#i need a cleanse FOR MY SOUL
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ax-fire · 10 months ago
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tag me in the fix it fics when they start coming thank you
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vurelly · 1 year ago
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Are you listening, God? It's me, the monster you created.
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seokminfilm · 2 months ago
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yours ── lee seokmin
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🤍 pairing, lee seokmin x reader
🤍 warnings, non-idol au, fluff, hurt/comfort, established relationship, boyfriend seokmin, mentions of thunderstorms, kissing, skinship, seokmin calls reader baby, reader calls seokmin by his nicknames, soft seokmin hours, just really fluffy
🤍 summary, you hated thunderstorms—thankfully, seokmin was just in time to comfort you.
🤍 author's note, tornado warnings are going off at the moment of writing this so...i can relate to what's happening in this fic 😭 i hate hate hate thunderstorms but we ball anyways!! this too shall pass 🙏 anyways enjoy lyrnation!
🤍 now playing, headliner (seventeen)
🤍 word count, 1.1k | for @kstrucknet, @maestro-net
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as the rain beat harder on the windows of your bedroom, your body tensed up with fear as the sky lit up brightly with lighting, thunder coming soon after and shaking the ground with its intensity.
it was a saturday night, and the whole day hadn't been the best for you: not only did you mess up your chance to cook your sweet boyfriend, seokmin, a nice breakfast, but your friend had canceled her plans to visit you and you had been asked by your boss to up in ten more extra hours next week—ruining the idea you had of taking seokmin out on a date.
and now, to top it all off, thunderstorm warnings sounded off on your phone, and one was approaching your apartment.
another intense shake of your house brought you back to the present, and you felt the hair on your neck stand up as fear gripped your body. you hated thunderstorms—the loudness of it all terrified you, and your mind seemed to go to the worst places when thunder was present.
suddenly, your phone rang, and you stared down at it to see your boyfriend's contact light up the screen—seokmin was calling you, probably to make sure you were okay. you let a sigh of relief fall past your lips, picking up the call quickly.
"seokmin, hi.." you sigh out the greeting breathlessly, and seokmin sighs with the same tone you do, responding with a relieved "hey, baby."
"are you doing okay? i know the thunder's getting bad now, and i keep getting thunderstorm warnings in my notifications..." seokmin's voice has a constant hint of worry as he speaks. your heart softens, so grateful to know seokmin's worried about you just as much as you're concerned about him.
"i'm doing the best i can. the thunder isn't my favorite thing, but you know—" you pause to laugh, hoping it convinces seokmin as you fidget with the strings of seokmin's hoodie you were wearing. "i'll make it eventually. i always do."
seokmin laughs at your response, sighing again as you hear a clicking sound in the background. "don't worry, baby—i'm on my way home now. i'm sorry i had to be out so late."
"no, no, seok—don't apologize. it's okay. i'm just happy to know you're coming home. i really need you right now." you say with a wince, ears ringing after the loud bang of thunder outside. seokmin sighs, a smile behind his voice as he replies with a soft "i know. i need you too."
bidding your goodbyes after you catch up with seokmin a little bit more, you let yourself bundle up in the blankets of your massive bed, awaiting seokmin's return.
the sound of a door closing downstairs stirs you from your sleep, and you listen to the shuffling of feet and the continuous sound of rain against the glass of the windows. too sluggish to move from your position, you listen quietly to the sounds surrounding you, breathing deeply as another thunderclap sounds in the distance.
stairs creak under your boyfriend's weight as he cracks open the door to your bedroom, and you smile as you hear the shuffling around your room and smell the familiar scent of seokmin's cologne.
"hey, baby. are you awake?" seokmin asks quietly, a few feet away from you. you nod, shuffling under the covers as you push them away from your face.
"hi, baby. god, i'm so happy to be able to put my hands on you. i missed you so much," seokmin's smile is glorious as he approaches you, squatting down to his knees as he brushes your hair away from your face with his slender fingers.
