#i miss holding himmmmm

[minjielle]

Cool With You (side B)

[asilcorner]

Specters Call Part 3

"Just between us, Professor, most of the time I have no idea what and how adults think."

It's so endearing??? how he says that to the Professor, an adult, without missing a beat. I love him.

"I thought, that it could be helpful one day..." "I... I'm speechless, Luke. (...) Quite the opposite, Luke. Your talent in research is impressive. Respect! (...) Not at all! You've done wonderfully, my boy! Let's go continue our search."

I get always so giggly when Hershel starts complimenting Luke, it's adorable. He keeps reiterating how proud he is of him and how well he's done, I'm in pain.

"Do you think we'll find another curly fossil?"

I'm sorry, but I haven't read/heard the word "kringelig" in forever. It's such a child word to use in German, I cannot with this game.

"We will get to the bottom of the matter. Do you trust me, Luke?" "I... I trust you, Professor."

Hershel keeps asking, in text and cut-scenes, and I think that's such a good character trait. He makes constantly sure that Luke is still on board and that he's not forcing him to follow. He'd be completely ready to bring Luke home if the boy felt like he didn't feel safe with him.

"Calm down, Emmy, calm yourself! Please don't lose your patience!"

I imagine Emmy about to storm up to the boy, fists in the air and face in a snarl while the Professor is holding her by the back of her jacket. The text really makes it look like he's panicking and pleading with her, which is hilarious to me.

"Emmy, your trust in the government is really refreshing."

Not Hershel thinking back to being almost beat to death in an alley when looking for clues on Claire's death. I'm sorry, but this man has EVERY right to question the happenings in Misthallery's higher ranking residents. He is ready to tear Jakes apart at this point and I'm HERE for it.

The first time playing this game I clearly remember going: "OH SHIT!!! YES of courSE! Luke can talk to animals, I FORGOT." and now I just think back to all the times Luke reacted when Emmy mentioned seeing mice or hearing something squeaking.

They made it so obvious and here I was going: "Huh, lots of mice, wonder what I'm gonna do with all the mouse coins, they are putting a lot of emphasis on this, weird."

Also Toppi is adorable, I love himmmmm.

"I appreciate your enthusiasm, but I cannot put you two in danger under any circumstances." "As long as we are with you, nothing will happen to us. I'm sure of it!" "But promise me that you'll run for your lives if danger is afoot." "Please be careful too, Professor!"

They are all so cute; Hershel compromising and letting them stay (because man, how could he send them away when they believe in him this much), Emmy being completely confident and ready to go and Luke worrying for the Professor.

(I try to push the fact that Emmy is tailing the Professor to spy on him to the back of my head all the time. No matter how many times I play the games, I only occasionally get these flashes of "Oh she's gonna betray me" before I continue enjoying her presence.

"Grrr! That smug cop deserves a sophisticated kick in his..." "Cough." "What's wrong, Professor?"

Emmy about to drop a swear, but Layton very 'elegantly' cutting her off. And there is Luke, worrying again. They mean so much to me, aughhh.

[pop-roxs]

hoo okay I can already tell this is gonna be long but manga thoughts!! i only read up to roughly 150 I think (Also hi hi I’m off anon! anxiety has been overcome >D<)

quick lil context of me even getting into this also! so my roomie and I have a tradition of watching really bad animes during finals weeks and this time my rookie suggested we watched black butler 2 (still so funny it’s just 2 not season two not book of ___ no. just two. Peak comedy) first half of that was laughably bad and then like ep 7 onward it was frustratingly good. Some bizarre pacing some bizzare writing choices but I liked it overall. anyways over winter break out of nowhere I got manga spoilers on my tiktok for Agni’s death and. It emotionally devastated me bc I loved him sm bc of the like one ep in 2 where he appeared. i told my roomie that and we decided to like actually watch the good parts of the anime so I could get a taste of the actual plot (and eventually we watched s1 lmao)

so yeah that bit didn’t impact me as much when I actually read it but 😭 Agni I miss you dearly you’re like one of the only people I’d trust to hold my drink in this series I KNOW you would take care of it and not spill anything. Also, I read the entire (post campania) manga while procrastinating studying for my organic chemistry exam bc chemistry is a pain in the ass and I didn’t want to look at it

right um. Other arcs. so the school arc has some BIZARRE pacing- (and i never got used to the just casually dropping the F word even if it was used iba like historical context) I was half skimming some of the pages bc I thought it was gonna be basically a fluff filler arc so that end caught me off guard- deffo enjoyed the soma content though! i sure hope he stays happy and nothing awful happens to make him stop smiling! hahah fuck.

Emerald witch arc is kinda funny to me. like yeah, okay queen of England, send this 13 (14?? I forgor) year old child to a different country to deal with werewolves. this isn’t even ur country girly what. Wolf and miss sullivan (can’t spell her first name) r fun characters I like their addition a lot. Could’ve done without the uh. weird scenes with sullivan but. whatever. (The scenes with finny taking care of ciel also were so sweet Omg I will cry- finny is probably one of my top 5 charas I love himmmmm he scares me tho )

that being said I fuckcking RECOGNIZED that shit was chemicals as soon as I saw that circle thing oh my FuckKING GOD. I literally put down my phone and stopped reading for a good while. I’m reading this manga to procrastinate my ochem I did not need it to insert itself like that >:’(((( it was good though I liked the arc a a lot (my roommate fucking burst out laughing when she saw me being angy and asked why.)

Sascha and Walmart will (sorry sir you are just not memorable) were cute! Hope we get more content of them in the future, or just more reaper lore. Please. I’m going insane all I want is lore (Also my roomie had already told me abt the reaper backstory so that didn’t rlly surprise me). Will and grell showing up for like one chapter was funny as hell, you know will was pissed bc that whole convo could’ve totally been an email or a pigeon or whatever. i missed them though so im not complaining

Idk what to call the next arc. the return of the school guys was… funny ig?? i have to be honest I kinda disconnect whenever they appear I just don’t really care for them 😭 the whole band group off was so funny though and the tonal whiplash was something I was NOT prepared for. It wasn’t as jarring as the paving of the school arc but like hWUH THATS A LOT OF PLOT AND BIG REVEALS HAPPENING REALLY FAST NOW-

love othello though. I’m a forensics chemistry major and I love the forensics part of it significantly more than chemistry so seeing a funny guy doing that is so very !!! ya :D also love the dynamic with Grelle. they’re both trans and besties you can’t change my mind- ALSO OTHELLO JUST . THROWING HIS SCYTGE AND THEN BIDING BEHIND GRELLE. Love him. ronnies still my fav dont get me wrong I am endeared with his talk-shit-while-getting-his-ass-beat mentality but othello is very close behind

wish we had more reaper lore . I would kill to know these guys backstories- Ronald and sascha seem so much you her compared to their coworkers it eats at my brain. sascha especially like aaaaaa kid what happened for you to end up here :(? MAN (also I could fight abt the reaper lore for so long. they don’t deserve this. this shits unfair. AGH…

i had more stuff that I wanted to say but forgot. sorry if this isn’t very understandable i just wrote as I thought of things- basically. reapers my beloved . I’m begging for lore please . soma my king I hope you’re okay. when will Ronald come back PLEASE he’s been gone since like campania 😭

