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#i prolly never will because writing is hard
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i feel like i’ve learned so much about ferrets, the human neck, and rabbit hutches while doing research for my gothic lit senior seminar project. hm.
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yourstrulyrika · 2 months
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idek if this makes sense but leon x fem reader and like, reader has a voice kink? istg leon has the loveliest voice ever 😰😰 so like leon sweet talking reader with that sexy ass voice of his sjdjekjfksk love your writing btw it always hits the spot 😈
sorry nonnie for making you wait so long ong. like actually so sorry :( anyway here’s the fic!! i love leon’s voice so i TOTALLY GET U. i’m on a small break and my writing prolly sucks even more than usual but that doesn’t mean i won’t write when i feel like it. anw still working on the theme but yeah this takes time cuz i have a lot of things to do;; hope you forgive me
as always, no warnings!! fem!reader
btw guys don’t you think they look the same
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it’s just the way he’s talking to you, using that tone only around you. you’ll never see him use this tone around anyone else. the soft, smoky tone that makes you shiver pleasantly under him. it’s reserved for you.
you think Leon doesn’t see the way you get weak in your knees when he speaks to you, lowering his voice on purpose. you try to hide it, but it’s just so obvious he has to hide his grin that’s forming on his face. it’s cute, he thinks. he likes to tease you with it, too. not directly calling you out, but rather speaking with that voice on purpose to see your reaction. that’s also how he figured out you have a voice kink. Leon is a quick learner, after all.
he’s speaking, sultry voice filling your ears as he makes love with you into oblivion. hands intertwined together, his lips next to your ear, muttering sweet nothings to you that make you clench around him as he thrusts into you, all the way to your cervix, nudging that sweet spot deep in your guts.
“Goddamn, you make the sweetest noises, baby,” he murmurs against your skin, his hands gripping your hips, hard enough to bruise. you don’t even have to say anything, he talks you through it most of the time. your brain turns into a mush with the way he’s filling you up.
“Pussy so good I never want to pull out, you know? Fucking love it,” his voice begins to turn breathy, a small hint he’s growing close. and it’s true. he’s actually really quick to drown pussydrunk on you. drunk on you, too. you’re his weakness, whenever he’s balls deep in you or outside sex. if he could, he’d never pull out, make you cockwarm him forever because your gummy walls just feel too good. his heavy balls slap against your ass, the skin slapping noise filling your bedroom.
he folds you so you’re in mating press, but he makes sure he’s always near your ear so he can keep talking you through your orgasm, husky voice filling your senses and making you forget about everything.
“My pretty princess, always taking me so well. Come on, need this pussy to cream around my cock, goddamn,” whenever Leon gets close, he always makes sure you cum first. he gets especially talkative when he’s about to cum, it’s his habit. he either needs to talk or have his mouth busy munching on your clit, no in between.
“Gonna cum in you, fill you up till I’m empty. Gonna stuff you full, make sure nothing spills out. Keep milking me dry, I love it ‘s much.” his thrusts start to grow faster when he feels you clamp around him, feeling proud of himself that his voice does work on you. it’s an ego boost really, his dearest loving his voice, his voice making his darling so eager for him. every time your walls clench around him, he growls, his mind turning hazy. at one point he’s on autopilot, pumping you full of him without even thinking straight. how can he think when he has the best pussy around his dick? especially with the way you’re gripping him so tight and the way you’re so warm, he can’t help himself.
you can’t help yourself, too. Leon’s always making sure you hear him even when the skin clapping and sounds of your walls sucking him in fill the room. your hand is around his neck while the other one holds his, a habit of yours. you always hold hands during sex, it’s Leon’s way of affection. he needs to hold onto you, loves you too much to ever be away from you even if it’s a damn centimetre. his cock is moving in and out of you, filling you to the brim, desperate to make you cum. he’s close, so damn close, throbbing so much you can feel it inside you. it makes you cum, because his head constantly keeps nudging the sweet spot that makes you see stars. your nails dig into his skin, and he moans, throwing his head back.
“Fuck, such a good girl, taking me so well, you were made for me.” he would talk more if it wasn’t for his orgasm hitting him out of nowhere, too. white, pearly semen filling you full of him, making you feel nice and full. he doesn’t pull out, though. he’s absolutely pussydrunk, so don’t think he’s gonna stop.
and you’re right, because not even ten minutes after, he starts to lazily move his hips again.
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sakxramxlkii · 7 months
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GENSHIN BOYS FINDING YOUR DIARY ABOUT THEM - HEADCANONS
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You often wrote about your crush in your diary. You didn't believe that he would reciprocate your feelings, so you often found comfort in writing about him in your diary.
On a particular instance however, he was hanging out in your room and you had got up to prepare some snacks for him. While you were away, he looked to your blanket and noticed a little pink book semi-covered by the blanket. Curious, he picked it up and read it.
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CYNO
- Shocked and intrigued.
- Would probably only ever bring it up if you banter together and it subtly suggests this instance.
-pretends to not know you like him when you come back with the snacks
-dw though if you find out, he's nervous/panicked too, he just doesn't wanna show it pookie ;)
-has a really bad joke or pun when you both banter and you find out
"I'm sorry. I couldn't resist the opportunity to 'snoop' at you. You're simply too fine to just stay in the 'shadows' and 'hide away' like that."
ALHAITHAM
- intrigued too, but mainly calm. He'd already suspected that you liked him.
- he'll probably just keep reading when you come in and catch him.
- bro just reads like it's any ordinary book, silent and focused 😭. You better hope you didn't narrate a whole story/fanfic of you both, or a vivid dream depicted in detail because hell of lord, he's going to read through it like it's written by Shakespeare. 💀
- probably will just spend more time with you after that and wait till you directly confess to him. He doesn't know romance stuff ight 😞
"I know." He reads a book while he hardly gives you any eye contact. "You wrote it in a diary." The silence and awkwardness fills the air. Your face was flushing knowing he had read through it. Alhaitham doesn't really know how romantic gestures work, but his cheeks were slightly tinted. You decided to break the silence by asking him out. "Sure, but if you let me finish reading that diary of yours."
CHILDE
- intrigued like everyone else. Excited knowing you feel the same way.
- brings it up the moment you walk in with the snacks
-will poke fun and tease you at how 'cheesy' and red you are.
-he's not missing an opportunity to just tease and ask you out.
"My my! What do we have here?~ Seems like someone has a bit crush on this harbinger! So...how about a date in a fancy restaurant located at Fontaine? My treat of course~"
ZHONGLI
- Zhongli is a gentleman, he would never snoop. In this case, let's re-write it a little. He would be trying to put the book to a shelf to help you keep organized. He'd unknowingly read the book for the contents to place it to it's respective place until he slowly realizes what it was.
- Like Alhaitham, he suspected you liked him in the first place. He's been in this world for so long, so it wasn't hard to recognise. He was calm too, but a little shocked reading through your diary.
- he's a respective man! He would probably read one or two pages out of curiosity and stops there for your privacy. He'd then put it back to your shelf.
- honest. When you come back, he'd straight up tell you he saw it on accident and that he was sorry.
- avoids embarrassing/teasing you, SUCH A GENTLEMAN GAH...
- prolly would subtly confess that he likes you too but if you seem like you wanted it to be a secret, he drops it and pretends like he doesn't know until you are ready enough to confess.
"My apologies. I was trying to put your diary back to a shelf and had read the contents unknowingly. I read the contents because i wasn't sure which category to place it in." He then takes a sip of his tea you poured him a while ago. "Though...I do wish to admit that I feel as if I may be able to reciprocate those feelings of yours. If you would give me a chance, that is."
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12am rn. I will edit more ltr but gnnnnn i'm tired
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onlyseokmins · 2 years
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a tiger's dominion [1] • k.s.y.
“Some days you tame the tiger, and some days the tiger has you for lunch.” 
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Pairing: kwon soonyoung x afab!reader
Genres: porn with PLOT (minors dni!), camstars!au, university!au, best friends/idiots!au, goofy comedy, cheesy fluff, a sprinkle of angst
Warnings: cam shows and camera sex obv, swearing, prolly fake myths about sex and stuff idk ignore it for plot pls fdksj, sort of mutual masturbation (m&f), reader wears hoshi's clothes, hoshi regards his viewers as females, pet names like kittens, pussycats, etc., degradation, hypothetical shower sex, mentions of breeding, b00bs <333, WAP lmao, sex toys (vibrator/dildo), fingering, squirting, multiple orgasms, me thinking I'm sooo funny and uhh as always lmk if i missed anything!
WC: 8.5k
A/N: I can't believe this is going to be my hoshi fic debut but that's what it is! Special thanks to marvelous @huiranghaes for reaching out and asking me to join the svthub collab and the lovely mushroom for letting me write in her place (this is for her honestly 🥺), please check out the other incredible works on the masterlists! Also special thanks to my darling bestie wife @onlymingyus for helping w/ the planning details, confidence boosting, and so much more! P.S. there are some fun cameos and crossovers scattered throughout, do lmk if you want in on one in future parts :D
➯ a tiger's dominion ◇ [teaser] ◇ [part 2]
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"Horang-HEY kittens," the man purrs — yes, purrs — voice low and gravelly. It's not a surprise, considering his dick is already out for all to see as he slowly begins jerking himself off. "How're my pretty lil pussycats doing this fine evening? Desperate for me already? Don't be shy 'cause I'm already leaking for you."
You inhale sharply through your nose as comments flash rapidly across the screen. You can practically hear the pings of monetary value that just have to be pouring through even though you're on the other side of the camera. Reminding yourself that this is a recording, you wiggle the mouse and skip ahead.
"Whoa, wait! What are you doing?" A voice screeches in a different register but it's similar enough tone to the one echoing from your speakers.
With a frown, you look down at the hand that shot out to grab your own. It seems inconceivable to think that the tiny fingers over yours are the same ones wrapped around the red, hard cock dripping with pre-cum in the video. Perhaps that's why it looks so... big. It's the only explanation you'll accept.
You regret glancing once more at your laptop's paused screen because the smirk displayed right before it cuts off at the top now plays on the lips of the man sitting next to you.
"You're gonna miss all the good stuff!"
"I'm not missing anything, Soonyoung. You cam and you're a dude. I'm sure there's nothing new here that I haven't seen before."
The silver-haired man gasps, scandalized. "You think I'm unoriginal. Me. 0riginalTiger69? The one and only Hoshi? Hah! What would you know? You said you don't even watch porn."
"I don't. Why would I need to use anything to get off when I can simply turn on the camera and have everyone watch me instead?"
"So you're only horny when you cam? You never, like, do it alone? Watch some things here and there."
"These days? Not really, don't need to."
Soonyoung shakes his head. "Wow..."
"I'm not insatiable, goofball. Sure I watched livestreams when I first started for some inspo but now... well, you'll find out your stamina can only peak for so long."
"I have incredible stamina, thank you very much. My kittens love it. Salivate over it. Something you'd know if you watch any of my videos."
"Which I'm not going to," you sigh, "and you did not just say kittens with a straight face. I'll find it super amusing if you're still able to go at the same pace you are now some time down the road."
"They're my lovely kittens and don't worry, I'll be sure to keep you updated." His eyes narrow. "You know, you're awfully calm about finding out how your best friend is a camboy."
"Compared to you, yes." Referring to his call at three in the morning, shrieking in your ear that he finally connected all the dots. "You'd be surprised how many familiar faces are scattered throughout the community."
"How many do you know? Have you watched their shows?"
You throw your hands up in the air. "Omigod, how many times do I have to say, I don't watch porn! I make it!"
"Okay, okay." Technically, Soonyoung should know better than to rile you up with long nails waving dangerously close to his face. But he still presses on. "All I'm saying is that you're insanely chill about all of this."
"Bestie, we've been at this since you knocked on my door at ass 'o clock."
"It was only ten!"
"You know I don't wake up before noon!" You take a deep breath. "What's even the point of all of this?"
Soonyoung's brown eyes dart across your room. Taking in the expensive tripod and lighting setup at the desk to the strange, almost clinical, neatness of the rest of your bedroom. How easily he believed when you said it was an investment to perfect your scholarly presentations. Silly. Now it all made sense. He waves his phone with your Svthub profile on display.
"Do a collab with me."
"Huh? … What? Nah. No way. Nuh-uh."
"Just hear me out," he leans in close causing you to scoot your chair back. "My kittens have been begging me to collab with a certain Tigress."
"Ew, don't say it like that."
Hearing it out loud certainly has a much higher cringe value than seeing it typed by faceless viewers or saying it in the privacy of your own room. Alone and too turned on, well-immersed in your role. It's even worse when it comes out of your best friend's mouth. 
"Sorry, should I say Miss TigerLily_61596 instead? Hm. Isn't that my birthday?"
"Oh, it is!" You pray and hope he doesn't notice you lying through your teeth. "The computer somehow generated it, how funny is that?"
Soonyoung pouts. "You use that for all your passcodes." To prove his point, he picks up your phone lying between the two of you and unlocks it easily with the pin of 61596 as expected. "See? Knew it. Hao says that isn't a good cybersecurity measure, you really should be more careful. Remember his lecture? Always use protection!"
You snatch it back. "Leave me alone. It's not like everyone knows your birthday!"
"I'm announcing it on my next stream."
"Do it, you won't."
"I will!"
"Wait, don't. That's a serious security concern, you idiot. Everyone just wants to see you jerk off anyways, nobody wants that personal stuff unless they're creeps. Which you do not want."
"I don't," he acknowledges, "you've been doing this for a while, right?"
"Yeah. Two and a half years soon."
"Wow. Perfect! You should do something big as a celebration. Like collaborating with me."
"Why are you so hellbent on this?"
"Look. Everyone tells me we'd look great together — which is true — but I had no idea how to work up the nerve to send a DM to Miss TigerLily_61596 and propose such an idea. Until! I find out my bestie is the famed Tigress herself! Plus… I have a few experiences here and there."
"So you're using me," you cock your head, "and I don't do collabs. It only attracts potential weirdos into wanting to reach out and I've finally curated a steady, safe viewer base that I'm not looking to change. And what's this about experiences?"
"I'm not using you!" Soonyoung chews on his lip. "And that's another story for another time. It was only an idea, really… I get it. It's not like you wanna fuck me either."
"I don't," you affirm. "Besides, you're going to have to talk to Yuna about the whole camboy schtick, and then you want to try and explain that you had sex with someone who just happens to be me, your bestie? That's not gonna fly so don't drag me into it."
"Probably not a good first date discussion but," he laughs, "I'm sure I'll figure it out. She doesn't seem too judgy. After all, she agreed to go out with me next week."
"Congratulations!" You pat him on the shoulder and stand up, needing to take a step back from his proximity. The sudden suffocation of being wrapped up in his presence can be a little too much. "Forget all these camming shenanigans and just focus on her. This is your chance. You've had a crush on her for months now, can't afford to mess it up."
"Yeah, well." He scratches the back of his neck. "I think I'll still keep camming. Svthub's payoff is great and well… I'm afraid I'll wear her out too much if not."
"Huh? Are you… talking about… sex?"
"Duh. I wasn't lying earlier, I have a mad stamina game."
You pinch your nose when he smirks. "I don't think that's what she'll complain about."
"You don't get it. It's why all the other ones broke up with me."
"That is so not true," you argue. "Chaewon said you talked in your sleep too much, Seoyoon complained that your ego was inflated to max capacity, and Eunhye was tired of you bringing up tigers to get out of every serious conversation! And don't even get me started on what your roommate complains about."
Soonyoung sulks. "Gee, they really confided in you. Okay, sure —  maybe that's all true but I also get told off for having too high of a sex drive."
"Sounds like a 'you' issue but maybe that'll be humbled in a couple months or so. Not my problem."
"Well, maybe you can help me resolve it… if we did a collab!" He chuckles in mischievous glee when you throw a ball of socks at his head. "Just kidding, unless?"
"Get out, you heathen!" You shriek. "Get out before I throw my hair dryer at your head next!" His laughter fades out as he escapes into the hallway. "The world will have to tip over and break off its axis before I fuck you, Soonyoung!"
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Apparently, the world did decide to fall apart on you specifically, the universe playing a losing game of monopoly with your life, and whatever godly figures cruelly laughing in your face. Giving you a major middle finger and mocking you relentlessly. You watch the raindrops trickle down the window of the passenger side, similar to your tears that threaten to break loose at any time.
Soonyoung periodically glances at you as he drives, worry wrinkling his brow. "You doing okay?"
"Do you think I'm okay?" You hiss out although he doesn't flinch, knowing you're not pissed at him, per se. "I'm soaking wet, I have no car now, and I could barely pay the towing fee because I just submitted my final tuition and the rest of my stupid bills! This fucking sucks."
"I could lend you some mon — "
"I don't want anyone's money. I was doing perfectly fine until this utter and complete bullshit of a disaster."
It's silly because even though you're seething in well-deserved anger, Soonyoung can never understand how you manage to look so radiant. You're acting like a bedraggled cat about to claw someone's eyes out and yet you wear the fierceness so well. It has always suited you. Though he feels bad about the shitty situation you're now in, he can't help but crack a small smile.
"Okay, don't threaten me right now because I'm driving — which I'm more than happy to do for you any time, anywhere — but you'll also die if you attack me. So… about that collab?"
"Kwon Soonyoung." It's true. He's lucky he wasn't behind the steering wheel of a transportation vehicle or you would've thrown something at him with the rage circulating in your entire cell system. "I swear to the high heavens — "
"Just hear me out. I did the math — "
"Oh no."
He sighs your name. "I thought about the math and there's a good chance we'll make at least more than double what we would by ourselves. You know how Svthub caps us out with how many solo streams we do per month. But. If you did a few in addition to our collab, you could easily make up for what you had to spend today."
He wasn't wrong. While it was nice that Svthub had policies in place to prevent its camming community from making an unfair and absurd amount of money, it was already halfway through the month. You had successfully hit the average amount you usually do to comfortably cover the routine bills and expenditures. But even if you were lucky to max out, it would not be enough to pay for the unprecedented car repairs — or even worse, another vehicle. And though Soonyoung and your friends were more than happy to drive you around, you still wanted to give them gas money or offer to buy lunch despite their protests. 
You're quiet in deep contemplation the rest of the short drive and Soonyoung's surprisingly patient. You frown when you realize he's parked outside of his new apartment complex. 
"What're we doing here?" 
He shrugs. "It's closer and I'm worried you're gonna get sick if you don't change into something dry soon. You can even stay the night. Besides, Hoon's either locked inside his studio or not home at all. You know how he's been disappearing lately." 
"Maybe he found a significant other." 
"Jihoon? Lee Jihoon? We talking about the same dude that runs away from human interaction like it's the plague?" He pauses in thought. "But he basically just lets me live here by myself so maybe you're right… " 
"It's possible if he found 'the one.'" You make air quotes and then sigh as you eye your best friend's much nicer building through the sheets of rain. "Maybe I should move back to the dorms." 
"Please don't. I swear Chan was experiencing a second-hand high when he came to practice last night. Certainly smelled like it." 
"Just 'cause he was a little uncoordinated doesn't mean he was high. Heard he went out drinking beforehand anyways." 
"Guess I should be pushing them harder," he mutters and you can't help but shudder at his darker tone. 
"Chill out, Mr. Captain. You'll make them cry again." 
Soonyoung was a loud, irritating but loveable goofball day-to-day. Yet when it came to his team, he was a different beast. Firm, strict, and often harsh enough that a few of his younger members have come whining to you. As if you could do anything. It's sometimes hard to picture him as anything else but squishy and sweet, especially when he takes off his jacket to wrap around your shoulders. 
You don't dare to let your mind wander about what he's like during sex. 
"I haven't made anyone cry. Yet." 
"That's because the last thing they want to do is come crying to you. Especially when you were the cause of their tears." You tug at the lapels of the jacket around your body. "Thank you but I didn't need this, I'm dripping wet."
"That's what she said!"
And just like that, he's got you rolling your eyes with his toothy grin and boyish laughter that's muffled once you get out and slam the car door shut. He calls your name to no avail and surrenders to chasing after you. Finally catching up to your fast-set pace because you're stuck waiting for the elevator, Soonyoung nudges your side teasingly. Despite the initial complaint, his jacket is pulled tight over your damp clothes that easily catch the intense breeze of the lobby's air conditioning.
"Can't say I'm not funny."
"It's called 'acting like a child'. I didn't want to ruin the inner side of your nice jacket."
"Hey, it's not a big deal. I'm just trying to help my bestie out. You were shivering and I don't want any perverts eyeing my girl's assets."
