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memvi · 6 months
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cinemacrypt · 3 months
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So so so fucking angry tonight
#mars says stuff#EVERYTHING IN MY PERSONAL LIFE IS LEGIT FINE I PROMMY#IM JUST SO SICK OF THE ZIONIST MISINFORMATION AND MILQUETOAST APATHETIC DEMOCRAT BULLSHIT THAT#I FEEL COMPLICIT IN BC I WORK FOR A RADIO STATION AND I HAVE TO PUMP OUT NEWS PROMOS#AND ITS THE ONLY JOB I HAVENT BEEN FIRED FROM#AND IM SO FUCKING SICK OF THE RAMPANT TRANSPHOBIA AND ESPECIALLY TRANSMISOGYNY#EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO AND TO HAVE OTHER TMASC PPL BE LIKE 'LMAO THATS NOT REAL AND IF IT IS ITS NOT THAT BAD THESE CRAZY BITCHES'#WHEN I SEE IT ONLINE AND IN PERSON EVERY FUCKING DAY AND IM NOT EVEN THE ONE IT EFFECTS#AND I TRY TO ENGAGE IN MY COMMUNITY. THERES A JUNETTENTH EVENT IM GOING TO TMR TO TRY AND SCOUT OUT SOME LOCAL ORGS#I CAN VOLUNTEER FOR TO TRY TO MAKE THINGS BETTER IN MY COMMUNITY#but tonight i just feel shitty and small and ineffectual and hypocritical and angry and cowardly#AND EVERYONES LIKE OH DEAL WITH THAT ANGER CONSTRUCTIVELY THATLL HELP#MOTHERFUCKER I USE IT AS FUEL TO MAKE ART. TO PLAY MUSIC. TO TRY NOT TO FLUNK OUT OF A SCHOOL THAT I HATE BC OF THE INSTITUTIONS IT UPHOLDS#and i never have enough after my bills are paid to donate to all the gofundmes both here and in palestine i want to help out#im just so fucking mad. but im also 5'3“ and awkward and chubby and I cant fight and all of my friends tease me for it and it comes from a#place of love and im not mad at them. i just wish i could kick someones ass tonight. some fucking bigot i could put all my rage behind#and just keep hitting and hitting until the fucker stopped moving. but i cant do that. both not physically and also bc i Might Lose Everythi#ng#ill delete this tomorrow#time to watch some shitty youtube videos and eat something and get high enough that i dont feel so fucking mad#just consume my way out of it lmao
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cryptidapprentice · 1 year
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man,,,
#marine myths rambles#in the tags#dating app diary#i feel so bad bc now that i AM getting matches on these freakin apps i have to Talk and Make Conversation and ideally Meet Up and its like..#suddenly i am Not In The Mood actually. to talk OR hang out. n i feel BAD bc these seem like nice ppl!!! who id love to at least befriend!!!#(i have bumble n im not listed as looking for anything particular so friendship is in fact an option)#or maybe even smthn more!!! but like. idk why suddenly as soon as i get a match its like '...oh. hmm. idk if i wanna talk actually' 😭😭#like if i had to guess id say its my gd OCD avoidance response thats making me not wanna do the Hard Thing (Talking) but its also like...#...do i rly wanna meet My Person this way?? CAN i rly meet my person this way???? like so much of my whole desire to date someone is like-#-getting along suuuuper well as friends n being able to click personality n humorwise n shit n THEN im like 'oh id love to date this person-#this person'* im not retyping all tht lol#but being on an app kinda takes tht away for me?? ig im just not made for like. online/internet dating :V#bc i think that Click has to be like. In Person for me to reach that point yk?? like i could click w ppl online n be friends fine!! but like#if we meet in person and that irl interaction isnt like the online interactions (which its usually Not just bc of the nature of Online..)#and we dont Click the same way... its like... man... i dont think we can be romantic partners WHICH I FEEL BAD ABT bc its like.#i dont wanna lead anyone on... so it sucks if we click online but i dont feel that same Click in person 🥲🥲#idk maybe im just not emotionally ready to date?????? ugh ig ~24yrs of being single'll do tht to a person 🥲🥲#feel free to dm me w like. advice or smthn if u read all this n have smthn to say 🤷🏽‍♀️ i cant guarantee ill respond (bc im shy 🥴)#BUT ill def read n consider ur words i prommie (also sometimes i dont respond bc idk what to say 😖 but im not ignoring i see u n i hear u)#(not in a creepy literal way. in a figurative way.)