BRO ROOMMATE ANON REVEAL!! i hope you dont mind me still using the roommate anon tag,,

agnis death def threw me off. i wasnt expecting yana to kill him off, especially after having him around for so long. that whole scene was very surprising. and yes i agree with you!! hes probably the most wholesome character in black butler next to some others like the phantomhive servants and soma.

i actually quite liked the school arc(and a lot of people in the fandom would agree w me)! but i get how you wouldnt. i personally was only mostly focusing since i just wanted to get back to grelle T^T.

i didnt really like emerald witch at first. i was mad when it had the honor of being the 100th chapter. but its grown on me since(n yeah those scenes were weird..).

i LOOOOVEEE SASCHA!!!!!! THEYRE SO CUTEEEEE X33333 they remind me of my best friend since they both have that same cheery vibe. like little guy is just making the best out of their afterlie and havin some genuine fun. i fw it. grelles outfit was also sooo hot in that chapter gaw dayum. i want a piece of that reaper PLEASE

you can call the return of the school guys the boy band arc. it was weird but i really enjoyed it.

i find it funny how everyone automatically says that othello is trans. one look at the silly science man provokes the Feeling.

trust me man, everyone wants more reaper lore. i am clawing at yanas feet and begging her to tell me what in the ever living fuck happened to grelle in her time as a human. WHAT THE FUCK KINDA LIVES DID THEY LIVE. WHAT DROVE THEM TO SUICIDE.

i understood everything you wrote, dw!! :3 im hoping soma is ok as well </3

[queenofnohr]

im gonna ramble abt aias bc i missss himmmmm i miss my baby boyyyyyy

EW spoilers through the 2nd time you visit thavnair/after the 3rd dungeon

so obviously EW gave me lots of Aias food (looks at the “Aias’ thoughts on Zenos post I made while waiting in queue to play EW” and lols) but the one bit i was over the moon about how well the lore matched up wasn’t even a big big thing it was

the part when you visit thavnair again while the final days are happening and you have to save the baby from drowning in the water after a blasphemy knocks the mother holding the child into the pool and it was like........

this is the way Aias was saved as a child. It was before he could remember anything so it can’t have been his Shirou Emiya looking at Kiritsugu moment, but he was pulled from the ocean as an infant, and his survival was a miracle. A singular shred of...... not even hope, I think. More like, placed upon that child was the singular gratitude that anything at all could be saved.

And so you have Aias, saving that child, just as he once was saved. And handing that child to Matsya for them both to get to safety, and both starting to turn into blasphemies, their path blocked by a blasphemy, and who should save them but Estinien - aka the first person Aias felt that he truly saved, the person he cradled in his arms and sobbed over, grateful that among all that happened in Heavensward, among the world seeming to tell him that he cannot save anything, not really, especially not the things you really want, tangible real things that one can hold in their hands and say “this is here. this is real. i’ve saved something” - that is the man who saves matsya and the child.

a chain of the simple gratitude of being able to save anything at all. miracles in the face of overwhelming tragedy.

[icehot13]

Okay. So you knew another long ask was coming. This is a tradition now. I must vent my feelings of love and anguish due to your amazing fic.

So, well. Fuck me. This chapter ripped out my heart and stomped on it. On one hand seeing Wade being a causal outsider to all the chaos among the gods while he is just there to help his boyfriend is funny.

Marc's still going-through-it and being so sad and so thoroughly convinced that it is hard to care about him, love him. Again assuming that Wade's concern, fondness, and affections all must be just for Steven.

Also the sarcophagus making Wade think of his time with Ajax. Ummmm, excuse me I am shaking, screaming, crying…..

Oh and every single time Wade called Marc 'baby' destroyed me. Seeing how much his mission, his duty is tearing him apart, draining him.

And the whole council with all the gods and how Wade was just watching Khonshu use Marc, how speaking through him was hurting him.

And THEN after the whole confrontation with Khonshu, how badly Marc has been trying his best to just protect Steven, then Marc running away, I couldn't even be instantly happy to see Steven because like—

Wade is still reeling, just saw Marc a moment ago and Marc needed – needed something, and now Wade can’t get to him to give it, because Marc won’t let him close enough, bolted when he tried.

I just— I am not okay.

But the reunion of Wade and Steven is heartwarming. Once again, agreeing beyond infinity fucking precent with Wade. Fuck Khonshu. Wade immediately lets him know it's not settling and being relieved to see Steven who he had been missing. Just like he was trying to let Marc know he cares about him. He wants them both to know he cares about them both. And in his head mentioning how he doesn't want to compare them either. Wade's got so much love to give and he wants to give it too them both and I—

“Silence!” Khonshu roars, but Wade’s not phased, even if Steven does jump a little.

“I gotcha, sweetheart,” Wade murmurs, sets a hand on Steven’s elbow to steady him. Steven looks something between lost and startled, and it makes him so open, like his first instinct is to seek comfort – not to tense up, ready to fight, to cling only for a moment like he’s snatching for a breath of oxygen to last him while he holds his breath again, between here and the next safe moment. Steven turns towards Wade like a flower to sunlight.

That gutted me. In the best way, I really have no words beyond the incoherent gibberish because this tiny bit of fluff makes my brain go brrrr

Steven and his scary unknowns; Marc and his burden of solitude.

Did I not ask for mercy, this truth came from my entire life. I just feel so much, so deeply for Steven and Marc. Me and Wade are in the same boat.

And even after all of this, that is not even what truly and completely devastated me. No, the end of this chapter takes that honor with this.

Steven’s hair still smells very faintly of honey; every time Wade drifts off, he dreams of sealed sarcophaguses and blood-wine and Marc on his knees, chest heaving and tears on his cheeks, pleading I want to leave him alone. Every time Wade jerks awake, the scent of honey makes him think, just for a bleary moment, that he’s holding Marc.

Ma'am I would like to report my time of death as of 1:03 am.

