#i will be suing for damages

[vita-divata]

Together again

[suja-janee]

Bireena request: 2/5 (request from anonymous)

Uhh slight boobie warning under the cut vvv

The titan versions get along a little TOO well hehehehehehehhehehe

[catkyunie]

I fucking hate WOOSANSANG. So I was looking at the title of It’s You and I thought it was odd that it’s spelled IT’s You, like the T is capitalized. Well. I ask Siri to play It’s You by Ateez right? Why did she say ‘now playing I Tease You by ATEEZ’ and I’m like…no fucking way that’s why that T is capitalized…

Congratulations, you clever little fuckers. Ya got me.

[basilone]

John Egan! Your two o'clock!

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Down To Fish with the boys!

[First] Prev <–-> Next

[queernarchy]

[fried-manto]

King

[twilightofthe]

HELLO GUESS WHO IS NEVER EVER GONNA BE OVER THE FACT EVER THAT OBI WAN BURIED HIS LIGHTSABER AND ANAKIN’S LIGHTSABER TOGETHER SIDE BY SIDE IN THE DESERT

ME ME I’M NEVER GONNA BE FUCKING OVER IT LUCASFILMS GODDAMMIT SHOW ME THE FUNERAL

[ficmeoutofthisworld]

I bet on losing dogs

I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place

By the ring

Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down

I'll be there on their side

I'm losing by their side

I Bet On Losing Dogs - Mitski

aaron hotchner + quotes 1/??

[annemarieyeretzian]

orym sending “we’re home. can you hear me? northeast of bassuras. can you get there?” and his voice breaking as he admits “I’m… struggling. sorry. can you get here?” and pausing before finishing “fuck, I miss you.”

I have taken 10d12 emotional damage

[exhuastedpigeon]

Buck when Eddie can’t hang out because he’s got plans with his girlfriend: Bummer man! We can hang out after our next shift then.

Buck when Eddie can’t hang out because he made friends with a hot, older firefighter with access to a helicopter: OH I SEE. I guess he hates me. Our friendship must have meant nothing to him. He’s going to leave the 118 and leave me and I’m going to be all alone forever. I guess I should try to ruin the friendship subconsciously by being a petty asshole.

[nattikay]

Kìyevame [speedpaint/timelapse]

So at last goodbye I will be happy just to have known you...

[leavesdriftinginthewind]

I’m rewatching Wednesday and pouring over details because I’m #obsessive and I missed the first time around that Xavier says that visions are often triggered by emotions and A LOT OF WEDNESDAY’S VISIONS WERE TRIGGERED WHEN SHE BUMPED INTO TYLER AND HER WORST ONE SO FAR WAS THEN THEY WERE KISSING. SHE WAS SO HAPPY AND IN LOVE AND HER EMOTIONS TRIGGERED HER WORST VISION

[astaerion]

♪ I'm taking a ride with my best friend, I hope he never lets me down again ♪

THE LAST OF US (2023-) 1.06 • “Kin”

[whitebookposts]

The concert. I- man. I am usually not so bad with words, but the concert... it just... I can’t even begin to express all the thoughts I have.  But one thing I will say. While the whole concert made me emotional, I must say that it was the “through the eyes of a child” song that made me break down and start crying. It’s just... I don’t even know how to begin explaining this, but having to fly as a small, helpless butterfly through the dark after witnessing such a heartbreaking gruesome scene... as a sad and calm music plays in the background, the lonely silence after the storm... And seeing all the heartbreak and pain, left after the war, as countless dead bodies are laying in the hands of their loved ones, and even more corpses laying around, alone... And it didn’t matter who it was.

A friend.

A child.

A pet.

A family. The LOVE for them was the same. The HEARTBREAK was the same. But it wasn’t even that part that made me break down. It was this moment:

When flying through the dark, hopeless, alone, and scared, after witnessing the cruelty and pain of the world... We see a spark. That turns to be someone like us. Someone who is waiting for us there. And they fly to us so excitedly, and we start chatting as if they were waiting for us after being apart for so long. Are they a friend? A family member? A stranger? It doesn’t matter. Because we are not alone. We made it. They made it. And we met again. And then we see two mantas, flying together. All safe and sound.

Despite everything that happened, despite how many of them died... They survived. Despite everything that happened, they survived. And found each other. They aren't alone. They are going to be okay. And the sad song slowly turns into a hopeful one. A song of healing. A song of a second chance. A song about a new, kinder, world. And I am left in front of my phone, crying my eyes out. 

[vampirepunks]

Higgs Monaghan, "Beach Babies," and mind control

We know that the Bridge Baby dolls that Higgs and the Homo Demens used function completely differently than the human BBs invented by Bridges. But did you know they're also otherworldly vessels of extinction itself?

The novelization of Death Stranding suggests that these BB dolls from the Beach ("Beach Babies," as my husband and I refer to them) warp the minds of their users and bend human will towards the goal of extinction.

So... how many of Higgs Monaghan's decisions after meeting Amelie are his own?