"are you doing okay? do i need to get you anything?" seokmin asks softly, staring into your eyes as you shake your head, clearing your throat. "i'm doing fine. i accidentally fell asleep while waiting for you to come home—i'm sorry, min."
"baby, don't apologize. i'm glad you fell asleep—you need some rest." seokmin smiles, kissing you softly as his sharp nose bumps yours. "let me take a quick shower, and then i'll get in bed with you, yeah?"
"okay," you smile, letting seokmin cradle your face in his palm before he kisses you again, making a little 'mwah' sound when he pulls away.
"i love you," seokmin says softly, staring at you with love in his eyes as you stare back, face warming up as you stare at seokmin's handsome features. "i love you too, seokmin. thank you for everything."
"of course, baby. i'll be in bed in a few minutes." seokmin gives you one more peck on the lips before standing up and disappearing into the bathroom, the door closing behind him as you let your eyes flutter shut once again.
a creak of the bed brings you to consciousness once more, and you sigh contently as seokmin slithers in behind you, firm body pressed against yours as you allow yourself to melt into him. seokmin sighs heavily behind you, the familiar scent of his deodorant melting into the cold air of the bedroom.
"i'm here, baby," seokmin whispers tenderly, kissing your neck softly as you sigh at the contact of his soft, plush lips on your skin. "i'm glad you are, seokkie. i missed you so bad today."
"awww, i missed you more." seokmin chuckles lowly, enamored with your clingy nature as you exhale, sinking deeper into your pillow.
"how was your day?" you ask seokmin, hands falling to seokmin's arms as they wrap protectively around your waist. he sighs, shuffling under the blankets for a moment before he answers you.
"it was good. tiring, but good—i got a lot of things done today, too, so...it's good for you and me. i can stay home tomorrow." seokmin smiles against your hair as he leans his head on top of yours, and you hum happily, too comfortable to speak in this moment.
"how about you, baby? how was your day?" seokmin asks, and you sigh heavily, allowing yourself to finally vent all of your frustrations from the past day to him.
"and then, to top it all off, this awful thunderstorm." you finish your rant, out of breath as the thunder rolls outside once again. seokmin had been taking such good care of you, you had even forgotten there was still a thunderstorm going on.
"baby, i'm so sorry." seokmin sighs, tone matching yours as he runs his fingers through your hair. "that did sound like a really rough day. i wish i was here with you."
"it's okay. i have you here with me now, and it erased all the bad things that happened earlier today, so....thank you." you say, and seokmin kisses the tip of your ear, smiling against it as he nibbles at your earlobe, causing you to giggle uncontrollably.
"of course. i love you so much, baby. i'm so glad you're mine." seokmin whispers softly, tenderly kissing your neck as you start to fall asleep, smiling as you quietly reply.
"i love you too, seokmin. i'm glad i'm yours, too."
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nerdyqueerr · 1 year ago
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The Amazing Devil truly knocked it out of the park with Fair in terms of love songs i mean its got everything. Domesticity, deep adoration, confessions of love when youre sure no one else can hear, a that's what she said joke, yogurt, genuinely dont think there's a more romantic song on the face of the earth
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thamepo · 8 months ago
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i know i’m the world’s most suspicious person to talk about forcebook but MY GOD this episode of peaceful property filled me with awe and made me love force and book even more
so much of their characters was about physicality, communicating through dances and glances and playfulness (this last one being one of forcebook’s strongest points alskskks) and they did it all so well!
you could effortlessly tell book’s character was better at dancing than force’s and GODDDD BOOK KASIDET HOW FAR YOU’VE COME!!! THE ACTOR YOU’VE BECOME!!!! the sweetness he poured into vicha’s character, the silent but deep feelings running under the surface. his love was quieter but devastatingly powerful and losing phoom broke him beyond repairing
all with little dialogue and the world’s saddest face brought to you by an ever growing actor like book!!!
and force just took my breath away with the sad scenes. he’s become so good at showing vulnerability on screen and you could see all of phoom’s suffering and heartbreak. he was just a kid and his mother’s rage was far too strong for him to face but GOD phoom loved vicha, he loves him, always will!!!!!
phoom and vicha’s connection is so strong that vicha won’t leave this earth. they don’t really want to separate even though death already did it. it’s heartbreaking, it’s moving, it’s so very HUMAN
all portrayed beautifully by force and book!!!!! their chemistry is, as always, UNMATCHED!!!! and the actor who played older force too. what a performance!!! writing through my tears!!!! this was excellent tv!!!!
