I think the very worst thing about being this sick and in being this much pain is just the bone deep exhaustion I feel
I want to connect with the world and it's like trying to touch the sky when you're lying at the bottom of a well. I can reach my arm all the way up as long as it will go and I can't touch anything I'm too far down and I can barely even see it from where I am and there's no way I can reach it at all
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No because Satoru didn't just loved Suguru, he loved him. Imagine being spoiled your whole life, to the point you don't know what living is. You always got what you wanted, because all your life everybody was scared of you. And then you meet a person who's your equal, and who unwittingly show's you what life really is about. You find friends, you get in trouble, you make mistakes, for the first time you feel alive. It's the spring of your youth, all thanks to this one partiparticular person. And then it all disappears in purple flames you created, because you couldn't bare to ask them to stay.
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ah yes, spending weeks over weeks fixing my sleeping schedule and then on the day i actually wake up and don't feel like i'm about to die some random depression hits and i'm crying into my shitty game of microsoft solitaire at 1am while listening to the most random playlist at hand
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oh my poor sick little man..... he has a bad fever :(
i've always had a soft spot for sickfics and i like seeing strong characters get taken care of by the ones who love them most :) craig is making him chicken noodle soup in the kitchen, barry's favourite meal to have whenever he's not feeling well.
bonus: earlier version with ripped sleeves
i liked the thought of him being all snug in the only piece of clothing he hasn't ripped so i drew the sleeves of his jammies because it was cuter :)
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AFAB? AMAB? No, no! You must have heard me wrong. I said I'm AHBHSCQ (assigned healer by Homestuck classpect quiz)
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