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#i love love love writing new pairings so this was fun!! thank u anon <3
hendolish · 1 year
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This might be a weird pairing, but can I ask for Jude/Marcus ficlet?❤️ I don't know if you saw the last england video with Dec and Madders, they were so funny. Maybe something fluffy and them bantering each other? Thank you if you take it!
jude bellingham/marcus rashford | new love ♡
As the morning training session wraps up at St. George's Park, most of the squad rush to the changing rooms, keen for some downtime.
Jude, however, with the ever-infectious enthusiasm of youth, stays to practice his finishing in front of net, scoring effortlessly over and over.
"Oi Rashy, bet you can't do this."
He shouts cheekily over at Marcus as he makes a point of taking his shot without looking. Marcus just shakes his head, a small smile playing on his lips as the ball slots into the top-right corner.
"You're such a show-off." He teases as Jude grins back over at him, his eyes lit up in the way they always are when there's a ball at his feet.
“Just trying to impress someone.”
Jude winks, his voice dropping to a playful whisper meant only for Marcus as he shrugs.
Dec, passing by and forever keen to hone-in on some banter, comments through a cackle, "Impress Gareth, you mean? Good on you, Jude."
Madders, following closely behind Dec, smirks, "Leave the lovebirds be, mate. We’ve got a game to prep for."
Jude's cheeks flush slightly, but he laughs it off like he always does, making a playful jab at Madders. Marcus, however, remains stoic, a fortress of calm, but Jude notices the hint of a blush on his cheeks.
As the group disperses, Jude takes a bold step, pulling Marcus to the side.
"You alright?” He asks more quietly, genuine concern in his eyes. He knows everything is very new between them and that it'll take some getting used to. Especially the banter from the other lads.
Marcus sighs, the weight of the new feelings and their uncharted relationship pressing on him, "It's just... new, Jude. All of this. I've always been more... private about how I feel. Even with my mates."
Jude smiles softly, reaching out to gently cup Marcus' face.
“I know, and that’s okay. But you don’t have to hide from me.”
Marcus leans into the touch, relishing in the warmth.
“I’m not used to someone caring this much.” He admits almost solemnly.
“Well, you better get used to it,” Jude teases then, the playful gleam back in his eyes, "I don't plan on going anywhere soon."
The two share a grin between them, the moment intimate and light. But as they make their way back to the locker rooms, Marcus’s phone vibrates with a message. Glancing at it, he can't help but chuckle. It's Dec.
“You’ve got a keeper, mate. I'm happy for the two of you.”
Marcus thinks it's a nice sentiment, even if the message is followed by a variety of suggestive emojis in true Dec style.
Jude unashamedly peeks over Marcus's shoulder to read what it says, “Dec’s got a point, you know.”
Marcus rolls his eyes, though his smile gives away his amusement, “Oh, so now you’re teaming up with Dec?”
Jude just smirks, pulling Marcus into a playful headlock, “Always good to have backup!”
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The next day at training, the playful banter continues.
Madders is the key culprit, cheekily passing comments whenever Marcus takes a shot, "Trying to show off for Jude, eh?" or when Jude's busy chatting to one of the other lads, "Look at that! Marcus, you've got competition!"
But despite the jests and teases, it's clear to everyone that the bond between Jude and Marcus was only growing stronger and wouldn't be going anywhere anytime soon.
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Before their first game of the international break, Marcus, feeling particularly daring, pulls Jude close.
“For luck,” He whispers, planting a soft kiss on Jude’s forehead. Jude looks pleasantly surprised but recovers quickly, testing the waters, “You’ll need more than that to last the match.”
Marcus chuckles, the sound deep and genuine, “You might be right.”
Jude, with a teasing smile, stands up from the bench to plant a quick peck on Marcus's lips. “There, now you’re set.”
Dec, who'd caught their interaction despite the bustle of the changing room, raises an eyebrow from a distance.
“Think we’ll win today,” He tells Madders.
Madders just smirks as he pulls on his socks, “With that kind of morale boost? Absolutely.”
And the two of them share a knowing glance, silently cheering on their two friends as they watch their hands tangle tightly together.
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zerobaselove · 8 days
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you're worth it | han yujin
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pairing: yujin x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 1001
warnings: none! lowercase intended, not proofread!
notes: yujinnnnn!! my little guy ugh he is just so cutie i am so devastated. anyways this was so fun to write as i procrastinate getting ready for work LMAO so i hope y'all like it <3 thank u anon for this idea it was so lovely (i know i didn't go too in depth w the actual sleepover part im SORRYYY)
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you didn't consider yourself someone who got nervous particularly easy. especially not when it involved your best friend yujin. everything was easy with him. was. before you had developed a little crush on the boy.
you had done a pretty good job at ignoring the way your heart would speed up when you caught him looking at you, or when your hands brushed when you walked side by side. but you weren't sure if that same ignorance would hold up for tonight, your first sleepover at his place.
it's not a big deal. you repeated in your head. repeating the phrase like a mantra as you approached the door for his dorm. you had met a couple of his roommates in passing but the idea of meeting so many new people definitely didn't help the nerves that bubbled up in your chest.
raising your hand you knocked on the door a few times, the once silent apartment erupted in muffled noises. screams, maybe? you considered, not even having a moment to consider why there would be screaming before the door opened to yujin with a sheepish grin on his face.
you almost didn't notice the swarm of other guys standing in the apartment with wide grins on their faces. some giggling to themselves or whispering, while one you recognized, hanbin, lightly hit them on the arm in an attempt to get them to stop. you couldn't help but giggle at the group of boys, giving them a small wave before greeting yujin.
yujin hadn't realized why you were giggling until he turned around to walk with you into the apartment, letting out a groan, "please just ignore them they're being annoying." he put emphasis on the last word, some of the boys feigning offense, hands over their chests like they had just been betrayed.
"we just wanted to meet your little friend," one said with a wiggle of their eyebrows, "is that so bad?"
yujin let out another huff before reluctantly introducing you to the group. you soon learned the two giggling to each other were gyuvin and gunwook. everyone was so nice and welcoming to you that you immediately felt at ease there. the teasing remarks to yujin also seemed to help as you all laughed together for a bit.
who you remembered to be matthew spoke up as he faced you and yujin, "yujin you're really gonna let them stand there carrying their bags this whole time? not very gentlemanly of you." he shook his head, jokingly wagging his finger as he told him off causing a laugh to leave your chest before you insisted it was okay and that you didn't mind.
"no he's right, you can put your stuff in my room, follow me." yujin smiled shyly, leading you to his bedroom. you both tried to ignore the whistles and whispers from the boys behind you as the door shut behind you both.
yujin sat on his bed with a sigh, "sorry about them, they're a lot." he chuckled. you put your bag at the end of his bed before plopping down next to him.
"don't apologize," you reassured him with a smile, "they're really fun actually, i was more worried if they'd like me or not."
he turned to you with a smile, "oh don't worry, they loved you before you even got here." you let out a relieved sigh before you took a moment to process what he had said, raising an eyebrow.
"yujin," you smirked, holding back a giggle "do you talk about me to them?"
his eyes widened at the accusation, knowing deep down what it implied about his feelings towards you. "well," he brought his hand up to rub the back of his neck awkwardly, "you see," his voice trailed off.
"so that's a yes?" you giggled, placing your hand on his, "don't worry, i think it's cute." as soon as the word cute left your mouth yujin started stuttering some denial as his eyes darted between you and your hand on his.
watching the way his brain started malfunctioning, you knew you were the only chance of this conversation continuing, so you opened your mouth again, feeling more confident now. "i don't know if you know this jinnie," the nickname rolling off your tongue so naturally, "but i like you, a lot."
you watched as he processed your confession, a wide smile spreading across his face. "oh!" he exclaimed, trying to calm his rapidly beating heart, "i uh," his hand squeezed yours lightly, looking for reassurance, "like you too, also a lot." you giggled at the boy in front of you, his smile becoming infectious, soon mirroring his wide grin.
"well good," you smiled, placing a kiss on his cheek, "now let's head back out there before they start getting the wrong idea." you didn't even give him time to think about the small romantic action before you dragged him up and to his door.
what you weren't expecting as you opened the door was the sight of 8 boys toppling over each other. yujin let out a whine at their antics, "were you guys listening to our whole conversation?" he exclaimed, not even that surprised that they would do such a thing.
"pffft no way! we were just,"gyuvin glanced around the hallway, "uhm," his voice lowered to a whisper, "gunwook help me out."
gunwook perked up, straightening out his tshirt, "we were just expecting the door hinges," he said nonchalantly, "one of them has been squeaking and we were trying to see which one it was." he came up with the excuse so quickly and with such confidence that you almost believed him.
you both laughed as you shook your head and walked past the group of boys, making your way to the kitchen, "you might wanna get used to stuff like that, especially since you'll probably be coming over more." yujin smiled as he grabbed your hand, giving it a light squeeze.
"don't worry yujin, you're worth it."
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disneyprincemuke · 9 months
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take my hand * ls2
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the princess, to inherit the throne after marriage, is having the hardest time trying to find a man to wed. until, a certain duke of somewhere comes riding in to ask for her hand
pairings: prince!logan x princess!reader
word count: 4.6k
notes: just a short long introductiON!! ugh, there's a lot more to this i think and i'm so excited for this like u cant make this shit up, thank u to the turtle anon who requested this tbh i never would have thought of this my fucking self!! AHHH tell me wht u think bc i spent 3 days drafting and writing this and i'll retire if i dont know what u think of it
(f1 masterlist)
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your hands grab your skirt as you move one foot in front of the other. you bend your knees as you curtsy and drop your head. "i hope that you didn't find your stay to be a waste of time, your majesty. i can only offer my sincerest apologies.”
"princess, please," a laugh makes you lift your head with an unimpressed expression flashing on your face, "i told you to call me max. and, it's okay. perhaps we were not the best match."
"truly," you smile, resting your hands on your poofed-up gown that covers your legs. "i do, however, really did enjoy your stay. i learned a lot about the world while you were here."
max glances at the carriage that approaches the front steps that lead to the castle. "text me when you do find the love match you're looking for, princess," he smiles, turning to you politely. "shame that it could not be prince charles."
"do not bring that up. it is unlike me to be so particular of something so... superficial," you laugh, a hand coming up to your mouth. "i'll extend an invite to you for the wedding - if there will ever be one."
"you're absolutely lovely," he straightens his shirt. "i'm sure there will be somebody that will put an end to your long search for a husband."
"a princess can only dream," you shrug. you take a step forward when the carriage stops right by you, mirroring the step he takes to initiate his departure. "texting buddies, okay? take pictures of bangkok for me when you pay a visit to prince alex."
"your wish is my command," max smiles. he holds his hand out to you, palm facing up. "want to hear one more fun fact about geography before i leave?"
you shake your head with a polite smile, lifting your hand and tilting your head as he takes it into his. "please just leave, max. no more fun facts."
"fine. i shall text you one when i arrive in the netherlands," he teases you, pressing a kiss to the back of your hand.
that was how the week ended for you. you waved as you watched prince max's carriage ride off into the sunset, towards the exit of your castle. you then sigh when he is no longer in sight. you turn around to face the exterior of the castle you called home for the entirety of your life.
at the large doors, your younger brother stands with his arms folded over his chest. "debrief, sister?"
"yes," you mutter, grabbing what you can of your petticoat and skirt, and hurrying up the stairs. "did you manage to sneak sabine in? she has to be there for the debrief."
"in your bedroom with a bottle of expensive champagne and orange juice as per your request," mick mutters, turning on his heel as you pass him at the doors. "before you run off, however, mother looks for you."
"tell mother i am busy," you frown, hastily navigating the long hallway to try and get to your room. realistically, your farewell with max lasted much longer than you would have liked. but, he is now considered a friend.
“sister,” mick says with a bewildered expression on his face. “she will shave my head if i say that to her.”
you grin. “good, then i get to keep my hair.”
“it’s important, she emphasised. something about a new guest for next week.” mick jogs to catch up to you, stomping his foot into the ground when you come to a halting stop. he smiles apologetically at you. “i hate to be the bearer of bad news for you, sister.”
you fight the urge to roll your eyes. your grasp only tightens around your skirt. “another guest so soon? is she so desperate to hop off the throne and ride off into the sunset with father for an early retirement?”
mick sighs and shakes his head. “you know it’s not like that.”
“all i asked of her is that she gives me a week break between all of the men she is throwing at me! i have not had a moment to myself in three weeks!” you ramble, picking up the weight of your dress again. you charge down the hallway. “i’ve barely had the time to listen to the voices in my head, brother.”
“i told you to stop making that joke — it’s not funny!”
“it is!”
“it could very well be existent — the voices in your head. what are we to do if you truly turn out to be a lunatic of some sort?”
mick is ahead of you a couple of steps again when you halt your footsteps. “you’re saying you’d love me less if i were to be diagnosed to be a lunatic?”
he presses his lips together. “i should tell mother about the time you took body shots off of frederik at that one party i snuck you into.”
“perhaps i shall tell mother about your escapades with the help,” you point out. your smile slowly turns triumphant when mick rolls his eyes and takes a step back. “exactly.”
“i’ll see you in your bedroom, devil spawn,” mick says through his teeth. he glances down the hall and turns on his heel. he leans into you slightly with a smirk. “bring laila. tell her i miss her.”
“take the piss, mick,” you scoff. you continue your way down the hallway and make a quick right. the stairwell leading up to your bedroom almost tempts you, but the silence of the hallway makes your mother’s voice briefly flashes in your ear.
you can almost imagine the fallout if you ignored her this time. so you take one more step down the hallway and knock on the door. from the corner of your eye, you can see someone approaching you. “princess.”
you slowly turn your body to face them and tilt your head. “laila.”
“how was the farewell with prince max?” she giggles, hovering behind you as you wait for your mother’s response. “glad to be on your own, i hope.”
“yes, until you realise that i’m here because mother,” you knock again, “has found another bachelor to terrorise me with either his questionable fashion or weird love for countries that are not his own! for the next week!”
the door finally opens, knocking you back a step as the sudden intrusion of your complaints. you were not done rambling on about the failed courtships that you have had to endure in the last couple of months.
“there you are, mother. i was wondering if mick was simply trying to get rid of me by telling me you needed me,” you grumble, walking straight into the tea room she locked herself in. “question: why is mick telling me about another suitor coming in the next week?”
“ah,” your mother smiles. “yes. i’ve been meaning to speak to you about him, but you seemed busy with prince max. actually, i thought i might have to call off the duke of florida.”
you raise an eyebrow and turn to her. “but mother, i need a break.”
she shrugs in return, throwing her arms in the air. she walks back to the table in the far corner of the room where her tea is set. “he is a very busy man, darling.”
“i’m a busy woman!” you shriek, taking all offence to what your mother is trying to imply. “are you saying his time is more valuable than mine? i am a princess, to inherit the throne upon marriage — he is just a duke.”
your mother doesn’t respond, but takes a seat at her table and smiles at you. you glance at laila, standing quietly by the door with her hands clasped together. you turn back to your mother.
“some might say he will only turn out to be my trophy husband if all of this works out the way you want it to!”
“please, watch yourself! is that what you learned when we let you go out to uni?” your mother scolds you with a bewildered expression on her face. “well, it’s no wonder you cannot find a husband. we are running out of eligible bachelors, just to inform you.”
you part your lips, chest heaving as you try and process — yet again — the underlying meaning of her words. “postpone the courtship.”
“i simply cannot. and, it would be rude of me as he is already en route,” she sips on her tea, “he arrives in the morning.”
“i-“ you cut yourself off and take a deep breath. “whatever.” you turn on your heel and march towards the door. “let’s go, laila. let’s have one last debrief before i give in to my true desire to throw myself out of the bloody window.”
“behave, (y/n)!”
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you kick your feet up as you pour orange juice into the champagne flute. "kind fernando was fine, actually," you say, pointing at the picture that flashes on the wall of your bedroom. "it's just unfortunate that he was a bit too old for me."
"a bit?" mick scoffs, turning to you. he is on your bed, duvet pulled up to his shoulders, with one of his arms poking out to hold his champagne flute. "he's ten years younger than father, you think he is only a bit old?"
you stare at him. "it's just twenty years - it could have been worse."
"she's deranged," sabine says, half her upper body laying on your bed while her legs are on the ground of your carpeted floor. "don't mind her. so, next failed date."
the picture immediately changes, now prince george of britain is plastered on your wall in all his glory. you sigh and throw your head back into your chair. “this one is just such a shame.”
“that he’s much sassier than you,” mick grins, turning to you. “you reckon he’s…”
“definitely not. he told me he’s in love with a mundt,” you mutter. “but prince alex told me it’s complicated — mundt is arranged to marry someone else!”
laila gasps, turning to you from the corner of the room. "have you got a groupchat with all the royals or something?"
"no, prince alex is just my bestie," you beam, turning back to the screen. "i'd have married him on the spot if princess lily wasn't already with him."
"you don't like prince alex like that," mick mutters, side eyeing you with a small scowl. "if you were so open to marrying friends, why didn't you just marry prince max?"
"because he was born to be irritating." you shake your head. "and i'm not interested in geography like that. i can't have that for the rest of my life."
"okay, but what was wrong with the crown prince of monaco? he was sculpted by the gods," sabine mutters, changing the slide. objectively, he very well could have been the one that ended all of this for you.
but there was something about his odd fashion choices that made you pull away about three days into his stay in the palace. you lied through your teeth about it simply not being a love match, but never told him about the real reason. it just seems quite mean and intentional if you brought that up.
"not his fashion sense," you mutter. you turn to laila. "why are you standing the corner? don't you want to cuddle with your boyfriend who's already made a home out of my bed?"
"no, princess, i'm at work," she whispers, shaking her head. "more champagne?"