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struck-by-the-rain · 4 months
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was inspired by a few other ppl on here to drop some of the kind of cringy tropey lore I made up about these 2,,, mostly how they met n stuff and how I personally see emm.... im v normal about them I prommy
maintagging this perhaps but it's under the read more so if u dgaf u can just look at the silly picture
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ok sooo
they meet completely by accident because This Space Kicker In Particular (who I'm calling SK) gets a try again in space soccer and crash lands outside the karate family residence. he's fine though, probably because he's subject to cartoon physics or something (might rewrite this bit of the lore bc it's kinda goofy but it's the first thing I thought of).
v predictably they start out playing soccer together, like they take a ball to the park or whatever n just having a kick around. but they move on to hanging out in a non-soccer context pretty quickly. i imagine sk's really curious to see what earth is like (it's probably his first time there), like he's filled w whimsy and joy just to go to the cafe n stuff :) joe is meeting him behind seniors back!
sk isn't joes only friend - hes friends w yuka n the wandering samurai n a few others, but i don't know if he's actually close with them? partially because he's busy training, partially because he's quite a reserved person, n to me at least I think he struggles a lot with self-doubt/feeling inadequate for anyone around him (partially as a result of the way he was raised). not to get Angsty on main but I think he ascribes wayyy too much of his self worth on his training... I think he has a tendency to try and isolate himself from others, both physically and emotionally
sk is the opposite (tropey ik lmao) - he's v outgoing, silly n carefree almost to the point where he gets on people's nerves sometimes (he's cowboy sk's "annoying little brother" to me). I don't think he fully gets/realises exactly why joe is v reserved but I think he manages to grow close w him in spite of that... idk how to word it. but I think he's such a ray of sunshine he's able to break through whatever exterior joe has put up for himself (ik how cheesy that sounds but yeah)
ive made a post about this before but joe is v v v affection starved (because Basement) and does a terrible job at hiding it to the point where he just melts over the smallest things. sk meanwhile is suuuuuper physically affectionate so yeah
I haven't worked out exactly when this happens but I think they just kinda fall for each other over time, it takes a while for both of them to realise its mutual tho....
joe alsooo gets flustered veryyyy easily (source: karate man 2 ds superb screen). sk probs picks up on this right away lmao
im thinking sk is out here dropping the most obvious hints... but joe refuses to believe that sk would see him in that way. idk he probs does the wildest mental gymnastics assuming that sk is just being nice or it's like,,, a social norm up on his planet lmfao.
but yeah he eventually works it out too in the end... probably partially because he begins to learn to be a bit more confident in himself over time. i think they get to a point where they both v much know it's mutual but r too awkward to do anything about it/don't wanna mess up their close friendship/are too worried about the logistics/implications of living on other planets n senior. so they don't like acc Say anything or whatever for a while. but it's obvious n only gets worse over time lmfao. see the pic above the cut
blehhh silly thought but I hc sk to be besties with 6switcher who I think gets fed up of his shittt... like hes just like "Oh My God Please Just Tell Him. Like Please".
in my mind palace they end up going to the battle of the bands (joes a huge fan of the rockers but he's never been able to see them live before). and ummm after the concert they end up sitting outside live house ogu watching the stars together,,,, and u kno,,,, they kith.... woaw,,,,, but yeah I think because botb is the 1 time in game they "meet" (if u can even call it that) I thought it would be cute if it's where they end up getting together as a couple :)
hmmm like inconsequential shit unrelated to the main story but they find remix 9 cat as a stray kitten at some point during all of this n joe takes it in... i think I could do a follow up post about what happens next in the lore after botb because this is already mega long but they eventually end up living together on sk's planet and the cat comes w them :)
oh adding this on acc after I posted it, but I think when joe meets sk it's like,,, the first time in his life where he hasn't felt lonely...
