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sword-faerie · 10 months
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to stop fighting is to surrender
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medicalunprofessional · 4 months
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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the-kipsabian · 2 months
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hi have a lil collection of zack/chris fics i finally got around uploading yayy all rated mature but its the all-smoke-but-no-fire type of stuff. theres implications but no actual act. read the tags that are probably lacking but i cant brain at 4am anymore ough
handle me so right
i can become anything under your touch
i want to show you
how i look at you is something i cant explain
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tubbytarchia · 7 months
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My Vocaloid phase was half a decade ago but h.... fish Pearl... Deep Sea Girl Pearl..... GemPearl... hh
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ante--meridiem · 10 days
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If I had a nickel for every favourite character of mine with an arc of "professional put together academic -> World's Most Tired Man" who felt suicidally guilty over the fate of his coworker(s) one of whom had an obvious crush on him, ends a season on a cliffhanger of getting blown up point blank, and will probably only survive this because of bonding with a supernatural force, I'd have two nickels, which not a lot but weird it happened twice etc.
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b0nebat · 1 month
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I don't bother to explain the cute guy I drew the cute girl all over is actually a lesbian to people cus it gets tiring after a while having to explain it every time and some het women don't gaf and are gonna keep using lesbian anime characters for their "me and him 💕" thing they got going awn
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aphverse-confessions · 9 months
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i hate how zanechan invalidates the ro'bros arc from s1. ik its a really minor complaint but it's always bugged me.
like, the whole point of the robros trilogy was zane learning that he isn't obligated to make his parental figures happy at the expense of himself and zianna finally realizing that she's been pressuring her kids to live the life that she thinks is best, and resolving that, as long as they're happy and safe, she's supportive of their life choices (mostly in regards to zane since it's the fake zanemau arc and he's the furthest from her idea of gaining a big social crowd and settling down with a cute girl willing to pop out seven grandkids for zianna to spoil).
and then zanechan happens and zianna gets the perfect daughter-in-law. kc has a big social group that zane is forcefully integrated into by virtue of dating her. kc and zianna share a lot of interests (romance, baking, sewing, zane, etc.) and mannerisms. kc's a meif'wa from a big family so she's more likely to give zianna all seven hypothetical grandkids. etc.
it's not necessarily bad that kc and zianna are so similar, but it does make zianna ultimately right in the end and makes the whole arc feel kinda pointless. it retroactively turns zane finally standing up for himself into a stubborn refusal of the single solution to all of his problems. and i don't like that it feels weird and icky.
ik jesson probably forgot about the ro'bros arc by s5 but still...
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leieryx · 3 months
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drawing tablet broke (and is officially irreparable) and I didn’t get accepted to the zine so. There may not be any more art for quite a while
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in-tua-deep · 4 months
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Womble is getting braver at walking outside a bit!! We have been practicing going from my place to my mums place (directly across the road) and once he gets started he’s not too shabby!!
Not pictured is me sitting on my mums driveway tempting him into playing with a wand toy and ample treats to make distant passing car noises less scary
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beeholyshit · 4 days
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No se olvidaron de mis flores amarillas... 💘💘💘💘💘
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reitziluz · 5 months
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just read the newest chapter of one piece and i'm having a moment because "the first one to be called pirate" made think like huh. that puts some... emphasis on the word. and oda does do kind of hyper-literal worldplay sometimes. and pirates in one piece don't really function like irl pirates. is... is there something going on?
so.
i knew kaizoku is "sea robber"
i just learned zoku is also rebel/insurgent.
like. of course. of course. of course that's what that is.
the first revolutionary on the seas
goddamn
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guckies · 1 year
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Just watching your cubitos build and they don’t use the terrain to their advantage
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angorwhosebabyisthis · 6 months
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[pericky; a look into ricky's head during their meeting.]
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"I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure you would." The wine pours, the sound of it drowning out the missing word in that sentence: back.
Of course, is the response, and the part of Ricky that's spent twenty years tearing itself apart to understand why vibrates with relief. It doesn't matter anymore. Of course, of course, he thinks giddily along with the words. He never needed to wonder why Pericles wasn't coming back in the first place; he was always going to.
I'm happy you invited me, and of course he thinks again. A lifetime of pretending he wasn't always going to either falls away. However harsh and lonely the world has been, all's right with it again; and the shy voice of the boy inside him that he's tried so hard to kill says, so quietly, I missed you.
