#i've been kinda burnt out on this blog

[mogai-headcanons]

Any idea when ur reqests will b open agn?

no, sorry

[fuckmeyer]

(Jacobsbadwig) with all due respect, when the fuck did you get back! I missed you!

never left, only reincarnated :)

[paleontaxi]

//thanks so much for your patience around this blog! i updated some of my other blogs, but not this one, but i'm around!! i'm working on stuff... slowly, haha! i've not been having the swellest of times lately, but i'm getting back into it!! hope to have some more replies here later this week but we will seee :)

[z0mbieparty]

HELLO I PPOMISE I'VE BEEN WORKING ON ART I'M JUST CURRENTLY KINDA BURNT OUT!! I had an interview today.. I think it went well!! Waiting to hear back currently! :) Drew @wh111skey's vampire Wally! I KNOW IT'S MESSY I'M SORRY!! I will do him better in the future.. I love pink it's a fun color to doodle with. 2nd picture is a work in progress!! It'll look so much better when it's done, I promise!! And lastly, one of my characters Moss!! Which is also a rough sketch, but ppfffttt it's fiiine. OH!! ALSO MY FRIEND DREW WALLY WITH AN NB FLAG FOR ME BUT HE'S SUCKY AND BARELY POSTS SO I HAVE TO POST IT FOR HIM!! @truebluesam-blog ur stinky.

[chiyoso]

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hi pookie. to those who read this the first time, welcome back, this is a re-write. an update. i kinda found the initial update i did rushed, not clearly descriptive of my situation outside this writing hobby of mine. also for the ones that i tagged, i have notes for you <3 (sorry for the tag 🫶🏻)

alright. hello hello. i'm chiyo, a jjk-focused/sporadic genshin and hsr fanfic writer, and you've caught me, and this blog in such bad time, and im so, so very fucking burnt out.

writing for me should be fun, stress relieving, and that goes for any other hobby i have. i have been told and supported countless of times to take a rest, to take a break from this, but my stubborn ass continues to try and get something out, anything to keep my blog alive, hells, it feels like a toxic relationship where i keep coming back, because i remember all the fun, happy and fond times i had in this app, only then to return to why it becomes draining, exhausting.

just sat there, occasionally laid on my back, using my phone, but with unmoving thumbs, with a brain lacking the world that needs the narrative to make a story, fuck, where has it gone?

that innocent, startup of mine, the newfound love and interest for that world of fiction that you all create. dude, i remember being so happy discovering that this brain of mine can conjure up so many shit, all because of your words, it's fucking amazing. hence, the start of the era of my honkai star rail writing journey. (hsr/hi3rd fans who followed me, i let you down with my jujutsu kaisen brainrot obsession im sorry lmao)

“take a break hira,” “take a break chiyo,” “please, take a break.”

i've heard it all, and with utmost love and respect, thank you.

thank you for everything, every word, every action, and every peep of interest you all had for me. small and big creators, who, stopped by because of my small percent chance drop in on their feed, because of the stories i created that you shared, i've met so many wonderful, inspring and motivating people in tumblr, fuck, i didn't expect to crrate a little community all by myself, with my grit alone, it's so rewarding for someone who strives for perfection, for someone who struggles with her mental health daily, for someone who deluded themselves in a world of fiction, I can't express my genuine gratitude enough.

i'm not quitting. maybe i should've mentionrd that earlier to prevent you from getting rattled, but continuing off, i don't find myself quitting this writing journey, maybe i'm just not in the right mental headspace for it at this time. damn, my ex really fucked me up LMAO.

right, i'm aware of the less and lessening interactions i've had with the people i've encountered throughout tumblr, i feel sick of myself for not being able to catch up, nor interact with any of you as much as i could anymore, it really, really fucking sucks, i hate it, i hate it, i do.

i still have leftover projects to go over and publish, because i still want MY ideas, MY thoughts, MY worlds of fictional prowess to all of you. i'm not done, but i will say, that i'm- i'm so incredibly, so very sorry to the ones that were highly, to the heavens, expecting greatness from me, to the ones who were anticipating my unfinished stories, fuck, there's so much to do, yet my body, my mind, they do not respond, as if i'm losing my sense of time, literally.

