#i refuse to let it go
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Buck saying in that confessional booth that he doesn't 'feel' Bobby is because Bobby is alive being treated like a lab rat thanks for coming to my ted talk
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IM GONNA CRY MY BAGGINSHIELD OBSESSION IS SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAYYY
#i REFUSE to let it go#around this time of the year the urges to get into harry potter again are strong#but I REFUSE#I DID NOT ESCAPE THAT FANDOM FOR NOTHING#and anyway the rest of my tolkien obsession is still going strong#still reading those damn books#when im done im gonna be brave and start the silmarillion#splookie.txt
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Megatronus Prime, Prima Prime.
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(al final)
#megatronus#prima#tf one#transformers one#tf megatronus#tf prima#sentinel prime#megop#CHANGED STUFF added a page#IT'S CANON THAT Megs has Megatronus' tcog and OP has Prima's SOOOO#I refuse to draw quintessons without good references I have no idea what i was doing and it looks shitty but i can't do anything else#very quick and messy and it bothers me but i have to learn to let go#also i do like the reincarnated headcanon but i also like the primes as their own guys#both are good#tf d16#orion pax#my stuff#megatronus prime#prima prime#noblespark
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Maybe in another universe, you would have took his hand. Maybe... you could have been happy...
#Hi chat im back once again with the severe brainrot#Dear me these two make me so ill#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#cookie run fanart#shadow milk cookie#shadow milk fanart#pure vanilla cookie#pure vanilla fanart#SHADOW MILK YOU FLYING FUCK WHY THE FUCK DID YOU NOT ACCEPT PVS OFFER#LET GO OF YOUR PRIDE FOR ONCE#Words cannot express how much I hate him /Vpos#He just wanted someone to be there with him#And when he saw a chance?#Bro refused it#Dude..
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Shen Qingqiu but he's an ugly crier.
No single tear rolling down the face, immortal beauty for this transmigrator! He gets the full red, puffy-faced, swollen-eyed experience!
He's at the Immortal Alliance Conference trying to be cruel to Binghe but he's got snot running down his face and has to try and wheeze/hiccup through his Bad Guy Speech™️.
Meanwhile, Binghe's watching his usually inflappable Shizun fall apart and uses all 300 of his Protagonist IQ points to realise something's off.
System feels a sense of foreboding wash over it.
#plot twist: It's Shen Jiu that was the ugly crier (the original body refuses to let the Shens have their cutesy crying moments)#Shen Jiu never cried because A) Trauma™️ and B) itd make him B L O T C H Y-#I know SQQ doesnt cry during the conference but shush!!! This is my Barbie World!!! live in this space with me!!!#SY bright red. damp. and looks like he's 3 seconds from throwing up: “Get in the hole Demon”#Binghe bypassing the sword with a handkerchief in hand: “Shizun shouldn't say thing he doesnt mean”#and then they have a heartfelt moment ♡♡♡ (and go down into the Abyss together because System has a PLAN damnit!)#scum villains self saving system#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#shen jiu#tomb talking#System: “Why's there Boss Music playing?? ( 。゚Д゚。)”
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Clingy
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#farcille#marcille donato#falin touden#or#farlyn thorden#you'll have to pry farlyn out of my cold dead hands. even now i refuse to let go#i drew something#the yuri that changed the world
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the rosary that i got at the thrift store for ten bucks: please just let me die
me superglueing it back together the fourth time this week: nice try bitch
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Duchess' Consort
Request: Loving your Tropovenia stories ❤️ I got, 'Against Parents'. Would you please write something about Adrian and modern reader with that prompt? 🥺
AN: Hello anon, I am glad you're enjoying my silly little event! I loved writing this and would have loved to add more bg but this event is for short stories so I tried my best. I hope you like it :)
Genre: drama & royalty au ish??
Pairing(s): Alucard x female Reader
Summary: “You will have to be my consort. You will not be given the title of duke. I will be the duchess. Our children will bear my family name. Yours will be forgotten. They will never quite treat you well. Your heritage will be scorned. Your lands will be absorbed by the duchy.”
