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I am speechless after this book. There are just.. SO MANY THINGS I CAN TOUCH IN WITH THIS.
[Overall book spoilers, please read only if you read cover to cover<3]
• If Delilah Briarwood has no haters I’m dead.
• I didn’t expect the banquet and Sun Tree narrative to get worse. But it did. My therapist will be hearing about this.
• I did NOT anticipate the double edged dagger to the heart in Kymal with the “Fun Scary” to “Scary Scary” pipeline. That was— again my therapist will be hearing about this.
• Sharing a name with Laudna’s very first human friend was a very unique and personal experience I wanted to cry that entire timeline.
• Speaking of Bella, it is WILD TO ME how she and Imogen are the same age and probably have the same birthday— and Bella was implied to be a Ruidisborn, which tells me we get a reunion cameo soon I hope. I don’t know if I’d rather it be in a friendly way, or a villain way but I reallllllly hope it happens.
• Speaking of Imogen— how in the many planes of existence did they not kiss sooner?????? I never read something more romantic than Laudna’s thought on meeting Imogen and Imogen’s flustered reactions to Laudna. The blushing. The stammering. The devotion?????? I love them so much, they are so so special to me
• I adore Pate de Rolo with all my heart. His creation was so beautiful. Laudna making Delilah talk to and acknowledge him gave me joy.
• I adore the name Adorabelle so so much
#what doesn’t break spoilers#laudna#imogen temult#imodna#I’m so not going to be normal about this for weeks#I need people to talk to about them#END OF BOOK SPOILERS#I listened to this#but I will now read it to commit it to memory#Laudna is a precious soul and I didn’t know I could love her more#she literally is joy incarnate#i would not be as strong in her circumstances
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My brother recently got into Demon Slayer so I wanted to make a kny oc for him since I did it before with both me and my sister and never got around to my brother :)
But I started by refreshing my own design because wow?? It’s been 4 years since I first made my kny insert character and a lot of things are now outdated! Not to mention my art has improved a lot, I hope. More details under the cut!
Meet Ebisu Koharu: youngest of the Ebisu family and physically the weakest. They only barely passed Final Selection by hiding for the entire week and surviving off tips from their older siblings. Nonetheless, they still want to contribute, which is why they hold onto a thick, leather bound book that records every demon they’ve ever met in precise detail, with labeled diagrams and scribbled calculations in the margins of different strengths and weaknesses.
After spending a few years on the job, and properly seeing their data contribute to the successes of other demon slayers, they’ve come a bit more into their own as a competent researcher and fighter, though they still do tend to request paired missions with friends and family to act more as a support role rather than a fighter.
The Ebisu family is one of scholars. The eldest daughter Kaoru is a doctor, and the eldest son Shougen is a chemist. By nature, fighting is not necessarily their strong suit, which is why their family breathing style and techniques are all poison-assisted. Of the three, Koharu is the weakest and most averse to combat— they wield a short half-length blade, with more of a smooth ceremonial hilt and sheath than any practical weapon.
#kny oc#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#it’s so much fun seeing my brother be so late to the party for kny lmao#I love him but his takes are kind of shit ngl.#his character will be absolutely hilarious to do as well#because you better believe I’m going to lean far into how much he simps for giyu#looking for names is so much more fun when I can read some kana and am not using google translate#I found out that the combination of me and my sister’s names form kanari which i will not stop thinking about for ages#four years of improvement and four years of character development! Better character design and research skills#it’s a lot of fun thinking more about details when designing now#I.e. brushes are wildly impractical tools for writing on the go so koharu’s main choice of stationery is an imported fountain pen that cost#a decent amount of their savings#and they wanted their records to last longer so they also invested in a proper leather bound journal (also imported) rather than#a normal string bound book like their normal daily journal. this is also why the books open in different directions#in the event that their fountain pen breaks they Will Cry but they will also commit the details to memory and write them in with a bruh#with a brush after the battle ends
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My morning routine for the past month or so has just been wake up, feed the dog, put away cleaned dishes, maybe eat breakfast, and rewatch ENA episodes while I do all that—
I love waking up to see and hear one of my wives aughigjajekr (deranged)
What a joyous time to be alive! /gen
#rii says#i’m so crazyyyy about both the ENAs#i have most of ENA’s lines from the webseries committed to memory#down to inflection and cadence#I wanna reach that point with DBBQ…#I want to play always all the time but art gets in the way!!!#as well as people wanting to spend time with me recently 🩷#i love my new friends!!!
