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reading ywgttn for my AP Lit “final”
#i need the motivation to read it#this will fuel me#i’ve been so rough lately#depressions a bitch#and a lady and my mom were really mean to me and i’m just upset
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Sometimes you just need a good hug
#sorry for the lack of activity on here#been so busy with work and work and more work#i’ve had a really rough weekend honestly#so here’s a messily painted hug to cope#we’re always seeing Marina crying but I bet Pearl’s a really ugly crier too#no i’m not projecting-#pearlina#off the hook#pearl houzuki#marina ida#splatoon fanart#my art#art’s not arting lately but i’m putting in some time to study
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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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Golden Hour (+ lineart below cut)
I took a picture of the lines for once and did some basic crappy photo editing on my phone, so you could probably print this out and use it as a coloring page or something if you so wish lol. Do with it what you will.
#honkai star rail#dr ratio#veritas ratio#aventurine#aventurine hsr#cherallart#as you can see i forgor i wanted to draw his glasses til like. last second#i can’t believe it’s been like 2 whole months since I last did a whole like. watercolor illustration#part of that’s been bc I’ve been having a bit of a rough semester bc adhd med issues (which are resolved now)#but I really wanted to draw aventurine and ratio. my boys#i’ve been LOVING penacony so far so I needed to get something nice out#anyway I did this while my s/o and I alternated between reading a 500 pg long history book out lout to each other#it’s called ‘the inheritance of rome’ and kinda covers what happened after the collapse of the western roman empire#and tries to identify and explain all the cultural echoes and reverberations and transformations that rose from its ashes#throughout europe north africa and the middle east. anyway it’s super interesting and I highly recommend it#the late antique period is not something often covered/talked abt in public ed hist classes. at least not when I was goin through em#or the transitory period between it and the early medieval period at least#i still got 150 pages left and a final paper due on it in like 4 days but it’s only a 5 pg minimum and I’m a wordy bitch so#i think i can make it#anyway back to that I go
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Always fun meeting new lambs 😩
(feat. The designs of @ricknonsence and @winterpantsu respectively)
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl narilamb#cotl shamura#cotl oc#YAAAY Lambs 😩#I still want to draw everyone’s Lamb with my own eventually .#all in due time 😩#also Fervor’s Favor beloved#I sketched their outfit without access to the actual fleece’s design so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and then . it’s been a rough few weeks . needed to draw some fluff to heal my soul .#and full body Shitten sketch yippee!!#I need to digitize him and give him a proper ref 😩#and lately I’ve been turning my Relic god designs into followers in my cult 🥺#they get second chances 🥺🤲#and then just Silly lovestruck Narinder 😩#Fana is Concerned
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I WAS HAVING SUCH A ROUGH DAY IN A SOMEWHAT ROUGH WEEK AND THEN MANAGED TO GET CHEAP HOZIER TICKETS FOR THIS WEDNESDAY??? THANK YOU UNIVERSE I NEEDED THIS
#I’m knocking on wood as I write this because you never know#But WOW#I've never seen him live!!!#The closest I’ve come to seeing a big concert live was seeing Suzie Izzard perform in her standup tour#She was RADIANT and I want to see her again#I’m literally so excited about this it’s been lowkey a rough time lately#Hozier
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Almost back home!!! I’ve been away for two weeks and I haven’t had good internet connection. Looking forward to getting back home.
I’ve been quiet cause of it, so how about a shop/merch update!! The products from my shop have already gone through a round of proofs this last week after I placed the order (as some files had gotten mixed up). I’m hoping the products finish their manufacturing and are shipped to me within this next week or so!
I’ve ordered extras of everything to put up in the shop as “in stock” after I send out my preorders, also ordered a few items as samples. They had a higher MOQ (minimum order quantity) so if they turn out well, I’d like to do a giveaway with some of them!
#I know I’ve been kind of quiet in general lately too apologies for that#gonna be honest and life has been pretty rough lately#general TW I reference death below#two incidents happened a few months ago regarding almost losing brother and losing a cousin to horrible situations#and it’s really been very difficult to deal with and has brought on a lot of haze and mental dullness or inability to focus#and tbh even months later it’s still been very difficult#it’s why I’ve probably come across as closed off or absent these last few months#so just explaining that#I’m still overcoming it but I believe I’m doing better now#I have been unable to mentally pull myself together enough to successfully create any content like fics or art#though I’m trying very hard#it is getting easier too. I have written a lot more on vacation than I’ve mana fed to write in a long time#I still love and appreciate PLA and submas so so much that just hasn’t been able to manifest in content creation lately#but it has manifested in buying merch haha#when I get home I may just show my collection#I am still alive in this fandom#if you’ve read this far thank you#and thank you for sticking around while I’ve been quiet!!
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Something about drawing Kazurei being able to peacefully rest together just soothes my soul.
#kazurei#buddy daddies#reikazu#my art#buddy daddies fanart#kazurei fanart#rei suwa#kurusu kazuki#suwa rei#kazuki kusuru#I’ve been having kind of a rough time lately#I don’t really want to go into details but I’ve just been feeling kind of burnt out and numb#and just kind of bad about myself overall#and some people I used to feel emotionally safe around I kind of…don’t anymore#so it’s just been a sucky time#but I’m hanging in there ��️#and I know it sounds silly but drawing Kazurei sleeping peacefully really does make me feel better#drawing them in general does but especially when they’re cozy and snuggly#I think because I just like imagining them feeling so safe#like something about that makes me feel better#I know it’s weird but hey a coping mechanism is a coping mechanism#so I may be posting a lot more eepy kazurei for a bit#and/or fluffy kazurei#I actually might do flufftober this year#because I need some fluff in my life#anyway sorry for venting in the tags
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Oh my god, just work on your art, Fae. Just work on your fucking art. You have so many things ready to edit and they’re not even that difficult, literally just sit on your ass and work on it. Work on the art, Fae. Do it! Work on the fucking ART! JUUUST!!! DO IT!!!