“He’s a vampire!” your father roars, his face flushing red. It’s a familiar sight, one that mirrors your own anger. Apparently, temper ran strong in the family.
“And he’s a dhampir!” you snap back, marching toward him with equal fury.
The latest argument about your relationship had now passed the two-hour mark. You were both too stubborn to yield, two sides of the same damn coin. Exhaustion tugged at your shoulders, but neither of you would back down. Not yet.
With a huff of defeat, your father finally lowers himself into his chair, rubbing his temples. “You can’t just marry the son of Dracula,” he says, his voice weary but still carrying an edge of authority. “He’s no match for you.”
“We’re in love!” You slam a glass of water back, trying to swallow both the drink and your frustration. “And it’s not like I’m abandoning my duties. I’m still here. I’m still doing everything I’m supposed to. Isn’t that enough?”
Your father shakes his head slowly. “And what?” he retorts, his tone bitter. “Sully our bloodline with a half-vampire? You’d ruin everything. Do not make me regret not seeking another heir when I had the chance. Perhaps I should have remarried, like everyone insisted...”
The words hit you like a slap, sharp and stinging. They lodge deep in your gut, twisting until your vision blurs with tears you refuse to let fall. You grit your teeth, clenching the glass in your hand so tightly you fear it might shatter.
“Worry not, Father,” you bite out through clenched teeth, your voice trembling with controlled rage. “I’ll be sure to have plenty of children with Adrian. Enough that I never have to suffer the same regrets you do!”
The room falls silent, your words hanging heavy in the air.
Your father glares up at you, his eyes hard but not without pain. He didn’t mean it, you know he didn’t. He loves you. He’s just afraid, trapped by his grief and his fears. You are all he has left of your mother, and her betrayal has carved a gaping void between the two of you. Making a weak man out of your father. One afraid of any and all gentleness.
“I will not give up on him,” you say quietly but firmly. “The duchy can deal with it. And if you can’t, Father…”
You take a deep breath, standing tall despite the tremor in your voice.
“Then I’m sure Uncle will be more than happy to step up as your heir.”
Your father’s eyes widen slightly at the mention of his brother, and you see the flash of panic before he quickly masks it with a glare. He doesn’t want to lose you, but he’s too proud to admit it. The two of you stare each other down, both unwilling to break first.
The silence between you is deafening.
Finally, your father sighs, his shoulders slumping as if the weight of years has finally caught up to him. "You’re just like your mother," he mutters under his breath.
“Thank you,” you reply curtly, turning on your heel. “I’ll take that as a compliment.”
You turn to leave the room before he can see the tears threatening to fall.
Once, being compared to your mother had cut deep. A wound to your pride, an insult whispered in the shadows of your childhood. The woman who abandoned her title, her duty, for the fleeting fantasy of love. The scandal had clung to you like a curse. A constant reminder of your supposed weakness.
But not anymore.
“There are conditions.”
Your father’s voice cuts through your thoughts, halting you mid-step. His tone is cold, measured, calculated like a final move in a losing game.
“For him to be with you, there are rules he must obey.”
You turn back to face him, your heart tightening. His gaze is hard, filled with the last fragments of control he refuses to relinquish. This is his last attempt to bind you to his authority, to play his final pawn.
And yet, you stand straighter. You are not the child he once manipulated with fear and duty. Whatever terms he lays out, you will not falter.
“I’m listening,” you say evenly, crossing your arms as you meet his stare. You will not cower. Not for him, not for anyone.
“You will have to be my consort. You will not be given the title of duke. I will be the duchess. Our children will bear my family name. Yours will be forgotten. They will never quite treat you well. Your heritage will be scorned. Your lands will be absorbed by the duchy.”
Your voice remains steady, though each word feels like a blade against your heart. You stand with your back to him, your eyes fixed on the blooming garden outside the window.
“It is a terrible fate,” you continue quietly. “And I have nothing to give you. But I promise, should you take this foolish gamble, I will always be on your side. We will be equals beyond titles. Our children will grow up listening to your stories, to the tales of your people. Your lands will be cared for and passed on to our second-born, who shall inherit them.”