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naphaven · 1 year
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hiii everybody <3
my name is ray !! (they/them)
i'm 19 && awesome ૮·͈༝·͈ა*₎ (<- sad bunny)
dni (sorry but it has to happen !) :
- u are weird in the evil way (map, ddlg, proship, terf, etc. etc.)
- u think there are good & bad queer people (anti-neo pronouns, anti-nonbinary transgender ppl, etc. etc.)
- u like south park. sorry i hate it. if we're already mutuals it's fine ig . . (kidding ily)
- u post other inherently problematic media (hp, dsmp, etc. etc.) (the creators are not good people. the content is either horrible or plain bad. im not sorry)
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ok uve committed now. ur in it for the long haul. THAT MEANS U GET THE DEETS !! THE SPECIAL ONES !!!
first things first : i love homestuck. yeah i know im sorry. it's my most important personality trait.
ok here r all my other interests :
ddlc, mlb, pmmm, pjsekai, slenderverse, pjo, talking about my ocs !!, soul eater, reading <3, infinity train, FANFIC !,, ohshc, no.6, some dc (specifically dick grayson <3), ,, uhmm + other stuff probs. this is tumblr you'll see my reblogs
speaking of fanfic . . check out my bookmarks under the name user on ao3 <3 (do it. u will never (!!) read anything better.) && my spotify (😱) under junebug 🐞 (ft. my awesome super accurate pls 👍) (one linked below for convenience & cause im super sweet)
ok im done. byeee <3
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one more thing . . PLZ INTERACT W ME !! i dont bite 😙 (i prommy)
byeee <3
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@/chlamiet (percabeth banner) // @/yanyanito (bubbles) // @/positively-mine (kitty) // @_chipsip on insta (pfp)
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arkhavens · 1 year
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i just finished the class story quests for a (mostly)DS jedi consular playthrough and its fucking Hilarious exactly how willing not just the Council but also LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE is to just flat out ignore the evil shit im doing.
like, with the fight w Ako whatshisface on Nar Shadda, he fully says out loud something along the lines of "hey wait youre darkside as well what the fuck" right b4 u kill him, and the republic soldier whos been listening in the entire time just. is fine with it?
i kill every last one of the masters im sent to Specifically shield, and all i have 2 do 2 get off scott free is turn to the council and go "im sorry:((( they left me with no choice:(( i wont do it again i prommy:(("
getting promoted to warden of the order, my guy is staring down the council with these. fucking gold eyes that he did Not have before, and its just a little "oh yeah there was a bit of grumbling bc some ppl dont like ur methods but-" tacked on the front.
they give this man an entire fucking padawan without going "hey maybe we should like, check on him in person before allowing this? idk its been a while and given what we've heard of how he does things it sounds like he may be a liiiiitle darkside so it might be good to just see him in person b4 allowing him to train someone where we cant see it"
my guy p much just goes "i promise im not evil" while crossing his fingers behind his back, and the whole council goes "seems legit" and moves on
also the fact that in a companion convo you can literally say smthn along the lines of "hm. a sudden accident happening to ur political opponent right before an election could look suspicious, have you considered biological warfare?" and the entire room full of diplomats you say it in do not bat a single eye, and in fact the companion you happen to say this to goes "oh yeah actually thats a great idea, i'll do that instead, ty"? peak comedy.
do you get any sense of consequences on a DS cons route? not in the slightest but its funny as hell
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randombubblegum · 2 years
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Sorry if its silly but do you have any advice for someone going to their first show alone? i get really anxious over even the smallest things so its very daunting
omg NO its not silly at all!!!!! im also a very anxious person and this has been something that ive actively worked on being chill with over the last few years so i have tips ^__^ 💕
the first thing to remember: nobody is gonna think ur lame or friendless or weird if u go to a show alone. ur brains gonna try to convince u everyone notices but i prommy nobody could give less of a shit. tons of people at ur show will also be there alone!!!! and since ur all there bc u love the same band, u can strike up a convo in line/in the pit and come out with new buddies!!! ive made rly sweet friends this way!!!!!
