#i missed my sims so much u don't know how happy i am

[stinkrascal]

i have one more straud post to finish editing and then i think i’ll finally begin posting my legacy again!!

[bastardtrait]

great big get 2 know me post

i promise everyone that has tagged me in things that i did not ignore them! thanks for tagging me friends <3 love u all and if anyone sees this and wants to do it, please, use this post an excuse

5 songs i actually listen to - tagged by @airbussy-a330!

when you get this, you have to write down 5 songs you actually listen to and post them. then send this (ask or tag) to 10 cool people

アイド/ルIdol - YOASOBI

Do not touch - MISAMO

小幸运/A little happiness - Hebe Tien

死ぬのがいいわ/Alright with dying - Fujii Kaze

Replay - Iyaz (I know it's a meme but it's also a banger ok)

people you'd like to get to know better - tagged bt @thegloomiestwhim and @beebeesiims!

last song: Do not touch - MISAMO

favourite colour: yellow, as it's been for the last couple years!

currently watching: Demon Slayer but idk if I'll keep going lol...

last movie: Scooby Doo on Zombie Island LOL

currently reading: The Colour Purple by Alice Walker

sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury

last thing I googled: the business hours of a restaurant nearby

current obsession: nothing, I think

currently working on: editing Nova gen 6 and playing gen 7

feelings tag, sims edition - I am borrowing this from @akitasimblr bc it was just so interesting to think about.

"The boss of EA is in front of you asking for one statement about The Sims before he goes away and makes TS5. What do you say to him?"

was Journey to Batuu worth it you motherfucker?

"Do your Sims know you as their Sim God or are you the invisible deity to them?"

I mean I occasionally break the 4th wall and sometimes my sims seem to be aware that they are sims. but if I'm being serious about it then I'm really just an impartial camera in their lives. a detached third party. like even what I write for the Lucky stories are determined by dice rolls and not me lol so. I don't think of myself as a deity.

"How do you see yourself connected to your Sims? Do those of you who say you love them, really mean this? How deep is your game?"

well, seeing as I'm still playing these games and I'm still largely enjoying them, yeah I'm pretty connected to them. although if TS5 really is live service or whatever then I'm really not going to play it lol.

I think of some sims I've had, some of their stories and their lives, and yeah I get a lil bit emo. the same goes for my friends' sims! I miss them too. as for depth...I mean I dunno it's probably not all that deep for me. I think the sims is just a toy. I don't necessarily want too much of real life to seep into it bc real life sucks ass.

"What’s your Sims Secret? Is there something going on in your game that none of your screenshots will ever tell us? WHO IS LOCKED IN YOUR BASEMENT? What are those secret Sims doing behind closed doors?"

girl I post my sims fucking, there is nothing secret going on there lmfao. sometimes I revert to my TS1 days and pick sims that piss me off and put them in Hazardous Situations. I'm looking at you knox greenburg.

"Can we learn anything from our Sims to take away for our real lives? And/or can you give us an example of how The Sims has influenced you outside of gaming?"

this is MILDLY ironic but also kinda not: you know how in TS4 sims' moods change on the flip of a dime and they go through it multiple times a day? even bad moodlets have an end to them, and at the end of it your sim is just ... Fine. it'll be alright.

[sleepyselkiesiren]

Got tagged in this ask game by @just-a-little-trans-chaos!

1. Are you named after anyone?

Funny story! My birth name was specifically chosen to be Unique, with a funky spelling and everything, but then the year I was born a very popular movie came out, and the mc had my name!!! Same spelling! So everyone thought I was in fact named after them.

As far as I'm aware my chosen name isn't based on anything, but I wouldn't put it past my brain to have sneaked in some special reason.

Oh, and my middle name is a family middle name

2. When was the last time you cried?

... well huh. I feel like I cry more often than I actually do! Or maybe I just cry less these days. Anyway, it was probably a few weeks back when I was throwing up for the 100th time and couldn't take any more

3. Do you have kids?

*glances around * well.... sure Hope not!

4. What sports do you play/have played?

I used to LOVE playing baseball! Turns out I'm hella disabled though, so no sports XD like dang no wonder I got Fs in P.E.

5. Do you use sarcasm?

Ooooohhhhh yeah! But like, my mom's family's hyper-specific saracasm style

6. What's the first thing you notice about people?

I am UNBELIEVABLY non-observant. A long-term friend with waist-length hair cut it to chin length and I noticed NOTHING. My partner often makes fun of me for straight up not noticing when characters are visibly missing entire limbs, or obviously using wheelchairs. They make it a game to see how long it takes until I notice

7. what’s your eye color?