You pause, your thoughts momentarily drifting to a dream you dare not linger on too long. It’s easy, too easy, to imagine this future with Adrian. Despite your father’s endless demands, the vision takes root deep within you.
You can see it clearly: traveling to Castle Dracula with your children. Spending Yule together in the estates of your duchy. The dream feels achingly familiar, a warmth you are afraid to grasp.
Still, you steel your resolve, pushing the dream aside as you turn to face him.
“I cannot abandon my duties,” you say, the words final yet heavy with sorrow. “But you can leave. This life... it doesn’t have to be a fate you endure, Adrian.”
The silence that follows is unbearable. It stretches out like a chasm, each second a reminder of how deeply you’ve laid bare your vulnerability. You resist the urge to take the words back, to deny him the choice, to ease his decision with false comforts.
But no. A marriage built on lies and half-truths could not survive a harsh winter, let alone the storms your future would bring. He deserves the truth, as bitter as it is. You were prepared to lose him.
At least that’s what you told yourself.
You had rehearsed this moment countless times, steeling your heart for the inevitable. You imagined his hesitation, the disappointment clouding his eyes, and perhaps even a polite, resigned farewell. You had told yourself that you would understand. You had promised yourself you would let him go if that was his choice.
But now, as the silence stretches and your heart pounds louder than reason, you realize you were lying to yourself. You weren’t prepared. You never could be. The very thought of Adrian turning away feels like a blade pressing deep into your ribs, and you hold your breath, bracing for the worst.
Then he speaks, his voice so soft you almost miss it.
“My mother’s maiden name,” he says, his gaze fixed on the steaming cup of tea in his hands. He does not look at you, as though he needs the space to steady himself. “I want one of our children to carry it as their middle name.”
You blink, stunned into silence. Before you can respond, he continues.
“I do not care for titles,” he says, his voice firmer now, each word deliberate. “All I ask is that you do not take other partners. And that you allow me time... time to learn the ways of the household. I would hate to be anything less than worthy of you.”
He sets the teacup down with a quiet clink and steps toward you. His presence is steady as he takes your hands gently in his.
At last, Adrian lifts his gaze, and you see the depth of his conviction shining in his eyes. “I have no doubt that you will not let me be wronged,” he says softly. “My fate with yours will be one of happiness. And I would be the most foolish dhampir to ever walk this earth if I gave that up for anything else.”
A sharp breath escapes you, half-relief, half disbelief. His words fill the hollow ache that had settled in your chest, and for a moment, the dream you’d been holding at bay no longer feels so distant.
“Adrian...” you whisper, your voice cracking slightly.
“I have made my choice,” he reassures you, his thumb brushing tenderly over your knuckles. “And I will make it every day, for as long as you’ll have me.”
Tears blur your vision, but this time, you don’t try to hide them. Instead, you squeeze his hands tightly and offer him a smile that holds all the love and gratitude you cannot yet put into words.
One thing you know for certain: with Adrian by your side, you’ll be better parents than either of you ever had. With him, the weight of your duties will feel lighter. Together, you will make something beautiful out of all the broken pieces you were given.
“You are a miraculous idiot,” you whisper, your voice trembling as you throw your arms around him. You cling to him tightly, burying your face in the crook of his neck. “I don’t know what to do with you.”
Adrian lets out a warm chuckle, his chest vibrating gently against yours. “Marry me, maybe?” he teases softly, his arms pulling you even closer, as if he never intends to let go.
You laugh through your tears, swatting at his shoulder. “I suppose that can be arranged.”
#castlevania#alucard x reader#alucard#adrian tepes x reader#tropevania event#royalty au#against the parents au#fluff#romance#ughh they're cute#Consort Alucard is a dream I refuse to let go of
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Find me.
#i dont usually do dw fanart but i HAD to make an exception and do a very hasty screenshot redraw/study of this scene#it's like some unknown force pushed me to my computer and refused to let me go until it was done#my art#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#the doctor#fifteenth doctor#rogue doctor who#timerogue#dw fanart
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do skully have pokemon?
Pumpkaboo is the obvious one, but y'know, sometimes the obvious one is the right one! (we'll say SUPER SIZE Pumpkaboo, just for fun. big pumpkin for big skeleton boy.) and another person actually also suggested Greavard, which I somehow hadn't considered, but feels so perfect that I feel like I should have. dangit.