all i can say to those sticking with me because of their plain interest for me, i wish, i pray, i'll beg, beg for me, my soul, my mind, my body, my spirit to heal, and heal faster, so i can love you all at my 100%, not with my trying 20%, and lower.

thank you. to the old, and to the recent supporters that got me to 3k followers and counting, fuckin' wild. actually insane.

i'll continue to write. i'll continue to create. i don't want to quit.

i don't want to leave the only thing that gave me freedom, and the genuine happiness the first time, making me discover shit about myself, and there's that.

p.s. apologies for my jjk brainrot everyone who followed for genshin and hsr <3 also that one popular otome game, love & deepspace? yeah, that shit's also fucking me up so good.

HONORABLE MENTIONS: (lawd i feel bad for tagging)

@ainescribe @wanderingconstellations @teapartyspilled @v3lv3tf0x @ciarchivez ⸻ you fucking OGS. literally five pillars of my life, the cheerleaders, my absolute undying support of this blog, you saw me at my noob tumblr handling form, the lows, the highs, and the absolute peaks, i consider all of you special, i do, you all made tumblr and the writing community such a fun place for me. thank you, thank you, i just can't spam that voiceline enough.

@peachdues @screampied @chuluoyi @blkkizzat @jabamin @flametrashira @meowzfordayz ⸻ you superstar mutuals of mine. we've only interacted sporadically, PLEASE BLAME MY BURNOUT AND COLLEGE SCHEDULE FOR THAT, but all of you invoked so much burning hope, and motivation for me through your stories, AND your interests for me, whether it'd be something about my themes, edits, stories, it doesn't matter, you all took interest in lil' ol me, despite what, being such big content creators? FUCK??? that's insane. thank you.

god, i seriously wish my schedule would just clear up by a fuckton, and then again, i was the one who took psychology and performing arts 💤 i hope, hope HOPE i get to interact with you all again once i take a leave/break from college.

⸻ with all my love, chiyo.

[hypocriticaltypwriter]

Taking A Break!

Hey guys! I think I'm going to be leaving tumblr and social media for a bit to work on myself for some time. I don't know when I'll be back- but I know it won't be too long so don't fret!

I just wanted to let you guys know I love you all very much, and every supportive comment, interaction, and follow to get me to 500 followers on here has really been amazing. Each and every single one of you silly little goofballs who decided to take the time to check out my work and my blog make my day and I can't thank you enough for giving me this milestone.

[Kinda venty/rambles below!!]

As happy as I am, I'm VERY burnt out. I'm tired. I thought it would have gone away a long while ago, but I'm still stuck in a rut, and I think social media has a big role in it. I feel I spend more time on my phone scrolling endlessly than I do with my family when I get the time with my over worked schedule.

And it feels so weird to say, but I think I put myself through so much stress and anxiety with losing my hyperfixation of Lost Boys that I feel so hurt and guilty about it. I still love it more than anything and it's still such an amazing movie, but I'm not ready to give it up, but it's obvious pressuring myself just stressed me out over it more. 😅

I've also just felt like I'm on uneasy ground with my art, and I want to be better and practice on it to be better! I felt guilty for my art dine as gifts for friends and moots and it just... Didn't feel good enough in comparison for the things you all did for me. You deserve the best and I want to be my best! That includes my writing as well.

And overall I just need to get my health in better shape, I need to take a break and get some work weight off my chest so I can enjoy my social life on here more.

I love you guys and everything you've done for me, I'm very lucky to get the experience I did on this site and I'm excited to come back when I'm in better shape!🩷

Thank you for reading my woeful tragedies and here's a Kiefer for making it this far 🥺 my lovely little man...🩷🩷🩷

[peeledpokemon]

I'm sososo curious. What is your process for deciding what parts of them are peel and which are the insides? Some of it feels clear and then some of them it's like 'why did/didn't you remove this part' so I need to know how you decide where the peel ends and the innards begin

i answered this in the past in a more laissez-faire attitude in the past, but i think I'll be more legit this time, esp since I've been a lot less of a small gremlin under the bed and more like. an actual person on this blog lmao.

In the past it was kind of an "everything goes" sort of attitude, back when the blog was created. Everything but the skin. Legit i found what might be considered the most "skin-like" color from the pokemon and/or what the skin tone probably would be and just recolored everything which was..... a bit of an annoying process looking back, and it's probably why i burnt out of even touching this travesty for a few years.