B L U E. With yellow spots!

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

HAPPY ENDINGS!!! Please, I need a break from the Horrors

9. Any talents?

uhhh yeah probably, but hell if I know. What even counts as Talent

10. Where were you born?

Washington DC. Totally definitely stuck around there! (we moved when I was 1 so like. Wat even is America)

11. What are your hobbies?

Drawing, writing, and Coral Island or the Sims!

12. Do you have any pets?

My family has 2 cats, Ace and Coco. They have SO much drama

13. How tall are you?

Uhhhhh 5 smthn. Idk. Medium?

14. Favorite subject in school?

Creative writing!! But I kept getting kicked out for being the only kid to sign up, so English was the next best

15. Dream job

LIBRARIAN!!!! Please dear god make me a librarian!! I was born for the role!

I don't actually know which of my mutuals are ok being tagged in these games, so this is an open invite!

[ca-3]

Sakuya is Gay.

that's it. that's the post.

jk or more accurately titled

"Sakuya Watanuki is a Gay Character and Here's Why I Think So."

(Edit: Part 2 of this post is here. hehe)

and why he 100% most definitely undoubtedly has a massive crush on Mahiru Shirota and I am writing this post(s) in honor of my favorite Servamp character and Pride Month 🌈💚

I know I said some of this stuff before in the past, but SO MANY things have come out since then and I haven't really had a reason to talk about some of these. So I thought it would be fun cause I haven't made a post like this in awhile ✨

It's insane how much content Sakuya has outside of the main story and I feel like a lot from him gets forgotten or some don't know about some of this stuff since he hasn't been physically in the story for awhile again 💔 maybe Tanaka Strike has certain main story plans later... but when you look over all these bits and pieces of the serious and the even silly stuff, you really start to realize this boy is definitely "🌈🌈🌈"

To start off real quick I feel like mentioning that we do have to remember that while Sakuya and Mahiru weren't actually childhood friends they were still together for a whole year before the events of the canon Servamp story began. Meaning Sakuya definitely had plenty of time to fall for Mahiru even if he probably didn't realize it yet. So if you really think about it, Sakuya and Mahiru have known each longer than most other characters in Servamp. Outside of like you know, any family relationships in the series.

Drama CD moments:

Sakuya confessing his “undying love” for Mahiru (In the 2016 April Fool's Day "SERVAMP School" announcement, it is stated that the way he would pursue Mahiru by insisting on walking him home everyday while proclaiming his undying love to him.)

This whole CD was apparently like an dating sim lol just read this synopsis, "Who will Mahiru ends up with? Will he go with the tsundere chibi who insists on paying him lunch while calling it troublesome? Or will he go with the lazy blue-haired senior who likes to invite him to eat ramen together? Or perhaps with the green-haired classmate who insists on walking him back home together everyday while proclaiming his undying love to him? You’ll find it all out in “SERVAMP School”.

this CD is apparently also called the Vampire-only Spring Vacation (x)

Mahiru:

"Aaaah, vampire-like options appeared all of a sudden! That was close – I was just about to forget you guys are vampires!!"

School bell rings.

"Tttttwahh!! Lunch break’s gonna end if we keep saying stupid stuff like this!! I haven’t even eaten lunch yet!!

[DING!]

Lawless:

[Now then. Who will you eat lunch with?]

[1. Lawless-chan and Lichtan]

Mikuni:

[2. The unpleasant upperclassman]

Tsubaki:

[3. The student council]

"Now MahiMahi! Who do you ch-"

Mahiru: "Yo! I’m gonna go look for Sakuya!! Bye now!!"

Runs off. (x)

April Fool's Day or not, this CD is very indeed telling of Tanaka Strike's previous BL works. Yes Tanaka Strike made tons of BL/yaoi mangas,doujins, and one shots before Servamp so keep that in mind too.

Sakuya getting super flustered by Mahiru calling him “Sakkun”. in the Servamp Drama CD “The Vampire-only Summer Vacation” Episode 3 (I recommend listening to this one, Sakuya's panicking near the end makes it extremely worth it, he's so cute here <3)

Sakuya: "For me... S-S-"Sakkun"... or something..."

Mahiru: "Heh? S-Sakuya? You wanted to be called something like that?"

Sakuya: "A-ah! No! J-just kidding! J-joking!! Ahahahah!! H-how much of what I just said was a lie-?"

Mahiru: "S-Sakkun…"

Sakuya: "U-uwahh!! I was lying!! Lying!! Mahiru you DUMMY—!!"