You scoff. "Worry more about your own assets, like, don't look now but the receptionist is so checking you out."
An idiot never changes their ways because Soonyoung does look. 
Shooting a lazy smirk that has the poor woman nearly fainting on the spot at the sight. You don't blame her. At least it's easy to ogle him when he's turned away, white t-shirt that's now soaked easily sticks to his well-defined upper body. A delicate silver chain lays against his collarbones while droplets anyone would die to catch with their tongue slide from his jawline down to his neck. You lick your lips the same time he does before he's running a hand through his silver bangs and sending a wink her way. 
So, you punch him. In the abdomen. Lightly. 
Even though he yelps in pain, you're sure your knuckles hurt more from his stupidly ripped abs. You shake out your wrist as you enter the elevator with Soonyoung two steps behind.
"I told you not to look." 
"Telling me to not do something only tempts me to do it even more." 
"Noted. And in that empty brain of yours, don't forget that you have a date," you remind him. Maybe it's a reminder to yourself as well. "Speaking of which, enlighten me how you think this collaboration is by any means a good idea." 
"It'll give you the money you need." 
"I'm not some charity case, Soon. You don't have to do this for me." 
"You're not a charity case, you're my best friend. I'd do anything for you." He takes your hand in his and squeezes it.
Fighting down the butterflies, you rest your head on his shoulder. "You're too good to me."
"Remember that next time you make fun of me." He chuckles when you flinch at his gentle forehead flick as the elevator dings upon the arrival to the designated floor. "Let's sort out the details after we get some dry clothes on, yeah?"
Soonyoung strolls into the shared apartment with you not far behind. He peels off his shirt, flinging it right past your head into the awaiting laundry basket behind you.
"What do you think you're doing? That almost hit me in the face!"
He shrugs. "Jihoon's not home so feel free to get comfortable." The words are barely out of his mouth when you shrug off his jacket and toss it to join his discarded shirt. "Whoa, what are you doing?"
"You said to get comfy. Please, I'm not even naked — which you act like you haven't seen before."
"Huh?"
You cross your arms, refusing to let your gaze drop lower than his pretty eyes. "Did you forget? Communal shower incident? Speaking of which, would you mind if I got a quick shower first? I feel crummy as hell after getting rained on twice."
"Uh, yeah. Yeah. Sure." 
Soonyoung's voice thickens as he visibly gulps at the sight of your clothes that cling to your curves like a second skin. You miss his glazed-over eyes and pupils blown wide as you fuss with taking off your blouse, the thin camisole underneath leaving nothing to the imagination.
"I'll… I'll be right back," he stutters out and backs away slowly, gears barely turning in his brain. "Um. I'll... go and... get you some... uh, clothes. Yeah. Clothes. To change into."
"Thanks!" 
You remain oblivious to his actions because Soonyoung occasionally reacts weirdly when he's reminded that you are a female friend rather than just one of the boys that he hangs out with. It's a particular scratch on his brain and a tightness in his pants but not necessarily in a bad way. You both check each other out. But he's never, ever once acted on it since you've met him until this new suggestion of a collaboration — one that involves sex, no less.
To say you're not thrown off would be a lie. You mull it over as the comforting, hot water washes away the grime, stress, and bad feelings of the day. Technically, it's not necessarily a bad idea. Unfortunately, capitalism runs the world and you need the money. The act of sex with Soonyoung doesn't worry you as much as what will happen afterward.
Stupid feelings.
Yet as you step out of the shower enveloped in the familiar scent of your best friend's shampoo, all you can do is beam like the whipped person you are upon seeing the neatly folded pile of clothes he left on the bathroom sink counter. A loose t-shirt and fuzzy hoodie accompanied by a black pair of boxers. You sigh in comfort at feeling much more refreshed in dry clothes and open the door. 
"Could've just given me some gym shorts, kinda intimate of you to share your underwear with me."
Soonyoung looks up, hiding a fond smile at the sight of you in his clothes behind the can of cheap beer he's sipping on. "Trust me when I say those are cleaner than any of my shorts right now."
"Ew. Please don't elaborate on that. What about those tiger-striped ones I bought for your birthday? Don't tell me you actually wear those," you tease as you plop down on the couch next to him. Only to choke when he pulls the waistband of his gray sweatpants down enough for you to see the telltale sign of indeed, tiger print fabric.
"Wear 'em every stream, baby. I'm telling you, they love it."
"You've got to be joking," you mutter and shake your head, "are we ready to finally talk about this ordeal?"
"I was born ready. So, what're you thinking?"
Your eyebrows wrinkle. "I thought you had this big, brilliant plan."
"Not really. Like, I don't know what you'd feel okay doing with me so I thought you could at least throw some stuff on the table first."
"Oh. Um. I don't know. Maybe something like... mutual m-masturbation?"
"Hm, kind of boring. I mean, isn't that what we technically already do? What's going to make this different?"
"Well... there would be two people on-camera... I... I don't know!" You throw your hands up. "Do you have something better in mind?"
"Actually, yeah. You need the money fast but rushing into this might not be the best idea. We have to learn more about each other. Sexually." Even though you're wrinkling your nose, he keeps talking. "Preferences, kinks, likes, dislikes. You've never really watched me before so why don't you tune into my livestream? I'll give you all the money I make tonight if you do."
"Tonight?" you repeat with a squeak, mouth suddenly dry. "Like, tonight tonight?"
"Got my lucky tiger stripes on for a reason, baby. Ain't no time like the present."
"Oh my god. I... I... "
"Relax," Soonyoung laughs, "you'll enjoy it."
"I... I don't think I will."
"You're totally overthinking it. I can see your brain thrashing in a meltdown state right now."
"This is all very weird, can you blame me?"
"Nah but," he wiggles his eyebrows. "I'll make it worth your while. Just think about all the money I'll pull."
"Right. That definitely sounds sexier."
"Hey!"
"You better make bank tonight, tiger boy. Hard to believe there would be that many people enamored with whatever furry act you've got going on."
"That sounds rich coming from you."
You gasp. "... Have you been watching my streams?" He doesn't answer, simply blinks. Once. Twice. Three times. "How long, Kwon Soonyoung?"
"... Only since my viewers suggested it. I didn't even know it was you though!"
"Ohhhhh my god, no wonder you... Lord. Unlike you, I'm not a furry. They call me Tigress for the aesthetics. Obviously, I'm not going to use my real name."
"Uh-huh, keep telling yourself that. Say, do you really have a tiger lily tatt on your inner thigh?"
"Guess you'll have to figure it out yourself," you jeer, "since you seem to know so much about me."
"Is that a challenge?"
You stick your tongue out, swatting away his hand that sneaks toward your lower body. Soonyoung's never backed down from a provocation but you weren't going to let him win or have the upper hand he seemed to be controlling right now. "No, it is not."
"I can wait." He acquiesces and leans back, now with a smug smile. "I'll have you naked for me soon, anyways."
"If you're lucky," you fire back, "you're going to have to impress me first."
"Trust me, bestie. When haven't I? I'll be sure to have your jaw dropping for me in more ways than one."
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You're in your best friend's room on your back and lying on his bed. The only source of light is radiating from the phone in your hands as it loads Svthub's website. Weighing your options, you log out and search for 0riginalTiger69, chewing your bottom lip at the sight of the blinking red dot next to his profile.
What harm could this do?
Probably an irreparable amount of damage.
Your finger hovers over the screen, anxiety filling your gut. It was now or never. With a deep breath, you squeeze your eyes shut and tap the play button. It's silent through your earbuds for a good five minutes and your eyes fly back open thinking you clicked the wrong icon. Ironically, you breathe out a sigh at the sight of Soonyoung in a plain t-shirt paired with his infamous boxers while a "Welcome AnonymousUser75923!" banner scrolls along the top of the screen.
Suspicions confirmed, you make a mental note to tell him that he could turn off that function if he wanted. That is — if you could even look him in the eye after this.
You can't see his face but unfortunately, you do know what it looks like. Cursing yourself for imagining his furrowed eyebrows that match the pout on his lips as he reads the comments popping along the bottom of the screen.
"Horang-HEY to all the lovely kittens joining me this fine evening. Hello CherryScouper_95, why do I still have my clothes on? Ah, that's to keep the suspense! I'm still waiting for a few more to hop on." He leans in closer to the camera, the red welt on his neck catching everyone's attention. "Haha, this? No, it's not a hickey, Jejusb00s but you're free to give me one if you'd like. I just happen to have a mean friend who finger-flicked me for no reason. Now that I think about it..." 
Soonyoung mutters something to himself and pulls out his phone. You jump when yours buzzes.
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Soonyoung laughs. "No, 4ngelic_m3nace, I said flicked not fucked. You know I'm not really into that."
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You're practically gnawing off your lip at this point, cheeks heating up if you're reading into what he really means correctly. It's actually impressive how he seamlessly texts you and interacts with his viewers. Now you're curious how many times he's replied to people's regular messages during a stream. 
More times than you can guess. 
"Do my precious lil pussycats have any suggestions for tonight? I wanna spice things up and get those nice tips coming in. Go on and talk to me. All your dirtiest fantasies and wettest dreams."
woolove: i wanna be yours and you be mine so we can fuck for days nonstop 🤩
h0rny49yu: lemme lick the sweat off of ur abs 👅👅👅👅
"Woolove, kitten, you know I don't belong to anyone but I'll take you up on that second part. We can go for weeks even." He reads the next comment aloud with a smirk. "My abs, hm?" 
A rapid flurry of comments and monetary pings commence when he teases a scrumptious view of the taut muscles underneath his shirt with one hand, still clutching his caseless phone in the other. The glow of Jihoon's neon light signs contributes to the enticing visual your best friend manages to pull off.
You had been extremely shocked when Soonyoung admitted to using the sacred studio of this generation's genius music producer to stream. At first, you figured that he was just doing it to be polite because he had discouraged you (rather strongly) from going into his roommate's bedroom tonight — a space you often slept in with how often Jihoon was out. But it was in fact the truth, judging by a quick glance of the thumbnails for his other videos on Svthub.
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s0turned0n: show us the goods! 💃🏻💃🏻 get naked! 🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻  release the 🍆🍌🥒🍑🎆🧨🎇
AnonymousUser69034: you? on your back. me? on top. hotel? Trivago 💅🏼 
hoshis_d1ck: 1 hour in a room alone n i'll blow ur mind and ur dick 😳👉🏼👈🏼
"Ah, we're getting somewhere. My loyal kitties know I reward well. When they listen to me." Soonyoung cups his chin as if in deep thought. "You're all acting so cute even though I've told you before how dangerous it is 'cause there's no off switch on a tiger… that is, if you can catch me first."
woolove: buying a tiger-size collar and leash rn 💋
"Aw woolove, tip me enough and I'll consider getting it myself. Maybe."
t1ge3r_rat: cage the (derogatory) tiger !!! 
He tries to hide his snort, easily identifying your new screen name, and tosses his phone on the desk in front of him. "Caging? Now that's new. How about something a lil more romantic though? I like playing gentle with my pussycats."
t1ge3r_rat: weak 
Another rush of comments flies past. Littered with cheesy requests, fluffy ideas, and the usual questionable plea. But one, in particular, catches your eye. Not that it's hard to miss.
cumdaywh0ring: 💦💦💦💦💦 SHOWER SEX!!!!!!!!!!!! SHOWER SEX!!!!!!!! 💦💦💦💦💦
Your mind traitorously drifts back to earlier. The momentary sinful imagination of Soonyoung pausing when he placed the clean pile of clothes down on the bathroom sink. A timid glance towards the shower where he hears you humming only to freeze, lips parting at the silhouette of your alluring figure through the curtain.
Shit.
t1ge3r_rat: i second the shower sex 😗✌🏻
"Shower sex, eh?" Of course, the bastard immediately sees your agreement and picks it out of all the others. He grunts, a hand sliding back down past his covered abs to grope at the girth hidden within his tiger-striped boxers. "My kittens do have to be nice and wet for me. All needy and clinging onto my shoulders. Pressed up hard against the shower wall so we don't slip 'n fall."
t1ge3r_rat: safety first!!
dickarawrous420: hot 🚿
CherryScouper_95: even hotter if u took ur clothes off ~ 
8starfucks: we should all be naked right???
"Ah, ah, ah. With my kittens so desperate, I have no choice but to enter the shower with my clothes on. But that's okay because," Soonyoung smirks as he easily pulls his cock out, "I can just do this."
You gulp. It's even more mouth-watering than the quick image burnt in your brain from last week. He spits in his hand and starts with slow, steady strokes. A hiss escapes his mouth when his thumb rubs along the tip that's beginning to leak with pre-cum.
"You'd look so pretty for me, baby. That sorry excuse of a shirt clinging to your perfect tits, nipples poking through 'cause you're not wearing a bra underneath. Naughty," he pretends to scold but it's hardly believable with how far gone he suddenly is in this fantasy. Thick cock already hard. Dancer hips thrusting up to match the rhythm of his hand. 
"Run a finger down where I know you're even wetter. But for a different reason. Hot pussy pressed against my thigh. Shit, you're prolly clenching, poor lil hole so desperate for my cock. Find out you're not wearing panties either. Shockers."
A whimper unwittingly leaves your mouth. You blame it on whatever pheromones he emitted in his room. The overwhelming scent of everything that is Soonyoung. You're drowning in it with no hope for recovery. The alignment of the planets and stars will face your wrath. Hell, even the man himself. It's part of the job but it feels like he's talking directly to you. About you. 
He has to know you have no bra or panties on. He's the one who provided his clothes as a substitute. 
Your back is damp with sweat and you can feel the heat of arousal pooling in your core. You force your entire body to stay rigidly still. Fuck. He's better at this than you thought.
"Shit," Soonyoung growls. His head is thrown back and you can't help but admire the vein running down it. "Rip off those tiny ass shorts and slide right into your sopping pussy. So fucking tight and wet wrapped around me. God, you'd take me in so deep wouldn't you? Stuff you nice and full, baby — just like you like it."
"Shit," you echo as the viewers rush to answer him with the yeses you're dying to admit. You feel lightheaded. "Goddamnit." 
Would it be indecent to touch yourself? Right here in his bedroom? With only one wall separating you? You don't even dare to cross your legs. Trembling hands struggle to keep your phone stable because the low moans Soonyoung is making directly in your ear shoot straight down to your cunt and render your entire body shaky.
woolove: shirt offfffff
woolove: plssss
woolove: wanna touch u directly all over n mark u up
"That so, woolove?" He delays his approaching release by checking the comments. "Don't worry, kitten. I'm sure those lovely claws of yours will do their job properly no matter what I'm wearing. Just be careful when you're putting them inside that empty pussy of yours wishing it was me. Don't want you to get hurt."
NewUser89021: no promises daddy
"Yes, I'm your father," Soonyoung chuckles darkly before it suddenly changes into a light-hearted cackle. He shifts a bit lower, the upper part of his face still hidden. Legs spread wide, granting an even better view of his cock that flops against his covered abdomen. "Kidding, welcome new kittens — just call me Hoshi. I like the sound of you moaning that better."
hoshis_d1ck: hoshi dick supremacy ftwww
t1ge3r_rat: what the actual fuck??
cumdaywh0ring: r we nutting anytime soon?????? i've got plans at 8
He clicks his tongue and resumes light, teasing touches along his length. "Impatient, aren't we? I hope you're touching yourselves at home or I'll have to punish you by dragging this out. So go on, pretty pussycats. Make your tiger cum."
Oh no.
You flip on your side, fearing the sweat and dampness you're sure is now coating your friend's boxers might accidentally leave traces on his comforter. Dread fills your gut when Soonyoung reaches for his phone again, despite the influx of viewers begging for him to breed them. Whether his intentions are to add to the suspense or bother you again, you rush to add a plea to the mix.
t1ge3r_rat: pls pls cum for us
No one except Soonyoung knows what causes the satisfied smirk on his face for him to lean back again but they can definitely see it as he quickens his pace, filthy words spilling out of his lips.
"Gonna let me cum in that dirty hole of yours, baby? Take you right out of the shower and throw you on the bed, fill you up so you walk around feeling me drip out of your pussy for days. Just for you to come and beg for more like the good cumslut you are." 
dickarawrous420: hot
woolove: omgkfjdks i'm so close fjddfj pls fill me up
s0turned0n: 🔥🔥🔥🎆🎇🎆🎇🎆🎇💥💥💥
Fickle fingers toy with your waistband. What if… just what if… one little…
"I'd give it to you, baby. Hell, I'd do anything you wanted. You'd like that, huh? Being treated like you deserve. And I would… shit… you'd be so perfect for me. Made for just for me… fuck!" 
Your hand snaps away from your lower body at Soonyoung's sudden increase in expletives as he finally loses control. You can only watch in awe as white spurts of his release spill out over his cute, tiny hands that continue jerking himself through the orgasm. 
"Hah," he gasps out his legendary tagline, "horanghae, baby."
h0rny49yu: ur so sexci omfg
8starfucks: delicious
wh0ranghae: i think i came the hardest in my life ever
NewUser22234: so hot i think i'm in love
Jejusb00s: i put the sub in subscribed
"I think… that's the hardest I've ever cum too," Soonyoung admits almost bashfully. "Don't fall in love with me kittens, this is one tiger that's impossible to tame."
woolove: wounds me every time 😭😭😭😭
"Sorry, you know how this goes. But, all of you have been so well-behaved for me, it's only fair I reward as promised." 
He giggles and in one smooth motion finally pulls the t-shirt off, displaying honey-colored skin that's dewy from exertion. Using it to clean himself up, it's quickly discarded, thrown off to the side. You gulp at the display of his lean pecs rising up and down from his harsh pants and the two veins trailing from his abs, down his pelvis, and surely up and around…
Soonyoung smirks back at the camera, grasping at his cock again. "Ready for a couple more bonus rounds then, kittens?"
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This was all a goddamn mistake.
You're cursing your best friend under your breath, having been muttering dark nonsense for the past day and a half. 
Technically, it's also your fault for getting stupid feelings but you deny all cases of accountability. Fuzzy feelings aside, you hold zero responsibility for Soonyoung having a nice lower package too. 
Fuck. Your hands are shaking again. You set down the tube of lipstick and take a deep breath, giving the reflection in the mirror a firm, reprimanding look to not be so dick-drunk just as your phone rings.
Speak of the devil.
You have no other choice but to accept his video call because it's D-day. Although your hands are occupied at the moment, so he'll have to accept looking at the constellations lit across your ceiling instead.
"Hi! Huh? Hello? Are you there?"
"Hi, Soonyoung. I'm getting ready."
"Are you nervous?"
"Why would I be, this isn't my first show," you say more to yourself than to him.
"Your star projector's on."
"And? I always put it on before I start. It calms me down."
"That's cute." 
You freeze at his words and then shake your head, clipping your earrings in place. It wasn't like he was calling you cute. You hate that all the effort you've put into shielding your feelings is easily cracked apart after seeing his dick. Pathetic.
"By the way, you did get the transfer right?"
"Yeah, I already told you."
"I know but I just wanted to check. With a sum that large, who knows where it might go… you haven't talked to me since."
"I answered all your texts."
"Yeah, but what if someone hacked your phone? Like even now, I could be talking to an evil person imitating your voice."
You sigh, lifting up the phone to show him your face. He smiles brightly and snickers at your frown. "See? It's me."
"I suppose so. Unless you're an imposter Hoon hired."
After trying and failing to sleep, you walked out to see Soonyoung's roommate sipping on his cup of black coffee at some gremlin-only hour. It was unusual for him to return at this time just as it was rare for you to be up. But with Soonyoung snoring away in Jihoon's room, all you could do was apologize. 
He brushed it off, saying there was no need, and instead, inquired why you were awake. You confessed to wanting to go home but your car broke down. He happened to be headed back out for reasons you didn't pry and offered a ride. One you gladly accepted — with the promise to meet for lunch sometime with his new girlfriend — all of which was much to Soonyoung's chagrin.
It's true that you hadn't talked to your bestie directly but you had given brief responses to his incessant messaging. It was easy to blame your aloofness on being busy. Which you were — catching up on assignments, sleeping, and preparing for your next stream. 
"Jihoon brought me back safely of course and you didn't have to give me all of that," you whisper, voice small. "It's too much."
"I told you I would and that was probably my best show ever." He wiggles in excitement although you don't see it because you placed your phone back down. "I'm looking forward to what we'll make together. And I'm looking even more forward to tonight."
"Oh, shut up," you complain, embarrassed, "apparently you've already watched me before."
