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etoilesombre · 2 years

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Chapters: 2/4 Fandom: Black Sails Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Captain Flint | James McGraw/John Silver Characters: John Silver, Captain Flint | James McGraw Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Light Angst, light for Black Sails i mean, Fluff, also only by Black Sails standards, Unresolved Sexual Tension, Slow Burn, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Episode Related, s02e01, fuck Dufresne Flint will never not be captain, the intimacy of sharing food and space, wound care, Medicinal Drug Use, Watersports, But not really though, only in the context of hurt/comfort, John Silver: I hope this doesn't awaken anything in me, silverflint weird sleepover in which they try not to kiss, hm i'm not gonna say the sexual tension is resolved exactly, Hand Jobs, Interrupted Sex, something exhibitionism adjacent, Edging Series: Part 3 of our feast is but beginning Summary:

“This is your plan?” Flint sneers, looking at Silver like he’d expected no better. “Hiding below decks like a rat?”

“Now Captain, that’s unkind,” Silver pouts, trying to hide his hurt behind teasing reproach. All day he has attempted to match Flint, to fight alongside him though he is ill-suited to it, and it has earned him nothing but disdain. Now it’s time to do things his way for a while. “Like a stowaway, at least.”

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After they have taken the warship and been cast out of the crew, Flint and Silver are forced to contend with each other and the nature of their relationship.

____________________________________________________________ HERE WE GOOOOOOO chapter two: morning after time! Did we actually think touching dicks was gonna be the endpoint for these fools? Oh no, this is just a stop along the way.. it can get SO MUCH weirder and more intimate than that.

#they deserve a nice interlude #and so do we #i think i may take a break after this #short hiatus to tend to real life #so i'm leaving them happy #black sails #john silver #james flint #silverflint #fanfic #cooking-verse #my writing

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beescake · 9 months

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Sorry for the spam (^o^;) I just really like your blog

no need to apologize ayy!

in this corner we welcome all forms of enjoyment, regardless of whether you're a

happy to have yall here w me,

headin into homestuck 2024 :^)

#was debating if sollux truly was lurker type but then i rmbr'd him quietly reading all of karkat's memos for a good laugh HAHAHAHAAH #ask #aleemie #homestuck #karkat vantas #sollux captor #solkat #2024 #vioart #but o. regarding the etiquette learned frm other socmed #spamming here is safe+good! it does not harm the op by shadowbanning like instagram #and its not 💀 like twitter where ur likes/following are permanently set to public #ur tumblr experience is within ur control it can be as free/empty/curated as u want!!#((tho ofc i do encourage rbing for ppl who've been hoping to start that habit!!#s'cool to slowly work ur way up from the extra special posts that hv lingered longest in ur heart and quietly build ur cache trove :-)#for example back when i was struggling to rt on a new twt acc i just started setting nonsense criteria for myself LOL #like “breaking this void is scary holy fuck ok i shall start by rting posts w brownish/reddish clrs bcs its inspo vibes for my art”#and gradually after a while of deliberate sharing i gained more confidence to share a larger variety of posts that make me feel things!!!!#no more training wheels i may be scared but i love loving more!!!!#same goes for engaging w fics too it takes energy to think of how to comment and thats ok‚ do ur best to explore what works for u!!!!#take screenshots of ur fave paragraphs & start annotating in gallery/notes app if that helps!!!!#also tumblr's customizable queue means u can stack posts and bolt hgehehe. my preferred form of existing on the net))

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cementcornfield · 5 days

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Ugh I can’t stand how chiefs fans are making fun of jamarr and calling him a diva (among other names) when Travis literally screamed in his coach’s face during the Super Bowl and has been ejected from a game before for disrespecting the ref.

tbh i don't mind chiefs fans shit talking ja'marr, they have every reason to hate him. he's embarrassed their team plenty and has done more than his share of shit talking. let them have their fun (although i agree it's def hypocritical after that travis moment that i guess no one ever wants to talk about!)

