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cabi-leodrann · 4 months

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I, lowkey, wanna try to make lil' comics about Cult of the Lamb. The thing is, I always start making comics, but never finish them (except for 2 that were like, one shots). And, I don't know, kinda scared of making the first step for, probably, stupid reasons.

Imma try to sleep on it, it is 4am here, after all. Making the post in hope of not forgetting.

Good night people

#cabi leodrann #saw a post about Tumblr being an intimate journal in a group chat for someone #imma try this too lol #cult of the lamb #i just wish my brain and body wasn't that much of a road block #i want to do stuff so badly #but i can't keep up #hell i have to redo my school year because i burned myself out and now im kust sitting on my ass frustrated because i can do jackshit #i haven't even been consistent with drawing regularly even tho its the one thing i love and can do #so yeah stuff #rent

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hinamie · 2 months

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unconditionally

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fushiita #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi #yuuji #im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life #genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine #but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed #backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads #but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS #so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it #i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process #but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style #so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh #all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap #hina.comic

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anewp0tat0 · 2 months

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i lied i had like atleast one more weston thought to expell from my brain, before i miss this boat entirely. we're heading to green lands woooo

#god i had a fever this entire morning and afternoon so I think it was my inability to do anything that finally pushed me to finish this #seriously it took a month... disapointing #more disappointing is that i didn't have the time to tear up the internet in order to find what a professors break room looked like in 1899 #if there was such a thing #really tragic #ah yea welp im very glad it's out there atleast. I want to release all of my black butler stuff so badly but guh...#tragedy has struck and i have been inspired to finally make a person project of my own #so that's taking a long time #but not to worry after like 5 years and some pondering i know well that black butler will always be one half of my brain #coooool #anyway i got more dorky stuff coming I hope??? wasn't lying before I am thinking of the midfords #and ill pray i can find the strength to get everything done soon #hope my rants are more tasteful after months of absence if ur still here #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #digital art #animation #animatic #video #weston college arc #black butler anime #black butler agares

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rapidhighway · 5 months

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btw heres another one of these bc why not

#i enjoyed drawing these shoes #also fitting metal in a dress is really weird #i always want to give them tops and shirts and stuff but i feel like it would just look badly stretched sorry girl #i will put neo in a dress easily tho #idk its better to jsut do jackets #its the turbine thats so troublesome #i guess metal wouldnt even wear shirts because the turbine has to be exposed at all times for being fast #and he loooooves to go fast #hehehhee #metal sonic #fanart #sth #sonic fanart

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arealtrashact · 1 month

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If it wasn't for your Tumblr, I never would've watched The 10th (Tenth?) Kingdom. I thank you. 😃

You're welcome.

Now you too can live with the knowledge that we'll never get the planned sequel and, as a result, never see the abomination that these two managed to spawn.

I am haunted by the fact Simon Moore (writer) confirmed that their offspring would be 100% wolf.

#'Don't freak out Virginia. Our love is so pure that it transcends all boundaries--including nature's laws!'#trashtalk #anonymous #I think one of the reasons the Tenth Kingdom is so fascinating to me is because of how unintentionally (?) dark it is #A human woman giving birth to an animal. Wolf's heavily implied cannibalism ( and heavily implied . . . other stuff )#EVERYTHING going on with Virginia's mother. Oh yeah and Wolf's family being burnt alive :- )#on a lighter note Simon Moore also confirmed that their hellspawn was in fact intended to be female #despite Wolf's previous statement 'He's a little furry chap just like me!'#so either Wolf's senses aren't as sharp as he boasts or . . . -trans flag cross fade-#and on top of /becoming/ a father Wolf was apparently meant to reunite with his own along the way #Do you know how badly I want to see the man who reared a reprobate like Wolf #and then there's the 'Wolf becomes a girl's boarding school teacher' subplot...............................................................

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sualne · 1 year

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orange and blue guys

#one piece #monkey d luffy #trafalgar law #my art #described in alt text #ive been busy then tired then busy n tired so ive been doodling mindlessly while i get some energy back to draw properly the papacroc au.#somehow. i ended up drawing(sketching really) a 8 pages lawlu comic. drawn in my 'nobody shall ever read this' style (aka: badly.) but i do #want to show some of it. not all of it. cause its got an embarrassingly earnest convo happening in it. so maybe i'll just show the kissing #page because thats much less personal djkfdjf. i should draw more stuff like that tbh. didnt expect op to be the manga that gets me to draw #fellas being tender n silly which each other but alright. i want to go back to the croco au tho. fist at cloud: energy come back to meeee

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corntired · 2 months

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Fanfiction is so goated actually

No monetary incentive, just writing in one's free time. Some incentive for like kudos and comments, because who doesn't want to hear that someone else enjoyed what they wrote. Just writing a story that is good and/or enjoyable, no real-life pressure to keep it going because god forbid you and other people are depending on it financially.

Writing a story because you want to write a good story, so you can write what they want the way you want, at a pace that is realistic for you, with exactly the plot pacing you want there to be.

