#i might weite this into the fic

[starch1ldz]

Morgan: Well werewolf boy over here-

Wolfdog!y/n: For the last time, Agent Morgan, I and a wolfdog hybrid. Not a werewolf!

Morgan: I don't really see the difference.

Wolfdog!y/n: The difference is, werewolves don't exist. I was genetically engineered by scientists to be a weapon. Also, if I was a werewolf, I would have eaten you by now.

[writer-motivator]

:( IM SO MAD. I want to write for nj!!!!!! I am in such nj brain!!!!!!!! but fic is not fic’ing. ideas are NOT FIC’ING because I have none. okay, that’s a lie. I have wips but I don’t want to work on them! mainly because… like two of three I have are stuff that I Did not flush out, so it requires me to be brain like what. also just! because! I don’t! want! To! And like I did have these fleeting ideas but urgh…… it’s like every time it escapes. urgh I don’t know how to describe it, anyways. I think im at a moment now where I can actually form ideas but the problem is, I think, when I try to put it down… no I think it’s when I try… URGH IDEK

okay. so let’s look at this: im getting ideas now. I have some ideas, well I wouldn’t calls them “ideas” but it FEELS like I could do them if I started and wrote them down. the problem, I think, is with me >> getting things down. maybe it’s execution dysfunction fcking with me. it feels highly likely. I DO want to write but in this v weird place of “I’ve been high on writing a while and now in a limo(?) of want to write but there’s this brain fog and my self just… refuses to do the writing activity” if that makes even sense. it certainly doesn’t to me. OH. u know. writing this feels like writing in a way. maybe i CAN DO this. I just… need some build up. mmmh.

like I’ve been going through ao3 for the fandom but uh. Yeah. :( I just can’t seem to find frustratingly fics that I want to read! I just keep going back to fics I have bookmarked and rereading them and going through the bookmarks to see other fics I might like but yeah….. nope. I DID come across v cool concept fics but I just wasnt a fan of how it was executed. honestly, at this point I feel like I just write my own damn time travel fics and its all shenanigans. but the problem with fcking time travel fics is that I have to PLOT and WEITE THEM and I have to REWATCH TO MAKE SURE. it’s just…. something I really, really don’t want to get into right now.

mmmmh…. like for the recent season. Idk if I want….? To write for it. I FEEL LIKE I DO BUT AT THE SAMW TIME I DONT KNOW

the problem is that i feel… very lost. sigh. I feel??? like I have ideas???? but at the same urgh I just. feel lost :( I DO kinda work something for the recent season but I just don’t….?? know? this is a v frustrating feeling to have. mmmh. but I think im in a place rn where I can forget all of this and just start with some small whatever ideas and WRITE SOMETHING idk. lets see how this works…. urgh…. I hate when I feel like this

[yonpote]

fun fact abt the comic i posted i was gonna weite it as a fic instead and i might still do smth similar as part of my grans albumfic acheme which i still wanna sort out like how realistic i want it to be for it to line up w said album and like if its gonna span all of dippy knowing each other etc or will it be more au idk yet

[evanescentdawn]

(8th July)

today’s writing:

—wips: amanene//inexperience, ss//itachi, ss//roommates, ss//potato

—carnation has dropped new chp, YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS BOYS. I was readying and got inspo !!! nene/amane <3 and god, love writing Nene. love nene pov, hananene. I don’t think I’ll ever want to write a hanako pov for a hanene. I mean, like. I DO have ideas so will do have them, but god. I want to forever roll in this. NENE IS SO <3333 love love love her. ha. anyways, what happened afterwards……I wanted to try and start my tsukanene role swap au and realised that IT MIGHT BE NOT IN NOTES app and had a slight breakdown abt it, got so upset lmao that I couldn’t even read on carnation or write anymore, despite how I did find it in the end (!!!) Fcking hate for what notes app did for me

—honestly didn’t think I would get to anything more, or even ss, BUT YOU KNOW…. I was reading this sunsummoning and found their entries for ssmonth14 and they COMPLETED them !!!!! every day !!! and my heart burst: like that’s what I want, so badly. I don’t need to work on one wip until finish everyday, I swap between diff then I finish them for this month…..! like pls, I would really want that. I WANT THAT. so gonna give me what I want: …..AND SO. YWAH. I SAID THAT DIDNT I. but got v horribly distracted, that it doesn’t feel like a distraction but me deliberately procrastinating and lying to myself, lmao. but tbh, it Was a crazy today. ANYWAYS. I have started !!! 30 mins before midnight, but cant sleep, and so !!! TIME TO WRITE MY BELOVED. didn’t want to work on existing so. new wip. tmmr is warring era which I’m eh abt, but anyways, went back to crossovers. saw someone intercept this v diff which was close and I WAS gonna do that… but then, found myself writing for sxf au. but like a prequel???? not at all sure, just realised I could have like. y’know wrote for the other variations. WILL DO SO NOW because I kinda stuck in this but *vibarates* really love it. went in a diff than the plan because in capable of making sk Not be in love with sauce in any step of the way. time to continue. sxf is half comedy, but this au is just a heap of angst 💀like what the fuck, I cant believe I’m doing this to sakura. SRRY BBY GIRL. OH WOW. I CANT BELIEVE THUS. also, I lied, this is no prologue. this is apart of the fic, apparently.