(they can also have little Nightmare Suit costumes :D)
#art#twisted wonderland#pokemon#poketwst#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(sorry for leaving anon off for a while! i've gotten a rash of spam and i'm gonna wait it out a couple days before turning it back on)#also apologies for the rest of this not really being pokemon related#i don't have anything right now for part 4 of the event so i'm gonna use this space to go off about it#because. oh man.#a sad lack of the scullsman but a FEAST of everyone else#gotta love malleus and leona uniting in the common goal of hunting trey down for trying to game their whiny pettiness#(trey doesn't know what to do with someone he can't easily distract with cake)#also further confirmation that malleus WILL kill a small child and leona WILL point and laugh the whole time#also sebek's plans revolving around what he knows he's good at: screaming extremely loudly and hoisting nerds#and let us not forget what i consider to be the crowning jewel#which is jamil figuring out IMMEDIATELY where scully has taken his prisoners#only for everyone else to just. literally refuse to do anything about it.#jamil just standing there and going 'WE KNOW WHERE THEY ARE! WE CAN JUST! GO GET THEM!!!! WHYYY AREN'T WE GOING'#visibly losing his entire mind and it's beautiful#top 10 twst event moments honestly#also some delightful character consistency from jade being all#'actually my dicking around is a sign of my immense trust in your abilities to get things done :)'#'but also consider: there are currently two housewardens chasing a child'#'alternately angrily screaming poetry and begging them not to sue'#'and if you will pardon my city of flowers...there is no fucking way i'm missing that'#lock shock and barrel did not sign up for this. how did these idiots turn out to be somehow weirder than the three of them.#twisted wonderland must be a frightening place indeed
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And that, kids, is how Starflare got his "Star Ranger" nickname.
#transformers#maccadam#megatron#lost light#mtmte#transformers oc#starflare#rodimus#remember when 'star ranger' was one of the name options in a poll I held last year but 'starflare' won?#I refused to let it go to waste xD#this had been in my head for months. glad I can finally show it#the whole rodimus and cowboy hat thing was inspired by darlsdraws xD#I suck at rendering art har#wish art
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Really funny that Colin insists that Alice shouldn't give the computers a personality JUST MOMENTS AFTER he claimed that the computers are fucking with him and him specifically due to their hateful and capricious nature
#i mean part of that is just how you feel working in IT i guess#but its funnier that he wants to pretend nothing weird is going on while also expressing his undying hatred for these sentient machines lol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#tmagp 3#the magnus protocol#colin becher#also lets not gloss over the jmj error. and the sassy beeps when it refuses to run. you know they are getting salty cooped up in there
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when dandadan said the children are our future and we as adults should protect them with our lives if it comes down to it, and when dandadan compared the exploitation of the gig economy to assault in that it denies one of their personhood and autonomy, and when dandadan said we owe it to the most marginalized to see and remember them when society fails them, and when dandadan said violence begets violence and therefore it is brave and just to choose kindness even when it’s hard, and when dandadan said the pressure and expectations we place on children are unfair and have lasting impacts on them, and when dandadan said the world is a rotten place and it’s for that exact reason that you have to choose to help others and try to make it better, and when dandadan said it is possible to forgive those who have hurt you because people are complicated and deeply flawed, and only through doing so can you move forward, and when da—
#in this order:#vamola is a refugee who is saved bc the adults in her life recognize that their wellbeing comes second to hers#mr shrimp’s forced merger w the seropian is directly paralleled w the seropian’s attempted assaults on okarun and aira#aira and momo choose kindness once they realize why the acrobatic silky is the way she is#+ aira fulfills her final wish to help her be at peace#jiji refuses to let them exorcise the evil eye bc he knows it’s just a scared little kid who just wants to be included#+ seiko asserts that they’re not trying to fight the ombusman but rather trying to help it rest in peace through patience and love#rin being her grandmas caretaker and doing chores when she was just a little kid#and i would argue then going on to continue to carry that responsibility and become the class rep#when bega takes unji in and promises to protect him#+ unji made peace w his mom as a result#like these mfs are a loud rowdy and raunchy bunch that love picking fights and being overdramatic#but the love they have for each other and the compassion they have for the ppl around them drives them every step of the way#also feels super important that mom and okarun in particular are so compassionate towards those around them#as ppl who have experienced the ire of their peers firsthand#dandadan#dan da dan#momo ayase#ken takakura#aira shiratori#jiji enjoji
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someone asked me to draw detey as a clingy facetime couple so here's some domestic old man yaoi for the masses
spanish translation!
bonus doodle...i need them for my own enrichment...