once the music gets going u wont even think about being there alone, ull just be having a blast!!! and its SOOO nice being alone sometimes bc u dont have to worry about ur friends not having fun, or them being less into the band than u, or keeping track of anyone in case u get jostled in the pit. its freeing!!! and u can get there as early as u want to get barricade lol
the most nerve wracking thing TO ME is waiting outside to meet the band alone. but ive done it!!! several times!! and its always been nice bc i dont have to worry about my friends getting bored or wanting to leave ^__^ ive met bad suns and coin and hunny by myself and they all make me literally act like a tiny terrified prey animal bc i get so shy but its always totally fine actually. and the ppl waiting outside with u will end up being ur buddies by the end of the night :)
im rly lucky that i have friends to go to shows with more often than not LATELY but ive gone to A LOTTTT a lot of shows alone in my time and i always have a blast. its so worth it!!!! its more fun to go alone and rock out than drag a friend who doesnt like that music with you and worry theyre bored lol.
overall my takeaways are: dont worry bc nobody else cares that ur there alone, ull have a ton of fun no matter what, youll 100% meet new pals at the show anyway, and it gets easier every time u do it :-) have fun!!!!
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hampterguts · 5 months
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tailgate's story throughout mtmte/ll is literally a tragedy in the sense of like... the corruption of sympathy that repeated and constant exposure to environments that require lethal violence to survive can do to a person. to me.
is it portrayed as such? kinda? does it lead to any kind of real conversation on the topic? no 🤗
spoilers ? i guess vv
[in reaction to multiple people dying in a fight against one person] "Im Upset, doesnt anyone DO upset anymore? what is WRONG with you people? Is this a war thing?" -> many issues later -> not even feeling concern for a woman he mightve just killed, who had tried intervening to stop him from killing someone
edit: like do u know how much it bothers me that when cyclonus tries to bring light to the horror that tailgate brings he just goes "FINE, LESSON LEARNED, WHATEVER. i was TOTALLY in control and calmed MYSELF down BTW" was not calm did not calm down until after the decepticon crowd dispersed. until after sending anode flying, who he has no idea ended up skewered mid-air and bleeding out, but "whatever dw dw im so strong and cool and protective and i kill Bad People™️"
and............... im just supposed to believe ..... that its fine and thats NOT an alarming end to that note......???
like "oh hey remember sweet innocent tailgate, terrified and learning abt the horrors of his own civil war, trying to achieve greatness and community while his roommate tries to emphasize the nuance to all perspectives of humanity? yeaahhhh uhhhh he's going down the bad path of focusing on good vs evil when the war is literally over and hes trying to kill ppl he doesnt even know over small scrapes but dont worry, he's cool and its fine its whatever. dont worry abt it. he's not remorseful but like whatever man he wont do it again i prommy. like he SAID he had it handled dont you trust him??? the guy who beat someone unconscious and was STILL going after them violently??? hes. FINE. (and then tailgate doesnt end up in another situation to prove he's changed at all)
also PLEASE i wish i couldve gotten ONE scene of anode seeing tailgate again and just. acknowledging it. hanging out with swerve and being like aw hell its that dude who sent me flying like a frisbee, swerve why do you hang out with him.
edit edit: w. wait. was the. was the whole "pls get rid of my favorite cool powers bc they give me self destructive nightmares that almost killed my partner" .... ALSO supposed to..... no literally did he not give a shit abt the violence to strangers he only cared abt cyclonus???? bro........................................ little guy is so fucked up and not in a good fun way
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straytraineraria · 1 year
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🌈 'sup. i'm aria. unovan transfer student in paldea's uva academy, hobbyist breeder/trainer, and your local catperson ( in both ways ).