"ridiculous," you mutter, pointing at mick. "when we're in this room and those doors are closed, you are my friend. and his secret girlfriend. so please, kick the shoes off and cuddle before i change my mind."
mick grins, pushing the blankets from his torso. he opens up one of his arms for her. "i told you she doesn't care."
"yeah, but i work for her," laila mutters, climbing into your bed hesitantly and snuggling up into mick's side.
you put your drink down on the table and readjust the projector set up next to you, sharpening the quality and readjusting it to ensure that everyone can see the pictures proper. "don't need to remind me i'm single, you guys."
"you should have just given prince charles a chance," sabine mutters with an eyeroll. she looks at you with her lips pressed together. "i keep telling you - that prince was a catch despite the weird fashion sense."
you switch to the next slide. "fluorescent yellow is up next,” you mutter. “prince lando is so funny.”
“i’m going to tell you again, sister,” mick looks over at you, “funny isn’t going to rule your people properly.”
you roll your eyes and take a swig of your mimosa. “he didn’t even want to court me in the first place — his mother talked him into it,” you explain, shaking your head. “we’re mutuals on instagram!”
“are you even allowed an instagram account?” mick laughs, remembering all the lectures you both would received growing up about behaviour on social media.
“i know you’ve got a private one,” you clear your throat, “as do i. it was very handy for uni.”
“true that,” sabine agrees with you, nodding with a wide smile. “i’m your biggest fan. she’s got the most ratchy stuff in there, mick. you don’t follow her?”
“no, we’re not that close,” mick shakes his head with a giggle. “so, prince lando essentially… just isn’t looking to be married so soon?”
“unfortunately not. but that’s absolutely none of my business,” you giggle, sinking into your seat comfortably. you flip to the next picture and hum in satisfaction. “and the latest one to add to our collection.”
“ah, prince max,” mick grins. he looks at laila. “he was lovely, wasn’t he?”
laila presses her lips together and giggles. she nuzzles into mick’s side, resting her head on his shoulder. “he was very friendly. i quite liked him during his stay.”
“as did my sister, i believe,” mick teases. “do you know how many fun facts prince max knows about the world?”
“ah, i’ve spoken to him,” sabine nods with a soft giggle. she pushes herself up onto the bed, stomach down and rests her head flatly. “he was very nice.”
“she snuck you in somehow this week?” mick turns to you. “very defiant, sister. were you not afraid that mother would catch you sneaking a commoner into the palace again?”
you press your lips together and nod enthusiastically. “max wanted gin and tonics.”
“wow, first name basis,” laila teases, covering her lips with her hand. “he was a talkative drunk, my love, but he is very delightful to be with. did you not converse with him when he was here?”
"i was busy with my finals up until this afternoon," mick sighs, shaking his head. "though, i overheard dear sister over there telling prince max he will be invited to the wedding. so, i will see him again."
"you're such a snitch, mick," you grunt as you roll your eyes. "but anyway, i've got a prince something coming in tomorrow for another week of courtship."
sabine lifts her head to look at you. "seriously? did your mother tell you who it is? shall we search him up on google so we can form first opinions before his arrival?"
mick lifts an eyebrow, moving his head to the side while he maintains his judgemental stare at your best friend. "isn't that a bit much?"
you hum. the thought of google searching for the duke of florida is very tempting. while you do typically let sabine go and do her own investigative searches ahead of time for you to assess how much fun you might have in the time of courtship, it feels like this one is too soon to be able to prepare for it.
you reach over to the projector and turn it off, rolling your eyes at the chorus of disappointment that your entourage voices out. "not for this one, i fear," you stand up and readjust your pyjama shirt. "the duke of florida will have to simply remain a mystery to us all until sunrise."
"what?" sabine slumps her shoulders as disappointment laces her words. "but i won't even be here for his arrival. that's unfair, princess! i insist on sticking around!"
you perk up at the suggestion. you clench your jaw as your face lights up with an idea, turning to your best friend with a small smile. "you're right. you should stay, sabine." you turn to mick with a small smile. "she should stay, shouldn't she, brother?"
he raises an eyebrow in response, and you scowl at the way laila is also staring at you in curiosity. "and how do you suppose you will make that possible? mother will not allow."
"but father will," you beam, "father will not say no. he loves sabine as much as he loves me."
mick gives you a thumbs up. "i would never have thought that you were a daddy's girl, sister."
you roll your eyes and head for the door. "i will find father and i shall convince him to let sabine stay."
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"oy." you hear a tired voice before your body is shaken. the duvet is pulled up to your back with your face nuzzled into the pillow. "mother asked me to wake you."
"brother, i wish to wake up one day and not have you pester me," you mutter, rubbing your eye as you lift your head.
"you had that the entirety of my semester when i was away for uni," mick laughs. you feel the bed dip and a hand on your shoulder. next to you, sabine lifts her head to glare at mick. "ah, i seem to have woken up your partner-in-crime as well. mother didn't ask for you, only my sister."
"ah, fuck off. you're not the prince of anything to me, mick schumacher, i've seen you hunched over the bathroom with puke on your lips," sabine mutters, slowly sitting up. she turns to you. "are you ready for another potential bachelor?"
"how late did you sleep, sabine?" you hum, sitting up as well. you sigh and lay your weight on mick's back, resting your head on his shoulder. you glance over at her, assessing the shadows under her eyes. "have you even slept?"
"couple hours," she giggles, tearing off the duvet off her body. "i was up all night researching this duke of florida. i'm very excited for my stay in your palace, princess."
mick chuckles, looking over at the older girl that paces around your room. he looks at you and rests his cheek on the top of your head. "i suggest you start getting ready before mother is the one that asks you."
"just give me a minute," you whisper, shaking your head. truthfully, you were just not ready to be courted by another eligible bachelor. while you have yet to meet anyone who would generally make you gouge your eyes out, being courted endlessly for days is just not a very ideal situation.
you never know - the duke of florida might actually might be the one that throws you over the edge.
the sound of heels echoing in the hallway makes you and mick perk up, the tone and the pace of it being too familiar. you hop off the bed and grab the skirt of your nightgown. mick hops to his feet and jogs over to the door. "okay, i shall get up now."
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you take a deep breath as you stare at the stairwell that would lead you towards your potential death. you can hear your mother and father conversing at the end of the stairs.
you take a deep breath as you hunch over the railing that grants you a look at your family and the door. it never gets any easier meeting these men of high status almost week after week, hopeful to ask for your hand at the end of it all.
and it doesn't get any easier trying to find gentle ways to reject these men either. they're very receptive to your rejection, which always gives you some sort of comfort when the time comes, but you're sure they are only this graceful about it because you are a princess.
you're very well aware that the average man would not react that way, very telling of your experiences in university. often, your brother would have to come in between, or the bodyguard loitering in the area (that your father insists should always be around) would have to come to your rescue and whisk you away.
"don't be so nervous, sister," mick mutters, appearing next to you with his hands in his pockets. "i'm sure the duke of florida would not be any worse than the other men that have had a go at asking for your hand. otherwise, mother would have never let him stay here with us."
you take a deep breath. "what if he's another," you look around and lean into mick, "loser? what am i to do then?"
mick shrugs with a soft chuckle. he lifts his elbow and offers it to you, gesturing at the stairwell. "then you tell father and i - we shall take care of the rest for you, princess," he taps your hand when you grab onto his arm, "let's go?"
you nod and let your younger brother guide you down the stairs.
"ah, sweetheart, good morning," your father grins when he takes notice of your presence, stretching out an arm to you. mick drops his arm when you approach your father, throwing yourself into his body for a hug. "is something wrong?"
"i no longer feel like being an heiress to the throne," you mutter softly, avoiding the daggers that your mother is shooting at you next to the older man in front of you. you sigh when he pinches your cheek gently. "just a little tired."
he laughs, patting your back lightly. "you will be okay. the first day is always the best." he looks at your mother. "come on, love. cut her some slack."
"yeah, mother," you smile teasingly, peeking at your mother. "what if the duke of florida actually turns out to be a creep this time? i would be the first to say 'i told you so'."
"not before me, i hope," mick mutters from the window sill, covered by the blinds that shield your entryway from the outside. "i think he's here, sister."
"are you sure?"
mick lifts the curtain from his body and turns to you with a frown. "are you expecting any other royal company?"
"i ought to shave your head in your sleep one night, you know," you bicker. you take a deep breath and pick up your skirt and petticoat from the ground.
you turn around and glance at sabine, hiding shyly behind the door to the study down the hall. she gives you a thumbs-up while you sigh and turn back to the door.
"laila," you sigh, your hand slightly coming out to beckon for her to come towards you. "you stayed up with sabine looking into this guy, i hope?"
"yes, princess," she nods firmly, glancing at mick by the window. "he looks decent. but again, pictures on the internet and interviews can only say so much about a person."
"that's what he is here for - to show you who he is," your father smiles, gesturing towards the door.
you take a step back as the grand doors are pulled open for you. you squint your eyes at the sudden brightness of the sun outside and you hold a hand above your eyes to shield yourself away from the sun.
in fact, there's now a carriage pulling up to the front porch steps of the main building in the palace you call home. you step outside, followed shortly by mick and then your parents.
the carriage comes to a stop, catching your breath in your throat as you anticipate who, or what, will walk out to greet you. perhaps you should have let yourself indulge in the google search that your brother did with your best friends.
two men walk out first, and of course you know that neither of them is the man who will potentially ask for your hand. until a young man steps out, sandy brown hair and a polite smile on his face. he catches your eye and does a bow to acknowledge you.
"i suppose he does not look so bad," you mutter under your breath, leaning towards laila who stands slightly behind you. "he looks... like he would be a normal guy."
"i hate to break it to you, sister," mick mutters under his breath.
you hum in response, unsure of what he means. then he takes a step aside from the door while he readjusts the sleeves of his dark orange suit. another man steps out of the carriage, sporting a royal blue motif with the weirdest mix of brunette-blonde for a hair colour. you make a mental note to ask him if he's done anything to his hair as a conversation starter.
"but that's the duke of florida," laila follows up softly. "we've got no idea who the other man is."
your mother takes a step forward with her chin high in the air. she passes you as she starts greeting the two young men. "welcome!"
you turn to your father. "who the hell is that? why are there two of them?" you turn back to the carriage where your mother is now making their acquaintance. "is this a prank, father?"
to which, he only shrugs. "i intend to find out as much as you, princess."
he puts a hand on your shoulder to urge you towards the steps to greet them. as you step down, you can hear mick chuckling. "quite a situation you've gotten yourself into, sister. two suitors at the same time?"
"they fight at dawn on the last day for her hand," laila jokes softly enough for only mick and yourself to hear.
you swat at them from the back of your skirt to hush their giggles, slowly coming to a stop where the men gathered.
"sweetheart," your mother beams, walking over to you. she wraps a hand around your arm and pulls you with her to take a step forward to them. "introduce yourself."
"princess," the unnamed man in dark orange greets you with a small smile. "pleasure to make your acquaintance. prince of australia; i'm oscar."
"ah," you grab your skirt and move your feet in front of the other, "pleasure to make your acquaintance."
the prince of australia - oscar, nudges his friend forward. he straightens his back and gives you a smile, and you notice the way his green eyes sparkle as they stare into yours.
"duke of florida," he whispers, "i'm logan. thank you for having me."
he bends slightly and presents his hand right by yours. you press your lips together as you lift it slightly, just enough to give him the green light to take your hand into his.
you're pleasantly surprised when he presses a kiss to your gloved hand. "i hope i don't waste your time, princess."
you smile as you prepare yourself for another curtsy before he shakes his head. he puts your hand down gently, resting in on your skirt before taking a respectful step back. "you're the princess," he smiles. "no need for that."
you nod. "i'm sure your travel had been longwinded and exhausting. care for some refreshments?"
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anton-luvr · 11 months
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can you do childhood enemies to lovers with sungchan please 🤞 i love ur writing!!
# MR. CONSIDERATE.
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𖦹 childhood enemy!sungchan x fem!reader | fluff | ce2l au 𖦹 note ; tysm for requesting anon!! i had so much fun writing this i love sungchan </3 thank u for waiting and i hope u like it!
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Sungchan's yawn changes into a frown when he notices the pair of unfamiliar shoes by the door.
His aunt never mentioned about having guests over.
Thinking he had to endure another awkward social interaction, Sungchan sighs as he takes off his own shoes.
Don't get him wrong, he loves his aunt to bits.
But oftentimes, the friends she had over would nag him till his ears were ringing, endless questions about his college and non-existent dating life thrown his way.
So when he steps into the hallway to see that it's only a girl about his age with his sister in the living room, he's instantly relieved.
Until he notices his aunt is nowhere in sight.
"Somin," he calls out suspiciously, making his way over to the living room. "I'm home!"
The little girl squeals in delight, and she rushes over to hug Sungchan tightly. "'Chan, meet my new friend!" she says excitedly, pointing at you.
The smile on Sungchan's face freezes.
When he last saw you more than ten years ago, he had celebrated the fact that he would never have to see you again, but here you were: standing in his aunt's living room and staring right back at him.
Memories rush through his mind like a rollercoaster: childish fights over ice-cream, competitive glares exchanged when the teacher gave back your grades, and the promise he made to himself to hate you forever.
"S-Sungchan?" you sputtered, snapping him out of his thoughts. "What are you doing here?"
And just like he used to, Sungchan gets defensive. "What are you doing here? This is my aunt's house." he asks back, tone sharp and bringing an edge of hostility.
"She's the new babysitter!" Somin replies, unaware of the situation. "Her name is Y/N, isn't she nice?"
"Y/N, this is my brother! His name is Sungchan." Somin continues, grinning brightly at you.
You bite on your tongue to hold back from snapping back at Sungchan, feigning a surprised expression in response to Somin's introduction.
"Okay, bye! I need to go watch TV now." she sings, dashing off.
A heavy silence settles between the both of you as she leaves you alone, and Sungchan fakes a cough to break it.
"Sorry about that." he muttered.
"Oh, it's fine." you lie, shifting uncomfortably on your feet.
Sungchan shakes his head strongly at this, making his way into the kitchen.
"No, it's not. It's our first time meeting after forever, and this is how I treat you." he sighs. "Here, let me get you something to drink."
Not saying another word, you simply follow him into the small but cozy kitchen.
You watch as he pulls out two cans of soda from the fridge, and a small smile rests on your lips when you recognize the brand.
"I didn't know they still sold these sodas." you said, sliding into a seat by the kitchen counter.
They had been the most popular ones when you were a kid, and you would save your allowance to buy them during the scorching summers.
Sungchan makes a huffing noise as he places them on the counter, sliding one towards you. "You won't believe how expensive they are now." he complains. "It's almost five dollars a can!"
Hearing him complain like a grumpy middle-aged man, you couldn't help but laugh.
"What's so funny?" he asks, confused as he takes a sip from his can.
"You sound like an old man." you giggle, pretending to dodge when Sungchan picks up his soda as if to throw it at you.
The silence from earlier returns as your laughter dies down, and you wrack your brain to think of something to say.
Thankfully, Sungchan beats you to it.
"So... how's life? How have you been?" he asks.
Shrugging, you take a sip. "Not much. I'm on summer break from college, so I thought I'd earn some money at it while resting."
Sungchan hums, leaning back on his chair.
"And my aunt hired you to babysit my sister? Yikes." he mumbles jokingly.
You scoff, rolling your eyes. "I see that you're still the same, huh?" you retort.
As if you had accused him of a great crime, Sungchan gasps and dramatically clutches at his chest. "Hey, if this was us back then, we'd already be fighting and screaming at each other on the floor!"
The fact that it's happened before makes you chuckle, shaking your head.
It was crazy to think about how you used to hate him with all your guts, but here you were, having a conversation with him in his aunt's kitchen.
And as if on cue, you hear the front door rattle open and the loud chatter of ladies fill up the house.
"Oh God," Sungchan groans, mortified as he buries his face in his hands. "My aunt brought her friends over again."
You didn't understand his reaction till they swarmed over, chatting away like a coop of chickens.
"Oh wow, who's this gorgeous lady?" one of the ladies asked, waving enthusiastically at you.
"Is this your girlfriend? You never told us you had one!" another lady teases, whacking Sungchan on the shoulder.
He chokes on his soda, shaking his head frantically. "W-We're just friends! She was taking care of Somin, that's all!"
"Hmm, and maybe she can take care of you too!" one of them adds in, smirking at Sungchan.
"Someone's turning red!" Sungchan's aunt notices, laughing along.
Sure enough, his face was the color of a strawberry. Embarrassed, he stands up quickly, pulling you up with him by the hand.
"Okay, it's getting late, I have to take her home." he rambles, tugging you after him as he squeezes his way to the door.
"You do?" you echo, following him in surprise.
"Aw, our Sungchan is all grown up! He's bringing a girl home, how sweet!" one of the lady coos, and Sungchan's eye twitches.
"Bye!" he shouts, slamming the door shut behind the both of you.
All noise fades the moment he does, and the peace of the night wraps around you like a hug.
"Sorry about that. My aunt's friends are... something." Sungchan mumbles, annoyed.
"It's fine." you say. You were sure you had at least five aunts from your family who were the same, if not worse.
"Wait, but are you actually going to take me home?" you asked, raising an eyebrow at the brown haired boy.
Eyes widening, Sungchan plants his hands on his hips. "Of course I am! What kinda douchebag do you think I am to let you go home alone in the dark?" he scoffs, seemingly offended.
Shrugging, you laugh as you walk away. "Well, let's go then, Mr. Considerate."
He catches up to you with a "Hey, wait for me!", your footsteps falling together in a rhythm as you make your way home.
"Anyways, how about you? How's life?" you ask.
Sungchan hums at this, kicking a random rock on the sidewalk. "It's good. I'm finishing up my degree in engineering, then I'll probably start working."
"Oh, cool!" you say softly. "I would never have guessed you wanted to be an engineer." you laugh. "You were so obsessed with being a fireman back then."
