#i was so worried m faves won't make it

[mexashepot]

OH THANK GOODNESS

[mhbcaps]

I got tagged again for this by @chevvy-yates :3 thank you!

OC INTERVIEW: Sanctuary Zelenko & Joey Armas

▪ NICKNAME:

"Named myself Sanctuary after my favorite cologne, back when I was twenty. Company went under a year later, and then someone drank the rest of the only bottle I had. You remember Axis, baby?"

"That dumb piece of shit? Wait, that why you scrapped with him? Over the cologne?"

"Yeah. That's how I ended up with this. Couple people called me Zipperface for months."

"I 'member that. Won't lie, I thought it was pretty funny."

"'Course you did. Answer the question."

"Oh, my mama prob'ly named me Joseph or John or something but I've been Joey all my life."

▪ GENDER:

"I want you to guess."

"C'mon, I don't wanna be here forever. I'm a boy, and they're Sanctuary. 'f you try to make it make sense, your little head'll explode."

▪ ORIENTATION:

"I'm a man of many tastes."

"Nah, he likes anybody who looks like they'd grab his hips and make him beg. Isn't that right, baby?"

"Ain't denying. Hey, what're you squirming for? You asked the question, choom. We're just bein' honest."

▪ NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY:

"Born and raised here, but my parents both came from Ukraine. Don't really know what that makes me."

"You know more than me. Which is fuck-all, honestly. Whole family is dead now, though, so what's it matter? Sorry, 'm I makin' you uncomfortable again? Don't feel bad. Not like you killed 'em. Fuckers who did were taken care of years ago, don't worry."

▪ HEIGHT:

"Depends on what boots I'm wearin'."

"Flat, he's five-nine. And I'm five-eleven. I like to wear heels, though, so people look at me. Nothing gets someone's attention like a nice pair of heels. Or a big fucking knife."

"Yeah, I got the big fucking knife covered."

▪ STAR SIGN:

"Scorpio."

"I ain't even sure what my actual birthdate is. My citizen record says March twentieth but Mom always said she was just guessing. So that's, what, Aries or somethin'?"

"Not like it matters."

"Yeah, don't believe in that shit anyway."

▪ FAVE FRUIT:

"Ate a banana once. Real one. That shit was good."

"Where the hell'd you get a real banana?"

"Got a donor once who had a suite at the Highcourt, years back. Dub did her copycat thing and got in pretending she was a girlfriend experience or something. Stole everything she could carry. Not much, bitch had scrawny arms, but she got the fruit and some sweet threads."

"Don't remember that."

"Nah, it was right before we met. I remember, 'cause I was wearing the guy's underwear when we did meet."

"Do you still have the underwear?"

"No. Had to toss 'em after I got stabbed one time. Would've kept them 'cept that the bloodstain looked like I shit myself."

▪ FAVE SEASON:

"You think the twenty-degree flux we get counts as seasons? Well, it's winter, anyway. Shorter days, less sun."

"Fall. I make good money in the fall. Everyone's done partying for the summer, got their new implants, lookin' for glory on the streets."

▪ FAVE FLOWER:

"I dunno dick about flowers. I don't even know what kinds I got tattooed on me. Guess those would be my favorite, 'f I knew what they were called."

"I don't pay much attention to flowers, either."

▪ FAVE SCENT:

"Sanctuary. ...You didn't like it when we were talkin' about my "orientation" or whatever. Gonna really hate it if I go into detail about scent."

"I use pomegranate shampoo."

"Yeah, that's part of it."

▪ COFFEE, TEA, HOT CHOCOLATE:

"Don't like hot drinks. I'll drink lemonade, though."

"I used to drink coffee, but these days caffeine just fucks me up. I have enough headaches without it."

▪ AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP:

"Who keeps track? I'm a night owl, anyway."

"I try to get a reasonable amount in so I don't kill my patients."

▪ DOG OR CAT PERSON:

"I've never met a dog. Friend of mine has a cat, though, and I like her well enough, so that's one-zero in cats' favor."

"I like 'em both. Hunters and survivors, in their own ways."

▪ DREAM TRIP:

"Somewhere with a lotta trees. Grew up in the concrete jungle - a little more green'd be nice, y'know?"

"Yeah. I wouldn't mind visiting Ukraine. I don't know how much green is left, though - anywhere."

▪ NUMBER OF BLANKETS THEY SLEEP WITH:

"Two, so we each have our own and nobody's stealing it - baby, what are you doing?"

"Fuuuuuuuuck! My fuckin' fries are cold. 'Cause I've been sittin' here answering stupid questions. Are we done now?"

"We're done now."

▪ RANDOM FACT:

"I'm fucking hungry and now I gotta eat cold fries, that's a fact for you."

[aftgficrec]

Can you post fics where Andrew and Neil argue but make up in the end?

Enjoy this walk through andreil feels, anon. The previous asks mentioned lead to a bunch more asks and fics. -A

also see:

andreil arguing here

new andreil breakup/make-up here

fave break up and make up here

andreil or jerejean kiss & make-up here

miscommunication leading to near-breakups here

angst w/happy ending: miscommunication or pining here

andreil enemies to lovers 2 here

Andrew makes Neil cry here

Neil snaps ‘not nothing’ here

‘quicksand’ here

‘low quay, no pressure’ here

‘transience’ here

‘transmission’ here

‘Tumblr Headcanons - Andreil’ Ch 11 & 12 here

‘Neil worried that Andrew cheated’ here

‘Home for Christmas’ here

‘Wake Up to Your Sunset’ here (completed)

‘All I Wanted’ here

‘Some Kind of Disaster’ here

‘I’m Not Dead Yet’ here

‘Can Nobody Hear Me (I cannot breathe)’ here (completed)

‘nice to see your face again’ and ‘Dawn Won't End the Night’ (updated) here

‘please come back, save me from myself,’ ‘ghostin',’ and ‘I ran out of every reason’ here

‘but i don't think i can ever learn how to love just right’ here 

‘Shared Custody’ and ‘Shared Custody (The Blame the Cat Remix)’ here

if you really love nothing by seasy33 [Rated M, 39713 Words, Complete, 2022]

Andrew finds an interesting piece of paper. He's not quite sure how he feels about it.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: rape/noncon, tw: flashbacks, tw: alcohol 

Undefined Roommates Code by Helpisneeded [Rated E, 56760 Words, Incomplete, Updated Oct 2022]

Punching your roommate is not a very smart idea. Starting a friends with benefits relationship with said roommate is an even worse one. Setting up a string of rules to keep it purely physical and make sure you don’t catch feeling but catching them anyways is certainly the stupidest thing you could do in that situation. Luckily for Neil, he never claimed to be smart.

tw: explicit sexual content, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced suicidal tendencies

Regrowth by Mystrana [Rated E, 4836 Words, Complete, 2021]

It goes like this: Neil's giving therapy a chance. He's dealing with every emotion he's ever pushed down trying to leak back up. When he gets hurt during a game, Andrew gets upset and they get into an argument. And then Andrew apologizes. A fic in which Andrew and Neil work on healing together and cry and have the softest sex in the world.

tw: explicit sexual content

An intimate moment with someone you hate by krasmataz [Rated E, 7414 Words, Complete, 2023]

Neil and Andrew have their first fight after trying something new in the bedroom. Hope they figure it out before they destroy too much school property!

tw: implied/referenced self-harm, tw: blood, tw: implied/referenced suicidal tendencies

over/under by likearecord [Rated E, 9506 Words, Complete, 2023]

He’d thought Neil, with his smart mouth and his wild eyes, would be satisfied with what Andrew was offering. He guesses he’d thought Neil was used to living on scraps—and Andrew has never had anything meatier to give. He’d been wrong.

tw: explicit sexual content

Only Fools Fall. by Random2002 [Rated T, 19789 Words, Incomplete, Updated Feb 2023]

Neil tests how faithful his clients partners are. Roland is a client; he's worried about his boyfriend. It isn't long until Neil notices some serious rifts in the relationship he is meant to test.