—10 min of day left. need to quickly write some fluff to scuff of that angst. hi, mortifying of room. DOUING THE SAKUKARIN/Sasusaku one BECAUEE WHY NOT. yes, heart is healed over. not completely. this going diff than how I expedted LMAO but whatever. karin <3

—TWO MIN LET. TIME TO WEITE MROE. AH. HOW PERFEFT. LITERSLLY WROTE THIS MUCH AND ENDED WHEN THE CLOVK HIT 00:00 AMAZING. GHIS ONE IS SUPRISING. BECAUDD WOUFLD NEVER WROGE THAT PJRASE OTHERZE. just wrote whatever came to mind, lmao, don’t know if I like it….but That Line.

[arschemy]

morning guys, give me inspirations and hcs on monoma and bakugou's relationship i wanna see something KABSHBSJA

[mythiccheroacademia]

the bakugou eldest child syndrome was deep like the ocean damn

is it my spectacular imagination or is this a way for me to vent about real life experiences? the world may never know

[higgs-the-god]

Hmmmm I’m Really tempted to make a Mega Chapter that’s gonna be the three chapter long Mindfuckery... but I really don’t have the patience for that...

Looks like I’m gonna do it anyway! It’s gonna take a while to write...

[tiny-steve]

3/15/16/18/23/25 :)

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year?

"Die Spiegel über den Waschbecken an den gegenüberliegenden Wänden rissen den Raum so weit auseinander, dass es sich anfühlte als stünden wir auf einem schmalen, gefliesten Grat zwischen zwei blaugrünen Unendlichkeiten."

(technically cheating bc it's not from a fic, but personally i feel this is where i peaked as a writer, it will all be downhill from here)

and my favorite full scene is coming in chapter 5 of Dann geht die Einsamkeit mit den Flüssen in a couple of weeks :^)

15. something you learned this year

you can burn out even if the thing you're doing is fun. persistence is important but it's not everything. i thought i could force my way through a story by just keeping at it 1000 words at a time, no going back, no editing, but that's just not how i roll. my favorite work this year i did by roughly plotting ahead, writing a little, going back to revise, pushing forward a little, re-revising, more like knitting a sweater row by row than painting a picture layer by layer. not sure how well i can transfer this method from fic writing to novels and scripts, but i'm working on it.

16. fic(s) you completed this year

MAYBE i got a little intense about 2 problematic cops from Saarbrücken..... i literally exclusively wrote hörk this year huh

Die Zeit ist reif für ein bisschen Zärtlichkeit (G)

Liebe wird aus Mut gemacht (T)

Alles Bastards außer Leo (E)

Dann geht die Einsamkeit mit den Flüssen (technically completed, although I haven't uploaded it completely)

18. current number of wips

one, not counting the half-written first draft of a novel i've been sitting on for 6 months

23. fics you wanted to write but didn't

i would love to write an in-depth look at adam in therapy, in which he books in with a therapist mainly to get confirmation on his suspicion that he might be a psychopath, but through long conversations and gentle prodding the therapist is able to peel back the layers of his trauma and get to the core of him. but god. that would take more time and commitment than i currently have

25. a fic you read this year you would recommend everyone to read

just to pretend like i care about anything but spatort, i'm gonna go with this juicy juicy mandalorian fic (but really it's Draußen ist kein Wald mehr which killed me stone-dead by absolutely nailing the dark and twisted corners of the adam/leo dynamic)

[hanramm156]

Rammstein Family Game: Get to know me! (Warning: a long ramble)

I’m honored to be tagged by @cherrisplace​ and @momoredcrow​. ^^ It’s been a pleasure to read other people’s Rammstein memories and opinions, so here comes mine as well. Writing is one of those rare things that keep me sane during this crazy season, so I apologize this being super long. More rambling is probably coming when everything’s cancelled and I have nothing else to do.

Rules: There are no rules. Tag whoever you want. Don’t tag yourself. Tag yourself. You don’t have to answer all the questions. Do what you please. Have fun.

Created by: @vapor-stein

1. I’m curious: when did you discover Rammstein?

2004 properly, but I might have heard Du hast or other popular songs even earlier.

2. Tell me your story. How did you discover them?

As said, it was 2004 and I was watching some random Finnish music show. Back in the days, I watched a lot of music videos from the tv and recorded my favorite ones to VHS. One evening Rammstein’s Amerika came from the show and I was like “??? What on earth is this??? Sounds interesting…”. I wasn’t into metal music back then (I mostly listened to indiepop and alternative rock), but for whatever reason, I got hooked instantly to this German band’s dark, eerie sound. It was refreshing to hear something else than English and the video was also thrilling.

Rammstein had intruded my mind already, but the final straw was when I saw the Mein Teil video. I liked both the song and the video A LOT - so much that I even felt kinda “dirty” for liking something this dark. A 14-year-old me was constantly asking from myself that: “am I even allowed to like this kind of stuff this much?”. The backstory for the song was creepy, but so mesmerizing – like I had been introduced to the darkest corners of human mind: yes, this kind of stuff happens, and we shouldn’t close our eyes from it. So next, the only thing I could do was to buy Reise, reise album, listen to it on loop and sketch my German notebook full of Rammstein lyrics. Here’s a proof:

I have so many stories about my relationship to Rammstein that I might have to write them all down now when there’s a lot of time.

3. Favourite song?

This topic would be worth a novel itself, but here are some of my favorites:

Asche zu Asche – So badass, gives me such an energy every time – plus, not to forget the burning microphones and SILVER REESH!