(again, I will tell you ilysm and your writing so much, now I have to sit in my feelings for the rest of the night.)

i knew it and i was SO UTTERLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT ILYYYYY

marc is!!! GOING through it, poor thing. ipicture this being ilke.. if the events of season1 happened on a much more abbreviated scale, and didn't include him connecting with steven. so he's in the middle of it all and steven feels like he barely even KNOWS marc. (and poor marc having a terrible time with how hard he is to love, while steven is so easy to love. he sees no reason why wade would ever want to deal with himmmmm)

i love wade having different sweet lil names for them i just <3333 he just doesn't think 'baby' unless he's looking at marc, it's facts. steven isn't baby but marc is <3333 of course marc will not notice even a little bit and just assumes it's meant for steven </3

i love that you love this!!!! i am obsessed with this fic and just MAKING MARC GO THROUGH IT

[on1tea]

I miss himmmmm :(

Miss my sweet big puppy mannn :(((

I want to hold his face in my hands and just look at his eyes and watch them glisten in a dreamy daze n squish his squishy cheeks and kiss his pretty face all over :(((((

[hunsa-jars]

Thank you tumblr for reminding me that I love Itward very much 🥺

[badmoon--rising]

Omega

YESSSSSS SEASON 2 LETS GOOOO

SKEJSKFKGKKD STOP, IT OPENING WITH JACKSONS CAPTAIN KIRK SHIRT IS HYSTERICAL HOW DID DEREK FUCK UP HIS SHIRT THAT BAD and WHY IS HE IN A LAKE????????

oh SHIT here he COMES!!! the guy I love so much running on ALL FOURS STOP RUNNING LIKE THAT WHY DID THEY THINK THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA

yessss the gorge we never see again ❤️

oh my god I cant stand this flashback sequence its so awful to watch. why’d they do chris like that and where the fuck are they parked and what’s UP with the FOG I simply do not understand

OKAY. SCOTT RUNS INTO TWO CARS. INTO SOMEONES BACKYARD. AND THIS IS JUST FINE? THIS IS JUST OKAY?

OH NEVERMIND FUCK HOW THIS SHOW MAKES NO SENSE WE FINALLY HAVE THE THEME SONG BAYBEEEEEEEEE mud woman I missed you so much

Stiles what js wrong with you

I unironically ADORE Lydia’s delivery on “and still taking bubble baths” she looks so unhinged i love her

ok, again, I skip all of the makeout scenes but The Stick Up by the filthy pillows is SUCH A GOOD SONG

aww Scott’s stretch marks are really pretty :)

Allison im so sorry your family is constantly violating your privacy at every moment

people really love to say Stiles is the smartest character when he is literally such a fucking idiot

oh my god Lydia’s shower scene is so gross but the camerawork is pretty good I’ll admit it

The smudge on Dylan’s head where he ran into the camera lmao

Goddddd I love how much everyone loves Lydia it’s so sweet :’)))

SCOTT HANGING HIS HEAD OUT THE CAR WINDOW IS SO CUTE I LOVE HIMMMMM

AAAAAA ISAAAAAACCCC I MISSED YOU SO MUCH ITS SO GOOD TO SEE YOU

The fact that his dad leaves a graveyard behind after he dies is such a good metaphor

It was so funny how we’re supposed to think Lydia is the one eating people’s livers sbdjsjfk

AAAAAAAAAAAA DEREK HAAIIIII I LOVE YOU SMMMMM

What was Lydia doing at Derek’s

Love how Stiles just goes ahead and trips the wire. clown

“Yeaa buddy :)”

It’s cool how far along Scott is with his abilities now

STOPPPP THIS EXCHANGE “Scott.” “Mr. Argent.” “How’re you doin.” “Good.”

Scott I love you so fucking much

Fuck you very much Mr. Lahey

LMAO HI DEREK YOURE STILL SO FUNNY

Stiles being like I think Lydia deserves to eat people

............I want Stiles’s flannel from this ep so bad

God Jackson you look fucking ridiculous

Coach I love you but please stop talking about your testicle

All of you are wrong she’s turning gay

Harris was really like “I want to beat the fuck out of Stiles” and everyone laughed. I mean, accurate portrayal of the treatment of neurodivergent kids in public school but also wow everybody fucking hates Stiles huh

The nosebleed sequence is so funny

Hi Derek

SNDKDKKF the way Jackson’s makeup rubbed off of his nose

Derek watching black blood ooze out of Jackson’s face and just being like ummmm haha I’m leaving

Oh god. Matt. :| hes such a boring villain I’m sorry

Allison I love you..... so much..........

Scott you are so unbelievably kind I adore you

Thank you for adhd representation

God Harris you are unbearable

Ok I’ll admit it I love buzz cut Stiles a lot I think it looks really good on him and also gender

Allison :(

The one good thing Gerard ever did in his life was break Matt’s sd card

God he’s so immediately scary

OBSESSED WITH “pick up my tie” “yeah sorry, I know I’m supposed to ask” ITS SO FUNNYYYY

The two of them bored in the back of the car is so cute

Why is it night

“....just find her” :( the Lydia love in this house tonight

NOOOO DONT DO IT DONT RUN ON ALL FOURS

Stiles continues to be an idiot

Derek saving Scott and holding him like that is so sweet genuinely. Brothers :)

An omega rarely survives..... on ees oon

Damn it’s pretty good gore though

Gerard you are terrifying, nice use of singular they tho

Alrighty here we go, season two baybe 😎

[ajokeformur-ray]

Dracika headcanons ~ 🖤🦇

Y E S, I’m back on my bullshit (like I ever stopped😂) and this is me feeling my way with Dracula and seeing what he and I have together; as well as sharing some moments we’ve already had with each other in the time we’ve known each other.

Full disclosure: I am well aware that he would snap my neck and drink me like a capri sun in reality without a second thought. I know that we are 100% incompatible but I really don’t care. Believing that Drac would be, at least, fond of me makes me go 🥺😭🥺😭💖✨💖✨🥰💖✨ so that’s all that matters skskskskks. I’m so sorry if anyone’s sick of this, I really do understand, but I like to have all my self-shipping stuff on the same blog, which is why I’m posting it here and not on my side blog (on which requests for him are open👀).

Word count: 2, 421.

OMG MY UWUS ARE DROPPED I’M SOFT I’M CRY I’M LOVE 🥺😭🥺😭💜💜💜 LOOK AT HIMMMMM ~ 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I legitimately can’t stop staring I’m captivated someone help but also leave me here... I’m suffering but I’m enjoying it... 🥺

As yet, Dracula and I haven’t spent too much time together. We’re still very much wondering what’s going on and why it’s going on and how everything is going to work. All we’re really aware of at this stage is that, for some reason, we’re drawn to each other. We’ve mostly just been... watching each other and getting to know one another through observation and gut instinct rather than... sitting down and talking. I think this is how it will be for the most part with us, though. We’re an odd dynamic but the both of us are quickly growing to like it.

He and I don’t spend much... time together, at least not yet as I’ve already said, but we spend a lot of time in the same room. I’ll do my thing and he will do his thing and occasionally one of us will glance over at the other. Quizzical looks are exchanged and Drac may ask if I’m all right, but other than that, we don’t talk, either. We’ve been silent company to one another for much of this time. I think that may be the main part of our dynamic - comfortable silence. I don’t really know what to say to a five hundred year old vampire because I don’t want to make my stupidity as a person with a lack of life experience obvious and Drac prefers to not talk at all when he’s busy doing something. He very clearly expresses his irritation at this through his body language and I’m not so good at handling when people are annoyed at me so I’d just rather not speak unless I have to.