#c*rny posts #thinking about this after the my h*ro academia leaks lmao #i have read barely a few chapters of the manga and then kept up with it through tumblr osmosis #i was interested in how its gonna end #and after reading the leaks i was like 'well its up to the fanfic writers to write a good ending now'#cause. it was kind of underwhelming. like some stuff made sense and some things were just done badly #which is realistic considering h*rikoshi is apparently burned out to hell #and i was thinking. man. if i had to write AND illustrate a story for like ten years straight. because its my bread and butter #and there are other people depending on the story doing well to make money #it would 100% get to me. i would rather end it all lmao #which is why i think fanfic is so great #just writing a story that you want. that makes sense to you. that has elements you want. that is exactly as long as you want.#and there isnt even a possibility of really monetizing it so there is no drive to make is 'succeed' or make it as long as possible #this could be applied to just writing a 'regular' story also that is not intended for publishing #also kinda makes me think about h*ikyuu #i kinda do feel the timeskip and the ending were a bit rushed #but like. if it was me. i would have rushed it too lmao #after so many years of working on one thing and one thing only i would have been so done. just so done #and h*ikyuu ending to me wasnt even bad. it was good with good resolution of everything. with characters evolving and achieving their dreams #not necessarily volleyball related (like tenma)#the progress made realistic sense #but it did feel a bit rushed #anyway #fanfic and writing for yourself is great #and manga authors face way too much pressure from people dependent on them. from fans. even from society in general

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slavhew · 3 months

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skirts suit strider

#homestuck #hom3stuck #home24uck #home2t4ck #dirk strider #lil cal #admin draws #fanart #self harm cw #breaking my mini hiatus to post these week ol dirks #i rly wanted to draw him in a nice long skirt but that ended up not rly being the focus #the one on the left is a product of wanting to draw beach funtimes but i was too emo so it turned into something entirely different #anyhoo. exam tomorrow so im posting this as a bit of a pick-me-up. so i dont die badly without any distractions #i have stuff done im just not posting because. well.#the point of taking a break was to not have notifs to distract me from studying but lol... i think distractions r exactly what #i need after this exam. anxiety thru the roof.#what else... i started redecorating my studying corner. so i can stop doing that in the living room #its been mostly moving shit around + taping up my wall. but im waiting for a print and some frames #so im gonna take a pic and post it when its all done

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starrysharks · 5 months

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inspiration for freaks (freakspiration)

#zeno's art #ocs #reassassination #octavia krankenstein #dr krankenstein #in fact multiple albums served as inspo (mostly industrial and nu metal stuff)#including: untitled by korn #(specifcially the song do as they say)#2000yrs of human error by godhead #if by MSI #and probably more but arrrrrgggghhh i have to get to studying bye!!!!!! in the meantime pls send me asks lol i want to talk about reassass #SO BADLY!

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falmerbrook · 5 months

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How I look reblogging posts about embracing your weirdness/being indulgent and how cringe culture is dead when I'm too scared to post anything about my favorite characters out of fear of someone getting mad at me or thinking I'm cringey

#'omg so true!!' *will not apply this to myself #my brain: no sincerity allowed!!! only jokes!!!!!#mine #not tes #i get nervous just posting the fal/mer stuff but i push through it because i do like my ideas a lot #i have a 60+ page google doc that is just te/s headcanons and thoughts and most of them will probably never see the rest of the internet #(even if i want to talk about them very badly)#it just be like that

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astralphobia · 4 months

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Haha small question, what in the world is the Hellfire au?

it’s me. Hi. I’m the problem it’s me /ref

Wouldn’t you like to know? /j

I would infodump ab it but I’m too tired and can’t formulate things right rn

I wanna put a cohesive narrative here but I’m just so. So tired. I cannot explain rn BUT I WILL I PROMISE. ITS BEEN ON MY MIND LATELY AND ITS ONE OF MY MORE FLESHED OUT AUS. I LOVE IT SM TOO SO IM DEFINITELY COMING BACK TO IT I SWEAR

but I will say that in this au Weirdmageddon happens earlier and bill tricks dipper into breaking the rift instead (with his bare hands, the silly lil guy). Oh and when dipper broke it, the glass kinda exploded in his hands and made this gash on his hands. The intergalactic goo(???) inside the rift poured into the wound, which cannot be good for him, haha. Wonder if that has anything to do with the other two drawings, hehehe

And if I told you this ask has held a grip on me for a while it would be underestimation.