Bück dich – Yes, it’s a horrible story once again in this song, but I can’t help but to admit that the song is freaking catchy and in a weird way, hot. Also, there’s a funny backstory when I was in 9th grade and we almost performed this song in our official graduation party with my boyfriend and a bunch of our friends (maybe good that the idea was abandoned in the end…). We had a vague clue what the song was about, but we just thought it was funny – also, our German teacher dressed always in leather and loved Rammstein (she played us Bestrafe mich during one class and I’ll always remember the awkward atmosphere) so we were thinking to dedicate the song to her for as our goodbye. XDD Seriously, why I have been so weird for all my life…

Sehnsucht – In most of the pop songs, longing is described by tender words and soft lyrics, but not in Rammstein’s case. I’ve had this weird feeling of “longing” all my life that I can’t describe properly. It’s kind of an inner emptiness, only arts and music can help to deal with it when it hits. I think Sehnsucht describes so realistically what is longing about in reality: it’s this angry pressure in your heart which you want to get out of your chest but can’t. In the end, you just want to scream your lungs out.

Mein Herz brennt – Powerful song that always gives me goosebumps. I can’t even explain why. Maybe the fact that “tough” men being emotional is my soft spot and Rammstein hits that spot hard.

Links 2-3-4 – I have always been kind of a rebel and I feel like when everyone else is going to the “right” I have to go to the left, to the unknown. My heart is longing for adventure, for the paths the others are not going. I dunno, but this is such a powerful song for me. When I hear it, I always just want to jump around. In Tampere concert I went totally nuts when Links started as the second song, lol. From that moment I felt like I was back home with my boys.

Mein Teil – No need for further explanations anymore.

Los – The harmonica solo!!! The dropped c tuning and the acoustic sounds!! I love it.

Amour – My favorite R+ ballad. I confess that I listen to this and think about the lyrics when I’m in the mood for writing something painfully romantic.

Weit weg – There’s this painful longing once again that always resonates to me. I listened this to a lot after the “after blues” of Ratina concert.

Tattoo – A song that I didn’t care about so much at first, but for whatever reason, it’s almost my favorite from the new album nowadays. It’s catchy as hell and I like the “rattling” guitar riffs.

4. Least favourite song? Come on. I know you have one.

Feuer frei – Too much Vin Diesel vibes. I also get a picture of drunken, middle-aged Finnish guys on a R+ gig who don’t care about to band, but just want to have a party of their life and get drunk, far away from their wives. (No offense to anyone, but as music is almost like a religion to me, I can’t help but to have a bit of disrespect for kind of people who just “consume” music.)

Pussy – Both musically and lyrically, so bad, but I get the point the guys tried to give with this nonsense.

5. Favourite album? & 6. Least favourite album? aka. I ramble about all the albums.

Tough one… as the rules were vague, I decided to have a short opinion about each of the albums.

Herzeleid – Summary: a bunch of guys, born and raised in DDR, are tired of everything so they get together and play aggressive songs - you can almost smell the testosterone miles away while you are listening to this album. I have to admit that I love this album even though it’s not musically super creative. It’s just raw men with raw feelings – and I have to say, it works for me.

Sehnsucht – I was creeped out of the album art as a teenager, lol. But yeah, musically improved from the former one and there are some classic songs that make Rammstein as they are nowadays. I listen to this often when I’m driving.

Mutter – The album that they had the most struggles with if I have understood correctly. The pain can be heard through the songs and it’s so honest and raw. I lost my friend in 2004 tragically and this album was one of the things that kept me sane back then. Especially the beginning of the album (MHB, Links, Sonne) hits me hard in the guts.

Reise, reise – The album that started all this hype in me, so it has a special place in my heart. I also liked how they tried something different to their usual sounds in this one, like orchestral and acoustic songs.

Rosenrot – To be honest, this album has always left me a bit “cold”, so I cannot even make a real opinion of it. There are some good moments though, like Mann gegen Mann that really speaks to me.

Untitled: This has been on the loop since last August and I was honestly surprised how good the album was. I hadn’t listened to Rammstein for a while, but when I got this album to my hands after the concert, holy shit it hit me. I like hearing the path the guys have gone: their new music is much more mature than the first angry albums. Also, I love Till’s poetry in this one, like Was ich liebe and Weit weg.

I think I answered the question #7 already, so I’ll skip to #8.

8. Unpopular opinion about a member? A scandal? Anything?

Even though I appreciate Till as an artist and a poet, I don’t find his appearance attractive. You can throw rotten tomatoes at me now, but this is just my opinion, no means to offend anyone. Maybe the reason is that my taste for men tends to go for androgynous side, so I am not drawn towards very masculine men.

I’m not interested in Lindemann project and I don’t like their music so much, but the tour looked entertaining though. I bet all the people who attended had a lot of fun.

How Richard pronounces English is extremely sexy to my ear, even though it clearly sounds like a German guy trying to sound American - still, it’s like honey to my ears. Stupid man who makes my knees weak with everything he does.

I hate to admit that I don’t like Ohne dich so much. I don’t know why. :(

9. Have you ever seen them live? Tell me what you felt.

Three times this far! Oh man, I could talk about for hours how the concerts have made me feel, but I try to be reasonable now.