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I had a few rough mental health days this week, but today I miraculously feel much better. I was like omg what changed.
Well. Today I also finished listening to the Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes audiobook.
Spending hours each day in Coriolanus Snow’s head messed me up a bit💀
#I did have inklings of thought like ‘hey maybe we should stop listening to this’#but damnit I’m committed to the annual hunger games audiobook re listen#I also have a bit of a tough memory associated with that book/film. doesn’t stop me from loving it but when I saw it that was a rough time#so idk maybe listening to the book brought me back to that too? will I be rewatching the movie soon anyway? yes.#I love. Rachel Zegler Lucy Gray my beloved#anyway#onto the OG trilogy now and then will do sunrise on the reaping#I wanted to do them in timeline order but felt it too soon for sunrise on the reaping#the hunger games#thg#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas
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Among the holy quintet I think Kyoko would have the most tattoos and she’s the type that’s spontaneous about getting tattoos, she’ll see an image she likes and it’s her new tattoo idea. I like to think Sayaka has lyrics from songs she loves as tattoos.
#Now I’m thinking Homura is the type to have tattoos dedicated to significant moments/memories#Madoka has the least tattoos because she’s too indecisive and worried about commiting! LOL#anyways Mami nexttttuh!
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eastenders tonight was PHENOMENAL
#comix rambles#sorry to be british on main#but using the old broadcasting logo and introduction!!!!! the commitment from the set designers and hair and make-up and wardrobe#to make everything seem exactly as it was in the 80s what i wouldn’t give to be a television historian and poke at each detail to explain#what they kept the same what they changed what beginning episodes of eastenders the scenes took place in#and the ACTING mad props to phiw ofc mcfadden has always been a great actor but this episode hot damn he really served#the subtle emotions playing across his face as he sat and watched his memories play out his conversation with jay was impeccable#but also??????? the early days actors absolutely nailed their parts????? like i’m only really familiar with peggy and phil as characters bc#i’m only a casual watcher but they sousnded exactly like who they were meant to mimic it was so well done
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I know my mutuals love physical media and I love that for them but honestly living in the streaming era is a miracle to me every day. Like right now I can listen to almost any song ever recorded on a whim and in any order I want only moving my phalanges to do so ?? That is genuinely mind boggling I’m sorry I like records too but sometimes you are lying the fuck down and the headphones are on and you can listen to ANYTHING.
#when I finally feel committed to a place I am going to start my record collection in earnest but in general I’m a pretty non attached perso#n#not a lot of clothes not a lot of books not a lot of records I’m a man of means by no means king of the road#ingredients I love to collect because they are ephemeral#and photographs and ebooks and memories
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Realism is fun till it isn’t and I realize I’ve already committed too far and can’t just scrap it but I know it will take me too long so here are some sacrifices you may see finished later on
#dragon#myart#creature#I still generally have inspiration for the first one so that one will probably get finished first#I really like watching the speedpaints procreate automatically records even though it’s crunchy and has a weird green tint#specifically on realism because it’s wild for anything else and is actually psychotic#Mostly because I just suddenly start experimenting with brushes and start turning layers off and on for a good chunk of it#I use 3 layers usually for realism#One for the actual drawing one for the sketch and one for a base color#It makes it better I think because it’s more similar to actual painting or something#That might not be the reason I dont really know#It’s just better I do it that way#Maybe because I can’t get distracted and lost?#Realism is also a great source of learning for me#Even if i never really finish stuff like this#I might this time though who knows#Sorry for leaving you guys stranded I’m chasing a really big train across the country#My priorities are with locomotives#“You guys” (I say to my very few followers 🤑🤑 (that probably followed me in the first place for dragon adventures stuff))#I do what I want and what I want is not dragon adventures right now#Right now I want locomotive#I’m not hijacking that train it sounds like I’m going to hijack that train#however#i would appreciate owning a big train I feel like I would enjoy that#Side note how do my DA followers feel about the genetic traits in the event eggs making motorouk w/ the error trait worth like 100mil#I feel ill when I can recite all of the full species names from memory#It does make sense though I’ve been playing since the first event in 2019#I’m committed what can I say#Almost forgot a tag oops#art