(also small thing that I also think is cute here is the fact Mahiru was not into the whole nicknames thing that everyone was doing until Sakuya wanted one and then tries to make him happy by saying it❤️)

In Servamp Idol Festival Track 4, Sakuya misses Mahiru so much he has Mahiru merch and has made his own Mahiru plushies. (Even though he said he can barely thread a needle in the main story... my more own personal headcanon here is that Sakuya probably said that just he spend more time with Mahiru alone, cause why else?) Tsubaki and Belkia are shocked by how much Mahiru merchandise he has too.

In the same drama CD Sakuya signed his name as "MahiMahilove" in his letter about hating his bosses demands and wanting to see his friend. (x)

I can't find the exact CD name, but there's one where Kuro and Misono get part time jobs and Sakuya is there working too. When Sakuya sees Kuro and Misono without Mahiru and immediately starts asking why isn't Mahiru with them. Misono even mocks Sakuya for this lmao.

Sakuya: "and where's Mahiru? Why's the cat here but Mahiru isn't? Mahiru should be here."

Misono: "When you open your mouth all that comes out is "Mahiru Mahiru." Don't you have other friends than him?"

rip Koyuki and Ryuusei I guess oof

Going to put the rest under "keep reading" cause this post is already long 😅

The drama CD Servamp "Much Ado About Nothing Filled with Vampires" Track 3 - Switch: Where half the main cast switches bodies, Sakuya immediately goes to "Mahiru's" side (not knowing it's currently Kuro in Mahiru's body lmao) worried about him because Mahiru looks "gloomy". Since it's actually Kuro, he doesn't know how to respond and only says "nya..." causing Sakuya to further panic that "Mahiru" is not acting like himself. Also Sakuya really wanted to switch bodies with Mahiru too after figuring out the truth. (x)

In Servamp Idol Festival Track 4, Sakuya asks Tsubaki for 50,000 yen (which about $394 in USD at least lol) so he can take Mahiru to get Yakiniku. (Sakuya might have been planning to take Mahiru somewhere pretty nice cause Yakiniku is generally considered a luxury dining option in Japan apparently when I searched it up.) (x)

In the CD "Much Ado About Nothing Filled with Vampires" Track 1, Sakuya talks about the sauna being good for your blood flow and Mahiru brings up not wanting to talk about that in front of a bunch of vampires and Sakuya reassures Mahiru he won't bite him. (I wonder if this is in slight reference to Sakuya saying whenever they used to hang out he always felt very thirsty... I wonder if he really meant that or not.)

Sakuya: "I hear it’s good for blood flow, too."

Sakuya: "What do you think, Mahiru?"

Mahiru: "Uh… I mean, well… I’d rather avoid talking about blood in front of vampires…"

Sakuya: "It’s okay! I won’t bite you."

Tsubaki: "Sakuya, you’re coming on too strong."

Tsubaki: "I don’t remember raising you to be so beastly."

(god even Tsubaki knows his son is gay)

In a comic gene bonus, Servamp Mini-drama CD “Steam Vampire Chapter”, where Tsubaki and Belkia find Sloth Pair at the hot springs and when they return to their room telling Sakuya he should have came with them and Sakuya said it was still a "definite no" until they mentioned Mahiru was there and they immediately have his attention, "Mahiru!? Mahiru came here?" meaning he would have definitely shown up if he knew Mahiru was there lol (r.i.p to you Sakuya) (x)

and of course I didn't forget the 10th Anniversary CD track 6 because holy god, this is one of the most recent ones and I swear everything was over the top and so was Sakuya's obvious feelings for Mahiru. Strike isn't even being subtle anymore... (x)

Sakuya is extremely moved Mahiru listened to his "depressing monologue" in the previous tracks with Tsubaki lmao

Sakuya says he can hear Mahiru's voice sometimes even when he's not around.

Literally attempts to attack Mikuni WITH HIS CHAINSAW WHICH WE HAVEN'T SEEN SINCE CHAPTER 32 IN VOLUME 6 AND TELLS HIM TO STAY AWAY FROM MAHIRU. Also Mahiru pretty much sics Sakuya on Mikuni like a guard dog here too anyways... 😅

There's a moment where he is talking to Mahiru and they talk about the past for a brief moment or as Sakuya puts it "Let's continue talking about our feelings, Mahiru!"

Sakuya gushes to Mahiru about a time where they went shopping together on their way home for the first time and how his "heart was pounding like crazy the entire time." Sakuya words actually make Mahiru flustered as well while he remembers the memory of it.

Sakuya continues to gush to Mahiru, but he won't shut up to the point where they literally fade him out while he continues to talk with Mahiru and Tsubaki says "feel free to ignore this child."