Ruisrock, Turku, 2005 – My first time seeing them live – and going to a festival without any adult supervision, so it was a special experience overall – and they blew my mind. It was raining and thundering and we were completely soaked with my friends, but it was worth it!

Bonus for everyone who managed to read this far: teenage me waiting for Rammstein to start playing, looking so badass with my denim jacket and R+ logo drawn with eyeliner. :D

Hartwall Arena, Helsinki, 2012: We went to the show together with my boyfriend to celebrate Valentine’s day and holy shiiiiit it was awesome. Hands down one of the best evenings of my life. I was so hooked to Rammstein afterward that when we were at my bf’s family’s cottage, his brother had to tell me to stop blasting Herzeleid all the time in the kitchen. :’D

Ratina Stadium, Tampere, 2019: Aka. byebye my life, say hello to fics, listening to the band all over again, stupid memes and all the content this fandom creates. I fell in love again with Rammstein during this concert.

I have tickets for Düsseldorf and Tallinn, but now I can only wait and stress that will Corona ruin everything. In that case, I’ll weep alone and write fics about the tour 2020 that ended up never happening.

10. Do you play any instruments? If you do can you play any song by them?

Yeah, I play guitar and piano but nowadays I mostly sing. Rammstein songs are super easy to play with guitar and I recently learnt to play Tattoo and Sex. Have been practicing Engle on piano as well. Some songs I like to sing are Deutschland, Tattoo and Engel. The “speaking” parts are difficult though. ^^;

I’m not sure who I could tag to this who hasn’t done it already, but I’ll try my luck: @ah-its-too-much​ @soronya​ @einemelodie​ @xiaolianhuax​ @so-darya-darya​ @maximaembra​ @kvidasjuklingur​

[monster-bait]

As someone just starting to get into actually putting my weiting out where people can see it, what tips do ypu have for maximizing your visibility? i.e. what tags do you find most effective? Does reblogging your own posts get a lot more engagement? Etc... If you don't have any particular advice that's okay! I just love your stuff and how you do thongs and seem really well set, so. You seemed like a great peraon to ask ^^ Either way, thanks for creating!

Hi Anon! I’m not sure that I’m a necessarily a great person to ask, because I’m still mostly a newbie in this particular writing community...but I’m no stranger to writing and online communities in general! First let me say--kudos to you! Sharing your art or writing for the first time can be scary, and putting yourself out there is daunting, but you gotta start somewhere!

I think the first step is actually just that--putting yourself out there. I’m a firm believer in putting in what you hope to get out, in any situation. If you want to get eyes on your work and build likes/reblogs, you need to look in the mirror and ask if you’re doing the same for other creators. That isn’t an edict that you must reblog everything that comes across your dash, but you’ve got to get yourself out there somehow, and liking things, sharing things, getting your name out there as a member of the community is a good place to start!

That being said...you can’t rely on other people solely. Self-promotion isn’t a bad thing at all, especially on a platform like this where it’s easy for things to be missed. I make every effort to follow back the people who follow me, because I know how shitty it can feel to not be followed back, particularly if they’re the same people who are supporting me, but as a result I have a very cluttered dash and I miss stuff. Too much stuff! (I have a sideblog for posting fics-- @monster-baits-bookshelf, and I know several other people do as well, @aelia-likes-stories and @cozylibrarycorner are a few I follow--and I mosey over to their pages every once in a while to look for pieces I might have missed!) We all know that Tumblr has been super janky as of late, so there is nothing wrong with self-promotion to get your stuff out there! I will usually reblog my own work for the first three days after posting. If people don’t like it? 🤷‍♀️

I have seen the advice given to tag some of the “big” creators to ask for reblogs, and honestly, that’s not something I would ever feel comfortable doing myself, so it’s not advice I’m going to give. Big name fans can’t prop up an entire community on their shoulders and frankly, I think it's unfair to expect them to. The people in the middle need to support each other, not just rely on 3 or 4 people to do all the heavy lifting. I’m personally only friends with one or two people in this particular community and I don’t expect them to reblog my work, so I’m not about to slide into some stranger’s DMs like “hey, we’ve never once engaged but will you please support me? 😁”

Tags--we all know know that the first five tags are the ones that count, right? Since they’ve got to count, I make a point of using the bigger tags as my first five--Exophilia, monster boyfriend, terato, etc. After the five you throw in whatever you want--all of my writing is tagged monsterbait writes, for example, but I don’t use that as one of the searchable five. 

My biggest piece of advice--don’t get discouraged. I wish there was a magic answer for gaining visibility, but there’s not. Create work that YOU are proud of. Be your own biggest fan. Engage with other people in the community. Treat other people’s work the way you want your own to be treated.

Above all, unless you’re doing this as a job, have fun! I look forward to seeing your work (aka, please do tag me when you post!)

[lesserfandomappreciation]

Hello! I was wondering if i could have a sidon x reader story! You can weite it about anything but it would be interesting to see a fic where they are both in battle or getting ready for battle.

Battles are never pleasant ordeals, but they are ones that cannot be ignored.

Sidon knew that. Everyone knew that. Especially when a wounded scout came into the capital speaking of an eminent attack coming from the south. Clans of monsters, coming to the Zora kingdom, urged on by the Blood Moon that would be on that night. Everyone who could would bear arms, rally and prepare to fight until all the enemies fell. And while his father led his people, the Prince of the Zora would be one of his generals, leading part of the army into the fray.

Part of the army, and (Name).

