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would be sooo funny of my sisters to get pissy, if i date someone with the same name as one of their kids. as if both sisters aren’t dating guys with the same name, who look the same to me, and it’s confusing as fuck to talk about them, because you have to preface which boyfriend you’re referring to.
#the girl i’m courting has the same name as my niece#to clear things up imao#and idk if it’s gonna become serious#but on the off chance it does and it goes as far as meeting my family#my sisters have no right to talk about her name in any way#i mean it’s one sister in particular#bc it’s her kid#but it’s not like i planned it#i didn’t even know my niece’s name until she was born#and then i met this girl after the fact and didn’t know things would happen between us#again this is if we do get serious bc we’ve havent been courting for very long so who knows#it’s all ifs and maybes at this point and i’m probably overthinking it#honestly they’d cause a bigger fuss that i’m dating a girl in the first place never mind about her name#as if it’s fair that they can have relationships but i can’t just bc i date women instead#like eat shit <3#my dad would be worst tho but like i have to be a grown up and grin and bear that shit if i’m gonna have a relationship at any point#would rather avoid the drama but oh well#i can physically hear the kinda shit my sisters would say behind my back#but like my life and my relationships are literally none of their business <3#but they insert themselves into my business like i’m still a child#like i don’t do that to you???#could say sooo much shit but i don’t#you think they could extend me the same but noooooo apparently not#whatever it’s fine#it’s not even a thing rn bc none of that is happening rn imao#i’m just pre-annoyed imaoooo#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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I have been jewish for forty years and jewish in the south for half of those so like, you know, I've seen people dislike jews, but I have not had to see over and over the myriad ways that people dislike jews to the degree I have over the past 60 days when it's been jewish people sharing on their social media all the ways that people are being antisemitic to like... educate us? or like, educate someone? or "shed light"? like, I am FINE not knowing all the ways people hate me. I am FINE with it. This is NOT helping. I would like to mute every mention of anti-semitism and people trying to "shed light on what's really going on" and all the dog whistles. I didn't even know half this shit was antisemitic! Get a grip! This is not freeing any hostages it's just making this midwestern jewess have a tummy ache!!!
#honestly though I know people are angry and well-meaning#but like#I cannot have one fucking place that is not shouting about the ways people hate me#this is MOSTLY about instagram and in particular my sister in law but honestly it's everyone and everywhere#I read the fucking newspaper I'm well-educated
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had a horrible realization that I have a lot in common with aegon. now why would they (vague enemy) do me like this
#1) has older sister that’s way more popular than me and everyone obviously loved her more#2) evil little brother who I am sometimes allied with but mostly fighting constantly#3) maternal figure did me crazy dirty (forced me to go to theatre camp) and also slapped me#4) teenage addict#5) got a 6 yr old who I rock with#6) weird autistic gf who says vaguely prophetic shit#7) sex freak from a very young age (I did not commit crimes tho)#8) sucks ASS at learning languages like it’s actually so embarrassing#9) had a gang of mean kids in middle school which I used to torment one guy in particular#10) weird cousin stuff (it’s part of the culture man)#11) lays in bed all day. gets pussy. goes to sleep. endless cycle or whatever#12) THE BOOOOOOB FUCK I FORGOT ABOUTG THE BAAAWB
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i dont get it. why would rin not be able to be a trans girl? obviously she isnt in canon, but neither is like... sayo
oh i mean like the reason it makes sense for like a sakura trans headcanon is because of like so from my understanding mage families in fate are interested also in maintaining tradition, i mean it's how mage crests and shit is passed down and what not, so of the two sisters one being discarded as not fit for this tradtion and the other being made to up hold it, i makes more sense that sakura is a trans woman i guess.