tw: child abuse

Cold Cookies by Preludeno3 [Rated M, 11583 Words, Incomplete, Updated Jan 2023, Locked]

It starts off as an abstract, incomplete thought. Andrew’s on his knees on the rug in his Columbia bedroom, going to town on Neil’s dick. Or Andrew wants to try face fucking, trauma is a bitch and Neil is almost too understanding

tw: explicit sexual content, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

First fight by Olympyas [Not Rated, 3265 Words, Complete, 2023]

"There is no this, you are nothing and nothing doesn't exist." It hurt. A lot. Especially when you spent the whole day feeling like nothing. So he wanted to hurt Andrew in return. He wanted to get, even the slightest, reaction from him. "Well, at least you can't hurt 'nothing' like you destroy everything around you." —hurt him— "You'll still run away like the rabbit you are. Tell me, Nathaniel, why are you staying?" Neil hated this name in Adrew's mouth "For nothing. I shouldn't have stayed in the first place." And he left.

tw: panic attacks, tw: violence, tw: assault, tw: attempted rape/noncon

A Substitute For Please by cadkitten [Rated E, 1911 Words, Complete, 2018]

Please is a word built to make things easy and life has never been easy for either of them. Please is meant to smooth things over, but they're all rough edges. Please is a final ditch effort when hope is lost and, Neil, he knows there's still hope here.

tw: ptsd, tw: depression, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: alcohol

NB: find more about Nicky’s state of mind here

To Be Close With You Is To Be Close With Myself by jostenskeys [Rated E, 20359 Words, Complete, 2022]

Andrew has always been a protector at heart despite how often he bullies Neil for his martyr complex. The summer before Neil's second year, however, he begins to feel the impacts of his life finally crash down on him just as they were finally safe from harm. Andrew fights with himself and doesn't know how he can help. But he soon realises, in order for him to help Neil, he needs to help himself too. Or The Convincing-Neil-To-Get-Therapy Chronicles. Written by Andrew Minyard and edited by Betsy Dobson.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: rape/noncon, tw: self harm, tw: urge to self harm, tw: blood, tw: suicidal ideation, tw: nightmares, tw: panic attacks, tw: depression

Stay series by jaydreamz [Rated M/T, Collection with 2 complete works, Updated Nov 2021]

Part 1: Was Sorta Hopin' That You'd Stay [M, 25740 Words] Neil and Andrew have HATED each other since an incident in college. They really, really do. The Minyard-Josten rivalry is not a sham. But now Andrew's transferring to Neil's team and all hell is about to break loose.

tw: alcohol, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: explicit sexual content

Part 2: Before I Hated You [T, 5974 Words] Before the Minyard-Josten rivalry was on, there was something else entirely. *** Andrew and Neil's first meeting in college that ended up starting the feud between them.

Bittersweet by Mercey [Rated M, 8370 Words, Complete, AFTG Mixtape Exchange 2021]

‘Why would Neil want to be with someone who can’t even care for him the right way? Why would he want that life for himself? He’s not a runaway anymore, he’s not so desperate for affection that he’ll settle for my meagre offerings, and good for him. It’s better that way.’ Andrew's spiralling with graduation coming up, and beginning to question the very foundations upon which he and Neil are built.

tw: depression

Hold Each Other by exactly13percent_OLD (hymbeaux) [Collection Rated T/E, Complete, 2018]

Chapter 12: Stranger [T, 2854 Words] Sometimes, love comes easily. That's the problem.

I took a breath and took the knife by eeveepkmnfan [Rated M, 2271 Words, Complete, 2022]

Andrew and Neil argue. Or, Neil is still struggling through the aftereffects of being drugged. Andrew is forced to confront the consequences of that decision.

tw: transphobia, tw: implied/referenced sexual assault, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced involuntary drug use, tw: ptsd

Spring Cleaning with a Man on the Lam by SugarLime [Rated G, 2240 Words, Complete, 2019]

Neil glared at the wrapper Andrew had tossed on the floor next to his chair. He stalked over with a nasty frown and leveled a glare at Andrew. Andrew met his glare with an empty expression. “What?” He asked, following Neil’s gaze as it tuned to the discarded wrapper, “it’s a wrapper,” he said wisely. His gut did a small flip as he tried to figure out why his boyfriend was mad.

I Won't Be Home For The Rest Of The Night by CasTheButler [Not Rated, 1039 Words, Complete, 2017]

Neil and Andrew have a fight, Neil learns to let someone new in.

Stars and Moons by sonyathefairy [Rated G, 1111 Words, Complete, 2017]

Neil ponders about the stars and his fight with Andrew. Or in which they both realise that they can't live without the other anymore.

Where We Belong by conniptionns [Rated T, 1374 Words, Complete, 2017]

prompt: andrew and neil get into this huge fight while andrew is driving so he tells neil to get out the car and walk the rest of the way.

Still here by theresnothis [Rated T, 2779​​ Words, Complete, AFTG Summer Exchange 2022]

After a fight with Andrew, Neil ran off into the night (but he would go back). Andrew found him and of course with Neil’s luck a robbery would occur.

flashes of intimacy by mostly_maudlin [Rated T, Collection, Complete, 2023]

Chapter 3: conflict resolution [385 Words] Chapter 4: space [507 Words]

tw: mild self harm

Chapter 16: picking fights [554 Words]

tw: mild self harm

“I don’t want your pity, I want your absence.” by markonasurface (idwir) [Not Rated, 1627 Words, Complete, 2018]

After the freshmen find out about Neil and Andrew, a terrible practice leads to Neil saying things he shouldn’t.

tw: involuntary outing, tw: homophobia, tw: scars, tw: anxiety attack, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: victim shaming, tw: self harm

“So much for not getting involved.” by markonasurface (idwir) [Not Rated, 769 Words, Complete, 2020]

“I don’t want your pity, I want your absence.” pt 2

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa

“don’t call me that”-andreil prompt fill by @markonasurface [Tumblr, 2017]

Neil heard the door to the roof open and knew it was Andrew. Annoyance flooded his chest and he had the overwhelming urge to hit him. Instead he lit another cigarette and let Andrew pluck it from his fingers even though he hadn’t offered it to him.

[silkjade]

Hi Jade, have you ever assigned your mutuals a ship? If not you should, it’s lots of fun! 🩷

yes i have before actually ! i can’t find the old post lolz but since it’s december, i’ll do a lil extra smthg ‘n send my mooties on a winter(ish) date as well ૮꒰ྀི •̀⩊•́ ꒱ྀིა

⤀ @sunnyshiloh gandharva ville is coasty toasty from all the delicious aromas of u and tighnari making the yummiest dishes + desserts with all ur winter fruits 'n veggies ! perhaps even a candlelit dinner ? no fire hazard w 'nari around 🍲

⤀ @zhongrin / @meimeimeirin hot pot for 2 pls at third round knockout ! order whatever u want babe, zhongli will write it off as a business expense cus treating da wifey is a full time job and he clocks in to work every day 🫡

⤀ @anantaru are u cold ? perhaps it's the perfect opportunity for heizou to warm u up, so how does a steamy hot springs date sound ? booked for just u two ofc, closed 🙅‍♀️❌ to the public today sryyyy !

