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omarfor-orchestra · 2 years

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#yk when i said to my therapist 'i hate shopping bc clothes are designed on a standard body that's not that standard at all #and I don't ever find things that could fit me nicely'#and she went 'yeah but your body is not that dar from said standards'#and i went 👁️👄👁️#wdym it's not that far from the standards #on todays episode of 'i have no idea what i look like and at this point I'm afraid to ask'#like come on i used to fit kids clothes THAT'S the standard my mind still thinks about #and also i think I'll go back there someday. I'm not saying right now I'm thinking about doing it but just let me live on my own and see #how fast I'll go back to it #it's too addicting I've never felt as bad and empty in every sense as i did when i was at my lowest but I've never felt as happy either #i know I KNOW it's not worth it bc there's literally only downsides and i was like a ghost of myself #and I've fought teeth and nails to find myself again #but I'd lie if i said i don't think about it every day #why do you think i watch these many shows lmao my brain needs to be busy all the time #sorry idk why I'm thinking thoughtsTM today #i need to study economics #tw body image #tw ed

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forgotten-daydreamer · 3 months

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Took twice the max dose of melatonin before the final revision for tomorrow’s exam, I’m shitting my pants and I genuinely don’t know anything as thoroughly as I should but if I sleep less than 4 hrs before it I just know I’m gonna do even worse somehow

#don’t take twice the max dose of anything btw #genuinely don’t do the shit that I do #i only did it bc I know my limits and haven’t had any other substances in over 24 hrs but don’t ever try it #always talk to your gp before taking any meds and supplements at all #anyway psa aside #I want to revise for two hrs so until 1.30am circa but I genuinely hope I pass out sometime in the next hours and a half #godspeed ig #uni #melatonin #I have super high expectations but I genuinely prepared this exam in like 4 days and my brain has been all over the place #haven’t had the chance (economic too so please please consider sparing a couple of bucks for my ko-fi?) to meet my therapist in 2 weeks #been super suicidal super busy dealing with stuff and people and my family and uni and ah oh how I wish I had a brain able to focus #also the ‘visions of horror’ as I call them have lowkey turned into auditory hallucinations that never stop and it’s… tough #genuinely so tired of everything in general #I’d promised to hang with my uni friends after the exam bc I should be done my midday tops but I know im gonna be super sad and underwhelme #so I hope I can be at home by 4 pm tops with one excuse or the other #I love them all so much but I need a break. also bc I got another exam in less than a fucking week and I still haven’t started studying for #it because it’s objectively easier than tomorrow’s and because when was I supposed to study for it #I spent 3 good days working on a paper that isn’t even mine for a subject I don’t even take #a favor for a friend which turned into 3 more friends asking me if I could help them with theirs #and you know me #I never say no. unfortunately. but also I’m super glad they want my help bc they know I can write at least (one good thing)#but. that’s still -3 days available #then. the demons #wasted so many hours just pacing and biting my nails raw and being pathetic #so yeah. in a little under 15 hrs I want to be in bed again. resting until the 19th when the cycle will begin anew #also math ain’t mathing. my exam is in 12 hrs only now 13.

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bitegore · 6 months

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CATASTROPHE. reread one of my own fics and now im like brainworm BAD over motormaster

#get me out o f here i need to study for my economics exam #red rambles

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radioactive-worm-on-string · 7 months

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All I’m saying is that it’s tragic how very intelligent students are forced to drop out and made feel stupid because some professors feel the need to make their courses so intense that one needs to study 50-60 hours a week, while they just need rest to function, but would have no problem understanding the material if they just had to study 40 hours a week, the actual fucking guidelines for what full-time studies should be.

#I remember when I had a bad cold the week we had FOUR LABS #AND THREE OF THEM WERE SIX HOURS LONG #I think I ruined my liver with all the paracetamol I took #I stood there like a zombie and watched things drip for four-five hours a day and barely saw sunlight for a whole week #I get that’s it kind of inevitable that e.g. chemical engineering will be more difficult than economics #but why is especially stem like that???#I’ve seen people in classrooms of the physics/engineering building at 6pm on a Saturday #although this partially applies to me #I’m mostly thinking of other people and I’m not calling myself super intelligent #humans just need rest #maybe in particular neurodivergent people #my mom (who is an epidemiologist (she doesn’t work with Covid)) has told me that so much study time is to be expected #and with everything else going on in my life #I just don’t know if I want to put myself through it #maybe if becoming a biologist was my dream I would do it #but now??? idk

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anaesthesia-why · 1 year

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why is my mind set on always comparing myself with others. and on every single mistake. on everything not perfect. on everything painful. on everything negative. who put so much poison there. who let it fester.