WORK ON THE FUCKING ART, FAE!
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
#i just#motivation has been kinda low#bc I’ve worked so hard on Fae as a whole but so few people give a fuck#and i see other people’s personas have so much adoration and notoriety#and i just feel like a poser or unwanted#i see myself and Fae in other characters that are kinda rough assholes with soft hearts and I’m like#why don’t others see what i see in me#which sounds extremely conceited but idk#there’s just good in me and humor in me that i wanna share#but lately no one seems to want to hear it besides close friends#which i adore!!!#but i want a little more#is that so bad?#fae deserves a spotlight#i wanna be loved#i want fae to be loved especially#i wanna be a part of meaningless controversies#and have connections in medium places#ugh#rant i guess
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Please please don’t listen to your mind when it plunges you into the depths of despair. It’s lying to you, I promise. Please pray, read some scripture, sing some comfort songs, eat food and drink water, then eat popcorn and drink tea. Take a walk outside in your bare feet and then take a long warm shower. This too shall pass.
#courage dear heart#been having some rough mental health days lately and I’m not entirely sure why#I’ve been waiting to hear back from the college I applyed to and am about to switch jobs again when school starts back for my nieces so#having those things up in the air is a little unsettling#and I’m also pondering a couple things about God and wrestling with some of my beliefs about him that may be wrong which makes me feel#a little more distant from him but not like a crisis or anything#and I still think there’s a hormonal element really out of wack here#my brain should not be giving me the thoughts it’s giving me over pretty small disappointments and circumstances#would appreciate prayers just for peace if anyone reads this
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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Michael being rough with Evan and ruining how he views horseplay. Evan has to set clear boundaries because even when Michael was being nice he was grabbing and pushing and shoving and smacking at his hands. Because even if his friends are being nice it doesn’t FEEL nice because it’s just like him. And he doesn’t wanna ruin anything but he has to explain how it makes him feel when people push him around. I think maybe one day he’d be okay with it but right now boundaries matter more than anything. You need to set them and obey them before you consider taking a step past them, and if he tells you to back up you have to. He’s spent his whole life getting his boundaries ignored and it is not a good feeling
#idk just thinking abt a post Percy made#saying that mike didn’t beat up Evan but would be rough with him#and I thought the same and lately I’ve been thinking about how THAT would affect evan#tzu rambles#also ppl being too rough sucks in itself#my siblings r rough a lot but never in mean spirit#so I can’t imagine how much it’d suck to get that from someone who genuinely hates you#evan afton#the crying child
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[in an old man voice] Phones were their most perfect selves when you could push buttons and add phone charms.
#rkart#I’ve been taking a break from Ikesen#I’m so sorry#life has been really rough lately#so here are my comfort drawings
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The daily dose of Hubert shitposting is here 🖤💜
#everyone who loves my hubie posts I’m sending you so much love ❤️❤️#I’ve been having a rough time lately and you all cheer me up#loving the most ridiculous little bastard with strangers on the internet is something that can be so personal#yeah I’ll put this one in the tags#hubert von vestra#fe3h textposts
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hi hello!!
just wanted to come in here to say you're really cool and i love all the stuff you do !! /gen /pos you dont gotta respond to this i just wanted to let you know that i think youre cool and really neat >:333 /lh /gen
OH MY GOODNESS THANK YOU SO MUCH 💖💖💖💖
RAAAAAH This was such a wonderful thing to wake up to HEHE! I’m so glad people the content I make!! comments like this genuinely mean so much to me so thank you beyond WORDS for saying this 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 /gen /VPOS EEEE
#I seriously don’t have words /silly#This was such a lovely thing to read and it genuinely made my day!!! /vpos#I’ve been going through a bit of a rough patch lately due to some personal things#so I can safely say this was a really pleasant surprise to open my askbox too :3!#I also am kind of struggling to come up with words to show my happiness at the moment because. Eepy!#So if this sounds dry at all I am BEYOND sorry :’DDDD#BUT…. It really did make my day and I can’t say it enough how wonderful this was to see!!#I hope that you have/are having an absolutely amazing day man :DDD!! /gen#Cro chatter
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૮ ˶´ ᵕˋ ˶ა hello my sweet friends!! i hope this wknd has been treating you so kindly!! i apologize for my longer delay in my return :’< i’ve been sick & battlin an infection for the better part of a week & i am just feelin kinda yucky :// BUT ilyasm!! & i hope to return to the city v soon & v healthy!! ૮₍˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶₎ა have the v best sat EVER!! mwah!! <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#i miss you guys so much & im almost done with my new theme !!! :’3 everytime i think i catch a break…..૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა#im all weepy & emotional bc i’ve been such a bad friend/moot lately :// & i’m tryin to remain bright & shiny!! but things have been rough:<#but just know im always thinkin ab you guys!!! <33 im gonna try to get healthy so quick like bunnies i promise!!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১#ily ily ILYASM!! remember to treat ppl w kindness always!! & that includes yourself!! <33 see you guys soon !!
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