Manga/SLS comic moments:

Most recently from the 2022 character popularity poll comic look how happy Sakuya is that he and Mahiru ranked so close together in the postcard rankings 💚

This entire SLS comic from Sleepy Life of Servamp Volume 1 ... I don't need to say much else (lol it's meant to be a joke about how Sakuya is low key "yandere" even he doesn't really display these exact traits in the main story, but still I can't with this boy) the only other time Sakuya is referred to as a "yandere" is in the Servamp Idol Festival drama CD as said by Belkia... but only cause they are freaked out by Sakuya's collection 😅

From the 10th Servamp Anniversary party booklet: Sakuya literally pulling an Edward Cullen and protecting Mahiru(and kitty Kuro) from a truck and acting like it's nothing lmaooo (x)

At the end of volume 9 there's a comic about the anime version of Sevamp being announced and while all the characters have their own takes about what its focus will be. Sakuya wants it to be about him and Mahiru in highschool (Strike makes this boy talk about Mahiru any chance he can get, my god)

I wonder if he was hoping for a coming of age or slice of life story or some kind of high school romance... 🤔

Anime moments:

After the first Sakuya-centric arc is over in the anime Sakuya replaces Kuro in the anime ending for one episode and it shows him smiling at Mahiru 💚 like this wasn't at all necessary to do... But the anime team did it anyways and I feel like it for a good reason. It really shows that even they can't always be together now Sakuya means just as much to Mahiru as Kuro does :') like Mahiru does have other bonds with characters, but they REALLY made it a point here. Sakuya is what made Mahiru take getting stronger way more serious and want to find a good way to put an end to Tsubaki's plans. Not only for the other Servamps and Eves, but for his best friend too.

Also I'm convinced the anime team low key ships them the most now after seeing them here on the blu-ray/dvd box and all the other extra anime style content they gave us lol (I'm joking but also...??👀)

This scene is completely anime only(the entire ending of the anime was completely made up anyways) but I think this really shows Sakuya would protect Mahiru if he saw Mahiru in immediate danger. We haven't seen anything like this in the manga version yet, but I believe something very similar might happen if given the chance. For example, Mahiru never did the key ability before in the manga like he did here in the anime at first. Eventually years later he did it in the manga, but it happened a bit differently. GOD LET SAKUMAHI REUNITE IN THE MANGA ALREADY.

In fact the anime did cut out a scene from volume 4 where Sakuya protects Sloth Pair from Belkia. Although they didn't know it was Sakuya who did it. They thought Belkia just disappeared out of nowhere.

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and yes, we're still not done... Cause here's some bonus stuff!!

I want to talk about this because this probably a more obscure "SakuMahi moment", if we can really call it that... 😂 (it's more of a moment between Yuto Suzuki and Takuma Terashima, but their are acting out their characters and using their voices so..?)

But there was a seiyuu event called "Servamp Festival: Find your Partner!" Or "Secret Door challenge" and the Servamp voice actors played a little game where they were basically kind of role-playing as their respective characters and had to find their partners behind a door guessing by the sound of their voice. (basically Mahiru had to find Kuro, Licht had to find Hyde and so on) The catch was that their voices were pitched to make it more difficult for them.

but Mahiru(Terushima) didn't guess correctly and instead of finding Kuro(Yuki) behind the door.... He found Sakuya(Yuto) and well,, 👀

Host: "Please open the door!"

Terushima(Mahiru): "It was you guys! It's Sakuya!!"

Suzuki(Sakuya): "MAHIRU~!!!"

Terushima(Mahiru): "Aaaa! I feel weird fate! Stop it!"

I feel like even Suzuki knows that Sakuya is a little bit too into Mahiru that he just really played up this moment here. I mean, look at him stretching out his hand like that and he sounded so happy when yelling out "MAHIRU!!!" :D (also I like how Belkia's VA just kinda ignores them lol)

I do recommend watching the full version of this, it's a very entertaining seiyuu event 😂 although I don't think you'll find a fully translated version anymore...

There's a lot of Land of Nod events too and other bonus contents as well, like Parallel Summer, Servamp Valentines event and my personal favorite the Halloween event on Tanaka Box...

So this is definitely not everything I can find but I'm going to make a part 2 to this since I can't add more images anyways, sucks tumblr doesn't more than 10 pictures on text posts anymore💀 and this likely won't be the end of this Sakuya's eternal pining for Mahiru until they finally reunite in the main story...

This ship is my favorite, but also absolute pain... 🤡 if you read this far, WOW THANKS SO MUCH ❤❤❤

To be continued...