#petey the cat#dog man#detey#old man yaoi#domestic fluff#dog man is chief now but i refuse to let go of silly hat.#my favorite thing to do for greg is to make his hat badge change shapes based on his emotions ink-sans style#and i'm gonna keep that no matter WHAT hat he wears.#my fave thing for petey is drawing his tail doing shapes based on his emotions too#please i need silliness in this too serious life#my art#i love them
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Your attention to detail is fuckin insanity dude. In the frame where they die Jace's eyes are squeezed shut like he's scared but Viktor's are more relaxed, because he's been anticipating his death. You need to be stopped (pos)
you'll have to kill me first!!
also closeup for the textures bc i used new brushes for that one and i'm v happy with it
#ramble#arcane#jayvik#someone on ig pointed this out too we're all holding hands#and also that vik wakes up peacefully but jayce wakes up in a FIT#i know it's not talked about as much but 'i was supposed to die' haunts me every day#he accepted it but jayce refused to let him go. KNOWING that he would hate him for it#bc a world where vik was mad at him was worse than a world without him at all#i'm eating bricks
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i keep thinking to myself, god we have got to put tim drake in a time loop. but also time loops just feel so perfectly like speedster bullshit, yknow? therefore lemme just smash these thoughts together like particles at cern aaannddd--
let's put tim in a time loop that bart accidentally caused. a tim loop, if you will :) specifically, tim loop where kon dies at the end and bart just kind of subconsciously went nope! and "if anyone can fix it it's tim right?" bc bart has. a normal amount of faith in his friends but also a normal amount of feelings about himself being useless to save kon bc he couldn't in infinite crisis.
and bam suddenly tim is having the worst tuesday of his life like 20 times in a row. yippee! it's bart-powered but he doesn't even know. he did it on accident. bart in the loop doesn't know what's going on. it just resets every time the ending is something bart can't accept (kon dies again). tim tries to sacrifice himself to save kon once but somehow that doesn't break the loop either (bart refuses to accept that). how long can tim go through a time loop before he goes completely bonkers bananas insane? only tim(e) will tell.
and, worse: how many times can tim watch kon die? how many times can he beg kon to value his own life, to get it through his head that being a hero doesn't mean he needs to die for the world, that there must be another way? how many times can he watch kon sacrifice himself to save others and know that if he stops kon, those people might die?
how fucked up would he be if he ever actually found out just how suicidal kon has been his entire life?
extra fun: cassie takes one look at him every time and instantly clocks that he's feeling like shit, but every time she forgets why, because the loop resets. tim is being perceived but it never lasts. this will drive him crazy so fast. he's gonna start acting out and snapping at her for being concerned because what's the POINT of talking about his feelings if everything resets ANYWAY. this will definitely not come back to bite him in the end or anything, right?
(kon-el dead wife giggling in the sunshine and playing under the sheets montage plays over and over for both tim and bart. this probably means nothing.)
#rimi talks#i will never write this fic bc i have too many wips already but like#kon and heroism as self sacrifice vs bart refusing to let him die so hard he breaks time a little bit#but bart is fucked UP by infinite crisis and doesnt think he can do it himself. like#its about the devotion between all 3 of them. timkonbart is real#and tim&cassie is also so fucking real its a cornerstone of this in a different way.#she knows him sooo well. she KNOWS what intense grief and trauma look like on him#but the time loop prevents her from actually getting through to him. because she did once. and then it reset#anyways. time loops fun everyone go play in stars and time im thinking about it again#tim#kon#bart#idiot trio <3#cassie#core four
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