#i wanted to gif this scene too.. she’s so happy hehe

[azuremist]

“Fionna…!”

“Cool threads. You been thrifting?”

Fionna and Cake — S1E9, “Casper & Nova”

[bronx-bomber87]

Good evening wonderful fandom! SO glad to have a new ep to do some quick thoughts on. I missed our babies. As stated few weeks back the gif library is a turd right after an ep. So quick hand made ones till summer. Off we go.

6x04 Training Day

Lucy saying she’s fine as she consistently does all her fidgety tells screaming she is anything but LOL Tim picking this up too love it. Smart man saying what he does about “being fine.” They cute with her saying 'Does he want her to be upset?' He's so good at making her laugh in this moments. Makes my heart happy. Till John appears.... Way to jump in on their moment Nolan. Of course the man makes it worse…She was laughing before you got there John…Tim's face when she takes off. Like if I could punch you Nolan...

Oh Lucy... Definitely hitting her hard she’s still a patrol officer. Tasks that didn't used to bother her as much are. Ugh my girl. This is rough. You are anything but fine my friend…Poor Lucy last thing she needs is more alone time with her thoughts at a scene that'll take forever to wrap up. Not only that but babysitting puke…I think our girl is headed toward quite spiral that has yet to happen. Tim is gonna do his best to keep her sane but I have a gut feeling we are headed there. I could be wrong but just how I'm feeling.

Lucy killing me softly watching Juarez and Nolan get recognized on Tv. Mmm I am loving Tim coming to pick her up yum yum. Lucy mentioning almost getting that call... Damn nothing going her way today. Or lately... Think her only sanity at this point is that man next to her. Tim of course is picking up on it immediately knowing her mood is linked to Primm. Knows his girl so well. Stating she was hoping could've proved him wrong with catching a call like that.

I love this scene. Lucy telling Tim about her crappy day and Tim giving her perspective. Saying she could be the big hero tomorrow. Not only that but making her smile as well. Look at him building her up like it’s second nature. Cause it is. Damn I love these two. Him basically leaning on her and bumping her shoulder with his telling her not to be too greedy hehe That Lucy smile of his loud and proud. Making her beam as well. She loves this man next to her so much.

Oh my lord this entire scene had my heart racing. What an absolute BAMF our girl is holy hell. Tim would've lost his mind seeing this. Hell I did. I screamed when she got hit and my dog ran from the room LOL The looks on Harper/Lopez's face when she went down oh my goodness. The absolute panic on their faces. Right there with you ladies. This was a huge risk she took to prove herself. One like I said Tim would’ve lost his mind at seeing.

Lucy was definitely being the big hero this entire scene oh my lord my heart was pounding. What a way to impress Harper and Lopez but give me a damn heart attack. That scene in the ally with the brother..... I was worried when he didn’t stop she was gonna have to shoot him. Giving me 5x19 flashbacks. I think she is going to CARRY this with her for a long time. Being an empath is no joke. Our girl one of the finest even at her own detriment.

I was hoping for some insanely worried Tim and they DELIVERED. Like that man couldn't breathe till he set eyes on his girl. Oh my damn lord. The way he ran to get to her. Man on a mission doesn’t even stop to check in with Grey. By-passes them completely. Only wants to get to Lucy. His hand on her head had me reeling everyone. It's the gentle way he caresses her hair I'm squeeing. Also his non stop touching.

Trying to ground her by letting her know he was there emotionally and physically. Rubbing his thumb up and down her her collar bone. The sweet squeezes. I'm a puddle.. The way this man has transformed because of her still blows my mind. The sweet comforting touches. I'm losing my mind. His adorable attempt at a joke telling her she didn’t have to take the hero suggestion literally. Ugh Lucy breaking my heart into million pieces. Saying she doesn’t feel like one.

Melissa you deserve all the awards madam I’m crying. Her little pre cry when he says they'll deal with it my damn heart. Killing me. I love how Tim's hands have not left her for 90 percent of this moment. Protective Tim was very much present in this scene with Wes. Grey was too being like dude let us take the win. Feral Tim having Wes back it off for tomorrow. Wade being the sweet man he is says that's ok. Lucy is going to be anxious about all this. I would be stressed about him succumbing to his injuries now that Wes said that. Read the room Evers lol

Gah Tim telling her let’s go home. Then we get another glorious hug where he encases her in his arms. Protecting her emotionally from this situation. Lucy burying herself in his embrace. Wrapping her arm around him tightly to ground herself again. She needed to fall apart in his arms before they left. THIS IS SOO GOOD. Annnnnnd another head kiss I’m dead I am writing these thoughts from the grave.

Oh my word this season has delivered in spades both friggin crap. I’m out of breath from this episode in the best way. Also whoever does the music needs a raise I say it time and time again. But that song was perfection against the backdrop of this final scene. Was telling D earlier I already need to change my header to it.

I love this hug SO much it's insane. Sure I'll write a novel on it this summer. Having everything that's going on plus this I think our girl is hurtling toward a breakdown of some sort. Some actual UC/detective feelings coming with it. Cause our girl is anything but fine. I'm so excited to see where we go from here S6 has every bit worth the wait. I cannot wait till next week

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Side notes -non Chenford

Yay Aaron progress in therapy. Back to active duty ha his heart rate going up for her too cute.

We finally get Nyla’s new hair style. Loving it

Adore the idea of Tim being one to take Aaron back out. Ain’t no one better.

Mmmh love hard ass TO Tim in metro uniform yummy. Does things to me. Aaron thinking he got this TRAIN but there is panic there.

‘Train is leaving the station officer Thorsen.’ Mmmm He does impress Tim for this first call. Yay Aaron haha

Giving Aaron only 9 minutes before bouncing him back to being a rookie oh my lord Timothy. I love you so much.

I do adore watching Tim watching Aaron do well. I’m sure there is a part of him that misses being a teacher. You can see it in these scenes. The pride and excitement he gets when Aaron is doing well. Aaron doing little fist pump and Tim shaking his head I’m dying.

Also How can Tim make leaning against a chair look so sexy? I want to be the chair he is leaning against in this scene with the wife LOL

Glad he passed Tim's TRAIN test. Glad they took their time getting him back out there. Was realistic

Feel free to comment any and all thoughts. I welcome them. See you all next week!

[dearshelby]

hi! i saw your writings and theyre sooo good i love them! i was wondering if u could write about protective tommy please? idk how it would b, mayb him fighting w someone who flirted or take things to anotehr level w reader? sorry if i spell bad english its noty native too 😭

thank u! 🩷🐇

Hello, thank you so much! I'm gonna offer you a jealous!Tommy drabble and I hope it fits your taste bc is the first one I ever wrote hehe

Definitely not jealous | T.S

The party carried on loudly as the hours went by, both the Shelby and Lee kin were relieved a marriage was settled to end the war. Ironically, John, who had nearly ran away, was in a dark corner with Esme on his lap. Peace it was.

Ada's laugh was muffled by the concertinas, fireworks and gunshots, the families and guests celebrated united in a happy crowd and the bonfire burned warm so no one felt the cold nightly breeze of the last days of winter. Tommy and Zilpha sat together at a certain distance, watching the party like their own personal kingdom.

The smoke of his third cigarette filled his lungs as his icy eyes wandered through the crowd, whiskey wetted his lips and his mind worked fast, putting the momentary happiness aside to plan his next move on the chess table Small Heath had become since the end of the great war.

However, an unexpected sight stopped the gears of his head in an abrupt move, his jaw clenched, eyes squinted and hands closed in a fist. His wife danced with a Lee boy, a beautiful smile decorated her face as she swayed in his arms.

Tommy's breath got heavier while he tried to rationalize his feelings. It was a wedding, people normally dance, the boy looked drunk, he mustn't know who she was to boldly ask for a dance like that.

But also, Y/N hated to dance, it took months of bargain to allow him to teach her when they were younger, she never smiled like that except when she was extremely happy and she wore her best dress for the occasion. Did she know the boy before? Did she doll up for him? Why didn't she ask her husband to dance before going to some random boy?

Before Tommy could stop himself, his feet took him to them, pushing the other dancing couples in his way.

"Lee boy," he spat out.

"Tommy Shelby I assume," the boy offered his hand, "I'm Gilbert,"

Tommy sized him up, only looking away when his wife whispered his name, she arched her eyebrows in a silent warning. Usually Tommy dealt with his jealousy silently, but his posture told her he could put up a fight at any moment.

"... can you excuse us, Gilbert?"

"Alright, nice to meet you, Y/N,"

His icy eyes didn't leave the Lee boy until his wife's hands rested on his shoulders. A cocky smile decorated her face as she asked, "May I ask what was that about?"

No explanation was needed as his jaw clenched and a deep breath left his lungs, before her humorous eyes he couldn't put up a scene, he needed an explanation though.

"Do you know that bastard?" Tommy asked.

"Not at all,"

"You looked so fucking happy-"

"What are you implying?" she quickly interrupted, "John just got married, your plan worked right, why shouldn't I be?"

Tommy's hands met her waist bringing her closer, he was never the one to display affection in public, but that situation demanded it.

"Are you jealous?" she continued.

"No,"

"Good, I'll find another lad to dance with then,"

"Oh no, you're not," he forbid, "you'll take a break for now,"

"Are you sure you're not jealous?"

"I just want to sit down with my wife, is that a crime?"

"No, it's not, it's flattering even," she pecked his lips, "but y'know, if you were to be jealous I'd say you don't have to, you're the only man I want,"

"Good thing that I'm not then, eh?" he insisted, his features softing up.

"Yeah, it's great," she giggled, allowing him to guide her to their seat.

[nervocat]

“The stars look down on you as you wander with your cat guide. They want to tell you a story of theirs. Will you listen to them?”

# — Notes: THE LONG AWAITED CH 1!! IT'S HERE!!! I'm so happy with the outcome hehe. I hope you all enjoy it too, I had fun writing this <33 and things are just getting started with the angst.. 😈😈 # — Word count: 826 # — Fandom: Honkai: star rail # — Cw: hinted YingFeng (it's NOT RenHeng, it's different), mentioned stabbing, and technically murder # — Taglist: @dumbificat , @ariicandy , @thetwinkims , @imanonandawkward , @klemen-time , @akuangels , @minvtte

—Chapter 1: The Fallout

Yingxing and [name]’s weapons clashed, the sound carrying throughout Scalegorge Waterscape. It had been a long time for Yingxing, his hair turned white and face aged with time. Though he was still as nimble as he was when he was younger — for the most part.

“Hah.. you're good, [name]..” he says through heavy breaths. “Just give me a break, alright?” they smile and nod at Yingxing, laughing a bit as they help Yingxing to move.

Jing Yuan was an adult now, and watching the two old friends spar, their matching red jewelry a sign of said friendship, he couldn't help but feel enamored by their fighting style. It was similar, obvious that old man Yingxing had helped [name] learn to fight in his earlier years.

[name] still used the weapon Yingxing had crafted them all those years ago, and Yingxing used the sword he crafted for himself. The weapons that the Quintet members wielded were also made by Yingxing, gifts by him.

Jing Yuan was taken out of his trance when Jingliu, his former mentor, elbowed him lightly, a small smile adorning her lips. “Seems Yingxing is getting a bit old, tapped out again because his back hurt,” she laughs a bit, with Jing Yuan looking back to Yingxing and [name] walking over to Dan Feng.

It was known to the group the two friends — including themselves — were very proud of [name] in their accomplishments. They learned how to fight well, and had made it big in writing with the help of Baiheng in publishing their stories along with hers. Yingxing always looked at them with fond eyes and a smile, almost like a father would their child.

Dan Feng was similar — though he was older than both of them — and looked at both with the same fond eyes and a softened expression. [name] was technically one of the younger ones in the group, only being older than Jing Yuan, looking up to Yingxing and Dan Feng like a kid would. Their friendship was more of a found-family bond, running deep into the years they've known each other. And there was definitely something more going on with Yingxing and Dan Feng behind the scenes.

“Dan Feng!!” [name] calls, running ahead of Yingxing. “Did you see me?! I'm finally able to keep up with Yingxing and his attacks!” Dan Feng's lips curl into a small smile, his arms crossed like they always are, and nods.

“I did see, [name],” he looks up to his other close friend, a teasing glint in his draconic eyes. “Though, don't you think it's because he's getting to be a bit old?” [name] feigned a gasp as Yingxing stood beside them, laughing a bit.

“Dan Feng! How could you!?” The Vidyadharas smile widens slightly, also laughing a bit.

“I know, crude of me, huh?” Jing Yuan, Baiheng and Jingliu look on with smiles at the three. They truly hoped that this would last as long as they all lived.

The sorrows of the Quintet spill over onto the battlefield, their group slowly cracking and falling apart.

“Dan Feng.. Yingxing.. why...? Why would you commit such a foul crime?”

Cries of sadness and pain echo out, [name] stands amidst it all, weapon in hand as tears fall from their eyes. Their friends having turned against each other, it was hard to watch. They fall to their knees, weapon clattering to the ground.

