#i think i'm thinking way too hard abt this

[meo-eiru]

meru, i always did like elias but he really really has been growing on me lately and i just have so much appreciation for the way you crafted his character like it is legit so beautiful😭💔

there was this advertisement that used to play on tv when i was a kid, and i can't really remember what it was for or abt tbh, but it had this man that lived on the moon and everytime you post elias content i kinda just remember it somehow.

there's this sort of isolated air around him, all he has is his self and his darling, and even then — it's not like he can always keep them around, no matter how hard he tries. so he's kinda left there, stuck with himself so to say. someone he doesn't love, and in turn, struggles to see how anyone else can love. in his head 24 hours a day, thinking how he can use the only trait he has to his advantage.

i can imagine all those things eat him up little by little, which is why he's volatile at the slightest indication his darling could be losing interest. their stopping him from hurting himself, somewhere is soothing, like a headpat, bc it feels like they're telling him they still care despite all odds.

how does one recieve love they feel like they don't deserve? in a way, he builds a bubble around himself bc of that w/o knowing and then there's just this surmounting distance he doesn't know how to lessen. so man on the moon, staring at earth through his telescope everyday, but failing to feel its warmth bc though he revolves around it and monoplises the fact that he belongs in its orbit, he makes no move to get closer. constantly trapped in the thought that he is stuck where he is, and that place is an undesirable home.

idk know where i'm going with all this and i rambled a lot so you can just ignore it actually ahaha all i really wanted to say was that you're amazing and elias deserves quality hand-holding time😩💕

I LOVE THIS ASK!!!

You captured Elias as a character so so well.

Elias truly is like a miracle. People who used to ask me stuff about him should remember, he basically didn't have any story. I don't know if it was just sheer force of will, or if it was thanks to you guys, but he developed so much within these past few weeks he existed.

I've never seen the ad you mentioned but based on what you said it fits him so well. A lonely man who was thrown out of the bubble due to his biggest blessing, and keeping himself there without realizing.

So lonely, so desperate, so self aware yet too far gone to fix any of it. Thirsty for your love yet thinks he doesn't deserve it causing him to always be on edge. So contradictory, so unstable.

A man who so desperately yearns for your love, to feel alive, to know he exists, to know someone is seeing him. He doesn't care what happens to him in the progress, he just needs you and your love.

[petz5]

I am a huge trans woman Ranma supporter and I genuinely think a majority of the hate from people saying you’re transphobic for saying that are people who get upset because they don’t want Ranma to be portrayed as anything but cis/het. Same with people who get mad about Bi-Akane even when it’s canonically supported.

In retaliation, I love your info dumps, could you show all your fav canon LGBT+ moments?

THANK U!!!! I hard agree lmaoooo the mental gymnastics ppl go thru to say i'm somehow transphobic FOR HEADCANONING A CHARACTER AS TRANS.... like unless ur talking abt silence of the lambs or some shit i don't wanna hear it 💀 why does the idea of a character being a trans woman make u so mad ur pretending i'm somehow attacking trans men bc i don't think a character is a cis man

There are way too many to list but just going off what I have saved to my phone atm (+ the photo limit....)

(the one of ranma sitting w genma is from a dream akane had about her new family- inch resting she was picturing ranma as a girl)

[loverdude]

Cometcare tierlist by @financialzero5! :] I wanted to join the fun lol

This isn't based off of like how good a person they are or how well written they are necessarily or anything it's just like my favs/the ones I'm the most drawn to/interested in personally???

[seventh-district]

Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition

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[harbingersecho]

Marrassurma, God of Death (and Dreams) from The Abyssal

bonus Sol bc the hand kiss scene is cute

[zaphiyy207]

Thoughts

"Every life changing events, there's no doubt we'll change."

"But one thing I wanted to stay unchanged is being beside you...so.."

"If there's a next life, let me be reborn with you."

[teddybeartoji]

I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE TOJI a lot of people just straight up make him an asshole in a not so affectionate way

NONNIEEEE:(((((((((((((((((((( THAT'S THE BEST COMPLIMENT EVER I LOVE HIM SOO SO MUCH AND IT MAKES ME SO FUCKING HAPPY WHEN PPL SAY THAT THEY LIKE THE WAY I WRITE HIMM OH MY GODDDDD:(((((((((((( THANK YOUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ILYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am a massive massive softie toji truther i think he's definitely a grump and finds it hard to open up but when you finally swivel your way into his heart? he's so done for. i think he's THE best husband material and idc if anybody says otherwise he's perfect to me<3333

[wereh0gz]

I'm definitely not the only queer person who's kinda wary of Christian ppl they encounter online right?

