#i wanted to rip my eyeballs out :)

[efplanning]

into a million pieces if you have to...

[several-ravens]

WHY is he speaking so softly to sasha but being a bitch to martin??? help????

[brother-emperors]

The Art of Dreams: Reflections and Representations

The Tomb of Caterina della Ratta and the Iconography of the Reclining Reader in Renaissance Sepulcharl Art, Yonni Ascher

Ancestor Masks and Aristocratic Power in Roman Culture, Harriet I Flower

okay so just. play connect the dots with me for a second. Girolamo Basso della Rovere is Giuliano della Rovere's (Pope Julius II) cousin. Ascanio Sforza was a long time rival, and later ex-enemy of Giiuliano's. this kind of familial mirroring in the tombs, the way that Ascanio is being subsumed into a matching visual with someone of della Rovere's family is. interesting. because it goes well beyond the expected patron-client relationship between the pope and his cardinals. like, these were companion monuments.

there's also a kind of tragic romantic violence to it, given Ascanio's persistent loyalty to his family and Milan, and Ludovico's plans to have Ascanio's body brought back to Milan in the event of his death and interred in the same chapel as Beatrice d'Este.

[suburbanlegnd]

i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never be 16 again. i'll never-

[dyrewrites]

Welp, he got way creepier. That was something.

Not sure how I feel about it but it's in there, and it was tied into some important character development so it'll probably survive revision. I will likely make it worse even, because it should be if this is what's happening.

Isn't writing fun?

[blupoh]

PUNISHER HATES COPS!!! PUNISHER IS NOT A COP SYMPATHIZER!!! EVERY TIME I SEE A BLUE LIVES MATTER FLAG NEXT TO A PUNISHER LOGO I WANT TO EXPLODE!! GRAAAAH

[bewitching-666]

,,

[lesbiansanemi]

Lets see how many episodes of revolutionary girl utena I can slog through today before I wanna fucking end it all

[moonlightretriever]

[likeastars]

*smokes some of his chocolate cigar* that one Rose and Pearl I need you like an alcoholic edit... yeah.

[dragqueenpentheus]

ough

[modu-exists]

Good Omens S2 Ep6 got me like

[todayisafridaynight]

GLAD STREAM WENT SMOOTHLY THIS TIME had so much fun!!

BUT NOOOOOOO SOME OF YOUR FRAMING AND ANGLES REMINDED ME... We finished Hero recently so we rewatched Hero SP and watched the "sequel"… Hero SP is still my favorite thing to come out of it by far TBH but I was happy to see Nakai's character back in the latter [he's got this starting-to-grey beard, so Obviously I Was Thinking About Arakawa Aging In The Years Ichi Was Gone, and also he's smiling almost every second he's on-screen so I was :] ].

At the same time, because Takita's a Sympathetic Antagonist Who Went To Prison Returning In A Sequel… it put the fear of God in me with regard to Jo coming back because [spoilers </3] Takita's only in it for two-and-a-half scenes and he has cancer… I would say One Fear but again I have MANY FEARS when it comes to Jo and honestly MOST OF THEM are about not getting a satisfactory resolution [if there has to be one], like Aoki. I'd already made my peace with him not coming back at all in 2019 [2018 if I'm counting RGGJo]… pleeease don't do him dirty that's my emotional support shitty old bitch 😭😭😭

Extremely specific worries aside here are Nakai's dogs Kurumi and Pairan as promised :] Kurumi means walnut... if you even care...

STREAM WORKING MEANS I DIDNT HAVE TO PICK UP ICE FISHING YIPPEE !!!!!!!!

ABOUT JO THO AND HIS INEVITABLE-RETURN-BUT-UNCERTAIN FATE.... we can only wait... rgg wont let me in their basement anymore i cant leak secrets as to what could happen to him- at the very least i hope the rgg team understands people like satisfactory, Non Bullshit endings to character arcs.... so here's to hoping he gets that if possible :] if not uhhhh hope he gets the least cringe exit from the series :]]

BUT NAKAI'S DOGS HELLOOOOO THEY'RE BABIES I LOVE THEM HIIII !!!!!!! THEIR NAMES ARE SO CUTE PAIRAN AND CHESTNUT..... im ashamed to admit i already knew 'kurumi' meant chestnut.... as krillin's name from dragon ball derives from 'kuri'.... that doesnt make the name any less cute it makes them better TO ME (❁´▽`❁)

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Me, age seven: Energetic but bored only child who constantly asked for their parents to adopt one of the kids in those “find me a home” news specials. Begged on their hands and knees to go to public school so they could meet people their age and get acclimated to society.

Me, age twenty: Apathetic, jaded adult who views any amount of communication as excruciatingly laborious. Is either indifferent or hateful to most people their age. Wants to wander off into a forest so they can die alone in some remote tar pit.

[gatual]

since yesterday ive been having awful migraines so i have energy to do absolutely nothing and everything makes it worse and the only thing I can do is sleep but.hey😏🥴🫠

[buck-yyyy]

killing myself over this migraine. all that’s going through my head right now is henry winter core