⤀ @dustofthedailylife you & alhaitham are spending a cozy night in decorating the house 'n sipping on yummy hot chocolate ! kaveh will say it's cheesy af that there're mistletoes in all ur fave corners of the house, but just ignore him 🙄

⤀ @lunargrapejuice hydro dragon, hydro dragon, don’t slip ! hold on tight cus you’re going ice skating with neuvillette ! don't worry about falling, won't happen on his watch ⛸️🕵️‍♂️

⤀ @hwaitham kshahrewar has so much extra scrap metal, no one would even notice if alhaitham snuck a couple pieces so that he can take you sledding in the snowy slopes of dragonspine right ? 🤸‍♀️🛷

⤀ @mydiluc mr & mrs ragnvindr are decorating a gingerbread manor w lil gingerbread versions of you 'n him, so ofc diluc must swipe a glob of frosting onto ur face just so he has an excuse to kiss it off 😋🧁

⤀ @mooncreates the yashiro commissioner takes you out on a nice lil walk in the snow (boring !!!) toss a snowball at him when he isn't looking, and the real ayato comes out to play 🤫

⤀ @seveninchesfrominsanity no flights in teyvat ? wrong ! point to anywhere on the maps babe cus the akademiya’s on break and scaramouche is taking you on a winter getaway ✈️

⤀ @manumimiii to liven up the fortress of meropide for the holidays, you & wriothesley are off to erinnyes to find the perfect christmas tree ! cold ? no worries, he brought a thermos of tea so go 'n snuggle up under his coat 🌲

⤀ @i23kazu barista bb, this winter you are introducing xiao to the art of latte making 'n latte art 'n be sure to snap a pic of the conqueror of demons w a lil milk foam 'stachie hehe ☕️

⤀ @yuellii i m sending you & furina to the holiday market to shop for cute lil things that u def don't need ahem.. but um.. support small fontaine businesses right ! perhaps u can even get a pair of matching lil smthgs ? 💳💥

⤀ @ryuryuryuyurboat kaeya is taking you out of the city 'n down to dragonspine away from light pollution to stargaze ! but light pollution ? in mondstadt ? ehe perhaps its just an excuse to cuddle up in the cold then 🤭🌌

[tillthelandslide]

Touring with The 1975 - Ross Macdonald Instagram AU

AN: I really love making these so if y'all like them then I'll continue to make them. Got a few others lined up. My inbox is open so send me any requests or just anything, even if you just want to talk or unload your 1975 fantasies haha. Love - L

Musician!Reader x Ross

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram back from tour bitches.... Look who I bumped into 😍😍

Liked by rass1975, trumanblack, charli_xcx and 1,089,637 more

fan1 oh shit... If this is what I hope it is, the internet is going to break

fan3 no fucking way our girl with Ross from 75?

rass1975 glad to have you back pumpkin

-> yourinstagram love you 🖤

Fan4 PUMPKIN! EXCUSE ME SIR?

charli_xcx couple goals

-> yourinstagram your only real competition for that title 😘

-> bedforddanes75 na you guys win

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram spending some time with my boy bts ... Doesn't he look good doing his thing? 😍

Liked by trumanblack, yourbestfriend, rass1975 and 987,678 others

fan2 your boy? 😭😭 My heart has broken... Our girly is no longer single. Happy for you though

fan3 i hope this is them working together

-> yourinstagram 🤫

rass1975 I love you❤️

trumanblack OUR boy

-> yourinstagram sure, keep trying to convince yourself ratty healy

fan3 not her calling him ratty 💀

trumanblack ouch

-> rass1975 she loves you really

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram thank you to everyone who came out to support the last tour. Things are only getting better. Glad to announce that I will be joining @the1975 on their next tour. Proud to support my boys. Love you guys and thank you for this opportunity

trumanblack welcome aboard rockstar

-> yourinstagram 🤘🖤

1975adam let's goooo

rass1975 proud of you pumpkin ❤️

75fan fuck off I can't handle this, all my faves together, this is going to be the best tour

-> yourinstagram fuck yeah 🤘🖤

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram tour time bby 🤘

Liked by trumanblack, bedforddanes75, yourbestfriend, rass1975 and 568,637 others

rass1975 as if you're mine 🥰

-> yourinstagram all yours monkey man

-> fan6 whatever the story is behind that nickname Im begging for you to tell us

trumanblack my comfort people

bedforddanes75 you guys are the cutest

-> yourinstagram FANKS MATE🤓🤓

yourbestfriend look after her please @rass1975

-> rass1975 of course mam 🫡

rass1975:

rass1975 my rockstar 🖤 it has been a pleasure having you on tour with us. But now it's that sad time where you have to leave for your own tour. Will miss you tons pumpkin.

Liked by yourinstagram, the1975, yoursibling and 789,093 others

yourinstagram love you 🖤 will miss you so much.

-> rass1975 love you and miss you more

trumanblack the best 🖤we will miss you @yourinstagram

-> yourinstagram crying 😭

bedforddanes75 won't be the same without you 😞@yourinstagram

-> yourinstagram gunna miss ya mate

jamieoborne if we could've had you join us for longer we would have, until next time 🤘

yoursibling smashed it

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram last day of tour with my love, you'll continue smashing it without me and you will forever make me proud. I'll miss you my monkey man. Thank you for standing by my side every step of the way and loving me the way I needed

Liked by trumanblack, bedforddanes75, rass1975 and 789,457 others

rass1975 you make me so unbelievably proud everyday, I'll miss you like crazy pumpkin

trumanblack make us proud you legend

-> yourinstagram wouldn't dream of doing anything else

fan6 the end of an era truly

-> yourinstagram I'll be back don't you worry, they can't get rid of me for that long

ynrossshipper my parents are so cute

rass1975:

rass1975 the luckiest girl in the world

Liked by yourinstagram, trumanblack, bedforddanes75, yourbestfriend and 456,739 others

yourinstagram I leave you for a month and you're already cheating on me with ratty healy

-> rass1975 don't leave then

-> yourinstagram meanie 😕

-> trumanblack don't fight over me guys theres plenty to go around

-> yourinstagram @trumanblack not fighting over you b, he can have you 😘

-> fan6 THE SASS

yourinstagram:

yourinstagram my man had a glow up when I was on tour 😍 damnnn monkey man @rass1975

Liked by rass1975, charli_xcx, bedforddanes75 and 658,951 others

rass1975 excuse the middle finger everyone, the absolute pest that is @yourinstagram kept referring to me as a "big boy"

-> yourinstagram aren't you so glad to have me home? 😇

-> rass1975 absolutely ♥️ wouldn't have it any other way

bedforddanes75 now he can stop complaining that he misses you

-> rassthe1975 thanks for that mate

-> yourinstagram awe you cutie you @rass1975

the1975:

the1975 The 1975 At Their Very Best

Houston, Texas

November 16th 2022

yourinstagram damnnn 😍 that's my monkey man

fan3 oh shit he's hot, y/n is lucky

-> yourinstagram that I am 😊❤️

fan1 bet he was staring at y/n

[berrymoos]

MY BABY MY BAAABYYYY .... YOURE MY BAAABY SAAAAAY IT TO MEEEEEE .... im on s13 of ninjago & he has not left my mind since s1 oughshdjshdj he's so baby

𓂃 ．．🍪🐻🧡🏵🧃

🎂 — regressor cole headcanons!

the rock of the group deserves to have some small time sometimes. what more can i say? rocks can crack too, specially ninja rocks (。-`ω-)ｰ

stress regressor, 100%. he rushes to be the responsible one of the team whenever something goes wrong, worries himself sick over mistakes, pushes himself to make up for them no matter what bc if he doesn't something could go wrong again and someone could get hurt and then his friends won't like him anymore– and all that weight on his shoulders is rough

all of the ninja r his caregivers to some capacity. every single one. all of them r strong too – kinda comes w being elemental masters / ninja n all – so they can carry him whenever they want <33 cole loves it too, they're so cozy (o^∀^o)

i don't think wu or misako know directly, but if cole ever told / regressed around them, they wouldn't be v surprised – like they know smth is up, but they won't confront him bc that's his business

lots of ppl hc cole having a kindergarten to middle / teen regressor headspace & that's SO big-brained, i eat it up every time – BUT baby cole my sweet sweet boy. infant ages to like 2yrs old. give him a rattle; he likes rattles kenwkdek

the eepiest baby ever, partially bc of how young his headspace is, partially bc he's the master of earth – it takes up a lot of his energy when he's big, but since he's so used to it, it doesn't rlly register how wiped he actually is until he's sitting down, his brain is whirling to a stop ... & then it's like “mmnn woa m eepy..” hes also very prone to regressing when he's tired; doesn't happen all the time, but it's become more often than not

(jay has, in fact, taken a picture of a sleeping cole on the couch, meme-ified it w the “why he so eepy” caption , & sent it to the gc. they went loco /pos)

on that note, he can fall asleep p much anywhere: on the couch, on the floor, over a bowl of cereal, literally anywhere. his favorite places (aside from his bed) r his friends' laps <3 he's being held? out like a light

that earth master strength Does Not magically go away when cole is small, meaning his tantrums could cost them a wall & possibly new flooring. not that he has tantrums often bc he's v chill & low-energy!

