’s hope it goes well 
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OKAY SO. Moth, Jared and I have a little alliance going on. We are set on voting out Bri. I just talked to Danny and Shaad and they are down with voting Bri out. I have high hopes that I’ll be safe at tribal. 
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Better communication.. in sticking with that fact, our communication in my team could be better and we need to put more effort into what we do, I believe in us!
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https://youtu.be/595h7hmL6VY
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The start to this game has been a freaking snails pace...it’s unbelievable to me that these people do not want to talk that much, especially when it’s a tribe of 6. Colin and I talk the most, I’ve gotten a decent amount out of Anastasia, and to me it feels like those 2 wants to work with me and I am fine with working with them. Usually in a larger group you want to figure out who you can work with long term and use the first few tribals to establish trust, I may throw that out the window since there’s only 5 other people on this tribe. My strategy needs to be who the hell can get me past these first few votes before a swap happens, and I feel like I can rely on Colin and Anastasia for that. I’d like to pull in Elle, because she’s the one who’s talked to me the most out of her, Babs, and Jennifer. Everyone seems nice, but it would be lovely if people would be more active. 
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I’m enjoying the fact our tribe won the first challenge everyone is very nice I love it :)
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This round has been pretty smooth sailing. I know the game will pick up eventually but for now, we are just going with the flow as a tribe
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https://youtu.be/UZVzZ6d6GRU
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ok so apparently ginnifer isn't famous. she's just a bit quiet and mysterious. ok with me, just gonna take a while because I'm a loud and outspoken person (and player). amy, dennis and I have an alliance called "fang gang" (it's really just 3 emojis of vampires) and we're going to run the premerge hopefully. I do like brayden a lot, and maybe I'll propose a 3 with him, amy and myself to have a solid 4 control the votes until a swap. round 1 not bad so far!
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Power Rankings:
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Phantom
Jodi: I believe Jodi is thriving on this tribe. She is very obviously a social player who picks up on the littlest details. I’m sure she can sniff out a plot if it comes down to it. However, Jodi is the plot. She is the leader of her tribe and is easily the most active person in the game at the moment. So long as she keeps a smile on her face and doesn’t overextend to do something messy, she will find that she will make it safely to merge. Allying with Amy could be dangerous however since Amy has stated she needs to be voted out before a certain date. This means that Jodi needs to socialize with other members of her tribe and get new allies before hers will inevitably be voted out of the game.
Amy: Even though she wants to get voted out, Amy has set herself up perfectly at Jodi’s side. She can take the heat off of herself using Jodi and is able to hide better than others. As always, her UTR game has come out to shine. She hasn’t had anyone call her out and even though Jodi has seen her play she is still able to gain her trust.
Josh: Doing so well in the challenge has earned Josh’s place here. He makes his worth known early and has a great personality as well. This makes him very safe for any early tribal councils as no one is going to want to take him out; they want him on their side. Similar to Amy, he just seems to be using an under the radar social game which he is executing well at the present moment. And, as the star of the challenge, he makes himself safe for future tribals before the swap. However, I do fear that this early impression of competition prowess will come back to haunt him if he makes it to the merge.
Dennis: I would put Dennis higher, but Jodi, his ally, already is suspicious of him. She seems to think of him as a bit of a sneak and, as the tribe leader, her opinions matter the most. It is good that he is able to be Jodi’s ally so she might stray away from voting him out. However, his desire to go to tribal and play the game so early may bite him in the butt later down the line. I can definitely see him being called out for trying to play too hard too fast. At the moment, he remains high because he seems to be decently social and no one except Jodi has sniffed him out.
Brayden: There’s not much to say on Brayden’s game. He doesn’t seem to have any allies, his challenge performance wasn’t as good as others on his tribe, and he is not in any alliances yet. This spells disaster for Brayden if his tribe goes to consecutive tribal councils. Additionally, even though he was one of the few to play in the Hunt, he didn’t win and wasn’t even close to doing so. He even gave up part way through to do the immunity challenge. I would be saving them if I were Brayden, but hindsight is 20/20. If Brayden can squeeze into being the fourth of the Jodi, Amy, Dennis alliance instead of Josh then maybe his game forecast will be better.