“..Baiheng’s dead!”

What happened..? Why did they.. what was their goal? “Yingxing..”

“I am no longer him, but a shell. Keep that name out of your mouth.”

He is but a shell, is what “Blade” says. An abundance abomination. An immortal being who cannot welcome death and can only yearn for such a fate, and is forever stuck with the Mara and losing his memories of the past.

Jingliu.. stabbing into Blade many times as [name] calls out for her to stop, that it's not worth it as they sob uncontrollably at the sight of what used to be their mentor getting killed over and over and over and over and-

“Jingliu! Please! Just- just stop this insensitive madness!”

They remain in the shattered aftermath of the battlefield with Jing Yuan. He, who had to rid of his mentor because of the Mara. She went on a rampage, killing many in her wake. They look at each other, the only ones that are left of what was the High Cloud Quintet.

“So.. now what?” They ask, voice full of regret and sadness as they clutch their weapon, the last thing they have of Yingxing other than their necklace.

“That.. I am unsure of, [name].”

Dan Feng, he who was forced into a rebirth, and was chained up in prison for his crimes. He, who is now Dan Heng.

The Xianzhou pick up the broken pieces and put their lives and civilization back together, but as time passes, [name] and Jing Yuan still remain shattered, only having the other for comfort and companionship.

★ — © nervocat || I appreciate any reblogs made, and pls don't repost or translate my works anywhere, ty — ✦

[ssuperficialspacecadett]

Familiarity Breeds Contempt

Chapter Ten of the Through the Scope series | Chapter Eleven

Rating: Mature

Word Count: 4.1K

Chapter Overview: Rochelle and Frankie's relationship finally reaches a boiling point

TW: toxic relationship, mentions of cocaine, depictions of domestic assault/violence

Notes: hey everyone !! this is a heavier chapter,, so it didn't feel right to include a lot of the things i originally intended too. not to worry though because that's what next week is for hehe ((: thank u to @missbabyjay for being a blessing and giving me some inspo for the fight scene !! i updated the tag list so please let me know if i missed you/ you want to be added ! as usual ... my asks are always open and happy reading <3

*no use of y/n & female presenting reader*

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“What’s going on?” Benny looks puzzled as Will holds your scared body with extreme care. He peers past his brother to find only Pope following closely behind. “Where’s Fish?”

“Dealin’ with his past.” Will sighs as he sets you down. 

You quietly wrap your arms around your body and turn to look back at the front door of the gym.

“His past? Could you be any more vague?” He brushes past his brother for you. Benny crouches down and cups your face in his hands while cautiously inspecting you. “What happened out there?”

“I don’t know. I really don't know. One minute everything is fine and then the next minute a car comes barreling towards all four of us and I’m being rushed inside.” 

He looks for his friends for more answers as he rubs your shoulder. When Will stays silent, Pope speaks up. 

“Crazy bitch decided it would be a good idea to show up here.” He offers.

“Rochelle?” Benny stands to his full height. “Rochelle is outside my fuckin’ gym? No way in hell.” He starts heading for the exit with murder in his eyes, but Will plants a steady hand on his chest. 

“Fish is takin’ care of it. Leave it be.”

“Leave it be?! How can you say that after everything she has done to him?” Benny spits.

“For the love of God will someone tell me what’s going on?!” You finally crack.

All three of them look at you with pained expressions. 

“As much as we want to tell you-” Pope starts.

“And we really want to tell you.” Benny quickly adds.

“This is something Catfish has to tell you himself. You deserve to hear it directly from him and not a third party, hermosa.” 

“But-” You begin.

“He will tell you, hon.” Will wraps his arms around you and you allow yourself to accept the comfort you so desperately need amidst the chaos. “You just need to be patient with him. His past, just like the rest of ours, is hard to talk about. I know it’s easier said than done, but trust us.”

You slowly move your own limbs around his torso and take a deep breath of his woodsy cologne. Of course he wears a scent that is reminiscent of trees. They are one in the same if you think about it. Both of them are tall, strong, able to stand firm in any weather, and always constant. Will is your oak tree and you cling on to him until the raging winds start to die down. Unfortunately, just as trees are predictable, the winds never are. Muffled yelling begins to seep through the door accompanied by pounding fists on glass.

***

“Francisco fucking Morales!” She screeches. “We need to talk!”

He starts walking towards her. “Yes, Rochelle. We do.”

“Oh!” She gasps dramatically. “So now you want to talk?! That’s funny because you have been avoiding my calls and texts for the past week! I haven’t heard from you since Saturday night! It wouldn’t have anything to do with that fucking receptionsit, would it?”

He knew this would happen. He knew that she would immediately bring you up.

“Do you know how many times you would disappear on me while we were dating, Rochelle?” He asks calmly. “But now that we aren’t dating and I’m the one not responding, it’s an issue for you?”

He can see it in her eyes that she's taken aback. In every argument that they have ever had in the history of their relationship, Frankie had always rolled over and bared his stomach to her. He never tried to fight back in order to preserve the peace. Clearly she thought that this time would be the same.

“Why haven’t you answered my question?! Does that receptionist have anything to do with you ignoring me?!”

“This is between me and you. Leave her out of this.” He wants to keep you as far away from her hooked claws as he can. He might not have been able to escape them, but he sure as hell wasn’t going to let her drag you down.

“So, that’s a yes!” She throws her hands up in the air as if she is celebrating a victory. “I’m also going to correctly assume that she’s the reason why you haven’t given me an answer about getting back together!”

You were the reason. You were without a doubt the reason. In the short time that he has known you and the even shorter time that he has been with you, you have given him things he didn’t think he was worthy of. You gave back all the kindness and care he gifted you tenfold. You listened when he talked, communicated with him about the little things, and above all, even if you didn’t know it yet, were patient with him. He knew he was a broken and shattered piece of glass, but you were like the sea. Your gentle waves came up and kissed his rough edges until they were soft and round. You were nothing like the relentless, careening waters that he knew Rochelle to be. That he thought all relationships to be. You never made him feel like he was in a perpetual state of purgatory waiting to be granted access to the Heaven that was your affection. You gave it to him so willingly and without hesitation.

“No, I’m the reason why you haven’t been given an answer about if we are getting back together. I don’t want to do this anymore,” He motions his hands in between the two of them. “I want something healthy.”

He watches her eyes grow wide at his words. The sheer weight of them slams down on her so hard that he swears he almost sees her knees buckle.

“You ‘want something healthy’?!” She mocks. “I pulled you out of the gutter when I met you!”

“Oh my fucking God.” He whispers. It’s like he’s looking in a mirror eight months ago. “You’re high, aren’t you? You could have killed all of us and yourself driving like that!” Anger starts to bubble below his cool demeanor.

“Don’t change the subject!” She bellows.

“You want to talk about pulling me out of the gutter? Fine! You pulling me out of the gutter caused me to lose my fucking pilots license! The best part was,” He can’t help but laugh dryly. “You didn’t even care! That didn’t even snap you back to reality! You never came to visit me in rehab either!” He takes a deep breath to get centered as he can feel himself getting sucked in. “I’m just as complicit in the drug use as you were. You may have shown it to me, but I continued to buy it. I know this. But, when I needed your support you bailed on me.”

“I gave you a distraction from all of those goddamn nightmares!” She hollers. “If you were too busy being high on coke then you wouldn’t have them!”

“You’re fucking deranged if you think that’s what help is supposed to be!”

“At least when you were with me, you knew I wouldn’t judge you for it!” She quips. “What has she said about your little ‘habit’, Frankie? Did she gasp? Did she move away when you tried to touch her? Did she tell you she needed time to be by herself to think everything over?” 

He stays quiet as he clenches his fists by his side. His nails are biting into the flesh of his palm, but he doesn’t care. Her words vibrate violently around in his head. He hadn’t told you about the coke, not yet at least. It wasn’t something he was comfortable coming right out and saying on a first date. The fear that it would make you look at him differently or even want to leave all together haunted him at night. Keeping it from you was wrong if he wanted to be in a relationship; however, he selfishly wanted to keep the image you had of him inside your head intact and uncorrupted. 

“Well look at that!” She giggles maniacally. “She doesn’t know. You haven’t fessed up, have you?”

“What she and I talk about doesn’t concern you, Rochelle. As a matter-of-fact, nothing I say or do should concern you from here on out.” He conjures images of you and uses them to keep him steady and put the final nail in the coffin. “Since you clearly didn’t understand what my silence meant this past week, I’ll waste my breath on you one last time. I don’t want to be in a relationship with you. I don’t want to associate with you. I don’t want to know you anymore.”

“Frankie, baby. Please-” Rochelle begs. She can feel him slipping out from where she verbally pinned him. The struggle for control was tipping in Frankie’s favor and she didn’t know what to do.

“Don’t pretend like you care now to make up for the fact that you never did the entire time. It’s over for good. I should have ended it officially long ago. I guess in a fucked up way you did help me when we did coke. Whenever I was high I could actually convince myself that I loved you.”

Frankie watches as the woman’s eyes across from him darken. Her lips contort into a sinister smile and she tilts her head to one side. It made his blood run cold at how quickly she could switch emotions.

“She’ll leave you, you know?” Her voice is thick with false sweetness. “If she doesn’t leave you when she finds out about the drugs, she will leave when she learns about the little ‘vacation’ you took.” 

He feels like he just got the air knocked out of him.

“Once she finds out that it’s all an illusion, you and all your friends, she’ll run for the hills. At the end of the day, you’re still the man who shot first.” 

There it is. There is her winning blow. There is that conniving woman he always knew she could be. She had a gift for knowing exactly what to say to destroy a person from the inside out. Every time she did it, that signature smile was always present. It seemed to grow wider each time she twisted her verbal blade into his stomach. Up until this point, Frankie had managed to remain relatively controlled. He knew she was sick, but he never dreamed she would bring up what happened in South America. He told her, in confidence, a little about what happened because he desperately needed to. He went to places he never imagined due to the guilt he felt about Tom’s death. Figuring that talking about it would lessen the pain, he opened up to her. Unfortunately, that only worked when the person he was talking to was actually listening. 

“Leave, Rochelle.” His voice waning under the strain of his plethora of emotions. “We’re done here.”

“I’m not done! I have something to tell that lovely woman hiding inside the gym!” She makes a mad dash to the gym entrance. When she frantically pulls on the handle and finds it locked, she resorts to yelling and slamming her hands against the glass. “Come out! Come out!” 

Frankie has caught up to her by this time and is trying to move her away. As angry as he was, he would never resort to being physical with her. 

“Rochelle, for the love of God get the fuck away! This isn’t going to fix anything!”

“Does it look like I care?!” She screams, turning her body to face him. “I don’t get dumped! That’s not how this works! I’m in control!” 

She starts to bring her fists down on Frankie now. He blocks her blows with his forearms and prays that the guys have kept you far enough away to where none of this madness reaches your ears. 

Loud sirens slice through Rochelle’s incomprehensible rambling. He looks past her flailing body and sees red and blue lights begin to paint the buildings on the street. As they get closer, its noise registers in her ears too. 

“You called the cops?! You called the fucking cops on me?!” She brings her balled up hands down harder and faster on Frankie’s makeshift shield. “Asshole! Asshole! You’re such an asshole!”

A police cruiser pulls into the parking lot and comes to a quick stop in front of the gym. Two officers immediately jump out of the car and rush over. Within minutes they have Rochelle pinned up against the wall of the gym and are attaching handcuffs to her writhing wrists. She keeps yelling things like ‘this is a misunderstanding’ and ‘we were just having a passionate argument’. Frankie watches as the cops have to force her into the back seat because she keeps trying to climb out. She looks like a rabid animal being caged.

“Goodbye, Rochelle.” He doesn’t know if this is the last time he will see her, but for now he knows he can sleep without having to keep one eye open.

Once they finally have her secured, one officer climbs into the passenger seat and the one makes his way over to Frankie. 

“Evenin’, sir. What can you tell me about the young lady?”

He has no idea how the cops arrived and no energy to speak with them. Frankie just wants the comfort of you.

“Uhh her name is Rochelle and I’m pretty sure she’s high right now. I really don’t have any other relevant information to give you. She just showed up here out of the blue.”

“Well, we were already goin’ to charge her with assault when we arrived on the scene, but I’ll have her drug tested when we get back to the station.” The man looks into the gym. “They know anythin’ about it?” 

Frankie turns and sees Benny leading Will, Pope, and you to the front. Benny unlocks the front door and you slip under his arm and scurry to Frankie’s side. He swaddles you in his arms as he buries his head in the curve of your neck. He doesn’t know which one of y’all is shaking harder at this point. 

“I’m Benjamin Miller, the owner of this gym. Maybe I could help answer some questions? My friends here were also outside when she sped through the parking lot earlier.”

Frankie looks up at his friend and nods in his direction. An unspoken ‘thank you’ for getting the attention off of him.