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aychama · 7 months ago
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If you asked me "Aycha, do you have a vampire kink?" I would say no. But if you analysed my au then you would see that yes, I have implemented the whole -blood sucking and pleasure- aspect into it accidentally ...
Whoops? 😅
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widowshill · 8 months ago
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— And do you or do you not have difficulty remembering such simple instructions? — Only during thunderstorms, sir.
THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) / DARK SHADOWS (1966)
#don't mind me just absolutely insane about the possibility (probability!) that vicki saw tsom the year before coming to collinwood.#the boom mic in the stairs shot is always cracking me up.#finally me and you and you and me just us and your friend steve (the boom mic operator)#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#there's obviously far; far less of a christian overtone in ds — but i wonder if you couldn't make the argument that it isn't also#on some level about belief?#belief; namely; in the ghosts that roger resists and vicki with both arms embraces;#faith in the not-so-minor deity liz stoddard; choosing to follow her doctrine even in the face of conflicting truth.#one might consider collinsport a faithful congregation taking sermons from the mount — from the mouth of the reclusive ascetic;#conveyed by loyal (devastatingly; sacrificially loyal) disciples.#and vicki; searching for belonging; for a home; for a family; falls very lamb-like into the flock.#all old gods of course demand their sacrifices in blood: burke; namely; but also matthew; bill; roger (so-attempted)#if i were pushing it (which I always am) you could go so far as to say collinwood's son rises from the tomb.#''but the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night'' etc etc. demanding; first; sacrificial livestock; then virgin blood.#anyway! I digress.#''they say confession is good for the soul. well; my soul needs purifying.''#vicki as the prototypical virgin — the clean slate without history; clear water with neither dirt nor blood —#in which roger cleanses himself (somewhat forcefully!); to wash away guilt and suspicion;#the force of virtue that prevents the intrusion of sin; either through the wood of the confessional or very literally at her bedroom door.#''an innate sense of goodness'' etc; besides being something of a conduit between this world and the next:#re. the seances; the appearances of josette and bill; the various and varied encounters with supernatural; the time travel;#as one might expect of an angel ... or a saint. and one could argue that she goes on to restore roger's faith —#if not in the goodness of the world at large; then the existence of goodness; or in the worth of belief itself.#anyway. long way of saying i love man x his governess whether it's catholic or satanic. sign me up.
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momentomori24 · 3 months ago
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I’ve seen a couple of people predict that Grace will become a support for Damon because he solved Wolfgang’s murder, but I don’t think that’s gonna happen. If anything, I predict after the events of Chapter 1, Damon is gonna be the main target of Grace’s rage because 1. Damon was close with Eva, who murdered Wolfgang, and 2. Damon had Wolfgang’s blackmail, and if he had just told him about it, Wolfgang wouldn’t have fallen for Eva’s murder trap and would still be alive.
When Eva revealed that Damon had Wolfgang’s blackmail in the trial, Damon inwardly griped that now everyone was gonna give him shit for it afterwards. Some of them may not, but let’s be honest, Grace is ABSOLUTELY not gonna let him live it down.
