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unmooredpoet · 3 months

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just put myself into a gender crisis at… 3 am i need to go to bed!

#so sleepy #but also i tried to explain my gender to myself #my bsf did not ask i also didn’t tell them theyre asleep #but #like #i was thinking about how i don’t really mind she/her pronouns #but then sometimes at random i hear it and want to crawl out of my skin #which isn’t great #and he/him would honestly be like fine #i look nothing like a guy no one would ever use them but if they did i wouldn’t be mad about it #but again i feel like sometimes it wouldn’t be great #but they/them is good all the time which is why i use it #and then in all of this i realize i just described road trip fic james’ gender #and #now i realized i fucked myself over with that #so maybe #i’ll just go to sleep now #and ignore that any of this ever happened #goodnight #thought about it for an extra second #realize i dont mind words half as much like id totally be my sisters brother #and now #i realize i really just fucked myself cause thats actually just road trip fic james #like it’s exactly them #and now it’s just #GOODNIGHT!

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anna-scribbles · 10 months

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on the subject of the agreste mansion

#(i lied about going to sleep)#(i’m going to sleep now)#one day i’ll write this fic. and then you’ll all see #(you’ll see the inner workings of my mind regarding the agreste mansion and adrien’s relationship to it as a vessel for everything he loves #and resents about his childhood)#i just have. so many thoughts in my head #the benadryl is getting to me now though. goodnight #🫡#anna rambles #ml #thirteen #(the name of the wip fic)

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seagull-scribbles · 10 months

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But tonight, I’ll need you to stay

#tmnt 2012 #raphael hamato #casey jones 2012 #rasey #I usually have some sort of scenario or story to go with the things I draw but urhhhhh I got nothing #they have different sleep schedules after all but Raphs always been a napper in his free time #urgh idk #does anyone want to come up with something for me?#the smudged face paint I stole from less-depresso-more-espresso #I loved the idea it’s so good for story telling and I wanted to give it a try #and one day I’ll draw these guys in a different style not a messy one\#but they do suit the grungy look #the last ones of these where still neater and better rendered but idc it’s fun and easy and works #i have been consumed by these two since feb but the first thing i posted was really hard for me to do so to just spam you all now is healin #the caption is from a skng rena sent me who hasnt seen 2012 but based on me talking about Casey thought it would fit #hello rasey fandom i am here on the rasey tag making my small mark

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aromanthur-lester · 1 year

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The strange night sky of Carcosa.

#malevolent #malevolent fanart #malevolent audio drama #arthur lester #john doe malevolent #no id #another example of ‘accidentally drew a very good sketch accidentally made lineart look good as well and then every other part was pain’#i almost cried when i finished shading the cape on the wrong layer.#also another example of ‘i’ll regret it in the morning’ because when i see this with a fresh head i’ll probably hate it #not now tho so i’m just gonna hit post and go to sleep.

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necessarymeanstoanend · 2 months

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do you know what a knave is?; an unprincipled man, rogue.

nigel’s

white void of doom and sketch

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#aaaand here’s alex #why the FUCK is eddie so hard to draw?!?!#you guys are just going to have to excuse the fact that it really doesn’t look much like him #this turned out a little bit better than i expected but it did indeed take three different references to get the desired result #4 hours and 23 minutes #somebody get these hoes better haircuts #the original plan was to have him looking upwards more dramatically but we’re gonna start small when it comes to alex #this is only like my third time drawing eddie but now i want to draw alex again and the voices won’t let me sleep #this one looks very odd. there’s a couple of obvious things i can see now that i would change if i could do this over again but eh.#i’ll worry about that later #ANIMAL SYMBOLISM #i used the same skeleton design for the background with this one as well #like minds #murderous intent #like minds 2006 #alex forbes #art #fanart #drawing #digital art #alex forbes fanart #artist of tumblr #eddie redmayne #like minds fanart #i think now it’s time for me to draw them together but what should they be doing??