"Yeah but this is different. 'Cause now you know I'll be watching."
And that was the worst part.
You didn't mention that maybe — just maybe — you binged almost all of his videos uploaded to Svthub. Perhaps to simply fight the incessant heat that hasn't stopped boiling in your core since that night. Possibly another big mistake on your end, a constant mind loop of Soonyoung's obscene whispers now playing in your head.
To salvage what's left of whatever pride you have remaining, you pick your phone up to face him. "What's in your spank bank?"
"Huh?"
"Y'know, like… what gets you going, what you picture in your head? Oh — what're you listening to? I noticed you sometimes wear earbuds."
He tilts his head. "Have you been… watching my videos? You're asking… what gets my dick hard? Is that why you haven't been talking to me?"
Your finger points accusingly at the screen. "You told me to do my research."
Soonyoung laughs nervously, suddenly flustered as he combs his silver locks back with both hands. "I, uh, guess I'm honored. Well, what did you think? Any good?"
"... You didn't answer my question."
"Um, well. I don't know why you want to know but whatever. It's just some… audio porn…?"
"Cool. Send me a few links later." 
"Why?" he sputters at your nonchalant request. Shit, he should've just said music. 
"Just going off what you said about "learning each other's kinks" or whatnot."
Soonyoung chews on his bottom lip. "... Alright. Remember, you asked for it."
"I'm really trusting that you aren't going to send me some extreme furry sex, so don't break the little amount of faith I have in you because that smile's making me reconsider."
"Nah, just think this is all very cute. Seriously. I'm excited for tonight. See you on Svthub in a few?" 
You roll your eyes as you blow him a cheeky kiss and a very dignified middle finger. "See you, original tiger boy." 
TigerLily_61596 is now live! 
The recording light blinks from the webcam as you clear your throat. Viewers are already tuning in and the chime of tips being applied to your account rapidly increases even if all you're doing is sitting on your bed. It's a reminder that by no means are you an amateur to this despite the butterflies swirling in your tummy. 
"Evenin', darlings," you lean forward with your chest squeezed flatteringly between your arms, cleavage on full display. "How're you all doing?"
tigressb00bl0v3r: seeing ur boobs always makes my day a whole lot better 🙏🏻
deathbyd1cks: bbygorl ur tits look so good in that set 😏
crazy4w00: sit on my face pls 😖💦
"Thank you for the compliments." Your hands rise from your lap to play with the bra straps that cause your breasts to jiggle tantalizingly. "A special thank you to deathbyd1cks for the pretty lingerie, it does look good on me."
The best part about camming was the sexy little gifts you received. Of course, they were delivered to a PO box several cities away so it took a bit of time to get to you, but you have yet to be disappointed. Plus, they made your shows all the more delicious — especially when your viewers hungrily got to watch you take off or use something they had bought for you.
Your hands don't leave your upper body, instead drifting down to fondle your tits. Playing with your nipples through the flimsy orange and black material, you continue reading the comments.
kitkat69: getting u something sexci for your next show &lt;3
sugacub3s: would treat u so good if u rode my thigh bby
"I look forward to it, darling kitkat69! But please, save your money if you need it. Don't spend it on me… especially if I'm being bad." Your appreciative smile turns into a smirk. "Crazy4w00 and sugacub3s, I appreciate your offers but I really need something inside me. Big and thick." You pout. "The pillow I've been riding lately just hasn't been enough."
You can't help but admit the truth. Even your fingers reaching deep within weren't enough to scratch such an intense desire but you still needed them for what you had planned tonight. Wondering if Soonyoung had tuned in, you bite your lip at the wetness that soaks your panties at just the thought of him watching. 
You're quick to strip out of the lingerie, not that it was really hiding anything — making sure to show the camera the string of arousal that drips from your cunt to the fabric as you discard the set on the bedroom floor. A tiny tiger lily tattoo (per your username and profile) is on full display, ink prettily scrawled along your hip crease. The viewers eat it up, the sound of tips becoming one long blaring ring of appreciation.
Your pointer and middle finger spread your hole open, seductively showing how it struggles to clench around something. Anything.
"How many fingers, loves? How many do you think this needy pussy can take?"
deathbyd1cks: all of them tbh
sugacub3s: mine would fit in there so well put in 2 baby girl and pretend it's me
whore_that_roars: put in 1 that's all u deserve rn
crazy4w00: lich rally sit on my face my tongue will make u cum faster 😜
beg4u: ✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻
beg4u: that means 2 btw
No one can see you roll your eyes although you do bite your lip. Your cheeks heat up ten times more than they already are as you ease just one finger in per who you assume can only be Soonyoung. Fuck. You let out a moan. 
"Am feeling so tight, need to loosen up." You're sure the mic can pick up the light breaths that escape your mouth as you stroke the bundle of nerves inside, thumb circling your clit. "Can I add another? Pretty please?"
sugacub3s: hell yeah
whore_that_roars: no
whore_that_roars: i don't remember giving u permission to touch that cute clit of urs
whore_that_roars: so be patient
m3rs: sexci
beg4u: 👊🏻👊🏻 who are you to run this show
deathbyd1cks: lolol
kitkat69: she's being so good tho i vote yes
whore_that_roars: fine. add 2 more 
beg4u: 🙄 yeah pls
You pause and lick your fingers to lubricate them with your saliva, a contemplative hum at the bitterness on your tongue. "Bet you all wish you could taste me, huh?"
crazy4w00: that's what i've been saying!!!! ik you taste soooo good 💧💧💧
whore_that_roars: is that a promise??
beg4u: 😒 lich rally who even is this rando
whore_that_roars: she said be nice. i'll remember you svthub user beg4u 👁️
"C'mon, don't fight." Three fingers slide into your pulsating warmth and you throw your head back in pleasure at the slight burn before grabbing the vibrator on your nightstand. "I need to cum at least once to fit this bad boy in."
deathbyd1cks: oh it's that kind of night 😏🤭
crazy4w00: 👅 tasty
kingh0ng: shit i'm late 
kingh0ng: but i didn't miss the good stuff fuck yeah
"Oh, we're just getting started, kingh0ng. So? Am I allowed to make myself cum?"
sugacub3s: hell yeahhhhh
beg4u: 💣💣💣💣 
whore_that_roars: do it baby
kingh0ng: got my dick out we're all good to go
Fingers pick up speed, porn-worthy wet sounds filling the room. It doesn't take you long to hurdle over that edge, pinching and pulling at your nipples. Shivers trail up and down your spine when you picture Soonyoung's intense gaze, wondering if his tiny fingers would be able to reach even as far as yours. Not that it matters because the visual of him in your head is enough for another gush of arousal to leak from your trembling cunt.
"God, I'm so wet," you murmur more to yourself because your viewers can clearly see the traces on your thighs. "Shit."
crazy4w00: i'd lick it all up
kingh0ng: i can't cum yet there's more right??
whore_that_roars: will u squirt for me baby? i KNOW you can
"Grab onto your straps, babygirls. Any of you boys as big and thick as this?" 
The silver and glittery, microphone-shaped vibrator shines under the dim fairylights of your bedroom. It jitters to life when you press the 'on' button, flinching at its intensity.
deathbyd1cks: perfect 👌🏼
tigressb00bl0v3r: omfggg yessss
beg4u: i can't vibrate like that 😢 
whore_that_roars: i can certainly try
beg4u: lichrally fighting user whore_that_roars after this
Ignoring the chaos in the comments, you bite your lip. It's one of your biggest toys and possibly bigger than any man's cock, in all honesty. You're sure it might be as thick as Soonyoung but what would you know. Gifted by a dedicated fan, you feel your entire body jerk as you tease your tight hole with it.
Despite loosening up, it's still going to be a hard fit. One hand falls to your bed to prevent your body from collapsing as you continue rubbing it along the outer lips of your pussy and clit. Finally, with an unholy whine, you ease it inside.
kitkat69: shit
sugacub3s: o my fuck
whore_that_roars: baby did you just cum from THAT?
m3rs: cute
beg4u: i just 😵👁️👁💦🧨🎇🎆 
tigressb00bl0v3r: fuck ur so hot
deathbyd1cks: delicious bbygirl
kingh0ng: i thk i blcked out
You laugh weakly between moans, unable to form words. Despite indeed having just cum from the sensations alone, the vibrator continues at full speed — your hips stuttering helplessly as you struggle to grip it in your hand. The depraved picture of debauchery as a trail of drool drips from your mouth.
But you still need more.
Feeling like you're floating in the clouds and extremely ightheaded, your body has a mind of its own. A few more slight wiggles and your eyes are rolling back as the loudest moan you've ever made comes from the very depths of your soul.
whore_that_roars: shit
whore_that_roars: fuck
whore_that_roars: squirt for me baby
beg4u: squirt for US*
crazy4w00: 💦💦💦💦💧💧💧💧 
And you do. 
Ripping the sex toy from between your legs, an absolute wet mess gushes out of your spent cunt all over your bedsheets. Legs shaking, you clamp down on your hand to prevent the name lingering in your subconscious from escaping as the last streams of your release drip down your thighs. Tears are blurring your vision and you sniffle, slowly coming back to earth.
deathbyd1cks: u good tigress????
kingh0ng: i think my dick fell off fr that was hot af
kingh0ng: but yeah, u good?
whore_that_roars: talk to us love
beg4u: square up whore_that_roars
beg4u: hope you're alive tho miss tigress cuz I'm not
kitkat69: LICH rally tigress is always an icon
"I'm… I'm good." You confirm and give them a thumbs-up, panting but smiling lopsidedly. "I… I hope you enjoyed that and thank you for the tips. I'm gonna go… clean up. Catch you later, darlings."
Once you've confirmed that you've turned off the recording and your computer is shut off, you collapse on your bed. Feeling woozy and sluggish, an arm flops across your closed eyes. This was by no means the first time Soonyoung has been in your thoughts during a livestream. Even now after all that, you feel yourself clench instinctively, the feeling blossoming even more because he had been watching you. Talking to you. Commanding you.
Fuck.
You're afraid that once you get a real taste of him you won't be able to let him go. Ever. You'll want him more than he wants you and you're not sure if you can handle that.
But this collaboration is happening. You might as well get the chance to fuck him once in your life than never at all.
Tears wash away in the shower, disappearing down the drain. For the hundredth time, you push down your feelings and let the warm water soothe away the aches and pains instead. Self-care is a must. Fluffy towels dry away the moisture, lotion to keep your skin smooth, and comfy granny pajamas to curl up under your clean bedsheets. Time for a good wallow in your feels.
Your phone lays uncharged on your nightstand and you pick it up, blinking at the several messages from none other than Soonyoung. Dread fills your gut momentarily before opening them, only to gasp in shock at what you read.
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God, you were screwed... weren't you?
◇ Part 2
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onlyseokmins: September 2022 ©
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sevenpoyo · 9 months
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school headcanons for because i only got 3 more weeks
margo’s is so long even tho she got like 2 minutes of screen time bc i love her so much and she’s my gf
Margo Kess, 1610Miles, 42Miles, Gwen Stacy, Pavitr Prabhakar
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margo kess / spiderbyte
ain’t shorty on zoom in the movie?
my girl dont attend class, she once shut down the entire blocks power so she would have an excuse to not be in class
eats in class all class everyday, only shares with you
takes really good notes and never studies them
like???? ma’am??? share???
all her electives are programming related and she pretends to busy while playing centipede all day
sends you 50 links to stuff you might like while ur in math
she got papers that let her opt out of gym
no matter how much you beg ur gonna be alone in gym and she doesn’t feel bad about it
popular with no friends type
like everyday 50 ppl stop you both and say hi
she only knows like 5 of their names she can’t stand half of them niggas
empty ass backpack like she got one notebook and one binder
all a’s and b’s like bitch how
her memory is absolutely ass but she can remember every story you told her or stuff that happened when y’all hang out
don’t ask her what she did in her class
don’t ask her if her class also has a history test
she don’t know
she don’t care
but she do know that when you were 8 your cousin burned ur thigh while y’all were playing iron vs knife fight
(u were dumb as hell for picking knife everyone knows iron always wins)
i looked it up on her word everybody uses those virtual avatars
she’ll shit on your class choices so damn hard
she just likes making fun of your choices fr
like half of ur conversation go;
damn i’m tired
u was up doing stupid shit last night you don’t get to complain
stfu that’s why ur a bitmoji
that’s why ur granny beat ur ass for something your brother did when you were 9
i hate telling u shit
then stop telling me shit
(i have no clue how accurate this is to her character but i need to write about her i’m in love but damn it’s long)
1610 miles / spider-man 2 lmao
book bag full locker full but never has a pencil
writes notes assignments and homework in paint pen ink don’t ask this nigga for notes
(he gets nigga treatment but not my queen margo bc i got favorites)
he miss mad classes but somehow still solid attendance record???
somehow always present in the record he miss 40 days and get caught on like 6 of them
unless his mom make breakfast and lunch on her day off for him he eating the most random shit from the bodega closest to visions
like what do you mean you got a cosmic brownie and a cold chopped cheese from last night ? it’s literally 7 in the morning no i don’t want none
makes you hype him up every time he slap boxes people and he’s so ass at it
he be ashy with no lotion atleast 5 times every month it’s embarrassing
he calls visions his white people school to his parents and his friends
once he said it to gwen and they sat in literal complete silence for like 10 minutes
prolly took music theory because he thought it would be easy and switched out of that shit so fast
i’d be so mean to him for enjoying physics
like this nigga trying to make something of him self
lil einstein ass nigga
he understands color theory but can’t explain it
12 half full sketchbooks but at school he literally draw on computer paper he don’t let the sketch book leave his bag
i know he’s ass at watercolor, he always spills shit, the colors always end up brown
try’s to be interested in your class choices bc he wants to know stuff he can talk about with you
when you first meet he can’t take meaner jokes bc he thinks that you mean them
but one day he’s gets comfortable, and brutal
no one in your life is safe when he looses a video game
except your mom
rio taught him better than that
42 miles / the prowler
comes to school with no school related supplies in his bag unless you count art stuff
finds a pencil on his way to class
has a change of clothes, rat tail comb, 3 bottles of water, a camera, a flashlight, lotion and cocoa butter.
like bro ur going to Ap Art not a camping trip
once he pulled out a griddle and and pancake mix and y’all started making pancakes in class
forgets his metro pass every day and gets so pissed ab it
runs into people in the hallway bc he’s never paying attention
idk if he goes to visions but if he does he calls it his white people school with his full chest to anybody even if they’re white
he be leaving halfway through the day all the time like bro you miss algebra 2 every damn day
uncle arron always talking him out of school with some bullshit reason
bro’s had his tonsils out 8 times on the school’s records
He will get ur parents to put his uncle on ur pickup list and you will be out of there with him
he will YELL if someone step on his shoes no matter what the situation like the school could be on fire and he fighting in the burning building
also his uniform is so pristine
his pants stiff
that button down is bleached ironed pressed and allat
this mfer is an online shopping addict u just know he be on amazon in class
will offer you the weirdest food combos like no i don’t want to put tajin mangoes on my beef patty i’m sick of you nigga
not school related but he’s super good with kids (both miles fr) but he’s the #1 little cousin defender and apologists
he ride for them always one of ur little cousins could sucker punch u and he be like
‘they just want u to play with them’
he takes a preforming arts class for fun prolly
loves sports but doesn’t play one understands the stats well and would help if you played one
wakes up at the asscrack of dawn on weekends
SICK ASS COSTUME FOR HOLLOWEEN IK THIS NIGGA LOVE HOLLOWEEN
plans costumes for school spirit weeks but always checks to seen if he’s gonna be the only one wearing a costume for it
never eats lunch unless his mom makes it he be hungry all day and be complaining
his socks are never in uniform (yes some uniform schools have sock rules)
gwen stacy / spider woman / ghost spider
idk what to call her
she has every snack you could ever want in her lunch bag
hates her music theory teacher
she literally has the most pristine locker with a calendar and a mirror and all that shit will write down test for you and important dates for the both of you
goes to school plays and shits on the story, like she ain’t pay 5 dollars to be there
some of her teachers hate her
like ma’am ur beefing with a whole 16 year old rn
she hate english teachers but love creative writing teachers
she keeps all her books in her locker never brings them home never brings them to class
always comes through with an extra pad no matter what
she also always has hand sanitizer
in like 4 extracurricular after school things and complains so bad
ur starting to hate that shit to ur sick of hearing it like girl quit then
10/10 cameraman she has every fight and every drama in 10khd and she will share them if you ask
she chews her pens and nails
has her drumsticks out always teachers have banned her from taking them to their classes
can watch tv on her phone but look focused you think she’s paying attention but then you look over and she’s watching good luck charlie
pavitr prabhakar / spider-man india
always late for class never in trouble
always eating and sharing food and never in trouble
how is he blessed like this? it ain’t fair
eats from the school vending machines or begs other ppl to share
will always have and share the homework answers no matter what he’s an angel
his sock always have holes in them like sir please get that shit together
gym try hard ik goes insane in football/soccer
very encouraging for shit u don’t wanna do he believes in you
you him and Gayatri talk so much shit but are somehow all well liked
he tells you what teachers are dating (he can just tell)
he has toothpaste in his bag for some reason?? i can just feel this one
his aunt will let you come over after school she’s so sweet to you.
always got a job at school assemblies
he’s reading poems or shaking hand or leading in the school pledge or something
Pav’s is short because i have no fucking clue if school in India is different form america and Barbados
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pairing: jungkook x reader | type: oneshot | words: 6.7K | rating: 18+/M
Jungkook is quick to leave work when he learns that his Baby Doll is having the worst cramps and needs Daddy to relieve them.
⇴ genre/au: fluff | light angst ‖ kink | ceo | boyfriend ⇴ persona: ent. ceo!jungkook | soloist!reader | needy!jungkook | possessive!jungkook | brat!reader | y2k!reader ⇴ cw: immense yearning | mentions of orisha yemoja | alcohol consumption | mature language | smut | age gap relationship | employee/boss relationship | menstruation | period symptoms | period blood ⇴ dynamic: soft dom!jungkook x sub!reader | ddlg ⇴ sw: sexual use of “Daddy” | french kissing | tongue sucking | groping | pubic hair pulling | anal play | vaginal fingering | nipple play | unprotected anal sex | explicit unprotected period sex | prolly don’t do this irl n’ wrap that thang up ⇴ a/n: Thankyu @theharrowing for beta reading!!! This is the original jk period fic? I didn’t want to write it cuz of the smut. I got too bored and overwhelmed. I barely pushed thru. It’s so much easier to think about sex than write it. Ngl I rushed a bit, so I don’t know how good the smut is, which is concerning since its most of the fic. But as promised. Update: No revisions; more of this couple to come.
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Jungkook enters his condo extremely late, just now coming back from a business trip to America. He's exhausted from talking about new acts and looking over concept presentations all day.
He occasionally misses those days when he was just an artist under an entertainment company and not the CEO. He remembers the freedom to do and say as he pleased with his fans by his side to boost his young spirit, only worrying about his singing and dancing being on par.
But like most music labels, Jungkook was also tired of not owning his shit. He wanted his masters and never wanted to sign contracts that he’d technically be paying back. So he started his own, but he could no longer be as reckless.
After taking his shoes off, Jungkook hangs up his coat, loosens his tie, and pops open a few buttons of his dress shirt. Then he shuffles to the cabinet, pulling out a glass before walking to his bar for whiskey. He knocks back a light pour, his face scrunching before he hisses at the warmth in his throat. After pouring a bit more, he takes the bottle with him as he slumps into his recliner.
Of course, he makes ten times as much as he did back then, and he can put out music when he so pleases, but he does hate having to plan out all the financial and legal aspects first instead of telling a manager who seemed to just magically make it happen. It was always cool, but the magic has lost its charm because, well… he knows how it works now.
Although Jungkook says all this, there's still one other person whose career he’d hustle for; whose dreams he'd conjure true.
Swiping a hand through his long, black curls, Jungkook sips at the dark liquor, perusing the shelves that lay on each side of the flat screen tv. There’s a few Korean paintings and artifacts on one side, and BTS awards and solo awards on the other. He keeps the common areas of his home somewhat impersonal. His achievements —including those with the boys— are important, but they’re for the public. That's not to say it's a bad thing —far from it— but he doesn't want their more personal memories out. He literally won the awards on national tv.
Jungkook scans some more, noticing the pics of the boys, himself, and his Baby Doll.