#it's just like which one makes more sense thematically i guess#i mean you can do whatever you want forever right?#i guess personally dont really do trans hcs without it making like certain kinds of sense to me#sayo i think is trans because it a. makes her even more sad in like a particular way not liek generically being a trans girl is hard#but it adds to her unique issues#and b. sayo being trans fits with a lot of her themes as a character i think#her being sort of a hard to get along with person who's shaped herself in particular ways to make people accept her#constantly being compared by herself or others to her sister who is better than her in everyway#right like do you get what i mean?#again maybe i am wrong about this but i feel like there isn't much of this for rin
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“are the girls going to help you make pierogis?” well no one else is fucking gonna are they? no one else in this house has functional fucking hands apparently
#every Christmas i think about the time we came home from mass and my father said “finally! now we can relax.” and sat down at his computer#and played video games for the next three hours while my mother and sister and i stood six feet away from him in the kitchen making#200 pierogis.#it’s crazy considering the amount of stuff he gets done for him on a daily basis that I would never even think would be done for me by anyo#like bed made for him/all meals/all dishes/food put on his plate for him because he refuses to do it himself/pretty much all errands#whenever he wants tea he just says that want out loud and it gets brought to him by magic#i mean or anything else! he once said “did you say we were having cappuccinos today?” just to no one in particular and we all knew no one h#had said anything of the sort. and then he was given one!#of course he goes to work from 8-6ish every day but other than one day a week it’s remote and has been for years and i can hear him#he is pretty much never not on the phone gossiping with someone#and i don’t begrudge him having a not physically intensive job or anything but im just trying to think of the things he has to do#he makes my mother mow the lawn. i do it when i am home because i think that’s disgraceful.#if my mother begs hard enough he'll do the least amount of yard work possible if it’s something we can’t physically do by ourselves.#but on a daily basis it’s just go to work/eat the breakfast brought to you/eat the lunch brought to you/come downstairs eat the dinner made#for you/play video games until you go to bed in the bed that was made for you in the morning#and on non work days it’s just eat/video games/bed#and like all this to say#he complains more and has a worse attitude than anyone I have ever known in my life#whenever he encounters a minor inconvenience he's talking about how it never ends and he never gets a chance to rest for once#literally any day that’s not spent in complete and total stagnation is considered a failure#he hates when my mother and sister and i are happy like we can’t even play music and laugh in the kitchen while we cook and clean up after#meals because it distracts him from his video games and his YouTube videos about video games and the war in Ukraine#he gets mad when we laugh too much lol like dude you’re pretty lucky you have daughters who can have fun while doing the dishes#considering you haven’t done them in like 20 years#word to the ladies out there btw: my parents used to clean up after dinner together when they first got married. so watch out lmao
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i'm so angry and heartbroken and i think this is all i will ever be
#no it's not pms :( Jeremy is still missing and i haven't slept well waiting for him#it's getting so cold too#all my ''''progress'''' this year means nothing to me#also my sister is here because she didn't have to work yesterday and today and my brother video called her not knowing she was here#and when she picked up he was all cheerful and happy and it sounded like they video call often#(he texted me only a few times when he moved to the north and not a single time since he moved to Argentina)#and when he realized she was here he sort of got quiet and asked if i was around and she pointed the camera at me which always makes me sic#so i didn't look or wave and i didn't say anything and he said “she's got he headphones on” and my sister said no lol and it was awkward#then she told him we are all sad about Jeremy and said me in particular#i've been so sad and moody and angry#i can't do anything because of this anguish i feel#can't read or watch movies because i can't concentrate#i watched the emperor's new groove the other day to cheer up a little but it made sad#nostalgia doesn't work for me when i'm down like this because i see through it lol and i remember i spent my whole childhood scared#i remember i was certain something bad would happen to me (and it did but not as tragic as what i was scared of)#i'm rambling. i should be journaling instead#...#Keanu is with me now and i can't even look at him without tearing up because i start thinking about Jeremy#it's so cold and he's probably hungry. if he's even alive#the cats are all i have. i spend more time with them than with the only 2 humans i can interact with without throwing up (mom and sister)#you know how they say cats mirror twhe personality of their humans :( Jeremy is exactly like me. my mom and siblings used to joke about it#he hides when people come over to the house:( he pees himself when strangers touch him :(#we have the vet come over so we don't have to take him out of the house#and the vet is the only person he's forced to see. he pees himself when she touches him too#i can't stop thinking about how he's doing if he's still alive because he gets scared so easily and he's so anxious#i'm so angry because i should go outside and look for him but i can't even picture myself out of this house#i feel so betrayed too. because one thing is my stupid sick head thinking there's no amount of therapy or meds that could work for me#but why is my family listening to me when i say these things. why don't they get me lobotomized or something#maybe it is a bit of pms#📓