(... it happened once & jay refused to babysit for a good week. for unrelated reasons ofc /j)

OOUHEJSH loves bears sooooo much it's almost silly. he's got a black bear onesie w ears on the hood, a tiny tail on the butt, & a dark brown teddy bear to match - his fave. "we bare bears" & "little bear" are his go-to shows. he can devour a box of teddy grahams in two sittings. glamrock freddy his absolute beloved. bears bears BEARS bears bears!!!!

kai called himself a papa bear once & cole went nuts jahdkajdkw “’apa bear ’apa bear!!!! ʕ￫ᴥ￩ ʔ” — “yup, that's me, don't wear it out! (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧”

ok guys wait here me out: bearcub regressor cole. makin grororgroo noises to communicate. cute little snuffles n nose wrinkles when he smells smth good. loooong naps in a blanket fort. honey added to his bottle. bearcub regressor cole

the teddy's name is muffin btw. he & mr. cuddlywump are best friends & they always have playdates together 🫶

speaking of — jay is older than cole by a few years (maybe 4-7?), so he's consistently playing the older playmate / big brother role for cole. YES he will absolutely drag the baby into mischief, but if anyone dares to try separating them he IS throwing a fit about it. also he's the only one who can turn a laid-back baby cole into a zoomin 2y/o. watch out for them.../silly

back to the rattle thing for a sec – jay has a toy drumset & nya has a toy guitar, so the three of them put on a music show for the rest of the team! they're always asked for encores & they always deliver! their band name is The Mudshockers & kai is their biggest fan👍🏾

he likes dancing but since he's unsteady on his feet the younger he is, sometimes he'll just sway his body o, bop his head, or shake his rattle to whatever beat there is – even if said beat is just in his head. other times he'll get nya or zane to dance with him when he's able to stand!

omigosh wait ,,,, zane picking cole up & bouncing him to the beat ,,,, im gonna MELT they're so cute 🥹

cole adores fuzzy / fluffy material. his element requires him to summon rocks from the ground, & rocks are hard - he deserves some soft things in his life ( =^×^= )/ᰔᩚ if any of the ninja have something visibly fluffy in his presence, they'll very quickly have a small in their lap, nuzzling them & humming contentedly. muffin & his bear onesie r his favorites because of that!

ALSO remember the casual outfit he wore in "child's play" (the ep where the ninja got turned into kids)? he managed to find the adult-sized sweatshirt of that shirt & it's now a staple regression outfit ... whenever he's not in his onesie

he's still got a MASSIVE sweet tooth, bc who would cole be w/o it? (/j) ,, the only difference is that, instead of it manifesting in “oooo chocolate cake & cookies & ice cream!!!” it manifests as “mmm baba w sugar n hunny.....” – not to say cole doesn't have his moments where he craves a cakepop over warm chocolate milk. zane usually is in charge of preparing his bottle bc he always gets it juuuust right

THE NINJA HAVE A BABY BAG IN CASE HE DROPS ON LONGER MISSIONS AAAAA ,,, cole's a lil embarrassed @ first & fervently insists that he won't be regressing on the mission, but it proves to be incredibly useful when he gets hungry in the middle of like, nowhere & there's a section completely dedicated to snacks & drinks

(... & when cole actually regresses bc of stress / sleepiness & they have the majority of his stuff on-hand)

jay can never escape being called a dingus no matter what. baby cole catches him doing something stupid? “ ‘ingus...”. a joke too corny for his taste? “ ’inguuus.” jay complains abt this unfair treatment, how he's being bullied by a baby & he is slandering him ... but no one comes to his aid. zane'll scoop up cole & say “hm, are you sure that was an unprovoked statement on his part?” while kai will just spout nonsense like “wooooow jay ... a power outage in ninjago city and bordering countries?” by your hands?” w/ lloyd n nya just shaking their heads. jay's like “GAAAAAAAASP, NOBODY is on my side??? coco is being a BULLY & you guys are just ALLOWING it???? i see how it is.......”. cole's laughing hysterically throughout all of this 🫶

honestly jay's the funniest person to cole when he's small. he could be being Himself & cole's losing his mind over it. nobody can compete against his hilarity no matter how hard they try. best way to tell when cole's dropping is if he's laughing way harder at one of jay's stupid jokes /silly

mmmhmdhsjshsi ,,, jay coming up w the nickname "coco" & callin him that as a joke while he's big, but cole just gets super fuzzy-brained bc ,,,,,,,, coco ........ ohohohohoh ,,,,,,, & jay is like “oh! mkay then!” now he uses it all the time when he's regressed hdksjdk

ON THAT NOTE, nya came up w "pebble", & just like "coco", it spread to the rest of the team like butter on a warm stack of pancakes. nowadays they very rarely use "cole" when he's small – why should they, when they have "pebble" & "coco" under their belts!

... kai calls him "coco pebble(s)" sometimes 🫢

spoiled to the max. he breaks the handle to his paci? don't worry, zane just ordered 6 more. he loses a stuffie? jay's giving 3 of his to him. he's hungry? nya's got several different flavors of milk in one arm & baggies filled with teddy grahams in the other. absolutely spoiled rotten

he doesn't have any of those fancy deco pacis bc hes v prone to dropping them in his sleep & doesn't wanna mess them up, so he gets the printed designed ones or the plain-colored ones & slaps some stickers on them :] he rlly likes his black-stickered paci but he's not picky!

lloyd loves joking abt how he's no longer the youngest on the team whenever cole drops. he'll walk into the room & say “guys, i'm not the youngest anymore!” without warning while cole's in his arms, half asleep w a paci

sometimes he feels like he shouldn't be regressing bc of his status as "the rock of the group" & gets hit with an influx of negative thoughts. like – he's their anchor, their strength, the glue that holds everyone together when things go south ... so what is he doing regressing of all things? if they don't have a rock, the team won't make it! all of that negativity :( hes prone to pushing down his regression & busies himself w other things until he just ... breaks. wooo :((

after day of the departed (read: cole gets his physical body back), he literally launches himself into his friends & snuggles them like there's no tomorrow in sight. for a good two weeks he's the clingiest baby boy to ever exist: holding everyone's hands, leaning against the nearest person, cuddling, sleepy cuddling – the most common occurrence bc sleepy cole is sleepy. GOODNESS hes so clingy!! if he's in the right (or ig wrong) mood he gets fussy if his human pillow moves away from him kdnfoendk. nobody minds at all; they got their baby boy back & that's all that matters <3

self-indulgent pkmn au hc: cole's midnight lycanroc may look scary (...and kind of is hssjskdje), but it's soooo sweet & gentle with him omg. it has special mittens it puts on its paws to keep from accidentally hurting him w its claws & 100% will help zane make a bottle or lloyd prepare a snack. the fur on its neck is mad fluffy - there have been many, many times someone's walked in on cole with his face stuffed in lycanroc's fur, fast asleep on its back while roc's layin there with him, tail slowly awag <3

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

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kinktober 2022

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ʚ Fave x GN Reader ɞ

Day 21: Hyperspermia

❥ CW: male fave (he/him pronouns, has a dick), gn reader (no pronouns or genitals), smut, kinda dom reader, handjob, not proofread

"Hyper what?" 

"Hyperspermia. It's… it's embarrassing."

"How is cumming more than the average man embarrassing?"

"Because, it—" He sighed in exasperation, looking away, cheeks burning hot. "It just… makes a mess and… I mean, my last partners thought it was gross and a hassle." You pouted, cooing softly as you scoot closer to him on the bed.