When I go to bed, I always ask Drac to join me. He could come into my bed without an invitation, but as he puts it, “consent is unnecessary but delicious” so he waits for me to ask him. It never takes me long and tbh I’m not fully comfortable going to bed, especially with my night time phobias, without him there in the room with me anyway. As soon as I’m lying down and comfortable, Drac’s standing at the foot of my bed. He’ll crawl up my mattress (my bed’s against the wall so when I’m already in bed he has no other way of coming in unless he wants to climb over me and that’s too graceless for him) and I’ll pull the covers back for him. He slides in so quickly that my very squeaky mattress (it’s in desperate need of being replacing but I can’t afford it) doesn’t make any kind of noise. “Oh, bedtime for the human, is it?" My only answer is to turn and nestle my face into his chest. He wraps his arms around me and sleep finds me quickly. If I try to look around the room, he’ll hold my head where it is with a hand and he won’t let me look. He reasons the more I look, the more scared I’ll become, so he’d rather prevent me from looking at all. He’s the most dangerous creature in any room, anyway.

During the day, Drac sleeps so, of course, I’m left alone. He lays down with me when I go to bed and he leaves when I’m finally asleep (700 position changes and a deal with Satan later😂), but when I get up, he’s beside me and now I’m the one leaving when he’s finally asleep. I sleep when I’m tired and I don’t have much of a sleeping schedule so it’s not unusual for me to be up until four or sometimes five in the morning, and a bonus to this is that I get to spend more time with him. The nights are just for us; when the world slips away, he and I find each other.

When I’m away from Drac and I’m missing him or just needing his energy around me, I wear this jumper. It’s a small inside joke between us.

Drac’s reaction to my jumper was:

He appreciates the way it’s spelt (and so do I) and he’s been eager to get me out of it.👀

Drac is 6′4 and I’m 5′7 so the height difference is... amusing. At least to him. He calls me his “little bat” when I’m going to sleep or when I’m being cuddly (a luxury he doesn’t allow often; it’s usually saved for when I’m in some kind of distress), and when he’s feeling romantic or apologetic, he calls me “luna bella”.

He and I go on nightly walks down the beach together. I love to walk along the three metre high wall so I can properly feel the wind in my hair and some semblance of freedom, and if I lose my balance, he’ll just chuckle and tell me to be careful. Not in as many words but he’ll make a quip about the fragility of mortals and it sends the message through. If I do fall, he’ll catch me before I do. All of me is safe with Count Dracula. He likes to say he won’t catch me but I pretended to slip properly once just to see what he would do and he reacted very quickly so I think it’s safe to say he’s full of shit.😂

I got very attached to him, very quickly once I got over my fear. Even when I’m with him, I miss him, and Drac can always pick up on it. He finds it hilarious and doesn’t understand why I miss him despite our closeness a lot of the time, but there’s no way to explain it. Even so, I know he misses me too, because he’s with me more often than we’re away from each other. Drac has an odd love language but I’m slowly coming to learn him.

The night I realised I wasn’t scared anymore and I wanted him with me, I called him to me. All I had to do was say his name, and he was there. He was obviously in the area and he must have heard me from close by. I was in bed, ready to sleep, and he waited for me to speak. His eyebrows were raised and there was a slight smirk on his face.

“Can you...can you stay with me? I’m not scared of you anymore but I also... don’t really know what to do.”

“You don’t know what to do, so you called me? Are you really not afraid of me?” His smirk kept widening, as did that look in his eye.

I hesitated but I still said, “not anymore.” and I pulled the duvet back on the side which would become his. “Join me?”

“This is a surprise. I did not see this coming.” He could smell my weariness but we didn’t speak much after that point. He laid down beside me and I slowly, carefully moved to cuddle him. And by that I mean I smushed myself into his side and he let me, but he didn’t reciprocate.😅😂

Drac tried to move away just at the point I was on the edge of sleep and I clung to him; I wouldn’t let him leave me. I had to show I trusted him, the way he wanted me to, and I guess falling asleep beside him was the best way to do so.

I kept moving around and it irritated him so eventually he tugged me to lay on top of him... he wrapped his arms around me and held me to him. His cold embrace is the safest cage I’ve ever been in. I woke and he wasn’t there but I could feel his energy around me. He won’t ever leave.

I don’t think he could ever love me, not in the way I love him, but I know he’s very fond of me and that’s enough. The fact that he is with me as often as he is, is proof enough that he, at least, has a soft spot for me.

I show him every day that I love him because I don’t really know how to say it to him. He’s five hundred years old so the usual methods of confession seem a bit... pointless. He needs more than words. I do this in subtle ways... for example, having my hair slung over my shoulder and I’ll lay down on it so my neck is bared. I fall asleep on him. I ask him to be with me while I sleep. He has free-for-all consent to drink from me but as yet, he hasn’t. I suspect it’s because he dislikes coffee...🤔😂

Usually, I lay atop Drac when we cuddle, but there’s been a few times he lays on me. Sometimes I’ll wake in the night and he’s looming over me. My lamp looks like a golden halo around the top of his head, and in my sleepy state I loop my arms around his neck and tug him down. He could so easily break out of my hold but he doesn’t. He lets me tug him down and I snuggle into him and press kisses all over his neck, leaving mock bites. He appreciates the irony.

Dracula calls “darling” or “my love”. He never uses my name; it’s always a term of endearment. I’m not sure why. If he’s telling me to do something, then it’s “dear”; comfort is “darling”, and the other names are as I’ve said.

I only call him “Drac”... “Dracula” if he’s annoying me. “My love” is a general term of endearment; we share a like for that one. Sometimes... and mostly at night (our real time together), I call him “my Drac”. It makes him smile... I don’t get much of a reaction, just a twitch of his lips, but I adore it.

When I’m upset, Drac doesn’t hold me. He doesn’t shush me or try to comfort me. He just... stays. With every passing moment, he takes a step closer until he’s standing right beside me and then he allows me to take whatever comfort I need. He’s not entirely sure how to comfort me, we’re still learning each other, but he follows my lead. As long as he’s in the room, as long as he’s close by, I can usually pull myself together on my own; I’m used to doing that so it saves him the effort. If I talk, he listens. If I don’t talk, he speaks. Whatever I need, he’ll do. He can read me well. I’m still learning him; there’s multiple options to everything he does and says and I love that about him.

With me being afraid of the dark and Drac being afraid of the light, I’d say we’re perfect for each other.😂

And speaking of...

Both of us know and live with fear far more than we should. We have our reasons (which are illogical), and the fear we see in one another is partly why we’re so drawn to each other. I recognise the fear in him (it’s the opposite of my own fear) and he recognises mine. We understand each other on this level and we do what we can to keep each other safe. 

I definitely have a Protecc™ streak for Drac; my blackout curtains are perfect for keeping him safe, and though Drac hates my night light, which makes it daylight in my room, he never wants a repeat of that one night last week so he accepts it. He knows I’m scared sometimes even with the light, so he holds me tight and he won’t let me go. 

Both of us are exposed to our fears every day and both of us face them anyway. We’re brave on our own but together it feels like we only increase that strength.

He’s so cute🥺.