Nowadays, i'm a lot more lazy about it ngl, but i feel it's allowed for a few more funny things. Whatever the base color is, I'll take it and just sorta smooth out everything. Usually patterns go as well, unless its funnier to keep them [clodsire], or it's kinda impossible to tell where the base color starts and ends [girafarig]. The re-lining and re-coloring is a lot less work as a result and means i get to have a little more energy to do things like turn Clodsire into a goddamn pokepuff, and take on the more mentally taxing ones, like ripping the metal platings off of Dialga, Palkia, and Giratina. Essentially i get to be more lazy in exchange for actually thinking about what i'm keeping and getting rid of. As for specifically "where the peeling ends and the innards begin" it really depends. Usually i try to keep at least the bare creature. So, face, limbs, ears, and tails, but i still often break this rule bc either: A. i think it's funnier to yeet them [wooper, voltorb] B. there's nothing to structure a redraw over [glaceon's tail is basically just paper] C. i just don't want to be bothered with fixing it [leafeon's ears would require too much editing to look good as a peel so i just. Plucked them. like leaves.] Hope i answered your question in the ramble anyway

[sonofshu]

I've been burnt out, and all that's left is Ash...

I should've made one of these a long time ago

Hi! I'm Ash or Shu, I go by she/her, and I am quantifiably stupid. INFP.

My url is pronounced:

If you ask me about myself I'll probably not know, but I do know that I'm a girl addict.

I'm dating @ash-the-tiefling, @gobodegoblin, @godofautism, @f4y3w00d5, @the-cherryblossom-system, @space-rocc , and @be-gentle-with-littluns-2 (qpr) who are all cute and they need to know it >:3 (And I'm kinda worried about them sometimes)

If I know you you can also get my Discord if you'd like, but I'll be too awkward to ask for yours (you can also just guess maybe :p)

My ask box is open to the weirdest of questions, no matter how strange or perverted they may be

I want to interact with other people here, so please move first. Tagging me is fine, DMing is fine, and asks are always open with anon. Please use them please please I'm begging. Mutuals are open to traumadump at any time, I'd love to try to comfort you. All mutuals also get a free cuddle if I can get to your location.

I do creative stuff sometimes but I'm also insecure about it so it will probably never see the light of day

This blog will be cringe enough, but in case you want more cringe because I haven't been trying hard enough here: @candlegal, @asheslab, @the-forgotten-nomad, and @rain-the-harpy and others that you may find around the island :3333

All of my characters are the gods of their respective domain, but don't know it yet.

Edit as of 4:10 3/17/2024 just in case my biological mom will continue being a snoop: I will be active on this blog even through the smallest of forms, and I have no intention of deactivating no matter what. If I stop posting for whatever reason, blame her, and I will forever savor the times we may have had.

If you think you know me from somewhere

No you don't

[katphantom69]

Alright then! This my truce gift to @this-is-z-art-blog

Hope u enjoy!

"Fruitloop! I never thought I'd be saying this, but I need your help!" Danny said as he floated into Vlads mansion, dodging a rouge ecto blast that was fired in his direction.

Vlad had been typing away busily on hie laptop when the sudden interruption came. He had jumped up in surprise and fired an ecto blast in the direction of the voice he now realized was Danny. He scowls and sighs

"Daniel my boy, how many times do I have to tell you... STOP SNEAKING INTO MY HOUSE!" He yelled and sighed after seeing a newly made burn on the wall.

"Great! Now I'm going to have to get that fixed! Do you know the hassle of getting burn marks off a wall?!" He said looking over at Danny.

Danny just shrugged, "My parents just let their stay on the wall. It's part of the decor now...I think it adds a bit of personality!" He says smiling proudly.

Vlad sighs and shakes his head, getting up from his chair to address Danny more properly.

"Anyways, what do u require my assistance with? The sooner we do this The sooner you can leave." He said annoyed

Danny flys over and lands on the ground, transformering into his human form. He looks up at Vlad and speaks.

"Well, I was talking to C-dubs the other day and-"

"C...dubs?" Vlad asked confused. "Who's that?"

"Clockwork, duh?" Danny said "who else could it be?!"

