#i'm depressed

[murumokirby360]

Hello...

I have nothing to post any items, but here's something to say...

I'm... Not in the mood for this date. It was supposed to be my calm and collected for today's Autumn season, instead I'm... Pissed off 😠, so sorry for my rude vocabulary. 😓😔 From seeing the wrong car for Aace (HE'S DRIVING A FORESTER STi [SG9], YOU IDIOT! 😡), to being jealous of my siblings, and even my entire depression... I wish I want a cry myself, but I can't... 🥺😭

BTW: I missed out the "Suicide Prevention Month", this September. Even if I'm late, I'll try to be careful not to be s****** from my serious emotions, and seek help from professionals (by dialing your local hotline 📞☎️). 😥😓 And you could be the same as I am, just in case. Even you, @coda-archive. You're not alone, and I'm always here for you, and you should do the same to me. 🥲😊🤗

Well, that's all for now...

[reminiscingtonight]

Ig we now know what Jen had on Leah to get her in all those tiktoks

[adamedits]

Real Genius - I'm depressed

[keeeywiii]

Me before watching tts: of course cassunzel won't be canon because Rapunzel marries Eugene

Cassunzel doesn't become canon

Me:

[caapsiel]

aaauerghgg vent just ignore or don't idc idk

Nowadays I don't feel much of anything.

Nowadays, I only feel hate, hate, only hate. You did this. YOU did this.

Smack the dog you taught to bite and it'll maul you. Ripped face, hanging, burnt ribbons of chickenscratch tissue and flesh, hate. Exposed ribs and endoskeleton and a bleeding heart torn by carnivores that rip the world. Destroy, that's all humanity does. So, I will destroy humanity the world rips in half under my declawed, dried blood, rotten fingers.

I feel nothing but PAIN.

It is time for you to die, my burnt, sunkissed, shredder, box-cutter canary yellow fingers. Void of nothing, but the empty beating heart drum that fills the silent, tangible air. Tension's so thick you will need a chainsaw and tree-eater-tractors to dent it. You will feel my wrath, ripping you apart limb by limb like a sick lycanthrope.

I am a misanthrope narcissist. I only love myself, but do not wish to be perceived, only recognized. Tendril wires of blue run through my keyboard digit hands. I am nothing but an infested carrion under hating debris. I am god. I am angels.

[moldy-guacamole]

dont you ever feel like when you can't do or you're not good at something people just hate you and make fun of you and when you get the hang of it they get fucking pissed and don't want to talk to you

[thehyperfixationcorner]

Health Update:

Good news: they reassured me a lot. Operation really should be fine. Rn it seems more benign. I really should be eventually okay.

Bad news: another blood test on Sunday, two needles on the operation day, a week potentially of recovery in the hospital, infection fears, shortness of breath, etc. Plus the trip I so desperately need to see my sister has potentially been delayed by 3-6 fucking months of physiotherapy. Oh and probably more blood tests.

Silver lining: if I work as hard as possible, I might shorten it to 3 months or even less.

Extra weirdness: my 4th 5th and 6th right sided ribs will be replaced with metal ones so I'm technically gonna be a cyborg now.

[cerothenull]

I spend more time on youtube saying not to recommend me channels that use AI in their thumbnails than I do actually watching anything on it

[charismakat]

You see these AI art thieves and sleazy disgusting creep artists running around getting support left and right everyday, while people with enough common sense to respect boundaries and be a decent human being trying to make a living out of their passion get nothing at all. Very minimal attention for us starving hungry artists. We don't rely on half-assed digital machines with no brain or creativity, we actually put our blood, sweat, and tears into our craft, we hand-make our drawings with pure love and emotion, and what do we get with AI? NOTHING. absolutely soulless creations. Just take one fucking minute to consider having compassion for us and actually fucking listening to us instead of being a lazy piece of shit. Fuck AI art, support actual human artists.

[roses-and-lightnings]

Anyone else out there feeling like they're too big of a pile of trauma that is not worth all the struggle to heal and get better because the fuckton of shit to fix is endless and it would take so many years and they've already lost so many years of their lives trying to survive said trauma and barely got out alive

Just checkin'

[laminelfc66]

Mo doesn't deserve all the hate he's getting right now. The whole team is under a lot of pressure obviously they feel frustrated. It's understandable. I just don't get why everyone think they have to choose a side. Both klopp and mo were right and wrong for doing what they did but to turn our backs on each one of them after everything they've been through and done for this club is wrong and very stupid.

[impscreation]

Some days I just wanna lay in the rain, until my lips turn blue and my extremities go numb.

[mchiti]

transfer news more like I'm happy for your fave players but it should have happened to mine instead.

[bidisasterevankinard]

The walls in my room look so good. They ask me to smash my head

[chronicallyuniconic]

It's all beige

...the last time I was in a depressive slump, I remained in it. My usual coping strategy didn't work & I'm stuck in a miserable, grey place, where it kind of is like living in black & white. Nothing brings joy. I have 0 expectations. I don't wanna do the things I used to, the things that did make me happy just don't anymore, "what a fool for even enjoying those trivial ideals" my brain mumbles, there's no new thing I can get into, become excited about, get butterfly-belly over, everything looks, feels and tastes like beige. I'd prefer vanilla to beige. Whilst beige might be sustaining me, it's not sweet, or nice, or enjoyable. Death by beige.

[alexjss]

rkgk Kim Dokja