“Let’s get away from all this craziness, estrella. Walk with me.”

You feel him pull away from you, but reach down to take your hand. He holds it tightly as he guides you away from all the commotion. You follow him as he walks around the back side of Brass Knuckles until the sights and sounds of the evening fade away. Then it's only him and you leaning against the brick wall. There are so many questions buzzing around inside you, but no words come. You observe him take a small pack of cigarettes out of his back pocket. He thumbs one out and places it delicately between his lips. Then he looks over at you with tired eyes and offers you the pack. You shimmy one out for yourself, an act of solidarity, and wait as he gets the lighter. He lights yours first and then he takes care of himself. Only after he takes a long drag does he speak. 

“I’m sorry that you had to be a part of that.” He sounds distant when he speaks. You don’t think that he’s doing it on purpose. This must be a defense mechanism.

“Do you want to talk about it? I know it's still really raw, but I’ll listen if you want me too.” 

The sun had long set, but the faint glow from the end of his cigarette allows you to see a small smile pull at his lips.

“Would you settle for the sparknotes version right now? I promise I’ll give you the details tonight.” 

“Whatever you’re comfortable with.” You offer quietly.

“Did you-did you hear anything that she said?” 

“I heard her yell your name before Will and Pope got me completely inside. Then we all heard yelling, more her than you, and finally her banging on the door.” 

“To make a long story short, Rochelle showed up angry because I have been ignoring her since Saturday. Over a month ago, the day Benny hired you actually, she texted me saying she wanted to get back together. It wasn’t a healthy relationship, but it was the longest one I had been in so I was confused. It sounds silly.”

“No it doesn’t.” You reassure him. “Keep going.”

“Well, I knew I didn’t want to be in that relationship anymore and I just didn’t know what to tell her. Ignoring her was childish, I know, but it seemed like the best possible option at the time. I didn’t want to get into a big argument. I guess that blew up in my face, huh?” 

“You did what you thought would be best, Frankie. Unfortunately, things just go south sometimes.” 

“Hmm.” He nods at your statement. “Basically she was just angry that I didn’t want her in my life anymore. She’s not really used to being told ‘no’. You really didn’t hear anything specific though?”

“No.” You take a pull from your own cigarette. “The guys never let me leave the heavy bag area in the back.” 

“Good.” He breathes out. He sounds like he is coming back to you.

“But…” You turn your head up to face him. “They really should have kept a closer eye on me if they didn’t want me involved.”

“It was you!” He says, whipping his head to look at you.

“In their defense, they were all discussing what they should do about her showing up. Will wanted to let you figure it out yourself, Benny wanted to punch her out I'm pretty sure, and Pope was somewhere in the middle. I got tired of sitting there and listening to them bicker so I took my own course of action.”

“You amaze me, you know that?”

“What do you mean?” You feel your cheeks heat up.

“I just-I just can’t believe you did that. There were four people telling you to stay out of it and yet you still found a way to help me. I’ve never had someone like that in my life.”

“Your friends would drop everything for you!” 

“I know that.” He laughs lightly. “I mean I’ve never had a woman I’m … dating do that for me.”

“Oh, so we’re dating?” You tease.

“Yes? No? Talking? Courting, maybe?” 

“Courting?” You cough. You were in the middle of inhaling and that caught you off guard.

“Don’t laugh!” He says, shoving you in the shoulder. “I’ll be honest, I have no idea what we are. I just know I like whatever it is.”

“I like it too, Frankie. Labels can come later.” You take the hand he had resting by his side and interlace your fingers. “So…you smoke?”

“It’s not an everyday thing!” He rushes. “It just helps curb the anxiety in a stressful situation.”

“I get it.” You say honestly. 

“I haven’t had to use them in a little over a month.” His hand squeezes yours. “That’s about when you came into my life.” 

“I’m your new vice, huh?” 

“You have no idea, estrella.”

The two of you stand, hands together, letting the smoke from your cigarettes dance around in the air. The quiet that has encompassed y’all is welcome. You don’t hear the blaring sounds of the siren nor the damped dialogue between the police and your friends. It’s safe to say that the coast is clear and safe, but something keeps you here. Something keeps you both here. You can feel it in the way Frankie is breathing, the way that his thumb is rubbing over your skin, that he has more to tell you. He says your name barely above a whisper.

“Yes?”

“I know I said I would only give you a quick summary, but you deserve more than that. You deserve better than that.”

“Frankie, it can wait if you want it to.”

“This is something I need to tell you. I’ve been trying to figure out a way to explain it, but it’s just so hard.” You clutch his hand to let him know you’re listening. “It has to do with my Tuesday work meetings.” 

“Alright?” You aren’t really sure what that has to do with the current situation.

“I don’t really go- they aren’t work meetings. They’re meetings, but they focus on something other than my job. I uhh fuck.” He has to take a breath. “It’s a support group.” 

“For dealing with what you saw on missions?”

“For the things I did to erase what I saw on missions actually. I go to an NA meeting every Tuesday. I met Rochelle when I got back from a particularly bad one. We both kinda clung to each other although, in hindsight, we were both sinking ships. We would go out drinking all the time and when that stopped helping I started using cocaine. It just snowballed from there into something I couldn’t control. I ended up losing my pilot's license because my habit got so bad.”

“God, Frankie. I’m so sorry.” 

“The guys helped me get into a temporary rehab and then find a new job. I’ve been clean for eight months now.” 

“That’s amazing!” You're looking directly into those deep brown eyes. “I’m so proud of you!” 

“You’re what?” The pure shock on his face makes you want to sob.

“Frankie, I’m proud of you. Pulling yourself up after dealing with something like that isn’t easy in the slightest, but you did it. You found your footing and have been walking on your own for eight long months. Going to those weekly NA meetings proves that you are serious about recovery. You should be proud of yourself.”

“You don’t want to leave?” 

“Leave? Why would I want to leave?”

“I’m an addict.” He speaks softly.

“A recovering addict.” You say taking his face in your hand after discarding your cig. “You’re recovering. Please don’t discount all of your hard work. I’m so humbled that you wanted to tell me about this. It would be hard to support you if I left, now wouldn’t it?” 

He surges forward and swallows you in a kiss. His tongue tastes of sweet tobacco as it parts your lips. Your hands find his hair and knock away his cap so you can run your fingers through it. His moans fill your ears as you bite down on his bottom lip. He moves so he’s positioned in front of you. You feel the coarse brick nip at your exposed skin as he pushes your body against it. His hand comes down to roughly palm you through your shirt. You whine in approval as your back arches in a subconscious response to his actions. 

“It’s Pope! I’m coming back there! Y’all better not be doing anything I would be doing!” 

The two of you scramble to separate before you get caught like a couple of horny teenagers. Frankie is in the process of snatching his cap off the ground when Pope rounds the corner of the building. 

“Hi!” You say, breathing abnormally.

“Hello to you.” Pope says with a knowing grin. “Fish.” He nods

The man next to you returns the same greeting.

“Not to kill the vibe of whatever is going on here, but Benny is bitching up a storm.”

“Oh, God. What now?” You question.

“He can’t find his ring girl for this evening.” He smiles.

“It’s barely even 9 o’clock.” Frankie finally chimes in.

“Hey, don’t shoot the messenger.” Pope holds his hands up. “I was just told to come tell you to get your ass inside. You know how the Millers are about punctuality.” 

“Yeah, alright.” You concede. “Tell him I’m coming.” 

Pope throws each of you a devious wink before leaving. You throw your head back and sigh loudly when it's just you and Frankie again. 

“Want to accompany me into the lion's den?” You hold out your hand to him.

“Yes, but can I ask you something first?” 

“What’s up?” 

“Would you maybe, Christ I feel like a child, want to be my girlfriend? I know you said that labels could come later, but I don’t want to wait until later.”

Your smile could light up the entire alley. You throw your hands around his neck and kiss him. He learned from your last interaction and placed one hand on his cap and circled your lower back with the other. You can feel him smiling against you as you pepper his lips, his jaw, and any skin that you can reach with kisses. 

“Is that a ‘yes’?” He laughs when you finally release him. 

“Of course it’s a fucking yes! Francisco Morales, I would love to be your girlfriend!”

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[formyloveoflove]

FINISHED THE BEAR S2

And I have thoughts hehe | contains spoilers so get outta here and go watch it (if u wanna)

Loved Sugar this season. She fit in with the main cast, and I liked the bigger role that she got to play. Can’t wait to see more of the character’s story. Especially as she grows into motherhood while having such a strained and unhealthy relationship with her own mother.

SYD! SYD! SYD! SYD!

I loved the scene where she and her father celebrated her mother’s birthday. And how he waited for her after dinner to congratulate her. It was really nice seeing him validate her and her passions after not understanding out of fear that she won’t be able to provide for herself.

Also, can’t wait to see more of her character dealing with her anxiety. I think the show displays her symptoms well: the stuttering around new people or during confrontation; the passive aggressiveness; the lack of eye contact she makes; her AVOIDANCE TENDENCIES etc. I think some viewers have been a little harsh on her, but as a Black girl with anxiety who is working through the things, I’m sticking beside her. And hopefully, we can see her working through this in S3 *fingers crossed*

And let me take a moment to acknowledge how hardworking Syd really is! I’ve seen some look down on her because she doesn’t have as many accolades as Carmy. But Syd is talented. Just an anxious perfectionist. The Bear wouldn’t be a thing without her! Props to her stepping up when Carmy was distracted and unfocused.

[also some of y’all was giving carmy too much leeway after he ditched syd and his responsibilities while they had a restaurant to open under an intense deadline that he set. we can understand behavior while also looking at the consequences of actions. I love Carmy. He’s beautifully and tragically flawed character that I want to see be happy. But syd needed him. the crew needed him, and he wasn’t there.

acknowledging the imperfections of every character is one of the reason that i love this show. and ive seen a few ppl get a little nasty with syd, claiming she doesn’t deserve respect bc her list of accolades isn’t as long as carmy and her way of speaking is annoying. But I think looking back at S1, you can see a lot of similarities between her feelings during the opening night of The Bear and Carmy’s past experience. also, she’s not some nobody off the street. Carmy had to question why she was applying to work at The Beef when her resume speaks to why she’s miles better than that place. She could literally be in any other kitchen.

they’re both hard working. Sure, Syd can’t call up friends in Copenhagen or the best restaurant in the world, but she’s putting her all into this business. Her time, effort, mental health, money all into this dream. And that means something. and that deserves respect.]

anyway, enough with the heavy! #ProtectSyd and get her a black woman therapist for S3 please!

Fak x Richie shippers? I kinda see it now 🤭

When they were whispering in each other’s faces, I was like “are they gonna smooch in the finale? 👀”

Also, loved Fak down! And Richie’s forking it up, finding purpose, was fun to see!

Marcus getting some peace and making some treats was great to see! With a sick mama, all the concerns about nightmares and guilt that he shared was like reading my own thoughts.

To all those with sick loved ones, too: my hearts with u. It’s tough, but we got this!

Also loved how the staff kept up with him. They were genuinely excited and happy for him. He got to explore his craft!

And his friend dropping him off at the airport? AWWWWWWWWWW!

I hope him and Syd can repair their friendship. They need to have a real, honest conversation. Especially after the aftermath of pent-up emotions in the season finale. Hope they can be besties eating and sharing stories again.

BAD BITCHES DO WHAT BAD BITCHES DO!

Like! To see Tina, in S1, being so adverse to change, struggling to keep up with Sydney. Now in S2, she’s our confident sous: slicing fish like a MFN pro!

Her excitement to Syd’s offering her the position and going to culinary school is so addicting. Wish we could’ve seen more of her and Ebrah.

Especially Ebrah - where did he go? what changed his mind? did I miss it?

And I missed seeing Tina and Syd interacting more. Hopefully, she can be a kinda of catalyst for Sydney becoming more self-assured and confident. They can continue their relationship of learning from each other.

CARMY X SYDNEY SHIPPERS!! We won!! OMG!!

The table scene?????

The table scene!!!!!

THE TABLE SCENE!

The word of the day for BOTH of them next season better be: COMMUNICATION!

It’s time for one-on-one therapy! It’s time for honesty! It’s time to learn how to not be scared of our emotions!

Let’s heal, babies!

I had more written, but the draft didn’t save, and I ain’t rewriting all that.

Let’s just be happy that The Bear is officially open!

Let it Rip!

[extralively]

All hail, Yura 🙌👏👏👏 ALL HAIL, YOU

Can Gege just step aside and just let YOU reboot the series from now on? 👉👈 or if not reboot, at least give you the license to do an official alternate timeline where SatoYura is center stage 😍

The way I chucked my phone across the bed when Yura achieved her miracle... I-- 😭😭 You did it, Yura.. YOU DID IT.

And Satoru 😭💔 Lovely Satoru.. he's so in love with her and he doesn't even know it.