"Awww, baby… I'm sorry they made you feel that way, but you gotta remember that I am not them. It's not fair for you to assume that I'm gonna be the same as them." He sighed, taking your hand in his.

"I know. I know, I… I don't know. I'm just worried it'll bother you."

"Babe." You cupped his face, forcing him to look at you. "Stop projecting. Lemme make my own opinion, okay?"

"...Okay." You smiled, kissing his cheek.

"Good. Now take your cock out." He sputtered, his body lighting on fire.

"W-What?! Now?"

"Yes, now. I wanna see what you're making such a fuss about." He swallowed, glancing down at the front of his pants, already seeing a small tent forming. He held his breath when you brushed your knuckles against his hardening member, biting his lip when you hummed. "I won't force you to do anything, but I'd love to see how much you cum." He gulped, clearing his throat, nodding slightly.

"O-Okay…"

"Okay? I wanna hear a 'yes', honey, an enthusiastic one." He huffed, twisting his mouth before inhaling sharply.

"Yes. Yes, please, I… I-I want you to touch me." You let out a tiny whine, smiling happily and giving a small giggle.

"Perfect, baby. Lemme take care of you, yeah?"

You palmed his crotch without another word, relishing in the quiet groan that left him. You wasted no time undoing his pants, taking his cock out, humming appreciatively.

"You've got such a nice cock, baby," you praised, wrapping your hand gingerly around him, giving him a long stroke.

"R-Really?" he moaned, hips already bucking into your hand.

"Yeah. Prettiest cock I've ever seen. Makes me wanna have it inside me."

"Sh-Shit, yeah? You want my cock in you?" He hissed when you squeezed the head, biting back a moan when you pressed your thumb into the slit.

"Yeah. Not tonight, but definitely soon. Can't wait to feel it inside me. Can't wait for you to fill me up."

"Oh fuck," he moaned, tossing his head back as you jerked his cock. He was already pulsing in your hand, his tip leaking like a faucet. You kissed his chin, moving along his jaw.

"You feel so warm, baby. You gettin all worked up from me touching you?"

"Mm-hm." He was panting, watching your hand move faster along his cock, his precum making his dick slick. "Your hands are s-so soft."

"Yeah? You like my hands touching you?" He nodded quickly, sighing shakily when you kissed his cheek, opening your mouth to nibble at him a bit. "Just imagine how much better it'll feel once you're inside me, fucking me as hard as you want."

"Oh my God," he whined, hips lifting to meet your hand, his breath speeding up as your hand did the same. "Fuck, babe. Ohmygod, 'm gonna cum, you're gonna make me cum—"

"Go ahead, baby. Go on and cum. Make a mess for me."

He groaned, turning his head so his lips met yours, kissing you as you stroked him to completion. He moaned into your mouth, balls tightening before releasing his load. His head fell back with a loud groan, his cum shooting out at an incredible height. You watched it spurt out dramatically, flying several feet away, hitting several different objects in large amounts (you were glad you angled his dick away from the two of you, avoiding the result of his orgasm). You slowed your strokes, milking him until nothing came out, until he was whimpering with sensitivity. Only then did you let go of him, letting his dick fall to his stomach, softening against him. You surveyed the mess he'd made, looking at the globs of cum on your palm.

"See?" he breathed heavily, eyes heavy as he looked around the room and at you. "It's a pain. Such a mess for nothi—mm!"

Your lips crashed onto his, tongue pressing into his mouth, greedily lapping at him. He was shocked still for a moment, slowly kissing you back, blinking slowly. You pulled back after kissing him breathless, keeping your face close to his, the two of you panting against each others' faces.

"Next time, you're doing that inside me, and you're not wasting a single fucking drop."

[honeyspiders10]

Can you do a tenya iida x male reader? Tenya and reader have been dating for a while, so they are officially bfs. One night, reader wakes up in tears bc of a nightmare of tenya getting hurt? so tenya just comforts reader? If you dont, its ok, ill ask someone else to. (Genuinley not trying to guilt trip you.)

Hi there darling! I would love to write this for!

I hope you enjoy!!

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Request: yes

TW: nightmare and screaming

Genre: fluff

Fandom: MHA or BNHA

Pronouns used: he/him (tenya used them) you/your (fic is written in 2nd person)

Gender: Male!reader

Style: short fic

Proofread: yes

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Your face contorted into odd ways in your slumber. Tossing and turning in the blankets twisting the blanket around your body into a blanket pretzel. Your nightmare picked up on its elements of terror, and you awoke with a scream of distress. Your stressed voice awoke your sleeping boyfriend. He frenzied in worry searching for his glasses so he could see, "M/N, ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!?!" He said, putting on his glasses. You couldn't catch your breath, you tried to speak but all you could was cry. Tenya pulled you close to him, "it's alright, beloved. I got you. I won't let anything hurt you." He said, rubbing gentle circles on your back, his other hand holding the back of your neck protectively.

You continued to cry into his shoulder, huffing, trying to catch your breath to no prevail. "Sh, calm down, love. You're going to make yourself sick. Come on, look at me, deep breaths." You pulled your head up, your face tear stained, eyes puffy and red. You followed his breathing patterns, calming yourself enough to talk. "There you go. What happened?" He asked, caressing your cheek with his thumb. You leaned into his calloused hand a tear falling out of your eye. You said in-between a lot of sniffles and huffs, "i-i had a n-nightmare. It was so scary, Tenya. Things coming at me all angles a-and they h-hurt you." Sniffing as you finished your sentence. "Oh, darling. It's alright, I'm here and alive and well. I won't go anywhere. I'll stay here in bed with you and cuddle and kiss you until all those memories of your nightmare disappear, alright?" He said, pulling you into a soft, tender kiss. You sniffle into the kiss, causing him to giggle because you ended up kissing his nose as you bounced. You giggled as well and rested your read in the crook of his neck, letting the sound of his breathing and heartbeat lull you into a peaceful slumber.

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I hope you enjoyed it! I loved writing this! I hope Twnya isn't to OOC. I haven't written for tenya before, which is weird, sense he's my one of my faves. Anyway, toodles, my darling readers!

[abubblingcandle]

Personal life bitch so putting it under the cut

I adore playing flag football. It's the perfect sport for me. It's quick bursts of pace not endurance, it's cerebral and being athletic helps but you can make up for not being athletic with strategy, it's also relatively unknown so I can legitimately say I play for the 4th best team in the country and have tried out to represent my country. It keeps me fit, it gives me friends I actually see in real life. This is my 6th year playing women's, and I am on a break from playing in the mixed 2nd tier.

However I am now 80% sure the women's captain is fatphobic (the 20% doubt might just be that she hates me personally as I am the only overweight person on the team). She refuses to play me consistently and will not (or can not) justify why not and if there was another nearby women's team I would quit.

Evidence:

She won't play me in the position I like playing even if there is literally no one else - For those of you who know American Football, for three years I played QB. The starting QB on this team is better than me I will freely admit that. But even when the usual starter isn't there it's like I'm not in contention. And her excuse was "you perform better without stress and I thought QB stressed you out". I wouldn't have kept asking to play it if it stressed me out. The reason why she thought it stressed me out was because I had a panic attack at a game day because one of my own players shouted at me that I was shit and I would cost the team games if I was that shit, during a warm up when I had not thrown a football in 8 months and I slightly over threw her 🤷 Today starting QB, back up QB, rookie QB all not at training. Coach asked who wanted to throw, I said me. I threw in the drills. Game time - she picked someone who didn't want to play QB with a fucking rotator cuff injury over me, citing that she needed me to get some practice at receiver. I then played 15 plays at most (12 or so minutes out of 1hr playing). Last game day the only QB went down injured m, I lept in saying I'll do it! Gave the ball to someone who hadn't played the position before.