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working on the arduous task that is figuring out how to draw new characters
#bobtalk#(doodling aiba over and over til i find smth that works atm. shes tricky but i love her lmao)#i mean no matter what how i draw a character drifts a lot over time. just look at pedestrian at best akechi vs erase akechi lmao. different#gotta commit these guys to muscle memory so i can go faster w/out references#how it goes.#anyway i’m brainrotting hard you should see the kind of bullshit i’ve been tweeting. but you should be glad you aren’t probably
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the intimacy of the memory fragments + the mind connection with solas is nuts to me
#I do ponder how much solas can see of rook’s mind and memories with the connection#beyond the obvious of influencing what they see of varric#it’s more about what he can see of their mind. what bits and pieces can he puzzle over#if it’s curiosity or the desire to poke around to manipulate them#not stepping into if he would actually do such things#the communal metaphorical shoving one’s hands into each others guts#yeah Eshka you get to know of the sin solas committed against the titans#solas you get to know all the grimy details Eshka remembers of the night she was taken in by the crows#why she is terrified of dark narrow spaces#the small little place in her head where the last fragments of home live#the farm and the barn with the horses. the attic and the straw. the yarrow and lilac and lavender#adding onto this but I’m still kinda nuts over the image of solas#poking into her dream and finding her laying in the tall grass#and how she looks so much younger until she opens her eyes#and the frown comes back. the dark circles and the faint lines of age#idk maybe solas was a bit in love w eshka but. you know#datv#owen plays dragon age#oc: eshka#veilguard spoilers
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When the protagonist has been so oblivious to the love interest’s incredible and extended pining that even the villain is like “Wait, you really didn’t know?? Harsh.”
#like#not in those words obviously#there are a few of you who might know what I’m talking about :P#to be fair it seems there are Memory Shenanigans#and when the guy DID realize he was fully all in#but omg I had to laugh#’stop everything this dumbass doesn’t know the man of his dreams has been committed to him for literal years’
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Y’all I’m on an 8 day Duolingo streak 😎
#Liz speaks#let’s see if I have the memory to commit this time#I’m already on section two#but I always forget to do it and then I break my streaks
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Spiritual opposite of junji ito wet dog
#every day I have to stop and ask myself if something I’m adding in is too much#should I reel it in?#no I’m having fun <3#I have FINALLY settled on what Evie’s actual role in the military is#she’s a part of this organization of sorcerers and witches trained to be like… the Heroes of their country#they’re incredibly powerful and also incredibly secretive. in order to fully commit themselves to their holy duty their memories are sealed#so they are like killing machines basically#and then there’s Evie. a little tiny woman who walks with a limp#who’s paperwork list her magical aptitude as ‘empath’#and everyone’s like how the fuck did u end up here#except for Crow who’s like oh wow your life sucks. come back to my home and I’ll hand feed you grapes :)
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Whenever I don’t draw comic pages for a while I’m like “god i have no clue how I used to do this and it’s gonna be frustrating and take me 20 billion years”. And then some night I’m just like “oh I want to try coloring something, lemme just flat this panel to see how it looks”. And then it’s suddenly 3 hours later and I’m rendering and I haven’t even noticed, and it’s like oh yeah. That’s how this gets done.