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Going from being at college where my friends and I are all very body-positive and like so so neutral about food talk to being at home makes me feel like I am a crazy person from an alien planet. To be fully honest. My mom won't stop talking about eating enough protein and how cereal is bad for you and adding egg whites to oatmeal and my dad today said that biking wasn't real exercise. None of which is like actively terrible but just I forgot how every single conversation can lead back to getting told to exercise more/someone making negative comments about food
#k talks#aaaaaaa!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!#god. no wonder I have These Particular Issues.#obviously I know many many people have to deal with WAY worse than this it's just. that's the thing I'm sensitive about!!!! please!!!!!#not to mention my one older sister who is ALWAYS talking about her body/her diet.#like. I know they don't mean anything by it they don't even realize they're doing it but it stresses me out so bad.#food mention#ask to tag
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idk if anyone has done this before but da2 au where you think at first its a both twins lived au and then find out bethany died and thats actually non-warden amell posing as her. something something escaped with jowan maybe, found her relatives in lothering, sought refuge with them and when bethany ended up dying it was way lower profile for amell to take the place of her cousin than try to get in to kirkwall with them as a non-immediate family member (especially given that leandra is publicly coming in as an amell and theres a resemblance and its known revka had mage kids taken to the circle and im sure theres a bulletin out or whatever for an escaped apostate matching amells description). points if people comment on how ‘bethany’ clearly takes after her mother. leandra is not normal about it. aveline knew the real bethany at least in passing bc of living in the same town and treats this as a reason for her distrust of hawke and co and one of the reason she sabotages carvers application with the guard.
#gamlen has fights with leandra about it and both of them are uncomfortable with the situation in their own ways#if amell ends up recaptured and taken to the gallows cullen is obviously a massive threat to her#im thinking ignore the dai retcons of his character and actually yknow. look at what his creepy dao characterization and position in the#kirkwall templars would reasonably amount to in a person and have him threaten that he can have her exposed as amell instead of bethany any#time he feels like it (and thus get her made tranquil or executed) so its up to her to try to make sure he doesnt feel like it#by doing whatever he wants her to. this is actually slightly more cunning than you would expect out of this guy but he has plenty of#other kirkwall templars to ape this particular kind of plan/behavior from. it would fit really well with a bunch of the canon stuff we see.#and much in the same way that the bethany you end up with as a non-mage hawke is fundamentally a different character than the bethany that#had another mage sibling to grow up with and thus was not as isolated and in a position to blame herself for#i think an amell that ends up in this situation is not the star student of the first enchanter. i mean she couldnt fight well enough to#affect the ogre or heal well enough to save the real bethany. and she wasnt brought on the expedition despite not having leandra's 'leave#your baby sister out of this dangerous trip' happening bc as weird as leandras relationship to a#amell is its still one where if amell could be doing something to try to prove herself useful to the family she would#if she was straight up escaping kinloch with jowan i think she had reason to believe she was more unsafe than usual in the circle#and lacked the 'safety net' of the first enchanter giving a shit about her. so. probably at risk from cullen. hah wow this is a much darker#au than i first anticipated which given the initial concept is 'emotional problems from posing as her dead cousin' centric says something
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I'm kind of sad that we didn't get the Buffy the Vampire Slayer leprechaun episode that the writers almost accidentally wrote. (Like, I guess Joss Whedon one time joked about wanting a leprechaun episode and the writers legit thought he was serious about it. And they were working on it, researching leprechaun myths and everything, and then he had to tell them that he'd been kidding.)
The closest thing we get to leprechaun in the Buffyverse is probably in the tie-in book (that's actually a "choose your own adventure book") "Colony." Where there seems to be something similar to a leprechaun, that Buffy keeps calling a leprechaun/comparing to a leprechaun. But it's not a leprechaun, because I guess leprechauns don't exist in the Buffyverse (part of me wonders if that was an inside joke about that aforementioned thing, but I have no idea. Probably not?) At least according to this tie-in novel.