Vlad sighs. "Right, ok then, continue"

"Right, well" Danny continued

"We were just talking about random things,when the topic of birthdays came up and I asked if acients like him celebrate their birthdays too. He told me that perhaps some of them do but most don't really have birthdays.

I asked him if he had one and he said no. I said "That's a bit sad don't you think? Everyone deserves to have a birthday." And he responded something like "I've never had one so I can't really say if it's deserved.", or something like that you know how he is. So I've decided that he IS going to have a birthday and that it will be on June 19th and I will bake him a cake and decorate his tower and it will be GREAT!" Danny said proudly

Vlad just looked at him a bit stunned and said

"Ok, I kinda understand what your doing,but 1,Why June 19? and 2, what do I have to do with all this?!" He said now more confused than ever.

Danny walks over to Vlads armchair and sits down.

"Well, June 19th us national watch day, so I thought it would be fitting" he says with a smug grin on his face.

Vlad rolls his eyes at that, "Ok, but again, why is my involvement necessary?"

Danny sighs

"Simple, I can't cook. Like...at all! So a cake is beyond my capabilities already. But I know you like to cook, since your always making homemade stuff to bring over to mom" he said a bit annoyed

"You do know dad ends up eating most of them right?"

Vlad sighs a bit

"Yes and I do hope you've noticed that at least half of those are his favorite flavor." He says a big annoyed back

Danny slouched a bit.

"Oh...well...now I know"

The 2 stayed in awkward silence. Ever since Vlad had started his "redemption ark", the 2 have been trying to set their old differences aside and start anew. Things were going well but it was still very awkward.

Vlad sighs breaking the silence first.

"Alright, let's go to the kitchen. Baking isn't that hard." He said

Danny got up to follow him

"Trust me, when it comes to anything kitchen related, I am a dunce." He sated

Vlad rolls his eyes.

"Don't be so hard on yourself Daniel, how bad could you actually be?" He said as they walked into the kitchen

The fire department struggled to put out the huge flames coming from Masters Mansion. The kitchen was unsalvageable and burnt down to a crisp.

Vlad watched in stoic silence for what seemed like hours before turning around to Danny and speaking

"How are you this bad at cooking?!" He asked incredulous

Danny huffed

"I warned you!"

Vlad facepalmed and dragged his hand down his face groaning

"Daniel!, everything is on fire and the oven wasn't even on yet!"

Danny gave a nonchalant shrug

"I'll admit I have no idea how I managed that" he said

They both watched till the fire was out and the firefighters left. Vlad looked at his half burnt down mansion and sighs.

"Well...guess I will have to make some arrangements to stay elsewhere for a while" he said as he took out his phone to look up some hotels nearby.

Danny scraped his foot along the ground a bit and looked up at Vlad

"Wwweelllll, since it kinda is my fault this happened-" he started

Vlad huffed loudly, interrupting him

"KINDA your fault? I believe this was ENTIRELY your fault my boy." Vlad said crossing his arms unamused.

Danny huffs a bit and looks away.

"Ok, well, maybe it's my fault and because of that I wanted to offer you to stay at my parents place."

Vlad thinks about it

"I don't know, wouldn't it be too awkward for you? Or your parents and sister?" He asks

Danny chuckles

"For mom maybe, and Jazz, but I'm sure Dad will be more than glad to have you around."

Vlad cringed a bit at that

"I don't think I'll be able handle that much time around Jack, he's only good in small doses" he says

"I'll give you that" Danny said "But just this once"

Vlad gave him a nod in acknowledgment as he kept looking at his phone

"So,what are you going to do now for your dear time ghost friend?" he asks

Danny thinks a bit

"I think I might just get him something in a bakery, it's faster and easier than actually making something" he say

Vlad could feel his left eye twitching

"Then why didn't you do that in the first place?! We could have avoided this whole mess!" He said bitterly

Danny gave a nervous chuckle as he shifted into his ghost form and jumped into the air.

"Yeah,imma be honest with you, I just remembered I could do that" he said sheepishly

"Bye Vlad! Good luck with the reconstruction!" He said as he flew off fast before the other halfa could react

Vlad was left speechless

He was half tempted to fly after Danny but just sighed and let him go.