Your words unlock another memory for Sungchan, and he smiles to himself.
Silence falls between the both of you again, but it felt more comfortable this time.
And as you continue walking together, Sungchan can't help but look at you from the corner of his eye, the old hatred softening away into unfamiliar adoration.
And he realized his aunt's friends were right. You really were gorgeous.
Your eyes still had the mischievous glint he used to hate, your cheeks a soft pink from the cool autumn breeze, while the orange street lamps overhead cast a soft glow on you - almost like an angel.
His face burns in realisation when he catches himself admiring you, and Sungchan's about to slap himself when you stop in your tracks.
"Alright, this is it. Thanks for walking me back." you smile, pointing at the apartment complex you stayed at.
Sungchan smiles back, shoving his hands into the pockets of his hoodie. "No problem," he says. "It was nice seeing you again."
You nod, waving as you walk up to the entrance.
"Goodnight!" you call, pulling out your access card.
But the beep of verification has barely gone through when it's cut off by Sungchan, shouting.
"Y/N, wait!" he calls.
"Do you want to go get a coffee or something tomorrow? J-Just to catch up." he stutters, eyes shining with what seems to be nervous anticipation.
"Sure," you say immediately, surprising yourself. "Text me the details?"
"I don't have your number though." Sungchan says, smiling sheepishly.
You face palm yourself, dumbfounded. "Sorry," you laugh awkwardly, taking his phone from his outstretched hand.
He watches in amusement as you type in your number, failing at least twice because you kept pressing the wrong number keys.
God, you were so cute.
"Still struggling with numbers?" Sungchan teases when you pass his phone back to him, and you slap his arm. "I passed math in high school, get it right." you scold lightly.
He grins, slipping his phone into his pocket. "Well, you can tell me all about it tomorrow," he says casually.
His words make your cheeks warm up, and you nod.
"Bye!" you call out, stepping into the lift.
Sungchan waves back as the lift doors close, and he can't help but smile like an idiot.
It seems like he wasn't going to hate you forever after all.
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love-bitesx · 1 year
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Hey, luv ur last Hobie writing it was so good! so like as a request (sorry if my wording is a bit awk ive never requested anything on tumblr b4😭) hobie x fem reader (or not gendered i dont mind) on like what it would be like putting Hobie on music as a reader that listens to a ton of genres and not mainly punk rock- like would he be open minded on it etc. and also what falling asleep w him with music in the background would be like and stuff. like a little one-shot on that (or hc’s!)
: ̗̀➛ OPEN-MINDED
REQUESTS ARE OPEN
gonna hug every anon/req ever i love u lot so much <3 this is kind of just a ranty headcanon one shot. thing. i think. we'll find out. i think im physically incapable of writing a short one shot, i just love this guy too much thank u for the req!!! love u also, this is strictly my headcanon and my opinion, if there's something canon that contradicts this, my apologies!! this is just a bit of fun :)
i think he'd be somewhat open-minded, but he'd have his strict no-nos. pop music being that, or anything on the radio, he tells you it's just propaganda from the 'system'. remember, this guy is an anarchist, plus so much more.
having grown up in england, london specifically, i think he'd be partial to uk hip hop, grime, garage, alt rock, alternative music, etc. anything that sparks a bit of controversy. anything from the streets, the people. plenty of those genres stem from rock'n'roll music anyway, so i wouldn't be surprised.
however.
you're laying in your room one night, it's dark outside, the night crawling in as a gentle breeze drifts through your open window. headphones plugged into your phone, you scrolled through a newly made playlist, brows furrowed in thought as you tried to remember anymore songs you wanted to add.
humming along to the tune echoing in the headset, you were absolutely zoned out. it wasn't until a large pair of hands grabbed your waist, did you crash back down to earth. ripping the headphones off your head, you jumped back in defense.
"what did i tell you about leaving your window open, y/n?" hobie scolded you, a playful smirk on his lips, standing up straight, looking down at you, "could've been any dickhead coming in here, y'know?"
"not just any dickhead can scale 7 floors and climb in through my window, hobie," you rolled your eyes, fixing the mess you made when you threw your headphones and phone on the bed.
"yeah," he leant down, until his face was but an inch from your own, "only the really bad ones can."
with that, and a devilish grin, he pressed his lips against yours, using his advantage to push you backwards onto the bed, climbing on, making himself comfortable on the mattress next to you, holding you close to him. your hands went to his chest, feeling it rise and fall under your touch.
"i missed you," he muttered between kisses, his piercing ice cold against your lips, sending chills down your spine.
"i missed you, too, hobie," you whispered back, welcoming his touch on your waist.
pulling back with a smirk, he reached for the phone in your hand, opening it up.
"what were you listening to so intensely?" he quizzed, but his question was instantly answered at the name of the playlist you had made.
for hobie
"oh."
to say he was stunned, was an understatement. this was new to him, no one had ever made him a specially made playlist before, no one had gone to the effort. his heart swelled. scrolling through, he saw an array of artists that he hadn't even heard of before, mixes of genres that he knew you loved.
"sorry, it's really silly," you dismissed, reaching for your phone at his blunt response, suddenly feeling a wave of insecurity.
his eyes snapped to yours, shocked at your reaction, "what? no, absolutely not."
though his stomach twisted slightly at the thought of listening to lana del rey? whoever that was, he wasn't sure, but the fact you listened to it, thought of him, and thought of him so much you made it into a playlist dedicated to him? well, he'd be an idiot to refuse that.
"i love it, darlin', thank you," his smile was soft, genuine, one you only see him give to you, which is why you loved it so dearly.
"baby, who's kendrick lamar?"
BONUS #1
it was a late night, you were exhausted from working all day, and the 7 staircase climb wasn't ideal, now that the elevator in your block had stopped working. dumping all your stuff in the living room, quickly throwing on some clothes from the dryer and a quick bathroom visit, you nudged open the door to your bedroom.
you knew hobie was crashing at yours, it was more rare when he wasn't.
what you didn't expect was the sound of mellow, soft music coming from inside. continuing quietly, you peered around the door to see your boyfriend, barely under the covers, sound asleep on your bed. eyes scanning the room, you saw his phone, open on the mattress beside him.
silently stepping over, your heart melted at what you saw on his phone screen. the playlist you had made him, shuffled, playing through the speakers on his phone.
chest warm and full of adoration for this man, you leant down to place a kiss on his temple, smiling at the way his body reacted to your touch.
he was an angel, of sorts.
BONUS #2
though you complained about it at first, hobie would definitely need music to fall asleep to. sometimes he was so tired that the second his head hit the pillows and his arms wrapped themselves around you, he was asleep. but mainly, he played music from the speakers in either of your rooms.
the only issue with this, however, is that his music was never stereotypical sleeping music.
whilst only on a low volume, just something to keep his mind from fuzzing too much as he tried to sleep, you weren't a stranger to falling asleep to the likes of ramones, dead kennedys, motörhead, sex pistols, etc.
he loved you for it though, beyond grateful with your patience with him.
a/n: golly gosh i love this man so much
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schlattsdoll · 1 year
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smut prompt 2.
doin a (cooking?) stream with j and all the otk people wtvs and you atart grinding on him subtly when he comes up behind u (ur half bent over a counter or summat and he pushes his hips into urs) n then js get more frequent once he sits down somewhere n u sit on his lap still in frame
he makes u move after cuz big guy can't controll himself and then later on u both end up stood up in frame and u literally grap his dick through his sweats and squeeze it like a clown nose xxx
very vivid I had this dream the other day so x
erm new here too 🍓 anon if possible
love ur writing bbs xx
hi lovie!! ofc <3
what's cookin' good lookin'?- jschlatt
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minors dni
pairing: jschlatt x fem/afab! reader
prompt : “stop before someone sees!”
i made this a chuckle sandwich stream since i haven't binged otk yet <3
streaming with schlatt was always a fun time, but add ted and charlie to the mix? pure chaos. the four of you decided to have a baking contest, including decorating. schlatt took a big glob of batter on his finger and went to swipe it down your nose. “i will full name you right now don’t you fucking dare schlatt!” he didn’t listen to you, smearing chocolate down your nose.
he laughed while licking off his finger and kissing your now covered nose. ted handed you a paper towel to clean up the rest and went back to his and charlie’s batch.
as you bent over the counter to throw away the paper towel, schlatt came up behind you and grabbed your hips and grinded against you quickly. that was just the start of his incessant teasing, he’d do that, whisper sweet nothings into your ear, and worst of all he would grab your ass randomly. “jay, stop before someone sees!”
as the cakes went into the oven, the stream moved into the living room. you got pulled onto your boyfriend’s lap and were welcomed with a kiss. it was usually easy for you to get comfy on his large thighs but today it was a problem. you wiggled around in his lap, desperately trying to get in a comfortable position, but little did you know what you were doing to him. “gettin’ revenge on me now are ya doll?” he groaned lowly in your ear. you didn’t realize what he meant at first until you felt something like your behind. “maybe i was, or maybe i was just trying to get comfy.” a small bonus to your troubles. “if you don’t stop moving i will take you in the bathroom right fuckin’ now doll. either move or settle down.”
a hour or so passes and the cakes have finished baking and cooling, causing the set up to move back to the kitchen. as you and jay stand up, you grab his dick quickly squeezing it, barley even a second and it leaves him in shock, running to hide behind the counter in his gray sweats.
you finish decorating the cakes and chat voted you schlatt as the winners. “thank you guys so much for watching! stay tuned for more content with these clowns coming up soon bye!”
schlatt grabbed your hand and dragged you to the bathroom and pinned you against the door.
“now, be quiet my little dolly, and i’ll let you cum as many times as i want.”
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satoruxx · 1 year
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congrats on 200 followers!!
im thinking of hsr blade + reader who keeps throwing him corny science-y pickup lines :3
examples:
"if i had to choose between DNA and RNA, i'd choose RNA because it has U in it"
"are you an arrhythmia? because you just made my heart skip a beat"
"are you rheumatoid arthritis? because you make me feel weak in the knees"
(inspired by @/nathan_fang_'s science rizz on ig, theyre absolute gold)
pairing: blade x reader | 1.3k+ words summary: all fluff and crack, just a teensy tiny bit suggestive at the end but it's harmless, blade is TIRED, classic sunshine x grump trope bc we all secretly love it hehe a/n: AHHHH hello anon! this was so much fun to write omg !! blade is such a grump i love him. i don't know if i did him justice though lol. i really wanna pull for him but i spent all my savings on luocha sobs. anyways thank you thank you for your support and i hope you enjoy this <33
blade didn't mind working in pairs. normally, he worked well with the teammates he had. following kafka's plans usually ended with a success, and even as irritating as silver wolf could be, she had enough knowledge in her brain to get them out of sticky situations. he definitely didn't mind working with either of them.
you on the other hand, blade was unsure of. ok yes, in your defense, he knew that you were quite intelligent. you were well-versed in the lifestyles of many different galaxies, and you were the type of person who liked to research as much as you could before you stepped foot on a new planet. so the first day blade met you, he did truly believe you were a mature, all-knowing researcher joining the stellaron hunters.
that was before, though. while you still did come off as all-knowing, he now knew you were far from mature.
"will you please quit it?"
you grin cheekily, watching him pace back and forth in front of the locked door you both were hiding behind, on the look out for guards. his red eyes dart back and forth between the door and you as you sit at one of the computers, extracting some files for the mission.
"i'm just saying you could try to smile more, blade."
he scoffs, eyes lingering on you and your annoying grin for a second longer. "nothing to smile about in my life."
you snort, shaking your head as you absentmindedly tap at the screen. "well that's dramatic. you just need something to make you laugh."
"I don't see any funny people around here." he sneers, eyes narrowed as he shoots you a sarcastic grin. you place your hand on your heart in mock offense.
"i'll have you know i am very funny!" you say defensively, shooting him a glare. blade only raises an unimpressed eyebrow.
"sure thing. because everything you've ever said has got me positively giggling. now will you shut up and work faster so we can get out of here?"
a mirthless smile graces your face as you narrow your eyes at him in retaliation. "you just have no sense of humor." you mutter, turning back to the screen. blade rolls his eyes before resuming his lookout, though his gaze does wander back to you more times than he cares to admit. the room is silent save for the occasional clicks of the software you were accessing, and for a second blade thinks he misses the sound of your talking, but he pushes that thought aside.
you somehow seem to pick up on it though, because you speak up again. "hey blade?"
"what?"
"are you rheumatoid arthritis?"
he can't see your face with your back turned to him, and he seems to think you're seriously asking him a question, because he frowns and begins to speak. "are you stupid? do you mean to say do i have rheumatoid arthritis? because, you know that i do not-"
"because you make me feel weak in the knees!"
there's a tense silence as he stares at you, his brain trying to process what you just said. when it clicks his lips curl into a sneer and he groans.
"aeons, will you please shut up? you are so stupid why am i stuck here-"
"hey blade, if you were an element you'd be francium because you're the most attractive!"
his clicks his tongue as you giggle, finally standing up and making your way over to him after downloading all the data you needed. you peer at him mischievously, eyes scanning over his sour expression. "what, not even a smile? tough crowd."
he scoffs, opening the door and ushering you out in front of him so that he can keep an eye on you. "what, that was your strategy? stupid nerdy pick up lines? try harder."
"you're underestimating my resolve, bladie. i will get you."
he hums absentmindedly, resisting the urge to roll his eyes at you as he peers down halls for any enemies before sending you the signal to keep walking.
you clear your throat, and he sighs as you begin your inane antics once more. "you must be a good benzene ring because you are so aromatic!"
"stop it right now."
"you must be made of uranium and iodine, because i can see U and I together!"
he pauses, eyes narrowing as a weird tumble occurs in his chest. he glares down at you from the corner of his eyes, trying his best not to dwell on it because aeons above you were just being stupid. he hears you laugh under your breath, and he's about to scold you once more before he hears voices approaching.
"shut up. guards." he orders quietly, pulling your arm back so that you're now hiding behind the wall with him. he watches them carefully, scarlet eyes scanning for any sudden movements as he keeps you behind him. suddenly he feels your finger poke at his bicep as you whisper:
"are you a carbon sample? because i really wanna date you!"
blade feels his face grow hot as he glares at you angrily. he immediately turns around and presses a bandaged hand over your mouth, leaning in close to hiss at you. "you idiot. didn't i say shut up? they're right there!"
you reach up to pull his hand away from your face, though your fingers continue to hold his as you give him another cheeky smile.
"ooh," you whisper dramatically, grinning at his close proximity. "are you a heart arrhythmia? because you just made my heart skip a beat!"
blade's eyes dart all over your face, and he ignores the way that it feels like his brain is short-circuiting since it's probably just because of how reckless you're being. instead he just opts for rolling his eyes and clamping his hand back over your mouth. you let him this time, though he can still tell you're smiling by the way your eyes crinkle.
as soon as the coast is clear, he's leading you back to the ship without a word. the entire way there, you continue to drop more of your stupid lines, and he only gives you annoyed groans in response.
by the time you both are safely back, he's had enough of you.
"-you have 11 protons? because you're sodium fine!" you giggle, and blade's eye twitches once before he's turning around and getting in your face once more. his eyes bore into yours as he smirks.
"oh yeah? if i was an enzyme, i'd be dna helicase, just so that i could unzip your genes." he says, keeping his voice even as he stares at you.
your jaw drops, face heating up at the unexpected turn of events as you stumble over a response. "w-wait, you-!"
"what? you've been yapping my ear off about how great our chemistry is. don't you think we should do some biology together too?" he smirks, red eyes lighting up as he takes in your flustered expression.
"well that's not what i-!" you pause, breath hitching as he leans closer and brushes a strand of loose hair out of your eyes. he chuckles under his breath, peering at you through his bangs.
"damn. you must be an alkali metal. one touch and already highly reactive, huh?"
"blade!" you hiss, eyes darting away from him and he finally relents, pulling back to watch you with an amused grin. you clear your throat, almost like you know how caught off guard you look. "i have to go...report to kakfa."
he bites back a grin, watching you leave through the dark strands of his hair. so flustered that you didn't even realize that in the end you did get him to smile? how amusing.
he laughs quietly to himself, shaking his head. maybe, just maybe, he could try to ask elio to make you his partner permanently.
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jeanbie · 7 months
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hi, i hope you‘re doing well! :)
i don‘t know if you take requests or if you still write for yelena but i‘m currently rewatching attack on titan season 4 and i thought about yelena being very protective over reader when it comes to drinking the wine (her being protective in general), she can‘t tell reader why though because she still wants to be loyal to zeke‘s plan, despite being in a relationship.
it‘s totally fine if you don‘t wanna do it, feel free to ignore this ask. bye, bye! <3
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LOVE AND WAR ★ masterlist.
pairing: yelena x reader
warnings: none | wc: 1.7k
note: thank u so much for requesting and i am so sorry that it took decades to post this! i just suddenly feel very inspired and have written 3 fics in 48 hours!! enjoy anon ଘ( ੭⁰̷̴͈ ᵕ ˘͈)੭* ✩
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Yelena doesn’t feel regret. She just doesn’t — there has never been a moment where Yelena has felt regretful over any decision she has made. Nothing has been important enough to damage the profound impact of her final goal, which has always been to assist Zeke, to follow Zeke, to devote herself to Zeke. 
But Yelena has to admit to herself that when she looks to the side and sees you, bounding across the dark lawn beneath her from her balcony, a smile of pure elation drawn on your face, that for the first time in her life, the dull ache in her chest might not be the impatience to get on with it all; instead, it might actually be regret.
For all of her life, Yelena has felt a sense of greater purpose in store, a meaning that transcends her body, making her only a vessel of power to help move along the plan of a lifetime — the plan to end an era of suffering and welcome in an age of peace and prosperity. There has been nothing that has ever made her hesitate, ever made her wonder if what she is doing is right.
Until now.