“Your pauldrons are sliding off. Here, let me.” Their hands were behind on his shoulders, tightening the bans that held the armor up until they were secure. He could imagine their face- scrunched up, eyebrows furrowed, eyes focused until the bans were perfect, then they’d be smiling in satisfaction of their work. How well did he know their face by now? 

How fearful he was that he might not get to enjoy that face anymore.

“(Name).”“Yes?”

“Is there truly no way for me to convince you to not rush into battle? There’s a small force that’s going to be helping the young and the elderly evacuate, there’d be less enemies there to worry about and-” he had to take a breath to re-steady his voice. It failed. “-and you’d be safe...”

The only sound for a moment was that of their hands dropping the bans, and once that was done, silence. So much was riding on this, and anyone who looked in knew that both of them knew that. 

“(Name)?”“You...”“Yes?”

“You selfish jerk.” Sidon whirled around and immediately took a step back as (Name) pointed a finger at him, fury in their eyes. “You think I like being in a battle? Of course not! It’s terrifying! The screams, the blood, the enemy, the chance that you might not ever sleep again- no sane person likes battles. But here’s the thing- there’s someone out there that I care about, and unless he’s planning to take his own advice and come with me to evacuate everyone, then he’s stuck with me. I have a right to make sure you’re safe too. Got it?” They seemed to relax when he nodded quickly. “Good. Now make sure your armor is on right. Can’t exactly correct that stuff out there you know.”

Who knows what the outcome might be like? Who knows what the dawn would bring? But two things were certain- the Prince of the Zora would stand with pride by his soldiers, and there’s not a king, prince or nobleman alive who could stop his lion-hearted Treasure from standing by his side. 

[imsarabum]

Responses to {Part 19} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^ 

@jynxy24 said: I CANNOT WAIT FOR YOONGI'S AND READER'S INTERACTION OMG THE ANGTS WILL BE COMING! Will there be gore tho? @-@

Although there wasn’t an interaction between Yoongi and the reader last night...there will be blood!

Anonymous said: I feel like Jungkook's mum will laugh at her saying 'its dracula'

It more so bothered her because it gave her an incline that the reader knows something or has a preconceived idea^^

Anonymous said: A small part of me hopes the series never ever end (even tho i am shit at suspense) because currently , tuesday is the highlight of my entire week

Well it won’t be ending soon! I can promise you that ^^ There is still a LOT to happen ^^ hehe, thank you so much my dear :)

Anonymous said: IT IS TUESDAY AND IM READY!!! I have my tissues just incase!! I also have some alcohol just incase 😐

Yay I hope you enjoyed the update! :D

Anonymous said: What to do when your crush lives your friend?:'-' I'll die. Anyway, sooo looking forward to tonight's chapter like omgggggggg in what time will u update?

I’m probably the worst person to ask for advice on that because I would just cry haha >< I always update between 9-10pm UK time ^^ I hope you enjoyed the update if you read it! Thank you so much :D

@kamcia12323 said: Omg can't wait for today's chapter. I have been waiting the whole week wanting to know what's lext! Thank you for the wonderful story, i have been following it from chapter 1 and love it. Hope you have a lovely evening.

I hope you enjoyed it if you got a chance to read it! Thank you for following since the beginning :) I hope you have a lovely evening/day too!

@pineapple-in-a-dress said: Im so excited for the new Junkook vampire au chapter, I love the story so damn much! it sucks so much that im in CET time, I'll think its time at 10pm but its 9pm at your place--

I hope you enjoyed the update if you read it! Thank you for loving it and staying up so late to read it! ^^

Anonymous said: Mom it's gonna be party lit af tonight with this update. Like my body is ready. I'm so excited 😊. I can't wait. DID YOU LIKE NOT TODAY? The video was so goooodd. And we best the record! I'm so excited. My albums are coming and it's just a BTS party this week. I'll be back later tonight with my thoughts on your lovely writings. ~LilKookie Anon

Litty titty party yay! haha I hope you enjoyed it Lilkookie :D And yes I LOVE Not Today! I’m listening to it right now actually ^^ I got my BTS albums yesterday and I got Jin and Hobi yay!!! Their cards are so cute :3 Both photos in the pink and blue albums are so wonderful, I’m really glad I got both now! (and yes - I have answered your second ask below so I hope you can find it!!)

Anonymous said: Omg life.  I'm going out tonight and I won't be able to read I won't stop u until I get back.  Pray for me. I don't have a lot of patience either. Luv ur work xx (and u xx)

Ahhh that’s okay you can always just catch up when you get home my love! I hope you enjoy it when you get a spare moment to read it, thank you and I love you too!

Anonymous said: Serrena has zero chill and I love her for it. Also Yoongi is my bias but honestly he might need some ice.😂 The only reason I can think of as to why Yoongi would need y/n is that he plans to turn random (or not so random) people and have her mature them quickly so he can make an army but I just remembered that he was surprised that Jimin was not a natum lamia anymore so he can't have known about that so I have no other theories😪

Ahh thank you so much for loving her character! *giggles* what an interesting theory though, I like that! muahaha~ Thank you for reading it and I hope it didn’t disappoint ^^

@omelys-space said: The new update was bomb ❤ Serrena is such a bad ass and I love her for it 😍😍😍 The way she handled Yoongi was gold I am so excited to see some more backstory on Jin, Hobi and especially Joonie as he seemed so different from the other two and what kind of human or whatever y/n is and how she will react upon hearing that her lover is a vampire  Looking foreward to next week 😊 Thank you for your hard and amazing work ❤

Thank you so much for liking it and Serrena’s character! And yes, I really loved the way she handled Yoongi too - it truly was a silent battle haha ^^ In future chapters, there will be more backstory on the other Rogues, but it will go MORE in depth with Namjoon I suppose ^^ Those three are truly side-characters in this series, but Namjoon is the more dominant character of the three I think ^^ Thank you so much for reading and I hope you’ll enjoy the next one too!