And and and... the breakdown scene

It was beautiful and heart-wrenching and to see and feel so much tenderness and love oozing out of Satoru as he held her and desperately wished he could do something, anything to alleviate that burden from her and soothe her is just so 🥹😭😭.. i'm honestly at a loss for words.

(You weren't kidding about that hospital scene you referenced some time ago 🥹)

Chapter 10 really had me despairing about how it's only going to get worse, and then the end of the chapter came around and now I'm just grinning and squealing like an insane person 😁

LAWRD HELP... THAT WAS THE BEST TWIST EVER 😭 Tsumiki deserves this OMG 😭😭

All the other fics I've read just let Tsumiki be cursed. You're one of the precious few who saved her and I love all of you 😫😭

Can't wait to see more of what Yura can do 🔥

me @ gege: your story is great, but for my own mental health i'm gonna fix it now thank

no, but srsly thank you <33 I'm in way too deep with this story now so I'm glad to see I dragged other people down with me bwahahaha

this chapter was a roller coaster of emotions!! it was so hard to write but it seems to have paid off hehe. Satoru really is hopelessly in love but doesn't realize it, like sir your heart is breaking right now why do u think that is

(That hug scene really was a major inspiration for that one part in this chapter! I knew I wanted to add something like that in, just had to figure out how to get there lmao)

...I may have misled you guys with thinking this chapter was just more angst (ʘ‿ʘ✿) but unlike Gege, I can only handle so much sadness and despair so I knew I had to put a stop to it soon! but also the big battle from JJK0 is also coming up, so there's more angst in the horizon...

and about Tsumiki: she's a bit of a non-character in canon, isn't she? we don't really get to know her that well, but we do know that she's important to Megumi, so it was always sad to read fics that just kind of toss her aside, like when the characters basically adopt Megumi but completely forget about her.

I do have to admit that happened to me at the beginning, like when I was writing the flashforward chapters, I was gonna have Tsumiki still be in a coma until much later and then I started actually writing Tsumiki into the story and I was like D: wait a minute, Yura wouldn't be all happy and fine if Tsumiki was still in a coma!! So I adjusted some plans and there we go that's what we got (◡‿◡✿)

Anyway, thank you again, and now on to the next chapter! ...at some point, I still need to start editing it lmao

[arziaisfrench]

▪︎ IPKKND Ep 175 : Kissing him back (part2)

No, her kissing him was not an accident or a mistake ! She obviously knew where he was standing, there is no way she didn't notice.

Khushi lingers on his arms when she or they fall sometimes, pretending to struggle to free herself, she never miss a chance to touch him too when she can be not that obvious ... She is a smart giiirl hehe and "not that innocent"!

eps 1.24.33.37.40.45.57.68.77

The pull is also very intense for her, it's not just Arnav who lose control over it, she does too and sometimes she lets herself lose control because she wants to dwell in that pull. And here, I think she definitely was pretending she kissed him by accident !

I think she couldn't control her desire to make amends to him, she was so happy and pride of how he wanted to protect her (and her modesty). She used the kiss challenge excuse to grab this occasion to show him how grateful she is.

Arnav was so suprised that she could kiss him "in public", in front of his family, once again, she just impressed him. She is more than what you see or think she is, she is so much more ! He definitely understood

her action may have a double meaning, it might not be an accident, and precisely is what makes him even more suprised !!

I love their reactions haha look at grandma and Anjali hahahaha !!

Notice Khushi's reaction when she's alone. This is not the reaction of someone who just did something they didn't want to by accident ! This is the same reaction, the same adrenaline rush she had when she braved herself to put Arnav in his place the 2nd time she ever saw him (ep4) !!

It's her reaction after she braved herself to do something this intimate in front of everyone, and her trying to win over the overwhelming stress she feels to have let him see how much she wants their relationship to progress too.

"What would he think? I just … kissed him and in front of everyone. I couldn't stop myself … But he won't be able to brag since I can use the excuse of the bet ! I can leave for now."

But Arnav comes right at this moment, and makes sure she stays, that he tries to make her admit she did it on purpose.

"-What did you do now" Arnav whispers to her ear, betraying his endaring and intense expectation. -"I was completing my bet!" Obviously she's lying lol. She won't give him the opportunity to ask her to confess first.

"-You did it only for the bet?" He's disappointed. "-What else for?" She's telling him that she won't do it, she won't confess first, it has to be him! "-Are you alright? Your cheeks are red" "Khushi, you can stop the lies. I know you want me too. I want you so bad, can we hurry up now, it's becoming a t-rture to wait any longer to touch you, to kiss you, to …" 👀🥵

I hated how the editing was f-cked up during such an important scene UUUUUUUUGHHH WHYYYYY ! I would have liked the professionalism of the production to be equal to the very meticulous work behind the writing !!

How could they not give us proper close up scenes of Arnav's reaction instead of using the close up of another scene?! And it's not the first time they were doing this ... 🙄😩

[enj4s]

JUDGED TOO QUICKLY ー TOKYO REVENGERS (2)

summary: Y/n had a sleepover with toman, everything was going well until she heard them talking shit about her which turned out to be a misunderstanding (which gone wrong)

pairing: tokyo revengers x reader

genre: fluff. comfort. comedy

warnings: cursing. blood.

Y/n: your name

N/n: Nickname

🎀 ˖ ✶ parts:: [ 1 𖥔 2 𖥔 3 ..]

Female!reader. Au. You/your pronounces used

I felt better so why not some cute happy shit hehe

Slamming the door on your way out, you stepped outside letting the fresh breeze gently caress your features.

Making your way over to your bike, you settled down in your seat, and before you could pull the clutch lever and press the shifter down you felt a hand wrap itself on your wrist tightly and stopping you.

"Are you crazy? Just where the fuck do you think you're going this late?!" Mikey spat now angrily and held your wrist in a bruising grip.

He was beyond worried and pissed off to even notice, he wouldn’t dare to do so if he was in the right state of mind, which as of now he sure as hell wasn't. He was just too irritated, how could you treat him like that? No one ever dared to do so much as look at him the wrong way, or disobey his orders and you checked all of those boxes.

The leader of the strongest gang and most feared man now getting his hand slapped and being pushed and now you're trying to do whatever you want without his permission? No, he wasn't pissed because of that. He was because he wanted you to treat him the same way he does to you.

After some time, the blonde boy seemed to notice the purple coloration that appeared on your wrist. He gasped as he loosened his grip giving you the opportunity to snatch it away from his hold

"Yeah, come on y/n please! Let me treat your hand." Hinata spoke anxiously now running up to you before backing away in fear when she saw your death glare.

Mikey noticed and held your face turning it to his direction. Guess there was no way you were gonna listen to him, not with your stubborn ass.

"Y/n this is an order from your leade-" Mikey got cut off by a punch directed to his face. Dodging it swiftly, he looked back to you in disbelief. So were the other members who now were all outside watching the scene unfold, but no one dared to interfere.

"Oh- shit i'm sorry," You mocked with a grin, within a second your facial expressions switched. Eye twitching and face crunched up in rage and irritation. "Your face looked irresistibly punchable right now." You continued with a chuckle and a light shrug

"N/n what are you-" Emma yelled.

"Stay back before I'll toss you to the other side of neighborhood." You warned not even bothering to glance at her before kicking your motorbike's side stand and starting to drive off without a designated destination, leaving the whole gang in pure shock.

The moon was a wraith-silver disc hanging in the lonely sky. Lasers of moonlight, as bright as diamond-flame, turned the sea a-glow like melted platinum. It was as if I was watching a scene from an old fable stepping off the page and I was beguiled by its beauty.

Your bike's roaring ceased as you got off of the driver's seat, parking your motorbike somewhere hidden, you paced around the neighborhood in attempt to clear your mind.

The place was so empty and quiet, perfect for your liking. There was a low hum of traffic in the distance, and glass dishes clink on the drying rack. Small muffled chatter floats from kitchens. The atmosphere was calm, making you almost equally as calm as it is.

A cruffy, stray cat on a lawn meows softly, and two kids in an empty porch shriek.

"A cockroach-"

" KILL IT!"

"YOU kill it!"

"Eek- wait, look at that cool girl in that cool motorbike!"

"Omigod, omigod, hello!!" The kid jumped and waves energetically before he looked at his sister with a wide grin. "I'm gonna be like her when i'll grow up!" "You wanna be a gir-"

"QuiET DOWN AND GET BACK HERE YOU LITTLE BRATS WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING AT SUCH TIME!?"

You walked past and waved back at them with a small smile that crept your face. They smiled widely back despite what you assumed to be their mother dragging them by the ears back inside. You laughed at the domestic scene before you.

"Damn, they really made my night." You chuckled and wiped a tear from your eye from all the laughing as you stopped by a gas station to grab some snacks

"Oh my~ little insensitive y/n is laughing what a miracle, Kazutora, Kisaki! Take a look, she's so fuckin' cute!"

Your head snapped at the direction of the voice, fists clenched by your sides and ready to launch at anybody if needed. Your arms fell dropped back to ur side, your jaw almost following right after. "You gotta be SHITTING me.." Your hand made its way to your head, rubbing your temple as you sighed heavily and crouched down to take back your bag.

"Y/n? OH Y/N!!~" Kazutora suddenly exclaimed, a blush creeping his face as he ran up and tackled you in a tight hug resulting to both of you falling backwards.

"It's been forever! I'm gonna fucking murder that spoiled Mikey for taking you all to himself and his bitches." Kazutora muttered, lovingly cupping your face and caressing it gently. You swore that you saw heart inside of his eye pupils.

"Ugh, get off of me twink." You grumbled, ypu heard your ears ring and head spin from the force of falling. "Fuck, just what's wrong with my reflexes this night.." You mumbled as you tried to get up just to fall back again.

"Nothing! You just couldn't resist me~" Kazutora cooed as he pulled you to his chest.

"Shut up- you're so loud you'll wake the dead." Kisaki groaned annoyedly, Hanma humming in agreement making his way to the scene and snatching you away from Kazutora.

"What're you doing at such time hm~?" He asked looking at you with his shit eating grin while trying to avoid Kazutora's death glare and dark aura. You didn't miss the way Hanma ran his fingers in your hair and down your neck.

"Shut your ass u-"

"Shh~ it's okay, my little grumbly y/n needs love and attention. Let's buy you some snacks and give you some love, yeah?" Hanma soothed your back and wrapped his arm around your shoulder, pulling you to his side.

Kazutora pouted in jealousy and moved to your other unoccupied side before holding your hand and flashing you his cute "innocent" smile. You were so grateful that he was too jealous to even notice the bloodied hand he was holding. Or some fucked up war would've had started.

You sighed once again, helplessly. You weren't scared of them, you really couldn't express your feeling at that moment. What was it, discomfort? No.. Fear then? No way, you could take all of them right here and there.

You're just afraid of being abandoned by the ones you love again, admit it.

'Never mind, it's not the right time to worry about my feelings..' You thought, ignoring the voice in your head and pushing it away again.

Damn, that's kinda embarrassing..getting bullied by voices in your head. Your attention got back to Kazutora's and Hanma's bickering and Kisaki's complains about how frustrating they were.

"Fine, whatever." You gave them your consent. Not that they needed it or were gonna take it if you refused, they were gonna drag you wherever they wanted anyways.

"Woo~ Kazutora plan A!" Hanma looked down on you and snickered with a wide untrustworthy smile that sent shivers down your spine.

"Roger!" Kazutora sneaked up behind you and hugged you from behind and holding you in place.

Soon Hanma and Kazutora flipped you in up in the air, one holding your arms, the other your legs.

"Woah you're so light~" Kazutora giggled as him and the other taller male started swinging you back and forth before running towards the store.

"WHAT TH- PUT ME DOWN YOU DUMBASS SHITS!" You shrieked as you miserably squirmed to get out of their grasp. "AT LEAST ONE OF YOU CARRY ME!"

"Where's the fun in that♡~?"

"Your fun is me freaking out?!"

"Mhm~ something like that~"

Kisaki sighed for the millionth time while watching the dumbass and immature trio from afar with a deadpanned expression. He really didn't wanna deal with all that bullshit, especially not this late at night. Taking out his flip phoneー

3:23AM

Sat, July. 5

Yeah, totally not. He sent a message to Hanma saying that he was tired and getting back home.

Soon when you arrived to the store you made sure to smack the shits out of both of the boys before going to fetch for some snacks.

"What you gettin'?" You heard Hanma's muffled voice from the display refrigerator. You let the question linger in the air as you skimmed through different sweets displays

"Popsicles duh, what about you?"

"Eh, probably some beer"

"Hanma what the fuck i'm leaving-" Your eye twitched in fear, the last thing you wanted to deal with was a drunk Hanma. "Just kidding. Your reactions really are priceless Y/n~"

Hanma's laugh echoed the empty place and for the first time it didn't sound menacing nor creepy, more like happy and relieved. Just like it used to be when you were kids.

"Stop flirting in front of me, idiots." Kazutora rolled his eyes. "I got some gummy bears and slushees." He continued before grabbing y/n's hand and leading her to the staff. "C'mon let's pa- what the.."