Ginnifer: The thing that lands Ginnifer on the bottom is that she said that her tribe could vote her out if they lost the challenge. This primes people to already be willing to get rid of her in this game. Additionally, some people have expressed difficulty with talking to Ginny such as Jodi and Amy. The former still wants to give Ginny a try at being an ally while the latter was ready to vote her out if necessary. Ginny just needs to pick up social steam and outperform in the next comp if she’s going to have longevity in this game.
Fools
Jessica: In lieu of a clear leader, Jessica has stepped up as she started the first alliance on her tribe with Moth and Jared. No doubt, Jessica’s prior relationship with Moth helped facilitate. Additionally, this seems to paint them as the “active” members of this not active tribe. Therefore, it will be very easy for Jessica to dictate votes without getting labelled as a threat since her tribe is not active enough to do so. I can definitely see her leaning on Moth as a crutch, but for now she is the topdog of her tribe. Especially so since she was the only member of her tribe to win a challenge in Divide and Conquer.
Moth: As Jessica’s right-hand person, Moth is a secure spot. It also helped that they have played this game before and is on a not active tribe. This vibes well with Moth’s gameplay style since they aren’t a social powerhouse like Jodi or Colin. Instead, she keeps it more lowkey which makes this tribe in particular a great tribe for her to thrive in.
Jared: While he hasn’t provided a confessional yet, it’s clear he’s positioned himself well with Moth and Jessica. As the topdogs of the tribe, they are key people to get in with. Besides that, he seems to be a little more active than some others, but there’s not much else to say as of right now.
Danny/Shaad: Him and Shaad can trade spots on this ranking because they are playing similar games at the moment. They are both quiet and inactive, yet are not part of the core alliance of this tribe. This could spell danger for them in upcoming tribal councils if they don’t start working on people now. They seem to be safe for now based solely on Bri’s inactivity, but, otherwise, they need to pick up their socio-strategic game before it is too late.
Bri: She seems to be the most likely person to get voted out. She was not online at all for the first two days of the game and has since remained inactive. She is easy pickings for the top 3 of this tribe which really hurts my heart. I know her in real life and she is very sociable and easy to get along with. I have no doubt that in a real life game of Survivor or Big Brother, she would kill the social game.
S.E.E.S.
Colin: Similar to Jodi, Colin is the most social person on his tribe at the moment. However, unlike Jodi, he has not taken a leader position which works to his benefit. Despite being social, Colin has been able to slip under the radar of most people with a lot of them wanting to work with him. Colin is easily going to survive until the swap, but I will caution him from getting too many allies too quickly. This tribe in particular has a wildcard willing to blow things like that up so he needs to be careful.
Elle: Similar to her previous games, Elle plays an extraordinary social game and becomes very well-liked very easily. They have no problem fitting into any situation and I foresee them making it far if they gain the right allies. What puts her at number 2 as opposed to number 1 is that she hasn’t made any strategic comments yet. Instead, she is focusing on a social game which is not a bad thing. Colin has just shown more of his gameplay in these rounds.
Anastasia: Anastasia, despite being late to the premiere, has been able to socialize with key people such as Colin and Jay. Her prior connection with Elle has also sparked an interest in Colin in working with the two of them as an alliance. Overall, her and Elle sort of share the 2 and 3 spot since they are both well-liked, did well in the challenge, and are prime allies for Colin whose word will feel like law if this tribe ever goes to tribal.
Jay: Jay is neither here nor there. He isn’t in the bottom, but he is not calling the shots either. It is good that Colin wants him as his number 1 and that Anastasia likes him. Out of the three outside of this potential Elle, Colin, Anastasia alliance, he seems like he will be most likely to be saved until a swap occurs. His calls with people have certainly been helping with that as people are able to bond more with him through there. His activity could use work, but he doesn’t need to be active if he’s liked.
Babs: With another Jodi comparison, Babs has taken the leadership position of their tribe. However, they are not as social and, in fact, considered a big threat since they are so willing to talk freely and openly in the tribe chat. Their gameplay is going to be Messy, and people have already pointed that out, making them a clear target if this tribe goes to tribal council. Despite that, they aren’t at the bottom since some people, like Colin, have expressed interest in working with that kind of player as a sort of shield. If Babs were to tone it down and be more social with people (another problem with their game), they may be able to crawl up these rankings.
Jennifer: Sadly I have to put another phonetic Jennifer at the bottom. She did the worst in the challenge across her tribe and isn’t active either. For this round, it seems she would be the easy vote if this tribe had gone to tribal. She needs to start being more social and be more of a presence in people’s minds.
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