When I ask why she isn't playing me she gives bullshit excuses - "you need to practice at that position" I've been playing it for a year, "you haven't been at training" I've been at training more than you have even though it takes me an hour and a bit to get there over it taking her 5 minutes, "be confident and understand all positions" I have played all positions in competitive matches and am a qualified coach, "it's a tactical decision" so what's the point of me being here then

She can't ever come up with anything I can do to improve - every time I ask for advice to improve the response is either "you did well" or "don't worry about it". Which makes me think she can't see a way for me to be better or she doesn't want to say lose weight and get faster because she knows that is a shit thing. Like if you think I'm a weak link and the only thing I can do is be faster then fucking tell me and I'll fuck off

The problem is that she is a coach and is the long term partner of the head coach. So I can't bitch to him about it.

I really don't want to quit but I think if it's the same this season (likely going to be worse as we have more players) then this might be my last season as a flag player which breaks my heart

EDIT - Can't believe I forgot about this. We're installing a new defence and this was my first play in that defence. Fact that you need for this to make sense we have a player called Laura and a player called Lauren, it'll be relevant later. I asked for clarification on what I should do and she said "stay in the middle and get in the way", sure I can do that. That is actually my fave place to be on defence. Play starts, Lauren cuts and runs into the middle. I drop back to get in the throwing lane and get in the way of Lauren. As I do that Person Who Hates Me shouts "cover Laura" who was going late out wide. I had already committed to Lauren and was so confused as I couldn't tell if she said Laura or Lauren and so stuck with Lauren in the middle. Ball went to someone who was open deep. Soon as the play is over she comes over and shouts "in that sort of play you should have stayed and then gone wide with Laura". My response, "ok, my bad next time I'll go with the runner across late". Another player comes in to debrief about why the player that caught was open and Person Who Hates Me just kept repeating, "I should have been on her but I had to go with Laura because Candle was in the wrong place!" over and over and it made me feel so shit. Like I acknowledged that at my first time of doing something I did the wrong thing (despite it being clearly the right option based on what I was told to do) so there's no need to be such a bitch about it

Ok I'm done now

[inevitably-johnlocked]

Hello Steph,

First of all, I love your blog. You're just the sweetest. I am really glad that I found your blog.

I have a few questions I want your opinions on. I am working on a Johnlock fic of my own and I kind of wish for it to be acknowledged. In order to do so, do I have to add sex scenes or anything to lure in readers and make things " interesting ". I have a hard time writing porn if the characters are in a bumpy patch with each other. And I also I personally find the idea of being attracted to or having sex with an unknown person uncomfortable at best and nauseating at worst, no matter how attractive they may be, so writing sex scenes can be hard for me mentally.

Do you think it will make my story lose a large chunk of readers ?

I noticed a rather common pattern is that E and M rated fics with sex scenes often have a lot more views than fics of other categories. I don't know if this is universal or not but it's something I have noticed.

I am a bit worried that my story won't get noticed much due to my inability to write lots of sex scenes. Should I be worried?

I know the purpose of writing fanfic is for your own entertainment but I also want others to read and enjoy it.

I have read popular fics of the fandom with lots of sex scenes and I would often wonder how people can write them so easily. It just doesn't come naturally for me.

Do you think there's something wrong with me or something?

Hey Nonny!

First of all, i am SO sorry for the delay in a reply to this... I drafted it and then completely lost it, and I scrolled down far enough and found it again, so my bad, I never meant to ignore you. Plus I just never felt my original response was good enough so I'm glad I'm doing better today to give you something I hope will help you feel better.

First of all: DON'T WRITE WHAT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. PLEASE!! No (decent) reader would want to know that an author was unhappy writing their work, and oftentimes, that will come across in your writing as well; YOU may not catch it, but your betas and readers will, and honestly, writing should be something you ENJOY doing, and something that makes you happy.

Second: Don't write for other people. You should be writing the story because YOU have a story you want to tell. "Popular" fics got popular on luck firstly, and then word of mouth second. Don't write a story with the expectation of it becoming popular. I used to do this with my meta and my fanart... once I let go of trying to do what other people wanted or expected of me, and did my own thing, it shows in your work, and in the end it should be a pleasurable experience. Your Hobby that you're doing in your free time and not getting paid for should NOT feel like work.

Third: you do not need to include smut to be "popular". A lot of my fave fics have little-to-no smut in them. I've read 100K of T rated stories before. A lot of people love the LOVE more than the smut, and there's a huge audience for that. I personally love the buildup and the romance, the tender moments, and any smut as an epilogue is just fine in my books. But, fiction is subjective and is always based on individual preferences. Of course there are people who ONLY read E rated fics. And I know a LOT more people, actually, who are ALWAYS on the lookout for softer G,T, and M rated works because either they, like me, prefer the romance and buildup, or aren't comfy with sex at all.

So no, there is NOTHING wrong with you, at all. Write your story how YOU want to tell it. Sometimes, leaving things to the imagination is "hotter" than the descriptive stuff itself, in my opinion. A lot of us have good imaginations and can fill in the blanks, LOL.

In fact, here are some fave fics of mine to help inspire you:

G,T, & M-Rated Johnlock for Newcomers Pt. 1 (Under 5K)

G,T, & M-Rated Johnlock for Newcomers Pt. 2 (5K-20K)

T-RATED Pt. 1: Friends To Lovers Fics || [MOBILE LINK]

T-Rated Fics Pt. 2 (October 2018) (LONG POST) || MOBILE POST

T-Rated Fics Pt. 3

Smut-Free Fics Over 50K (Aug 2019)

LOOK how many lists I have!!! THERE IS AN AUDIENCE. People WANT the soft fics!!! GIVE US THE SOFT FICS!!

All that said, Nonny... if / when you do write your fic, please let me know. I would love to boost it for you <3 It's the least I can do <3

Take care Nonny, and sorry again for the delay. Please remember to write what you want to read, and other people will love you for it :)

[rikeijo]

I'm a little lost with the part of "You like/promote Yurio? Fu*k you, then" What's going on with his character in the jp fandom?

Thank you for the question~ It's a very interesting issue...

It's mainly one specific subset of Jp YoI fandom, rather than the whole fandom. That subset is VicYuu (Victor seme Yuuri uke) I-won't-accept-it-the-other-way-around fujos.

(In all my posts, when I rant about fujos, I talk about fujos = classic fujos, who believe in ukes and semes, but not necessary that homosexuality is valid outside their fantasies, and not "BL fans" in general.)

You see, fujos in general very often are ✨obsessed✨ with their uke character (if you ask me, they simply self-insert a little bit too hard...) and because of that they treat very seriously, like very seriously and very personally any perceived ""insult"" to their uke.

It's not only YoI, more of a general trend, but fujos often choose the main character as their uke, because if you do that then you have much more material to have fun with, than when your fave is a side character.

So in YoI, Yuuri is the main character, but there really was that very easy to notice trend to promote Yurio quite a lot. In Mitsurou's interviews for example, she often talks a lot about Yurio, that he's such a cool character, that she likes scenes with him and so on... In a lot of interviews with other staff members (the producer Otsuka M. is an example of this), they talk about how Yurio is their fave, too. Another thing is that in official art Yurio is almost always there with Y&V, and sometimes even between them.... (Do I think that the purpose was to lesser the gay vibes? Yeah, I wouldn't be surprised, if that is the case.)

So important staff members, like Mitsurou or the main producer, mentioned a few times that Yurio is more like a classic protagonist of a sport anime, that they knew he's going to be popular for sure... Because of this, long story short, fujos started to be worried that the next season's protagonist will be Yurio. (In my personal opinion, they were right. This was exactly the feeling that I've got looking at what was going on back then.) This made them incredibly triggered every time Yurio was in some way "treated like a main character". Examples: Yuri!!! on life guidebook illustration, where Yurio is in the middle and in the brightest spot, Mitsurou's Welcome to the madness manga, and the fact that Yurio EX program was animated so nicely, and Yuuri's wasn't...