His sweetest Baby Doll. He acquired you under his label 5 years ago and since then, your music career has taken off tremendously. He’s extremely proud that all his hard work has paid off, making you the 8th biggest act in Korea since BTS and the members' solo careers. You're known globally with major significance in the western market. He and the boys worked their asses off to gain recognition, and they succeeded so well that the world trusted him to turn you into a star. Jungkook has been more than happy that his success could spearhead yours. He may no longer feel the spark in managing his own career, but he lives vicariously through you.
Jungkook smiles at the picture, wondering what you’re up to. During his trip, he tried to keep up, making calls to your manager to make sure your schedule was going as planned. You had quite a busy two weeks: shooting performance videos, appearing on global talk shows, modeling a magazine spread then an interview. He knows you're probably exhausted but he wishes you were here in his arms, cuddling with him and being needy. He needs someone to give his time to other than a bunch of businessmen.
Getting up, Jungkook walks to the floor to ceiling window. The city below is buzzing with sounds and lights. He looks across to the building over, directly at one of the many pitch black windows. To any other it's just another window but to him it's a lifeline; an invitation for surveillance.
Jungkook pulls out his phone. It's extremely late and there are no reasonable excuses to make a call. Maybe a text.
He walks back to the bar, putting the whiskey away and the glass in the kitchen sink.
Walking to his bedroom, Jungkook rests two fingers to his eyes. He doesn’t think he can stand another harsh light till morning. He's had enough bright computer screens and fluorescent conference room lights to make him not want to see for a month, but that wouldn't work when his attention is needed to gaze upon divinity.
Jungkook turns on a bedside lamp, filling the room with a soft, yellow light. In the closet, he takes off his watch and rings, placing them back neatly into their displays before stripping naked.
Wrapping a towel around his waist, Jungkook walks towards the bathroom mirror,  admiring the way his thin silver chain sits around his declitage. After chuckling to himself, he takes it off, setting it on the counter.
Nothing beats taking a shower and sleeping in your own home. The moment the water hits his back, a chill runs down his body as the water pickles along his skin. But its touch still isn't enough to ease him.
When Jungkook lotions, it feels bittersweet reminiscing those moments in the shower when delicate hands rub baby oil into his skin. Though memories don't compare to physical touch. Just like how his hands crave to caress supple curves. 
After doing his skin care and putting on boxers, Jungkook secures his chain back on before getting into bed. With two claps the lights go off. For some time, he lays there before he’s sitting up to look around his dark room. 
And before he knows it, Jungkook is flipping the switch for a room to come alive with neon purple lights. As he walks to the window, his hands glide along the bed’s velvet comforter before picking up a tiny Kuromi plushie. 
There's not a single star in the sky and he hates it. He hates the light pollution of the city. He remembers living in Busan, and getting to wish on stars for —ironically— stardom when he was still a kid. It's been some 30 odd years since then but he knows you still wish for yours to never end, so you hate the light as well. And he’ll do everything in his power to not let them outshine you.
Flopping onto the bed, he pulls out his phone, shying away from the light as he turns it down. Then he opens Messages.
Jay K just wanted to say i'm proud of you baby girl i love you so much goodnight
He stares at his phone waiting for the messages to be shown as read. Then decides that a text can wait; sleep is important for bright futures.
His arm feels heavy so he brings it to his head, phone in hand. He looks at his reflection on the black screen before dozing off.
Ten minutes into his slumber the phone chimes.
Baby Doll thankyu daddy🥺💖 i tried really hard to make you proud too nitey nite koo bear i love you too
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Usually the morning sun is enough to wake Jungkook, but today he’s awoken by ringing. Slowly, he palms around, squeezing multiple plushies before clinging to his phone. Sitting up, he clears his throat and looks around. It's pitch black, courtesy of the black out curtains as someone’s not an early bird like he's forced to be.
When he answers the call, his receptionist’s frantic voice tells him that he’s late to work. Perking up, he neatly places all the plushies back, restoring the room as he found it. Then he rushes out to get ready.
As he walks down the corridor, Jungkook checks his messages to see that you replied. He can't help but swipe a hand over his face, hating that he fell asleep.
Jay K it’d make my day if you could come by the office and see me we could have lunch
He doesn’t get anything back. You must still be asleep. You did work very hard.
He sighs, booting his computer to stare at his schedule.
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Jungkook has been sitting here for at least four hours, “working” —because let's face it, he can hardly do any tangible work since he’s become so needy. It's almost time for lunch and you still haven't called.
Did you think he was too busy to call his personal phone? He goes to the front desk.
“Hey, Chaerin, did you get any calls from _____ today?”
“No, sir. Is it an emergency?”
“Uh~ No, but if they call, just redirect it to my office.”
“As always, Mr. Jeon,” she beams, gracing him with a dimple.
Honestly, if Jungkook didn’t have you, he’d probably be one of those CEOs who ends up dating a faculty member. Then his life would really come full circle: The life of an idol. The life of a kdrama character.
Technically, he still is your employer but being with him is a bit more high stakes compared to a secretary. Nobody knows of your relationship except a few, so if Jungkook were anything like those men who manage their wives, you could lose everything you worked hard for on the whim of a soured romance. He never wants to put you in that predicament. He could never imagine himself being that vile.
Jungkook continues to work in his office, asking for no disturbances in case you call. So when his phone buzzes he jumps at the chance as if he’s trained for this moment.
Baby Doll kookie im sorry but i cant come today🥺
His smile immediately drops. Though, Jungkook knows you wouldn't miss a chance to be with him. You barely get to see each other as is. So it must be serious.
Jay K what wrong, doll?
He hopes you didn't have something scheduled. He could have sworn he looked while on the plane.
Baby Doll im sick, daddy
Sick?! Jungkook immediately feels his heart drop.
Baby Doll im having really bad cramps and i feel moody. i think my period is coming im sorry, but I don’t think i can leave bed my body hurts so much
Jungkook sighs but it still makes him sad that you're in immense pain.
He presses the intercom. “I'm leaving for today.”
“Aht- Sir, but you have-”
“If you can find someone else to do it, I'll give you both double pay.”
“On it.”
With haste, Jungkook gets up, almost knocking his chair down. There's a mirror allowing him to see the way he's putting on his coat like a child going to their favorite place. He can only laugh at himself. No woman has ever made him feel this way.
He won't tell you that he’s coming because then you’ll only try to keep him away. As much as Jungkook has told you that you can rely on him, you have a hard time asking for help. Even when it comes to your own career.
In the parking lot, he calls the maid.
“Hello?”
“Hello, Mr. Jeon.”
“Can you get to _____’s place and make sure she has everything she needs for her period. Could you also make her a few snacks? When you get there and she complains, tell her that she can take it up with me.’
“Okay.”
“Also, don't tell her that I’m coming.”
“Yes, sir.”
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There’s a knock on the door, prompting you to look at the camera. A quaint smile splays across your lips. 
You let the maid in and go sit on the couch. She’s surprised.
“I don't have the energy to complain.” She smiles, watching your features soften. “But did you bring snacks?” She giggles, handing you the bag of snacks before setting the fruits on the counter. You look into another bag filled with period panties and a box of ibuprofen.
“I’ll call you when everything’s ready.”
“Thank you!” you chime, scuttling off to your room with candy and treats in hand.
Throwing yourself onto the bed, you slip into the covers and curl into the fetal position to hold your tummy. And after a sharp pain, you turn to look in your drawer and retrieve your heating pad. Positioning it under the covers, you pull the comforter over your head and grab onto your Cooky plushy before dozing off.
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Jungkook presses the keypad, comes in and sees the maid. She bows.
“How is she?”
“Sleep. I went to tell her that I cut the fruit and she’s snuggled like a kitten. It's quite warm in there too.”
“Thank you. I can take it from here.”
Jungkook hangs his stuff and changes into his slippers as the maid bows before leaving.
He makes sure to grab a bottle of water and put some fruit in a bowl before entering your dark room.
It's actually designed similar to your room at his place, just everything is a buttercup yellow. He loves how girly and cute you are.
When you said you were a maximist, he didn't think that meant you enjoyed themed rooms, color palettes and plushies that he’d consider literal investments. And that's not even accounting for your closet full of clothes and phallic shaped toys. But truthfully, it makes him feel a lot better about his own habits.
You feel the bed dip before a hand comes to rub your thigh. You groan, making Jungkook smile because all he can see is your Chimmy bonnet moving about. He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t a little jealous when you ordered it right in front of him.
Jungkook pulls the cover off your head and heat hits him in the face. He leans into the crook of your body neck as he continues to rub your thigh.
“Wake up, Baby doll, you gotta eat a snack.”
“I don't wanna,” you grumble.
“You’re being difficult.”
“I’m allowed to be. It’s my month.”
“It’s always your month when you’re with me,” he whispers in your ear, causing you to scrunch up into a giggling ball.
He kisses your cheek, then nips your ear, and kisses your jaw. You whine. “Will you eat, if I feed you?”
“Will you move my mouth to chew too?”
“You’re really that out of it, huh?”
“Yes,” you pout, gazing up at Jungkook with big, sparkling eyes. Possessiveness immediately takes over, urging to have you under him. He feels like he can protect you better: controlling where you go and who can get to you. With you pinned down, you're safe. He knows it’s toxic, but isn’t it normal to be a little delusional about the one you love?
Scooping you under the arms, Jungkook places you into his lap, to which you whine that it's cold. He quickly throws the cover back over your head, swaddling you tightly before pressing a grape to your soft lips.
Jungkook's mind can’t help but wander to all those times when he’s checked under his desk to see you suckling his cock, waiting like a good girl for him to reward you.
Placing his hand under your jaw, Jungkook goes to make you chew. You giggle, bring a hand to your mouth to keep from sputtering. You fall back between his legs and onto the soft comforter. He watches in delight as your whole body jumps with laughter. And, for the first time today Jungkook realizes how much he really has missed you. Sure, he’s been checking on you; on _____, the Superstar. But it’s just now hitting him that he really craved _____, his Baby Girl.
“What? You said to help you chew,” he chuckles.
“I was playin’, stupid. I swear, how are you a grown ass man?”
“I run a multi-billion entertainment company.”
“Yes, and geriatrics pass down their companies to their man-children all the time.”
“But I thought you liked how childish I am,” he pouts. You just stare at him.
Jungkook’s much older now; his features more sharp. You still remember what he looked like 10 years ago when you were just a girl in love with a star too distant to touch. He's still beautiful and filled with newborn wanderlust.
“I do,” you say more to yourself, eyes wandering his as your hand caresses his cheek. “I love you. I love everything about you.” You kiss his cheek, peppering to his lips. Jungkook hums when you finally connect. Your baby-soft lips taste decadent.
He puts the bowl down to reposition you so that you’re straddling his lap. Wrapping your legs around his waist, Jungkook grips your thighs, traveling up and around to squeeze your ass.
You whine at his tight squeeze but also at the way your pussy contracts, sending sharp pains to your lower abdomen.
You break away to bury into his neck. “Ow.” Your hold on his shirt is fist tight.
“I’m sorry, Baby, I got too carried away.”
“It’s okay.” Jungkook rubs your back, kissing the side of your temple. You know he wouldn't hurt you on purpose; he's always the first one to make you feel safe.
The light scent of geraniums fills your senses as does the warmth of his body. Everything about Jungkook is enough to make you forget about the pain.
Your body shivers as you relax into his embrace. He pulls you closer as you almost feel like putty slipping out of his grasp.
“Have you been tense like that all day?”
You hum in response, your cheek squished against his shoulder. Your eyes feel heavy, your body weighted. You feel warm everywhere, but your panties. They’re warm… and squishy.
“Had I known, I’dve come earlier.” Jungkook rubs your back before grabbing the hem of your gown and lifting it over your ass. His fingers lightly dance along your spine, eliciting a shiver and deeper slump of your body into his. “Mmh~ Baby, you’ve been working hard, huh? Why didn’t you book a massage?”
You whine, burrowing into his neck. You hate being asked questions especially when they surround how you tend to be stubborn and suffer in silence. So you avoid them, like now. 
“_____.” You burrow into his neck, huffing. “_____ _____, look at me,” Jungkook says darkly. But you just groan. You’re extremely moody. He grabs you by the shoulders and leans you back. You're looking down. “Look at me. Let me see your pretty face, Jagi.” His head tilts, studying you. Then a tear falls on your hand before you’re sniffling and wiping your nose. “_____?” he lifts your chin up, now able to look into your big glossy eyes. “Baby, what's wrong?”
“I’m just so tired,” you cry.
His eyes widen. Have you been overworked or are you exhausted from your period or both? He knows the process can be straining on the body; traumatizing, even.
Jungkook sighs, “Don't cry, Doll.” He cups your cheeks. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you.” He presses your head back into his chest as you keep crying
He isn’t scared that he’s upset you that badly. He knows sometimes you can’t stop and need to get it out. And as your partner, all he can do is comfort you with back rubs and kisses.
When you finally stop, only your sniffles fill the room. “I shouldn't have asked you that.”
“Mmh hmm.” You nod, causing him to chuckle. “You know I don't know how to ask for stuff and plus I don't want anyone to touch me but you.” You gaze up at Jungkook with glossy eyes, furrowed brows and pouty wet lips. You’re so cute trying to be mad at him.
Jungkook chuckles, rubbing the back of your silk-covered head. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Hm? Daddy won’t ask anymore questions.” You huff, laying back into his chest. You two let the room go silent as he rests his head on top of yours.
“But you can always come to me, Baby. Everything I do is for you. Anything I have is yours.”
“I know… but you worked so hard for it.”
“I did. But I wouldn't have done so, if I didn’t think I was going to share my success with someone. First, BTS. Now, you.” You look up at him, eyes wandering his; then his smile. Jungkook loves watching the cogs turn as you try to make sense of his selflessness. He's too humble and you sometimes feel like you're not enough.
“You’re not selfish _____, the fact that you worry about stuff like that proves enough.” Your eyes widen and his smile gets bigger. You should know by now that he can read your mind.  He's like a guardian angel looking down at you. He's blessed you with more than you can imagine and you’ll never be able to repay him.
“You never have to worry about if I think you’re using me. I know your heart. Just promise me you’ll always love me. And if you can't, all I ask is that you tell me when your heart has given all it can, so I can prepare to let you go.”
You don't think your eyes can widen any further as tears fill them. What forces came together to create such a man and what did you ever do to deserve him?
Your breathing becomes hurried, allowing Jungkook to feel the expanse of your chest. He looks at you with a melancholy yearning as if he's imagining that you weren't his anymore.
A little smile spreads along his plush lips as he watches your pupils dilate. You've always been his little kitten.
Placing a hand to your cheek, his thumb smooths over your hot, supple skin. You seem frozen but your mind is working overtime, sifting through all the things you want to do to him if your period wasn’t on. So, you settle on a kiss.
Sitting up, you glide a hand into the nape of his soft locks, pulling Jungkook into a forceful kiss. You let out a meek whimper, trying to hold back tears because flooding back are the memories that remind you of how happy he makes you.
Your kiss is deep, slow, and sensual. Pulling back to look at him, Jungkook seems relaxed and ready to submit to your touch.
Dipping down to kiss his neck, you suck till his skin becomes hot and bruised. You peck the rosey mark before dragging the expanse of your warm tongue along his adam’s apple. He whimpers. You're always so vulgar but soft with him.
After laying a kiss to his throat, you peck up to his jaw kissing towards his ear. “You make me so happy, Jeon Jungkook.”
You suck his ear, soliciting his sweet moans. There’s an erection straining in his pants. It's aching and warm.
Your lips finally rest against his as you both hum; happy to be connected once more. Jungkook pulls you closer, but you pull back to lick your lips as you stare at his pink swollen one.
Your fingers travel to his ears, rubbing the top. “You taste so good, Kookie.”
“Yeah?” he rasps out, trying to catch his breath from your menstrations and heavenly appearance. “So pretty.” He slightly chuckles, it’s music to your ears as his bunny-like smile graces you.
“You too,” you giggle, pecking his lips before licking them. Jungkook gives you complete control, letting you suck the inner vermillion of his top lip, down to the bottom. He tastes so decadent, like nothing you could ever describe.
Pulling back, you examine your work of his glistening lips; then his overall state. His eyes are heavy, his lips slightly agape. He looks needy like you, but in other ways. He's subdued. You swirl your tongue along his open mouth, diving deeper to let him taste you.
Jungkook's hands travel up your thighs, gliding over your plump ass and soft waist. He gathers the edge of your gown, lifting it above your rib cage.
His head tilts, admiring the way your panties hug your hips and pull taut against your slit giving him a nice view of what’s to come.
Jungkook makes haste to lay you on your back as he climbs the bed to straddle you. His lips kiss upon your neck, leaving hot marks as he continues his way down your body.
His large hands grab your breast as he swirls and massages his tongue deeply into each nipple before sucking. He releases with a pop, licking them one last time which causes you to jump.
He kisses your sternum, cascading down to your tummy where he lingers to pepper kisses along your lower abdomen.
Your body is a temple in which Jungkook worships. Able to give him a life he always dreamed of.
Whether you know it or not, he sometimes prays to Yemoja, asking that she protect you and safely shepard his children into their new life.
Kissing both your inner thighs, Jungkook spreads your legs wider.
He gets down close to your clothed heat to blow along your slit. You back arches as you whimper.
“I know, baby. I know~” he coos.
Jungkook slides a hand up your tummy to interlock his fingers with yours. Then his lips pressed to your heat, as he breathes out before laying an open mouthed kiss. You whine, feeling your pussy contract and slick rise. You hear him chuckle as he's now faced with your wet panties. He loves teasing you.
So he continues, rubbing a thumb over your bundle of nerves, watching you through heavy lashes as you whimper and grip his hand tightly. He can't wait to pull your panties back.
Jungkook leans in again, pressing himself against you. You’re intoxicating.
He sits up, lifting your hips a little to finally take your panties off and just as predicted, they stick to your cunt. Once off, he tosses them onto the floor before sliding off the bed to undress himself.
You two watch each other, completely enthralled by the way his abs flex and how you rub your clit.
When his pants hit the floor, you moan, feeling your walls contract as you gaze upon his massive bulge. He grins at you. You look hungry, stalking his every move and he bends down to drop his boxers. And he swears your pupils contract at the sight of his cock hitting his stomach. You take him all in, biting your lip.
“You need Daddy’s cock to make you feel better, Baby?”
You nod.
Jungkook smirks, climbing into bed. He stalks towards you before sitting up to push your thigh back. “Is my Baby hurting?” he coos. You whine, nodding again. You’re so quiet, mainly because you’re saving your voice to scream his name.
“I’ll be gentle, hm? Take away your tummy aches?” he whispers into your ear before kissing you. “But you gotta use the safe word, if it gets too much.” You nod again. You've become mute; not having the energy to say much. You just want to moan and cry his name as he soothes your aching pussy with his girthy cock.
But you do have one request. “Kookie?”
“Yes, Baby?” He kisses your neck leaving spots.
“Can you fuck my ass?” you mewl. Your innocent voice drives him mad. How can you make something so vulgar sound so sweet? 
Jungkook sits up, smiling as he thumbs over your baby hairs. “Of course, Baby, as long as you cum.”
“We cum,” you pout.
“We cum.” He kisses you as you whine.
Opening the nightstand drawer, Jungkook pulls out lube. As he pours it on your pussy, you jump and gasp, “Cold~”
He rubs your inner thigh and dips to kiss you. “Daddy’s sorry, baby girl.” Continuing his kisses, you feel his fingers deeply rub into your clit, warming you up. “One more.”
Coldness hits your entrance, soon replaced by two warm fingers in your cunt. You clench around him, moaning as your hips move to fuck him deeper. He grins, biting his lip. “Such a greedy little pussy, Baby,” he whispers in your ear.
“Jungkook, fuck me~” you whine.
You kiss again and he pulls back. He squirts lube onto your ass. It's cold too, making your asshole spasm. then you feel him rub. You moan, fingering your clit.
“You’re so fucking cute. Making Daddy so hard.” He continues massaging your asshole as he pours lube onto his cock. He hisses at the cold but steadily strokes himself.
You’re moaning, your brows knitting and your mouth gaping as you rub your clit. He loves watching you play with yourself, trying to sate a hunger that only he can stop.
Massaging your tight little asshole, Jungkook gazes at the pornographic look on your face, studying the way your eyes roll when he pushes his fingers in. You dip your two into your slick cunt, causing your head to knock back as it feels divine. He stretches you around his large fingers and when he pulls out, your gaping hole awaits his touch, contracting, urging him to take you.