He picks up on how the modern world works through consuming the blood of others’ (which I wilfully turn a blind eye to lmao I’m not about to tell him who he can and can’t eat; my morality has always been grey), but I help him with it too. Sometimes I can’t explain stuff to him so I’ll just show him what I’m talking about. He’s a quick learner. We watch Netflix every night together and sometimes he’ll take Poe or Wilde off my bookshelf and read me to sleep. I love his voice so much.

I love him. He’s safety from my fear in the dark. When I go to bed at night, I always consider sleeping in the dark but he sits on my bed and watches me. “That’s it, turn the light off. You’ll only turn it back on again. That’s what you do, that’s what you always do. What’s the point, darling? Just come lay down a while.”

Dracula is safety and comfort. He’s a smile and laughter because he’s very sassy. There’s something... about him which makes me mentally sleepy. I don’t know how to explain it but he just... makes me want to relax. I do relax when I’m with him and I think that’s why I spend time with him as often as I do, and why I’ve re-watched his series about eleven times in two weeks (to date).

He used to scare me (and he’s been warned that if he ever jumps out at me like he’s known to do to others, he will bring that back temporarily. He’s also been warned not to raise his voice at me, for the same reasons) but now he just makes me feel safe and relaxed and comfortable.

One day, Drac will step into the light and I will step into the dark. And in the space between us where the shadow lies, our hands will join, our fingers will interlock... and we’ll walk forth into what’s next together.

He came into my life at a time when my fear was and is at an all time high, and I think he’s here with me to help me to learn to deal with it. Maybe along the way, I can do the same for him. No one deserves to live in fear and isolation for 500 years, no matter what their dietary requirements are.

I love all of Dracula. I can say that with complete confidence now; I cried out of love for him earlier today and when I sleep tonight, I’ll tell him. Whether he loves me, I have no idea, but I think... I may be someone who’s gotten closer to him than anyone else has for a very long time.

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Two Princes Season 3 Episode 7 Reactions:

< Episode 6

Okay. Last episode of The Two Princes ever. Here we go. I'm not crying. You're crying.

Scottish dude is devastated with the rest of us.

Rupert and Darling will NOT be the Two Princes

Write a letter to Spotify and Gimlet and KCS and EVERYONE INVOLVED

Rupert is walking up to the gauntlet

He's not scared!

Despair > fear. I like that honestly

You can't talk him down because Rupert already has all these thoughts in his head all the time. He's used to dealing with it and pushing forward.

Rupert song!

He's so emotional you guys! My baby!

Omg his voice.

All us Heartlanders are linked arms with Rupert. Backing him up.

I'm not as emotional as I thought I'd be…

Nope. Never mind. Flashbacks. Get me every time. Here come the waterworks!

This is it you guys. The last episode. They've come so far! MY BABIES

He's telling us (the fans) that even though they're going to be gone we'll always carry them in our hearts. I'm going to miss you Rupert!

Rupert has gone through so much. You can't tear him down because he's been torn down his whole life and keeps getting back up.

Omg is that him vocalizing behind the flashbacks? Beautiful.

Ahhh! The flashbacks when Amir calls him Fitz

Wait, how is the Despair fading? Idk how this magic works…

Broken magic sound effect

Okay, where is everyone? Tell me that when the despair went away that everyone came back. Please??

Magical fanfare!

They're popping up!

Achievement unlocked!

AMIR!!!!

Hold each other!

Porridge and Fitzroy reunion!

So are all the people from the Northern kingdoms there too?

Set some more seats for the wedding!

Percy! Such a good knight!

Joan is happy!!

Joan's approval!

Joan's face is smashed in Percy's hug… Percy is taller than Joan

Percy can't swim?

KISSING A BOY!!!

We called it y'all!

Joan's dad! Reconciliate!

Good apology Brutus.

Go to her Joan

Fire breathing goblin? Is that what the thing looked like?

Lol, she hasn't been paying attention… classic Cecily. I guess she wasn't in any of the scenes where they talked about the end of the world or the despair thing.

Tell her Joan.

Cecily. Come on strong? You?

DATE!

Cecily is squeeing

Good question Cecily. Standards!

SHUT UP AND KISS ME!! JECILY STYLE!! SOMEONE CALLED IT!!

Warm your cockles… I could make a dirty joke. I really could. I really want to.

Ronnie chuckles

RECONCILIATE

What is the Chamberlain Barabbas ship name?

They holding hands

CHAMBERLAIN FINDS LOVE!

Wenceslaus isn't too happy.

Domestic family song in the background

ADOPT HIMMMMM

Omg Amir is game!

Like, I don’t think they should be parents right away… but I do like this.

Darling came back

Darling wants to start taking responsibility for his actions. Percy just went through that metamorphosis. Maybe they could help… each… other… DARCY FOR LIFE

Oh no he still got that happiness curse

Oh the fairy just swoops in? Convenient.

Poof! Magic fairy!

Tiny mortals. Is she giant?

She was watching everyone die.

I'm a victim. You're a victim. Everyone's a victim.

I don't like this fairy.

Lots of harm. Lots of foul.

So nice.

She's a sucker for happy endings… except she was watching everyone die…

Rolls her 'r's

This is… so convenient.

Yah, Rupert is confused just like me.

Love saves the day. *eye roll* I mean okay fine.

DON’T BLESS THEM YOU SCHEMEING FAIRY

What could POSSIBLY go wrong?

"You still want to marry me?" "try and stop me" That could have been fluffier. I guess we needed a break from all the heartfelt interactions?

Wedding bells!

Weddings instantly make me cry.

Chamberlain is officiating. Perfect. He was the one who started it all. I always wondered if he knew what the prophecy really meant? Or before the attacking forest cut him off was he going to tell Rupert that when he gets to the hollow that he needs to kill the other prince?

East and West and Heartland. Are they not all one country now?

Okay, what tradition are they getting married under? I assume the East and the West have different ones. WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY TRADITIONAL??

Mawiage! Skip to the end! Have you da wing?

Despite his need to micromanage! LOL

Their tear-filled eyes looking at each other. Hands clasped between them. Smiling. In front of everyone. Omg this is happening

Propensity to overreact!

Lord Chamberlain of the Heartland!

He crying y'all

"bring those big beautiful lips over here my love" I… hated that…

THEY HUSBANDS!!!

Can't wait for tonight!? Boys! This a kids show! (lol, Amir's little "oh yeah" I can't)

Omg Rupert’s speech about living a full life together. I love it.

NOT ENOUGH MUSHY STUFF. WHO SAID THERE WAS TOO MUCH MUSHY STUFF??

Happy beginning! TOTALLY A THING.

Air punches

Another song! How did I not see that coming?

Take that booty to the dance floor Amir

Doing the Carlton dance to this

This is so happy!

Belt it!

Wence is in there too!

Please don't end.

No credits no.

Please.

I love this story. I love these princes. Thank you guys.