#buffy the vampire slayer#part of me kind of wonders why NOT a leprechaun episode? we have other weird things. it could have potentially worked#and we could have tied in stuff with angel's home and past perhaps. idk. -shrugs-#side note: i love in the tie-in book buffy just seeing the leprechaun looking thing and getting all excited and going 'leprechaun!'#and angel in particular (i mean. the others kind of are too. like giles) just kind of shaking his head and going 'it's not a leprechaun'#and he knows because he fought the thing before. but i also wonder if it's because if leprechauns were real (which they aren't in this#story). they would have been in ireland according to legend. and angel grew up in ireland so he's like 'no buffy. no.'#anyway. now i'm reminded of how my sister and i. back in the day. always wanted a supernatural episode about dreamcatchers that never happe#*happened#i even started writing a fic about it more than a decade ago. i'd say i should have finished it--and i probably should have--but my writing#back then was so bad that even if i would have liked the story back#then by now i would hate said fic#and be wanting to rewrite it if nothing else#ANYWAY a dreamcatcher episode of supernatural in the early seasons would have been cool#you know... it would have been pretty great if the non-leprechaun thing in colony had somehow ended up being a leprechaun though.#thus proving buffy right#like maybe the other one angel had fought like it (or that he thought was like it) wasn't. but this one was. and thus everyone was wrong#that would have been a good twist and kind of funny. because it WAS leprechaun-y and i get why buffy was saying what she did i mean. lol#Oh. I should probably mention that the non-leprechaun thing in colony is a side thing. Not the main plot
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This part i’m writing is making my skin crawl so much i can’t wait for him to die (it happens in the next chapter lol)
#writing journal#wip: seafoam#me: oh hey let’s utilize our own religious trauma of what it was like growing up as a lesbian in a very strict christian environment#and apply that to Seafoam won’t that be fun?#thankfully i never experienced this particular thing#but i’ve heard stories within the denomination i grew up in about how pastors (especially of bigger churches) get this god/power complex#and a lot of them (because of the way purity culture is) are like repressed freaks#so#you can imagine ig what’s happening#it’s not just pastors too it’s all men in church tbqh#but pastors are the ones with the god complex#my sister went to a bible college and the head pastor went to prison for grooming a teenager#and the pastor before him was cheating on his wife for like 20+ years#and that pastor’s son was abusing his child#and then like not pastor but like josh duggar…need i say more#i’m glad i added the corrupt theocracy to this story it gives it more body/interest imo#but that doesn’t mean it’s easy to write at all#anyways can’t wait to give him a taste of his own medicine 😌
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@fangmich @wasserplane
neat, right??
the fish art is from jasminesillustration (who threw in an extra risographic frog print too!)
the four 8x10s are by sonia lazo, who also did the giant clown pictures we have in the living room and, like, at LEAST half a dozen other pictures i have in my room (truly can't get enough of their art)
the bubblegum clowns are by kitschybitz, who JUST put out a listing for these, like, fried egg coasters that we might get, as well as tons of other things i covet, seriously what a fun style
and my sister painted the big shocked clown painting (and used herself as the reference!) and carved a stamp print thing to make the picture of my clown doll!
and i've just realized that this doesn't show off the OTHER big clown she painted, which i was the reference for and which can be seen on the left here
#im sooooo happy to have these up💕#we've HAD most of these pictures for months#my sister is. particular about the arrangement tho. didnt want to put up Some before we had enough to put up All#which drove me batty with impatience BUT means that it looks Pretty Fucking Cool now#she put up the 8x10s the other day while i was out and surprised me with them haha#also the clown doll picture is... not where we had intended it to bd#be#it was SUPPOSED to border the ice cream clown#but we cant put that there till we have one that matches it so theres one on each side#so for now it goes above the shelf#and if we find a matching picture months from now that might change
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yknow what i gave bioware too much credit with my 'hawke is Like That in dai bc the devs were playing it safe' theory. like what tf is MY hawke doing doubling down on hating the wardens when his bf sister and ? friend ? are literally wardens lol :/
#oc: cillian#oc: ashara#tay plays dai#'friend' being stroud i fuckin guess JKFGKJFG#this would make more sense if ASHARA was the one saying all this. bc she resents them solely bc this is the worst 1st impression ever lol#but cillian ? he doesnt even like raising his voice he's just a funny little guy wtf#idk i feel like ive been such a hater this playthru I PROMISE I LOVE THIS GAME IM JUST. HAVING SOME THOUGHTS ABOUT HAWKE IN PARTICULAR#i mean ive never given it much thought bc cillian tends to (present as) on the fence abt lots of things#but i honestly dont think he has any issues with the wardens. except maybe that they need to chill out more#in fact he feels grateful for the wardens for saving bethany and for giving him the opportunity to meet anders#idk and the blood magic thing as well..... cillian straight up adopts merrill as his sister and the blood magic is a non issue sorry#man........ im just going to pretend the spirit of justice has infiltrated cillian's mind and thats why i wanna punch him so bad rn#in my head the stroud/hawke argument is more about anders being actually alive lol. bc that at least makes sense