what upsets me SO much though is seeing our own fans turn on him. calling him selfish for the hold-in, blaming him for the contract debacle, saying he's overrated, saying we should trade him and keep tee (when they were all saying the exact opposite when tee requested a trade TWICE a few months ago 🙄). and i do understand that ja'marr was in the wrong for this penalty, but getting ridiculous penalties against the chiefs is kind of just what he does! like it cannot be emphasized enough how much that man hates the chiefs lmao.

ja'marr has been STRUGGLING these past few months and it's obvious how much of a toll this has taken on him. i'm not at all surprised things boiled over to a tipping point when he thought he was tackled in a particularly dangerous way (whether he was right or wrong, he DID believe it). right now he's taking a huge risk being out on the field at all without any real guarantees for the future. that shit is scary, it's scary betting on yourself even when you do believe in yourself 100%. people play better when they feel secure, when they feel valued, and the front office did everything they could this offseason to make him feel the opposite.

i'm really hoping he can have a big game this monday. supposedly the commanders defense is Not Good, so that should help us! (i just hope it isn't a trap game for us. but the fact that we're 0-2 i think will make the guys take it seriously.) winning helps cure all ails for competitors like ja'marr, and i believe we've got a lot of that ahead of us!

#also god i was thinking the other day #ja'marr is YOUNG!#he's not a child but like he got thrust into stardom at 18 when he was just becoming a man #and (for the most part) he has handled all that insanity well!#he's always been known as a hard worker and good team player #and now suddenly we're all turning on him because y'all are frustrated with another 0-2 start??#he is NOT the problem. find a new scapegoat!#also also i do think joe may be feeling some guilt/just a general feeling of unease after the Shove Heard Around The World #like joe wasn't at fault either. he was doing the right thing to try to break it up #but you know ja'marr felt that shove like a fucking slap in the face at that moment #it's supposed to be them against the world. ja'marr defends joe against any and everything #(including perfectly logical things like pat being objectively better lol)#joe shoving him back and taking the ref's side must have hurt. regardless of if it was right or wrong.#but of course joe would see it as having ja'marr's back because he was trying to stop further punishment #messy messy messy!#no one is in the wrong! and frankly i love the chance of Character Analysis this gave us.#but let's get the good vibes back soon please!

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comfortlesshurt · 5 days

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OKAY, IT'S FINALLY HITTING

(will you guys hate me if I post this longfic a month later than planned?)

#i'm tired of working on a long project i can't start publishing yet!#i've been working on this thing since mid july i think?#early august at the very latest #so i THINK i'm going to take october off and mainly work on my little oneshots for a bit!#it'll push all the plans back by a month but i think it'll be worth it #bc i can't write good content when i'm not having fun with it #(also i think i'm literally the only person who cares about this thing staying on schedule so as long as /I/ say it's fine to push it)#(then it's fine right?)#the amazing news tho is that this is a HUGE stretch of daily writing progress for me #and i am still actively enamored with writing fic #just need a break from writing fic i can't share because the external validation is an important part of the process!#anyway i also think after this big project #i might have a better handle on longform stuff #so it MAY not be so much an issue next time if i figure out how to outline better #so i don't have to rely on finishing the entire fic's rough draft before posting the first chapter

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meownotgood · 1 year

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THAT'S 60,000 WORDS LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO!!

#RAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH #I might write a little bit more this weekend we'll see cause I may be busy #current status on chapter two: beginning portion edited and good #still working on editing the smut and #I don't know if it's just taking forever or if I added way too much to the scene where you jerk aki off #because why am I still working on that segment #you haven't even slurped on it yet #editing the rest of the smut is sure too take just as long though because after this scene #everything is pretty much rough outline mode #so there's a lot of work that needs to be done #I've also started working on the ending #I'm about halfway done with the rough draft for it #I figured out what I want to do with it I think #at this point I think I will certainly get close to 70k words but I'm not quite sure yet if I'll actually break that barrier #there's a ton that needs to be added to the second half of the chapter though so it's definitely possible #and I still can't say when exactly I'll be done #my current hope is to release the second chapter about three weeks after the first #is that good? is that too long???#you promised you'd be willing to wait didn't you... yes I'm talking to you....#I'm starting to gain a little more confidence in the second chapter after working on it more #gonna have my bestie read it when I'm done so she can affirm that I am indeed not a failure #ok I've talked too much #aki sex. soon. aki sex