“Fuck,” he rasps, feeling his cock twitch as precum leaks from his tip.
Finally lining himself up, he pushes in while leaning down to kiss you.
Gasping, you writhe at his cock filling you up and stretching you out. This new lust-filled agony replaces the one in your cervix.
Jungkook's thrusts are slow and deep as he comes down onto your body. He loves placing his arms beside your head and laying his weight on top of you, pinning you down to take his cock and load because you’re very much a runner and he enjoys watching you break down into a screaming mess.
You clench around Jungkook's dick each time it hits your good spot. You move to finger your clit as he jackhammers into your tight rim. You can't help but whimper at the fullness and contraction of your pussy as it squelches.
“Ju- Jungkook~”
“Yeah, Baby? Tell Daddy what you want.”
“A- Am I bleeding?” He looks down, seeing nothing but your glossy slick covering every inch of your pussy while steadily releasing more. Even your clit is aroused: swollen and throbbing for his touch.
“No,” he says, rubbing your bundle of nerves in deep swirls.
Your hands shoot to grip the sheets as you shake and your chest heaves. That should be enough to keep your mind off “ruining” the sheets.
Jungkook's kisses make you hum as his hard cock pumps into your slick rim. His veiny cock glides along your walls, making your toes curl and your head to throw back hard into the pillow. You wish you could free fall through the bed.
Laying you on your side, he slips an arm under your neck. He's still over you as he lifts your leg up to thrust deeper. “Oh, my- Baby, right there.” Your moans and the squelching of your tight rim is enough to make him cum.
Jungkook holds the back of your head and kisses you. He attacks your neck, nipping, sucking, biting while throwing your leg over his thigh. Then he grabs your breast, squeezing till your nipple perks.
You cry. He lets go with a tongue swirl and flick before holding your waist. He growls in your ear and whimpers.
You caress his cheek, kissing him. “Oh~ Daddy, I love you. You’re so good to me.”
Jungkook whines again, panting in your ear. His high is on the horizon; his dick throbbing with vigor. “Ah~ Fuck, precious. I love you too. Daddy loves you so fucking much. Taking my cock like a good girl,” he growls into your ear as you feel the rush of his thick white load coating your walls. His thrust become sloppy but he continues to fuck into your ass, gripping your curves and kissing into your neck to coax himself to a calm.
You feel warm and fuzzy, humming as you try to steady your breath. 
You two lay for a sec before he pulls out slowly, prompting your body to shake as you gasp. Jungkook grins the entire time, watching the way you bask in the sensitivity of your rim and the warmth of his cum.
“You came~” you hum, sounding a little aloof; clearly cock-drunk.
“Yeah, cuz you're so beautiful.”
You giggle, but then your face contorts. “Ah!” You place a hand on your belly “Mmh~ Kookie, the towel… Did I bleed?” Your hand goes to touch your entrance.
“No, Baby. Are you still hurting?” You nod.
Jungkook spreads you open, examining your gaping hole; no blood but you're contracting more than usual. And you’re pushing, trying to alleviate some pressure off your abdomen.
“Mmh, Baby.” He runs a finger around your entrance. “Did you cum?” You shake your head. “So, I’m a bad Daddy, huh?”
You nod, causing Jungkook to smile a bit as he caresses your cheek. “Pretty pussies deserve to be fucked.” He stares at your pussy and you stare at him back, admiring the way his warm brown eyes wander. You used to get embarrassed, but now you feel pretty when he worships you.
Jungkook rubs your little patch of hair, lightly tugging as you moan. It drives him wild. It's so soft and full, like a faerie’s hidden grove; protecting your delicate flower in the depths of its lush.
He rubs a finger over your baby hair. “Can Daddy fuck your pussy?”
You hum as he watches you think. You’ve let him fuck you close to your period before, but that’s usually three days before when you just feel uneasy in the tummy. It’s supposed to come on tonight and you figure a warm shower will trigger it. But you’re hurting much more than usual. And you feel a little tense too.
“O- Okay. But if I bleed, tell me cuz that's icky.”
“Anything you give me, Baby, is a gift.”
“Jungkook~” you whine as he laughs.
Raising up, he looks into your eyes as his fingers smooth over your baby hairs.
“Can you take me ass up?” You nod, and Jungkook places hands on your waist, helping you onto your tummy. You groan. “I got you, Baby.”
He throws the towel over a pillow before putting it under your lower belly.
“Arms up, Baby Girl,” he coos, bringing your hands to rest by your head. His hands grab your waist gently pushing down so that your plump ass tilts up.
Jungkook opens your legs, giving him access to spread your ass, allowing a little squirt of cum spill out.
“Does Daddy’s cum feel good in your ass?”
“Mmh hmm,” you smile. “Warm.”
“Good.” Jungkook rubs your supple skin, squeezing lightly. He blows on your hole causing it to clench. You whine as he watches your wet pussy open back up with a squelching from your gaping hole.
“So sensitive for my cock,” he growls against your lips.
“Fuck me, Daddy. Fill my pussy, please. Make the pain go away.”
He groans at your pleas. All he wants you to do is run to him when you need saving.
Jungkook lays a hand to your bloated stomach. “Feel me in your tummy?” He leans over to whisper into your ear as you whimper, nodding. He grabs your heat pack, placing it between your lower abdomen and the towel covered pillow.
“Mmh~ Thank you, Daddy,” you hum, feeling more relaxed.
Rubbing your hips and ass, he takes in your position: ass up and holes begging for his cock. Absolute perfection.
“Daddy?”
“Hm?~”
“Are you gonna fuck me raw?”
He nods, continuing to rub your hips. “Are you scared to bleed?”
“Yes.”
“You can trust me, don’t you?”
“Yes, of course.” You look over your shoulder at him with a pout on your lips.
“Then, Daddy won’t fuck you so hard that you bleed.”
“O- Okay.”
Jungkook lines himself up and sinks in. Your ass tilts down as you feel his veiny cock glide along your walls, stretching and filling you up.
Your eyes shut tight as you try to relish in the pleasure running through you.
“Almost there, Baby.” His grip tightens on your hip as the other lightly presses on your back, pushing you back down onto the bed.
“You can take my cock like a good girl, huh?”
Overwhelmed, you moan in response.
As he bottoms out, your pussy flutters around him and your holes contract, pushing cum to leak from your ass and down onto his cock.
His thrusts are slow and his hips are purposely tilted to drag along your g-spot. When Jungkook pulls out, his cock is glistening in translucent slick.
“Mmh~ Baby, no blood,” he coos, patting your butt.
Pushing back in, you clench, making his cock stutter a bit to get in.
“Baby, you need to relax.”
“I can't; it hurts,” you whine.
Jungkook bends down and kisses you softly before his tongue invades your mouth. You relax, letting his wet taste swirl around yours, sucking you down.
“Ugh,” you cry, causing his hips to stutter. You begin to throw your ass back, not wanting him to stop now as you’re finally ready. “Don't stop, please~” The pain from his cock is deliciously distracting from the previous feeling in your walls. “Keep going. Just like that,” you gasp. Even the heat pack seems to disperse the pain like a deep massage.
The room fills with squelching as you suck his cock into you cunt, “Mmh, Daddy~ So fucking big.”
“Yeah, Baby, just for you,” Jungkook growls into your ear, leaning his chest against your back.
“Fuck my tight little pussy, Daddy.”
His pace quickens, fucking into you as your ass slap against his thighs. You join in throwing your ass back gently as his growls turn into whimper. The sound of your love making fills the air.
“Taking Daddy’s cock so fucking well, Baby,” Jungkook moans, his head throwing back as his eyes close to savor the feeling of your suckling walls. “You deserve this cock; you worked so hard this month. You make me so proud, Baby Girl.”
You whine at his praise, clenching and shaking. You can feel every throb of his veiny cock. Your pussy’s grip tightens and the painfully sweet strokes cause you to release more slick. Jungkook’s worked up a steady pace, enough to fuck your slick milky white and thick at the base of his cock. With each glide out, threads of your shared cum bridge between you.
“Fuck-” The female body truly amazes him.
When Jungkook hits that perfect spot, you cry out, shaking as your arms give out. Your eyes shut hard as you tip over the precipice of a hot flash. Then your coil breaks and you forget where you are, basking in the ecstacy between your legs.
“Ugh. Mmh~ Koo."
You're too high to notice the way Jungkook looks down upon you. Despite the bumbling fucked out mess you’ve become, you still look serene in his eyes.
It’s only till he feels warmth run down his thighs that he notices that you’ve coated his cock red.
Jungkook is immediately filled with astonishment and overwhelming pleasure. “Aw, Baby, you’re so fucking gorgeous on my dick,” he beams while continuing to slowly fuck, coaxing you further. He hums, watching your blood gush around his pubic before feeling it run down his balls and drip onto the towel.
As you slowly recover, your breathing becomes steadier and you're able to take in your surroundings and the first thing you notice is the coppery scent.
Your eyes widen as you whine, “Jungkook!” Looking behind your shoulder, his glistening face graces you. Sweat covers his naked body as he rakes a hand through his damp hair. His dark eyes bore into you as he licks his lips, grinning.
“Daddy, no…” Your hand trails down his abs before you lay back down, too mesmerizing to remember why you opposed him in the first place.
You two stare into each other's eyes as the room continues to swell with the sound of your bloody cunt. After some time, he leans down against your back, sliding his arm under you before pressing his nose against your cheek. All his weight comes down onto you, coveting you in his warmth and driving his cock deeper. You feel closer to him than ever before. And so does he.
Your blood is a tether. Is a life line.
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sweetsbfreex · 2 years
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mafia/gang!dad!steve masterlist
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a/n: I did make sure to make the banner inclusive, because it isn't hard and all authors should strive to do so <3 if you've seen my post: making sure my writing and anything involving it is inclusive and never trumps your thought process is rlly important to me!
summary: follow the life of y/n, Elysia, and Steve (a mafia/gang leader trying to be the best dad he can be!)
warnings: everything is all fluff!!, allusion to sex (never descript), some talk of trauma, blood, alcohol, etc.
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in order of release date:
the super seller patch: elysia crashes her father's meeting to get her super seller patch!
mafia daycare: y/n has an event to get to last minute, so steve has to take care of his daughter at work
those pesky sugar bugs!: "thinking about how all the moms r prolly drooling over mafia steve when he’s out with his daughter and he’s completely oblivious" or steve takes his daughter to the dentist!
the binky fairy: elysia has finally been weaned off her binky...or at least she was
date night: "..I would love to see mafia!steve and reader have a date night and be so suave and flirtatious. Meanwhile Elysia is running rings around the babysitter, and when the couple come back she’s all cute and tucked up" + "a mafia Steve hc with the “wear whatever u want I can fight”
snack and a show: pregnancy is taking a larger toll on y/n as she comes closer to the birth of their first. thankfully, Steve’s good looks can help that!
drunk and obsessed: a little something about a drunk steve
the binky fairy (pt 2): part two of the binky fairy!! Steve is in the doghouse, how will he fix it?
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kumezyzo · 9 months
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thinking about how lowkey toxic a relationship with corpse would be....
warning, this is very angsty. to the point where i lowkey shed a tear writing this. and that doesnt usually happen lol.
gn!reader (as far as im aware) and sorry for the typos if there are any... 😁
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
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it would prolly just start with you two hanging out. going over to his apartment, maybe hooking up once in a blue moon. but you two mainly cuddling and spending the days together in the dark rooms of his apartment.
he would try to hide from you how much pain he was in when you were around. but it wasnt hard to miss how he would wince at tiny movements and never be able to rest with you in his arms.
and when it got really bad, he hated how you helped him get around with no questions. how you so simply wanted to help him out because you cared. how you would even help him shower, bring in his groceries, cook for him, feed him if you had to.
he hated it because you cared more than anyone had before and you werent even dating. he wished you would just give up on him because it was too much. he wished you would just finally tell him 'hey... we need to talk' because maybe then it would be easier to hate you. but the truth is, he could never hate you. not anymore.
"so... you dont want to be in a relationship?" you asked quietly, confused more than anything. you look at his scarred face and messy head of dark curls. "...why?"
he sighed, "because this is too much," you scoffed, only more confused than before.
"what is?" you looked at him like he was crazy.
"...you," he said lowly, his voice resonating deep in his chest as he ran a hand over his face. you felt your heart pang as you diverted your eyes from him. you pursed your lips and your breathing got heavier. "well- not you- just-... this isnt worth the trouble im putting you through. that i will put you through."
"thats not for you to decide," you tell him, shaking your head at him. "I can choose when to call it quits and so far, im still fucking here."
you couldnt help but be offended. who wouldnt be after the person you care about is pushing you away. as far as you know, its unfair and incredibly ignorant.
"yea but how long until youre not?" he asked back angrily. "how long until you realize you can be doing so much more than taking care of me?"
"i dont want to be doing more! i want to be with you!" you tell him incredulously. he sighs and wets his lips, shaking his head at you. "do you just not want to be with me?"
he looks at you as if you had just said the earth was flat, "of course i do."
"so then why cant we?" you ask in complete exasperation. "what the fuck is the problem?"
"youre too fucking good for me!" he yelled back stepping closer to you. he threw his arms up in defeat, "is that what you want me to tell you? cause its fucking true. and i love you too much to let you rot away beside me."
your expression softens as your eyes dart back and forth between his eyes. in that moment you were speechless. and not because he had told you that he loved you, no you already knew that from his actions. it was the way he had said it. with more emotion than you could have expected from him.
"what if i wanted to 'rot away beside you'?" you asked him quietly.
"then you'd be an idiot," he says simply. "because we both know you have better shit to do. and better people to do that for."
you inhale deeply and release it as another exasperated sigh, "i love you," you say, emphasizing every word. "and its up to me whether or not i stay with you."
"and its up to me whether or not i want you here," he says crossing his arms. you feel you heart pang again, causing painful tingles to run down your arms and settle deep in your palms. "you need to run while you can. fucking get out of here before this gets more fucked up and shitty." you watched as he pointed between you two.
you step closer to him, "what are you so afraid of?" you plead to him with your eyes. just for this moment, for him to open up to you like how he had done hundreds of times before. "are you that scared I'll leave you cause you're what? 'too much'?"
he looked you in the eye, hesitating to speak for a moment. "i-..." he takes a deep breath. "yeah..."
you step closer, "youre not. not now. and it will only get easier." he starts shaking his head, backing away from you. "yes, it will! and if it ever gets to that point-"
"when it gets to that point," he tried correcting.
"no, if. because everything is an if," you say angrily. "you have no clue what its gonna be like. no fucking clue! so let us have this. while it lasts."
he sighs for what seems like the hundredth time that night, "i cant risk that."
"risk what? heartbreak? as if neither of us have gone through that before hundreds of times," you scoff.
"yeah, but ive never been heartbroken over someone like you."
"so then we hope that doesnt happen," you're trying. you're trying so hard to hold onto him. but your grasp is slipping. and he's trying to shake you loose.
"i cant take my chances," he shakes his head. "not this time."
"jesus fucking chirst!" you yell, tears welling up in your eyes. "let me love you! let me be with you! let me take care of you!"
"i cant let you do that! dont you fucking get it?!" he asks stepping closer to you until hes not even a foot away. "i dont want to see you leave! i cant have you around, cause when you do leave, i dont know what I'll do to myself!"
you stare into his eyes as your own vision starts to get blurry from unshed tears. you sniffle, keeping you gaze strongly on him. and you try one final time.
"so dont let me leave now, please," your voice comes out like a whisper. he swallows harshly and closes his eyes to stop his own tears from forming. "i dont want to move on from you when we havent even given it a chance."
"you'll have to," his voice matches yours. he opens his eyes and a tear falls as he looks at you. "fucking find someone who can actually hold you at night. who can make you dinner, who can give you a shower when you cant, who can actually fuck you when you want."
you tried to scoff, but it came out more like a sob, "i dont need that. i need you," your voice weak from the burn in the back of your throat. unshed tears welling up more.
"no you dont," he says, stepping closer. then leaning his forehead on yours. he closes his eyes, "please, go. for me."
your body racks out a sob, gasping for air to get out your next sentence. "if i leave, im just gonna wait for you."
he shakes his head against you, "no. no you wont."
"I'll wait until you realize you do deserve proper love." he continues to shake his head, pretending as if your words arent punching him right in the heart. "ill wait even if it takes you twenty fucking years."
"do you really think I'll survive twenty more years?" he asks with a laugh. you giggle back sadly, pursing your lips at the posibility of him dying. "do you really think I'll find my self-worth that soon?"
"I'll wait as long as i need to."
and you leave. with such a heavy heart but not without more tears than you could have imagined. and you try to move on. not easily but you put in an effort.
he writes songs with lyrics dedicated to you. written for you. whether its in a song about how he only want you at his side or how he has one person he will always be loyal to or about how his exes tried to chance him but one was different. you listen to it and somehow know its you.
you try to find a new partner to fill that void. but he will always be in your mind. as the right person but at the wrong time. the one that got away, if you will.
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i like how angsty this was. anywayy, hope you enjoyed 😁😁 -nony
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filtharchives · 7 months
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omg my first fanfic since middle school but rambling with @sugar-omi sm inspired me to try again
i’m literally gonna throw up !!!!!! also this is my first time writing smut so it's bad sorry if it feels super rushed–it’s because it is! I wrote it before my next lecture 🙈
oh! and happy birthday cove! ♡
edit: took down the first time i posted this bc i rlly did not like it but ended up not editing
summary: cove x reader - cove doesn’t like losing but you drive a hard bargain
tags: NSFW, fem/afab reader, high libido!reader, sub cove, prolly ooc, use of aphrodisiacs, handcuffs, p in v, dick riding in cowgirl position, unprotected sex (reader is on the pill i swear but always wrap it up!) idk what else i’ve only ever posted on wattpad i never used tags like this lol
it had been a few months since you and cove moved into your new apartment together and needless to say, you had gained a lot of sexual experience since then.
though you weren’t at the point of fucking like animals, ever since the two of you first went “all the way”, it had opened a new door in your relationship, and without the fear of getting caught by your families, he’d become much more clingier and practically always had a hand somewhere on your body, which sometimes led to a little more than just heavy petting.
in an effort to be a little more adventurous, you had proposed a fun challenge to cove: you would both take an aphrodisiac chocolate you found at a local sex boutique, and whoever could go the longest without touching themselves or the other would win and, naturally, the winner gets to choose the loser’s punishment.
cove nearly burst into flames at the idea of taking a drug that would make him horny–it was embarrassing enough getting turned on naturally–but it also excited him and his competitive streak, so he agreed, which led you to now.
cove squirmed uncomfortably on one corner of the couch, trying to focus on the nature documentary on the tv while you leaned back against the other corner, watching him with a smug smirk on your lips. you may have felt a little guilty setting up your boyfriend like this–your high libido gave you the heavy advantage of being very horny throughout the day even when you couldn’t act on it, whereas your poor boyfriend had less moments of neediness and was therefore not used to feeling so desperate–but it was too fun watching him sit so uncomfortably, and you knew the pay off would be worth it.
“you having fun there, cove?” you ask teasingly, languidly running a hand through your hair. cove offers a small grumble while shifting his jeans to try and make his hard on more comfortable, before deciding that wasn’t enough and adds,
“n-no…” his response makes your smirk widen.
“you know, there’s no shame in surrender~”
cove pouts at you, torn between his determination to win, and his desire to finally be able to blow a load. his stubbornness is amusing, but you want to get to the good part, so you lean forward on the couch until you have to support yourself on your arms, ensuring cove has a good view of your chest from your low-cut shirt.
“if you give up now, i promise to be nice with your punishment,” you purr, slowly crawling closer to him. even without the drug, cove was obsessed with your chest, but the aphrodisiac running through him made his eyes zero in on it. he gulps loudly and you stop in front of him.
“y-you promise…?” he asks shakily, tearing his eyes away from the tantalizing sight to meet yours. you grin in victory, sitting on your knees and slipping off your top to push him over the edge.
“i promise~”
at your words, cove concedes and practically launches himself forward, his hands landing roughly on your hips and his mouth finds your lips before trailing kisses down your neck. before he can reach your tits, however, you gently push him back by his shoulders, getting wetter at the sight of his disappointed, puppy-like gaze.
“you lose,” you say with a mocking smile. “now you have to be punished.”
cove’s eyes are already watering by the time he’s handcuffed to the bed by cheap plastic from your old halloween costumes, laying naked and flat against the mattress helplessly as you stand in front of him, removing your shorts and underwear at a painfully slow pace. his dick is so hard it hurts, twitching uselessly against his stomach as his gaze never leaves your body.