Hanma looked away from the drinks rise before approaching them. "What's wrong?" He asked rising a brow in confusion.

"Where the fuck is the cashier.."

"Think he went to take a piss?" Y/n shrugged looking at the two.

"And leave the store? No way." Kazutora replied

"Maybe this place is haunte-" Before hanma got to say the store's led lights started flickering, some even went off.

"Hanma please shut the fuck up, you're fuckin' cursed."

"WHAA?! Kazutora y/n's bullying meee!!" Hanma whined as he clung into Kazutora.

The chaotic trio fell silent for a while. "So what now?" Kazutora asked as he tried to pry himself off of Hanma's grasp.

"No cashier means free stuff, we're gonna fucking steal." Hanma smirked as he spoted a camera in the right corner of the store before taking the receipt printer and handing it to you.

You didn't need to be told, just sharing a look with Hanma was more than enough.

"hELL YEAAAH!!" Y/n yelled as she aimed for the camera successfully shattering it to bits and pieces.

"JESUS FUCKING CHRIST Y/N! ARE YOU NUTS?! DO YOU WANT TO PUT ME BACK IN THEM JAIL CELLS AGAIN!?" Kazutora shrieked, not wanting to spend the rest of his teenage and youth years behind bars.

Y/n snickered as she started stuffing the snacks in her and Hanma's jacket.

Almost emptying the whole store, you three ran laughing out loud as ever.

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I really appreciate the support, thank you♡

[naffeclipse]

I did a Luce and dedicated a whole day to reading and going insane over chapter 20, and I’m so happy I did that. The brainrot is so strong. SO STRONG!!!!!!

And this chapter was AMAZING!!!!! Here I am again with some of my favorite bits, all of the chapter is my favorite bit,, it’s so hard to choose a few.. Enjoy my screaming, there’s a lot hjgafbjghfk

The chapter bits are pink this time~

This is not the scene they want to be caught in, standing still in the middle of a room, trapped in a circle of salt, surrounded by heartless corpses and their spilled blood.

Deer caught in the headlights fr jfhagkjlfghdfkl

This is actually a terrifying image. Imagine seeing a tall animatronic in a circle of salt, smiling and staring at you in the middle of a bloody room filled with dead broken bodies. Absolutely terrifying.

The presence of a powerful being akin to their own is tearing at the edges of their mind, taunting them. It could reach you, first.

I’m sorry to break it to ya buddy.. you’re a little too late…

The urge runs along the thin endoskeleton of their vessel, simmering and sharp. It would be swift. Her heart would taste of wicked sweetness.

They made a vow.

This is your friend.

Can I just say, they’re terrifying. They’re so strong and powerful and if they had not made that vow so many people would still be on their menu. The fact that they’re still thinking about it is very scary. But them not acting at all upon those urges and keeping them inside shows how much they care and are willing to change.

I praise their animalistic behaviors a lot but it is one of my favorite parts about them. It’s shined through throughout the whole story but now when the secret is out they’ve turned completely animal. An urge running through, simmering and sharp, makes me think of a predatory animal opening its eyes wide and raising its fur, ready to strike. They’re a monster at their core, but a monster that is willing to change for the better.

“We need to speak to them.” Moon tilts his head. The end of his nightcap spills over his shoulder. Her eyes slide to the patches, her dry, bleeding lips parting in silent surprise. “Where are they?”

The mentioning of the patches nearly made me cry..

A slice of starlight catches on something tucked away in the dirt. Peering down, Moon slowly crouches. He extends the vessel’s fingers until they grasp your black hair clip, stained in a purple fluid.

I love this little trinket so much! It’s tiny but it carries so much meaning, so for them to just find it on the discarded ground like that with purple goo on it is heartbreaking!

"Why do you call them that? Heart . That’s morbid.”

I never really thought about it, but yea it is pretty morbid actually… without context it can sound really, leeeeeally bad coming from a demon, even worse so from a literal heart eater.

After an attempted exorcism, he’ll seek to restore his strength.

He’s hungry. There are children close by.

Live Meep reaction: NOOOO!! NOOOOO PLEASE!!! NOT THAT!!!!

A prickle of black tears emerges in the corner of her eyes. She shudders a deep breath.

Just thinking about how you described the empty animatronic still filled with demonic goo back in the vampire episode.. I don’t wanna know how bad Vanessa’s insides look right now..

“We’re their sweetie.”

Hehe, yes they areee! ❤️

“He used you too often, pushed your body too hard,” they mutter.

“Yeah… yeah.” She coughs once and wipes black ink from the corner of her mouth.

Vanessa needs a spa day, no a spa week, no a spa YEAR! I’d give her a lifetime to recover from these horrors, if you even can fully recover..

“Glitchtrap needs to eat soon,” she whispers.

A cold flash overtakes their body. You, and your caring, strong hands, cannot be used for harm.

Live Meep reaction: NO NO NOOOOO DAMNIT PLEASE NO!!! LET Y/N’S HANDS STAY CLEAN FROM CHILDREN'S BLOOD, I BEG YOU!!!!!!

Also them thinking of Y/N’s hands as ‘strong’ melts me,,

They don’t need more reasons to split this demonic cryptid in half but they kindly include this.

SJDHDFSLKJGHDFGJKLADHFKLGJADHFGK

Anguish ripple. They mourn without words. A silent howl rips through their being but there is no release from the cresting hurt.

More animalistic behavior! They’re crying!!! I NEED TO GIVE THEM A HUG!!!!!

“I took off the seal trapping Glitchtrap in this ruined rabbit endoskeleton. He escaped, and I fought him—a fire started. I tried to bury both of us in the rubble, but he took me.”

LORE!!! THE LOREEEE!!!! This is so damn cool! How you’re tying in the happenings at the pizzaplex and the rest of the fnaf lore later in this chapter is so perfect!! It all makes sense!!

While we’re on the lore, the bits with the other demons and them having a go at getting Glitchtrap is just MUAH CHEFS KISS!!!

In seconds, Sun is beside her, swinging the backpack in one hand and all of its lethal contents.

Just Sun holding the backpack in which there are weapons and tools specialized to kill beings just like him is such a powerful visual to me!

The encounter with Y/N is so insane!! The silence is just as loud as Sun’s demands for Glitchtrap to let go of the kid. And that poor kid! :’0

They tremble in your rejection, but this isn’t you. Your melodious cords do not echo in this tone— you haven’t said a word yet.

I LOVE THIS. SO MUCH.

“You haven’t torn my vessel apart yet,” your voice muses coldly. “I do concede that they hold certain charms . You almost tasted them.”

Oh god he saw all that!? NOOOO!!! Also aaaa,,, “you almost tasted them” is such a haunting way to put it… Can’t a demon have nice memories of cuddling their human without getting reminded of how close their teeth were to their heart!

“I spent time with a human once.” Your hand lifts. Dark goo emerges from the pores of your flesh, forming a wicked dark claw over your index finger that shimmers violet in the direct sunlight. Pain pulses in your skin. “He was earnest.”

LORE LOOOORE!!! But also a FUCKING DEMON CLAW!!?!?!??

they grip you tighter but no less gently.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! GENTLE!!!!!

A decision solidifies in the face of your dear friend. You look at them and hope.

“We will take care of the scary thing,” they whisper in dark cords of promise.

Your gripped heart swells.

There it is again!! The line that will never get old!! And oh man I knew what was about to happen after this, idk how but I saw it coming from a mile away!

Eclipse seizes you wholly. Their teeth press to your mouth in a monstrous kiss. A jolt of shock electrifies Glitchtrap. You merely stare, absorbing the far-away sensation of their presence. They move closer. An inky tongue slips between your parted lips and into your mouth. Pressing entirely into your face, melting against your skin, your eyelids, and the bridge of your nose, another power arrives within you.

THERE IT IS!!!! AGAIN IDK HOW I KNEW IT WAS COMING!!! But hey actually, how else do you get a demon out without an exorcism than simply forcing it out by taking its spot! It makes sense why I saw it coming! Oh man how all of this is written too aaaAAAAAA!!! *dies <3*

Glitchtrap must be sooo confused KJDFHGKDFJ I know he’s supposed to be there, in charge and able to stop it all. but in this moment it’s only Eclipse and Y/N. From the moment they took Y/N’s face in their hands there was a shift. Idk if it was intentional, but I felt it.

WRETCHED PAAHLOTT FOLLOWER! HOW DARE YOU—

JKFHGKDLJFHGSAFJKGHDJKHDFG SHUT YOUR UGLY MOUTH!! XD

Glitchtrap clings to your every piece. His claws sink deep into your flesh and latch harder, resisting the tug-war. Eclipse rips and tears, prying off his grip with teeth and claws.

The are two wolves inside you skjfhsakjfhdfk

Ok so the double possession is soooo beautifully written. It’s hard to find words to describe it, I’m stunned. The very beginning of it alone is GORGEOUS!!

We’re here.

The brief and overwhelming burst of ecstasy becomes burning, tearing, stretching pain. Glitchtrap shrieks. A howl of indignation roars. Fury implodes, impacting the very walls of your cage.

Hold on.

And then the fight within! Y/N joining Eclipse in the tug-war, the bursting blood vessels, Glitchtrap clinging to stay in control, sinking his claws into flesh. Just aaaAAAA!!!!!

And then the embrace once they’re all out aaaaaa!!!!!!

The whole fight!! OH MY GOD IT’S SO GOOD!!!!! I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND HOW NOT NORMAL I AM ABOUT YOUR FIGHT SCENES!!!!

You are a simple mouse between giants, watching force and power emit in ancient beings who have slaughtered more than you can imagine.

HOLY FUCK!!! ❤️❤️❤️

There are so many injured knees suddenly! Give the knees a break!! (Oh god,, no pun intended,, I swear,,)

Scarlet and deep blue horns and frills cut through the air, arms splayed. A resounding roar fills the entire forest, startling birds and creatures through the distant foliage. You hunch in on yourself in the bellowing war cry.

The roars get me every time. THEY’RE SUCH A MONSTER I LOVE THEM!

Eclipse’s head rears and bites deep into the meaty flesh of Glitchtrap’s shoulder. A howl nearly ruptures your eardrums before he cuts down across Eclipse’s face, raking over one crimson eye that becomes dark and goo-dripping. Falling back, Glichtrap leaps quickly, his movement swift and precise. Eclipse is less graceful, balancing on a horribly bent knee.

They’re so broken already and then he takes one of their beautiful eyes!!! And again with the knee! Why the knees!!! AAAAA!! :’0

They lift their heavy head, staggering upright. One crimson eye searches wildly and finds you. The dread laid over their mouth injects cold water into your veins. The wound in their stomach splits, reaching to their side where the crushing force was dealt. Your eyes widen at their slowed reflex.

Live Meep reaction: I’m just screaming and crying. Just screaming and crying on the floor.

Panic bursts in your heart. Lifting his hand from your neck, claws flex before sinking into your chest, tearing through your flesh as if it were little more than wet clay. Pain ribbons through your body. You scream. The merciless claws dig deeper, nearly cutting to the bone of your sternum. The attack is careful, and deliberate, just enough to leave you alive.

GET YOUR DIRTY CLAWS OUT OF OUR PRECIOUS Y/N YOU HORRENDOUS ABOMINATION!!!

Eclipse looms above the violet-fur monster. Four arms strike hard and fast into the flesh of his arms, cutting deep. Fury unlike you have ever seen flashes in one crimson eye. The earth-shaking bellow that erupts from your dear friend explodes with righteous anger and retribution.

Monster. They’re a monster. They’re our monster.

I wanna draw something from this fight, so, SOOOO BADLY!!!!!!

“Release me! Release me before I tear you apart!” Glitchtrap shrieks, strictly contained in the stuffed animal. A brief thought crosses your mind that this might have been funny at any other point in time.

GHDFLKJGHDFJKGHDFLKJGHDLFKJHADJFKGL That brief thought wasn’t so brief for me, I have the squeakiest little voice in my head for him XD

That’s such a good and honestly comical death for him, I LOVE IT! It’s something that can be laughed over for once! Also the fact that he couldn’t be defeated by just a human or just a demon, but with the help of both, is so just, perfect!

Eclipse rumbles once.

“He’s defeated.” Palms lovingly squeeze your shoulders.

Just the hands, the hands on the shoulders. I’m weak! Also the rumble, rumbles are important to me,,

"Okay,” you whisper, and the dam breaks. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I should have believed you but I broke my promise. I thought I knew cryptids and I thought I knew you, then you changed my entire world. I want to know you better. I want to learn more about cryptids. Eclipse, I care so much about you. I’m trying to be brave. I’m trying to be brave enough to tell you that I’m scared to lose you.”

There it is, there it is. I’m trying to not just write *sobs* even though that’s what I did while reading this part and what is after it. Them finally holding each other, seeing each other and making their vows. Both so broken and exhausted. Just aaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

“Afternoon, Sunny,” you smile despite your weakness.