Like I see a profile that clearly states they're Christian and they post like Bible verses and shit and I'm just. Hoping they're not queerphobic. Or saying some dumbass shit like "hate the sin love the sinner" or whatever while pretending that's not queerphobic

If they're interacting with me first it's pretty safe to assume they're not gonna be like that bc I'm very obviously queer (🏳️‍🌈 + pronouns in bio) but if it's someone who hasn't interacted with me at all I kind of instinctively avoid interacting with them out of fear of them being that way. Y'know

[zoekrystall]

Got to all the dragon tear memories and noooo whyyyy did my guess with zelda doing it had to be right. More than dragon tears were shed oh dear hylia. Idk if I am just more emotional lately or if that close up with her dragon form crying got to me. She looks absolutely radiant as a dragon but whyyyyyyyyy. Idk if I like or hate it. It is interesting but my emotions </3 Let me at least get close to her as a dragon. I will fail but I will absolutely try to speed after her now.

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

i'm kind of amazed how most of the stardew marriage candidates just want you to be their manic pixie dream whatever by agreeing with everything they like and plying them with compliments or praise or whatever (which is fine but a bit. Much) but for shane his romance is just you being there for him while he figures his own shit out... dunno why i never wanted to romance him before he's so good

[dandyshucks]

the difference btwn irl and online perspective on creativity is so funny to me and idk if I'll ever get used to the stark contrast of it all.

IRL when I mention that I draw and write, people act like I'm some super talented creative genius(???). they don't seem to understand the concept of OCs, and if I try to vaguely touch on my DL project they get visibly overwhelmed no matter how simple I make it for them, and eventually they settle on just insisting that I need to publish traditionally and monetize on it. they don't seem to have the ability to understand the concept of zines and immersive storytelling through non-traditional means.

but then i get online and I'm just another drop in the ocean and always a very mediocre drop at that LMAO, I constantly fight with myself to feel like there is any sort of value to my stories and art, and there's hundreds of people doing the sort of thing that I do but even better than I could ever dream of doing!

it's just so strange going from interacting with this online to IRL, I feel like I'm getting whiplash from being largely ignored or scoffed at online (which I'm fine with btw lol I grew up with that in my family and now I get nervous when I get too much attention) to people at the centre treating me like I'm some kind of artistic genius who cannot be understood because I'm too far above their level 😭

[stellacadente]

i realized how much it scares me that my mind will convince itself of even the ugliest things if i start thinking them often enough and it's... yeah. like i had a good session with my psychiatric rehabilitation therapist i think it was very useful but then at the end i got hit by this feeling of fear... like i'm so scared of myself and how low i can get

[the-n3w3st-g1rl-g1rl]

Probably gonna end up putting something like this in the flowering but I wanna get my thoughts out idk

hopefully it's been at least kind of shown in the flowering that the reason Flowey doesn't see himself as Asriel isn't just because he doesn't like Asriel. that is part of it, but a big part of it is how his identity has completely changed, like, he's a different person now and being Asriel doesn't suit him.

but I've been thinking about a scenario where he mentions how much he dislikes Asriel- calling him stupid or weak or something- and someone responds to that as if it were self-hatred. like "don't talk about yourself that way". even though the whole point is that they're separate (idk who. someone who doesn't fully Get It though I guess. at least not at the time that they say that)

and it's like- yeah, he's too hard on Asriel. and it does probably bleed into how he sees himself a lot. but talking about them like they're the same person doesn't feel right to Flowey and it just makes things worse.

[daz4i]

hate when i vent abt my pain and ppl tell me "everyone has stomach aches, it's normal" okay but are their pains bad enough to make them cry or unable to stand..... at least once a week...... bc i think that if this was normal society might've collapsed by now. but what do i know

[chemicalarospec]

finally came out to my cishet buddy J but he didn't really seem to be confused so i didn't elaborate a lot so then that means i forgot to tell him 'bout the pronouns. which. at this point. whatever!!!

[subternia]

Millards in different light settings