#why was I not a perfect human being from the moment I was born type of stuff #and so much more #anaesthesia personal #anaesthesia_personal #So yeah it doesn't stop on thinking about myself but the systems in which we live #Too. Economics. Government.#Wastewastewastewasteharmharmharmdeathillnessdeath #Help. Doesn't matter if I'm online or offline. Constantly seeing people (forced) giving out leaflets and newspapers doesn't really help.#Messy apartment and messy house in the countryside doesn't help. Everything needs cleaning and fixing andandand #It's always about something negative. So I try escapism with genshin mostly when I'm too tired to think about studying.#It actually feels like I'm cursed. What do I do to lift the curse though

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wesokkasimp · 2 years

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I am SO HAPPY for Jalen but at the same time he is making me feel unnacomplished

#i mean he his like ten years older than me #like i am a sophomore in hs #BUT HE GRADUATED FROM UMICH WITH A 3.8 GPA #WHILE MAJORING IN ECONOMICS AND INTERNATIONAL STUDIES #AND MINORING IN SPANISH??#AND HE WAS IN THE TOP 25% OF HIS CLASS LIKE SHIT #AND NOW HES IN GRADUATE SCHOOL AT JOHNS HOPKINS #GAWDDD #AND HE INTERNED AT WASHINGTON??#HE IS SO GADDAM SUCESSFUL #AND HE COMES ACROSS AS SO WELL SPOKEN AND INTELLIGENT IN HIS TWEETS #i need to calm down #like he probably wasn't crazy successful when he was 16

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probably-enjolras · 1 year

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me to myself while studying for macroeconomics: if you get through this you can use this information for fanfic purposes, just push through

#listen if you think i'm not using the fact im studying government failures in the macroeconomy to support a throw away line in a les mis fic #you are mistaken #i'm so bored right now #i have to take this to get my social studies teacher certification #(i need 13 hours of government and economics on top of 30 hours of history)#but gosh is this dull #ryan.txt

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sad--tree · 1 year

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keep saying i don't want 2 work another retail xmas but canNOT 4 the life of me make myself finish my goddamn fucking job applications !!!!!! death & dying & despair etc. etc.

#i dont dislike the application process for gc jobs on principle BUT #it does not mesh well w/ my difficulties re: starting & finishing tasks #but like i understand why u cant just send in a resume n hit done #NOT that there are many IT listings up atm...... and ill apply 4 clerical/admin stuff too #but an IT-1 STARTS a good $10k a year higher than a CR-5 soooooo :///#which is whatever its fine money isnt everything!! ill gladly make less if it means not hating my job!!!#but i also wanna. u know. LIVE. move out of my parents house. buy brand name snacks occasionally. maybe -gasp- go on a vacation #(not 2 say i dont make an attempt at travel now but thats with very finite savings that are def only going down not up)#also extremely frustrating 2 me the emphasis put on having a degree that completely locks me out of certain job categories #like. yes. there are for sure some where having the bg knowledge is important eg. an AU (auditor/accountant) or MA (methodologist)#and there are certain skills a degree (in theory) provides eg critical thinking research etc.#but not all of us have $40k+ to get tge fancy piece of paper saying we have those things. and u can have those skills w/o a degree #and smth like an EC which needs a degree in economics sociology or statistics is so arbitrary #and maybe not necessarily actually based in the majority of work done by the majority of positions in that category #ANYWAYS not me being bitter abt education standards YET AGAIN lol #idek if i could go to uni even if i could afford it. even tho i have 2 college diplomas id probably have 2 redo my grade 12 english 😶‍🌫️#also if money were no object id probably go for like. film studies or smth lol not sociology #tho. ngl. if i had the willpower and determination 4 smth so rigorous (i 100% dont) accounting does seem. interesting asdffhkkfdghh #ANYWAYS pt. 2 all this 2 say this is why i instead spent $10k+ on the only possible 2 yr diploma #that can still get u in2 the higher paying public service jobs. even tho ive discovered i Dont Particularly Care for programming. :(#thats an understatement actually i was actively in hell for like 80% of that program and the remaining 20% mostly wasnt coding

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year

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I'm about to be so tired ghejeje