[strawberry-mija]

i can’t wait to hold him and witness his laughs and smiles. i can’t wait to hear his voice close to my ear and touch him. gosh but it’s going to be so hard to say bye and let him go. he keeps saying things like “te voy a robar” and “no te voy a sueltar” and i melttttttt. i wish he lived here or I over there-Mmm actually no I want him here lololol or we could move to New York or somewhere up there! I could see us like that... Man I need to go to sleep but I miss himmmmm. ugh what is this even what is this boy doing to me lol so yeah.. i know it’ll be hard but at the same time it’s kind of good? it draws us closer in the sense where we appreciate each other even more. i don’t mind the long distance rn bc we get to constantly say i miss you i mean it sucks yeah but like i said, our feelings become stronger and we have availability to have certain conversations first and stuff not sure if that makes sense i’m half asleep babbling rn lol

[cthulhuofficial]

I picked out all the parts of my old journal about when Sean and I started dating!

October 22, 2018

Wish I didn’t fall for people so easily.

November 5, 2018

One thing I like is that Sean has clear goals that excite me, that I would also be excited to pursue. A common future goal that we work towards together, that we’re both equally excited for. I want that inborn sense of adventure, of being game! I want someone standing next to me, not following behind me. Heck, I want someone I have to run to keep up with!

November 15, 2018

For him, maybe I would… I like so much about him. I don’t know if I’ve ever had attraction/intelligence/humor/hobbies/goals/sex all converge in one person the way they have with him.

November 18, 2018

I recently saw someone’s apartment that was so undeniably them that I just fell in love with it. It was just so warm and cozy and comforting

December 5, 2018

He cooked me dinner last weekend - pork chops and wild rice and asparagus! It was incredible and romantic and kind. I want to do something really thoughtful for him, but I have no idea what. Cooking’s not exactly my forte. I’d like to plan a fun adventure or quest, but… I got nothing 😂

December 19, 2018

It makes me sick to my stomach to imagine him looking at someone else the way he looks at me, with the big grin and the crinkly eyes

December 20, 2018

I need to reframe this less as a doomed relationship and instead think about it as a stepping stone. What can I take from this that will help me grow? He does make me want to be a better person; let me learn about the kind of person I’d like to become, someone more like him. Let me practice being aware every day - every hour - of my feelings about my relationship. Let me learn more about the kind of person I would want to be with.

December 21, 2018

It’s hard not to want to cry over him in the dark

December 29, 2018

I love you. Just wanted to say it somewhere.

It’s gonna hurt so bad when you’re gone, but I can’t wait for you to find the person you’re meant to be with and have lots of babies. I love you so much that I want you to have everything you want, even if it’s not with me. What a lucky woman she will be.

January 28, 2019

Missing him hurts so much. And every time I leave him, it’s like I mourn for us all over again. I wish I could keep him, I think I could make it work with him.

It doesn’t help that I’ve never met anyone else like him, so leaving feels very final. I hate that I’m missing his birthday, but we’ll probably be broken up by then and I can’t put my life on hold.

January 28, 2019 (later)

He calls me lovely and makes me cum like no one ever has and then makes me breakfast the next morning

February 11, 2019

I LOVE HIM <3 <3 <3 <3

February 25, 2019, 7:07pm

Right now I think I could. Imagining coming home after work to find him doing homework with our kid with dinner cooking on the stove. Kissing him hello, ruffling the kid’s hair, eating dinner together.

February 25, 2019, 7:07pm

I don’t think I can do this

February 25, 2019, 11:41pm

Maybe I can do this

March 3, 2019

Falling asleep on his chest after slow Sunday afternoon sex while he’s still inside of me <3 <3 <3

March 5, 2019

It's been a joy making delicious meals with Sean, dumplings, pork chops, shakshuka. We're going to make homemade mozzarella soon, and make pizza with it!

Sean is always up for anything, to the point where I fear he'll find me boring in my general easygoingness. I have to put in some effort and come up with things for us to do!

March 11, 2019 I really think I could do it. Have a baby. 99.9% of life is day-to-day - I shouldn't discount that.

March 11, 2019 He came in my ass last night and I can't stop thinking about it 😍😍😍

March 11, 2019 Is it possible to change your mind about something like that after like... 20+years of being sure of yourself? I don’t even think it’d be such a sacrifice anymore. Things would change, it would be challenging. But I love cooking and keeping my house and taking care of Sean. I think I want to do this for him. People say “You just have to meet the right person.” I always thought that was patronizing, but maybe they’re right?

How do I know if this is real and not something I’m going to wake up from in ten years and feel trapped? If I even have that doubt, is it even worth trying?

But that feels like such a... human emotion. I don’t think anyone who has kids can say for sure. I don’t think I’m unique in that.

March 16, 2019

It feels fine at this point. I feel like we’re going to do it. There are still some questions for me - would we adopt? how many? am I going to breastfeed (I don’t want to)? But they’re not gamebreakers. I’m scared about how our relationship will develop and evolve, but that’s a leap of faith I would have to take regardless of who I ended up with. And I just love him so much. I can’t remember if I ever loved anyone else this much. I want to be so much better for him, I feel so lucky to be with him, every day we’re together, I am grateful for the time we have.

March 17, 2019

I LOVE HIMMMMM

And at this point... I would have a baby with him. Maybe he’d agree to only one. Or to play it by ear. It’s not like I’m dying to have a kid all of a sudden, it’s just... an option. I could be okay not having a kid, but having one is not a terrible thought anymore.

Just the idea of the house we talked about, and supporting each other, and getting to take care of him... it’s all I want. We were talking to a guy who had a surprise kid last night... he said they didn’t want kids, but they had a son and he is so happy. He was scared, but he said as soon as he held it, he loved it. So I even think I’d love it if I had one. I’m less afraid of just being completely apathetic.

March 18, 2019

I love you, my darling!

Is it an infatuation? Is it brought on by so many orgasms? Is it an unstable sense of identity? Or is it real? I think it’s real. I really do. I know we’ve only been together for five months, and long-distance-ish at that, but I think it’s real. I would do it for him.

I keep worrying about what other people might say about me changing my mind, namely my parents, but I can’t live my life like that.

March 25, 2019

He’s so special, I feel so lucky that he’s chosen to send time with me. It makes me want to be a better person, but I don’t even like phrasing it like that because I like who I am and I don’t want to change myself for him, so it’s like... I want to be who I am but moreso. All the good things about me, but more of it. We met and fell in love while I was this self, my truest self, the first time I’ve felt sure of myself and confident and competent, so I think this is me, and that is him, and this is us, and I don’t think I’m “faking” it or changing myself for him. It feels real.

I also don’t like saying “I feel lucky,” because that feels like a fluke, coincidental, or something I don’t deserve. I want to feel deserving of his love, not like I tricked him or won a bet or something. More like I feel grateful to have found someone like this.

(When is he gonna wake up and realize what a mess I am? That he could do better, find someone prettier and more together?)

April 11, 2019

I’ve never been “long distance” with someone, and it can be frustrating (especially sexually), but it’s made me really appreciate the time I do get with him, and no matter what happens with this, that’s something I hope I never forget. I wanna appreciate every day I get to spend with the people I love, even if it’s Every Day.