“please…” he whimpers, his hips rolling once into nothing. “please touch me already…”
“you don’t get to make demands when you lost the game,” you taunt with a smile, but you crawl on top of him anyways, straddling his hips with your hot sex so close to his, he could feel it. he whines your name.
“you promised to be nice…” he says pitifully.
“i did, didn’t i?” you pretend to ponder before lowering your hips and grinding your wet cunt against the underside of his dick, drawing out a long, relieved moan from him. the thick vein on the underside feels so delicious against you, you let out a shaky sigh. your hands rest on the sides of his chest as you roll your hips against him, your forefingers rubbing his perky nipples making him pant.
“stop teasing,” cove begs. “more… i…”
“what? what do you want from me, cove?” you ask coyly, grinding particularly hard and biting back a soft moan as his tip catches your clit.
“i-i… please just- just fuck me already!” he cries.
“y’ lucky i already prepped,” you mutter, lifting yourself off him and reaching one hand down to line him up. cove nearly sobs in relief as you slowly lower yourself down on his length, both your hands on his chest again as you reach the hilt.
“f-fuck…” he gasps softly, feeling your warmth encase him entirely. he nearly sobs again when you lift up your hips until he’s almost entirely out, just for you to slam down on him again, marking the start of a brutal pace he was not prepared for at all.
“w-wait! you- that-” he starts, only to be cut off again and again by his own moans and disoriented thoughts, before he can finally string together a thought and a cry of your name. “too much!”
still, you don’t slow down, bouncing on his dick easily with the help of the springy mattress below you. your hands move to his legs as you lean back, giving cove a clear sight of where your bodies meet and how your combined arousal has left a milky ring on the base of his dick with a few stray drops sitting on his seafoam bush. he doesn’t even have the ability to thrust back up into you, letting you use him like a glorified dildo as tosses his head back on the pillow behind him, only to lean forward again to watch you. his moans match yours and the pace you’ve set, the sound of your ass slapping against his hips echoing in the bedroom and his eyes drifting all over your body, lingering on your face, tits, and cunt.
“o-oh, fuck…!” cove hisses loudly. “h-honey… please, let me touch you…!”
“n… nuh uh,” you grin down at him. “y-you lost, so… you gotta put up with this- oh, fuck-!” the coil in your belly is close to snapping, and you can tell from how he twitches inside you that cove is close as well. you pick up the pace, crying out when his tip hits your cervix. cove calls out your name like a mantra.
“i- ‘m gonna…” cove chokes out through his moans.
“do it,” you pant. “cum in- oh!” your cunt squeezes him in surprise as his wrists break free from the cheap plastic handcuffs and his hands tightly grasp your hips and he plants his feet on the bed to thrust up into you just as he wanted while you lose control.
“f-fuck!” you cry out as you do your best to support yourself on cove’s chest, eyes rolling back from his breakneck pace and his balls slapping your ass. it only takes a few seconds for you both to reach your climaxes and you loudly moan cove’s name as he shakily groans, his cum painting your insides white. you don’t even have a moment to collect yourself before cove rolls the two of you over, still sheathed inside you and not any less hard. he hovers over you with a wolfish grin, some of his sweat dripping onto you.
“your game and punishment weren’t fair, so it’s my turn to pay you back, okay?” he says darkly. “and i like doing it without the condom. we should do it more often.”
oh, you would definitely do this more often
this was not up to my standards but that's okay! warm up round 💪💪💪 we only get better from here baby let’s go
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first of alll ,I love ur writing!!! i re-read ur shua fic anddd want moree of it :// just anything about shua will be amazinggg <3 prolly smh like shua corrupting his girl and making her ask to breed her :( love youu and thankss in advance<33
Noncon, as there is a lot of pressuring, corruption!kink, dom!shua, sub!yn, half-veiled praise, creampie, multiple orgasms, breeding!kink (ofc), established relationship between shua and a female y/n
Word count: 2.5k
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"Look at you... So beautiful aren't you?"
Your face flushed red at Joshua's praise as he stared at you from his bed. You didn't know how to react really. Were you supposed to agree with him? Were you supposed to stay silent?
"I..." You trailed off. "Are you going to...?"
God your face was burning. Sex with your past partners had always been so cut and dry. Missionary, blow jobs, and the way they looked at you... It wasn't the way that Joshua was looking at you right now.
He had a dark look in his eyes that you had never seen in them before. You were kind of scared. Unsure of what he was going to do to you.
Why did that make heat coil in the pit of your stomach?
Joshua held out his hand and dragged you closer to him with a strength you didn't know someone like him would have.
"Are you trying to tell me that you want me naked?" He asked you, and there was a mocking edge in his voice. You nodded, your fash flushing even warmer, and that redness... That warmth was spreading over the entirety of your naked body making Joshua's cool room feel hot.
Joshua chided your reaction. He reached up towards you and his thumb swiped across your chin.
"Use your words, babe."
There was a long silence where your eyes flickered away from Joshua.
"I w-want you naked," you replied softly. Joshua's fingers clasped on your chin, turning your face to his.
"Eye contact," he corrected. "Say it again."
You swallowed hard.
"I want you naked," you managed to get out. Joshua smiled and pulled back from you a little.
"Okay? Then get me naked."
Again... Your stupid face burned.
"Get you..." You trailed off as you looked at his face, noticing that he was completely... Deadly... Serious. You swallowed hard and reached forward your fingers brushing against the cotton of his shirt. You tried to ignore the expression he was giving you as you pulled his shirt over his head, focusing your eyes on a spot of his neck so that you weren't really staring at his naked body.
"You're doing so good baby," Joshua said, and his tone was still teasing. Your face was dark but you still got to your knees and began to pull down Joshua's sweatpants and then his boxers... You swallowed hard when you saw his half-hard cock.
You stared at it wordlessly for... Too long it seemed because Joshua laughed at you.
"What? You never seen a cock that size before?" He asked you tauntingly. His fingers buried into your hair and he pushed your face closer to his cock.
"You're not doing a very good job I'm not even fully hard yet. Go on. Give my cock some love won't you?"
You nodded, and your hands came around the base of his cock. You weren't even completely able to wrap your whole hand around it. You went to the base of his cock which was already hard and then began to place small licks to the underside of his cock. You glanced up at Joshua as you did so, trying to gather if you were doing well but... He was still just looking at you.
You lowered your eyes back to his cock, and continued your kitten licks to the length of his cock. You slid your hand up a little bit, realizing that as you did so his cock had gotten harder. You glanced up in surprise at his length which had grown and was now standing straight up completely on its own.
Joshua's grip on your hair tightened a bit and he guided your mouth towards the tip of his cock.
"My dick isn't ice cream baby..." He mumbled. "Open your mouth."
You did as he told you.
"A little wider," he ordered, and again you did. Joshua slapped the length of his cock against your cheek. "Do you think this is a dumdum? Open your mouth wider."
You opened your mouth so that you could feel the stretch of your jaw, and it finally seemed enough for Joshua.
"Stick your tongue out," he said. You did as he told again, but this time you did it as far out as you could manage. That was clearly the right move. "Good girl..."
He laid the heavy tip of his cock on your tongue, pumping his cock a few times, making it bump against your lips slightly. You could feel your mouth salivating a little bit and you shuffled your legs a bit. Your thighs were beginning to feel damp... Your core was burning...
"Oh, you look like you want something..." Joshua said, and a glance up showed you that he was smiling. "Why don't you ask for it baby... Why don't you beg for me to fuck your mouth?"
Your face burned and you swallowed heavily.
"Okay..." You murmured. "I... I want you to fuck my mouth..."
Joshua hummed.
"Not very convincing."
"I do," you insisted. "I want to feel your cock in my throat. I-"
You didn't get to finish what you were saying. No, instead of that, Joshua was stuffing the tip of his cock into your mouth. You whined as he pushed your jaw further open, your hands quickly coming to Joshua's thighs, squeezing them tightly.
You tapped at Joshua's thigh a few times rapidly. Not because you weren't able to catch your breath but because you were just starting to feel a little worried. There was no way that this would all fit into your mouth...
"Relax baby," Joshua mumbled. "You're not trying to let me down now are you? You haven't even taken a little bit of my cock... Surely you can do better than this?"
Your tapping ceased and Joshua took that as an opportunity to push you further on his cock. You choked on his cock but even as you did Joshua didn't cease his grip on you.
"Come on... You can do better than this. Don't you want to be good for me?"
You nodded the best that you could with his cock actively sliding into your throat. Your fingers balled into fists on Joshua's lap and you focused hard on calming your choking fit and instead focusing on breathing through your nose.
Joshua ignored your attempts in favor of continuing to push you down on his cock, and you could feel it sliding all the way down your throat. Every time that you thought his cock couldn't possibly have further to go it just kept sliding in until finally you felt your nose bump his pelvis.
You felt relief running through your head, and Joshua's quiet praises of: "good girl" and "I knew you could do it" made the tears of concentration running down your cheeks completely worth it.
Joshua didn't give you long before he was pulling you back up by your hair, and you thought you were going to get a second to breath but instead he just pushed you back down on his cock.
He raised his hand to the other side of your face and began to push you hard up and down on his cock. Whines escaped your lips at the feeling of being pushed up and down on his cock. The feeling of his cock filling your throat was off-putting at first but the longer he did it... The more you started to like it.
Your moans were loud as he fucked himself into your mouth, getting desperate and before you realized what was even happening cum was spilling down your throat. Joshua waited until his hot cum was completely done spilling down your throat before finally pulling you off of him. You started to cough into your hand, but Joshua had a tight grip on your hair.
"Don't let any of that dribble out of your mouth," he mumbled. You nodded, struggling to keep the cum down as you caught your breath, and once you were finally breathing easily again Joshua was lowering his lips to yours giving you a soft kiss.
"You're so good for me," he praised you against your lips, causing that heat to spread through your body again. Before you could say more Joshua was pulling you up on the bed by your wrist.
He pushed you lightly back on the back and dragged your thighs forward so that his mouth was directly in front of your pussy.
You let your embarrassment at the new position known with a whine.
"Oh my god... Do you feel this right now?"
Joshua raised his hands to your upper thighs, spreading around a wetness that you hadn't even realized was there.
"You're absolutely soaked. You get like that just from me fucking your pretty little mouth?"
He groaned and his finger poked lightly between the folds of your pussy. He dragged it through the wetness, gathering a bunch on his fingers before pushing two into your tight cunt. There was an uncomfortable burn as he pushed into you. You whined, wriggling a bit.
"Sh-shua, hurts," you mumbled. Joshua hummed.
"If you can't take my fingers how are you going to be able to take my cock?" He asked you lightly, continuing to push his fingers into you. "Come on, you can take it. It'll feel better soon, I promise."
You nodded, and after a minutes of him scissoring his fingers in and out of you (his eyes wide in awe) the pain started to subside, replaced by pure pleasure but the minute that your whimpers turned to moans Joshua was pulling his fingers out of you.
He pulled you closer to him again, and began to rub the tip of his bare cock between your folds. Your eyes widened.
"Joshua," you said, propping yourself up on your elbows. "Don't we need a condom? It's not s-safe-"
"Baby I want to feel all of you," Joshua pressed lightly. As if to prove his point he slipped the tip of his cock in. "It feels so much better raw, trust me you're going to like it so much better this way."
Before you could respond, Joshua was pushing his cock the rest of the way into you, knowing the way that this conversation was going to end.
The stretch was almost unbearable but you could tell how good Joshua felt from the way that he was moaning, his body bent over your body, and his face buried in your neck.
"It feels t-too good," he insisted brokenly. He began to fuck you, not asking you how you felt, and you didn't vocalize the burn remembering what he said earlier.
His thrusts were rough, and his cock pressed so deep inside of you that you were screaming with every thrust, tugging at his hair as a way to relieve the tension. After a few minutes, you felt that pain fading away.
Finally, despite how full you felt... How stretched open you were... You were beginning to feel the warm coils of pleasure running through your body fast.
"You're doing so good for me baby. You feel so good. You're so perfect..." Joshua was babbling, and the praises were only pushing you forward. You felt so good, and the pleasure was overpowering.
You weren't even able to warn Joshua as an orgasm ripped through your body. Your body shook, and Joshua relentlessly fucked you through it.
"Sh-Shua, sensitive," you blurted out as discomfort filled you again, but again Joshua ignored you. He just leaned up, continuing to pummel your body.
"I still gotta come baby," he mumbled.
"O-oh," that was true. He still hadn't come yet.
"I'm going to fill you up real good," Joshua promised. "I'm going to make you feel so good. Pump you full of my cum until you can't think about anything else."
The thought of being even more full than you already were was clouding your judgment, but that discomfort you were feeling earlier was already being replaced by pleasure again. The thought was so alluring, being full of Joshua's cum.
"You want that don't you? You like my cock? You want me to fill your womb with my cum? Pump you so full that I get you pregnant?" He continued. Your pleasure-filled brain was slightly able to comprehend that.
"W-wait," you blurted out. "I-I don't think that's a good idea-"
But Joshua was pressing down on your stomach, somehow pushing his cock further into you and it felt so good.
"Don't you like my cock?" He pressed. "Don't you love me? I want to come inside of you so badly... And I've made you feel so good, I'm so good to you. Don't I deserve that? Don't I deserve to come in you."
His logic was tracking.
"I-I-" You couldn't think. "I'm going to c-come again Shua."
"Then beg me baby. Beg me to fill you up with my cum."
You could only think about one thing now.
"Please, Shua I want it. I want your cum."
"Tell me that you want me to breed you like my own little bitch... That you want me to fuck you until your pregnant with my kids."
"B-Breed me Joshua. I'm all yours.. Only yours... Want ev-everyone to know that I'm your bitch. Want to be full of your cum want to get pregnant, want-"
Before you could finish Joshua was collapsing against you again, his body shaking as he spurted hot cum deep inside of you. You whined as it ripped an orgasm through you despite the fact that you felt like you were going to explode from being full of his cock and cum.
You thought he was done after that but in what felt like mere seconds Joshua was fucking into you again, hard, dragging not only another orgasm from you but him... And then again and a final time before he collapsed finally on you. You could feel his many loads of cum desperate to get out of you, leaking out around his cock and onto your thighs and the bed. You couldn't think about anything...
Joshua pulled his cock out of you after a moment but before any of his cum could drip out he was pushing your cum back into you with two of his fingers.
You whined, your whole body burning and shaking from the overwhelming pleasure and feeling of his cum being pushed back into you.
"Oh you did so good for me," Joshua mumbled. "You're so perfect for me... Look so beautiful like this..."
You peeked up at him, noticing that he was staring in fascination at the cum that was leaking out of you around his fingers. You pouted.
"Shua, n-need you to hold me... Please."
Your broken tone made Joshua look up at you sympathetically.
"You liked it didn't you baby? You like being fucked like that?"
As he spoke he wrapped his arms around you, letting you rest your head on his chest. You nodded into him.
"Yeah, just t-tired," you murmured. He pressed a kiss to your forehead. "Okay baby... Get some rest, yeah?"
You nodded, feeling something akin to excitement brewing in your stomach... Anticipation for the next time that Joshua was going to fuck you like this.
AN: I hope this is what you wanted anon. Thank you for the kind compliments <3
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Poly! Catradora x gn! Reader - Triumph from a shadow (PRIDE 2023)
A/n: Here is the first installment to the fics of pride 2023! (This is also old, so don't expect the writing to be stellar!)
Summary: You've always been a third wheel to Adora and Catra, even when you stayed with Catra in the horde. You've been over shadowed by the two of them your whole life and you're okay with that. You've seen what power can do to people, but your destiny isn't okay with it, and neither is your feelings.
Warnings: panic attacks, ptsd from the horde prolly, mild violence, death swearing, low self esteem, abandonment issues, crying, unrequited love, I think that's it? You have been warned!
The three P's:
[Pov: 2nd person][Pronouns used: you/your][Pairings: romantic! Catradora x reader, platonic! glimmer x reader, platonic! bow x reader, platonic! Entrapta x reader]
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You've been a third wheel to Catra's and Adora's relationship from the beginning. Even in the horde when you had decided to stay with Catra to keep her safe she was still obsessed with Adora. When you had defected the horde because you saw what Catra was doing to herself and not only could you not watch her do it, you felt like you were only encouraging it.
While you came back to Brightmoon and tried to help Adora and the rest of the Princess's everything had spiraled and eventually Adora couldn't just ignore her feelings for Catra and you were left alone.
Unlike Catra and Adora, you can ignore you feelings, because you know they're unrequited, you take one look at the way they look at each and whatever hope in you dies. They've never looked at you like that before.
We're you really that hard to love?
As you were on the ship - Darla, with the "best friend squad" and Entrapta you're eternally grateful Glimmer had suggested you come, because you didn't want to be on Etheria. Not really, you would have been useless, and even though when you look around at all these people who are so strong you know you're out of place. At least you were with the people you longed to be with the most.
Which, is a different kind of torture all on it's own.
On the couch in the control area of the ship tears come to your eyes as Darla is on autopilot for a planet called Nyxion, it's believed that the people there are called Nyx. Though you haven't gotten a transmission back after you guys had tried to send one to them.
Sniffles are heard throughout the room as you try desperately not to cry, you couldn't cry not only would it probably wake somebody up, it would only prove your weakness.
Although it seemed like someone was already awake because you heard footsteps from behind you as someone place's a hand on your shoulder.
"Y/n?"
It's Adora, you would know that happy, soft voice from anywhere.
More footsteps erupt from behind the two of you and another hand is placed on your other shoulder and you know it's Catra from the claws that slightly dig into you in worry.
"Are you okay?" Catra's soothing, hard voice, whispers and the urge to burst out into tears gets even harder to ignore.
You close your eyes and sigh, "I'm fine, you guys should go back to sleep. I know you need your rest."
Adora laughs quietly and wraps her arms around you and leans in so her head is against your shoulder, while Catra leaps gracefully into your lap and places her hands over Adora's.
"You're always putting others before yourself, just relax for a second." Catra's voice surrounds you.
"We're here for you." Adora says warmly. "We'll always be."
"What?" Your breathe out as your mind starts getting flashes of your memories from your childhood at the horde.
"Ya, we made a promise clumsy." Catra grins up slyly at you.
"Adora! Catra!" Your child self yells out excitedly for the two of them.
"We're over here clumsy!" Catra screeches at you as she and Adora wave you over to them. Of course you come barreling towards them knocking you guys all down.
"Nice work clumsy!" Catra snaps at you as she helps Adora up leaving you on your own.
"Sorry I was just excited." You say dejectedly, taking sudden interest with the floor below you.
"It's okay." Adora offers. "We're really excited to see you too!"
Looking up you see Adora nearly jumping up and down she's so happy and you see Catra soften her glare towards you and it almost turns into a smile.
"Where were you guys?" You question tilting your head to the side to observe how Catra grips onto Adora's arm.
"With Shadow Weaver." Catra murmurs fearfully, and shudders as she says her Shadow Weavers name.
Scrunching your nose you shake your little head.
"Shadow weaver doesn't like me."
Which wasn't entirely true, she had avoided you at all costs sure, but she hadn't yelled or screamed at you. Not like she did everyone else, she even sometimes would yell at Adora. But never you, it was like she admired you, or perhaps the truth is she was afraid of you. Of what you didn't know. All you know now looking back on it, is that Shadow weaver for some reason was afraid of you.
Adora shrugs and walks up to you and grabs you by your shoulders.
"That doesn't mean we can't be friends!"
As you shake your head the younger Catra comes up from behind you and wraps her arms around your torso (a little possessively) and cuddles you from behind.
"I'm just scared you'll forget about me, and leave me..." You trail off but Catra finishes the sentence for you. "Alone?"
You nod your head sadly.
"Hey." Adora squeezes onto your shoulders.
"We're here for you." She says quietly like it's the most important secret in the world, to say that she and Catra won't leave you. "We'll always be."
"What?" Your younger self thinks out loud.
"We're making a promise clumsy." Catra says affectionately.
Abruptly you pull away from the two of them and stand up.
You couldn't do this, you couldn't just stay in their embrace like you when you guys were young. You are young no longer, and no longer are your feels platonic and free. They are love and caged, and enraged because of it. The love you feel, would only hurt them.
"I can't-" You break off the beginning of your sentence and you nearly start to cry. "I can't do this again."
The two of them stand up and Adora stands in front of you, as Catra stands behind you.
"Y/n, we just want to help." Adora says gently and tries to take your hand in hers but you pull away before you can.