#gravity falls #gravity falls au #dipper pines #bill cipher #AAAAAAAAAA #I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING ELSE BUT I COULDNT GET IT TO WORK SO YOU GET THESE #I ALSO WANTED TO WRITE SOME STUFF BUT I PROCRASTINATED BADLY SO #Hellfire Falls au #Bill’s only mentioned but eh. I live dangerously #astrals art #astral answers

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swordmaid · 4 months

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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…

#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war #and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him #atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be #travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with #her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war #so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either #but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know #jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone #but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord #also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway #so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet #she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him #but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived #the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister #for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite #rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his #smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him #not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying #man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a #potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a #lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn #and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as #now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield #one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies #with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT

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raven-master · 9 months

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Bad drawings

something about learning to love the joy of creating and letting go of the pressure to achieve

#art #comic #original comic #this feels so strange to post because it's bad! but that's the point!!!#this premise has probably been done before. but i wanted to do it. badly.#anyway I'm not expecting this to reach any audience at all but in a weird way i like this. i like my green weird pig bear #we went through a Journey #... i should probably go to sleep if this is the stuff I'm making. at 4 in the morning.#anyway love u goodnight

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thelaurenshippen · 11 months

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cw: harry potter, jk rowling, transphobia

I occasionally see posts/get messages about the various harry potter references in the bright sessions, etc. and I've gotten a bunch of new followers recently so just so any new/younger listeners of my shows know:

jk rowling is a terrible transphobe whom I hold zero respect for and I haven't given a dime of my money to her since she revealed who she truly is. I want the whole bright universe to be a safe space for trans people (including the trans folks in our cast and crew!) and if I could go back and remove those references, I would. but I can't! harry potter was an extremely significant part of my life until...well, until it became very clear who she really was. it makes me so sad to think that folks might be finding TBS now and get thrown out of the story by these references, but just know that the people who made the show do not stand by jk, and that in many ways, the show is a product of its time.

#the bright sessions #harry potter #jk rowling #transphobia #I know there's PLENTY to say about the bigotry in the actual books and I think there's a lot of merit to those criticisms #and I'll own to choosing not to see some of that stuff before all this went down bc the books were meaningful to me #(this is not HP specific - another beloved childhood book series that was EVEN more formative to me growing up)#(is also something I've grappled with in recent years bc I think the author is actually probably wildly misogynistic)#(even though he's never behaved badly (far as I know) in his public life - there's stuff in the text)#BUT ANYWAY #it can be so hard to remember that we didn't have ANY inkling of her bigotry in this regard until 2018 #all of the original run of TBS was written before that #and I'll admit I gave jk the benefit of the doubt in 2018 re: her liking that tweet! I wanted to give her a chance to learn and grow #and she did....not do that #but TAMA was written in that little grace period #and then a few references in TCT were taken out during recording bc june of 2020 was when she really started to go mask off #and so we were making changes in real time #we didn't know what to do about quidditch #bc we were like 'this is a sport that people play in college and it's just called that?'#'and it's already canon that caleb plays?'#and it wasn't called quadball yet #anyway not trying to make excuses!#just know that none of those references were put in with any malice #and I guess I *could* go back and rerecord all those lines and replace them #but I know enough about my original audio engineering to know that it woudl be VERY hard to make it sound natural #and idk I do think there's something to be said for not covering up errors in old work #I'm not going to try to pretend HP wasn't important to me #EDIT: I've turned off reblogs for this post #also this is not me trying to tell other people how to approach their own HP fandom #fanworks especially - there's no benefiting jo in that - and I think it's totally legit for ppl to want to take HP as their own!

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grandwretch · 9 months

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im also obsessed w the idea of sonetto and vertin bc the way they're presented as kids is that vertin so desperately wanted to be friends with sonetto, always bringing her presents and things, and sonetto wanted nothing to do with her or her troublemaking. now it's switched. vertin keeps sonetto at arms' length, and sonetto desperately wants to get her approval and be close to her, and has to watch her instead always choose to be by someone else's side--

even vertin's childhood memories of sonetto are now coloured by her loss of schneider.

idk why everyone leaves sonetto out of the doomed yuri thing, because imo it is really a doomed yuri love triangle.

#shut up az #reverse 1999 #sonetto wants vertin so badly but vertin wants nothing to do w her and i already thought that was fascinating #like i thought it was because sonetto was too close to the foundation #and she prefers people like regulus or schneider #but now we're at the childhood stuff and i'm like oh my fucking god #vertin wanted sonetto to like her so badly #SONETTO IS REAPING WHAT SHE HAS SOWN #I'M LOOSING MY MIND #edit: altho i am a schneider fan 4 lyfe i actually think vernetto is endgame?#sonetto and vertin's relationship is so important to the game #i can make it poly tho #we have the technology

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mint-is-here · 3 months

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Hey uh. Does someone know Wukong and Macaque's duo name?? Not ShadowPeach, thats their ship name, i want to know if a name for when their relationship is interpreted as platonic exists. Also Mei and Red Son's. Also Red Son and Mk's. Also Mei and Mk- do people in this fandom even name this sort of thing????

#Lmk #Lmk macaque #Lmk wukong #Lego monkie kid #Lmk mk #Lmk mei #Lmk Red son #I want to make a masterlist with all the duo/trio/group names for lmk one day #I need this fandons duo names so badly #I only know a couple like darkhorse duo(mei and macaque) sunburst duo (mk and wukong) and uhh #Ive seen eclipse duo being used with chang'e and wukong????#Also theres stable Boys i think(ao lie and wukong)#I dont know a lot._.#Idk if its because i just dont know it or people in this fandom not creating duo names #Peopel who DO know please educate me #Stuff

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