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 7 months

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hey guys just doodling the guy again (i am booed offstage)

#death note #l lawliet #bright colors #eyestrain #my art #yeah it’s him again #went to actually draw something but like #eh #might as well draw this guy #i’m projecting my tiredness onto him but is it really projection if he’s also tired? i don’t think so #i would pay cash money to pass out for the next 24 hours dm me and i’ll give you my location and u can bonk me on the head w a bat #genuinely think the lack of sleep has been aggravating a lot of my issues i’ve been weirdly flipping between like #paranoia and weirdly happy and irrational anger and just deeply numb #which actually now that i think about it is exactly what happens every time i don’t sleep enough for long enough #methinks i should sleep more snork mimimi it makes my brain work better #god i want to sleep so bad rn #but i have to do laundry and make 2 pies for other people to consume tomorrow #i plan on decorating the crusts w dicks or smth bc i hate the people it’s going to and they are very conservative religious sorta vibes #but some people there would get a kick out of it (the good ones)#u know i was wondering if i really complain about being tired enough for those anons about sleep and y’know what #i really do #and i will forever #if i’m tired u will know of it and thats because it’s always #maybe i should try that caffeine shit people rave about (<- has not drank energy drinks or sodas or coffees since i was like. 14)#actually i think my heart would give out idk what’s with it but it gets silly sometimes so i don’t think it would like caffeine #or maybe idc who knows #the best solution imo is passing out forever and ever and waking up and hopefully being refreshed or smth

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frosty-tian · 8 months

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Wanted to see what Shishido with more realistic freckles might look like.

#shishido sakichi #sakichi shishido #inazuma eleven fanart #inazuma eleven #inazuma 11 #ina 11 #my art #my doodle #digital #thanks to Fritz I now see him as half Filipino #(sorry if I missed anything just wanted to post them go back to sleep but I’ll check things once I’m up)

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goldenhypen · 1 month

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guys i was so fortunate and lucky to get to see enhypen irl tonight :’) sooo grateful omg it was so good and i’m going coocoo bonkers crazier than ever rn

#hoping everyone here one day gets the opportunity to see these boys irl cuz omg it’s just unreal #it’s srsly only now hitting me that i actually did indeed see them irl #cuz i just never thought i would ever get to #i would share pics but tbh my seats were not v good and i couldn’t afford vip so T-T #my pics are horrendous (i’m actually just gatekeeping my jake pics /j)#anyways maybe i’ll share some once i go through all of them #for now i have to sleep and recover from everything tonight cuz omg #i’m actually losing it jake omg what a man #it was jay’s night (cuz it’s jay’s hometown - welcome back jay 🥹) but i’m sorry whenever my focus wasn’t on jay for 80% of the other times #it was on jake #probably more but i WAS PAYING ATTNETION YO THE KTHER MEMBERS #i’m not just a solo jake stan ok #also jake came to our side THE LEAST SO I WAS JUST STARING AT HIS BACK THE WHOLE TIME #yet ig he just has that strong of a hold on me that he’s the only one on my mind since the concert #and before the concert let’s be real and during the concert let’s be real #i’m so delusional rn u guys it’s actually insane #ok sorry i actually gtg now ok gn byee #em speaks

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catastrxblues · 3 months

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this is how organic chem feels like my eye is twitching right now

#one hour down two more to go 🥳#and it’s 12:41 am 😁#and i still have to go to another of these chem class tomorrow 😁 both on saturday and sunday 😁#where i’ll have to meet people i don’t really feel like meeting right now 😁 especially not when i’m sleep deprived and tired and done #with the world 😁 just smile and go through it everybody 😁 it’s okay 😁 everything will be fine 😁#i want to buy a dagger and stab a dictator (this is definitely directed to the already dead caesar of course of course)#chem tag #nadine.mp3

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wundrousarts · 5 months

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Mini Silverborn Countdown

If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.

If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:

Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.

January — Nevermoor

April — Wundersmith

July — Hollowpox

#nevermoor #nevermoor fanart #nevermoor fanfic #silverborn #silverborn countdown challenge #thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol.#this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol.#anyways if you’re reading this happy new years !#nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free #now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows.#I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane #literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol #I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone #but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though.#also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!!#I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger #sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅#also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333

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skyloftian-nutcase · 5 months

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If the seasonal depression could stop making me just ✨exist✨ outside of work, that would be great. 👍🏻

#random rambles #I have a bird to take care of dammit #And I’m just existing on the couch or sleeping instead #It’s a good thing I don’t have kids good grief #It’s fine Nev and I will play Zelda together and I’ll just let him stay up late with me #I despise short days with every fiber of my being #My life is just work-exist-work-UGH #I know everyone’s going through this so I’ll shut up now but just needed to vent for a second #Gonna get my stupid butt up and moving now 👍🏻#If y’all see me on tumblr YELL AT ME