✨🌈Happy Pride Month🌈✨

[jalnandanz]

letters of my love. — s.jy.

pairing: sim jaeyun x gn!reader

summary: 6 recorded letters from your boyfriend, jake, all from his hospital bed, all symbols of his undying love for you. and while his love may be undying, he, on the other hand, wasn’t.

genre: angst, exes to ???

word count: 1.2k

warnings: heavy mentions of death, im sorry for the summary. tell me if there’s more !!!

permanent taglist: @jungwoniics​ @amakumos​ @0912005​ @ja4hyvn​ @penny-quinn​ @arikiu​ @soobnny @soobin-chois @heesplanet @sunarindior

a/n: hello my luvs !!! i got this idea while watching this emo movie and i thought it fit quite well because i actually have been wanting to try this style of writing for a long time ^_-  ALSO HRLP IM SORRY FOR THE SUMMARY UM UM UMMMM. Nervous sweating... also this was released so much earlier than planned but yass go xae !!! i hope you enjoy this and as always, do leave feedback ! i love u :] 

NOT PROOFREAD !!!

How are you doing 2 years later? I really, really want to know, but sadly, I don't think it is possible for me to ever find out. Oh well, everything happens for a reason, right? 

RECORDING TAPE #1, PLAYING. 

Hi (name)! This is Jake. I mean, you already know, but whatever. How are you doing now? I hope I haven't forgotten you by the time you’re listening to this. Ah, that reminds me! You listened to me, right? I told you to listen to this 2 years later and not immediately for a reason. I hope you abided by that! You’re in for a tongue-lashing if you haven’t. 

I hope you still remember my voice. I wish things didn’t turn out this way, but I don’t think I have a choice anyways. I’ll just have to accept this.

How is your family? Is your mother still working in the bakery down the street? Is your father still in the police force? How I do miss them. Say hello to them for me and that I long to see them so, so dearly. I hope everyone is doing well! How’s school going? I miss walking to and back from school with you everyday. Do you remember how we would get ice-cream from the small cafe across the road everyday? I miss those times. Remember when I dropped the cone on the floor and you gave me yours? It may have been a small act to you but it meant everything to me. Is vanilla still your favourite flavour now? I really want to know.

I want to know so much, yet I know nothing. I wish things didn’t turn out this way but it’s okay. 

That’s all for day 1. I love you.

I thought about our first date last night, the one when we went to the amusement park. You were so scared of the roller coasters and I don't know if you were aware, but I was pretending to be brave to show off. I was honestly just as terrified as you were. But I think we still had lots of fun, and I hope you felt the same.

RECORDING TAPE #2, PLAYING.

Good morning, sunshine. How did you sleep last night? Did you dream about me?

My doctor told me that I had about a month left, so I will be going soon. A month passes really quickly, you know?

Now, I didn't mean to sound depressed, so don’t feel that way! In fact, I am already thankful for my life because I got to do everything I wanted! I got into the school of my dreams, had good grades almost all my life, got to play for the school’s soccer team, and got the best partner I could ever have asked for. Honestly, what more do I need? Nothing. And that's why I think everything will be okay. Really.

Was that too depressing? Because I hope you don’t feel that way. I don't want you to feel bad for me or feel that I don't deserve whatever i’m going through now. That is the last thing I want.

Okay, that's all for today. See you tomorrow, my dear. I love you.

Everyday I inch closer and closer to my death. That is such a funny thing, really.

RECORDING TAPE #3, PLAYING. 

Hello, my love. I'm sorry for not keeping my promise of recording this tomorrow. I had an emergency surgery but everything is good. I promise.

I don’t regret it, though. I’m happy with everything I have done and I have enjoyed my time here. I'm not particularly scared of anything, I just don’t want you to be alone. Please promise me that you’ll stay happy, (name). I don’t want you to mourn over me. That is the one thing I don't want you to do.

I'm kinda tired after the surgery, to be honest, so I will stop here for today. See you in the next tape, darling. I love you.

I’m trying not to make this seem so depressing and seem like I'm just complaining about everything. I’m really being honest now, I meant it when I said that I have no regrets.

RECORDING TAPE #4, PLAYING.

(Name). It’s been a while since I have recorded a tape. I deeply apologize for that. I feel like I'm losing my strength day by day.

No more sad stuff, let’s talk about the happy things. How are you today? Are you taking care of yourself? Is your family alright? Today, my parents came to visit me. It lifted my mood so, so much. I really missed them. I miss you too. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I wonder if you are doing well at school. Are you making friends? I know you have difficulty talking to others first, but I believe in you. I always have. Live your life to the fullest, (name).