@kookies-hoe said: ASDFGHJKLZXCVBNM DAYUM THAT CHAPTER MADE ME STAY AT THE EDGE OF MY SEAT, I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH!!!

I’m glad it kept you on the edge of your seat yay! Thank you so much for reading it, it means a lot to me! ^^

Anonymous said: MAMA SERENA FTW!! Also if Yoongi DOES know what I am (which I can't to find out next week hopefully), wouldn't he know ALL my powers, like how I turned Chimchim into a full vampire? And I love how Yoongi legit walked in there without a plan. XD ME

It appears that EVERYONE seems to know SOMETHING about her. The question is; are they all correct? Is each person missing a vital piece of information? Will Serrena be able to provide answers? Who knows :3 hehe AND HONESTLY SAME THAT’S SOMETHING I’D DO haha. He didn’t plan on the reader recognising him - that was the flaw in his plan. ^^ Thank you so much for reading it dear!

Anonymous said: How long are u gonna keep me waiting author nim?:( I need to know what she is!Your weiting gives me chills... I feel so frustrated I WANNA KNKWWWW

I will keep teasing you until you can’t take it any more ;D Hehe~~ Thank you for reading the new chapter!

@deangetoutofmyspleen said: it's tUESDAY I DABBED

*dabs with you*

Anonymous said: I FORGOT IT WAS A TUESDAY WOW HOW COULD I OMG OK I'M READY - silent anon

Hello silent Anon! I hope you enjoyed the chapter :3

@idilnuur said: OMG THE UPDATE KILLED ME!! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GIRL

Thank you so much my darling!

@jimiinie-cricket said: Hello! I just wanted to say that I've been having quite a hard time recently with stress, among many other things, and how much your Vampire Jungkook fic has helped me take my mind off of them. Once I found the first chapter I binged on everything you had published. Today was exceptionally difficult and I nearly started crying when I got home, but then I got a notif saying you updated!!!! I love this story & your writing. I get so excited for Tuesdays!! Keep up the magnificent work 💕💕

Ahh your message made me tear up a lot >< I’m feel so grateful to be able to provide a source of happiness for you in times that you feel that life is too much for you or things become a little too unbearable. I’m really sorry that you cried >< I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you that you are beautiful and everything will be alright ^^ Thank you for reading and thank you for sending me this message and remember that you are strong and you can accomplish anything. ^^

@noceurash said: I clicked on it as soon as the notification for I won't stop you popped up haha,, I'm excited for the next part!! Thank you for always updating!! I really enjoy your writing ily!! <3

Thank you so much for having notifs on and for reading the chapter my dear! You’re so welcome for the updates and I hope you enjoy the next chapter too :D I love you as well!

Anonymous said: SLAY SERRENA SLAY LOVE HER SO MUCH~ also hi mom how have you been? I hope you're not as stressed anymore *infinite amount of kisses* -panda anon

Truly the definition of ‘Slay Queen’ haha given the circumstances :D lolol Thank you panda anon - I’ve been ok ^^ Just continuing on with life and trying my best I suppose :D I hope you’re doing well too panda and thank you for reading the chapter :D

Anonymous said: Ok I'm finished! Absolutely amazing as usual 💝 and I'm so happy now that we're finally going to find out what the OC actually 'is'. Also that scene between Yoongi and Serrena was just fabulous 👌👌👌 and I love the way you're writing Namjoon so much wow 😄 thank you so much and I can't wait for next week !! - silent anon

Hello again silent anon! Thank you so much for loving the scene between Yoongi and Serrena, and for loving Namjoon’s character too! I’m happy to know that you liked the chapter and thank you so much for taking the time to read it! ^^

@koreaisanaddiction said: SARA OH MY GOD!!!! i though i knew what reader was but now im questioning! like fuck and now im really worried about namjoon!!!! like sara!!!! oh my God!!!!

Hehehe did I cause doubt for you? c: GOOD! ^^ And I know right? Poor Namjoon >< Altho, the thought of Namjoon calling Yoongi ‘master’ does things to me hahaha c: I’m dirty, sorry :P Thank you so much for reading lovely!

Anonymous said: Ohmaigawsh... Serrena in IWST part 19.... #momgoals... Usually, I'm a faithful jungkook stan, but gurl after this part, Namjoon's becoming a bias wrecker. That was beautiful. I hope you can hear my applause all the way from the US. <3

She is mum goals for sure! She actually reminds me a lot of my mum - that’s exactly her personality sometimes lol UH OH HIDE YOUR KIDS HDE YOUR WIFE NAMJOON’S COMING TO WRECK YAAA~ lolol ^^ Thank you so much my love, I’m really happy that you enjoyed the update ^^

@audreymv said: I am so freking like what?? Yoongi knows something and poor Namjoon, i hope he doesnt get hurt. Such a sweetheart. Dayumm Mom got sass, the queen i bow down to. Amazing as always. This is just too much and i love this so much. I hope we can see who (y/n) really is like what is the specialness. Gosh like i am getting answers but im not. Sara you are a art piece in itself

I think everyone thinks they know a little bit about her (as in, the characters in the story), but ultimately, they are all missing pieces of information. But with Serrena’s knowledge, hopefully she can set the record straight! As always, thank you so much for your amazing words, you really made me smile so much with that ^^ haha thank you for reading and I hope you’ll look forward to next week!