#os already tored fot rh same reaspns #been tring to microdose sleep forna bit moght just have to dp yh tadks mow #not honna edit yis. yall get yo dee the raw footage tnight #ok alarm done im up for real now 🤞🤞🤞#also i did not allow enough time actually lol #please let me qork let me work let me WORK #thats all i need baby just be a working good body/brain for a few more hours so i can get this shit in please and thank you #oughh..ok #ok im done with 2/3 of the things.. just gotta do number 3 okay you got this baby go fuckinf batshit go wild do that homework cockslayer #ouuu ra ra ra #sorry don't mind me I'm tryna hype myself up #the first paper was shocking easy but now i gotta figure out another idea #girl i got TWO ap tests on wednesday... i can't study OR sleep for them bc of this shit. ik it's my fault but what the helllll #ive never done 2 in one day before so im a Little Worried BUT at least one of them's lit analysis which is like. my niche #at least it is in a way economics n government n shit Arent Quite

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timbsnotsosecretteaaccout · 1 year

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IF I HAVE TO WATCH THIS SO DO YOU

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Now before you click away thinking I added a bunch of tags that don’t match the video… no I didn’t. Every tag I put on here is shown in this video. So be warned and watch if ye be brave of heart for there be chaos in this ‘ere video

Have Fun!!!

#chickn nugget #game theory #I rlly hope there are no people studying economics game theory ubder that tag because that would be unfortunate #tumblr sexyman #furries #pickles #dnd alignments #chaos #this made me laugh so hard and I really needed it #hope it makes you laugh too #Youtube

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horrible-oracle · 1 year

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i got out of bed and went outside and picked up my online order and did groceries. could a depressed person do that???? yeah.

#im still very dead tho and i have to make some food #and also i need to be studying for my economics test but... too dead for that... ugh #evgesha's thoughts

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biprotagz · 2 years

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bridgerton [shakes phone]

#lauren.txt #ive been speaking in a british regency accent all day. ive been frustrated and enamored by the show all day. i want more. i want less.#i want to yell at some writers for being so shy with queer narrative (THE BRIGERTON SECOND BROTHER. ELOISE AND PENELOPE)#yet i want to applaud them on their display of period typical subtlety language costuming and set design. the intimacy of the film too!!#it's very romantic but also flawed (i wish the show was a bit more... punchy. and unafraid to go there / i.e. queer stuff bc...... !?!?)#(also i can accept the clear displays of social economic & racial hierarchy as part of the shows structure. it functions as an #intimate character study of each brigerton sibling and their quest for love but it still pushes my buttons how above it all they all are)#(it reminds me of what little i read of jane eyre. they're so insulated and rich i want them to have their own french revolution dammit)#edit: i don't see eloise and penelope as romantic anymore LOL i think they just need to talk and be besties again </3

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celticwoman · 2 years

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how does one get a job with no experience .

#im going to cry i dont know how to do this #fuck me and the moment i decided i wanted to study english its literally useless #im so upset #every job ad i find knowing english is just a plus to the other skills/knowledge you need in order to apply #seriously fuck me i shouldve studied marketing or economics or something like that #i hate being an adult #cami.txt

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baekk-hhyun · 2 months

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my uni professor asked for my name today cuz I was the only one who could answer some basic economic questions lmao

#i need to study more economic stuff #cuz it's interesting #but i dont have a lot of. time

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vamptastic · 3 months

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for real will never forget the conversation i overheard at graduation practice where these two trucker hat dudes were talking and one casually goes 'yeah idk what i want to do after high school. maybe ill go into real estate'. brother you and what capital.

#real estate was always the default for people and like correct me if im wrong but you have to be at least like #decently well off to start off in that field yes? at least buying and managing properties you do #being an agent you need to go to school for too right? or at least pick up a certification. like you can't just wing it as an 18 year old #and become a slum lord no? i worry sometimes #it's silly but like i always was on my friends about having plans after graduation and i worked on some projects for the school at large #trying to help people make an informed decision especially about enlisting #and then i get to actual graduation and it's like ohhh none of you thought about this at allllllll #or the three valedictorians who all wanted to study polisci #i had political science and economics classes with all three of you... your asses are not running for senator

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a-sleepy-ginger · 6 months

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10/3/24

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Talked with my brother

Didn't have to go outside

Apple and kiwi :)

Enjoyed Frieren and apothecary diaries alot

#happiness diary #happiness diary: march 2023 #today was a really chill day #ill need to start studying tomorrow :(#well at least i know one subject for the graded unit so i can just whip up an essay and memorise it then adjust it on the day #well thats the theory #will need to do that 3 times though cus I have to write 3 essays #but at the very least i can try and lass the economics essay with full marks #which will put me in a better situation if i dont do well on the other 2 #but ill try memorise at least 2 essays with the 3rd being a bonus #cus if i ace 2 of the essays ill pass regardless of how the 3rd one is #but ill do my best to pass all of them #but well see #anyway sleep #night

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