Every couple of minutes, a new group of heckling cadets swarm underneath the swift wave of lawn beneath her balcony, and it wasn’t until she caught sight of you in one of her shirts that she felt the weight of her actions suddenly clam up inside of her, leaving behind not a happy feeling of importance but an ache of fear — fear that drives her out of her room and down the flight of stairs to find you before you’re pulled into the swarm of bodies crowding around open crates of delicious, foreign wine.
“Y/N.”
Somehow over the noise, you hear Yelena’s voice and turn your head, catching her looming height in the angled darkness of the hallway. Nobody blinks an eye at her, which is unusual. Ordinarily, cadets marvelled at the sight of her, pushed forward into her vicinity in a sort of morbid curiosity at her curious impression. Even you, once, had looked at her in a stunned sort of shock, long before the shock transformed into wonder, and the wonder melted into adoration. 
Manoeuvring around the excitement of your friends, you glance at one of them who looks at you questioningly and gesture towards the half-hidden figure standing guard in the dark. They follow your finger, gulp appropriately, and bow their head back into their original state of oblivious happiness, all in the name of good wine and good fun. 
No blonde, blunt and brutally tall foreign woman will stop any of them from their night of drinking. They had, after years of torment from titans that came from no place but that blonde, blunt and brutally tall foreign woman’s previous home, deserved a night of fun.
Yelena welcomes you into her personal space with a smile; a cautious smile that barely lifts any of her features up, but a smile nonetheless, and you reach her with your own surprised joy and let her pull you gently down into the spiralling darkness and back towards one of the doors into a study. 
Inside, the furniture is dripping with a dusty, moonlight glow, the windows flung open to let out the stench of stale wood and alcohol, the disinfectant choking in the broom cupboard joined to the right wall.
“I thought you’d already be at the party,” you say, trying to think of some reason for her guiding you here. There’s nothing indicating her purpose of being in this study, but she seems inclined to keep you here, blocking you in by putting herself between you and the now-closed exit door.
Yelena smiles, truly smiles, then and raises her eyebrows smugly. “There’s a party?”
“A party fully funded and catered to by your comrades,” you reply.
“Comrades,” she repeats, amused. “Please.”
“True, though. I can’t think of anyone in my squad who’s tried foreign wine before,” you continue, feeling your heart thump as Yelena steps over the invisible line between you both and smooths her fingers through your hair, thumbing the back of your head. “I haven’t had a drink since they retook Shiganshina!”
Yelena’s mouth twists at that. “The wine tastes like shit. I wouldn’t recommend it.”
“All you talked about once was this wine,” you counter, one brow raised suspiciously. “Best wine in Marley, you said.”
“I had to entice everyone somehow,” she replies. “Wine makes friends. Builds trust. It’s a universal peace offering.”
“Peace I’m apparently not allowed to take part in.”
Yelena frowns. 
When she offered her services to Zeke and completely devoted herself to him and his cause, it came with the consequence of silence — her life and everyone’s future depended on it. Yelena wanted nothing more but to warn you of what was to come, even better to hide you from it, but in doing so would mean running the risk of everything they’ve all worked so hard to set in motion coming crashing down.
While Yelena placed her entire trust in you, she couldn’t assume the same for the others privy to the knowledge she has. Instead, she’s subjected to staring down at your confused expression in a permanent place of horror.
“Look, it’s not that you’re not allowed to take part in the fun tonight, I just think there are better ways to celebrate,” Yelena suggests, her hands finding themselves on your face, cupping you to stop you from turning away towards the disappearing cluster of cadets in the hallway. “Like with me, for example.”
Yelena knows she’s expected to be apart of the festivities happening tonight in an effort to create an alibi, but if missing out means ensuring that you don’t feel suspicious of her, or worse that you feel a distance pulling you further apart, then she’ll happily take that chance. There were loopholes in her devotion to Zeke, and she was sure he would understand should he have any grievances with her disappearance tonight.
But her stomach churns when you smile, thread your fingers through hers and pull her hands from your cheeks. “Unlike you, I happen to like spending time with other people.”
“I like other people, too, but I’d rather be with you if I had the chance,” Yelena replies. She watches closely as you bite your bottom lip to suppress a grin — all the good that does when it spreads over your face regardless. 
“Stop…trying to change my mind,” you force out, leaning up on your toes to press your lips against hers. Yelena feels the tug worsen, her guilt hardening. 
It is entirely her own fault that she happened to fall in love on this stupid island. She was only supposed to be here to speed along Zeke’s plan, but she had never factored in meeting someone like you, someone so unaccustomed to outsiders yet so welcoming of them. 
If she closes her eyes, Yelena can still remember the first time she saw you, passing you by in the halls as she walked flanked by Hange and Levi. You turned to greet your superior soldiers with a smile and a salute, one that Hange simply nudged away with their hand followed by a quick fuss of your hair before continuing forward — and then your eyes met. 
Whatever followed is insignificant when Yelena considers how she got from point A to B: point A being seeing you that day in the hallway and point B being now, where she looks at you and feels her entire body go rigid. 
Yelena’s never felt love, either, but if she had to wager a guess, she’d say that love was what she felt when she saw you.
She pulls you in closer when you try to break away from your kiss, swallowing your laugh as she lifts you up off the floor and in a circle on the spot. She ignores the ache in her heart when you squirm away and nudge your nose against her cheekbone; tries to will away the guilt in her chest, the flipping of her stomach. 
“Why don’t we just go together?” you compromise once she relents and sets you back on your feet. You stare up at her expectantly. “You might be surprised to find that people actually want to talk to you.”
“I think you mean interrogate me,” Yelena replies. She has a point — people don’t know if to trust Yelena or not, even though thus far she’s done nothing wrong except step off the enemies boat. 
“Then… Why don’t we go and show our faces, spend some time in the fun, and then we can spend time together after,” you suggest, if only to see the light return to Yelena’s suddenly dark eyes. She peers at you, trying to figure out how someone as awful as her ended up with something as precious as you.
“Just as long as you don’t touch that shitty wine,” she counters.
Yelena flicks your chin when you roll your eyes. 
“You and that bloody wine…”
“I mean it, Y/N,” she says. The way her voice sounds suddenly so somber and serious makes you pause, questioningly raising your brows at her face. “Please don’t.”
Yelena has already sworn her own voice away for Zeke’s noble cause, but she needn’t use her words to convey her true feelings. You search for any indication that she might be fooling around and find nothing. Yelena seems as serious about this as the scouts had once been about titans, and you fidget in space before swallowing and giving her a sincere nod.
“Fine,” you agree, reaching for her fists by her side. “I’ll skip the wine and stick to ale. But it’s your fault if I puke everywhere. I’ve never been good at handling it.”
“Consider me threatened,” Yelena remarks, trying to tame the hammering of her heart in her chest when you lace your fingers with hers and smile, all before pulling her towards the worn wooden doors that connect to the hallway and string of festive rooms full of unsuspecting soldiers downing bottles of wine.
Wine that Yelena knows will play a much larger role in the orchestration of Zeke’s great plan — but wine that she has managed to save you from. And she can only pray to whichever God took pity on her here in this hallway that you can understand her when the truth comes out.
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atom-writings · 1 year
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hhhii!!! Your blog is looks really nice and your writing is also pretty good!! Can I request the main 8 with an s/o who usually wears contacts but one day they ran out and they have to wear glasses and the main 8 sees them with glasses for the first time? :3
Have a good day!!1!1!1!!1!1‼️🙏🔥
(Hetalia Main 8 x Reader) S/O Wears Glasses For the First Time!
(Gender Neutral) Headcanons ~ A/N omg thank uuuu <3 this is such a cute request!! anon wherever u r i hope ur having a good day
Trigger Warning: None, just fluff!
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“Dude! Why didn’t you tell me you wore glasses too! That’s so awesome, we’re like, twins or something.”
He’s actually going to be pretty excited! If he didn’t know, it was a pleasant surprise. He thinks that glasses make everyone look cuter (including him-) so you’re that much more adorable.
Also, he might steal them and put them on over his glasses. Just to make you laugh. And then he’ll always say “wow, you’re so blind!” even if your prescription is super low. 
Cannot stop staring at you. If you hate eye contact, it’s gonna be really annoying for a bit. But he just thinks you’re sooo cute… he can’t help it!
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“You look absolutely lovely today, dear. I should’ve worn mine today, then we would’ve matched!”
Arthur is not that surprised. He would’ve asked if you wore contacts earlier, so he’d know your vision was not perfect. Neither is his! But he mostly wears glasses for uh… fashion reasons.
He might make fun of you a little bit, but he knows not to push it. He doesn’t want to annoy you too terribly. But maybe sometime he should move your glasses somewhere else… just so you have to ask for his help. Wouldn’t that be cute? No? Ah, well…
He might ask you not to wear your glasses very often if yours look like America’s though. It’s just… a little offputting. He might even offer to buy you a new pair in that case.
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“Mon ange… have you been hiding this from me? You’re so adorable!”
He’s rather taken aback. He wasn’t expecting you to look so different… can you wear them all the time now? They make you look so modern and put together! 
If you ever put them down, he’s trying them on immediately. And then bothering you until you tell him that he looks cute in them. Just so he can say you look even cuter-
He’s definitely teasing you about it though. Even when you’re not wearing them, he’ll talk about you like you are. You’re gonna be on the receiving end of a lot of “you’re so blind!” jokes. Sorry!
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“Ah, you look so silly! Is that why you never wear those?”
He doesn’t really care that much, but he does get a little excited. In a very juvenile way. But if he didn’t know you wore contacts before, he’s just the tiniest bit surprised.
Immediately, he asks to wear them. He’ll laugh at how terrible your vision is and tease you about it for longer than you care to deal with, too. 
Specifically, he’ll call you old. Just because he’s so ancient and still doesn’t need them (yet.) This may not be funny to you, but it is hysterical to him. Just walk away and act mad, and he’ll apologize.
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“What a lovely surprise! Are they new?”
As soon as he sees you, he’s giggling and blushing. He just can’t get over how different you look! It makes you look even cuter and dorky… he just loves it!
He won’t ask to try them on, but he will try and get you to ask him to. Just being like, “They look so cute on you, I wonder how they would look on someone else. Someone… um. Not short like you.” Please give in, he would be so excited.
He won’t tease you too much, but he can’t stop himself from commenting on it. Not too embarrassingly though, more just like “You should wear them more!” No comments making fun of how terrible your vision is-
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“Why didn’t you tell more you wear glasses before?! Awh, you look like Germany!”
He’s very excited! He’s immediately fawning about how cute you look,  which comes off as a little insulting because of his insistence on how different you look.
Asks if he can take a photo of you. Why? He tells you he needs this moment to be immortalized. It’s not that big of a deal… but to him it is. For some reason.  
He’s also gonna have his eyes glued to you the whole time. If you compliment him, he blushes way more than normal. It’s like it put him under some spell! Hopefully, he learns to control himself soon…
He just thinks you look so fancy and adorable!
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“So… do you normally wear those? Because they uh… they fit your face. Wait… I mean they fit well!”
Ludwig is going to be a little taken aback at first. You look… different with those on. Your glasses may just be a little piece of plastic, but he thinks you’re so much cuter with them on…
But he doesn’t want you to be so embarrassed about it, so he doesn’t comment on it. Other than a quick “Oh!” when he first sees you, and a stifled “You look nice today….” later.
Whenever he wears his glasses, he hates people's reactions. So he won’t subject you to any unnecessary staring. Even though he really wants to-
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“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you wear glasses before. They suit you, my dear.”
Kiku doesn’t really react very strongly. Unless your glasses are super dorky. Then he’ll giggle a little bit at your nerdy appearance. But other than that, he won’t tease you about it.
The most he’ll do is just mention the change. Maybe ask if this is a permanent change or just for now. But mostly, he doesn’t care. He has to wear glasses sometimes as well, so if anything, it’s just another thing you have in common.
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anjelicawrites · 2 years
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To honor and protect
Paring: Aemond Targaryen x reader x Osferth and all the combinations thereof, I mean there’s three of them, so…
Synopsis: filling this prompt from anon (thank you!!!!) “hiii! so, I'm absolutely LOVING the aemond x reader x osferth fics and had a request of my own that I wanted to share for the pairing. kinda angsty, maybe so smut and good ol fluff too.I was wondering if you could do an aemond x reader x osferth fic where the 3 of them have been super comfortable about their relationship with each other. however, there's always those times in public where others like to ruin their fun. that happens one night while they're out and reader gets upset the most about it. osferth is the one to comfort her first and soon brings in aemond. the two of them tell reader that it doesn't matter what others think, they'll still love each other no matter what. they end up having a love session too. please? thank u”
Warnings: 18+ only please. Body shaming, doxxing, talk of bullying. Smut, lots of it. P in v sex, oral (f receiving), talk of blowjob, rough (ish) sex, overstimulation, dom!Osferth, sub!reader, service top!Aemond.
A/N: I am not sure this is what you wanted? I’ve let the muse roam free and that’s what I got so let me know!!!
A/N 2: it’s >7000 word. I am so sorry. One day I’ll learn how to write less, I promise!
You and your boys have hectic schedules and rarely have the chance to go out together. It doesn't help that you and Aemond are a bit reclusive and would rather spend time home chilling, than being out and about. Osferth is usually the one who has to convince the two of you to go out and you both love him too much to deny him this small happiness. 
Tonight, you all meet directly after work in front of this new, fancy restaurant freshly opened and that's all on Aemond: he wouldn't want to go to one of those pubs you and Osferth love so much, because he is classy like that. For your outings he wants only the best, he wants the pride of knowing that he had managed to book in a reservation in zero time, in a place where it takes weeks to obtain one, because he is Aemond fucking Targaryen, who will do anything for his lovers. You and Osferth would be happy anywhere: the fanciest place in town or a picnic in a small park, as long as Aemond is happy you both are. If flexing his muscles is a way he prefers to express his love for you two, neither you, nor Osferth would stop him, not after all the work he has been doing on himself and his self esteem.
The place is impressive and you feel a little out of place, even with Osferth by your side as you both wait for Aemond. From the outside you see big mirrors, warm lights and a huge amount of metal, the people going in just ooze money, you can smell how rich they are and you feel uncomfortable in your vintage clothing. You have always found Edwige Fenech and Florinda Bolkan, in those ‘70s gialli movies, style icons and started copying theirs and the other amazing actresses's dresses from the moment you had a paycheck to support yourself. You are, most of the time, proud of how you look, but you have to admit the amazing clothing you see on all these stylish people, makes you feel self - conscious and painfully aware that one of the dresses you see on any of these women, is worth your annual earnings. You think you should have made a pit-stop home to change into that Valentino dress Aemond gifted you for your first birthday you celebrated together, that was probably more appropriate than the suit and blouse you are wearing now. Are your boots too old? Is your make up ok?  
Almost on cue Osferth hugs you from behind and kisses your cheek, the smoky scent of his leather jacket is comforting as is his body heat
“You look ravishing, my love - he says - I might just steal you away on my bike and have my wicked way with you”
“You look dapper yourself - and he does, he manages to rock the hot youth pastor style and the leather jacket without effort - and your suggestion is enticing, but I fear Aemond might have killed someone to get us a table here. You can steal me away any other time, though!”
“I count on that”.
You bask into one another’s presence as you people watch the fancy businessmen and models entering the premise. You have always felt a bit out of place in Aemond's world, most of the time you try to approach it with the eyes of an anthropologist, but sometimes you feel like the odd one standing out. Tonight, you feel like your anthropologist goggles are harder to wear and you are not really sure why.
Osferth, on the other hand, has a fuck it attitude. On birth alone, he should have been one of those wealthy people, but his father had never stepped up and he had rather ignored his child out of wedlock. You know it is a complicated matter between the man you have never met and his lawful wedded wife and you are not sure how much his absence had been his own will, and how much his wife’s, the result is the same, though, Osferth suffers from this and his reaction is to double down on being himself and ignore those people's judgemental stares. He had chosen to forego the life his father had decided for him, sheltered and where Alfred didn’t risk meeting him, for a more complicated one, but where Osferth can be himself, with all his contradictions. 
Your reverie is interrupted by Aemond's arrival in his posh car. He gives the keys to the valet and smiles when he sees you and Osferth. Aemond is an extremely private person, the public doesn't know his face, since he has no social media and prefers to leave all the PR to his sister Rhaenyra and her gaggle of children. This permits him to enjoy the perks of being part of Targaryen Corp., minus the harassment from the press. The downside is that he doesn't do PDAs and is always a bit aloof in public, even when in your company. 
He saunters towards you and Osferth; he looks a bit tired around the edges and you muse that he might need this night out, just to break from his routine. When he gets to you, he kisses your hand like the gentleman his mother has raised him to be and hugs Osferth briefly. 
"Shall we go in? - you ask - it's a bit early"
"Drinks on me, raqiarzy, we celebrate" beloved in High Valyrian is one of his favorite pet names for you
"No dead and no injured today?" Osferth knows Aemond has had a big meeting with the stakeholders and was afraid of Rhaenyra's side of the family messing up
"None. Daemon has been his usual unpleasant self, but I haven't canceled to bake a Kek Lapis Sarawak, so I'd say we should celebrate". 
Aemond stress bakes and his whole family stresses him a lot. Usually, according to the amount of stuff he prepares, you can easily understand who has been a problem. When it's his uncle Daemon, he goes with the Kek Lapis Sarawak, which are extremely difficult to prepare and require all of his concentration. You and Osferth both love this kind of cake, but you would rather buy it than eat Aemond's, just because it means that Daemon has been terrible with him. 