@mysr3 said: Saraaa!! what have you done! You just dragged me and left me hanging craving for more again! But this time the craving is so strong OMG! Breathtaking the whole chapter 19! Serrena is a badass Queen; Love Jungkook and Taehyung protectivness >< so heartwarming; Yoongi's smart ass character supposed to be hated but I just fell for it with a sympathy for him somehow ><, but tons of sympathy for Namjoon. Ahh so many feeling! Cant wait!! Sara well written and well detailed! Thank you Love ღღღ (cont.) PS Love the way you carried on the story even if it torture me to wait to know all the secrets. Its just so hard to guess or pin point what is the real reason behind the whole things. I just feel there will be big reveal of some sorts that will surprised everyone! Right??

I think there is an element of sadness for both Yoongi and Namjoon, because it’s kind of like the souls who lost their way a little? At least that’s what I feel sometimes ^^ And you’re 100% right! There will be a big reveal, but even at that - more will be revealed as time goes on because....well, you’ll see ;D hehe! Thank you so much for reading and I’m really happy you enjoyed it!

@fashionkilla124 said: Honestly Serrena is the most savage female vampire I have ever read about and I LOVE IT . I'm ready just to die and be revived for the next chapter because this is some next level shit going on and Im not ready . I had a stroke mid story and I had to collect myself. You are a really great writer and if you ever published a book and had a fan signing I would be first in line cuz yo stories be LITTT AF☺️☺️☺️😏👌😘😘

Ahhh thank you so much for loving her character! I’m sorry you experienced such health issues while reading hehe :P Thank you so much for your amazing compliments, they really make me smile and make me feel very happy ^^ Omg fan signing IN MY DREAMS lol but thank you for reading and I’m happy that you enjoyed the chapter :3

Anonymous said: AHHHH FUCK THIS CHAPTER WAS SO GOOD I'M CRYING???? SERENA IS AN ACTUAL BAD ASS OMG SHE'S ONE OF MY FAVE CHARACTERS NOW I LOVE IT SO MUCH GOOD JOB ON WRITING OMG

Ahhh thank you so much my dear!^^ I’m so happy that you love her character :3 Thank you for reading and enjoying it so much!!

@theninjachan said: Your updates for "I Won't Stop You" are always on time and the latest update was amazing as always. You are now my favorite Tumblr writer. 💘

Thank you so much for that, I feel honoured that you think that about me and I hope to continue making stuff that you find exciting and enjoyable to read my love ^^

@pandafish said: I loved the pettiness between Serrena and Yoongi!  Poor Namjoon is an intelligent stuck with the wrong crowd :(  I wonder if he'll be able to get away from Yoongi.  Your Tuesday story updates always make me excited for Tuesdays!  Like, I'll suddenly realize it's Tuesday which means IWSY update!!!

(I tried to tag you in this but I wasn’t able to, so I sent you a private answer as well in case you can’t see this!) Thank you for loving the petty scene between them both! And yes - the sympathy for Namjoon is real :c Thank you so much for reading the new chapter and I’m so happy that you get excited for Tuesdays!!

@jynxy24 said: SARA YOU ARE SO GREAT HONESTLY! IWSY was angsty bit it didn't make me feel mixed like I usually do😂😂 THE CHAPTER WAS GREAT LOVE KEEP IT UP PLEASEEEE :3 Stay Awesome, Sara😇😇

Awh thank you so much Jynxy :3 Thank you so much for reading and I’m glad you thought it was great! *hugs*

Anonymous said: When you wrote that Yoongi wanted the reader, like COMPLETELY, did you mean he also wanted to..."mate" with her too 😳 that is a really scary thought 😅 also will it be explained how yoongi knows about the reader and her abilities? Also, ALL HAIL SERRENA DAMN SHE IS THE QUEEN!!! So badass!

Hehe, you can take that whatever way you wish, but as with everything - all will be explained in due course! Everything will be revealed in time :3 And she is a badass queen! I wanna meet her in real life hehe =D Thank you so much for reading!

Anonymous said: GURLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL O. M. F. G. IM SO JUNGSHOOK. LIKE CAN SERRENA BE MY MOM? Like I'm so in love with her cuz she is the baddest bitch around. Omg. I'm shook. I love it. BUT THIS ANTICIPATION IS KILLING ME. MY LIL HEARTU 💜 Another wonderful chapter from a wonderful person. I love you. 💕 ~LilKookie Anon P.s. I have a routine dedicated to just this story. I wait until I'm in bed at 9 or 10 my time to make sure I can read uninterrupted can't have my mom talking while VampKook is stealin my 💜

She would make such a badass Mum! (well, she is in the story :P) hehe ^^I love you too lilKookie ^^ AWH YOUR ROUTINE IS SO CUTE c: And yes, we need as little distraction as possible to let VampKook make you Jungshook :3 lolol Thank you very much for reading it cutie ^^

@lostheretics said: to use her in wHAT WAAAYYY *silently cries, throwin myself into the fire* tbh queen Serrena is the best queen ever tho she's badass i love her<3<3 I CANT WAIT WHAT'S Y/N'S REAL IDENTITY? metaphorically i'm dying technically im dead while having a heart attack istg im waitin ily u da best bc u mixed up my feelings well<3

Nooo do not throw yourself into any fires! *pulls you back* hehe ^^ Thank you so much for reading and enjoying the chapter and I love you too! I’m glad I could mix your feelings up nice and good heh c:

@ananyak26 said: "Checkmate"xD ah.. Serena's sass nearly killed me! It was awesome!!!