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anna-scribbles · 2 months

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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work

unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion

#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad #because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid #i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back #i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades #i might be able to snag a short nap before work #but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen #WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE #well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway #OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently #emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it #and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry #so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m #so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point #anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari #after escaping her british nobility life #and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known #and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time #also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w #but at least he’s still obsessed with her #this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either.#ml #anna rambles #asks

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why-the-heck-not · 4 months

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26.01.24, friday

duolingo french streak day 21

4h of writing an essay abt my thesis topic aka I’m elbow deep in articles about brains even tho I study computer science (I love it tho: finally get read abt neuroscience and actually have it not be ”just for fun” (my 16-year-old self who was 100% set on becoming a neurosurgeon/scientist is thrilled currently))

grocery store

#i’m afraid I’m gonna lean too much into the neuroscience of things instead of the cybersecurity & computer aspect #tho I’m sure someone’s gonna go ’’hey u know u’re studying computer science right?’’ if I do so might be worrying for nothing #and like obv I’m gonna have to explain how BCI functions if I’m gonna talk abt its cybersecurity issues #and for that I’ll have to touch on neurons & brain waves & signals etc.#feeling very good abt this topic tho #like I’m having difficulty going to sleep now bc would want to keep reading abt it #(or bc I’ve been drinking coffee too late in the evening)#I just started doing things way too late today hence not much time spent on this today #but hoping tmrw’ll be more productive #bc today was supposed to be like hella productive but alas #today’s productive(ish) things #january 2024 #2024

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princessbellecerise · 11 months

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idky but I have this headcanon that Corlys literally outlives everyone.

Like in a perfect world where the Greens aren’t cunts, I can see Rhaenyra taking the throne, possibly still dying and then Jace takes the throne after her, 15 years later.

Still, Corlys lives. He’s there at the coronation.

Vhagar finally dies like 10 years later and guess what? Corlys is still alive.

He’s 75 at this point and STILL navigating the damn seas like he did when he was 20.

At this point, Luke starts to regret saying that he doesn’t want Driftmark cause Corlys is like okay, well my brothers dead so guess I still gotta do this on my own.

10 years later Rhaenys passes away and while he’s heartbroken, the motherfucker still lives.

At this point, everyone is literally staring at him during Rhaenys’ funeral and they’re like wtf?? Shouldn’t you be in the sea as well?? Like dude you’re pushing 90.

Nope.

He’s still alive and kicking.

Corlys doesn’t pass away till he’s 100 years old and at this point Luke has pretty much taken the reigns for years but at the same time it’s like—he’s damn near 60 before he’s officially crowned as Lord of Driftmark.

Like Corlys damn near outlived him and everybody is just shocked cause nobody expected him to live that long, especially not in an age where getting to 100 was super rare, and damn near impossible.

But nope—against all odds Corlys prevails. He’s at peace but the younger generations like to make up stories about him, saying that he lived longer than Vhagar or that he was alive during the conquest.

Which is ridiculous, of course, but he ends up being right:

Because 100 years later, when everyone is truly dead and gone along with him, people still remember the name Corlys Velaryon and how his blood was on the iron throne, ruled Driftmark, and most importantly:

How he was alive for all of it.

#corlys velaryon #rhaenys targaryen #hotd headcanon #hotd #idk why but this is just so funny to me #luke is lowkey like: it’s okay grandpa you can go to sleep now and corlys is like: nah #I think I’ll take another voyage son

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ca-d · 8 days

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Sleep Token // 5.24.24 ✨

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 7 months

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me: okay time to go to bed now

my brain: do you mean time to write 1,500 words of milex smut

#why does inspiration always hit JUST before i’m about to go to sleep??#i mean #i have my theories on why i always write best either side of sleep #but also ffs brain i have to get up in the morning and be a functioning adult for work you know #can’t you please have your bursts of inspiration at a slightly more convenient time?? 😭#(although actually. inconvenient bursts of inspiration are still inspiration so i’ll take it)#having so much fun finally writing the burn bits of the slow burn lol #anyway #time to actually sleep now 😭#lulu posts

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