“Good afternoon, sunshine,” he returns, voice buoyed but tense with concern.

Like nothing ever happened dfasjhagjk aw Sunny beloved :’)

You need to tell her about all of your cryptid sightings, and the one that you missed before they revealed themselves.

A real roll credits moment right there I must say jhgfdkfhgjakdf Idk why seeing ‘cryptid sightings’ gave me such a strong reaction but I’m not complaining X3

Maybe your love for cryptids never entirely left your ribcage. You always had an inkling for something more out there, something unexplainable, and you might just have found it.

You will take care of the scary thing, and the scary thing will take care of you.

I’m CRYING!!!!

NAFF!! I’M TACKLING YOU AND RATTLING YOU SO LOVINGLY!!

I’m so happy I planned a whole day to just do nothing but read and go insane over this chapter, cause I NEEDED IT!!

I’m diving straight into the epilogue tomorrow, I’m saving my emotional outburst until after I’m finished reading it all! For now I am hugging you so tight and thanking you for yet another absolutely amazing chapter!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Meep, I am rattling you so hard in return, ahhh! You have been such a great supporter of the fic and all of your lovely cryptid boy designs and art have fueled my writing so much, I hope you know that ♥ I also adore your comments and reactions, especially when the boys get to really be monsters!!!

Thank you so much for reading, babe *mwah*

[yen-stanning]

I have seen Multiverse of Madness twice now and the first time my excitement levels were just through the roof because of the premiere, so I didn't really have words tbh haha. But I do now, so here are my SPOILER-FREE thoughts:

- I thought the movie was just incredible, I loved every moment of it!!! This is a Doctor Strange and Scarlet Witch movie in all aspects, which is what I wanted the most!

- The hype for this movie for me personally was insane since the moment it was announced and I am so happy that it delivered on that hype!

- The action sequences were cool and it was amazing to see Doctor Strange and Scarlet Witch's powers on the big screen. Both at THEIR BEST as well, there were some moments that I just wanted to cheer because of their awesomeness

- Benedict Cumberbatch... YOU ARE DOCTOR STRANGE. He is just such an incredible actor and I love this character so much. He was just great here, loved his performance and interactions with other characters!

- But Elizabeth Olsen... My gosh, her best MCU performance to date!! WandaVision was already incredible but this... This is a whole new level. She is just fantastic as Wanda and she owns it!!!!! Every line was delivered perfectly. At one point in the film, her performance legit made me cry, that's how good she is in this movie!

- And put Benedict and Elizabeth in multiple scenes together and you truly get MAGIC ✨ Just sheer perfection tbh

- One thing that really surprised me were the horror elements!! OH MY GOD, I jumped at every jump scare, there is one particular near the end of the film that is SO GOOD omg!!! But I am shocked Marvel went there and I am so happy they did, because that's what they promised and tbh they delivered on that note!

- Cameos were fun (one legit took me by surprise, I hope the internet does not ruin it for you!) and the multiversal aspects were interesting, fun, and not too on the nose, so I enjoyed that.

- Shout-out to Wong, I love this guy!

- America Chavez is a fun addition to the MCU. Loved the visuals of her powers and her banter with the characters.

- Of course, stay after the credits 👀😎

- I need more Strange and Scarlet Witch in the future!!! Like right now, don't you dare Feige to make us wait a long time for Doctor Strange 3 and give Wanda her movie (or trilogy hehe)

- Saw it last night in Dolby Cinema and highly recommend that. I am sure IMAX will be great as well 🤩

- Easily one of my all time favorite MCU movies!! Go see it asap and enjoy the ride ❤🔥

[frecklystars]

hii, I've sent an ask before and now I'm back (I compared ken to a puppy, not that it matters lol)

shshsg I just wanted to say your art makes me sick in the best way possible💗 like my heart beats super quickly and I get the urge to kick my feet and squeal like an idiot. it's just so lovely!!

also you and ken are already an adorable couple, I live seeing you talk about him. BUT THE FACT HE CALLS YOU SWEET GIRL??

get this man the boyfriend of the year award, that's so lovely take my money😐💸 (/lh /pos) I know this man gets as giddy about you as I get when I see your art because your both such delights.

sorry if this comes across as really forward or strong, I am thinking a lot tonight apparantly

-🍀

MY LIL LUCKY ANON!!! MY FOUR LEAF CLOVER ANON!!! HELLO HELLO!!!! :D I do remember you, the puppy ask cheered me up a lot <3

I'm glad my art gives you a physical "squeeeee" reaction. How lovely, for the things I create to make you wanna kick your feet and make your heart race??? What a treat!!! What a dream!!!! 🥰🥰🥰 I'm going to have a lot more time to draw in a few weeks when I complete my current commission batch, I have SO many cute fluffy ideas I wanna throw into the void sldkfjsfsdf

Thank you for such lovely kind words!!!! HEHE///// he does, he does!!! Ken calls me his "sweet, divine, beautiful girl" (while counting the adjectives on his fingers, for emphasis) but he says "sweet girl" for short. I got the idea because Margot Robbie said in a very early Barbie press interview "Ryan improvised a line during the 'sublime' scene where he instead shouted... what did he say? 'My sweet girl'!" and I thought to myself "ohhh that's so perfect!!!" I always love implementing nicknames with my main F/Os and making them special. I love "baby" "sweetheart" "darling" etc etc but I REALLY have such a soft spot for nicknames that F/Os would call me and nobody else, something that's personal to them, and vice versa. I thought it was perfect. I like the idea of Barbie calling me that too ;u; sounds so lovely in her voice.

But later when the behind the scenes footage was released in iMax theaters, the phrase he shouted was actually "my divine girl", not sweet girl like Margot had said. But I had gotten SO ATTACHED to being Ken's Sweet Girl™ for two months, I didn't want to change it, couldn't even consider it. I decided to just add to it... "sweet, divine" girl, but he'd still just say sweet girl most of the time for short. Problem solved. BUT THEN I had a dream shortly after, where he was teary-eyed, holding me, sobbing "my beautiful girl, my beautiful girl". And I woke up immediately fueled with the power of ten thousand suns saying "okay so I'm Ken's sweet, divine, beautiful girl. got it. got it. cool, coolcoolcool, so cool." We'll see if a fourth adjective comes into play someday 😂😂

YOU'RE SOOO RIGHT!!!! HE ABSOLUTELY DESERVES BOYFRIEND OF THE YEAR AWARD 🥺🥺🥺🥺 he and Barbie are solely responsible for all of the joy I have felt in the last few months when I have needed them both the most!!! And it's because of them that I'm gaining so many new F/Os exploring Ryan/Margot movies. I am giving Barbie and Ken ALL of the awards!!!! 🏆🥇✨

Thank you for telling me he'd be giddy about me sdlfjslfsdf I really hope so!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 I really wish I could give HIM the entire world on a silver platter. He means everything to meeee. I say that about all of my Ryan F/Os honestly sdlfkjsdfsf but for real, the phrase "she's everything, he's just Ken" was something you heard ALL the time when Barbie was being promoted before it was officially released. I think telling him "you're everything to me" would make him so happy because he's so used to being the person who says that to others. Ken's always gonna be my number one main favorite... he is Just Ken™ AND he is Everything™ and I want to show him that every single day. I owe him a lot. He rly rly rly is everything to me ;u;

Thank you for letting me ramble LOL anon I appreciate you SO MUCH!!!! Your messages brighten up my day!!!! Thank you for making me smile!!!!! 🥰🥰🌟🌟🌟✨✨✨

[bronx-bomber87]

Happy Monday wonderful fandom :) This episode. It doesn’t need much of an intro. I remember just being so excited I couldn’t stand it ha (how I'll be in 36 days for the premiere) I had to wait an extra day cause I have Hulu and not live cable. This one is just amazing from start to finish. Once again did my best to get everything in within the limits of tumblr. 30 is just never enough especially in this season ha Off we go.

5x10 The List

Our babies get the cold open as they should this is basically their episode. They deserve the open and what a cold open it is. I can’t get over how much I love them both emptying out their closets. I wanna break this down with Tim first then Lucy. Our boy is SO SO nervous it’s so cute I cannot stand it. He wants to look good for Lucy and I wanna squee so hard at that. He’s trying so hard for her and my heart is gonna implode.

My fav for him personally was the black shirt cause god damn he looked delectable in it. But they’re all fine af on him. Man is a delicious treat we all get to enjoy with our eyes. The way he stretches out his arms each time trying to calm his nerves. It’s so cute. Loved them showing how very nervous they both were. Be still my heart.

Let’s move to Lucy. She of course is just as nervous as Tim. It’s precious. I also adore the nod to previous moments for them as she looks at her dresses. The ones from wonderful moments such as 4x12 and 4x18. Lucy looking at them and rolling her eyes. Having just as much of a struggle as Tim. Saw a good parallel between this and Bailey with her first date with John. Wanting to look hot but not too hot. Ha She nails that BTW When she finally lands on her final choice.

Tim is nervous and uncertain so what does he do? He calls Lucy. Because he doesn’t know what to wear to this. What does one wear when they’re in love with their best friend and going on their first date? So he defaults to calling his best friend about his problem. It just so happens he’s also going to be on a date with said best friend. hehe I love them so much I might die haha

Lucy sees Tim calling and immediately picks up. Makes me happy how open and honest they are right off the bat. Tim knows she isn’t ready because he isn’t ready. Just knows her so damn well. Lucy asking if he’s ready? The cute panic in his voice when he says ‘No!’ Oh my lord I cannot. Eric crushed that line. His panic continuing through asking her if this place has a dress code?

Lucy deciding messing with him is more fun than helping him. Saying he could wear cargo shorts if he wanted….Tim believing her for a moment. Then realizing what she’s doing. Calling her out for it. He is all smiles when he does though. My goodness this man is happy. So very nice to see. I love his Lucy smile it does things to me. Lucy rolls her eyes but is beaming just as much at his reply. This scene is them being love struck idiots and I’m here for it.

He couldn’t be cuter asking her what she’s wearing? Trying his best to match up. Lucy tells him she has a lot of outfits she knows she isn’t going to wear. LOL Tim reminding her about traffic is the most married thing. Doesn’t want her to be late. To their first date. Which is beyond adorable in itself. They’re both so excited I’m feeling their excitement as they get ready.

Lucy says it’s silly she knows. She just needs to make a decision. Then decides to go with the iconic green dress from 3x14. Tim knows exactly what dress that is when she mentions it. The man is legit beaming when she says that's her pick. Have we ever seen this man this happy? The answer is no LOL

He is so damn excited they’re doing this. Her picking the dress means it’s really happening. Lucy tells him it’s decided then looks in the mirror and says ‘No…’ I was rolling so hard. Melissa and Eric CRUSHED this scene. Hell this entire episode really. Cracks me up she changed her mind last minute but it’s a damn good change up as we will see below.

The awkwardness that is them begins at the restaurant. Talking about bread and the assortment being good. LMFAO What are you guys doing? It’s so funny to see Tim being so incredibly not smooth. He could not be more obvious in checking her out above. Man likes what he see’s and isn’t being subtle about it at all. Elevator gaze and no shame in the game as he does.

Lucy’s little shimmy. I’m dying. She’s very glad she decided to change from the green dress. As she should my god what a bombshell she is in that outfit. Holy hell. She nailed it. Shows off her body, plunging neckline, with the perfect necklace, and just enough cleavage she got Tim checking her out shamelessly.

Lucy came to play with this dress. She knew exactly what she was doing when she picked that whole outfit out. I think she’s very excited he’s checking her out. There’s a look of pride on her face above. Lucy knew she was driving him wild and was feeling pretty damn powerful in this moment. She has Tim Bradford panting after her. So she should be feeling as such. Well done my friend haha

Let's not over look Tim looking fine af too. I see you Tim. Mighty delicious. You know him looking hot as hell is part of Lucy's nerves as well. He dressed that way for her. So you know that's making her feel some things. They try and do some small talk and it’s quite painful tbh lmao. No one does awkward better than Eric and Melissa though. Talking about what they ordered for dinner. It's so awkward but I love it so much at the same time. Why you ask?

Because this means so much to the both of them. Neither of them want to mess it up or say the wrong thing. So they’re radiating nervous jitters. Which is adorable. Lucy answers his question that she ordered the sea bass. Tim continuing the small talk train replying he almost ordered the sea-bass.... Lucy’s reply ‘Oh, cool…’ Is it though? LOL I’m rolling at how stilted this whole conversation is. Not like them at all.

Lucy points out the awkwardness between them because she can’t not. Asking him why this is so weird? Poor Tim the panic and gulping he does when she says this. We see his eyes bulge a little too. He’s so worried she’s going to want to bail on this now. That she is regretting doing this at all. He wants this to work so badly. He’s afraid he’s messed this up already. My poor love. He is so nervous that it spills into his next comment. Awkward Tim is hilariously adorable.