#sdmi#scooby doo: mystery incorporated#pericky#ricky owens#professor pericles#anyway fucking end me actually. lay me down to die#i said i was gonna write more pericky and by fucking god i did#the 'why did you do this to me' to 'oh thank god you didn't actually do this to me' pipeline of abuse folks 🥲#which like. their last conversation is yet another devastating example of ricky finally standing up to pericles' bullshit Too Late#ricky denounces him in the strongest terms he knows; based on his own feelings and opinions and the way he sees the world#(which: even then he can't bring himself to say 'i don't love you anymore')#(the closest he can get is 'i chose you and i can't take it back; the only way i can imagine not loving you is if i never had at all')#and pericles tries to go 'nyeh nyeh whatever i don't care' (and does a real bad job of pretending he is not obviously hurt lmao)#and ricky doesn't try to understand his logic; he doesn't try to reconcile a world where pericles didn't *really* mean to do anything wrong#his response is MAYBE YOU *SHOULD* CARE.#pericles' view of the world and what's right and acceptable are warped and *wrong* and he's the one who needs to get his shit together#'you shouldn't have abused me you shouldn't have killed cassidy you shouldn't have murdered a child in cold blood'#that is MASSIVE and i think it is really telling that pericles' response is to shut him down with force instead of trying to argue any more#and that in the end is the real true fucking tragedy of it all#ricky is making huge strides one after the other to take back his freedom from pericles emotionally#....and materially it makes no difference to improve his situation in the moment; because pericles doesn't have any less power to abuse him#he never has a triumphant moment where he Overcomes His Abuser and Breaks Out of His Control#there's nothing he can do to fight back until pericles is too Literally Dead to control him anymore#it is one of the rawest depictions of the reality of abuse i've ever seen and just. God. i love it so much#(at the same time i REALLY want to explore a version of events where he got the chance to expand further on that growth)#(the 'all witches are selfish; make all things yours; i have a duty' speech from the wee free men comes to mind)#whosebaby makes things#whosebaby writes#SDMItag#dyn: when i die i want you to die too
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unwritten-fanfiction · 4 months
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I did a fanart
There's no path of trampled flowers around so I guess they all flew down while in whimsical laying position idk, just don't think about it lol
#cheshire crossing#fanart#Cheshire Crossing fanart#Does Wendy look dramatic?#I tried to make her look sad/not thinking happy thoughts but also in a whimsical victorian girl fairytale aestedic kinda way#and in the Wizard of Oz movie Dorthey lays in a similar position to the one she's in here in a field of flowers#And Alice is supposed to have her Disney-falling-down-the-rabbit-hole silloette#Wendy didn't really lay down in her story I don't think#at least not that i can remember#but then i noticed she does lay down in Cheshire Crossing#on her bed#its like the first thing she does when getting settled in#but by the time i realized this i'd already drawn all those flowers#so... many... flowers...#Wendy and Dorthy are accepting how sucky their lives have been being gaslit and borderline torchered in Victorian asylums for years#(they seemed a little in dinial in CC)#while Alice is just happy she finally has friends who believe her and aren't torturing her in a Victorian asylum#get it?#its like the opposites of their worst habits or something#they're free to feel their feelings at Cheshire Crossing#that's what the daisies symbolize#btw why did Sarah Scribbles draw Cheshire Crossing (the building and its grounds) the exact same as Alice's childhood house/mansion?#it even has the same green plants on both#No one ever mentions it!#And it's not like that in the og artwork#why did Alice never mention this is her old house?#or did she just materialize near the future Cheshire Crossing when coming back from Wonderland?#But then why was her dad walking through some random field that wasn't his?#I should probably make this its own post#but I'm leaving this rant in here cause I think it's funny
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bijoumikhawal · 6 months
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Then I had a turning point: an encounter woth a rabbi named Paula Reimers who came to speak at Wesleyan. She claimed it was forbidden to imagine God as a mother, because the mother-God would love and forgive us too much. We would have no morality, and we would all become pagans. I knew from my reading that goddesses around the world had severe as well as nurturing attributes. I knew it was wrong to claim that a female God couldn't make laws. I knew it was wrong to say God couldn't appear as a woman. And I knew her dismissive words about religious traditions that revered goddesses were simplistic and bigoted. I was especially angry when [she] waxed eloquent about her personal experience of having God as a male lover. Why couldn't I have God/dess as a female lover?
The Hebrew Priestess pg 5
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illuminatedferret · 9 months
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