🧶 i don't really do much other than just kinda exploring, catching pokemon, n' doing classes. i did complete the paldea dex that one time and maybe stopped a few threats and i may or may not be a supplier of a good few of the various professor's starter pokemon but yknoooow. typical stuff compared to things othr ppl r doin
🌻 my """ace""" ( in many quotes bc i never have consistent teams ) is a meowscarada the head of uva gifted me who i named forsythia. he's showy and loves doing tricks for ppl so i sometimes have him outside of his ball so he can show off. if ur ever in paldea and see a meowscarada in mesagoza chances are it might be mine lol
🔴 you can battle me if u want ig but i dont battle suuuuper duper competitively. like yea i know what evs and ivs are and i try to maximize my favorite pokemons ones since thats rlly cheap nowadays ( bottlecaps used to be sm more expensive ) but other than that i dont do much else
🖌️i also like uh, drawing and writing and stuff like that a lot but i only rlly post abt that stuff online lol. i've wanted to be a musician but learning stuff other than singing is hard, and same w/ game dev stuff. codings hard. but i also play games ofc ofc. i love splatoon 3 n im good at my ursaco shifts >:3c
idk what else 2 put here. uhh. have fun
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hiiii this is a pokemon irl blog :3
anyone can interact. pokemon, pokepasta, rp blogs, non-pokemon related blogs, whoever tf!!! the excuse is just "alt timelines/dimensions" etc for crossover stuff or different pokemon rpers/irl blogs who have diff rules
RULES | ABOUT ARIA ( IC ) | ABOUT ARIA ( OOC )
🌀 the character being played is aria! a 19 year old pokemon trainer ( who is also uh. a catperson. ) enrolled in naranja-uva academy ( specifically uva ) and just sort of exploring the world to find themselves and all. they/he pronouns. if you want more go here.
the character is an AU of my persona based on my playthrough of pokemon violet specifically but is also just generally based on my experience with pokemon - except mixed with if it was in real life. they aren't 100% me bc that'd probably make things weird, but they are mostly made up of my segments and parts hence. them being a sona.
⚠️ most of the way this blog goes abt the whole pokemon irl and related stuff doesn't follow any super specific rules or anything. of course, it follows most of the groundwork of that and stuff, but its a little mixed with canon pokemon a little more so it might be a little more outlandish as opposed to the more grounded ( quote unquote ) nature of most pkmn irl blogs. it's still mostly grounded, just like, everso slightly more akin to the pokemon games for a little more wiggleroom. also whatever the natural catboyism is about. it is not explained nor will be probably.
⚡ "yes and"-ing / improv is very important for any pkmn irl blog but if anything doesn't follow Your blogs canon the explanation is probably just "timeline bullshit" or "don't think abt it too hard" with some specific things ( the fact aria is a catboy just, like, naturally ). u can point these out but aria will just be like "lol? that's always how its been"
🔔 follow me if u r interested... i will post now and again. I do not know how to make good info/first posts.
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❤️ ooc, i am a young adult and use he/they pronouns.
🐈 i am. also named aria. aria's a self-insert/sona but at the same time not really. it's complicated, but there's enough levels of separation where things won't be weird i prommy.
🐱 idrc who interacts, but do note i'm fine with suggestive jokes but they'll be tagged like that and not taken further than just jokes + i probably won't make them that often? just if smth asks me smth like that or if i see an Opportunity for a joke.
✨ magic anons are allowed but i have the right to refuse them.
📧 asks are allowed and so are interactions, ofc ofc
⚠️ i likely won't tag unreality / high stakes pokereality unless any post feels particularly hard to distinguish, so heres your warning; this blog contains unreality since these blogs r for acting as if pokemon are real!
⛔ of course as always bigots, terfs, prosh/ppers, etc DNI ⛔
anyways have fun!
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eulchu · 2 years
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another day another time we get hysterical woman coded for calling out weird behavior and then getting dismissed and told it's just jokes Frowns. anyways im glad u decided to talk about it bc i genuinely thought i was going fucking insane for how uncomfortable all the knf shit was making me as the day went on the other day 😭 like it wasnt even my dnf demons because i will admit to having those, i was literally happy for george and i think his dynamic with the sex havers is sweet!! it just made me realize that i was uncomfortable because Those Are Two Real Human People You Are Making Weird Explicit Sex "Jokes" About.
