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#i shouly probably post this to my vent sideblog
anadorablekiwi
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Nightly existential despair has hit because i live in a broken world where the only job i can emotionally handle is part time produce clerk and my current income is so low i dont have to make student loan payments yet
#tw vent
#vent
#oh and im gonna need to buy a car soon
#id prefer to save 1000 first
#500 for down payment and have enough in savings to cover a car payment in case of emergency
#currently i have 100 in savings and got paid $250 today for the last two weeks (16 hours total over said two weeks)
#i also work a half shift tomorrow
#and next week will be another low hours week
#i dont know how much yet which makes it worse
#i need ti sleep but im wide awake
#but its 11pm
#i could take a sleeping pill but it might just make me sleep worse
#if it does anything at all
#and my home life is shit and my siblings piss be off snd stress me out
#my mom is the only consistently good thing in my life right now and shes just as much if a mess as i am if not more
#so we cant usually lean on each other because we are both just trying ti survive
#im getting increasingly less patient snd more fed up with my biological father and siblings which will only make things worse
#the only reprieve i can get is my video games but if i spend too much time playing them my depression is worse still
#but if i dont play them my depression is worse
#*hugging my knees face on knees rocking back and forth*
#sorry im always such a mess
#i shouly probably post this to my vent sideblog
#*proceeds to post to main*
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