#like it’s a blessing and a curse because I have a hard time stopping deliberately#before the 12+ hour page level#but i forget how much muscle memory for these thing i’ve developed too#i just want to work on applying it deliberately and efficiently#i think i have been getting better at that but i find it harder with comic pages#both because i treat them as an effort sink#(as in the place to Go Hard if I want to Go Hard)#and because it’s so easy to kick certain artistic cans down the road with them#you can fix lineart illegibility with colors or color mismatches with rendering etc#i find simplifying and committing at the earlier stages hard#but i need more ways to make things faster when i have less time/energy rn#i do think i’m getting better at that but i do need to be like#conscious about it#complaining
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starting off this year right with my boy
#usopp every day#usopp#god usopp#one piece#i’m actually not far enough into op to know why he’s always tagged as that.. i will find out.. Eventually#skypiea is not my favorite but his outfit in this arc. SOOO CUTE#let’s see if i commit. it’s just for myself anyways so i’ll probably forget lol cuz my memory is so bad i’m sorry usopp .#i rllly gotta adjust to the idea of blogging for me and nobody else
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Dum de dum dum
Gonna add max tags and max characters to each cause who cares
#the limit to the number of characters is 140 and I can’t use the same tag twice so this may take time. also I can’t add commas easily so sor#ry for the run on sentences. I doubt anyone will read all this. it’s gonna take a while to write. maybe I just keyboard smash. but that seem#s unoriginal or cheating. and I also wanna use chat gpt but that feels kinda lame? it’s frowned on so much and I don’t wanna be frowned on a#nd idk. I guess I care about what strangers on the internet care about more than myself. which I shouldn’t. I’ll be better tho. anyway i ams#going to be rambling a bit here. but I don’t care. probably no one will read this anyways. maybe I can try some constrained writing prompts.#what with only 140 characters. people usually write a lot of stuff and better under constraints. cause humans be weird sometimes. why on ear#th did I do this to myself???? maybe I will smash!!! agdkdgakfhs!!!! SHDOAGSKFHSJ!!!! bleaugholofomodowopoidk!!! weeepeedeepeedooooooo!! idk#this is boring. I’m only 8 tags in and I’m tired. who knows why I do these things. the mind is a mysterious place. who knows why we do wha w#e do. …. …. idk man. I was gonna say some more stuff about the mind and how weird it is. but I forgor ): now I feel a bit s#ad. but maybe I will remember before the end of this…. spaces make it easier so#spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaceeeeeeesssssss. lol#gonna copy paste 138 spaces in a row and copy paste. then add number at end to make each unique… then this would go so fast…. but is#that cheating? I mean I put these rules on myself. only I would really care if I broke them. but it feels wrong to#so maybe I’ll get this done naturally. with a whole bunch’s spaces to replace a comma. it’ll go so much faster. (:#tag 15. halfway there. goin faster than I thought it would. time flies or something ig. I have an idea#imma try to say all the copypastas I kinda know by memory cause who fucking cares: firstly first. I am gonna do the one about the fitnes#“the fitness gram pace test is a multilevel test that involves many things. like running and sit-ups and push ups and jumping jack eh idk#now for rick roll copypasta. not a real rickroll tho cause there is warning so it’s all cool. I think I’ll stop early like line six or I d k#you know the rules and so do I! a full commitment is what I’m looking for. you know the rules and I do too. never goin to give you up or let#you down or dessert you or anything like that. (I’m jokingly doing it wrong. I actually know them alr. cause been roled a bit.) gon stop now#I know just the starting quote kinda of bee movie. but non else. idk what to say. am tired. is late so idk. idk#this post is taking way to long. I’m on like the second day typing it out ):. I don’t know how much more I can take…. but I must per#servere!!! if I add spaces. then it’ll be done. much quicker. (:(:(: plus I can spam emoticons for fun. :3#:3:3:3:3:3:3:3. (:(:(:(: (;(; :/:/. -_- \: 0: [:<. :>]. =). $). ^_^. *_*. (: I love emoticons#~_~. :p :P. :D. d: :b. q: i-i. T-T. T_T. j-j. -w- uwu. owo. ö. ü. :B. :ß. :oo#:O. :1). QwQ. k: 8ooo>. (|). or i guess (:) might be more anatomically accurate. :+|. •_•. .-. ._. :7). :)#27 tag hereeeeee almost donnn eeeeee. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. heheh. fun. not actually to bad. this was kinda nice.#yayayayayya. we about finished. Twas a fun time. idk why i did this. ig it was kinda fun. noiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#words words words. just mostly nonsense. fun fun fun. idk idk din. ooooo. wwww. owowow. nyaaaaa. meow#3030303030!!! 30!!!! last one woot woot. fun’s. hope reading was fun. i liked typing it. so long and thanks for all the fish.(:
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