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pardonmydelays · 26 days

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i also think it's kinda cool how tyler makes me want to learn stuff

#y'all think i just sit here and reblog pictures of him but no #i started playing uke again after such a long break only because of HIM #i used to be so scared of barre chords that i never even tried to learn them i was just avoiding all the songs with barre chords #then i learned tear in my heart and i stopped being so scared #i figured out all the chords to saturday just from this one video which i thought would be damn hard but it wasn't #he makes it all look so easy #i don't know #he inspires me pretty much every day #i always think to myself: if he can do it i can do it too #i love him so much i can't even explain it #it may sound stupid to you but yes this man is the reason i want to get better at things even if it's gonna take years #one step at a time #i also want to try to learn new stuff #like i painted my jacket and i was never an artist but i had so much fun i am going to make more stuff in the future #i also wanna try to write again (i used to write a lot when i was a teenager) idk idk #tyler joseph the man that you are #i don't think i've ever felt this way about any artist really #i was mostly just consuming the content but now i actually wanna do stuff and idk #if that makes sense #but yeah #but sincerely can you hear me?*

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dreamyeyedrose · 2 months

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listen if we brat summer our way out of fascism I'll fuckin take it

#ravi rants #historically speaking the best way to shut down asshats that violate the social contract of tolerance is to mock them #idk man maybe I have a different perspective on all of this because I'm part of the desi diaspora #but like.... so Indians won't always obviously call out violations of social decorum #if you're making an idiot of yourself or you're making a scene. other people will stand by and let you do it.#my therapist and I talk about me coming from a high-context Asianic cultural background like I do a lot actually #because the thing about Indian decorum is that. like.#one. you protect yours. if your friend is actively intervening in on something there's a reason and it might be helpful #but two. if someone's breaking decorum.... we allow them to do so in order to figure out why.#if someone's ex is crashing a wedding and successfully gets the floor they'll get heard out #and everyone will be paying attention #because the thing is those kinds of overt violations of decorum usually happen for a reason....#Indian soap operas are A Lot™ but listen. a party might be the right time to call someone out on being abusive or manipulative #because the whistleblower can be escorted away to safety by them and theirs.#and usually you have to be able to know enough decorum to get to the point where you make a scene #and Indians respect the hustle. we'll hear you out.#the Hindu gods are notorious for being like 'alright smart guy. here's your wish.'#the gods will readily admit if they've been outwitted #but you're an idiot if you think you'll get away with fucking with the natural chaos of samsara and karma forever :)#however. there's also Hindu parables of asuras and dumbass humans realizing they fucked up and taking the L with grace #and the gods respect that #but lol. fascists aren't respectful.#Richard Spencer shut the fuck up after we all saw him get punched #conservatives are having a mental breakdown over being called weird while insisting that a cis woman is a man #and I'd like to remind everyone that the social role of a court jester is to keep everyone humble #bc dude. if you're getting butthurt over the clown ribbing you. maybe calm the fuck down? look in the mirror?#you may be a king but the larger the seat you hold #the better your toilet plumbing should be

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lewmagoo · 1 month

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#i think after i publish storm chaser rhett i’m gonna take a break from here #been feeling kind of weird mentally and i think it’s because i’ve been using this blog as an emotional support thing lmao #which isn’t necessarily healthy #i need to #as they say #go touch grass #i think i may actually go up to the mountains for a weekend and completely unplug #and just be alone #with a good book #but we’ll see #i’m just coming off a depressive episode so i’m gonna give it a couple days to see if i feel better

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hetchdrive · 8 months

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I have finished May We Be Spared To Meet On Earth and I’m being so normal about it (lie)

#just. ough.#all the many letters written after they’d gone missing and returned to sender in england…#jcr being like ‘i’m setting out soon to look for you although hopefully it is not needed’#actually the main way in which i am being So Normal about this is that i dearly want to write a fic #that is like. five letters crozier and ross never sent to each other #it’s messing me up that the essence of crozier’s last letter to ross was ‘i miss you i wish you were here’#and that there are three lines liberally crossed out of it #anyway. anyway. i should go eat dinner and take a break from thinking about this #may we be spared to meet on earth #rossier

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r2y9s-notartblog · 5 months

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evening/night boop! (how are you doing?)

morning boop! (i've lost track of the time whoops!)