also laughs ppl coming up with the counterargument 'well u guys make weird sexual jokes about dnf too' and when someone asks what they mean the answer is 'the sexting' girl we don't call their texts sexts when we say sexts we're referring to the very explicit and real texts that contain sexual content (even as a joke). whereas yall are making exaggerated sex jokes because two people hugged do you see the difference now😭 we prommy wed be fine if the jokes matched the context but they just DONT it just feels like ppl taking something for what it's not
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aropride · 3 years
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hello i would like to hear about otherkin history from you! and maybe even your kins!! i wanna know more :D
ok so!! basically the otherkin community started in the 1960s when elfinkind- people who spiritually identified as elves from lord of the rings- created a community thru mailing lists and the like, specifically the elfinkind digest. towards the 70s and 80s, more species than just elves discovered themselves, and the world otherkind became common use. this became the word otherkin thats used most commonly today. in 2004, the word otakukin was created, basically ppl who were otherkin of character from anime. this was changed to fictionkin to allow ppl from a variety of sources to use the same word. the word mediakin is also used, albeit less commonly, by those who dont want their sources to be called fiction. as for what otherkin / fictionkin is, the term combines a couple of experiences, with the msot common one being that you believe you were a character in a past life due to the multiverse theory*. (tho theres also the. i want to say colloquial but i feel thats not the right word? so. the often-used meaning of the term, which is “character u relate to.” & relating to characters is fine but thats not the actual meaning of the word- synpath, copinglink, mirrorlink, kith, and otherhearted all exist for that purpose) *(the multiverse theory is basically the theory that theres infinite alternate universes. its rlly fun to watch youtube videos abt when ur on a bunch of pain meds after getting ur wisdom teeth out kjfgfk) as for me & my kins: i figured out i was kin in. early 2018 i think? id known abt otherkin for several years, full transparency i would look up "otherkin cringe" on pintrest in 2016. & 2018 was around the time that kff ("kin for fun" - synpaths/copinglinks/etc using the word kin, basically) was taking off but i still understood the word by its original definition. anyway. yknow when u suddenly get a super strong memory that u havent thought abt in years? i had one of those except it was for sure not of something that happened to me, and it was for sure something that happened to jared kleinman and i was kind of like. Well thats weird. wow that sounds exactly like that otherkin thing ive heard about im sure it has nothing to do with that though. (spoiler alert: it did) for me & for a lot of ppl we'll have a LOT more memories from one canon (canon meaning timeline, essentially) than another- my personal explanation of it is that i feel those are from closer universes/less time ago. other ppl probably have different interpretations tho ^_^ this is getting long im gonna share some random fun facts from some of my canons and then im done i prommy. umm in my jared canon i was nonbinary!! i used he/ae prns. in one of my c!tommy canons i had wings :D!! in my origins!tubbo canon ranboo used she/he pronouns. i was transfem in my jeremy heere canon! my name was jada (<- you know im not making this up i have a HATRED for when trans characters have the same first letter in the deadname and chosen name). im also otherkin! i was an ice dragon one time that was cool <- saying it like that is extremely funny to me sorry
ok im done now :D thank u 4 asking i love talking abt this stuff ^_^
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hte-spagheti · 2 years
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Ummmm ur favorite archive 81 character for the bingo thing (I don’t know any of the names for the characters I just know you like it 💔)
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FUUUUUUCKKKKKK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS REAL SAMUEL HOURS i wuz poised w mspaint at tha ready 2 talk abt samuel i know i hav bad taste but im in luv w him. its tha jacob kinnie jumping out (see my last bingo post)
i luv pathetic and pretentious men auuuhghhghgkkkhhhhh hes exactly as deep as he seems but he is blatantly deep hes always talking abt tha epics of gilgamesh n jacques derrida n weird pretentious humanities nerd shit <3 LUVVV his speech patterns. technically its a podcast but he looks so cool i prommy I Know This. he turns in2 a monster its boss as fuck. evry1 else in this fanbase hardly talks abt him lol but hes so special 2 me hes my poor little meow meow. hes in liek 3 eps + a single line cameo + 2 off screen references by jacob BUT he is tha main antag of s1 how does he do it <3 hes orchestrating shit frm tha shadows or smthng its epic. luv 2 memorize and overanalyze all his lines bcuz he haz such little screentime. he reads marxist theory thats genuinely canon. fascinating <3
I DO CARRY HIM IN MY BAG LIEK A PURSE DOG hes on my phone wallpaper he lives in there i carry him around <3 i sent that in andis discord i think u saw it :) im blatantly mentally ill abt him as u can see my this post <3 im an apologist murder is literally fine its ok 2 kill 3 ppl and attempt 2 kill another as a ritual sacrifice 2 an extradimensional levithan god <3 its fine
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