He thought a bit on how to get back at him for this and grinned

"I suppose staying at Daniel's place wouldn't be such a bad idea after all~" he said, quickly going to dial Jack's number

It would take about 3 weeks to get his mansion fixed and Vlad would make sure Daniel would "suffer" greatly each and every day of those weeks as payback

"I hope the cake will be worth all the trouble" he mumbled to himself just as Jack answered the phone.

Clockwork had been watching from his tower and gave a soft, cheeky, smirk as he turned to look at one of his screens, this one playing events yet to come in the bear future at the Fenton residence.

"Oh, it most certainly will"

[athemarina]

writeblr comeback!! (for real this time!!)

hello (again), marina here! i am back from another long break, and this time i am determined to rejoin the writeblr community properly, because i really truly missed it here!

it's been a couple months since i've been here, and there have been a couple of changes in my life and to the way i want to run this blog, so i thought i'd give an update to anyone who might still remember me and maybe get to know some new writers! <3

who am i?

i am marina/mina, 27, from austria. i've been on writeblr for quite some time now, but had to take a break due to work and uni being really demanding, and also my personal life kinda falling apart lol. but i've realised once more that writing is one of the things that give my life meaning and stability, and i want and need to reconnect with it.

i work full-time and am still finishing up my degree, so i'm quite a busy bee. nevertheless, with uni summer break just around the corner, i want to spend more time writing and finding inspiration here!

some random interests of mine: philosophy, linguistics, the beauty of greece, musicals, folk songs and folklore, horses, and formula 1. what a list.

what do i write?

i have put all of my previous wip on hold because i had no time to work on them at all the last few months. right now i am in the worldbuilding phase of a new fantasy story (it takes some elements from children of the king but will go in quite a different direction! there's robots in it now!!) i want to take working on this new wip really really slow though. i've spent the last couple months feeling horribly burnt out and don't want to push myself around so much anymore. so while a proper intro post will have to wait for a bit, i'll still share some of the stuff that's floating around in my head and can't wait to get to know other people's wips again!!

i want to try my hand at writing poetry and flash fiction! it's not something i've dabbled with a lot in the past, but i really want to expand my horizons!

i have read quite a lot this year and would like to share some reviews / media analysis as well!

things i love to write and read....

all kinds of fantasy, anything that includes vampires, grief and healing and not-healing from it, characters who make all the wrong choices, questions of identity, queerness, and love.

if any of that vibes with you, let's be friends pls!!

i'd love to be part of the community again, and i love talking about reading / writing / just about anything so pls never hesitate to send me a message if you wanna chat <3 i also love to do tag and ask games, but it might take me a while to get to it!

thank you for reading, and thank you all for being such a lovely community here! i'm back babyyyy

[cosmicdream222]

have you entered the void before?

I'm asking cause I've seen you post about it a bunch times with different methods to enter

Also, thank you for introducing me to the phase method! I'm using it and another method (one I created) to enter

Hey! Glad to hear the Phase has been helpful for you! Happy to answer your question, but it’s a bit more complicated than a yes/no answer and I’m feeling rambly today so you’re gonna get a whole backstory on how this blog came to be 😂

Backstory about me & this blog

I’d been in the personal development manifestation community since around 2016, and it was my life for a long time. But the kind of manifesting these people taught was basically like… wake up at 5am, work out, journal, meditate, shadow work, tarot cards, affirmations, cold showers, start a business, post no less than 10 times a day across your 5+ social media channels, and maybe if you hustle hard enough and cleared enough past life karma and Mercury isn’t retrograde, then the universe might grant your wishes... (if you don’t die of exhaustion first. 😅)

It really was a mess and realize now despite the facade of positive thinking and good vibes, the whole community really just keeps themselves identifying with lack & victim mentality so the coaches at the top profit off everyone else’s misery.

I believed in manifesting and had faith I would achieve my goals, but despite years of trying a million different things, only saw small or short-term successes and never seemed to get anywhere. I was feeling pretty burnt out and miserable, so summer 2023 I decided to stop trying so hard and just spend some time focused on myself and what I wanted. I went back to the two methods that I’ve always loved and had success with: affirmations and tapping.