As always, I still love you.

Ah, I'm sorry for starting this recording on this note. This will be another short one.

RECORDING TAPE #5, PLAYING.

The day is so close. I don't know how I feel about this, to be honest.

I don't know how much more I can emphasize this, but please please please don’t feel bad for me. I only want you to be happy, and I don't think I can go peacefully if you aren’t. 

I wish you everything good in life, (name).

See you on the last one. I love you, as usual. I always will.

Thank you for everything, (name). I will always treasure our memories together, for the rest of my life. Though that isn’t very long, right? 

RECORDING TAPE #6, PLAYING. 

The day has finally come. I will try to make this tape as long as I can, no promises though.

I hope you will always be happy. Don’t mourn for too long, that won’t be good for your health.

I honestly don’t know what to say here, but, again, please dont feel bad for me or ask why this had to happen. You will not get any answers, so focus on yourself and forget about me. Forget I ever existed and live on. Live your best life, (name). Stay happy, I hope you live well, get good grades, and work your dream job. Good luck on getting your dream house, I know that has been your dream forever. I believe in you, you have never failed me anyways. Lastly, I hope you meet the right one. I know what you’re about to say next, (name).

No, I am not the right one. If I was, things would not have ended like this.

I’m going to be honest with you. I'm so, so scared, (name). I am so scared to forget you and all the memories we had. I don't want to forget you, I don't want to forget us. I know asking you to forget me sounds selfish since i don’t want to forget you, but please forget me, (name). After today, I no longer exist, don't waste your time on a soon-dead person like me.

And maybe it's stupid to say this again, but I love you. More than anything you could ever imagine.

I will be leaving soon, love. I hope you’re doing well now. Don’t miss me too much. It’s for the best.

ALL RECORDINGS HAVE ENDED. DO YOU WISH TO REPLAY?

[jungwnn]

Hiiiii😚 i wanna request for a ship with txt, enhypen and bts, thank you soo much for taking the time to do this!☺ I hope you have a good day, stay healthy and take care for yourself🤗

INFP-T | enneagram type 4 | sun: Sagittarius, moon: Cancer | Hate studying anything except English | Competitive when it comes to things I love and am passionate about | Like creative writing and interior designing(basically architecture) | Novels over movies | Even if i watch movies its either action or angst-drama, and always like the evil characters more than the good ones because I'm able to sort of understand why they do what they do, I believe everything has a reason, and every action is a result of something | I also believe in soulmates, love at first sight and all sorts of tropes like these | Obsessed with Greek and Roman mythology and ancient Egypt and just in general medieval eras | Love taking polaroid pictures and traveling | Aesthetic all the way, love being in the nature | I love fairylights and abstract paintings and night walks and stargazing | Love sad things | I'm sensitive to smell and don't like artificial scents | I like going to libraries and museums and cathedrals and old medieval buildings, beaches also and other nature aesthetic places | Always observing little details about everything that other people fail to notice | Easily scared or startled | Have huge trust issues and very sensitive | Have very few friends and am loyal before anything | I'm moved by little things and don't really like much of fancy dates, I like it simple and my favorite would be walk along the beach at night | Am very open-minded and wise but no one's really aware of that | Like disturbing people and then giving puppy eyes | Shy at first but when you get close with me I'm very loud, talkative, playful and annoyingly funny and weird | Just realized it yesterday that i tend to 'huh' a Lot | Clingy with people I am very close to(might even jump and koala hug them tbh) | Everyone's comfort pillar | Very expressive with words and actions | CLUMSY(I hit or bump into something at least once a day) | Love eating (taking advantage of my never getting fat genes lol) but am sort of quite picky | 5'2 - 157cm and I like tall people but I have no problem connecting with people on the shorter side of the height spectrum | Baby voice and baby face | side bangs and dark brown short almost straight hair which reaches just 4cms above the shoulders | Big chocolate brown eyes | Have slightly honey tanned skin | I'm a crybaby too, like if someone I love or care a lot about is getting scolded for whatever reason or they are sad or something then I tend to cry immediately. And while watching or reading sad things too | I do random sounds or actions too and I noticed recently I go 'huh' and 'uh' all the time | sometimes I don't even understand myself like a few days back I was wearing a black sock on my left foot and a white one on my right and then i forgot that i wore mismatched socks so when I noticed it after a while I got fascinated for literally no reason then within seconds i forgot about it again and then when it came to my notice again i got fascinated again and this went on the whole day lmao | My fashion style leans towards boho chic/bohemian and casual | And prefer bare face over makeup and converse over other footwear and dusk(sunset) over dawn(sunrise) but in the album I like dawn ver more🤭 | I love spicy and sour food and have a high tolerance of spice | And my love languages are acts of service>physical touch>quality time>words of affirmation.