I'm doing well! have a cat butt!

#replies #uygfiug #not my cat but he is when i'm there lmaoooo #my friend's cat his name is Witcher! he's very cuddly!#the more allergic to cats you are the more he wants to cuddle with you!#to the chagrin of the friend of said friend who often comes by for video games with us #i uh. may have impulsively submitted an application to a communitiy college.#i haven't taken college classes in 8 years haha #but i was like ok i have a BS in art but what if i got an AS in forensic science huh #wouldn't that be cool #i'm just out here about to start collecting degrees orz #also can i even pay for it? even if it's part time?#financial aid save me #fuck if i'm gonna apply for another damn loan after i just paid my last one off #ANYWAYS got into a new video game and it's eating at my brain but at least i've got some great art inspo coming in #i never stay in a fandom for long which is why i never publish any of my fics bc i'm in a new fandom before i can even finish the fic lmaooo #i hope you're doing well! i think ur classes started up again?#gl and take care of yourself!#take breaks and eat and all that u know how it is

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astraea-linden · 20 hours

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The way I have been trying to finish the same damn chapter of this Satosugu fanfic for four days and have gotten no closer to tying it all together, someone please waterboard me.

#satosugu #jjk #you’d think after writing 70k+ words that it would get easier #but noooOOOooo #it’s only getting more frustrating #I may need a break #at this rate it will take me at least four months to finish #im not even close to halfway done yet :’)#astraea rambles #writing: typecast

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bangcakes · 9 months

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#personal #im like so happy rn. but also terrified #bc like. uh. gotta go back to the real world of having a job after bein in school for 3 years DNDNJDNDNDNDN #and also like. my boy problem. like NDJFJDJDJJDJDJDJD #big transitions oml #i can only do 1 thing at once and like so sorry to me but the job search thing is kinda taking a back seat NFNDDJFN #OH I HATE TO SAY IT. AS LIKE. A USUALLY CAREER DRIVEN PERSON BUT..................#JDJDJDJDJDJDDDJDNDNDNDNDND I CANT EVEN SAY IT............#but rn ya. my priorities.... im ashamed NDNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNNDDNDND #but.... HHHHHHHHHHH its the more fun thing so !!!!!!!!!#but gah..... i also am like takin a break bc its like christmas n who the fuck is looking to hire rn lmao #the time between xmas n new years isnt real so !!!!#and also !!! i think i deserve a break after 4 months of non stop work !!!!!!!!!!#also like the faster i resolve my boy problem the easier itll be to focus #on job searching ?????#or like god i guess i could do both. my mom keeps being like.... youre both looking for jobs... why dont you ask him to do it together NDN #um.... 1. hes my competition LMAO. we literally had the same gpa down to the decimal #(tho this may no longer be the case bc we got our grades for the semester n mine went up. idk the state of his. would be fuckin funny if it #was still the same tho JDJDJFJDJ)#and 2..... LOL ID RATHER DO LITERALLY ANYTHING ELSE WITH HIM........#god idk where this post is going. but 1. i wished him merry christmas and he answered back with a 'merry christmas 😄' which !!!@@@#from a reserved/grumpyish guy...... im just kind of like NDNNDNDNDNDND IDK. IDKKKKK. LIKE IM HAPPY ???? BUT IM ALSO LIKE FREAKED OUT ??????#i dont think i'll be able to deal if he actually likes me back #and 2. i like have a draft message of like. asking him to hang out JJDJDJDNDNDM #if youve been following these posts.. maybe u remember me askin him if he wants to keep in touch with me n our mutual friend and he said #he would. so that friend is like. going away for a month and like ok lets be real. if i have to wait until feb to see him i'll um Die JDJJD #so i have a message planned. IDK WHEN IM GONNA SEND IT. BUT IT WILLLL GET SENT. I JUST.... HHHHHHH I HAVE TO GET THE NERVE....#but .... ya idk i hope he says yes but i'll also get if he says no. may be awks just the two of us. maybe we're not ready LMAO IDK. ive bee #alone with him maybe like. 30 mins max. and like the convo keeps going but there are pauses. IDK. maybe i should stop thinking and go to be