I tapped every day and started making affirmation art and lockscreen wallpaper for fun. I posted the affirmations on Pinterest, which eventually lead me to finding affirmations pinned from tumblr. I think it was a screenshot from blushydior I saw at first, but her blog was deactivated by then. So I started stumbling around tumblr (around Aug-Sept 2023 at this point), where I eventually came across loa, the void, and shifting.

I was surprised because despite my extreme research into all things personal development & spiritual, I’d never heard of it. Although I’d read about quantum physics and more supernatural things, every coach/teacher had major limits. “Manifesting” only meant getting logical earth things like making 6 figures in your business through hard work and hustle so you can afford to travel and buy luxury cars & Chanel bags. Stuff like changing the past, waking up with all your desires, etc was absolutely impossible and not even talked about except “you can’t change the past”.

So having only heard about these incredible overnight life-changing manifestations from tumblr, I was skeptical and wanted more information. I basically started this blog to collect information from outside tumblr to prove it to myself and share with others. Which of course sent me down a rabbit hole of research and overconsumption and overcomplicating the void 😅

I did get kinda obsessed and throw myself into trying every shifting & void method I saw right away, which just left me frustrated with “failed” attempts. But I see now I was just repeating the same victim mentality from the old community - that everything had to be hard and a struggle, that I was a victim of circumstance and limited by a higher power. (This is also a really commonly held limiting belief in religion and society in general that affects many people.)

It took me more than a few months to realize, but I’m finally switching my default programming to that of a creator instead of a victim. Because I don’t want to be obsessed and put the void on a pedestal, I’m currently just working on my self concept that I am in control of my reality and can manifest whatever I want - with or without the void. I still do want to experience it of course, just want to make sure I’m going at it with a healthy mindset.

However!

About a week or two ago I read someone’s void success story that triggered a memory from many years ago: I realized I actually did wake up in the void and manifested something, long before I even knew what manifesting or the void was 😭 Because I’d always believed in supernatural things, I thought I had a “psychic dream” but now I know it was the void! (If anyone wants storytime I can make another post with more detail).

And since at the time, I entered without even knowing about the void’s existence, I realize we here or tumblr really do overcomplicate it. Like the video I posted where the void is described as the midway point between wake and sleep - it really is that simple!

I’ve noticed now that whenever I wake up naturally (not getting woken up by an alarm, outside noise, or cat jumping on me) I do always seem to wake up in the void. It’s the same kind of experience, and I don’t hear anything, but my first natural instinct when I wake up is to wonder where the sounds of my environment are. So I end up tuning in to my room and snapping out of the void.

I guess I just have to train myself to make my first thought an affirmation for my desires instead of just wondering where the sounds are 😅 But regardless, now I know it’s absolutely real and possible for me, I know it’s only a matter of time until I figure it out!

[franks-mixtape]

Indefinite hiatus

Hey guys, you all know I absolutely love dbd and Frank, but not gonna lie, I think its time for me to move on. I've been in this fandom since 2018 and while Frank, Danny, and DBD in general will always have a special place in my heart, I'm pretty burnt out. Its been like 6 years and the only character I've truly committed to writing has been Frank... for like 6 fucking years. I'm tired of him. He needs to go into a box. I need a break from him for a while.... also Balders Gate 3 has totally consumed my life and me and I just don't have the time to focus on this blog anymore due to my real world responsibilities. I've had a lot of fun running this blog and I've made some absolutely amazing friends because of it. I'm not going to delete this blog because there's always the chance I will return eventually! But until then, this is likely going to be the last post I make on here for a while. Though I still am gonna be commissioning art of my frank here and there so I'll probably still post those on here.

I also wanted to take this as a moment to apologize for something. In the past I have been excessively mean and frankly, dramatic when it comes to interpersonal situations which i had chosen to blast all over social media. I know for a while there people really enjoyed watching and reading all the drama but i've kinda come to the realization that that stuff isn't good for me. I like privacy. I've had a lot of misguided anger plague me in the past 6 years and rather than wielding it as a sword to protect me, i used it as a sword to cut down people who didn't deserve it. Especially in the beginning of this blog. I am sorry. And those I've wronged absolutely have no obligation to forgive me whatsoever... but I do want you to know I am sorry. I didn't need to be as mean as I was.