Yes, checkmate indeed! She did a good job at roasting him lolol :3 Thank you so much my dear!

Anonymous said: tuesdays are my downfall thanks to you ㅇㅅㅇ thank you thank you thank you

Hopefully this downfall is a good thing! Hehe, thank you for reading my love ^^

@animeimmortal said: WHYYY DOES IT END LIKE THAT I WANT MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Because...it does :P YOU SHOULD KNOW ME BY NOW THIS ISN’T SURPRISING ANYMORE i’M AN ASSHOLE WHEN IT COMES TO THIS LOL c: ily tho ^^ :3

Anonymous said: It gets better and better lmao and Guess who's 1004% stanning got7 now 😏 -eggyook anon

Thank you for reading eggyook! AND YAY I’M SO HAPPY TO HEAR THIS! Thank you for stanning GOT7 now :3 ahh I’m smiling so much!

Anonymous said: Damn it Sara 😂 I thought you were finally going to reveal what y/n is and what yoongi wants with her LOL. Uggghhh gotta wait another week now 😖 STILL GREAT AS USUAL THO 💕💕💕  -7:45 anon

You thought wrong! You’ll just have to be a little more patient my dear :3 Hehe, thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed it nonetheless!

Anonymous said: On a level of 0 to serrena how savage are you?

LITERALLY lol she has no chill whatsoever but hey, she’s the Queen. She can pretty much for whatever the heck she wants :P

@doubletroublesince1994 said: OMG WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LEAVE US WITH A CLIFFHANGER 😭😭😭😭😭

The chapter has to end at some stage! lolol Would you prefer it if I left the chapter off during some mid-sentence? xD It’s better to leave it on some kind of a cliff hanger to gauge curiosity and elicit desire for more ;) Hope you enjoyed it anyway! Thank you very much for reading :D

@aogintsu said: Omg. I completley forgot about tumblr for a while and youve reached chapter 20 already, i must read them all now

Ahhh welcome back lovely! And yes c: Chapter 20 will be out next week! :3 I hope you will have fun while catching up on the story! :3

@rachelsmusicallife said: I completely binged "I Won't Stop You" last night until 5am. And it was just so amazing I had to tell you.  Your writing a so beautifully done, some parts honestly make me wanna cry.  It is so well written and gripping it amazes me.  Keep going girl. I look forward to so much more 😊

Ahh I’m so happy that you’re enjoying it! I’m so happy that you think it’s beautifully written, that makes me so incredibly happy and you made me smile a lot. I hope you’ll enjoy the future chapters and thank you very much for reading it and messaging me to let me know ^^ I hope you have a great day!

[hobilu]

hey bb was wonderin how many fic did you write for you to get recognised becuz i am trying to weite but my fics doesn't get that many comment/like.... sorry for bad eng but since your fics get repost on wattpad they must be very good! take care, lot of love xo

i wrote my first bts ff in dec 2014 and it was a minjoon hybrid, my first of both and i was like wtf do i do??? and to this day i’m still like WHAT. TF. DO. I. DO. but it was so much easier then bc there was veeeery little of us and now there’s so much more which is really fuckin great except if your one of those ppl who rely on kudos n comments to write (which nothing is wrong with) 

my advice is to first kinda figure out what reading audience you’re trying to get bc believe it or not theirs ALOT of different ones. i myself stay in 1-10k fics bc alot of my regular readers tend to like shorter reads instead of long fics and having to wait for updates, which is good for me bc i just like to get everything all out in one fic. they also like hybrid or abo fics (which def isn’t for everyone) + smut/pwp (which again is def not for everyone) and the ships are sooo important in terms of getting attention. i knw ppl who have considered dropping one ship just to write a more popular one so they can get better kudos (no judgement, do you). i myself tend to write underrated/rare otps & yoonseok which happens to be very popular now. if you want your stuff to be read than i’d def go with a maknae line ship bc they’re very popular and have a LARGE audience. now getting comments is a bit harder bc some ppl are shy & some just dnt have anything to say haha it’s always important to talk in the a/n bc it kinds breaks the ice and always reply to comments when you can, it’s okay if you can’t but a simple ‘i’m glad you liked it, thanks for reading’ is always appreciated. and lastly all i can say is keeping reading, it’ll help you with your writing and just keep writing fics so that you get better and more in the mood to write. you can always talk to other armys about fics and such and get their opinion (twt is good for this) and i think the more content you put out, the more ppl will read and might recognize you so dnt be shy to promo it on twt or tumblr :) (also, TAGS ARE SO IMPORTANT MAKE SURE YOU TAG CORRECTLY)

(i’m actually flattered you asked me and even consider me to be a recognized fic writer even tho i’d rather not be if that meant my fics would stop getting reposted on aff and wattpad sigh)