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hystericfae · 22 days

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I can't stop smiling when I look down cause aRGHHHHHHHHHG

#chloe shush #I may rethink my placement for the akudrive tat though cause this placement lowkey had me in so much pain I thought I'd puke the last 20 #minutes of coloring...and my other session she scheduled me from 9am-4pm...which is a good 7 hours #i think maybe she planned the prep and breaks wed take into it but 😩 thats....like a thigh tattoo to me #and I'm kinda a do it all NOW NO BREAKS CAUSE IF WE TAKE A BREAK ITLL HURT MORE WHEN WE RESTART person #i still have plenty of leg room to work with so i COULD actually use my thigh #if it was just line work i think I'd be able to sit forever but the COLOR DUDE oh my god. that shit HURTS after a while #especially going over the same area with different shades oooo bitch 😭😭

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last-flight-of-fancy · 23 days

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(steeples fingers) due to the unique way i have comepletely ruined my arm* i think. i might have to give up dragoon specifically.

*which i did by spending multiple years button mashing due to a combination of adhd-based 'what if i zone out and forget to hit my combo' anxiety and and a general unfamiliarity with 14's particular style of combat followed by force of ensuing habit.

sorry hallima ;-; you're still a dragoon in my heart

#ive been taking it easy for a while now #learning DRK and SMN mostly bc theyre easier on my arm #SMN i can almost play normally tbh. but ive still been avoiding anything too high intensity anyway bc yknow. healing. w/e #but i tried to play DRG today bc i was feeling better after spending 5 days at con (and thus not so much as touching a videa gaem)#and the reaction of my arm was *instant* (and not in a good way)#its been months since i last really played dragoon...#i think. probably. idk my sense of time is not the best #i miss it tho #machinist also made my arm go NO. FUCK U. but im not as attached to that one so w/e #i did do dawntrail as dragoon but ngl i really shouldnt have. the writing was on the wall wrt my arm but i thought if i was careful mebbe-#i did it all with the support system and there was a *lot* of breaks between every battle #no one ever accused me of being smart i know i brought this on myself (mostly. prob still wouldve happened eventually)#(i do have an old sprain injury in that wrist that i dont think ever quite healed right)#ANYWAY uhhhh this has been a woe is me post you may continue on your way #stop talking to yourself flight

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lokiinmediasideblog · 1 month

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IDK but I'm not a fan of the "Norse pagans were/are persecuted" diatribe from Baldr for why these Norse gods ended up in NZ.

I ADMIT I don't know much about the history of Scandinavian paganism and the Christian conversion of Scandinavia, but something about it feels like appropriation of other struggles related to religious oppression.

I don't really have the knowledge/interest/words to properly express it other than it rubs me the wrong way when white people worshipping European pagan gods do it.

To put it concisely:

It has a white women chanting that they're the "Daughters of the witches you didn't burn" vibe to it.

#norse mythology (*cough* Loki) is a HUGE interest of mine #but I'm rather wary of Norse paganism communities and either way I'm an Atheist (which is why I have my Atheism in my pinned post)#i think those that like Loki tend to be alright bc Loki is a good starter litmus test (tho there may still be other issues)#the almighty johnsons #i struggle to watch shit #no Loki yet D:#im just waiting to see the version of loki there as per my username #i'll probably take a break after this #cus i got shit to do

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sapphire-to-the-rain · 3 months

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happy pride to our cishet dance coach who played HOT TO GO! as our warmup song and then was appalled (jokingly) when our other lesbian coach had never heard of chappell roan

#and yes i did just find out about pjs tweet like 2 days ago #yes it is upsetting to me and i feel like she should just admit to saying smth stupid without really thinking #im gonna finish the prompts people sent me for the summer list but after that #may take a break from making planymphia things :’)#aaaaanyway #i love coach m all my homies love coach m #and seeing that half my team alr knew the hot to go dance restored all my faith in humanity

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