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remember that one time i visited my family and for some reason my mom was particularly meaner to me than usual? like what the fuck was up with that? just that one summer, she was like 40% meaner and kept on lowkey calling me fat
#like we had to go to my cousins wedding and they had free beer#so i got a beer cuz it was free and my sister bought a cocktail instead#and my moms like see your sister drinks a lady drink#beer will give you a fat belly#and im like u know what im gonna drink like five beers then#and i just ignored her for the whole night bc im like what the fuck is ur problem#i was like 22#but like the whole time we were together she just found every opportunity to call me fat for some reason#and i wasnt even fat like i know enough about my body to know that i was not fat#like wtf i dont understand why she was doggin on me so much that one summer#then never again did anyone imply that i was fat#just that particular summer i will never learn why i guess#and we had to go dress shopping for the wedding and she kept on being like#hmmm idk if anything will fit you#andim like bro im a size 4#sorry my older sister is a size 2 but like that doesnt mean im fat#and she kept on being like oh you cant wear that dress bc its too revealing on ur body but ur sister can wear it and it looks dainty on her#?????????????????what the hell man
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i think my problem with other ppl who claim to possibly have native american ancestry but dont know is when they dont seem to treat it like as if it could *actually* be true and just treat it like "yeah im a spicy white person" dshdfshjv? idk if that makes sense, like they dont do the internal work of deconstructing racism around native people, they dont start listening to native ppl- its more or less used as either an excuse for appropriation or just to seem more "exotic".
#strongly thinking of my sister in this regard .-.#i mean nowadays given the trajectory of her politics she'd probably deny its true to savor her White Purity or whatever#but back in the day when she went to raves she'd try to justify wearing headdresses and ik one of her excuses is 'we might possibly maybe#perhaps have native american in us so its ok' like no if you were actually respecting the cultures we might be from you'd know you#have to fucking earn a headdress. you have 0 respect for a culture you could be from.#possibly having native in you should prompt you to work on respecting native people at the very least.#(everyone should be working on it but its esp wild to see disrespectful supposed-native people doing this kind of shit)#also- maybe having native in us =/= being officially part of a tribe. so by default engaging in any cultural practices we're not directly#welcome to participate in is cultural appropriation. doesnt matter if we possibly have it we have no idea which tribe it could be#to begin with. how do we 'practice our culture' w/o knowing which one it is.#its like dress up- only native when its convenient. not considering what it would be like outside of that and if you'd really be ok w#other people being disrespectful of something you could be part of#theres just no actual thought put in to the possibility. you have to change the entire way you go about your life esp if you grew up under#the assumption you were white and all the baggage that comes with that- almost by default there will be racist shit to work on#idk. ik i get passionate about this subject a lot even though idefk if its true but ig at this particular junction in time i think its#important to loudly defend native ppl whether i end up actually being native or not yaknow.#the support shouldnt be conditional and ig i feel like for a lot of ppl who claim native ancestry but dont know it is
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thinking about how sometimes ppl will say like "this work had a lot of diversity but without being tokenizing :)" and then u look closer and it's. 1 Deaf character. 1 blind character. 1 ace character. sooooo what definition of 'token' were we using...?
#might have just seen an example of this (didn't read the work in question so idk for sure) but also i am. thinking about a specific comic#it's not inherently a problem to include a single member of a particular group in a story. but words do mean things#and if it's a group where typically people are part of a community with others like them then yeah it's sus#like where tf are your friends. i know you don't *just* hang out with your sister#also......... i would argue i have personally come to some harm as a result of a piece of representation#that led me to believe i needed to follow in their footsteps?#which. is literally the danger of token characters is it not???#seeing one story and then being like 'oh okay that's my story i guess'??????#(same comic btw)#like don't get me wrong. i take responsibility. but i do not hold that character's writing in high esteem#anyway that's progress i guess. something i used to genuinely be very impressed by and now i'm like. hissing. hair on end. etc#(personal progress but also society progress. it seems easier now to access ppl telling their own stories)
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