He instantly regrets saying ‘Naked time.’ the minute it leaves his beautiful lips. You can see it written all over his face. Being as smooth as crunchy peanut butter my love... He has sex on the brain because of that outfit. Hence his comment. She looks so beautiful his brain is actually melting LOL Lucy is smiling so hard at his nervousness though. She loves her goober so much. Lucy knows how he is feeling what she is. So she doesn’t give him too much crap for the comment but her face and reply say it all for her haha

Lucy decides this is the time for them to have convo about expectations. I commend her for sharing this right away. It was good for her to set this boundary early on. These two are one massive boiling cauldron of UST ready to overflow. It was an important tone for her set for them. Lucy is just wanting them to date first. See what it is like to be a couple before entering into the physical part of this all. This really was a smart move on her part IMO.

We all love the sexy times and we get lots of it this season. But it was important they took their time like they did. Just like I was glad they didn’t get together in 5x01. I was glad they didn't rush this either. Delayed gratification is a beautiful thing. I LOVE how Tim is staring so lovingly at her as she says all this. That man would’ve done ANYTHING she wanted in this moment. Absolutely anything. He could not be more in love with her if he tried. Look at that man above as she speaks.

Looking like she hung the moon and stars. He would do whatever it is she wanted. Because he’s so gone for her. Lucy could’ve asked for the world and he would've delivered just simply because she asked. There is no hesitation or regret on his face. He is truly listening and wanting to do whatever she is comfortable with. Eric just crushing it out here with his facial expressions. He would give her whatever she wants whenever she wants it. That’s what his face is screaming to me In this moment. She has him hook, line and sinker.

Tim hears the back door open and looks up. Lucy sees the panic on his face and gives him crap for it. Asking if he’s worried someone from station will see them? Tim shrugs it off and says 'What are the chances? ' A fight breaks out in the kitchen and Lucy seems worried about it. Tim tries to play it off not wanting it to interrupt their date.

He just wants this date to go well so badly. Doesn’t want whatever this is to get in the way. Sadly it doesn’t go their way and the employees end up fighting and knife is drawn. Unfortunately the cops are called and their dinner is ruined. Lucy making the comment ‘What are the chances someone from the station walks in now?’ HA

They both look so sad and exasperated their date was ruined like this. All they wanted was to enjoy a meal together. Figure this whole thing out while they did so. AMAZING cold open for them though holy hell. Excellent way to open up this episode for them. Lots of goodness in it. I knew we were in for quite a ride from getting all that in the open alone.

The next morning they could not be more suspicious or obvious if they tried. Trying to figure out how to explain their presence in the police report. This whole scene is hilarious. It’s like they don’t know the entire station doesn’t suspect something to begin with…Trying so hard not to stand super close to each other while they figure this out. They’re so bad at hiding this it’s insane. So good at their jobs so very bad at this. I love Lucy just wanting to be open and honest about them. Chris had to drag every single moment out of her for months. Was like pulling teeth. Half a date with Tim she’s ready to shout it from the rooftops.

*sigh* I love this sfm. Tim warns her the dangers of them doing that this early on. He’s not wrong about Smitty LMFAO. It’s so true. Lucy’s brain kicks into gear saying could’ve been doing a UC OP. Tim getting excited by her brain. They start flirting while figuring this out. Their chemistry just coming off them in waves. The back and forth banter as they work out the details. The irony of them being all smiles and flirty while trying to hide their date. I cannot with these two dorks. Tim is beaming with love and pride by the time they’re done plotting.

Once again so bad at hiding your feelings and or relationship you two so bad…I saw a funny post saying this scene was a 'How to on not being good at hiding your secret relationship. ' LMAO YEP. John arriving and Lucy just going off about their OP without him even asking. I’m dying so much it’s hilarious. Tim going into protect Lucy mode when John is confused is everything. Telling Nolan decisively 'Nothing.' When he questions what they're talking about? Mmm tell him babe. Doesn’t want Nolan on their trail whatsoever. Good thing it was John though cause dude didn’t notice at all. He is a space cadet so they dodge a bullet.

They get called into Grey’s office for a heart attack basically. The way he starts off you think he is talking about them. The absolute panic on both of their faces. Especially Tim’s oh my lord. I love how Tim goes to reach out to comfort Lucy and has to stop himself. Now does Grey know at this point? I mean yeah probably.

I know lots of people think Grey was being a troll in this moment. Poking at them and knowing for sure when he had this talk with them. To gauge their reactions. I mean they are showing their cards like crazy in this scene. Their reactions alone are enough to solidify what I’m sure Grey suspects.

Luckily he says he’s just talking about Celia and Aaron. We watch them both relax and deflate their anxiety a bit. So happy Grey isn’t talking about them in this moment. He asks them if they’ll go and talk about this with them? Doesn’t want Celina to get off track in her rookie year. That Aaron is just out of long sleeves. They’re both so relieved they just say yes LMAO They would've agreed to anything to get out of his office at that point.

Tim holding the door for her my damn heart. Chivalry isn't dead with that man and I love it. There was a BTS post on how Eric wanted Tim to do that for her. Because well Tim Bradford and all that. It's just who he is. Of course he would hold the door for his girl. This next scene is pure married energy. Tim dreading having to have this conversation with Aaron. The last thing he wants to be doing but doesn't have a choice now that he's agreed HA

Lucy feeling it’s hypocritical if she tells Celina not to. Then realizes she can use Nolan to her advantage LMAO Smart woman being smart. Tim calls her out for cheating haha Or is she just being strategic Timothy? Lucy leaves him in the dust before he can pout any further with her. Tim being the exasperated husband as she walks away from him with her plan in place. Her 'Mmhmm.' as she leaves lol

We rejoin our beautiful couple on the sidelines of a hostage situation. One of the guys from Nyla’s bank robber situation has taken one. They’re all in a standoff waiting to see what they should do. Lucy commenting on the severity of the situation. Trying to make a light joke. Saying 'Remember when dating in secret was their biggest problem?' Love her using ‘Our’ it’s the little things.

Lucy asking him how his talk with Aaron went? Tim bringing up all the things that make their situation ‘problematic.’ To say the least. Yeah it sucks they have to face this stuff. But nothing worth having is ever easy. I love them forging forward despite this. Because as they decided in 5x08. They are worth the risk.

They needed time to figure this out despite the possible complications. So yeah there were potential problems but they were worth the risk of all those. They both knew it. It's why they didn’t bail at the first sign of possible issues. I just love it. It’s what makes 5x12 and the decision Tim makes so prominent and special.

They end up saving the woman who was taken hostage earlier. Unfortunately there is still two more on the run. Tim and Aaron get wind of them and end up in a parking structure. They make it to the top and don’t see them waiting for them. They push them to the very edge and leave them hanging. Literally. This is where Aaron becomes a damn icon. LOL

When Tim tells him to get out of the shop Aaron’s reply is the actual best. We all knew he suspected but this line of his confirms it. Also he’s not wrong…Lucy would kill him for letting Tim die. Kills me Aaron always telling it like it is to Tim. I love him so very much. He’s just saying what everyone is thinking. Being the mouth piece for the fandom once again. Tim doesn’t deny it but tells him to get out of the shop. LMFAO

They make it back to the station and Lucy is of course with Tim. Like a moth to a flame. Telling him she’s glad he didn’t die. Since he owes her for a re-do on their date. Tim being as sassy as can be in his reply. First off could they be any closer in this shot? Second the smirks and flirting are telling everyone in that bullpen what you’re trying so hard to hide you two lol my god. Tim is eating it up her wanting another date and it shows.

She is once again affectionately violent in her reply with Tim. He is all smiles when she says this too. The man is an open book of love for her. He couldn’t be happier with this banter going into their ‘second’ date. Anyone watching them can see something has changed but they're too lost in their own banter to notice that. Damn I love these two goobers so very much I might implode haha

Ahhhhh the Treats of Vietnam scene. I can’t get over how damn close these two are. It’s why that far away shot of them is my avatar. They are as close as two people can be in public sitting across from each other. She is basically sitting between his legs and I’m losing my mind about it everyone. Bouncing her leg against his. Legs for days and I'm ship drunk off this alone tbh. Also want to comment on how much I love the lighting in this scene.

The lights above them set this beautiful relaxed tone I adore so much. Tim making a slight joke thinking it's funny this where they ended up. Going from a super fancy romantic restaurant to a food truck. Saying he guesses this is their official first date. Lucy coming in hot with a curveball of an answer. Blowing his damn mind like only she can. Saying last night was for sure. Better story for the grandkids.

I love her face after she says this. Just gauging his reaction. No regrets whatsoever in saying this. This is the same Lucy Chen who couldn’t handle calling Chris her his GF. Legit panicked about it and fought him on it. Was one giant commitment issue with that boy. Half a date with Tim she’s thinking about grandkids with him. Lucy said she wanted to take it slow in the bedroom. She didn’t say anything about their life plans LOL *squee* She is so all in and this line screams that. Makes my shipper heart so damn happy.

Tim isn’t at all upset about her reply. This man was in a relationship with a woman who didn’t want any of that. Didn’t want any of his dreams. Now here comes Lucy Chen. Talking about grandkids on their second date. His face is pure joy. His dreams coming true with this woman next to him. He is beside himself with happiness. It’s written all over his face. Tim is giddy really. Lucy’s cute giggle afterwards I cannot. Her man making her laugh *heart clutch*

These two are gonna kill me with their cuteness. Give me diabetes from how sweet they are. Lord. Tim having cop eyes can’t help but see the idiot trying to break into a car. Says his frustration out loud. The last thing he wants is another interruption with his girl. Lucy is so lost in her date with Tim she doesn’t even see this guy. Which I love. She is so wrapped up in him her cop eyes are off. Not seeing this guy on her radar at all.

Tim doesn’t even get up from their spot. Just yells at the moron and shows his badge. Not wanting to do more than that. Lucy pointing out he’s just going to steal a car in another neighborhood. Which Tim could care less about tbh. The only thing that matters to him in this moment is her. It’s why this next line is so god damn romantic. We truly see how far Tim has come in this moment.

Why is this growth you ask? Because Tim ‘rules matters’ Bradford is picking his girl in this moment. She is more important than chasing some punk for breaking into a car. To touch back on an OTP line from S2. ‘Some things matter more.’ Lucy matters more in this moment to him. More than anything else and he’s letting her know that. Telling her in his own way she matters more to him.

I’m losing my ever loving mind at how romantic this is. I adore him declaring this and being the one to initiate their first real kiss. Lucy looks so in shock. Wondering if this is real life? Did Tim Bradford just pick her over arresting someone? Over the rules? He sure did and he would do it again. Nothing is going to stand in his way of being with her tonight.

Gah it’s the way he softly touches her hair and gently cups her face with his hand. Looking at her like she is the most precious thing in the world to him. Because she is. Let’s be honest she is. Lucy brought this man back to life in so many ways. There is nothing more important to him especially in this moment than her. Never be over her face when he touches her hair. Like she can't believe Tim is looking at her the way he is.

I adore Lucy smiling into this kiss. I’m sure she can’t believe her own luck right now. The man she loves, loves her right back and chose her in this moment. Over everything else he wanted to stay present in this moment with her. His hand on her face while the other is on her THIGH. Her thigh everyone. His love for her thighs continues on in this first real kiss. It was bouncing earlier against his. I'm sure he put it there partly to ground her during this kiss. Also because we all know he has a penchant for them hehe

I’ll never be over how tender and soft this kiss is. The complete opposite of the two they’ve shared before. Those were hot don’t get me wrong so very hot. But this one has a lovely tenderness to it that makes me giddy. The wind soft picking up her hair as they melt into one another. It’s the perfect first kiss. His hand in her hair, his other on her thigh, Lucy smiling dreamily into their kiss. I am a puddle.

It just shows it was never about the right restaurant or outfit. It was just about being together. This scene showing how at ease these two are with each other. That’s beautiful base of friendship they built over the years coming in clutch here. They just look at home with each other this entire scene. *dreamy sigh* Makes my soul happy.

If you didn't watch this scene million and one times when it premiered you're lying haha Hell I did it this time around. I remember losing my damn mind with this scene. Never be over how easily they went from friends to this. Every moment leading up to this is utter perfection. Beautiful start to something more.

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Side notes -Non Chenford

Nolan’s conversation with Celina was so painfully awkward and hilarious I loved her reply to him asking about Aaron she crushed it.

Also Tim is sexy af figuring out how to get that woman out from her car like he did. Mmm love watching that man in the field. Delicious to say the least to watch him in action.

Aaron and Celina playing D & D 😂😂😂 made me laugh so hard. Aaron is SO embarrassed.

I forgot to thank you all last episode. Apologies thank you all who continue to support these reviews. I adore you all more than you will ever know. Your likes, comments and reblog are everything to me. Especially as I tackle these seminal moments in s5. I shall see you all in 5x11 :)

[smoothshine]

Tag game: eight shows to get to know me

I was tagged by @scienceoftheidiot and @goneadrift (thank you!! 🥺💕), and now the deal is that I get to rant about a couple of shows I like, so let's get straight to it!