YOU SOUND SO INTERESTING AND COOL LETS BE FRIENDS 🙄✋

in txt i ship you with!! Beomgyu !!

pls I can already already see yall fighting over movie chararters😭 I just get the vibe y’all met in a really weird way like he was reaching over to grab a random ass toy and you were too and bam!!! Talking, numbers exchanged. He instantly fell in love with you dude. Like gyu isn’t one to simp but your the exception here. Like dude had a big smile when you responded to his text message. Will he ever tell you that he would bounce up like a puppy whenever he got even a notification hoping it was you?? No. Never. That never happened I swear. There was a time where kai texted and was like “hey soobin said practice in an hour” and gyu straight out texted back “idiot shush I’m waiting” and Kai was just like ??? “...ur weird” basically gyu is literally in love with you from the beginning like it’s insane. That doesn’t stop him from teasing you though. Dude you better stay on high alert this dude is constantly pranking you. They are all harmless but if he ever did hurt you or do something wrong. He will instantly hug you and literally apologize all day and shower you in love. Just finding comfort in each other!! Like he is always there to listen to you talk about anything and just comfort you, He also trust you enough to share his issues! He loves to call you idiot all the time but he says it in the sweetest way or just to tease. He also loves to carry you, it makes him feel super tall ( esp when moas be calling him tiny 😭) also sleepy gyu!! Clingy!!! Let’s say y’all went on a date just a quick ice cream and a walk around the park right, He would look at you and be like “your so pretty~” then you look up and be like “huh? What did you say?” And he would just pull you closer to his side and be like “nothing idiot~” in the same cheeky sweet tone. Then later on that day y’all would just to hang out on the couch cuddled up. He was obviously tired since he was yawning every five seconds. He pulled you against his chest and just started mumbling about how happy he was to have you!! But that’s for your ears only!!

Your overall relationship would consist of:

☼lots and lots screaming like dude is loud but he is expressing his love so it’s okay!

☼movie marathons!!

☼pls don’t use puppy eyes on him he’ll cry at how cute you are

☼let him kiss your forehead and your head he wants to be tall

☼he makes u meals but sometimes they burnt 😣

☼brags abt you all the time like I’m pretty sure taehyun knows your favorite food and your birthday by how much gyu talks

☼he loves listening to you talk abt your interest and fascinations !!

so for Enhypen I ship you with !! Mr.Jake sim!

I just know this boy loves you for your witts bro, like.. how can you be so smart, interesting and pretty at the same time?? Like you completely captured this boys heart!! He loves hearing you talk about Roman and Greek mythology and ancient Egypt!! He thinks it’s honestly so amazing to listen to you speak about your interest🥺 He has this thing, where like whenever you do something cute or he just looks at your face he just walks over and squishes your cheeks. He loves loves loves showing physical affection! He WANTS you to know that you are the light of his life and you make him so so happy!! He talks abt Layla to you all the time and even called you her mom like WOAH. Speaking of mom, Jake gives me the vibe he talks to his parents about you!! Like mans is so serious abt you he just adores you!! Dude is so worried about you when you bump into things, like let’s say you accidentally hit a wall. He will be by your side in a second telling you to be more careful them kissing your forehead. He calls you princess 🧍(HAVE U SEEN THAT ONE FAN CALL BYE) he also treats you like a princess as he should. I have a feeling when he can’t see you in person he calls you and y’all will fall asleep on call. like he would be all sleepy and be like “i miss you :(“ and just talk about your guys day and it would be so sweet!! I’m sure you get the idea !! He’s in L word with you hardcore!!

Your overall relationship would consist of!!

☼he always buys snacks for you because he wants his baby to eat well

☼he is a romantic he loves taking walks on the beach with u!! (And Layla)

☼always compliments your eyes !!

☼always gets you flowers or lil things that remind him of you !

☼he has you as his wallpaper!