The first thing to note is that Bridges BBs react negatively to the presence of these Beach Babies, as seen here when Sam encounters terrorists using them.

Lou does not like these things. Perhaps that's why she points the Odradek at Higgs during their first encounter with him?

The novel introduces us to a porter who visited the Evo-Devo Biologist (referred to as EV in the book) while equipped with one, a couple years before Sam's expedition. He was polite and overall pretty normal at first, but then on his next visit things get... weird.

So... there are holes in reality that using a Beach Baby allows you to see, and that's how the tar leaks from the Beach into the world of the living. Speculatively, this might be how Higgs is able to DOOMS-jump so easily and frequently (and summon tar), without getting exhausted or needing much focus at all, in addition to his level 7+ DOOMS.

Oh, but it gets weirder. And scarier, as soon as Extinction Entities are mentioned.

Wow... he sounds a lot like Higgs, doesn't he? Come to find out, Higgs gave it to him.

But surely this is just him echoing the party lines of Higgs' organization and repeating Higgs' same sentiments... right? Unless...

Important to note, this porter doesn't have DOOMS. He shouldn't be experiencing extinction nightmares, but his Beach Baby is showing them to him.

Whether directly or not, this thing talks to him. Like some eldritch call of the void or an element of a Lovecraft novel, it tells him that extinction is the only answer, the only solution.

EV is, understandably, instantly alarmed when she sees Sam with Lou, relating this story back to him. Sam is quick to connect the dots between that porter, the terrorists, Lou's terror at encountering these other BBs, and Higgs himself.

As they discuss further, a chiralgram recording from that porter begins to play, in which he takes credit for the voidout that killed Heartman's family and explains why he did it.

So then, how is Higgs affected by his own Beach Baby? From his perspective, it doesn't sound good.

We can infer a few things from this:

The Beach Baby acts as the vessel for Higgs' connection to Amelie and her Beach. By the nature of his powers, that's why he's able to DOOMS-jump constantly without getting exhausted, control BTs and timefall, and use telekinesis. Think of it like supercharging a battery; his powers are fueled by connection to the dead, and through Amelie, he's plugged into the dead of five mass extinctions, skyrocketing his DOOMS abilities to their maximum potential.

The Beach Baby (perhaps even Amelie directly, by using it) shows Higgs extinction nightmares beyond the scope of normal DOOMS nightmares, "speaking" to him and giving him forbidden knowledge that fills his mind with thoughts of extinction in terms of inevitability, even without Amelie telling him directly.

(Speculative): Higgs betrayed Fragile because of what the Beach Baby did to him, and perhaps doing so was Amelie's own will disguised as his idea. After all, he turned on Fragile immediately after connecting to the BB doll, severing his closest bond practically overnight. Further, Fragile states (at least in the book, I forget if she acknowledges this in the game or not) that it wasn't Higgs who prevented her from DOOMS jumping with the nuke in South Knot City, but "someone else," who she later determined to be Amelie. Amelie ensured that Fragile had no power in that situation, and that there was no way for her to escape without hating Higgs in the end. Personally, my reading is that Amelie wanted to be Higgs' only option and only remaining connection; she set herself up to be all he had left, the only thing he could focus on. It's easier to control someone who's isolated, scared, and alone otherwise, and would remove the risk of him having doubts about accepting extinction because he had nothing--and no one--left to lose.

(Speculative): The Beach Baby acts as a mind control utility. Whatever hopes, dreams, and beliefs a person has, this BB doll can override them and bend its user's will towards the goal of extinction instead, reshaping their ideology to fit the EE's goals. It's impossible to say how much of this control is direct and tangible, but it grants Amelie a high degree of influence over Higgs' inner world, removing any sense of rebellion against her or instinctive resistance to the concept of total human annihilation.

Established later in-text (too much content to cite and embed), Higgs experiences grandiose delusions surrounding his role in the extinction, falsely believing that he's the one in control, viewing himself as "the bridge that brings the extinction" and is destined to safeguard Amelie so mankind can meet its end. Despite the facts, he genuinely thinks it was all his idea, his plan, and he's the mastermind behind the whole thing, personally chosen by cosmic forces to deliver the apocalypse and usher in a new world after humanity is gone.

As soon as Higgs is disconnected from his Beach Baby by Fragile, his delusions completely shatter and he immediately reverts to cold, hard logic, albeit the kind steeped in self-hatred. His ego does an immediate 180 and he realizes, "it was all make believe,” and "a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and righteous fury. Signifying nothing." It hits him all at once: he was nothing but a pawn, a tool, a means to an end, played for a fool. Upon seeing the error of his ways, he can only lament how blind he was. The book decidedly doesn't kill him, instead leaving him on the Beach, "alone, without a person in the world to connect to," thinking, "this is how I'm meant to be," as he remains stranded "with nothing else to do but continue to confess his endless sins."

We'll never know how much of Higgs' mindset and atrocities were truly his own, while acting as Amelie's herald, and how much of it was solely based on Amelie's unseen influence. Just like Lady Macbeth, Higgs is both villain and victim to a greater evil, so to speak.