“Forever”
summary — quinnifer hughes i miss you, i’m sorry
warnings/tags — angst angst angst! nhl inaccuracies, more angst, slight toxic relationship, gender neutral, new layout, slight song changes, small text, he misses you and he’s sorry too
note — saw @mxqlss’s post and started writing. honestly wanted to make it angstier and just sadder in every way but i’m okay with how it turned out for a first time nhl and smau fic
word count — i’m so sorry, i cba to check but it’s below 1k
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Turning onto your side in the middle of the night for what felt like the millionth time did nothing to ease the gaping hole you felt in your chest. You felt sick to your stomach but then again, so did he.
Another night questioning if he remembered that you were both happy together did nothing to ease the pain in your chest or lull you back to sleep. So, like every other night for the past year, you pulled yourself out of bed, made one of those soothing teas he liked and opened your laptop to the wallpaper of you and him.
Quinn always believed in “Forever” and “Happily Ever After’s”. Shame you always had to fight him on everything, including that.
He had always lied that it was fine (you not believing) but you had wondered what his reply would be if he was honest. Would you both be better for it?
After everything you thought he’d hate you but instead he called and said “I miss you”..
Summers at the lake house were bliss, the boys had always said that you were good to each other. It was where he’d first said those three words and your reply had been “I know, you too”.
You only saw him one in December after he’d called and said those words. You were still confused.
Broken dishes became a metaphor with “I still love you, I promise” becoming commonplace after your fights. He always was so disappointed.
“Nothin’ happened in the way I wanted”. That’s what he told you after a loss but you could never tell if he meant the games or.. you.
And now every corner of his your the house is haunted. You don’t know why he let you have it, or why he broke his own rule that said you’re not talking. Fact is, you missed him and you were sorry.
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“You’ve been sitting there listening to her song on repeat all day Quinn.”
“I know.”
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i love gracie so much!!!!! literally craving a angst w “i miss you, im sorry” w spencer!
i miss you, i’m sorry
spencer reid x fem!reader
she/her pronouns and y/n used
after spencer broke up with her, y/n is left to reminisce on what had been their past and what could’ve been their future.
warnings: angst, not proofread
thank you for the request!!! i miss you, i’m sorry is my favourite song by gracie, and i hope this lives up to your expectations <33
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the only thought in her head was the amount of times spencer promised they’d be together forever. he was so certain about it.
then, all of a sudden, he changed his mind and grew cold. was it something she did? maybe he’d cheated or something and felt too guilty about it to remain in the relationship?
whatever it was, he didn’t tell her. when spencer broke up with y/n, he was vague; rushing out an “i’m leaving, i’m sorry” and that was that. a bag had already been packed by the time she got home from work.
he left her the house, as if that made it any better. it just felt haunted by him. everything reminded her of spencer and she knew that would never change; he had taken over her brain.
a couple of days after he’d left, she was tempted to call him and tell him she missed him. she didn’t. if she had, he wouldn’t have responded and she would’ve been left embarrassed and heartbroken.
she missed their arguing as well as all the good stuff. all the arguments that they’d managed to resolve quickly. y/n wondered if maybe that was why he’d left so abruptly.
maybe he’d gotten annoyed at how much they argued and decided he’d had enough. it seemed stupid, though. it had been around 2 weeks since they’d last argued, so surely that wasn’t the answer.
everything seemed to be a reminder of him. even just looking at the ceiling in silence reminded her of the nights they just laid in bed staring up at the ceiling.
to anyone else, it would seem weird but not to them. they just wanted to enjoy each other’s company.
at least, y/n did before spencer disappeared like he did. nothing could take her mind off of that. the confusion she felt when he told her. how she’d just stepped in the door when he was walking out on her forever.
she wanted to apologise to him for whatever it was that made him leave. tell him she missed him. all in all, she wanted to do whatever she could to stop him from leaving; it was all she’d been doing for the past 3 years.
however, y/n also thought apologising could only make it worse. apologising might lead to an argument which would mean they weren’t even on good terms. were they on good terms now?
spencer hadn’t told her whether they were still friends or not so that was left up to her interpretation. she supposed not, but surely there was some kind of possibility?
the ringtone she had set for spencer sounded, breaking her out of the same cycle of thoughts she’d had for a week now. he was calling? why now?
in a state of shock, she let it go to voicemail, not actually expecting him to leave one. once it had come through, she immediately played it and his voice spilled out.
“hey, y/n,” he spoke in a quiet voice. “i know you’re probably so confused about, you know, all of this, but i just wanted to let you know that me leaving wasn’t your fault. i just— i think we’re better off as friends, and i really do hope we can be because, um, i miss you. and i’m so sorry.”
the voicemail ended and y/n stared at her phone, shocked to say the least. he missed her. he was sorry. he wanted to be friends; but she wasn’t sure if she could be.
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good morning,
twitter is still broken so another day on tumblr ✨
i can’t believe the surprise songs from last night it feels like a fucked up fever dream
if anyone has any full videos (especially of i miss you i’m sorry with gracie) please send them my way!!!
this is like a goofy little diary since there’s no word limit
xoxo
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tonight’s surprise songs were INCREDIBLY KAYLOR CODED
ivy (which she almost cried during), i miss you im sorry (there’s some very kaylor coded lyrics in there, and she sounded heartbroken yet happy), and of course, karlie what you want.
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