You are having drinks while waiting for your table to be ready, sitting in a nestled corner where you can talk without being overly disturbed by the people walking by; you are sitting between your lovers, just chatting about your respective days at work. You are telling your boys about one of your student's outrageous translations of Herodotus, when you feel a sensation between your shoulder blades, as if someone is staring at you with intent; you glance at the big mirror behind the bar, but there's too many people chatting so you decide to ignore the weird feeling, even though it is persistent and it bothers you, forcing you to act more natural than you truly feel. It's between Osferth's recollection of a funny story concerning Uhtred's offspring and Aemond's telling of that one time Helaena scared one aunt with her collection of crawly friends, that you notice the sheer amount of beautiful girls casually bumping into your men, it is almost like the floor around your table is all potholes and those women feel the need to use your men's shoulders to keep their balance. Or are you being paranoid in this environment? 
Aemond's work phone rings and he has to excuse himself for a moment, he has been waiting for some important news from one of the international branches and has to leave you to get this call, it won't be a moment. 
The moment he is not by your side, you start hearing chatting coming from your right side, a little behind you: a group of beautiful women is sitting around a table, staring at you openly with aggression and hate. You hear easily how they are commenting on your body and your clothes; you recognise them as the girls using your boyfriends' shoulders for balance and you try to ignore them, talking a bit louder, hoping that between the general chatting and your voice, Osferth wouldn't hear their words. 
Aemond is still on the phone somewhere when Osferth excuses himself for a moment and you are swamped by these women’s hatred: how your hair is too frizzy, your figure too full, your clothes so out of fashion you must have raided your grandma's wardrobe and why are you with such handsome men? They were surely with you here out of pity, you must have pestered them that they must have felt obliged to be here with you, no wondering why they have already left you alone, they must have already gone home, what a fool you were to be sitting at the table, nursing your drink, waiting for two men far above your station who would never come back. And who has a date with two men? Are you that desperate? Or are you a whore like all ugly women are?
You have been bullied mercilessly from elementary well into high school and you have learnt how to build an armor around yourself to let awful comments slide. Most of the time it works; those are not the first women commenting on why two beautiful men such as Aemond and Osferth are with a normal looking woman like you and you usually laugh in their faces. The ugly truth of trauma, though, is that it might come back whenever you least expect it to be; just when you start believing you have healed the young girl you once were, these jabs seem to hit you where you still have unknown open wounds and you feel tears stinging in your eyes. You want to run to the bathroom when you feel Osferth's voice behind you
“My lovely lady here might not conform to your standards of beauty, but you are the ugliest women I have ever seen in my entire life. You might look beautiful on the outside, but you are hideous on the inside”.
He walks to you, his hands are on your shoulders, big and strong, but his voice is cold. You have never heard him be like this, your Osferth is sunshine, always and now he is a hailstorm, cold and destructive.
One of the women tries to retort but is stopped by Osferth’s words
“You work for a feminist publishing house and you go around belittling another woman. I bet this would make a great publicity stunt for your bosses”.
You see the color drain from her face, you want to say something but Osferth’s hands curl tighter on the meat of your shoulders and you keep silent.
“Mmmh, it is quite stupid to go around freely giving your phone numbers to complete strangers. In this day and age it is too easy to find out every information about someone using only that”.
Aemond appears out of nowhere behind those women, who jump out of their skins. This Aemond is also a stranger to you, cold and cruel as he reads off his phone all the personal information about them: names, addresses, marital status, job position and random information about their families. 
You know he can be ruthless, but you have never seen it happen in front of your eyes; even when he didn’t know you, he was aloof but never this cold, his voice had never dripped venom the way it does now. He is scary and imposing. Even the stare he exchanges with Osferth is foreign to you.
“We should have you on your knees, groveling for our beloved’s forgiveness, but you are undeserving even of that”.
Osferth? You want to ask, but you stay still, trying to recognise the compassionate man you fell in love with, in the emotionless voice coming from behind you; it’s the voice of someone who knows he can cause damage, both physical and psychological, and would act on this knowledge, if pushed. You never knew he could be like this and you wonder if the people he sometimes have to deal with at work, get to see only this side of him. 
“Go, before we make you” Osferth says matter of factly and the group just scampers away, one of the brunettes in tears.
As soon as the women are outside the big, glass doors, the cold spell enveloping your lovers breaks and you see your Osferth and Aemond revert back to the gentle people you know them to be.
Osferth’s hands leave your shoulders to grab your left hand in a concerned manner, his voice soft as he asks you how you are feeling. Aemond surprises you with a kiss on the crown of your head, him who has issues with expressing his affection in public
“I think I might need to go to the bathroom” you say with a shaky voice
“Raqiarzy…” Aemond starts to say, but you stop him with a hand on his chest
“I need to be alone for a moment, please my love” he lets you go, but his stare is weighted by his concern for you.
In the bathroom, you check that the stalls are free and you lock yourself in one to cry in peace. Those awful women’s words and the reaction from your lovers have rattled you; you know a good cry will help you and so you let the tears run freely down your cheeks until they stop on their own accord and you feel better, even though you know your next session with your psychologist will be a valley of tears, because of tonight.
Once you stop crying, you manage to salvage your makeup with the products you have in your bag and hope for the best. 
You don’t really feel like eating anything but you don’t want the comments of those awful women to taint the rest of your evening; your lovers have different plans though.
“Let’s go home” Aemond says the moment you reach him
“But the dinner?”
“I thought this place was worthy of your presence, I was wrong - he says with contempt - a restaurant like this should vet its clientele, not let anyone book  a table. The lack of manners of half of the patrons is not excusable”.
He has lost you at that. You have always thought that only one’s earnings were considered in a place like this: if you are poor you are out, if you are rich you are in, you never thought that not being an obnoxious asshole has ever factored.
“Let’s go” Osferth takes you hand and starts heading for the door
“Really baby, I am fine” you are not, not completely at least, but you don’t want to rain on your collective parade
“We’ll go somewhere else another day”
“And you are not ruining our night” Aemond whispers in your ear 
“You promise?”
"I swear. I want only the best for you and Osferth. This place is not the best" and with that he helps you with your coat. 
The sudden coldness of the night makes you shiver and huddle yourself closer to Osferth, who happily hugs you tight as you wait for yours and Aemond's car to be bought in by the valets, Aemond stands tall and proud in front of you, almost like a protector, ignoring the cold wind whipping your bodies.
When Aemond's fancy Mercedes arrives, he opens the passenger door for you
"I'm driving you home, raqiarzy. Give Osferth your car keys"
"But I can drive, my love, I am fine"
"I know you can - he lets out a soft mmh - but I want to drive you home". 
Your old jeep is waiting behind Aemond's car and the valets stare at you funnily. You decide to bend your stiff neck and give Osferth your keys. It's when you are already in the Mercedes that you ask, your head hanging out from the window 
"What about your bike?"
"It's light enough to strap on the back of your car, love. I'll see you home" his smile is tight and you know he is still angry; from the way Aemond clutches the steering wheel, he is still fuming himself, but keeping it under wraps for your sake. 
Aemond drives with one hand on the steering wheel and the other on your thigh, possessively, the heating is at full blast for you, he usually runs too hot and rarely needs to turn it on. Even if angry, he drives with grace and doesn't get mad at the car cutting right in front of him; at the first red light you scoot closer to him and kiss his cheek
"Thank you. You shouldn't have done it though. They were nobodies, not worth your rage and I really don’t know why I let them hurt me so"
"Those nobodies insulted my dāria, my queen. I don't take that kindly. And you are still suffering, I can see that". 
You can hear the controlled rage in his voice, his stance rigid again; you caress his thigh to relax him
"How did you manage to know all about them?"
"Osferth's useless friends. The wonders Sihtric can do with only a handful of phone numbers and one internet connection". 
You put two and two together easily. Osferth had overheard the chitchat you had tried to drown and went looking for Aemond when he had left you alone. A chirurgical operation, so to say. 
"You shouldn't have done that. Those women could have gone to the police"
"It's their word against mine, and mine weighs far more than theirs". 
The way he says it gives you chills. You know that the Targaryens like to spread around the rumor that they have dragon blood running in their veins, but this is the first time you see that in action. He would have burned those women to a crisp, if he only could, you think, he just settled for the next best thing.
"You and Osferth showed me a life I never thought possible and it's only my duty to protect you two". 
You burrow yourself closer to him as physically possible in the moving vehicle. 
“Not at yours of Osferth’s risk”
“There’s really not much in this world that can be a risk for me. I come from very old money, that still counts in many important circles - he adds with a hint of regret in his voice - I wasn’t there for you when you were hurt, in the past. I know it’s something I can’t change but I can be here for you, now”
“You know I won't accept to be a damsel in distress. Tonight those words cut me deep but it’s not going to be always like that”
“I know. Tonight you needed to be protected, the same way I did when we first met. That’s what we do, we keep one another safe in our time of need”
“Do you really want to make me cry tonight?”
“No - he slows down to look into your eyes - I want you happy, always”.
By the time Osferth arrives home, you and Aemond are on the sofa, all the pets but Santanico are huddled around your forms. You are not completely asleep, more lulled by Aemond’s body warmth into a relaxed state, even though he is not: you can tell by how Vaghar has still not settled for the night. You can hear her enormous form move about. Every once in a while she would let out a huff and change position and the house would slightly vibrate with her. 
Osferth has used the longer drive home, an old dirt road, since he needed time to decompress. Once he locks your jeep, he sees how dirty the car is and makes a mental note to wash it during the weekend.
He opens the back door in the kitchen and walks silently, unsure of whether or not you and Aemond would still be awake
“Osferth?” Aemond’s voice in the darkness makes him jump out of his skin
“Are you two awake?”
“Yeah - you answer, reluctantly leaving your lover’s warmth - how are you feeling?”
Osferth has to dodge the dogs’s attempt at being petted and the cats unwillingness to move from their positions; once he has reached your outstretched hand, he kisses your palm and proceeds to lie on you, thus loading your collective weights on Aemond
“You ok on the bottom?” “I’ll let you know when my legs start to numb Os”
“Are you good, my love?” you ask again, concerned
“I am, ish” he adds, unbuttoning your blouse to kiss your tummy
“Osferth… - you try but your words are cut short by Aemond’s lips on the side of your neck - boys…” you try again and it goes nowhere, their lips and fingers seem able to strain any line of thoughts you have. 
“We really need you” Osferth murmurs against your belly button, before blowing a raspberry on the soft skin there, forcing a laugh out of your mouth
“You can have me, always”
“Now - Aemond says as his nimble fingers go for the zip of your skirt, his voice heavy with despair - please raqiarzy”
The pieces go together in your brain as your lovers undress you with care: they need the comfort of your embrace after tonight’s fiasco, the oblivion only your body can provide them, to know they are safe inside of you and that you feel the same in their arms.
You don’t protest when Osferth removes your boots, skirt and stockings before helping you on your feet, Aemond’s fingers unhook your bra and his hands mold around your breasts as the garment falls on the floor; only your panties remain and Osferth makes a short work of them, after he has kneeled in front of you. 
There’s nothing as erotic as standing naked between your still clothed lovers and they know how much you like this, how many goosebumps bloom on your skin where the elegant material of Aemond’s suit touches you, how much your legs tremble as Osferth kisses over your mons pubis as his fingers splay on the front of your thighs.
You don’t know where to put your hands, all of the sudden, as if this is the first time with them
“Hold on me” Aemond whispers in your ear and your hands go to the nape of his neck, fingers crossing there, leaving you gloriously exposed to your lovers.
“You have the most delectable pussy, my love” Osferth’s hot breath tickles your mound and you know this is going to be a long night, where fight as you might, you won’t have the upper hand, even with Aemond who is usual the subbest of you three
“And the best hips to grab a man could have ever asked for and the softest breasts” Aemond says, his left hand on your hip, the other making his way slowly from you neck to your bosom
“You… you planned this” you manage to say, your voice already broken with need
“Teamwork” Osferth beams, before burying his face in your pussy.
HIs tongue kitten licks your clit and your hips move forward on their own accord, giving him the chance to grab your ass to plaster your cunt against his face. He wants to eat you out slowly, with long licks up your slit, using the flat of his tongue as his nose moves against your clit with each of his moves until you sob, the stimulation not enough to bring you to orgasm and he decides to have pity on you, his tongue licking your bud with broader strokes until his lips curl around it, sucking harshly on the hardened nub without pity and you orgasm for the first time tonight. You are thankful that your lover’s hand are there to support you, because your legs quiver as Osferth doesn’t stop, his long fingers in your pussy entering and moving in and out at a slow pace, meant to prolong your orgasm as Aemond keeps kissing you neck, his fingers spreading you lower lips for Osferth to see how your hole clenches around his fingers. You keen at that, feeling exposed, seen in your desire. A long litany of please fall from your lips as Osferth finds your g-spot and focuses all movements there, wanting to make you come just by his fingers only, as you move your hips desperately, knowing he won’t stop until you finish, but you are not sure if you are capable, not after your first orgasm being so close; he seems to know and his free hand pushes against your lower belly as Aemond’s hands pinch your nipples and he is whispering in High Valyrian in your ear. It is too much, too much pressure, it is too hot to breath, your nipples sending shockwaves of pleasure directly to your clit as pleasure builds and builds and builds until you squirt violently, the pleasure makes you knees bend 
“You are so good, love” Osferth’s praises come from far away
“You did great - Aemond kisses your sweaty temple - do you think you have another one in you?”.
You shake your head while he helps you on the floor and kisses your trembling lips the moment you are both lying there, his tongue softly playing with yours as you try to focus, but you can’t, not with the way his hands roam your torso and lower belly. The moment he helps you spread your legs, you realize Osfeth’s fingers haven’t left your pussy and your hole is still contracting around his digits.
“I believe she does Aemond, she just needs a little push” he says, his fingers curling while his lips attack your clit again.
You try to move your hips but there’s nowhere to go, pinned by Osferth’s arm over your belly and Aemond’s scorching hot body behind you, his lips kissing your neck, his hands keeping your labia open for Osferth’s fingers and lips again. You can only let your head loll on his shoulder as you cry out, your hands instinctively scratching Osferth’s back until another orgasm crushes you and you scream, incapable of understanding how this one is even stronger than the other two before.
Your lovers curl around you, their caresses delicate as they help you come down from the high, their body heaths lulling you into relaxation
“Was it too much?” Aemond’s voice is laced with worry, he is still scared, after all this time, of bedding you too hard, of hurting you unintentionally
“I… I’m ok” you slur
“Do you want to be carried to the bedroom?” Osferth knows you can endure so much more, but he is going to give you nothing less of the best care, in between lovemaking sessions
“Yes, please”.
Both men help you on your feet and Osferth carries you bridal style to the bedroom, where he lies your body on the sheets 
“I haven’t kissed you yet”
“Not this set of lips, at least”
“I should rectify that immediately”.
His mouth slants over yours, his tongue already seeking entrance, which you give with a moan and he ravages you, he is still too wired up to be gentle, needing to use you to vent his frustration; if it was just the two of you, you’d already be bound and pinned like a beautiful butterfly  and he’d be listing all the depraved things he’d wanted to do to your body, with your permission.
Your hands tug at his clothes the moment he is on you, you need to feel his skin over yours and you don’t care about the ripping sounds you hear, you want him naked, you want Aemond naked as well, their bodies yours to explore, their cocks ready to be buried inside of you.
You loathe that he has to move backwards, away from you to remove his trousers; you try to follow him with your lips on his and this warrants you a laugh from him and a tiny slap on you cunt, which makes you moan and fall back on the bed, your legs splayed, your core already glistening. 
You notice Aemond at the end of the bed, naked, eye patch off and cock erected, the pupil of his lilac eye swallowed by the black of desire
“Seeing something that you like?” you ask, fingers opening your lower lips, he groans
“Everything” he answers, one hand cupping his balls, his teeth worrying his lower lip. He needs you so much
“You look like you might need a hand with that - you say, trying to go on all fours - let me suck your cock”.
Aemond lets out a strangled hmm as his fingers curl tighter around his balls; you are such an erotic vision he’s not sure for how long he is capable of resisting coming just by seeing you crawling towards him. You would have happily sucked him off but Osferth’s hands wound around your hips, forcing you backwards against his body
“Be good love” he chastises you
“But I really want to suck cock” both men groan at your words, the phantom memory of your lips around their manhoods is a threat to their composure
“Later, if you behave”.
You want to pout, but you don’t have the time to, since Osferth lies on the bed, with you stretched over him and Aemond crawls towards you until he is over you, his cock straining for your pussy
“May I?” he asks
“Yes” you moan.
Slowly he grabs his member and guides it to your slit, moving it up and down to collect your juices to lubricate himself before breaching you. He moans as if this is the first time your pussy welcomes his cock, your warmth intoxicating; in truth it’s the intimacy provided by the position you three are that makes him shiver, the fact that he can kiss the two of you at the same time, your soft moans as his hips move deep and slow inside of you give him the guidance he needs to know he is doing good. Osferth’s praises directly into his ear are heady and the way he cups your breasts to offer them to his hungry mouth, make his control crumble and his hips move faster in your heat. You are a trembling mess, sandwiched as you are between your lovers, your clit continuously stimulated by Aemond’s pubic bone, his thick cock tearing you in two as he pushes and pulls against your G-spot; God you can feel every inch of him searing inside of you, molding your pussy into the perfect sheath for his cock and you hands fly to his buttocks, forcing him to go as deep as he can, to split you in two, to ruin you for anyone else but him and Osferth. The moment his hips pick the faster pace, the only thing you can do is cant your hips and moan, his lips ghosting over yours as broken High Valyrian spills from his mouth, a string of “Kessakessatolīkessakostilus'' yesyesmoreyesplease, against your lips as the friction increases as does the brutality of his peace and the squeeze of your cunt’s muscles until you come, kick starting his own orgasm. You both scream, your body curling around his, never wanting to let him go and he loses all strength, falling inside your embrace, his breath short and Osferth is forced to turn all of you on the side, before you crush him.