In addition to that, Mitsurou, who those fujos call "Yurio's mother", doesn't treat Yuuri in the same way... She sometimes even likes to say things that can be read as quite mean, so this also adds in to the grudge they hold "because Yuuri isn't treated as the protagonist he is, and Mitsurou mistreats him on purpose, because she wants to make Yurio, her fave, the protagonist!!1!". The result is that since early 2017, fujos hate both Yurio and Mitsurou. (I personally don't think that she hates Yuuri or anything. Imo, Mitsurou's version of Yuuri and fujo version of Yuuri are simply like two different characters.)

Plus, there's also this thing people in Jp fandom call "settings thief". If you look at any VicYuu fanart, it's not hard to notice that fujos like Yuuri to be like really feminine... They like to think that he's naturally very girl-like and very tiny (easier to self-insert, I suppose?). Also, that he, of course, is the best skater there is! But, actually in canon the one character often described as looking a lot like a girl, or having a small built is Yurio. And the one who won gold is also Yurio... So, fujos are simply salty that there is a char with these traits in the canon, but that's not their fave.

Whoaa... That's got long! But this is still a very simplified version 😂

[vinnival]

can you make uhhhhhh 👀👀👀 the main 3 + my fave amninal tiky w/ an s/o who genrally seems to be super strong and stoic, and tends to be very argumentative, but the second they think they've done something wrong they're instantly like "oh fuck im so sorry im awful oh god uh sorry" context: anxiety :)

That is so understandable I am like that too,,,, in a way

Enjoy!

Apologies!!

HANK

Ah yes. Him but stubborn

You two are always contradicting its funny

Your relationship is healthy otherwise, but when it comes to small decisions like which way to go in a building raid you always choose the other that Hank DIDN'T choose

You two would just aggressively sign at each other usually

Finally Hank would usually let you go alone

This time HE went alone the other way

Yikes bad mistake

While you, Sanford, and Deimos were hitting jackpot with new supplies, you heard several roars and then gunfire erupting from the other room

You all quickly walked in to Hank, badly wounded and cornered by three goddman MAGs

You all barely managed to kill them, and you rushed back to Hank's injured side, a blubbering mess

He was actually shocked to see you literally crumble apart, your usual cool air just... torn down

You apologized endlessly, kissing him and trying to lift him up to get him put of there

You were just about crying when he placed his hand on your chest

He directed you to his eyes, and did a "deep breath" motion

You took a couple deep breaths, yes

Once you all got home you couldn't stop cuddling him for hours, once in a while apologizing

SANFORD

This man is so goddamn stubborn i can just tell.

Its in his voice clear as day

If he thinks something is for the better, he'll act upon it and won't turn back

So when you decided to try and backflip on the kitchen table he tries to get you down

Of course, "TOO SLOW OLD MAN", you backflip

And actually landed it!

Unfortunately with Sanford's placement from missing your legs to get you down, you kicked him in the head when you landed

You immediately switched up your attitude, screeching your apology

"Babe, it's okay, that didn't even hu-" (it really didn't)

"BUT I KICKED YOU AND I SHOULDNT HAVE IM SO SORRY FUCK"

He flicks your cheek, which caught you off guard

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry, I'm such a bad person for that!" He frowned while you rubbed your cheek

You giggled, "It didn't even hurt..."

"Exactly."

DEIMOS

Hes also very anxious but it's more minimal obviously

Otherwise with everything going wrong he'd think its because of him and start breaking down

He thought you were always so cool, always bragging about how strong you are mentally and physically, and how you can hold your ground against the Auditor even

Of course when you two had a small debate that left Deimos heated, he walked away as calmly as he could, but didn't watch where he was going

He tripped and faceplanted onto the floor

He was outside of your room by then, but you immediately realized that he mustbe tripped

Intuition amirite

You were instantly at his side, feeling horrible

"Honey, I'm so sorry! I should've kept you in there oh my god I'm so sorry! I'm so awful for that, oh m-"

"Shut up, lovingly." he cut you off

You closed your rambling mouth and stared at him in your arms while his nose bled

"It's okay. I'll be okay. You didn't do anything wrong."

Hesitantly nodding, you helped him to the bathroom to clean his bloodied nose

TRICKY

You were sadly on the run from the main 3, who were trying to kill you for associating with Tricky

Hiding behind various rocks, buildings, and cars, you tried to evade them

What you didn't know is that Deimos managed to land a tracker on you when they first cornered you

So when you managed to get a distance away from them- back at Tricky's Clown Hideout- you assumed you were safe

And you got to see Tricky again so !!! :)

You mentioned how you were chased by that three and he made a sound of both anger and worry, but his next words froze you in fear

"THEY NO TRACK YOU?"

You recalled how Deimos specifically managed to get a hand on you

"Oh, motherfuc-"

You were suddenly grabbed by the clown's cold hands and shoved behind him as an arrow whizzed at you

It landed in Tricky instead

"DOWN TO HIDEOUT. GO. MANDATORY."

You were hyperventilating as you opened the hatch

"WHERE TRACKER?" you heard, just before his hand grabbed you again and ripped off a piece of your armor

The two of you managed to get down the hatch and lock you both in while the main 3 tried to get in overhead

"Holy shit Tricky honey I'm so sorry... I-I didn't notice the tracker," you couldn't stop staring at the several arrows sticking into the clown

He tilted his head, "YOU BE OBSERVANT NEXT TIME, THAT'S ALL"

So you both sat there in the room filled with circus toys and tools, Tricky trying to console you as the main 3 just gave up, assuming you two were long gone down in a tunnel that didn't exist 🤝

Clown Hideout (superior)

I lov e tricky I want to give him a big kith and smooch (but he'd kill me i think :()

[asexualbookbird]

December was the month of Murderbot, whom I love. Month of scones, which I also love. I'm feeling some type of way about the end of the year and the first anniversary of my friends passing. I lowered my goal from 50 to 40 books because I absolutely could not concentrate on words enough to make it to 50. I'd like to try for 50 again in 2022, but we'll see. It feels good to lower it tbh! Less stress! Would not have made it even to 40 without the help of Murderbot and for that I am thankful.

BOOKS

The Luminous Dead by Caitlin Sterling ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Rogue Protocol by Martha Wells ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Exit Strategy by Martha Wells ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Home: Habitat, Range, Niche, Territory by Martha Wells ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir ⭐⭐

Fugitive Telemetry by Martha Wells ⭐⭐⭐⭐

Network Effect by Martha Wells ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Empress of Salt and Fortune by Nghi Yo ⭐⭐⭐

OTHER MEDIA

Parks and Rec

Project Diva

Love Live SIF

TAZ: Graduation (finally finished!)

first 4 episodes of The Arcane

FOOD

sesame chicken

cinnamon swirl bread (x2, one for a friend!)

chicken soup

matzo balls

m&m cookies

popovers x2

brownies

sasuage rolls

blueberry muffins

berry pie

craisin scones (x3, binx ate batch 2)

meatballs

challah

Next week is my surgery, so I suspect I won't bake a whole lot in January. I have a few games and shows lined up, and as always a stack of books to ignore. Did my bujo spread early so I don't have to worry about it going into this month, and even put this and my fave books of 2021 post on a schedule. I'm on top of things for once (it's the anxiety)!

I don't really have January goals. Rest and recover I guess. I have no expectations for the upcoming year, so hopefully I won't be disappointed.

[cloverponyz]

Y'all I can't believe what just happened what the fuck universe

I decided to do a shiny playthrough of lge and that I wanted my first shiny to be Nidoran m. Ground is my favourite type, poison another fave, I love the nido line and their designs and I've never used either gender before! I'm excited! However I completely fucking miss the lure in Viridian Forest so I go on to route 22 and combo Nidoran until I run out of pokeballs and then reset and do it again. I did this 4 entire times with my 60 pokeballs before learning you can find a lure outside Mt. Moon so I progressed to that point and got the lure, then backtracking through Viridian I found the other one and was malding lmaoo. Lures, if you don't know, double your odds of rolling a shiny, and the added shiny roll stacks with combos, so you can get your odds down to 1/315 instead of 1/4096 if you do everything right. Anyway I go to route 22 and combo again and use the lure when I hit 31 (max shiny odds) and do this twice more, except on attempt #6 a shiny Spearow spawns. I catch the Spearow and break my combo. I hate how shiny Fearow looks so while I'll keep and use Spearow for now I'll eventually hunt another shiny to replace it, but for now it's on the team.