"Just leave, leave me be."
Adora looks at you clearly hurt by your actions and words, as Catra, being as protective over her girlfriend as she is gets a little bit angry.
"Fine, we'll leave you to wallow alone then! If you don't want us, we'll leave!"
Catra takes Adora's hand, and although Adora probably isn't very happy with Catra's choice of words but she doesn't protest when she leads both of them out of the control room. Away from you.
"No, wait-"
"We've tried Y/n, but we can't wait around for you while you push us away." Adora says quietly and her words stab you straight through the heart and they kick at your delicate walls. They come crumbling down around you as you collapse into sobs.
"Wait! Please!" Your voice borders on hysterical "I'm sorry I'll-" This time you cut yourself off as your own voice gets taken over by the cries that erupt from your throat uncontrollably. Cries that have been waiting a long time to be let out.
In seconds Catra is in front of you taking your face in her beautifully dangerous hands and moves your head so you're looking up at her.
"Hey, hey, hey." Adora's voice comes from behind Catra. "You're okay." Adora says while Catra says at the same time; "You're with us."
"We won't leave you alone." Catra whispers into your ear.
"We promise." Adora says as she takes your hands into hers and places it over her heart.
"Am I-" Your voice is hoarse, and still riddled with hiccups as tears still run down your face. Yet it isn't as hysterical and out of control as before.
"Am I hard to love?"
It's silent for a second before Adora shakes her head. "Y/n, I'm not sure we totally understand." She tells you lightly.
"Am I hard to love." Your voice is like a scorching fire. "Because you guys have never loved me, not once. Not even when I love you guys so much it hurts to be around you. So tell me, am I just that impossible. That unlovable." Your voice is hard and both of them look at you with surprised faces and while Darla starts beeping, alerting everyone that you've reached your destination.
Glimmer, Bow, and Entrapta come through as the ship starts opening it's doors and ramps to the ground as you rip yourself away from Catra and Adora. While you go to join Glimmer, and Bow who look at you with matching concerned expressions.
"Don't ask." You grit out as you wipe the rest of the tears from your face.
"Are you-" Bow starts, trying not to freak out.
"I said don't."
Everyone is quiet as you guys take in the seemingly abandoned planet.
It's primary colors are black, and different shades of grey, as vines twist across the ground and trees hang over your heads. Yet there's a certain beauty to the darkness. When the light hits the right parts of the dark vines and trees they glow an almost rainbow color.
In the distance there's a structure that looks vaguely like a broken down temple. You feel a pull towards it, and you know you guys have to head over there if you want any answers.
"We should head over to that temple over there." You raise your voice and there's no response from anyone, everyone is just stays extremely quiet, keeping their heads down. You want to scream in anger, at least it would break the heavy tension in the room.
Finally the tenison is broken by Entrapta (bless her heart) as she shakes her head full of purple hair.
"I'll just stay over here I think! But I still want to know what's happening soooo..."
She hands everyone small little body camera's and you can't help but smile at her. She really is a genius beyond compare.
"I can also speak through them and if you want to try and get my attention just say my name!" She says excitedly, bouncing up and down.
"Thanks Entrapta." You nod your head towards her, as everyone puts on the body cams.
Catra slyly glares at Entrapta as she harshly grabs onto your hand and starts leading the group towards the temple.
"What the fuck was that!" You scowl at Catra passive-aggressive behavior.
She doesn't say anything but she doesn't let you go either. If anything, she grips onto you harder as you feel her claws dig into your wrist.
Taking your other hand, Adora grips onto it like it's her last life-line before she's pulled into the sea.
They don't say anything at all, the only words that are exchanged are from Glimmer and Bow who are desperately trying to fill the awkward silence.
"Y/n." Adora starts. "We just wanted to say-"
You cut her off by shaking both their hands off not wanting to hear their ultimate rejection.
Just in time before the two girlfriends can say anything else, the temple stands before the five of you.
It's black like the trees and the vines, and it looks old. Nevertheless it's beautiful with some dark crystals and symbols engraved into the black stone. Although it feels like the temple is missing something.
You feel like you're in a trance as you walk through the entryway as the others follow behind you.
"Uh, guys?" Entrapta's voice comes through the devices.
"If you guys go straight it will lead you to a power source that may or may not be magical. And it may or may have been barred off from the planet for a long time and if you guys don't unlock it from it's cage it will make the planet below up in... 30 minutes."
Immediately, everyone starts running furiously forward trying to get to the center as fast as possible.
Running up next to Glimmer you jog beside her contemplating on asking her your question wondering if she'll actually say yes but... If you don't say anything you'll never know.
"Glimmer." You brush your hand against her arm to get her attention.
"Can you teleport me to the center."
"But I can't teleport everyone?" She questions you, eyebrows frowned.
"I know." You whisper as you don't really want the others to hear. "I just want you teleport me, just me. I just have a feeling to this place, a connection I think."
Glimmer stops and observes you before nodding her head. Out of everyone, Glimmer was the one to go with problems like these. The other person might have been Adora but you didn't want to talk to her right now and she had a tendency to freak out over your safety. Not that Glimmer didn't, but she wasn't dramatic like Adora, nor would she be irrational.
"Okay."
In a second she takes your arm and you're teleported into the center of the temple.
Glimmer teleports out quickly as to not worry the others and probably to leave you alone here. She would understand, you would think.
In the center of the... center you suppose, is a beam of magic that's red, and black light with a grey magic barrier surrounding it.
Looking closer you realize it must be dark magic.
Taking a closer look at the walls around you, you realize that these aren't random symbols, they were writings, and you could read them.
Memories from the past flash through your mind forcefully as you read them.
People that were born from dark magic, normal, happy, magic users who used it for good. They were shunned from outside planets but the queens did not tell their people to resent them, they told them they just didn't understand them.
The queens were powerful and together they birthed a child from the magic, but before they could raise them Horde Prime came and obliterated their people. In a rush they had contained it's magic making so only one person could contain all the magic. Dark magic would always stay on this planet but it needed someone to stick to.
They created a safety guard on the place so if anyone came inside they would have to fight an large three headed dog.
As Prime came closer the two queens kissed their baby on the head goodbye with tears in their eyes as they did what they couldn't do for their people.
Save them.
So they sent the baby away with a spell, sending the child through darkness hoping praying they would end up somewhere safe. And that child you - had ended up right into Shadow weavers arms.
Then Prime killed the queens.
You fell to the ground your head pounding at your heart yearning.
You knew what you had to do, you had to go inside the beam of magic and absorb it's magic's power before it teared the planet apart.
Getting up you start to trek forward before four hands firmly pull you back.
"What are you doing!" Adora yells at you.
"The magic is restless, someone needs to absorb it so it doesn't tear the planet apart!"
"It's dark magic! You won't survive!" Catra screams down at you as her iron hold on you becomes even stronger.
"Yes, I will." You say calmly, the tone of your voice surprises everyone.
"You don't know that!" Adora cries out. "I'm going to do it, She-ra can do take it!"
Instantly Catra lets you go when she hears Adora's words.
"No you will not!"
In the distance you hear a growl and the ground shakes beneath you and you know you've run out of time.
Dodging She-ra and Catra, you sprint up to the magic and you hesitant slightly.
What if it didn't accept you? What if your moms had it made for someone else?
"Y/n!" Everyone screams for you to stand back, and the rational part of your brain is agreeing with them. Really, you didn't know what you were dealing with, but the pull you feel here is undeniable.
You've never been one for rational decisions anyways.
"I love you." You declare to Catra and Adora before taking a step into the dark.
It envelopes you wholly, it's long black inky arms seeks entry into your body, it doesn't hurt. This much magic going into your body should hurt, but maybe it's had a place there all along.
You're lifted into the air and you feel the darkness seep into you, and you welcome it like an old friend. More memories of your moms, of your people are filtered through your brain, even that you don't stop. This is where you were meant to be, what you've been meaning to become.
You feel every last drop of the magic inside of you yet you don't come down. What happens if you just stayed there? Could you be able to learn more about your people, why would you ever need to come down? Down there is so confusing, and horrible, terrible things have happened down there.
However the shouts of Adora and Catra fill your ears, their pleas for you to come back to them are desperate. Then you hear Adora turn into She-ra but she's not trying to "save" you, you don't think Catra would let her, no there must be something attacking them.
The three headed dog.
Opening suddenly your eyes are filled with black as you descend down, while around you your body is glowing. You can feel every shadow across the universe, and all the secrets of every individual.
You stand in front of your friends and you send an inky black barrier to cover them with just the flick of your hand as the dogs snarls and howls at you. He's a afraid, not of you but of being alone, yet he feels like he has to fulfill his purpose.
"I remember you." You whisper. "Mom used to play fetch with you outside the temple, and mama would watch from the sidelines, claiming she didn't like you."
You tilt your head to the side and the three headed dog does the same, as if he too, is starting to recognize you.
"But she gave you your name, Spot right? And she was the one who would pet you in the middle of the night."
Spot howls and runs at you as he nuzzles your neck, and cuddles you. Slobber must have been all over you.
Giggling the barrier separating you, with your friends dissipates as your eyes slowly fade back to their natural color, of course with a dark tint that wasn't quite there before.
"Y/n!" Adora runs up behind you as she pulls you into a hug.
"I thought I had lost you!" She exclaims.
"We, thought we had lost you." Catra comes in front of you, and takes your hands into hers.
"You almost did, it showed me so many memories of me, my moms, and my people. I didn't want to leave, even when the magic had transferred over to me entirely." You sigh a bit shyly.
"What made you come back?" Glimmer is behind you in a spark, but you knew she would end up there - her shadow was there before she was. So you didn't flinch or jump at the sound of her voice.
"Well I didn't want you guys to hurt Spot." You pet the ginormous three headed dog, you joke with a sarcastic tone at the end. Yet you pause before what you're going to say next. Did you have to courage to tell them outright when you weren't in distress?
Still, as you observe Adora and Catra you think maybe it's them who have to say it to you, or break it to you that they didn't love you.
"My friends." You reply, "All of you, I thought Spot was going to go after you guys (it's what he was trained to do after all) and just knowing that anyone of you could die... I just knew I couldn't stay there forever, not while you guys were suffering."
"OH!" Bow screeches. "Best friend squad!" And he pulls you all into a big hug as Entrapta agree's from the cameras.
"How did you know about any of this..." Adore trails off as everything soon gets quieter at her question.
Chuckling you take Catra's and Adora's hands into your as you wink at Bow and Glimmer. "I'll tell you all on the way and maybe on the ship. Quite frankly it's a long story!"
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After you had told your story to them, Glimmer had informed you that you would have to start training with your newfound magical powers. Even if she still sounded a little uncomfortable at the prospect of dark magic, you had told her that you were basically a vessel made to hold dark magic, and control it. There was no corrupting you, plus your people and parents had never been corrupted.
Catra and Adora had been acting weirdly around you, to say the least. You would do something you would normally do and they would have matching bright faces. Along with the fact that the three of you still haven't spoke about you confessing your love for them... Twice.
"Well this is a familiar setting." Catra speaks from behind you in the control room, while everyone else are in their respective rooms.
You can feel Adora's shadow also coming to the control room a bit farther down the hall then Catra. Without turning around you call out to her;
"Hello Adora."
"Oh crap! That's like super scary!" She yells as she jogs up to the couch where Catra now is laying her head inside your lap.
"That's the point Adora." You snicker but there's definitely a teasing tone to your voice.
She comes up behind you and somehow slides in behind you so her arms are warped around you, and your back is flushed against her chest.
There's silence for a while, for long time. It's not awkward or bad, it's actually pretty great as you cuddle the two of them.
"Y/n?" Adora's voice comes out a bit croaky.
"Yes?"
"We love, you like a lot."
"I know."
Catra sits up and slides into your lap. "If you were any other person right now I would slap you."
Giggling you run an hand through her hair. "I think- I think even I deserve love. Whether it be platonic or romantic."
"Hey Y/n." Adora whispers as her lips touch the shell of your ear.
"You aren't hard to love."
Catra kisses your cheek and smiles down at you, it's that smile you know not many people other than Adora and now you have seen.
"You never were."
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HII gorgeous 👋👋 I wanted to say I love your writing and honestly your brilliant mind gracing us with all of your stories 🤩 with that being said my birthday is in a week— eeekk 21 BITCHHH 😛😛😈 and I wanted to request a HOTD cast imagine since I’m pretty sure they’ll start filming soon, so imagine maybe a raging birthday party just before filming or something and it gets crazyyy and wild and wouldn’t it be great to get sloshed with Emma D’Arcy 😃 doing this would be a pretty rocking birthday present soo… not to put pressure… 👀👀🤭
(Also I’m the star points bitch. So keep that in mind hon 🔍🔍 this is your redemption arc)
Sloshed 🥴
HoTD Cast & Reader (there's a paring here somewhere if you quint hard enough)
Summary: To celebrate your birthday, your castmates in HotD throw you a makeshift party with a karaoke machine, a poorly homemade cake, and lots and lots of alcohol.
Word Count: 1k+
Warnings: gender neutral!reader, drinking/drunkenness/everyone gets cronked, super chaotic everything, grade school bullying (affectionate), crack fic, fluff, typos, etc.
A/N: HAPPY BIRTHDAY START POINTS NONNIE! (im not going to call you bitch because i dont like that word) im sure at this point youre prolly 22 T_T but better late than never. also Omg my child 😭 you think i give a shit about redemption??? HAHAHAAH IT MAKES ME WANT TO FUCK THIS UP SO BAD but the request is so compelling that i'll silence the part of my brain that is screaming for murder HAHAHA idk it all kinda went all over the place but lol enjoy star points nonnie! or dont i dont care Tagging: @pinksirensong @aralezinspace @deniixlovezelda @targaryenmoony
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You had your phone on, eye level, recording, flashlight and all, so did Milly. You were both snorting to yourselves as you made your way through the streets-
"WHERE THE STREETS HAVE NO NAME!" you sing, flailing your arms around as you spun on the pavement.
No, no, you weren't drunk yet. But boy were you were excited to be.
Milly had picked you up and, like an idiot, spoiled the surprise party altogether by being too giddy and blabbermouthed. It was obvious she was leading you to a 'secret birthday party' and though Milly adamantly denied to her final breath, when you got to the venue, still somehow startled by the loud scream of 'SURPRISE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!', Emma gave her a piece of their mind for being so obvious.
You immediately hugged the gals, namely Olivia, Emily, and Phia, then after gave a kiss to person who remembered your birthday at all, Emma.
"I love you so much," you muttered as you pulled them into a hug, nearly choking them in the process. Emma chuckles, sealing their arms around you with a lot less enthusiasm, only cause in you were a python comparison.
They turn to Milly, who was already heading for the food, "did you two drink already?"
"No, babe, we're drunk on life!" Milly responds, pouring herself a drink.
Emma and Olivia turn to each other, the latter rolls her eyes exaggeratedly, "dear god, to be twen'y somthin'."
Emma snorts as you finally pull away from them.
You spin your arm overhead, stupidly forgetting you had your phone in hand. This allows it to get darted across the room, nearly hitting Phia on the way.
You scramble for the object, amazed that it was uncracked and still in one piece, camera still filming everything. You look up to everyone and call out, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!"
Each person in the room cheers and claps for you, immediately getting ready for the festivities.
At one point, you managed to end and restart recording on your phone as you eat some chips and ready the second song on a karaoke machine, and by karaoke machine, I mean a big-ish laptop propped on an box on a table connected to a Bluetooth speaker that was honestly impressively loud for its size.
It was also at this time, the MIA boys finally arrived, as in Fabien, Tom, Ewan, & Matt, carrying fast food and drinks, cheering as they came for absolutely no other reason than to be loud.
Now. Now, the party was really getting started.
After eating and the singing got old, an idea was proposed. You don't know whose genius (stupid) idea it was to play fucking marco polo, but DAMN was it intense.
You down the last for your 3rd(?) beer before running off as the it of the game neared you. You find yourself in a corner where Matt now to your right. You do your darndness to evade the blind folded Tom, who by the ways was insanely horrible at the game.
He was so bad, Olivia, like the mom she was, had to keep reminding him he could call out Marco, so that you lot could call out Polo and give some semblance as to where you were in the Emma's largish flat.
"Babes," Olivia calls, beginning to remind the lost puppy, Tom.
Elbow pushing the massive block of doofus (Matt), who was CHEATING by using you as his shield from the nearing lost, blonde boy, you struggled against the man, both of you fairing horribly to hold in your giggles as you push deeper into the corner of the room, trapped behind the sofa.
Tom turns behind him, blindfold on and all, at the sound of Olivia's voice.
"You can call out Marco," Olivia reminds before going back to a conversation with Phia safely a distance away in the kitchen.
"Oh-right- MARCO!"
"POLO!" everyone screams except you and Matt.
"THEY'RE CHEATING!" Fabien calls loudly in protests from behind the dining table, "TOM, TURN AROUND! TOM, TURN AROUND!"
Fabien's plan backfires as Tom instead heads for him. The former runs over to where Ewan was, who then runs over to where Emily was, by the front door.
"POLO YOU CUNTS!" Fabien shouts with a chuckle, extending his arm out to your direction, accusingly.
You stick out your tongue to Fabien as Matt begins to shove you the opposite direction.
Ewan to Fabien's side drops his jaw over the brunutte's backfired attempt in both a 'STFU' manner and 'this is kind of funny but STFU' manner, then slaps his hand on Fabian's blabbermouth.
Tom was nearing them. Emily begins to push back against Ewan, covering her mouth as not to make a sound. This allowed you to climb from the back of the sofa, onto the cushions, escaping the entrapment in the corner with Matt.
Emily topples onto Ewan and holds her breath as she barely dodges Tom's reaching hands.
And then-
"POLO! POLO! POLOLOLOL!" Matt screams, grabbing you by the shoulders, alerting everyone in the room.
Tom takes the bait, turning about as you squeal and wrangle out of Matt's cheating grip.
Emily, Ewan, and Fabien sneakily evade him whilst Tom is distracted.
"MATT YOU FUCKER!" you whine, finally escaping him. You swiftly run past Tom, who almost managed to grab you and make it towards Emma, who was had been sitting in an isolated corner of their flat, drinking a can of pop.
They give you a nod and you look over finding Tom was approaching the corner where you and Matt had been, yet the man was nowhere in sight. Rats, he was good.
Fabien, running towards you out of nowhere, grabs you by your arms and offers you as a sacrifice, "POLO! POLO!"
Tom turns your direction as you shriek.
"YOU CHEATING RAT!" you protest mid arm imprisonment.
Tom, now at his limit, stops then pulls down his blindfold, making everyone groan. The man, who had been it the WHOLE time you have been playing, sighs and places his hands on his hips, "guys, ain't no way I'm this bad at Marco Polo. You lot are double crossing me!"
Everyone gathers over towards Tom in a chorus of laughs and disagreements.
Olivia speaks, "I'm sorry, love, but honestly, this flat isn't that large."
"You just suck," Phia deadpans, making Tom give him a sour look.
Milly crawls from underneath the table she had been hiding from the entire time, "who's it now?
Milly jolts when Matt sneaks up from behind her and screams, "YOU!" The moron evades Milly's incoming punches.
Meanwhile, you have been chasing Fabien across the room, pulling on his hair when you catch him.
Between that point and when you all (mostly you and Milly) began to cry while singing Hello by Adele, another 3(?) bottles of beer was consumed by your person.
This was why when you reached for another bottle, Ewan (who had been watching you the entire time) took the thing from you, "that's mine."
You blink slowly, turning to him as he takes the bottle from you, handing it to Matt, who was cheering Emma and Olivia on as they sung from the top of their lungs. Matt turns to Ewan, taking the bottle from him, "thanks, babe."
You move to take another bottle, and Ewan grabs it again, "that's also mine." This time, he takes a swig of the alcohol when you turn to him.
You grunt, taking another shot at grabbing one of the last two bottles on the table. Before you could even reach out for it though, Tom grabs the two bottles and you watch as he hands the other to Fabien. They clank it together, then sit next to you, unwittingly triggering your tear ducts.
They were so mean. You flat out begin to sob. Each man on the sofa turns to you.
"It's my birthday!" you whine under your breath, tears streaming your face, "I'm being oppressed."
Tom beside you hears your mewls then panics, "hey, hey, what's wrong?"
Ewan ,on you other side, stiffens turning to you, face falling at the sight of your tears.
You choke on your tears as you whine.
"MATT YOU'VE REALLY DONE IT NOW MATE!" Fabien screams after seeing you.