You frantically kiss Aemond, your hands still on his hips to prevent him to leave your cunt, needing to feel that connection as both your orgasms subside; you don’t need to ask him if he’s all right, the joyous way he kisses you lets you know he has enjoyed himself
“Avy jorrāelan” he whispers against your lips
“I love you too, and you as well” you say, burrowing against Osferth’s front
“You were both beautiful - Osferth says with a soft smile, even though his cock hurts - perfect”
“Kirimvose issa jorrāelagon” thank you my love, spills from his lips, the pleasure forcing him to revert to High Valyrian, until his brain starts working normally.
You reach backwards into Osferth’s hair to grab the blond strands to press your lips against his; your body is tired but you need him as well, wanting him to find peace in your depths
“Osferth, please”
“Are you well enough to have me, love?” as much as he likes fucking you until you are midless with pleasure, he knows he is walking a thin, fucking line here
“I am. You need this, do whatever you want to me”
Your submission is heady now, as it had been the first time; it sucks the air from his lungs, the knowledge that you are happy to have him, even though you must feel tired and sore, that part of your pleasure derives from him using you to pleasure himself. It’s convoluted and not many people would understand that, sometimes, this is what you two need. He can’t torment you the way he would were Aemond not here, he would have you dangling from your delicate wrist, your feet barely scraping the floor as he prepares to mingle pleasure with pain, but that doesn’t really matter. His other lover's hard limits are a way for Osferth to be creative with his use of you like his personal whore.
He lets you kiss Aemond one last time and then helps you on your knees, he spreads them open and keeps you in this position using his, bearing the weight your legs cannot right now. You let your body against his, safe in the knowledge he will not let you fall, while his right hand travels to your navel, to dip in your pussy to play with it and with the combined comes dripping down your tights, tortured moans escape your mouth. His fingers breach you long enough to collect enough spunk to lube his own cock and then he enters you with a swift movement that makes you scream in pleasure and pain, your walls still reeling from the orgasm Aemond has given you. Osferth’s right hand flies to your neck and curls there, his left grab you hip to make you start to move on his shaft. Every upward movement is met by your hips going downward, each pass forcing a bit more of his cock inside of you as your hands scrabble uselessly at his arms, trying desperately to release his hold on you, but you are not allowed to go anywhere, not until his cock has breached you open completely and you sit on him, his manhood buried completely in your heat. The hand around your throat constricts you airflow and you feel dizzy, torn between moaning and breathing
“I should keep you like this for the rest of the night, warming my cock, would you like me to use you like this?” his hand uncurls to let you speak
“Yes, please, whatever you want” 
“Or shall I fuck my load inside of you, mindless of your pleasure? I made you come with my mouth, haven’t I? You had your fill for the night”
“Yes, I love you” you start feeling your mind unraveling and fight to answer his questions
“I think I shall fuck you like this, see if I can make you come again - your cunt clenches violently at his words, you know he is able to extract orgasm after orgasm from your body, even when you think you don’t have any more to give - Your cunt is far more honest than your mouth, I shall expect that from you, my beloved whore”.
His hands curl on your hips to move your body in tandem with his and your knees give up after the first pushes, the pleasure too great for your body to compute and you let yourself feel, your head lolled back on his shoulder, your lips seeking his. Each and every thrust tears you asunder and knits you back together, never quite pushing against your G-spot, keeping you dancing on the edge as your nerves scream, too overwhelmed to properly carry on the right message. It’s pleasure, it’s pain, he’s killing you and making you feel alive and you start screaming, mindless, animal-like wails as your mind takes off and the mixed signals of your body make you quiver and shake. You don’t really feel Aemond’s forehead against yours, his words don’t register in your ears, but his warmth does and you let yourself grab at him, scratching the delicate skin of his shoulders as he helps Osferth move your spent body. The moment Osferth decides to focus on your G-spot, your body starts thrashing violently, every cell screaming that you can’t come any more, but the heat builds and builds and builds the moment he fingers your abused clit and you scream and beg that you can’t, please and he just continues, his thrust focusing on that spot inside of you; he needs you to come around him for him to sink into oblivion with you. When the knot in your belly snaps violently, your brain blanks and you don’t feel Osferth coming inside of you, his groans of pleasure as his cock spurts ropes and ropes of cum inside your walls, you are just a rag doll in their combined embrace, your body too heavy for you to move and you close your eyes, not even shivering when his cock leaves the embrace of your spent cunt.
You come back to your senses in the bathroom, sitting slouched on the counter, Aemond in front of you, making sure you don’t fall over
“Hey” you croak, trying to smile
“Welcome back, raqiarzy. How are you feeling?”
“Like I have run three marathons at the same time” this elicit a quiet smile in Aemond, who kisses your nose
“Do you think you can sit without my help?”
“I should - your body feels loose, every muscle overused - Why is the water running?”
“Osferth is drawing us a bath”
“Get you a man who can do both: fuck you into unconsciousness and then bathing you.”
“You looked like a goddess - his forehead finds yours - so beautiful. I couldn't stop staring. You, being taken like that… you were the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my entire life”
“You look quite dashing yourself when we manage to fuck you into unconsciousness - you smile at the way he blushes still, after all this time - I love you, I’ll love you always”
“Nyke jāhor va moriot jorrāelagon ao” I will love you forever; how are you supposed not to cry?
Osferth joins you in the bathtub after a while, you and Aemond already chilling in the hot water. When you had bought this home, the boys were not part of your life and you still compliment yourself for choosing such a big tub that three adults can fit without a problem.
Osferth stares at you two for a moment, you look so relaxed, eyes closed and hair up (God forbid Aemond gets his hair wet, his ridiculous thirteen step hair care routine would take all night to complete) and his heart swells with love for the two of you. He is not sure what he has done to deserve you both, but he is simply grateful that you are in his life.
Gently he slips into the water and you and Aemond open your eyes lazily. Slowly you lift your arms so that he can hug you and he is mesmerized, as usual, by your breasts: the delicate skin and the darker hue of your nipples make his brain short circuit
“Earth to Osferth? Do you copy?”
“Yes” he burrows his face against your neck as Aemond’s long arms embrace you both.
You stay like this for a while, Osferth needing the closeness after the gift of your submission, after your lips desperately seeking his as he fucked you brutally, as if you needed him to own you in every way. The whole experience gives him a high nothing else can compare to and requires him to be close to you afterwards, his body seeking yours as a safe haven.
“Let me wash your hair, Osferth” you say softly.
You are still so surprised of how much of a softie your Osferth can become, after dominating you. It’s not only his need for close contact, it’s his whole posture, the soft sounds he makes, how sleepy he looks and how thicker his accent becomes. It’s like there’s two men sharing his body: one cruel and domineering in the bedroom, the other delicate like a dandelion; the first one you can’t win against, when he decides to pop up, the second can fold just by the push of your full breasts against his chest.
“Yes, please, I would like that” Osferth says with a mellow voice as he turns in your embrace.
You try to reach for his shampoo but it’s actually Aemond who passes it to you with a grimace (he just hates the stuff. The ingredients list only gives him a rash and how good can a product be, when it’s shampoo, conditioner and body wash, three in one?), reminding himself that he truly needs to kidnap Osferth for a full day, in order to teach him some skin and hair care routine; but that’s for another day, at the moment he only wants to lie his head back on the rim of the tube and listen to Osferth’s moans of pleasure as your hands massage and caress his scalp. Oh boy does he moan after every single time your hands work the lather in his short hair, your fingertips pushing in the right places, relaxing him even more than he already feels and you keep going for longer than it should be needed to wash someone’s hair, just because he needs this form of closeness as he does need to dominate you and it’s a way for you to show him how much you care about him and how grateful you are for the way he protects the gift of your submission.
The only reason you decide to dry yourselves and go to bed, is the cooling water, making you all shiver, even Aemond who usually gives off ridiculous amounts of body heat. You can stand, even though your legs shake a bit and you thank God tomorrow is Saturday and you don’t have to go to school; kids are way too good at noticing things.
You dry one another with love and care, you and Aemond focusing especially on Osferth, who is still in that headspace where he is soft and needs to feel loved and cared for. 
You let Aemond take your hand to guide you back to bed, Osferth is plastered against your back, his breath hot against your cheek; he’ll need a good chunk of the night to come back from the drop of endorphins he is experiencing right now.
Your lovers still need you, thus you are positioned in the middle, so that they can sleep with their heads on your chest and belly. Their anger is gone, drowned by the depths of your body and now they need your softness to reach their balance again. You are the only person capable of quiet the storm inside of them and they are never letting anyone hurt you. You’ll ask them tomorrow to delete all information they have gathered about those women, they kept you safe when you needed to, their job is done for tonight.
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Hello Nikka! Happy holidays to you. I hope you stay happy and healthy and have a wonderful start to the new year. It's nice to meet you out of anon too, I'm a bit shy and not that active on tumblr except for following a few blogs here and there so I usually prefer to stay on anon, but you seem really lovely so I felt comfortable to send an ask off anon :')). Also I just noticed that you followed me which djdjdj you're one of my fave blogs on here so I did fangirl a little bit. :)). Your Ocs are so well developed omg. I adore them all. P Martens and all the golden ROs are my comfort characters, whom I won't stop gushing over. They're so well written. And the pairing between Maya and P is absolute chefs kiss and her friendship with K is so cute. 🥰
I have way too many Ocs to keep track of and ever since I've downloaded sims 4 it hasn't gotten any better. You had a list of IF recs a while ago but I can't find it. If you could please link it it would be amazing. I've been in the biggest reading slump ever and have been looking for some new ifs to read and since u have great taste I would love to check out some or the ones your recommended. I've just been replaying golden and BDSI by the lovely Mila because idk what it is about her writing, it's just so addicting to read and reread. She has such a way with words. I honestly think she's become my favourite author at this point. 😊
Your voice is so beautiful, if you ever put your songs on Spotify or YouTube please lmk I would love to add them to my playlist. I've been listening to them on repeat. The way you craft lyrics is so genius and accompanied by your voice and the piano it's just wow! As someone who songs like a dying goat, but appreciates good music I can tell you your music is incredible! 👀
I swear idk why I write a thesis every time I send an ask to your inbox, but I hope you don't mind the length too much. 😭
From tokrev anon <33
you are literally an angel on earth 🥺 2022’s been giving me some last minute agonies but the christmas eve celebration was fun <3 i hope the holidays have been wonderful to you and that 2023 gives you a great start. you deserve it 💞💞
and i totally get you. i have so many ocs that idk what to do with right now and my golden and bdsi ocs are some of the few that i’m still able to develop especially maya. she’s so close to my heart and i’m happy you love her 🥰 also i’ve been in a reading slump too but i’ll add my recs tag in the tags so you can look through that <3
thank you omg. thank you thank you so much for still listening to my songs. pls my impostor syndrome is suddenly kicking in because i’m actually struggling to come up with even just one line that i really like so that’s something i wanna get back into and work on. thank you again for the encouragement. if i start using my yt again i can message you the link if you like <3 thank you again 🥺
and don’t worry i enjoy getting asks from you. i always smile when i see them. thank you again for this and like everything else. sending you so much love and happy holidays!! 💖
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I posted 5,790 times in 2022
That's 5,782 more posts than 2021!
2,746 posts created (47%)
3,044 posts reblogged (53%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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I tagged 3,395 of my posts in 2022
Only 41% of my posts had no tags
#gvf - 2,220 posts
#greta van fleet - 2,168 posts
#josh kiszka - 1,897 posts
#jake kiszka - 1,876 posts
#danny wagner - 1,861 posts
#sam kiszka - 1,828 posts
#jake gvf - 1,815 posts
#josh gvf - 1,810 posts
#danny gvf - 1,787 posts
#sam gvf - 1,769 posts
Longest Tag: 138 characters
#im going crazy im giggling like an idiot at my desk my coworker asked me whats so funny and im just laughing bc what am i supposed to do??
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Neon Moon- S.F.K
Authors Note:
Haven't been able to stop thinking about making another period piece, but this time, The Wild West! I've been on a real Sam high lately and I can't stop thinking about how perfect long haired Sammy would look dressed as a cowboy, so I thought this would be a good story for him, plus I'm from the south so this was a lot of fun to write.
Synopsis:
You and your least favorite cowboy on the ranch have to ride out on a cattle drive alone together until one night tensions run high under the moonlight.
Word count: 9.9K (this is becoming a pattern)
WARNING: 18+ Minors DNI, Enemies to lovers smut, but make it a western. Swearing, alcohol, minor injury, fingering, light spanking, raw doggin' (wrap before you tap it with a cowboy babes).
Pairing: Cowboy!Sam x female reader
Let me know what you think, I love hearing from y'all! Let me know if you wanna be tagged in a future post and hit up my messages if you want a request for a future story! YEEHAW!
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Mended. J.M.K
Author’s Note: This story holds alot of my own bullshit from my past and kind of my journey back to self acceptance and letting go of what had been done to me. I'm hoping you guys enjoy my story, I've been wanting to move this pain into art and something that doesn't just belong to me anymore.
Requests:
Anon:
From the prompts, can u do something with Josh using: “ when i am near you, i finally know how it feels to breathe without worry, without caution. i just feel safe with you… “Like the reader had been in a toxic relationship prior to meeting Josh and when she feels how comfortable he makes her feel she confesses this quote to him??? And the whole thing is all fluffy and heartfelt🥺🥰😍😭 thank u sis for feeding us so well😩😩😩
And this Anon as well, I sort of added them to the pot!
Anon:Ok I’m shy but here I go😭🙈
Can you do something with the prompt:
“Just do what feels good baby, there’s no rush…”
Like maybe it’s her first time ✨riding✨ him and he’s kinda helping her and encouraging her? Something along those lines🥰
I kind of combined both of these requests for this fic!
Synopsis: After being with your boyfriend for so long, the two of you find yourselves sharing a long awaited first time.
Word Count: 6.2k (bit of a breeze eh?)
Pairing: Josh Kiszka x Female Reader
Warnings: Warnings: 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. Very very fluffy, very sweet, very smutty. Foul language, oral, mentions of past sexual abuse and sexual trauma. (Wrap it before you tap your beautiful boyfriend)
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391 notes - Posted April 5, 2022
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Snow Angel. J.M.K
authors note:
This is the first gvf one shot I've ever written and it's been ages since I've written like this before so I hope you enjoy it.
Synopsis:
On your vacation to a ski resort you run into the sexiest man on the mountain who practically saves your life.
Word count: 9.9K
WARNING: 18+ Minors DNI, fluff, definitely smutty, very smutty, praise, swearing, alcohol, oral (f recieving), raw doggin' (wrap before you tap). Mentions of injury and surgery (not crazy).
Pairing: Josh x female reader
Please let me know what you think!
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Take aways from the new Danny interview
Jake is the best cook, "from pasta to making a soup that takes 3 days"
Josh is the most particular about the band
Danny and Sam can read music Josh and Jake cannot but they say it's really not something they have to do alot
Heat Above was written 6 or 7 years before TBAGG and is the oldest song on the album
At camp fires Danny will either play on a cardboard box and bang on that or usually will play guitar
"I'm not a brother by blood but I am a brother."
They all stink after a show and all their wardrobe stinks.
Sam and Josh wash their feet right after a show and they all shower after to try and ground themselves (like duh but thank god)
Danny hasn't really Googled himself besides to see if they have his height right and when their tour dates are because he forgets
The boys had Thanksgiving together during the pandemic
Metallica is super fuckin nice
Describes himself as the most introverted in the band and is nervous to go up and introduce himself to big time artists at festivals (like girl me too I'd be so scared)
They enjoy making music videos alot (didn't say anything about any new ones or broken bells)
"New music is coming sooner than you think"
I love Danny omg he's so polite and sweet and I wanna kiss him all over.
https://youtu.be/AQnevMMLUKQ
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My #1 post of 2022
Feather Light- J.M.K
Author’s Note:
This is in response to an anon request I got asking for a tantric sex smut with Josh. I hope you can’t tell how little I know about tantric sex aside from the smut I’ve read on this godforsaken hell-site, but hey I had fun and I bet you will too! Also, I googled harem pants to see if they were what I thought they were called and now it's the only ad I get on instagram now so that’s cool.
Synopsis:
After so many relationships and sexual partners, you just can’t seem to find any real release, well, that’s until you met Dr. J.M.K.
Word count: 8.1K (some light reading)
WARNING: 18+ Minors DNI, smut but make it Dr. J.M.K, tantric sex, swearing, raw doggin' (wrap it before you tap your spiritual psychology teacher).
Pairing: Dr. J.M.K x female reader
I love hearing from all of you and what you think of my writing. Let me know what you’d like to see, any requests or if you would like to be added to my taglist for future stories! Love y’all!
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This is honestly so insane to me. I made this account just around the beginning of this year just because I wanted to give Snow Angel a home and seeing it in my top 5 posts means a lot. I cannot believe the journey that this has taken me on. I am incredibly thankful of all the love you have not only shown me, but the love you have shown for my stories. I've always loved to write and I am so happy that you all seem to enjoy what I write and I am so thankful for that. You all mean the world to me, every last comment, note, funny tag and reblog means the absolute world to me and I am forever grateful and blessed for your support.
To another year on this hellsite surrounded by endless Gresties and friends. I love you all.