You can buy lures after beating the second gym and since I only have one left I progress through Mt. Moon before realizing if I go to Cerulean I won't be able to keep hunting Nidoran, so I go all the way back and try again. I'm worried about going back though- I already have shiny Rattata, Raticate, Spearow, Fearow, and Nido f so I literally Only need Nido m for my dex everything else is a dupe, but I really wanna use shiny Nidoking ya know? I want it on my team! So luckily I have more money now and get 94 total pokeballs and combo Nidoran with my last remaining lure. Attempt 7 fails. So does 8. So does 9. I am So Tired by this point it's been two irl days. I'm fully convinced I'm going to get a dupe shiny before the Nidoran and it's probably going to be a Spearow and I complain as much to my father who thinks I've lost my mind doing this over and over again. Attempt #10 I buy another 50 pokeballs (putting me at ~150) and try again. An hour and a half later on combo 89 a second shiny Spearow spawns. My heart plummets. If I catch the Spearow I don't have another lure for Nidoran. I have literally never failed a shiny let alone deliberately lose one, but I make my choice. I let the Spearow despawn. o7.

The very next fucking spawn is shiny Nidoran m

[goodbyemydarlingd]

That time I went to CDO

So many things have happened before I decided to fly to CDO, you were hesitant I think, while I was quite scared to go to Mindanao empty-handed, I wanted to make sure you will come to meet me there. It took a lot of convincing until you finally agreed. I was nervous, anxious, and excited. It has been months since I last saw you. As I landed at the airport, you came to pick me up, you gave me quite the opposite welcome I have experienced compared to when we were in Cebu. Though I must say, it was better than I have prepared myself for. I was able to meet Auntie Lanie, your Uncle Grant, and cousin LG. They were warm and welcoming especially your Aunt. The airport was a couple of hours away from CDO. I had mixed emotions, I can not clearly put into words how I felt. We went to this seaside area to have lunch, it was gorgeous. After that lunch, we continued our travel to the city.

At the car I was able to hold your hand again, I was so happy you let me hold your hand, still anxious whether you will come to stay with me or you will leave me at the hotel. We both know how it went :)

I saw the largest statue of Jesus Christ there is, I prayed for your health, and for us to be together, you got me a rosary with my birthstone. I love it.

Finally, we arrived at the hotel. When I realized that you will come to stay with me, I was jumping out of joy, I wanted to make pirouettes, although your face looks quite unsure of what you're doing lol. I guess you followed your heart?

I booked a single bedroom and the cheapest that I can find because I was really anticipating you won't come to see me, I did not want to spend as much, the room was not that bad, not great either, but you know, it became our love hub again :)

I have missed you so much I hugged you as you were taking a rest on the bed. I remember asking you if you don't want to be with me anymore, you were not answering though. Still, I decided to kiss you caused I have wanted to do that for ages, and then one thing lead to another. Consequently, all my sorrows and worries melted away, having you by my side made anything possible.

After an eventful day, we decided to have dinner, we met your cousin and he gave us a tour around the city, we rode a tuk-tuk and a motorcycle to our destination, the unlimited chicken wings we ate for diner was delicious. After that we decided to take a stroll around the area, you were hospitalized a day before our meet-up, we went out to buy medicines for you. Glad you were healthy enough to come to see me.

To be honest, I hated going out to explore, I wanted to explore your body more. haha. I remember mostly staying inside the room, it was amazing cause I was with you, I won't go into details but you pretty much know what happened ;) I loved exploring the CDO with you darling. I'm so happy I had shared that with you. I feel secure cause you speak Bisaya and you understood the language hehe... Do you remember the time when I ordered in Bisaya at Jollibee? I was terrified and scared I might sound stupid and trying hard hehe. But I love learning your dialect. Sadly I won't be able to learn more from you. I still know my fave phrase though haha, which was 'bahog bisong' not sure if I spelled it right lol.

As usual, we got to see all the malls there is again hehe, I remember people looking at us because we were holding hands and looked lovey-dovey. I can't take my eyes off you. I wanted to kiss you every moment I get. I highly enjoyed watching Aladin with you. It became a romantic film for me <3 We went to this overlooking place, it was majestic, although I wish you paid attention more to me than whoever you were talking to at that time :( I guess you were slowly detaching yourself from me yet again cause I was leaving for Manila. I wanted to have a verbal confirmation that we got back together. Well, I didn't get that up until I got back to Manila and you got back to Butuan, but still, overall I was happy with how our trip turned out.

There are so many memories, some good some bad, I'd like to stick on the good ones, let me commemorate it here in this secret little blog of mine, that no one will probably read about. Not even you :(

[sugarsculls]

What things draw you to like Power Rangers so much? I'm about to watch the movie, and I'm really excited, but the commercials make me hesitant for some reason? Like I'm worried the writing won't be good or something :(

Oh man where do I start with Power Rangers? I’ll be honest here, I only have vague memories of watching random episodes of the original show whenever I’d visit my family in Mexico, so going in to Power Rangers was an entirely new thing for me. Initially, I only wanted to see it because I thought it would be just a nice time passer, but it caught me off guard by how good and wholesome it was. Even my sister who is a PR enthusiast fell in love with the movie. I’m keeping this as spoiler free as possible.

The thing people took notice to first when seeing the new Power Rangers was how diverse it was. 4/5 of the rangers are people of color (Trini is Latina (Mexican), Kim is Indian, Zack is Asian (Chinese), and Billy is Black). Even the token white guy (Jason) was actually a well rounded character who had repercussions for his actions and wasn’t made out to be the only hero. The entire team was given spotlights and each had their own problems that they had to deal with in the movie. No character was favored for another, even though Billy himself was the heart of the movie. 

Billy is Black and autistic and he actually said “I’m on the spectrum” and his autism is never played off for disrespectful and nasty jokes. Trini is Latina and wlw. We do not, unfortunately, know if she’s a lesbian, bi, pan, etc. but she is lgbt. I hope if we get that sequel we get to see her come out and say exactly how she identifies. Zack is so sweet and has such a depth to him you can’t help but fall in love with him. Kim’s own story line, while I won’t say much, is just so good. And the way Jason helped her through it was beautiful too. “You did a bad thing. That doesn’t mean you’re a bad person.” was really important to hear being said.

Also, let’s be real they cut out an m/w kiss scene between Kim and Jason because the producers and director realized it did a disservice to Kim’s character like holy shit when will your faves ever (and trust me, that kiss scene did not need to happen and frankly if it was included in the movie would not have sat well with me at all.)

Aside from the rep and the characters, the graphics were really good and the story was just cheesy and wholesome??? It felt like you were a kid. It took itself seriously but also you can tell it was a Big Meme. What movie other than Power Rangers would center around Krispy Kreme honestly the entire movie could be summed up by the back at it again at Krispy Kreme vine. It was, in my opinion, a really good example of how rebooted kid’s series should be if they want to target it towards an older audience. Not to make it dark and edgy and sad and dramatic, to make it diverse and funny and still retain the things that made the original show so good anyway while managing to make a lighthearted series a little more serious and taking a rather serious plot and making it silly. Also lots of references to the original series and even had the og Tommy and Kimberly actors making cameos.

The jokes? Legitimately some of the funniest things I’ve ever heard. Zack yelling “I’m black!” and Billy looking at him like “No you’re not” and “pee in that cup” are forever ingrained in my brain.

Also Jason slaps, not punches he fucking slaps, a bully for Billy if that isn’t friendship idk what is.

tl;dr the representation is really good and the movie is really diverse and the jokes are legit funny and the story itself is silly enough to be smiling the entire time but also good enough that it takes itself seriously when it needs to. These five characters love each other so much and you really get to see how they go from strangers in an unlikely situation to a family it’s beautiful. Honestly if you like VLD you’re gonna like the new Power Rangers.