April 29, 2019

Being without him is like an ache

May 12, 2019

I’m throwing myself into love, even though I feel right now like I don’t deserve it, and I’m coming around to that, too. I’m forgiving my mistakes in the past, I’m being open and allowing myself to be in love, and to see my relationship (all relationships, not just the romantic one) as a support that makes me stronger, instead of a dependency that makes me weaker! And any help and support I am given just makes me love that person more. More love can never be a bad thing.

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 04.09.17 lb

lmao the gloriousssssss swelling music and shivaay’s smile as he looks at the chawl waala ghar. let’s see how long this lasts. 🙄🙄🙄

pfffft, overconfidence AND cheesy. bhaari padne waala hai beta. bohut bhaari padne waala hai. 😌😌😌

this house is neither of your’s; it belongs to my son sahil. 😶😶😶

yupppp aaand he’s failed right as he stepped into the house. told you, you were gonna suck at this billu. 😙😙😙

standard complaint about lack of AC. 🙄🙄🙄

CACKLING AT BILLU TRYING TO GET THE FAN TO GO FASTER BY PHOONKING AND WAVING AT IT. 😂😂😂

his hair is already beginning to lose its height in the humidity. 😆😆😆

“kisko dhoond rahe hai? main idhar khadi hoon!” 

ugh she’s soooo cute! 😍😍😍

this filmy fucker and his titanic waala pose. 🤐🤐🤐

isko toh bas bahaana chahiye chance maarne ke liye. so damn cheesy. 🙈🙈🙈

my favt. bit about this is her ear to ear grin. she’s sooooo happy. and if anika’s happy, i’m happy. 😇😇😇

rudra saying he’s the only one who’s ever experienced poverty in this family. i know he’s going to say incredibly enraging and am already debating whether to fwd. 😒😒😒

yup. he’s talking about how his pocket money of 25k is “chillar”. lord help me, i want to fucking climb into the screen and slap him. 😑😑😑

OMFG THE 25K IS PER WEEK. OK THAT’S IT, IMMA KICK HIS ASS. 😠😠😠

same, bhavya. fucking #same. 

HAHAHAHAHA HE THINKS HER SALARY AS A GOVT EMPLOYEE IS ABOUT 60 to 70 LAKHS. OH MY GOD THE RICH ARE TRULY FUCKING CLUELESS AREN’T THEY????? 😂😂😂

yaaaas bhavya, challenge his privileged ass. 😠😠😠

“25,000 kya, 25 crore bolti” - in one week. sure, son. sure. what are you even qualified for again? oh that’s right, NOTHING. like, at least shivaay and om EARN their money based on skill and knowledge. 😒😒😒

pft, i want to see this little shit work his fingers to the bone to earn that 25k (maybe even fail.) like rudy boy i love you and all, but you a hella spoilt brat and could do with a serving of humble pie. 😡😡😡

meanwhile billu is faced with a challenge of just dal and chawal for the day. no fancy ass asparagus and cheeses and what not. 😊😊😊

LENTIL SOUP. RISOTTO. OMFG THIS PRETENTIOUS ASSHOLE. MY GOD I HATE RICH PEOPLE SO MUCH. 😣😣😣

lollllllllllll he’s asking for the cooking range. and microwave. 🙄🙄🙄

he just called the stove “antique”. lord above. 

“on karke toh dikhaaiye!” *snort* 

god, he’ll probably blow up the damn house. 😬😬😬

back to rikara interrogating shady naukar. 

why do they keep at it with this ridiculous candy trick when the fucking vfx are soooooooooooo badddddd???? 😣😣😣

CHUBBY’S BACK! hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii chubby! i missed you! 😄😄😄

lmaoooo chubby is serving up some realness about rudra’s absolute nithallapan in the way only BFFs can. 🤣🤣🤣

OH GOD HE’S GOING TO BECOME A PLUMBER. OBEROI MANSION KAB PAANI KE NEECHA GAYA, YEH POOCHO. 😟😟😟

meanwhile, what has this mister managed to make with just dal and chawal? 😶😶😶

he’s looking hella proud. hopefully this time it’s edible and not like the pav bhaji. please tell me he actually put haldi mirch etc and didn’t just avoid all that to make this “low sodium”. 😑😑😑

if the house has been bandh for this long, how has this ONE rose survived? is it the cursed rose from the beauty and the beast? 🙄🙄🙄

OH MY GOD HE’S PUTTING THE ROSE BETWEEN HIS TEETH HE’S TOO FUCKING CHEESY I FUCKING CANT 🙈🙈🙈🙈

oh thank god. insaano waala khaana banaya hai. 😌😌😌

he can’t even the handle the mirchi in his own cooking. what a naazuk billu. 🙀🙀🙀

he’s laughinggggg about how she threw pocheee waala paani at himmmmm when he came here the first second time! my god, what a changed man! 😧😧😧

haha, her cackling at how he tore his pants last janmashtami. what a cutieeeeeeeee. 😚😚😚

paanika paani phenkne se paani pilaane tak graduate ho gayi hai. waah, kya growth hai. 😊😊😊

pooooor khanna. naukri bhi toh rakhni hai usse. uske naam pe kya kya jhelna pad raha hai. ek shivaay kam tha, ki yeh idiot bhi sar pe chadhne laga? 😒😒😒

OMFG CHUBBY ACTUALLY HAS AN ELEPHANT (for ganesh chaturti???) SHAVED INTO THE BACK OF HIS HEAD. JUST WHEN I THOUGHT HE COULDN’T GET AWESOMER…. 😯😯😯

yo wtf, is that their murtiiiii that’s just chillin’ back there, as if not stolen? 😶😶😶

ok uncleji here has a lot of past waale issues with oberois. dadaji oberoi toh abhi duniya mein bhi nahi rahe, why are you even holding on to this grudge? 😕😕😕

oufffff i don’t even wanna watch rudra’s nonsense. 😣😣😣

bhavya looks hella cute today. i like her outfit (on her.) 

BHAVYA IS LITERALLY LIKE 

HE DOESN’T HAVE EVEN HAVE TOOLS OR ANYTHING TO FIX THIS ISH. WHAT IS HE GOING TO DO, FIX IT WITH THE POWER OF HIS MIND???????? 😒😒😒

oh boy, apni chiraiyya is all up in arms. girl chill. 🤐🤐🤐

omkara is like dude, dadaji oberoi ne toh apni ticket kab ki kataa li. you can sort out your issues with him when you meet him in the parlok. gimme my murti please, coz my poor horny brother can’t get married without it. 

when bae won’t stop trash-talking and getting in the face of dudes literally 6 times her size 

“lekin TUMSE badhkar nahi.” 