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Hii!! Saw that you asked for fic recs and here are some that I absolutely adore for Neuvilette (most of which are sfw though!) hehe pretty dragon man 💙🩵 I've been a fan of you ever since your Gojo series in Ao3 sjdjsidifj
1. hydro dragon, hydro dragon, don't cry! || @/xiaowhore — https://www.tumblr.com/xiaowhore/726724144555819008?source=share » PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THIS ONE WAS SO FUNNY THE DIALOGUE IS REALLY NICE AS WELL,,,,, no spoilers but it's really funny, sweet, humorous and satisfying ueueueu this author always eats with their fics tbh (i say this to every good author i know and follow) 2. [10:37 am] || @/iceunhie — https://www.tumblr.com/iceunhie/726502674362761216/1037-am?source=share » recommended this to you because i lurk sometimes on your blog and noticed your mutual @/milksnake-tea reblogs their fics sometimes! their aventurine writing is good as well (especially one particular fic i rmb, I'll try to find it if i can!) 3. melusines on the mission! || @/valwrote — https://www.tumblr.com/valwrote/737074761829597184/melusines-on-the-mission-pairing-neuvilette-x?source=share » a lot of neuvilette fics have matchmaking themes in them, and i am sorry to say that i eat every interpretation up every single time .......... this one is sweet and full of fluff omg, i personally like this one because the melusines are given the spotlight while also being chaotic for neuvi and the reader 4. weeping dragon || @/bysaber — https://www.tumblr.com/bysaber/725966892331827200/weeping-dragon?source=share » this has a liiitttle kick to it, insecure neuvi and hurt comfort is a deadly combo, just a little short though 5. @/nariism's entire neuvilette masterlist — specifically this https://www.tumblr.com/nariism/725814909395484672/neuvillette-is-aware-that-he-shouldnt-have-let?source=share and this! https://www.tumblr.com/nariism/734016947106217984/a-simple-mission-neuvillette-accidental?source=share » honestly their entire neuvilette works are so canon and funny because of how down bad neuvi is—again, their works are on the shorter side but they're my go to for neuvilette food bc they always serve up a whole meal and i devour it like a starved victorian child lmaoo
sorry for the yapping commentaries down below akdkskfkkwf these are the fics that stuck to me and were the first to come up to my mind when you mentioned neuvilette recs 😅 let me know if you'd like me to recommend some more!! happy binging :D
OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON!! I LITERALLY LOVE YOU! Always great to see a reader from my gojo series on tumblr as well 🫶🏾! I love talking to you guys on here! It’s much more interactive! (dw I am still working on a new chapter for Loose Screws lol)
Never ever ever be ashamed of yapping! I love yapping so much, that’s why I made a tumblr and am a writer lmao! I will be reading every single one of these and more! You are always welcome to recomend more fics! (Not just neuvillette, literally anyone 😭)
Thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to do this for me omg! And if you don’t mind, I will nickname u -🩵 anon because of ur gojo reader origins! Feel free to ask to change it in my asksbox! But AHHHH TY SO MUCH! Tonight will be a fun night for sure 😈
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I posted 2,553 times in 2022
That's 1,077 more posts than 2021!
1,305 posts created (51%)
1,248 posts reblogged (49%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@shuatonin
@leejungchans
@joshuas
@husbandhannie
@woozi
I tagged 2,538 of my posts in 2022
Only 1% of my posts had no tags
#sol answers - 745 posts
#moots &lt;3 - 521 posts
#seventeen right here 💎 - 499 posts
#anon bby - 311 posts
#aria 🦌💕 - 260 posts
#lee chan bonk 🔨 - 246 posts
#sol rbs - 151 posts
#sol.txt - 151 posts
#stfu.sol - 145 posts
#boyfie 🦦 - 136 posts
Longest Tag: 123 characters
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My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
scored! : l.c
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word count | 12.4k (SORRY idk why i do this to myself either)
pairing | lee chan (svt) x female reader
warning(s) / includes | swearing, mentions of drinking and alcohol, food mentions (lmk if i missed anything!!)
genre | fluff, humour, university au, enemies-to-lovers au
notes | uh i don’t really know how game season works bc it’s not really a thing in unis here (?) so ;-; please forgive me for any (inevitable) inaccuracies hghhghe also this is my first time making a moving banner so shhh just ignore how bad it is gwhsha
summary: lee chan should really stop winning so many games for your university, because as the resident writer for the sports column of the student newsletter, you’re starting to get really sick of having to cross paths with him all the time.
a/n: happy birthday to my boyfriend (/j) chan who’s also a loser (affectionate ig) bc he never pays rent for living in my head 🙄💗 also just thought everyone should see this clip that kinda inspired this whole fic okay bye—
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#4
trial and error : k.mg
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word count | 2.9k
pairing | kim mingyu (svt) x female reader
warning(s) / includes | food mentions (lmk if i missed anything!!)
genre | fluff, humour (a lil), barista au
summary: three times mingyu tries to ask you out and fails and the one time he actually succeeds… though not without some help.
a/n: can’t have a valentine’s day/season without a present to my very seggsy wifey @seungcy 💗 heyyy babe happy very belated valentine’s day 😻 i hope you like this very little something i wrote about the man you always cheat on me with /j luv u hottie muah muah :hehecat:
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1,430 notes - Posted February 23, 2022
#3
seventeen as streamer boyfriends
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༉‧₊˚✧ for my 1k event !
requested by anon : is streamer au on the table for the 1k event :0 if it is then can i request hcs of svt as ur streamer bf :3 if not then u can just ignore this / change it up , no worries !! thenkuu n congrats on the 1k :D
a/n: thank you so much for the well wishes and for requesting 💗 i hope you like this and i had a lot of fun writing this!!
word count | 1.6k
pairing | seventeen x gn!reader
genre | fluff, streamer au
note | i’m not a gamer by any means so there’s a lot of gaming terminology/games that idk, so most of the games mentioned here i looked up online 💔 also tyty to my lovely nny @joshuas @seungcy for helping me w some of these &lt;3
warning(s) / includes | mild swearing, food mentions
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1,586 notes - Posted August 27, 2022
#2
seventeen as new parents
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༉‧₊˚✧ for my 1k event !
requested by @joshuas : i would also like to request hehe for a small parent au headcanon (maybe like when they first become parents </3) with svt </3
a/n: hihi shuawife <333 thank you for the req and i hope you’ll like this hehe 💓 requests open until june 1, see this post for more details/guidelines if interested <3
word count | 2k
pairing | seventeen x afab!reader
genre | fluff, parents au
warning(s) / includes | food mentions (please lmk if i missed anything!)
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1,805 notes - Posted May 25, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
seventeen’s reaction to the camera panning to them when their idol!s/o is on stage
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༉‧₊˚✧ for my 1k event !
requested by anon : may i req svt reactions w/ idol s/o? you can decide on the scenario but cld i also add a detail that their relationship is public? thank you and congratulations once again!!!
a/n: hehe ty to the other anon who gave me the idea for the scenario <33 our braincells really clicked 🤝 i hope you both like this!!
word count | 1k
pairing | seventeen x gn!reader
genre | fluff, idol au
warning(s) / includes | none (please lmk if i missed anything!)
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uwaaa omg your writing skills are good! god bless i found another one writing for njsj's luxiem ; w ;
if it's not too much of a bother, may i request an artist/graphic designer reader x ike?
i haven't really thought much about it, but it's along the lines of them being a duo (like ike mixes and reader provides the graphics for the project usually).
thank you so so much! (i really loved your bf hcs hahaha)
- cookie anon
Of Songs and Bravery
pairing: Ike Eveland x Artist!GN!Reader
a/n: hi cookie anon!! let me be real with u for a good minute here. i had a bit too much fun with this fic bcs this turned more like a slow burn that it should've been fluff in the initial plan :DD i hope u enjoy it as much as i had fun writing it! i'm in tears rn
i wanna dedicate this to both cookie anon for the lovely idea and my proofreader best friend who is down bad for ike and an artist herself. props to yall for providing so much support!! <3
disclaimer: everything i wrote in here is 100% mine btw! you'll see why i said that after u read it all :3
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Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: hey y/n!
y/n l/n: hey, ikee what’s up?
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: remember that new song i’ve been telling u about?
y/n l/n: yeah?
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: it’s completely done now
y/n l/n: oh cool!! great work!! do you plan on publishing it like u did with ‘this nightmare of a tale?’
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: that’s what i wanted to talk to u about
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: can i commission u again to make the music video?
y/n l/n: ofc!! i’d be happy to work with u again, ike!
you and ike have actually been friends for a while, a little before he debuted even
the one most important thing that drew him to you was your impeccable art skills
your ability to weave together lines and colors so harmoniously, all to produce a single piece of art that can covet so many different emotions
and we all know how big of an appreciation ike has for good art
in fact, your natural artistic talents is what made him fall in love with you in the first place
ike was sure when he first met you, it was just mere admiration for your work
however, the more he frequently met up with you, seeing past your beautiful artwork, he begins to realize the artisan behind it was even more beautiful
your gentle nature, your firey passion, your determination and dedication to your craft, your attitude towards the world, your mutual interest in the art field
there was nothing about you ike would ever change
and there he was, what started as a simple admiration, to a silly crush, to an uncontrollable amount of affection he couldn't hold back
he was gonna burst if he didn’t do anything about it rly
but as ike sat there, half listening to you ramble about an annoying commissioner, he is being eaten alive by the thought of losing you
the thought not being able to listen to you complain about your early stage of kyphosis (relatable asf), a wonderful and supportive fan, the difficulty of one particular commission
your smiles, your laughs, your messages asking about his day
was relaying his feelings for you worth it?
he could very well lose you and there will never be another you to fall in love with
yeah… no
but it became harder for him to deal with you always dropping by his house, either to simply hang out or talk about collaborating on a new project
“it’s inevitable, i suppose,” ike thinks to himself, rubbing away at his face as he once again caught himself daydreaming about you
continuation utc!
y/n l/n: omfg
y/n l/n: this song is so good tskr??????
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: awe thank you y/n you’re so sweet
y/n l/n: i can totally work with this its soooo good
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: that’s good to hear! good luck!
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: like before, u can ask me anything about the song or anything else about the project
y/n l/n: ofc! let’s start with what meaning you want to tell here
y/n l/n: then i can start from there^^
hoo boy
here’s the thing, y/n
with the recent years, ike’s tendency to just think about you every waking moment getting worse, it becomes a bit too much
he had to word it out
not to you of course, that’d be disastrous
so what does he do?
he writes
he pours his heart out, about the nights where he stayed awake thinking, and about the times where he manages to sleep and only dreams of you instead
about the moments where he can hold you freely, where he can place a chaste kiss on your forehead to just express how precious you are to him
and even before ike could realize it, the clock shows him the numbers of the late hour
and the notes before him, his feelings sprawled out in his handwriting in a form of a poem
well, it was a poem that early morning of 1 am, it slowly became a song over the next few days though
“i’m doomed, i swear,” ike sighs, looking at his sheet notes and the lyrics above it
but he was glad
he was somewhat proud of himself for having able to finally word and sort his feelings out like this
although he couldn’t exactly send these words to you, perhaps he didn’t have to directly
so, ike decides to make it his new project
and he plans to post it to his youtube as a another original song of his
one, for the growth of his channel but most importantly, to get that indirect closure
in a way, he would be saying to the world how much he loved you
much like sending a letter to no one, without ever knowing who the recipient may be
it was slightly pathetic, yes, but… ike was okay
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: it’s about… well, it’s rly straight forward isn’t it?
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: it’s about a boy who wants to confess his feelings to the one he loves, but never rly had the courage to do so
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: he’s scared he’s going to lose them if he says the truth so he just stays quiet
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: he stays in the shadows and keeps wondering what could be
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: and there he is with his unrequited love
y/n l/n: god fuck ike that’s too sad you’re tearing me apart T-T
you’re tearing him apart goddammit
“don’t you ever notice?” ike whispers to himself. “just… how much happy i am when i’m around you? how i wish i can just stay with you all the time without worrying you’d slip away?”
he’s both angry and sad
he’s so irritated by the fact you just don’t give him what he wants, that you poison him with such uncertainty
but he had no right to lash out on you either
ike would kill himself before he ever made himself do that
yet there you were, continuing to ask questions about the songs and the meanings he wants to portray so you could integrate it into your work
of course, like any good artist would! it was only natural that you asked as many questions as possible right?
ike understood that and now that he’s thinking about it, enlisting your help might’ve been a mistake
“oh dear me,” ike groans as he finally logs off discord from the mental torture
but he simply couldn’t resist
he loved what you did with his first video and with every artwork you release, be it of your own accord or the collaboration with other people, ike craved to see more
art was the amalgamation of one’s self, wasn’t it? looking at yours made him feel closer to you
how ridiculous it truly was
you were creating art unknowingly about yourself as well
y/n l/n has sent a file.
y/n l/n: okay ike, here’s my initial character designs and drafting for the entire video
y/n l/n: it’s super rough so it can be vague, so feel free to ask anything
ike opens said file, and like other works he’s seen, he’s once again baffled
even though they’re very simple and even messy lines of vague shapes, he can see the flow of the story
he can read how the characters will move about and narrate his song
ike falls again with every swipe of a new frame draft
one of the characters you designed he noticed was meant to be him it seems and the other…
in his mind, it was supposed to be you obviously
but why had you drawn it so very ambiguously unlike his own avatar?
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: hey y/n is the other character not done yet?
y/n l/n: oh yeah
y/n l/n: i couldn’t think of a design straight up so i just went with a very simple shape, then i’ll just go along if i get any ideas
y/n l/n: are u okay with being the mc btw? i can always think of another design
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: no no it’s absolutely alright! u can keep it
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: and as for the drafting, it looks wonderful so far. i love it
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: i can still see the fluidity between scenes and even tho it’s very vague and i might be biased
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: i can see the story very clearly, great work!
y/n l/n: aweee thanks ike!!
of course, art can’t be rushed
but how will you interpret the other person ike wonders?
will you purposely draw it very vaguely?
will you design it in a very specific manner? meant to hint at a person?
would you ever draw the other character as yourself?
ike shakes his head
“no, no way,” he sighs. “but… i can always ask them to do that? it’s my project after all…”
but then you’d find out
“yeah, never mind.”
it had been a few weeks since, with great progress every time you or him mentioned the project
during calls, ike can tell how much of your passion is overflowing as you spoke about the designs or the illustration making so far
and it hurts him to know how you have yet to notice
it might just be him, but he’s been losing more and more sleep the more he thinks about the project and you altogether
ike might as well be digging a hole for his own grave
even the quilldren has started to notice with his shorter streams
“hey, ike?” you called out as you laid sprawled out on his couch
“hm?” ike hums, raising his head and stopping in the middle of his work to pay attention to you
it was another regular day of you dropping by his house, resting for the week before it began again
“have i ever told you that your song is what i’m going through too?”
what?
ike places down his quill, now properly looking at you as his heart continued to sink. “no, you haven’t.”
you laugh, not out of amusement but… bitterness. “well, i am. i’ve been listening to it so much because of the project. i’m not getting bored of it, of course not. but… i’ve come to realize just how much the main character reminds me of myself.”
you raise your hand up out of spite, wiggling your fingers around in the air
“i’m scared. i’m scared of losing them. i wanna tell them how i feel, but… yeah, i’m so worried that i’ll only scare them away,” you drop your hand again and look at ike
them? ike thought
in the slight glimmer of the room’s light, he can see your eyes glossing over and a great pain tugs at his heart upon sensing your distress
and despite the raising questions in his head, he gets up, a little too quickly as he approached you
he sits on the floor facing where you lay on his couch with the most hurt frown on his face upon seeing your sorrow
“hey, are you okay?” he gently asked you
“i wish i could tell them, ike,” the tears finally spill from your ears as you hiccup. “how much i love them. it’s killing me inside.”
i wish i could too
but there you were, pining over someone else that wasn’t him
as much as you were hurting, ike was torn apart inside as well
how he could aid someone who was hurting when he himself was broken?
what should he say???
“h-hey, i’m sorry you’re going through this right now. and i hate knowing my song triggered these feelings,” ike reached for your hand as he rubbed them softly. “do you want to take a break from the project? you don’t have to rush anything, i promise.”
you sniffled, wiping away a tear. “no, i’ll be fine. i just got carried away there. i can still work.”
but the pain was still evident in your eyes and no matter what you said, ike wasn’t going to let it go
“y/n,” he grips your hands tighter, making you stop to look at him. “i don’t want to see you hurt yourself like this. if you really are tired, tell me. i absolutely don’t mind. i value your health and happiness over everything else.”
i just value you as a whole person. you’re so important to me, y/n. why can’t you see that?
silence clouds over the two of you and all ike could hear was the wild beating of his heart
… had he said too much?
“mm,” you nod your head, spilling a few more tears with a tired smile. “maybe you’re right.”
okay he was in the clear.
“see? it never hurts to rest a bit. don’t push yourself, okay?”
“can i have a hug?” you mumble shyly
ike chuckles, opening his arms. “of course you can.”
you giggle and collapse into him
ike lets you nuzzle into his chest and his heart, though still uncertain, is at peace. because here you were, in his arms and well protected by him
and that smile he never wants to see disappear
“it’ll be okay,” ike tells both you and himself as he pats your head down
but it doesn’t
with your break, ike understood as to why you had to be quiet and been contacting him less and less
the project was a relatively long term assignment so it must’ve taken some toll on you
but how is it with you being silent, not asking questions about the song making him feel worse?
during streams, he’d often get lose in his own thoughts
were you okay? were you avoiding him really because of the break? were you still in a bad place?
who was this other person you wished you could confess to?
was there a chance it could be him?
he’d be gaming and continuously lose, always because of lack of focus
at first, chat thought he was just super bad at the game he was doing or if he’s just not feeling it today
but as he continues to randomly be quiet in free chat streams and other games throughout the week
chat was beginning to suspect something was terribly wrong
most times, the only way to bring him back would be to send him a super chat that could alert ike
“o-oh, sorry guys,” he’d apologize, shaking his head and continuing what was meant to happen that stream
it gets so bad that the quilldren resorts to calling other nijisanji members
“mysta, ike needs your help? what’s wrong with ike, chat?”
“milord, ike is in danger. oh no what’s going on?”
or whoever it was that was live with him at the same time
they’d notice after ike didn’t read their messages and have to alternatively call him on discord
“ike, buddy are you okay?”