1. House M.D.

- Knowing how many seasons are there in this show, I think it says something that I purposefully rewatched the full thing several times, and I probably will do it again at some point. Many characters from this series have a special place in my heart, and oh boy do I love myself a good medical drama sometimes. + the different medical cases are just very interesting for me to observe, even though I am by no means a medical specialist, let's say I know a thing or two from this field x)) (and some of you are probably aware of that, ahah)

2. Lethal Weapon

- This one is another one of these shows that I occasionally come back to for a rewatch, the chemistry between two main characters is amazing, and the main plotline is pretty good imo, + it's a classic detective-involving series, where, granted, not every case is super intriguing or complicated, but I think the characters and their development and relationships with each other - all this usually goes first when determining a series that I'll most probably like, and it delivers that part for sure! (Yes I used this specific gif because now I can't stop picturing this, but with Royais + Hughes, lolol, sorry I have a brainrot)

Also, look at this silly little totally not dysfunctional guy, come on, you can't help but love him:

3. Lucifer

- Ohohoho this one was one of the first quite long-term obsessions for me - I was watching it with my good friend as it was coming out (pretty sure starting from like, season 2 we began to watch it as it was airing, or at least I was and then I dragged this friend along for the ride, ahah), and I remember having so much fun with it - making theories, trying to predict the direction for the next season, simping over the main cast, being (more often unironically than not) frustrated with love triangles, all the good stuff. I also really like the soundtrack used in the series, and, of course, I have to mention the fact that its main leads are a blonde badass detective who is actually a sweetheart and her goofy dark-haired bastard-certified material partner who can actually be very scary and powerful to anyone but her :333

Go figure if I have a type or not, right (omg I just realized she also has a cute pet name and it's "detective")

4. Fleabag

- This one was such a pleasant surprise for me, the further I was watching the more invested into it I was getting, and in the end it turned out to be such an emotional rollercoaster, while also being able to handle a balance between more serious scenes and great humor really well. The romance plotline turned out to be very interesting too - overall, it's a great pretty short series that I can definitely recommend for people to check out at some point (I was indeed very happy when I found out @goneadrift was watching it too, hehe)

5. Sherlock (the BBC one)

- Honestly, this one is associated with many good memories for me - we used to watch it for a couple of years in a row with my parents during New Year, and it was like, one of the highlights of our celebration. Life just seemed so much easier these days, and I always remember them with warmth and joy. But! Apart from the sappy stuff - I genuinely think it's a nice modern AU Sherlock adaptation, hehe, as always, I pay a lot of attention to the chemistry between the characters, especially the main cast, and I think pretty much everyone nailed it - I find the characters from this series to be very enjoyable to watch. The other point that I want to mention here is the directing - I remember myself being very impressed by some of the shots and directing/editing choices they made there, and, of course, the main soundtrack is now pretty much engraved into my memory, hehe

(So yeah, aside from the last season, which I don't think is that bad, but definitely not as good as the earlier ones imo, it's a great show!)

6. Elementary

- Surprise surprise, another Sherlock adaptation involving detective storyline(s), who would've thought, right? Honestly, I don't remember a lot about it, since I haven't rewatched it in a looong time, ahah, but, believe it or not, I still love it and have a couple of good memories associated with it. Used to watch it during weekends back in the day when I still watched TV, lolol, but yeah, I think it's a pretty unique Sherlock adaptation, and you can definitely have fun watching it!

7. Forever

- That one is unexpected, definitely not my usual series of choice, but surprisingly I finished it pretty quickly and was glad I decided to give it a shot x)

(For the record - it's a series about a guy who works in the morgue while trying to find how to get rid of his immortality curse 👀👌).

8. Fullmetal Alchemist

- Gonna follow the lead of @scienceoftheidiot and add this one on the list too, because my god this series has me in a chokehold. Specifically Royai stuff of course, but I think in general this is the kind of anime (both FMA and FMAB btw) people who are generally not that much into anime can enjoy (I am saying as I am, apparently, one of these people, ahah). It's just a great story with a great cast and lovely imagery and soundtrack, I mean, what else can you possibly need? (Meanwhile here I am, going absolutely insane every time I think about my two beloved war criminals kissing)

O, here they are, by the way!

Aand that's all for today, no-pressure tags for @lassusog @chrysopoeias @nightofnyx8 @fullmetalscullyy @jedidragonwarriorqueen and anyone who wants to participate (also because it doesn't allow me to tag more people for some reason??), in case you feel like it! :3

[another-mrfluffball]

~How the Lupin gang is when they see their crush walk past them~ +gifs to help you imagine the scene :)

Lupin

He just stops mid-track and says a cheeky hello to them. He might do a goofy greeting or might do a fancy one...you never know. But both are super cute honestly

He will have a small chat with y/n and try to make them giggle/laugh.

He would also try to flirt but...it depends...sometimes he messes up but

Whenever he messes up a flirting, it's always so cute honestly. He just stumbles and is just flustered hehe

Jigen

If you greet him while passing by he would greet you with a little tip of a hat or might give a small cool wave.

He would generally just give small eye contact with you. Like a little zap and might have a small smirk or smile...either way it makes you flustered like crazy

He would also fix his hat a bit when he sees you. It's just a small habit hehe

If he sees you are tired he would definitely do a quick check-up on you. And tell you not to push yourself too much.

Goemon (sorry might be a bad gif lmao)

He will check if you are hurt. Just a quick scan. If you trying to hide an injury he WILL notice.

If you are injured he will politely stop you and tell you that you are hurt.

He will give a quick and nice bow to you. And if you also bow he will feel a bit happy that he was able to do a small interaction with his crush :)

He would have a small smile if you say hello to him. But definitely try to hide it if he sees lupin...that cheeky thief would just 100% notice and be super annoying about it.

And since he wants to keep his crush a secret he will hide it...but deep inside his heart, it feels nice and warm to see y/n smile.

Fujiko

She will flirt/tease you~

She would compliment your outfit, hair, everything!

If she is in a cheeky mood and is in a rush she might wink at you and run off. She enjoys your shocked cute little reaction so much~

Sometimes she would call your name when she sees you through the halls. Y/N~~~~!

Zenigata

He would give a loud hello to you! GOOD MORNING Y/N! (he's just a bit nervous)

He would also give you a report/plan check to you. So today's report is that lupin will be here! *points at map location*

Whenever he sees you from the halls he would straighten his back instantly and fix his coat. He just wants to make sure to look good in front of his crush...such a dork honestly

I hope you enjoyed :D

[spookyserenades]

hi second part 👋🏼

hobi- just remembered this, when y/n, Ben, Alice, and Laura text about how hot the hybrids are I thin mainly hobi omg they cracked me up sm. The im married not blind part was so funny 😂

jimin- i don’t remember much from the chapter in September I don’t think we saw much of him but in this recent chapter OMG he was such a sweet pea!!! Y/n really went all out getting his HORSE shipped here. And jimin saying happy b day to join was so sweet cause every one’s warming up to joon after the fight a bit and I think everyone is warming up in general. Anyways y/nie goes above and beyond for her boys and ahhhh so sweet. He was so happy too you could tell he wanted to cry gosh. I love when jimin can’t handle his alcohol well I can just imagine his red cheeks eeek I hope we get to travel and see his family too. He’s defiantly been working hard on the barn, and when she mention he was shirtless at some point 🥵 I cant- im sorry I’m on my period that my horrible excuse anyways -

taehyung- him wanting to take photography and him taking pics of HER STOP ✋ no author u need to stop it’s too much like omg and when they held each other afterward I melted like I TURNED into a puddle of the floor and I’m only able to write this now bc it’s so cold here that I froze and turned back into my human form. She’s possessive and irl tae is too cause like do u remember the perila leaf débat he would get so jelly if his gf peeled off a leaf for a guy friend. The dinner scene where the waiter was making eyes an y/n and tae held her waist and GLARED that’s some dominance right there. I forgot about including the piano scenes in yoongi so I’ll add them here. the pic tae took of their feet sounded so cute and I’m glad yoongi and tae are getting more comfy w each other (cause I think yoongi chose to sit next to him asp) also cause when y/n was thinking abt how she didn’t want him to be alone 🥺😩 yes tae we want you to interact w the others~ Tae LOVES her touches too he reacts easily in just a snap 🫰

jungkook- ahh yes our angst boi- his birthday party scene was so cute he was so flustered and malfunctioned Sksks it was nice to see a raw and genuine part of him that was truly thankful for her that day I hope we get to see more of that. Jk annoying y/n during hobi’s run by giving her a cig omg I cant- this man’s needs to stop he just loves to tease. Such a sassy and snarky boy I’m totally here fir it all the way. And him picking a scary movie bc he knows hobi Jin and jimin will hate it lol. Him already agreeing to held joon and y/n w the wards before she even asked- really can’t hind anything in this house lol. I forgot to talk about this, but joon being upset w y/n and she didn’t call for him when she head the spirit threaten her 😩 he tries to pretend he doesn’t care but he DOES FR and Jk look at him like dam. Okay but that cliffhanger for the last chapter ofc u just stuff us full of fluff just to rip it out of us and I LOVE IT. I wonder what Jk and hobi/joon (I think joon was involved) fought about to make jk storm out like that although it wouldn’t be the first time. And on Halloween, come on yall! Smh 🤦‍♀️ ahh but he’s one of her boys so she’ll rein him in anyways.

Im guess there’s too much testosterone in that house hold or maybe they’re energy’s bc most of them are exotic predators and dominance is a big thing. I don’t remember exactly. Anyways I spoke about everything I could remember so far sorry for typos, ty sm for feeding us every month with such a hearty meal! Luv u 💋

Hehe hey again!!! fkdasfk I'm glad you liked my "married not blind" joke LMAO it's sooo true, especially when it comes to Hoseok. 👹

Jimin - Y/N getting him his horse... my bestie who usually beta reads for me was like Dana no way lmao. I wanna have disposable income like Y/N, and spoil all the boys silly too!! I guess we can live vicariously though Y/N LOL. 💀💀💀 But Jimin so deserved to be reunited with Vista, and he was so happy to have a piece of his former home with him now. Jimin is such a sweet, polite guy, so him wishing Joonie a happy birthday proves he really just want to keep the peace. Tipsy Jimin is just the cutest stinking thing ever, I can picture his face so clearly in my mind! Knowing Y/N, she'll definitely make good on her mental promise to bring Jimin to see his family (I'm sure she wants to meet them too!) Also YES you're right, he was totally shirtless when he was patching up the roof of the stable... I would have passed out if I saw that, Y/N is a strong woman!

Tae - UGH Another one that is totally whipped for Y/N, taking pictures of her, including a couple at his first expo... even though only four were displayed at that expo, you can imagine he's probably taken dozens more of her, which makes me blush and kick my feet. He's definitely one of the more cuddly ones, too, so when he hugged her at the expo that moment was so sweet and intimate... physical touch must be one of his love languages. I love my men a little possessive, and I DO remember the whole perilla leaf debate (wild) and Tae being like that both irl AND in Trouvaille is just so... you know? He was definitely staking claim over Y/N in that brewery, he did not like that random man staring at his girl like that. OOF! 🥵 I'm glad you brought up Tae and Yoongi beginning to come around to one another. They have that connection of both being into music, and I think they have similar possessive feelings over Y/N. Maybe Yoongi will be the one who gets close to Tae first, we'll see!!

Jeongguk - fhdjasf our little edgelord! Ah his birthday was so self indulgent, fluffy, and a chance to see his softer side under all that iciness he usually displays. I think the longer time wears on, he'll let go of more of that frostiness and become more comfortable showing Y/N his tender side. fjdksa I forgot about the scene where he offered her a cigarette at Hoseok's meet-- such a twerp!! I love love love scary movies, and I feel like him maybe Yoongi are the only two that would actually wanna watch a horror film with me IRL, or Y/N in Trouvaille. Hoseok is a bit of a scaredy cat, and the rest of them put that off a little bit as well LOL. And for sure, there really isn't anything that can be hidden in that house anymore, there are ears literally everywhere.... bad news for someone who likes to talk shit, like me. But that's an example of Jeongguk being uncharacteristically sweet, agreeing to help Y/N even if he doesn't have to. Joon was so pissed when she didn't call out for him when she was threatened, but Y/N handled everything just fine, IMO, he was being a dramatic wolf.

You know I love a good cliffhanger!!! I can't not have one almost every time. Hopefully, this time, the conflict can be resolved quickly, and it isn't as bad as The Incident between Joon and Tae. We shall see-- or you may have already seen, in this newest update!! I'm dying.... there is indeed too much testosterone in that house, but I suppose that it is just something they're all going to need some adjusting to. BUT!! Thank you again so so much for sending in these messages and gushing over the boys with me. I always look forward to hearing what you think. Loves you babe!! 💜💞💜💞