Her imitation art referred to her as "a friend", however I don't believe she will be OUR friend. She will very, very likely hate Damon's guts for his involvement in Wolfgang's death and honestly I will celebrate her for it 💅💅
Legit, Damon is a BIG part of how Eva was able to go through with what she did. He knew about the code to access to perk (which he slipped up about) and was the one who made the suggestion to hide it from everyone, even when Eva suggested otherwise. He had Wolfgang's blackmail and not only hid that, but lied to his face about it. Same with Desmond's blackmail. He trusted Eva despite literally everything. All of these decisions ended up playing a massive part as to how Eva was able to commit the murder, and I don't think Grace will let him get away with that any time soon-- and rightfully so, given how little genuine self-reflection Damon has about his self sabotage, scapegoating of Wolfgang and transgressions against the group as a whole, both in this situation and in general. There's also that she very likely feels responsible for his death as well, given how she left him in what she believed to be a very vulnerable position in their room alone. If she had stayed behind, he wouldn't have gone through with going to the boiler room, and that absolutely still clings to her conscience. I can see her both wallowing in that guilt and self loathing as well as using it to lash out on those around her, especially Damon.
Actually, rather than a support for Damon, I think she's more likely to be a "support" for Diana instead! With Eva and Wolfgang gone, it leaves both of them with the potential of bunking together instead (or sleeping alone, which I can see for Grace for a while). Diana also really cared for Wolfgang, and I'm curious about Grace's feelings on her speech given how she turned away in the CG. I can see a rocky, budding partnership forming between them at some point if Grace will find it in herself to trust someone again. Which I don't see happening easily, honestly (especially given Diana's more sympathetic view of the person who brutally murdered her only friend). But I can see them bond over their mutual grief over Wolfgang much later down the line (although I can also see a repeat of what happened in Chapter 1, where Diana's genuine feelings are seen as fake cuz she still cares about Eva despite what she had done to Wolfgang, so there's potential for conflict too).
I'm really scared for Grace cuz her chances of surviving Chapter 2 are hopefully decent-ish with how little we know about her, but there's a high chance she'll die by the end of the game with how it's looking right now 💀 She just lost her closest ally and the only person she truly trusted and felt comfortable with and has garnered the dislike and ire of a lot of the other characters due to her brash personality. She also doesn't have anyone she trusts to confide in as a result of that (especially since her feelings and grief aren't taken that seriously by most or weaponised when they become "inconvenient"), and will generally be seen as being in the wrong even when she has legit done nothing. ALSO, on top of everything else, she's still very much traumatised from her altercation with Mara. She's left in a very vulnerable position in the aftermath of Chapter 1, and unless she finds herself an ally or has some development that helps her connect with the group, it won't end very well for her. I don't think she will be a culprit at all (although I can see her getting framed), but there's potential for her to be a victim and I do not like that. At all. Fucking free this woman, her husband dying should give her a free ticket to guaranteed survival.
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crayonverse · 11 months ago
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cw abuse implications
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been awhile since drawing anything canon adjacent lmao anyway heres ein and his manipulative father figure who hates him
wanted 2 go with some holy imagery bc of that line ein has in s6 where he says the only person worthy of respect is Michael n yeah. he has some issues
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shanathegeekyartist · 2 years ago
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I had no idea I was so down for this but… priest Sanji. (Im not even religious but id convert in a heartbeat if he was the priest)
Not my idea but one of my IG moots came up with it and it got me so feral that I couldn’t let this slide.
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nayruwu · 2 years ago
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i'm coping. not coping well, but coping.
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sandwichmustbetasty · 8 months ago
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I have SO MUCH things to do but I literally can't compose myself after the last episode
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this is me currently
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comraderoscoes · 6 months ago
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being so. soooo serious when i say i need both of these whitehood weaponising fools out of the sport. both of them are just rich white european men so desperate to be seen as oppressed because their fucked up behaviour isn’t given a pass for once in their sad and pathetic lives. both of them have repeatedly encouraged and dismissed the racism lewis has faced through out his entire career but will never miss an opportunity to scream british bias. they are a toxic and malignant force in a sport that some people are trying to make better and i hope they both choke 😁
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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago
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who the fuck said Like a Butterfly was japanese Bring Me To Life
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aarontveit · 2 months ago
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GRACELAND | 2013 - 2015 S01E02: Guadalajara Dog
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flowerakatsuka · 1 year ago
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here's a messy ass doodle of 2nd year kurokara even tho i should've gone to bed already.
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