Matt turns to you, as does the singing Emma and Olivia, as well as Phia who was doing background vocals and Emily and Milly who was recording the whole thing.
"Me?!" Matt calls out with a chuckle, "what did I do," he leans towards you, "what's happened, love?"
You ignore them as Emma makes a beeline for you and grabs your hand, "come on babe, boys suck."
Ewan begins to explain the situation to everyone and Fabien calls out, "you want my beer, baby?"
"FUCK YOU FABIEN!"
"What about my beer?" Tom asks.
"S'fine," you mumble as you get in front of the make shift karaoke machine where Olivia then wraps her arms over your shoulders.
"Hey! Why the hostility!" Fabien calls out.
"Because you're ugly mate," Tom sneers, chuckling before he drinks his beer.
Matt says, giggling, "I mean you did make the birthday baby cry."
Fabien's jaw drops, "yeah, yeah, yeah, says the man with no eyebrows."
Tom hollers, throwing his head back in laughter. Ewan snorts under his breath, holding in his laughter.
"Woah, woah, woah," Milly walks over with a camera, "is there a row goin' on 'ere," she points her phone camera to them, "come on," she says in a thick Australian accent, "have at it!"
Fabien exaggeratedly bites his lower lip and flips Milly's cam off.
Meanwhile Phia and Emily are cheering you on as the next song begins to play. The intro has everyone in a frenzy.
You burp as you croak out the first lines of the song, "buHaybe can't you see-- I'm callin'. A guy like you should have a warning, it's dangerous-"
"IM FALLING!" you lot sing out in various keys.
Absolutely feeling yourself with the music, you begin to dance to Britney Spears, doing body rolls against Emma and Olivia.
By the time the chorus hits, you and the girls are dancing and singing to Toxic. You twirl all the way over to the sofa, nearly falling on your way as you tell the yucky boys to join in the festivities.
Yet all it takes is one loud bang on the door to burst everyone's bubble.
"Oh fuck," Emma calls, turning frantically around everyone, shushing them as Emily scrambles to cut the music.
Blissfully unaware of everything, you clumsily continue to dance and hit not one, but two faces (Ewan and Matt's) with your hands.
"Alright, Britney, that's enough of you," Fabien calls, pulling you away from your accidental victims of violence.
"There's something to be said about the fact both of your chins were hit," Milly says under her breath, but both men she was teasing hear her loud and clear, in fact, everyone hears her, which is why Tom wheeze with Phia as Olivia holds back her laughter.
"Oh fuck off," Matt says as Ewan purses his lips and shakes his head.
"At least I can reach the bars in the tube," Ewan rebuts.
"OH! For the jugular!" Emily calls just as Olivia hushes everyone.
Emma comes back with clenched teeth, turning to you, "right, uh... my neighbors say happy birthday, also, shut the fuck up."
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I’ve been thinking a lot about car sex when it’s raining outside with Vernon and an amazing playlist to the beat of a Chase Atlantic song
Ah okay so sorry for the wait on this 😭😭😭😭 I kept bouncing between writing this and other things but hope you enjoy it though! I got a tiny bit carried away sooooo some tw: mentions of cheating (BUT NOT LIKE THAT) daddy kink but jokingly, riding, and unprotected sex ehehehee
9/12 update: [sequel-ish]
🎶 I'm driving too fast in my Lincoln Town car
And I think, I just might flip it over
I've been in a rage and I'm headed your way
With the devil on my fucking shoulders 🎶
Hot, humid gusts that rush across your cheekbones from the open window are sated by the cool air conditioning blowing from the car's vents. It gives your skin a dewy glow under the passing streetlights that shine against the dark grey clouds dulling the faint twinkles of city lights in the distance. Laying your head against the headrest, you close your eyes and suck in a deep inhale.
"Do you wanna stop?"
You peek at the driver's windswept hair and his sharp gaze focused on the highway he's speeding down.  
"Nah. Not until you've driven out all that rage of yours."
He snorts. "You're not scared?"
"And why would I be?" You turn your body to face him. "You'd never hurt me, Hansol."
"Yeah? You believe that?"
"Of course." It's not simply blind trust you place in your best friend. It's utter certainty. "I feel a ton better riding shotgun because I know you won't go over the legal max speed limit and you won't be driving to Areum's house."
"What? Why are we talking about her so suddenly?"
You tsk and pat his thigh consolingly, ignoring how he tenses up.  
"You don't have to pretend with me but just know that the guy she was with tonight, she'll definitely end up cheating on him too." His noncommittal response only encourages you to keep talking. "Dude has nothing on you, by the way. Ugly as hell. Prolly rotten personality too. Trash belongs with trash."
Vernon shoots you a side-eye, another sly glance at what you wore to the club before pivoting his gaze back to the road with a raised eyebrow. 
"You think I'm good-looking," he bluffs with a smirk. All in an effort to try and shake the image of your crossed legs perched up on his dashboard, heels long discarded under the bottom of the seat, and that tiny skirt riding up way past your thighs — haunting visuals that threaten to be engraved into his memory.
"Duh. I've told you that a million times."
"You say things like my outfit looks nice. Not me, specifically."
"Omigod, excuse me? Yes. You're good-looking. Super hot!"
"Fuckable?"
You pinch the bridge of your nose. "You're in rare form tonight, 'Sol. Do you even need to ask? Jeonghan's girlfriend's friend was practically eye-fucking you the whole time."
"Yeah, but – "
"Take back the confidence that cheater tried to beat out of you. You could've gone home with someone just as hot as you. Meddle about with them and such."
🎶 You got me down on my knees
It's getting harder to breathe out
We only met each other just the other day
But you already got me feeling some type of way
Now if I could figure it out
I'd take you back to my house
So we could meddle about 🎶
"Is that what you were going to do with that bastard?"
"Who? Which one?"  
"The last one you were dancing with." Vernon scowls when you giggle. 
"I danced with several, silly. Hm, oh! The one you called me away from? Didn't get his name, you know him?"
The memory of a stranger's grubby hands daring to trace your exposed skin as you swayed to the techno beat had his knuckles turning white from how hard he was gripping the steering wheel. "No."
"Ah," you sigh in disappointment, "but I would've liked to get to know him."
"So, you would've actually gone with him. What if he was a serial killer or something?"
"I can take care of myself, Vernon."
The sharp change in your tone has him flinching, a name he usually goes by suddenly unfamiliar when it comes out of your lips. He knows how independent and strong you are. It's what makes you sparkle and shine apart from others, what draws everyone to you. But that doesn't mean he shouldn't worry about you. The yearning for you to lean on him every so often is strong — especially when it feels that he's the one always relying on you.
🎶 I'm too phased, it's too late
But coming down is all I ever do, babe, yeah
And I'm so down if you're ready, and I'm floating but I'm heavy
And I'll show you if you let me, girl 🎶
"I… I know that — " 
Vernon is cut off when tiny rain droplets starting to dot the window abruptly turn into a deluge of water he can barely see through. Cursing under his breath, he slows down and takes the next approaching exit, glancing at you out of the corner of his eye again. You're calm but quiet, rolling up the window before crossing your arms. Knowing he'll keep you safe as always. Even if you’re a little pissed off at him right now.
He waits until he's pulled into an old shopping parking lot to speak again. The rain hits the roof of the car at a steady pace, almost drowning out the Chase Atlantic song playing on the radio. Unbuckling the seatbelt, he shifts in his seat to gaze at you although you avoid at looking him for the first time in a while.
"You really do trust in me, huh?" He acknowledges and you roll your eyes.
"Didn't I say I did? But that doesn't mean you have to act like you're my dad when it comes to who I flirt with. I always tell someone when I'm leaving and who I'm going with." 
Vernon is aware of that, the 'someone' usually being him as he watches you slip your hand in some random guy's for the night. Leaving him behind without a second glance, a brilliant smile on your pretty lips.
"Besides," you continue, "instead of worrying about me, have a little fun yourself. It's what you deserve after that shitty breakup. It just sucks she somehow shows up at every place we're at."
"I'm not trying to be your dad. But… I could be your daddy."
"What?" Lightning strikes but it's not from outside. Your eyes flash with something when you whip your head to face him in shock. "What did you just say?"
🎶 Push a little further on the edge
Crawl a little further on the bed, babe
I'm burning up, yeah, all I see is red
She said, "Fuck me like I'm famous", I said, "Okay" 🎶
He clears his throat, fidgeting in his seat. "I'm not saying I'm into that o-or that you have to be, I'm just — Fuck." He meets your electrifying gaze with his smoldering one as his voice lowers. "Don't you know how much I want you?"
"Vern — "
"Hansol," he corrects, "love it when you call me that. Only you." 
The name he rarely goes by anymore never sounded better falling breathlessly out of your lips when he leans across the console. It's not a challenge, it's a suggestion — one you accept by pressing your lips against his.
It's something both of you have dreamed of for so long. Never the right time or place. But here, underneath the stormy night sky in his black Volkswagen Jetta, Vernon tastes like stardust and the Twix bars he's always stealing from your cupboard.
You're not sure when you ended up in his lap but you can't complain as you run your fingers through the waves of his hair. Pressed up against him in such a tight space. The flurry of emotions has goosebumps raising on your skin and he pulls away, panting harshly. Your foreheads are touching as you gaze at each other.
"I can't believe you want me," he almost laughs in disbelief. "Is this real or am I dreaming?"
"Of course, you're not dreaming. I do want you. Always have. None of your partners ever treated you right." You roll your hips as a test and Vernon's low moan of your name only amplifies your confidence. "How could they when they weren't me?"
He slides his seat back, the sudden motion causing you to slam a hand against the window to try to steady yourself and avoid throwing your weight against him. But that's exactly what Vernon wants. Using the momentum to cup the round cheeks of your ass, he positions you right where the tip of his hard cock pokes against his jeans. You can feel him through the scrap of fabric that's a sorry excuse for panties, already ruined.
"You're so wet, baby," he murmurs against your lips. "All for me, yeah? No one else, no other guy could soak your pussy like me, right?"
Even if it was a lie (which it wasn't), you can only agree because Vernon doesn't move an inch until a resounding yes leaves your lips. It's another scrambled blur as you fight to unclasp his belt and jeans in the small space you have. It feels intimate and raw.
Just like your love for him.
You let out a relieved sigh when his cock is in your hand and Vernon echoes it, throwing his head back. You'd moved down a bit so you could jerk him off easier, giggling at how he twitches when he feels the heat of your pulsating cunt leaking all over his thigh.
"Wish I could suck you off, Nonnie," you whisper in his ear and he groans. "Feel the weight of your heavy dick against my tongue, lap you up like my favorite lollipop. Mhm, bet you taste so good. Your other partners were afraid to take you down their throat 'cause you're so deliciously big. But I wouldn't be." Your other hand gently strokes his cheek. "'Cause you'd never hurt me. Ever. Isn't that right, my sweet boy?"
Vernon's eyes snap back open, grasping at your wrist. "Yeah, I'd be so good to you, baby. But I need to be inside of this dripping pussy." A finger tentatively pushes your panties to the side. "Fuck, like right now."
🎶 I don't know if you already know how
But girl, I got the feeling that you know now
You're buried in the pillow, yeah you're so loud
But I'm about to show you, baby, slow down 🎶
This time, Vernon lets his head fall forehead and softly bumps your forehead with his as you attempt to sink down. He keeps his fingers splayed across both of your hips, bunching up the fabric of your short skirt so he can watch the way your puffy pussy lips part and wrap around the tip of his thick, hard cock.
Muttering obscene filth in your ear (“this skirt was just asking me to bend you over and slip inside all night”, “claim you as mine right in front of all of them”, “that’s what you wanted, isn’t that right, sweetheart?”) that simply makes you clamp nearly impossibly tighter around him.
Once your ass is seated against his thighs, thick length fully nestled within your warm walls, you think you hear someone screaming — and it must be you. Biting down hard on Vernon’s collarbone, your hips have a mind of their own and instantly begin sliding up and down until you’re bouncing so hard and fast enough that his car might be shaking.
Vernon’s eyes are fixed in awe at where he’s disappearing into you. His head is spinning, and he hurriedly pushes up your crop top, letting your tits fall free. Perfectly positioned in front of his face. 
“Sl-slow down, b-baby,” he gasps out, hand shooting out to cradle the back of your head before it hits the steering wheel or something.
You’re the prime visual of fucked-out and dick-drunk. Tears cause your mascara to run, tongue hanging out as you desperately moan, and your eyes roll to the back of your head as your hips fail to falter. Vernon thinks you’ve never looked more beautiful — and feels just as dizzy as you do — but he seeks to find an anchoring.
“L-love, slow down,” he fights to still your hips and your pitiful whines cause him to pepper little kisses on your neck and breasts. He can feel your erratic heartbeat sync with his as he shushes and soothes you. “Wanna savor this moment.”
“Hansolie… we can go for hours later after this. Even for weeks, maybe.”
It’s Vernon’s turn for his hips to buck up uncontrollably at the way you cutely pout his name along with the suggestion of “more later” while his cock is stuffed deep within you.
“Easy for you to say, I’m not sure my recovery time is as fast as yours, though.”
“Yeah? I’m sure I can fix that.”
He angles a particularly harsh thrust at your words. One that has you falling back against his chest so he can rasp in your ear. “Is that a promise?”
“Mhm, yeah…” you moan but the next, teasing comment that comes out of your mouth makes him realize that maybe he should just let you be fucked senseless. “Whatever daddy wants.”
“You’re such a sweet lil brat. Gonna let me eat this delicious lil pussy of yours in the backseat? Or should I drive home with my cum seeping out of it and clean you up on my bed instead? Hm? Say it.”
“Yes, daddy.”
“No, say my name.”
“Mhm, yes, Hansol…”
His name melts away into a loud moan before you’re slamming your lips against his so he can swallow up the scream that threatens to erupt as you hit your peak. Shuddering, you swear you can see stars even though the sunroof is closed, it’s nighttime, and it’s raining. You tremble in his arms, whimpering as he spills his own release deep within your walls — suddenly feeling sated and sleepy.
“Don’t wanna move.”
“Me either,” Vernon chuckles and kisses the top of your head. “Why don’t we just lay here for a bit?” He rubs tiny circles across your bare skin as you breathe in his comforting scent. “We’ll go home after it clears up a bit more.”
“I love you.” You snuggle against his neck. “I’ve always loved you.”
“Yeah? I love you too… always have.” He nudges you up so you can look into his honest, straightforward gaze. One that would never hurt you. “And I always will.”
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jihyoruri · 1 month
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how I’m FEENING for chaewon to catch richgirlyn in her room crying or smth… guys walk w me here.. it was a hard practice.. she’s mad at herself for not being able to get a specific move.. she either stays in the practice room till exhaustion gets her ass or goes to her room and chaewon doesn’t want 2 be worried but she’s like ermm 😀why she on tha floor! and richgirlyn gets to be free and vulnerable guys maybe she cries.. GUYS😭(I’m aware she’s putting up a mask and prolly wouldn’t let them see her cry I’m just also delusional)
anyway uhmmm that poor girl probably has drunk walk home live at palisades version in her head just crazy screaming and artillery dropping in there.. will chaewon ever be nice to her.. woll she ever open up to ha members..😭need to see how she progresses GUYS SEE MY VISION AND AGREE PLEAAASE 🙏🙏(this is mostly a joke write wtv you want)
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ur right richgirl!yn would never let them catch her crying and it isn't even because of the "mask" (and also she doesn't really have a mask all that you see of her in the pics is her and her personality she has zero mask 😭 like I said she just doesn't like showing vulnerability because of she was raised) she just finds crying embarrassing because of how she was raised.
and I can't answer "will chaewon ever be nice to her" NO SPOILERS ‼️
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skiiyoomin · 1 year
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Hello!
could I request headcanons of Aren Kobayasu, Kusuo Saiki and Shun Kaido with a s/o that’s super clumsy and always hurt in some way? Like their body hurts or they have scratches almost every time they see them
If you don’t wanna do this, it’s completely fine! Just make sure to eat and stay hydrated! I hope you have a good day or night!! :3
Hii, ofc you can! Thank you for requesting!
Make sure you stay hydrated and eat all your meals too!! <3 I hope you enjoy this!
warnings: mentions of injuries
RULES !!
DO NOT COPY OR REPOST MY WORK PLEASE!!
REQUESTS: OPEN
NAVIGATION
WHO DO I WRITE FOR?
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They have a clumsy s/o
AREN KOBAYASU
when you were still fresh in your relationship, he thought your bruises and cuts were cause you were getting beat up by delinquents
you know that angry face he always makes? yeah that's the face he had when he saw your injuries
at first you thought he was mad at you so you confronted him
poor boy was confused
like huh? why would he be mad at you?
then you explained and he was like oh
he ends up ranting about how he's gonna beat whoever is hurting you and how they shouldn't mess with you otherwise they're messing with him
you can't help but laugh a bit, cause tbh it's so cute seeing him so protective over you :')
when you explain it's because you're clumsy he goes beet red with embarrassment
now that he knows he prolly gets mad at whatever you accidentally hurt yourself with
you knocked into the corner of a table and now you have a bruise? throws it or punches it till it smashes
now you're problem is solved
conclusion: he will have beef with anything that hurts you
KUSUO SAIKI
saw it coming
obviously
he will never admit but he always tries his best using his abilities to make sure you don't get hurt
secretly, not so secretly, uses his hand to cover the edges of tables so you don't get hurt
at this point he does it instinctively
he always carries a mini first aid kit in case you need it!!
you got a cut on your finger? don't worry, Saiki has band aids ready to go!
Low-key worries about you cause you could get seriously hurt one day
if you ever tease him for being a sweetheart he'll turn red like a tomato and deny it
probably bonks you in the head (softly) so you don't tease him again
just let him care for you in his own way! 😤
SHUN KAIDO
y'all know what's coming
he's blaming it on the Dark Reunion!
pls believe him
he's very clumsy himself
so y'all are the clumsy couple
if it's not you getting hurt, it's him
but you both like to take care of each other!
he is a firm believer that kisses on the injury cure it and you can't convince me otherwise
so expect lots of kisses!!!
even though he gets very shy most of the times
I have a scenario in my head where more often than not, you've tripped and landed on Kaidou
poor boy has passed out more than once because of this
whether its because he landed too hard or because you're on top of him will remain a mystery
all in all, he tries to take care of you as much but is probably just as much of a klutz as you are
10/10 for the effort though
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kiitoskiitos · 4 months
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My copy of mutilation grindset arrived today. When I initially ordered, it was entirely because of the recent august comic and I knew nothing else of your work - I was simply moved, and suddenly I needed it.
I'm reading through the rest now, particularly the essay that begins with the Preciado quote and I'm so very grateful I've been able to read this, despite not expecting it. I hate gender - when it comes to me, personally, and my inability to align myself with it. I've always been trans, but not trans in the way I felt was expected of me, somehow incorrect. Always looking at trans people who seemed to be able to pick a side and fully commit to it, and cis people who never needed to, and finding myself wanting *that* surety but unable to take it.
I think I can be whatever I am, though. I think I'm going to stop searching for the labels that fit my gender, my sexuality, my everything.
You've helped me immensely on this random Thursday of no particular importance, slipping through my letterbox with the usual ads and flyers. I'm still a work in progress, but now I feel I actually know what I might be progressing towards.
Apologies if this is too personal for your ask box. Just know you've helped me, I don't need a response.
I'm very grateful, thank you.
this ask has been sitting in my inbox for a long while because i didn't know how to word how much it means to me. thank you so much for sending this! one thing that's really important to me is to change the idea of identity only being solid and secure when labeled.
tho the increasing popularity of "queer" as an identity is a sign of progress, having no label is still often misinterpreted as questioning or not discussed at all. it took me years to finally understand that feeling connected to labeling is a subjective and not objective experience, that i propably wouldn't ever find "the right one" since to me labels in themselves felt foreign. even though just like you, i have always and will always be trans. obviously i don't think everyone should be non-label, but i've actually been a bit surprised how rare gender abolitionist etc. thinking is among queer discussion. though maybe im not looking in the right places, or interpreting these very subjective and hard to word ideas wrong. but anyways, so glad to find someone who relates to some of these thoughts, this text is very touching :,,,3 sending love <3
my life has many times been altered for the better by queer people before me, so it's very meaningful for me to see myself now take my part in the chain of information and ideas. thank you again <3 going to prolly write more about labels and why we have this craving toward them, i think it relates to western thinking, assimilation obsession and medicalisation, at least.
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