#i wish things were easier

[bonesblubs]

it’s nice to hear about families supporting ppl who create art. once, I told my mom about a story I was writing and it was about lesbians and she went “hm, have you thought about changing that?” and I’ve never said anything else about me making art ever <3

That’s absolutely terrible. I’m extremely lucky to have my immediate family openly supportive of what I do. While I don’t want to go into details, basically the people that are supportive/actively try to understand me from my family are still in my life, and the ones who won’t, well, aren’t. I reached a point in adulthood where I had to be comfortable becoming strangers with people I once knew. It’s a hard world to navigate esp when you’re sharing queer content with those who don’t understand it or make an effort to. I hope one day your mom realizes her relationship with you is worth so much more than her discomfort with something unknown to her. And I really hope it didn’t discourage you from writing altogether!!

[brainfullofbees]

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[sanchoyo]

ough isn’t it so fucked up that objectively good things happening still manage to give me anxiety so severe it makes me physically ill and cry. Like bitch we were upset bc we were gonna lose our insurance and are broke and we got a job!!! That’s a good thing why are u even more upset and freaking out!! Be normal!!!!! 🔫 sprays self with spray bottle

[hispanicranboo]

Like all the guys i went to school with have their own friends and their own lives and girlfriends and people away from home who miss them and I’m just… here,

[confuseddarkakaydemic]

It's just so difficult to stay strong and pretend you are fine in front of everyone. For once, I want to be weak. For once, I want to cry my heart out. For once, I just want to feel free.

[ask-de-writer]

I will keep writing, my friend.  Since it is all that I can do, that is what I will do.

[dodiaska]

tipsy and watching mumbo jumbo, life is great :)

[lesbianwithchainsaws]

Trying very hard not to feel like a failure who has never made a good decision in her life ever (It's not working)

[yourlocaldisneyvillain]

one of those mornings when i just feel like a failure and no rational argument can soothe me

[wishing-star-315]

This is a bit of a hot take, but I never really liked how people are so quick to call anyone’s niche interests fetish or cringe.

When it came to my weird and niche interests and topics, I had a couple of people insinuate to me that it was okay to admit that what I have is just a fetish and it’s not a bad thing to have them. Even if it were the case though, most of the time that people called them a fetish was not done with good intentions, and treat me, as well as others, like we are gross and sick people people for even considering the thoughts.

The experience may be different for everyone, but for me, that label thrown on me honestly doesn’t feel appealing one bit, and if anything feels more like an insult more than anything else.

[girldreamingonpaper]

[velvetbush100]

[toomuchsauced]

feelling,, a lot of things lately. wish social and romantic ques were not this hard.

[incobalt]

Do you ever just sometimes feel futile? Like you're working so hard for something but you know it won't succeed? Like you've built your whole life hoping something is going to happen and it just feels like it's never going to get there? Been feeling that a lot lately.

[ignoranthowls]

it hurts so bad

[gaygirlfriendstrashposts]

Sometimes I feel like if i don't see people they might vanish, they might vanish from my memory and my life

If i don't touch them I might disappear, they won't acknowledge me and i will become invisible

I've never been able to spoon people, cause if i turn my back on them while sleeping what if they disappear too? What if I'm not awake looking at them, will i disappear? Will I vanish and turn into nothingness?

-S.M/ Nothingness