☼if y’all go see scary movies together he will most definitely try to act tough and protect you but he fails and hides his face in your neck

☼CHEEK KISSES!!!

for bts I ship you with !! Kim taehyung himself !!

okay okay!! I feel like taehyung loves your mind, he loves hearing your side of things and just loves everything about the way you think! He truly thinks your a piece of art !! like homeboy just loves spending time with you and just talking. He is a hopeless romantic like he loves taking you out to dates that mean a lot to both of you! He takes you to art museums and beaches and takes so many pictures of you!! he has a whole folder dedicated to you!! He also loves hanging out with you and your guys friends!! He just wants everyone to know he’s with you forever and ever!! He is the kinda dude to rest his elbow on your head like deadass just to tease you. He takes you to his hometown often because like I said he wants a future with you!! Expect a lot of snacks from his mom because she adores how happy you make him and he is just!! ugh you lucky lucky girl!! He likes to travel with you, like he can be so unpredictable!! dude will sit there and go “for dinner can we get pizza? Also I got us a trip to Paris for my week off” LIKE OKAY WE GET IT YOUR RICH!! But good for you I guess🙄 also matching outfits. He’s buying you a matching beret and your gna wear for that boxy smile idc. He looked at your matching socks and instantly wanted to try and now he claims it’s the coolest shit ever like Yoongi is always like “why tf?? You bought these in pairs?” Like mind your business Yoongi. His baby does it so he wants to do it too !!🙄✋

overall relationship!!

☼kisses on the lips all the time

☼plane ride cuddles

☼ur boyfriend is your professional photographer

☼pls tell him he’s a good boyfriend he just wants to make you happy

☼always talks to you abt the future <3

☼no joke he has y’all’s kids names planned

☼fun fact.. he bought you a promise ring 😣

a/n aaa!! I hope you like it!! I’m so sorry for the wait!!

[highsviolets]

congrats and happy one year anniversary of your brilliant self being here!! i can't imagine this little corner of the internet without your thots, musings, poetry, and the infectious inspiration in everything you share 🧡☺️ since legends is an option and i blame you for renewing my love of rogue flyboys, can i request a romantic wedge letter + hope/tomorrow/skies please?? and idk what to tell you that you don't already know, but i miiight share a snarky side with him that doesn't come out much here lol. THANK U LOVE U HERE'S TO ANOTHER YEAR 🥂

Dear Aar,

We’ve just finished our latest round of escort duty. I sent the squadron to bed, but I’m too riled up on adrenaline to sleep. Tycho’s here too — he says hi. I know what you’re going to say — a few hours in the cockpit during hyperspace isn’t enough. That’s what I tell my pilots, too, and I mean that. Sleepy pilots get killed, and I’m not in the business of getting my pilots killed when some rack time could have prevented that.

Although, I’m not sure how much rest the Imperial Remnant is going to let us get. Word is there’s a new campaign in the words to defend the Mid-Rim; I guess some ex-Moff is trying to intimidate one of the agricultural sectors? I’m not sure. I’ve tried to get Leia to tell me, but it seems like the Provisional Council’s up in arms again and she can’t risk providing the military with information before it’s formally released.

I suppose you know all of that, though. Politicians, right? I could never see much point of them, but maybe that’s just the inner Corellian coming through. Leia’s a good one, though. But I guess you would know that too, working in the archives and all. Speaking of, tell me about the new plans for that Imperial Museum Corran unearthed on Coruscant. Next time you’re able visit base, remind me to introduce you to Corran. He’s a bit headstrong, and maybe he’s got a bit of an ego…okay, I can hear you laughing at me across the galaxy. What can I say; charming and Corellian just go hand in hand. (Besides, it’s not like you never have a snarky word to say about anyone….)

I miss you. It’s old news by now, I know, but I think missing is always worth stating. Of all the men in the world to miss, I miss you the most. (That’s only because you always have my favorite Whyren’s Reserve on hand. kidding…mostly). The only feeling that feels close to as happy as I am with you is when I’m flying, and don’t tell anyone, but Rogue Leader’s not as tough as he seems to be. Because I’m missing you more and more these days — what’s the point of open skies if the person you love isn’t here to share them with you? I’d love to get in you an X-Wing, Aar, maybe we could go to out by the Manari mountains and fly one day. I suppose there’s always the sims, too, but the feeling of the open sky in front of you…I wanna share that with you.

I’m bound to be sent back to Coruscant at some point….everyone’s favorite poster boy, I suppose (sigh). The only thing I like about those trips is seeing you…and seeing you look so handsome at all those official events.

Okay, enough about me— tell me about that new book you’re reading, and the garden. Were you able to get those Ithorian seeds you wanted? Please tell me you haven’t tried making Twi’lek food again…that photo you sent me looked like the mynock Zraii had to peel off of my X-wing a while back.

If I keep writing, I’m going to fall asleep on you, so I guess I’ll stop here. I miss you, baby. Maybe it’s the Force, maybe it’s something else, but something tells me I’ll see you again soon.

Love,

Wedge (your affectionate flyboy)