HAAAAAAAAAYE. MERA SWEETKARA. 😘😘😘

why won’t people let my poor sweet pacifist-kara live?? 😭😭😭

RUDRA LITERALLY TAKING ONE PIECE OF CLOTHING AT A TIME AS HE WALKS BACK AND FORTH FROM THE TAP, WHICH BTW, HAS NOW SPILLED ENOUGH WATER TO SOLVE THE MAHARASHTRA DROUGHT CRISIS. 😤😤😤

OMFG I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS STUPIDITY. FWDING. 

omki must defeat sadde hue uncleji ka pottaaaa in kushti. please to make an appearance, balram! 

LMAOOOOOOOOOO OM’S FACE. that’s a face screaming “oh shit oh shit oh shit. my sculptor waale guns are good enough for the chote-mote gunde of bareilly and mumbai. i can’t deal with actual pehelwan omg.” 

this balram looks related to apna khanna, no? 🤔🤔🤔

GOD. NAAM KHOON KHAANDAAN KA VAASTA IDHAR BHI. HONESTLY OM, I THOUGHT YOU WERE BETTER THAN THIS. 😣😣😣

i need to know what eyeliner shrenu uses, and how it stays in place and doesn’t smudge even a little! 😧😧😧

why’s the POTTAAA calling his grandfather “TAUJI”? 😕😕😕

oh goddddddddd omkiiiiiiiiii, whyyyyyyyyyy????? BABY YOU’RE A LOVER, NOT A FIGHTER. (esp. without the backup of your two brothers.) 😣😣😣

lmaooooooooooo dadiiiiii won’t believe that rudra repaired the tap. 😂😂😂

ek nalka kya theek kar diya aise itraa raha hai jaise nobel prize jeeta ho plumbing ke liye. 🙄🙄🙄

lmao “dekho dadi, baat aisi hai ki rishtedaari apni jagaah pe, professional cheez apni jagah. baat ghar ki hai toh chaliye, 10,000 dijiye.” 🤣🤣🤣

“dadi chalo aapas mein niptaa lete hai, bhavya ko beech mein mat lao.” “kyun na laaon? tuney toh loot machchaa rakhi hai, toh police ko beech mein laana hi padega.”

hahahaha loving dadi today 😆😆😆

can’t believe this idiot got more money for putting plumber’s tape on a leaky tap THAN BILLU GOT FOR THE WHOLE DAY. COME ON. AND THERE’S TWO OF THEM THERE. THE FUCK, DADI?!!? 😣😣😣

ok kinda sweet how he gave her his pehli kamaai. 😌😌😌

but omg i haaaaate their theme music and this weird zooming into their eyes nonsense so much. fuck this entire relationship. it gives me too much michmichiiiii. 🤢🤢🤢

lmaooo pooorrrrr tiny bulbul trying to push omkara, but he’s not even budging. it’s fucking adorable how tinyyyyyyy she issss. 😆😆😆

OUFF OMKI. 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

oh great, these fuckers get this akad and tadi and sheer bullheadedness genetically from dadaji oberoi. 😒😒😒

shivaay trying to motivate himself to sleep. snort. 😆😆😆

ugh, anika’s tooo damn cute. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #tooGood #tooPure

“tumhe neeche sota hua dekh main upar kaise so sakta hoon?” 

you were fine with it for the past half hour or so, lol. 🙄🙄🙄

idgi tho, she used to have a nice big four poster bed that sahil and she used to share? where’d that go??? 🤔🤔🤔

“aap bohut badal gaye hai.” 

*happy sigh* 😍😍😍😍😍

lolllllllllll literal cold shower on billu as he gets his armaaan up. 😂😂😂

“raining inside the house!”

LMAO “IT’S CALLED RAIN WATER HARVESTING!!!!” YEAH OK BOO. 😆😆😆

ugh such cute. her smile lights up my damn life. 😍😍😍😍

oh no. andheraaaaaaa. 😣😣😣

ok the hug is awkward af. why does she have to bend to like, half his height and hug him like that?????? just hug normally???? 😟😟😟

he didn’t even do the standard candle adhering process of dripping the wax onto the surface and sticking the candle into it. pft. ameer ppl. used to having candle sticks and all. (vaddde log, vaddi vaddi baatein.) 😕😕😕

how did he suddenly grow taller? 😕😕😕

oooooh finally, backstory to the andhera ka darr. 

oh my heart. she was regularly beaten in the dark when she was in the orphanage. i can’t. my baby. my precious girl. *holds her for all eternity* 😥😥😥😭😭😭😭😭

“shivaay singh oberoi suraj hai. aur jinke paas suraj hota hai, unhe andheron se darrne ki koi zaroorat nahi. main tumhari zindagi mein itni roshni bhar doonga ki andhere ke liye jagah nahi bachegi.” 

i mean that’s nice and all, but you literally threw your relationship in the fire and burnt it all down after you promised her this the last time. so excuse me if i’m not awwwwwing over this heartfelt speech of yours. i have enough trust and abandonment issues for both anika and me to side eye you rn. 😑😑😑

omki’s taking out all his latent rage issues on that chor of a naukar. 

OK I WANT YOU TWO TO BE DOING AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT TYPE OF “WRESTLING” IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. 😏😏😏😏

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, LOOKS LIKE MY MAN READ MY MINDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😄😄😄😄😄

[taliaglitch]

FUCK now im yearning

[mytraveljournal2016]

Newzies (April 14th)

Hey, So last night I went on a Tinder date!! With this tall (6'4) guy with long hair, a beard, played hockey (in the states one year and in l'est du canada one year too), who likes Bill Burr! He's 24 (turning 25 on the 28th) and is doing his masters in Finance at HEC. We went for some drinks at Les trois brasseurs and it was pretty fun! He's a pretty calm guy haha. I didn't think he had that much of a good time but he wants to meet again !! Idk what it means (cause lets be honest, it is a tinder date lol) but idk if I'll see him again. I really think Travis is starting to come around, and I miss him... like he's really doing a good job. And I really think.. I don't know. I just want to hug him and hold his hand and laugh together. He went to his grandfather's funeral today and, long story short he was so mature. I'm tired, my period is coming in a couple days and I drank last night, so lol I was feeling (and am feeling) my emotions pretty strongly! I snapchatted him (randomly) saying that I couldnt wait to be in his arms in 2 weeks. He answered in 2 snaps (of course): wanna know what? I can't wait to hold you [purple heart]. Then couple hours later I was like "K I miss you so much today haha I don't know why" and he answered I miss you too michelle [blush face] thinking of you so much lately.. [purple heart]" (yes the purple heart is his fave lol). I just like... I miss him. A lot. And I can't wait to see him on the 25th after my last (YAY) exam. Either I'll pick up a car that I'll rent or he'll come get me and pick me up at 4:30, which would be sick since I'll see him at 4:30 instead of seeing him at like 10 after a long drive. But Then again, he didn't say anything explicite. He didn't! So mayyyybe I'll see the tinder guy again. I feel bad though. I might not. Like I don't want to have a secret between us, you know? I think we should have that talk. Like as soon as possible. Omggg I miss himmmmm. And if I do tell him I know it would hurt him.. Even though he said I shouldn't limit myself to him and that he's not ready for a relationship etc. Gotta go though, don't want to miss the bus. MNLC