“i-i’m fine! sorry to have bothered you guys…”
and ike never fails to feel bad for having his co workers and own audience snap him out of it when he should be doing his job
“ike, maybe you should take a break from streaming for a bit,” vox advises him one day on a discord call they had
at that time, it had gotten pretty bad with the streams being worryingly too short and him zoning out every ten minutes
“no, i’ll be fine. i just… haven’t been focusing enough.”
“is something wrong? bothering you?”
yeah
“lack of sleep i guess,” ike smiles through his teeth
vox on the other line merely sighs, “then you should get a few days off to get that sleep in. so long as you stream 3 times, you can rest until the end of the week.”
remembering the exact same conversation he had with you a week back, maybe it was for the best
else, he was gonna go insane
“alright, fine,” ike lets out an exhausted sigh, thanking vox for his company before shutting off his devices for the night
but there he goes, opening his phone and replaying his own song over and over again as if he hadn’t been bothered already
it was because of this damn thing he’s like this
it was because of you he’s messing up like this
ike then suddenly hears the doorbell to his apartment ring
begrudgingly, he gets out of bed and gets ready to curse whoever dares disturb him in his depressed state—
“hey ike”
“y-y/n?”
okay okay backtrack all those plans to ask shu for curse spells
“what’s up?” ike asks, scratching the back of his head rather embarrassedly
“i’m starting to notice how off you’ve been this past week,” you say, crossing your arms. “not much like the ike i know. so i wanted to make sure you’re not overdosing on red bull again and eating real meals. move over, buddy.”
despite everything, despite you being the cause of it all, ike still can’t help but laugh. he moves aside to let you charge in
“alright,” you say, plopping down on the couch. “for real, do you wanna start telling me what’s going on?”
and just like that, the mood changes over swiftly
ike isn’t sure whether to tell you what’s been going on
he’s so afraid of the rejection
he’s so afraid he was gonna lose you entirely, scared by his feelings
but all of this is killing and tearing him apart. he’s messing up his job, he’s worrying his friends and worrying you, the last person he doesn’t want to burden
was this it?
was this the moment he had to tell you?
“ike?”
it’s now or never
“y/n, can i ask you something?” ike inquires, his heart thrumming much too fast against his chest
you tilt your head, “hm?”
“what do you think of ‘unrequited’?”
“well, it’s a very beautiful song. the meaning behind it, every single word written like a story. it evokes so much emotion. hell, it made me cry,” you laugh, but ike fails to see how you being in pain amusing. “your voice too, it just helps bring out the story and feelings more. it… brings me comfort, despite the sad story. it’s like having you there with me when i listen to it.”
just go ike eveland
“that… that’s how you make me feel too.”
“huh?”
no turning back now
ike takes a very long breath in, one he wished could summon all the courage in the world before he faces you
“this song, y/n. you make me so happy. when i’m around you, i just want you to stay by my side.”
“i know it sounds selfish, but i just want to make you smile all the time. i want to be able to protect you. i want to be there for you when you’re sad. i want to be the first person you come to when you’re having troubles.”
“this song is about my feelings about you. how i’ve always loved you but never had the courage to tell you.”
hadn’t he originally planned to get the closure he wants from posting the song to youtube?
commissioning you for this project rly was a bad idea huh?
ike sits stiffly, his hands sweating from the anxiety as no one spared a word. not him or you
especially you
confession aside, it all starts coming back to ike
how will you react?
“i-“
but you close your mouth again and ike wonders if he’s made a mistake
you want to say something but once more, you don’t speak it
“y/n?” ike calls out
like walking straight into a nightmare, he sees you stand back up with your things. you frantically pace before turning to ike, clearly avoiding eye contact
“i gotta go! u-uh, rest up well okay? i’ll see you!”
and that was the last thing ike ever heard from you
you never spoke a word to him for the next week, not even about the project and not even to say hi
you could’ve pretended he didn’t say all those things to you and he would’ve been okay with it
“just please, say something, y/n,” ike watches the screen of his phone, his heart pining to see your name in a form of a message or a phone call
but that moment never came
he scared you off, didn’t he? he had lost you for good now
perhaps, it was for the best…?
ike cried that night, you know
sobbing in despair as he tried to deal with the loss of the one person he cared so much about, one he can share his passion and worries with
all because he decided to be brave
“it’ll pass, right?” he hiccuped, wiping away a tear. but he can’t imagine picking himself back up in the next few days
god, he was going to lose his job if he wasn’t professional about it
then, his phone lit up
y/n l/n has sent a file.
y/n l/n: hey!
y/n l/n: so, there’s the final video!
y/n l/n: tell me what u think about it ike
at the speed of light, ike’s tears dry up and he hastily clicks on the file
and there it was
his song
him as the main character
wait
was that you?
in turn with the song, he intensely watches the illustrations flash by, switching in coordination between him and you
were the tears blinding him?
no, that was your signature hair style, your skin color, your choice of outfits!
wait, what did this mean?
ike was so busy being mesmerized by your sudden cameo in the video that he didn’t even pay attention to the music video as a whole
“w-what?”
and the video finally comes to an end
and there’s this gaping hole in his chest, slowly being filled to the brim with something he can’t quite decipher
what the fuck is going on
well yeah ike thinks it’s absolutely amazing! the final illustrations, the typography, the animations, the effects, the storyboarding—EVERYTHING
BUT WHY THE FUCK DID U PUT YOURSELF THERE
y/n l/n: um, u there ike?
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: sorry sorry! i’m here
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: i’m just… very enchanted by what u did
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI]: it’s so beautiful and gorgeous, y/n… thank you so much
y/n l/n: i’m just doing my work, ike. it’s rly no problem! you made such a beautiful song so i wanted to do it justice u kno?
like a true artist…
ugh, why did you have to give him a reason to fall in love even after everything that’s happened?
shouldn't he be letting you go?
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: no rly it’s so beautiful, the art direction is amazing here
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: i might post this in a few days
y/n l/n: oh yeah sure that’s cool! so that’s it then? is that all? do i need to add or reduce anything?
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: no, y/n, it’s perfect
y/n l/n: well, if u say so then ike
y/n l/n: im glad i was able to work with you again ike, it’s always such an experience
y/n l/n: thanks for coming to me ^-^
Ike Eveland [NIJISANJI EN]: i only come to professionals, what can i say?
y/n l/n: hehe stop that
and just like that, even in the midst of his cries in the dead of night, he laughs
all because of you
you really were something, huh?
at first, ike thought you just messaged him to send the file
but you were asking about his day and asking if he’s eaten all over again
were things going back to normal? like before he confessed to you?
have you decided to just pretend nothing happened?
whatever the case
ike was glad he hadn’t lost you completely
Unrequited / Ike Eveland [original song]
Premiering now
just like usual, you drop by ike’s house to sit through the premiere together
yes, ike was nervous at first but you were right there next to him
interacting with him normally
though he was a little heartbroken
“there it is y/n it’s going to be live soon!” ike says, grinning
“yeah i’m so excited!! there are like 20k ppl waiting, ike, omg,” you exclaim in return
ike chuckles, “i know right? this is so insane. how do u think it’s gonna go?”
“it’s gonna go amazing ofc!! you did such a good job with the song,” your excited smile sends ike unnecessary butterflies but he tries not to mind it
“aren’t you going to credit urself a bit more? you did a beautiful job with the art!” he smiles. “and everyone loved the work you did on the last original song too. they’re gonna like it more now knowing you did the art, y/n.”
you turn away, evidently flustered, “oh, shut up ike you’re too sweet.”
ike can only smile, simply glad you’re here
you face the screen again and enthusiasm decorates your face, “OH SHIT IT’S LIVE NOW AHHHHHHHHH”
ike turns to the screen of his desktop once more, the first notes of his song coming into play as the title of the song appears, along with all the cast involved
the chat of the premiere rolls wildly with glowstick emotes, blue hearts and an emoji strongly related to you
whatever happened, it’s in the past
what you and ike have may not be what he wanted, but he still has you
and that’s okay
Unrequited
lyrics / arrangement / vocals
Ike Eveland
illust / movie
y/n l/n
~~
his love sealed in letters
his letters hidden away under his bed
when will i ever send it? he wonders
will the words inside ever be read?
he thinks what could be
what he could grasp and what he could lose
the truth he truly wants to set free
but the answer he’s afraid will bruise
~~
he looks up at the sky, tears in his eyes
he asks the world why and to you he cries
~~
love, when will you finally smile at me?
like i’m yours as you are mine?
why is it that your beautiful eyes can’t see?
just how much i want our hearts to intertwine?
i want nothing else than for us to dance together
lost in the music, swallowed by the night
our steps forever unchanged by the weather
and your smile remains eternally bright
~~
he sits with you, smiling at what you say
and he wishes to protect it with his life
but the uncertainty eats him away
his cowardice he curses with strife
“why can’t i just say it?” he screams
“why can’t i look at you and tell you”
“how many times you’ve appeared in my dreams”
but he sighs, crying again, “how i love you?”
~~
once again, he gazes up at universe above
and he confesses to his unrequited love
~~
love, when will you finally smile at me?
like i’m yours as you are mine?
why is it that your beautiful eyes can’t see?
just how much i want our hearts to intertwine?
i want nothing else than to hold your hand
braving storms and fires with each other
even through angry waters and dry land
i’d never imagine doing it with any other
~~
the letters under his bed stay sealed
never to be opened and read aloud
his aching, wounded heart never to be healed
the love in him perpetually under a shroud
he’s still afraid
he’s still a coward
in the shadows he stayed
forever to be overpowered
~~
he wonders if he’ll ever escape it
this darkness a black ever true
he sobs, “my love, i want to quit”
“but how can i stop loving an angel like you?”
~~
love, when will you finally smile at me?
like i’m yours as you are mine?
why is it that your beautiful eyes can’t see?
just how much i want our hearts to intertwine?
i want nothing else than for us to dance together
lost in the music, swallowed by the night
our steps forever unchanged by the weather
and your smile remains eternally bright
love, when will you finally smile at me?
like i’m yours as you are mine?
why is it that your beautiful eyes can’t see?
just how much i want our hearts to intertwine?
i want nothing else than to hold your hand
braving storms and fires with each other
even through angry waters and dry land
i’d never imagine doing it with any other
the end credits roll once more, displaying ike’s and your name as the producers for the music video
by the end of it, ike received a huge amount of support from the fans
piling up in thousands of likes and views on the first day of premiering
but most importantly, he felt like he could finally be at peace with himself
and frankly with you too
“hey, ike?” you call out to him gently
“hm?”
ike turns to face you and he sees you fiddling with your fingers
“about what happened a while back…”
oh, so you haven’t decided to pretend it was nothing
ike takes a deep breath, “yeah, what about it?”
then ike hears an unexpected sniffle from you
“y-y/n?”
“you’re way braver than i am, you know that?” you look up and ike wasn’t mistaken when he thought you were crying
“you made a fucking song about me and then you confessed to me,” you smile. “yet here i am, too much of a coward to confess to you too.”
so
your cameo in the video
that was… meant to respond to him?
“y/n…”
“ike, i’m sorry i ran away that day. i ran away without telling you how i felt. i was too scared by my own feelings and by the time i got home, i thought i was so stupid.”
you inhaled, “but… i’m here to finally tell you. that your love isn’t unrequited. that the person i’ve been wanting to tell i love you to has been you this entire time.”
your hand reaches for ike’s as you look up at him, tears still in your eyes
“you were brave. so… i wanted to do the same.”
ike doesn’t know what to say nor feel
so all that pain and fighting through the dark
it wasn’t for nothing after all?
does that mean that all his dreams would finally come true?
was being brave truly the right choice?
“ike, say something.”
“oh, i—“ ike then laughs, lifting up your hands and up against his lips. he smiles, his own tears finally spilling
this time, it wasn’t out of heartbreak. for the first time, it was of happiness
“ike?”
“i want nothing else than for us to dance together. lost in the music, swallowed by the night,” ike sings in a broken voice, but to you, it sounded beautiful all the same
he continues, “our steps forever unchanged by the weather and your smile remains eternally bright.”
ike’s hands cup your face and everything finally, finally felt alright
for real this time
“i love you.”
DISCLAIMER YES THE SONG IS WRITTEN BY ME
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✧ you designing them an outfit ✧
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word count: 1.3k
pairing: txt x gn! reader
genre: fluff <3
notes: thank you anon for requesting! this was so fun to write about :’) it’s helping me get out of my writing funk for headcannons, yay! enjoy 🥰
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yeonjun:
not gonna lie you were really nervous to give him an outfit
he’s a fashion king how could u not be!!!!
he always asks to see your pieces and you were always kind of shy to
but you had a project for a class: come up with a concept, put together an outfit that you personally designed, and take pictures of a person to put it all together
you groan because if it’s anyone who would kill this and give you an A…. it’s yeonjun
he just has to be an all rounder doesn’t he 🙄
so you ask him in a low voice hoping he doesn’t hear
but to ur surprise he PERKED up
he’s so excited
and mainly because you’re sharing something you love with him
you hesitate to show him your piece at first but when he finally gets a look and you see his eyes light up; you realize the voice in your head has prevented you from sharing beautiful pieces with him
so you show him almost every piece you’ve designed and he can’t stop beaming at you
when you’re adjusting the size of the clothes on him, you feel him smiling at you fondly
“y/n you’re so talented”
he continues praising u
“i’m so honored that you chose me for this project”
u blush
u take pictures of him
he had it down by the first 5 shots
and when you get an A
u realize u are both each other’s lucky charms :’)
soobin:
u always use soobin for measurements
so putting him in outfits isn’t anything new for him
until one day you get frustrated with a design
he’s like “😦 do i keep moving????”
“no soobin this one is just a bit more special to me and i don’t want to mess it up, that’s all”
he doesn’t ask any more questions
he understands how tough the process you go through could be
after a good 2 hours ur all done
but what soobin doesn’t know is that the materials you used that day would not be for what you were working on in front of him
your anniversary is coming up and you want to give him something special
so you’re designing him a cute comfortable set because you think he looks the cutest in hoodies and sweatpants pls :((
and when the day comes you’re shaky
he giggles at you and takes the nicely wrapped box
he reads ur note first: “so you could always feel warm and comforted”
he opens the gift and looks at you like “🥺”
you look at him back like “🥺 what???”
"is this why you were frustrated the other day”
“i just wanted it to be perfect”
“it is perfect, you’re amazing my love”
he wears it to practice every time he gets the chance
he wears it any time he gets a chance actually :’)
beomgyu:
you were cleaning out your trunk full of fabrics and supplies
beomgyu offered to help
when you open your trunk, you sigh
“what’s wrong y/n?”
“i'm just realizing how much material i’m going to waste because i never got around to using it, but i don’t need it for anything else”
“can’t you just keep it in storage?”
“i have no space gyu”
then suddenly he gets an idea
“how about we create something together?”
you smile
“i’d love that but i feel like we wouldn’t have enough, i have different quantities of everything”
“so? let’s mix everything up, who cares if it looks weird or not! this is for us 🥺”
spending more time with him?
him spending more time with you?
of course you say yes
of course he was willing to give hundreds of ideas
so you bring everything inside and start to brainstorm
and after a few hours of bickering and laughing
the outcome was a jacket with mixed patterns, yet it came out beautifully
“here, keep it gyu”
“🥺 what why me?”
you tell him how he always inspires you to keep going and that you appreciate him everyday
“this was a special moment, and you’re special to me”
he gives you 100 kisses, bc ur special to him too
taehyun:
your final project at your uni is a fashion show that you have been preparing since the beginning of the semester for
but on the day of dress rehearsal
one of the models is out sick and you have no replacement
you’ve been so caught up in the stressful process of it all that you forgot to get understudies
and even if you did find someone on time, you’d have to adjust the size of clothing to their fitting
so when ur crying out of frustration and taehyun asks you what’s wrong
you explain to him the situation and it hurts him to see you like this
“y/n, let me help”
“how?”
“i’ll be your model”
“but you’re busy and have to be at practice and-“
he shakes his head and shushes you
“i said i’ll be your model, and we’ll work through this together okay?”
you nod and get to work right away
the process? piece of cake
you swear taehyun did not move even once during the fitting
he really loved the outfit you designed, he cant stop praising you :’)
it fits him as if it was made for him
the next night, he does amazing at the show
like why didn’t u just cast him in the first place!
and as a token of appreciation, you let him keep what he wore
“no y/n you worked so hard on this and-“
now it’s your turn to shake your head and shush him
“you helped me when i needed it most, taehyun. this is the least i could do”
he hugs you and kisses your forehead
“you know i’m here anytime”
hueningkai:
you always liked to go shopping out for materials by yourself as it was time consuming
but kai’s birthday is coming up and you want to create something for him
so you ask him to come along
and while he thinks you’re just asking him for his opinion to have options,,,
you’re actually taking notes as to what he likes for the outfit you are going to design for him
you even catch him eyeing certain fabrics you know catches his attention
you went back to get those the next day so he wouldn’t suspect too much
thankfully you measured him once for an assignment so you don’t have to come up with an excuse as to why you’d do it
u have already lied to him enough about this project 😩😩😩😩
you stay up all night before his birthday to work on this
you didn’t even realize you knocked out after you finished
so when you get a phone call and it says “the love of my life hueningkai”,,,,
you panic !!!
you pick up the phone trying to act casual
and when you hang up, you realize you have a half hour to both get ready and wrap up his gift
you panic again !!!
you arrive to his house on time but you swear you’ve ran a mile
he opens the door
and you still cant get out words due to panting
so you hold up the gift instead
he doesn’t know what he’s expecting but when he opens it to see you created him all these pieces
he melts
“don’t tell me you stayed up all night doing this y/n 🥺”
“is it obvious ?(!(&:&(!$(&”
“no, i just know how you put your heart into every piece you create and i’ve seen how they keep you up many times”
“it’s nothing kai!”
“well it means the world to me”
he takes it out of the box and changes into everything right away
much like soobin, expect him wearing the pieces any chance he gets
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