In the end, its been a good run of this blog. I have so many good memories tied to this blog and Frank. Thank you all so much for the support you have given to me through these years. If any of you guys wanna stay in contact, you are more than welcome to DM me to get my Discord or my alt blogs. Thank you everyone again.

Peace out

-Mun Luke.

[steve0discusses]

Little update

Hey y'all, you've probably noticed my posts have kinda been far in between. Just so you know, I still have long covid and it uh, got worse this winter (I got sick in like end of summer and it rudely got me even more fatigued) I still have plans to finish this season, though, eventually.

I just don't want y'all to think I've abandoned it, when I haven't. I just have no hobbies rn, that's all. Pretty common on the internet to see blogs kinda vanish when creators get burnt out, but this isn't a burn out thing, this is a...literally can't do it because of fatigue thing. Which is different.

But I do see people leaving nice likes and comments occasionally and I just want to let you know it does fill my heart with warm fuzzies, so thanks for the support even when I am absent from the algorithm <3 The Yugioh community has been like such a sweetheart to this blog, fr fr.

[waterfallofspace]

A Word-Filled Update

that no one's asking forrrr~

Sooooo, hiya~ ^^

Realized I kinda dropped out without much word, and wanted to give a lil update to anyone who may care, (and specifically to all the unfilled requests that have been sat in my inbox for months now T~T)

Dropping it under a cut because it gets quite long~ but I'll also TL;DR it with: been a bit burnt out, trying to get back into this, I apologize for all the unanswered asks, and I will be trying to get to the ones I can, but I'll be focusing more on trying to enjoy the process of making content~ Thank you to anyone who's stuck around <3

(Tw for brief mention of mental health/neurodivergencies~ nothing in depth or dark, but just incase anyone wants to avoid that <3)

Nothing serious has been going on, mostly just burn out and a bit of drama in main friend group, combined with free time just being a lot more limited recently~ (not a bad thing, most of it is because I'm getting to talk more with friends I've gotten closer to this past year~)

That said, I've been trying to get back into content, making it, reblogging it, etc, without letting it become all-consuming. I find, with the way my brain works, mostly to do to some wonderful neurodivergent tendencies, I tend to fall heavily into 'all of nothing' mentality.

This shows up in my day to day life, (ie: can't wash the dishes for weeks until I suddenly do them all in one day) and I've definitely noticed it with content creation. Need to write and finish a story in one go, record a wav as fast as possible, always afraid I'll lose that motivation.

But honestly? I love making content on here! And I'm not a huge blog, nor do I care if I am (at least trying not to, if I'm being painfully honest~) but I genuinely love making content. Whether it's just for me, a request that I am hoping one specific person will enjoy, or a story I write with a community in mind, I just love creating~

So, I'm trying to ease my way back into this! Bit by bit, let it be fun, and enjoyable, with less internal pressure to produce as much as I can, as fast as I can, and make it be perfect.

I won't lie and say 'numbers don't matter to me', if I'm honest, they do. But I'm learning more and more how to let it be about the content, and to just enjoy the process~ (and if people like it, that'll be a wonderful bonus!~)

Wooo this is getting so long, I apologize sincerely! Last thing, something I've mentioned a few times previously but never really let myself get into... requests~

I'm so honoured that people care about my content enough to have asked for things, and getting any ask, request, praise, ask lists, heck even just a 'hi!' is honestly the best part of this blog for me!

Buuuut, I definitely worked myself into burn-out before with a "every request needs to be filled and fast" mentality, that led to just... not filling any.

So! I'm going back through my inbox, and deleting some older ones that I don't have a clear vision/motivation for. I apologize to anyone who requested them, though by now it's possible they're long gone~ But I think this will help me not only start enjoying the creation process without feeling so overwhelmed, but also start actually getting more content made~

There are definitely a bunch that I still adore, and am thrilled to get to test out, but if there's one you remember sending, and you really want to see it completed, please feel free to send another ask saying what it is you want done, and I'll see if I can get that going <3

And if you've stuck it out to the end here- uh hi! ^^ I'm sorry this is so long, I'm such a words person, but I appreciate you so much, not just for any support you've offered, but just bothering to read this <3 I genuinely didn't expect most to make it this far, so thank you so deeply <3 and I hope to see you guys around as I start reblogging stuff more!~

[buckys-little-belle]

i've been slipping really small and its kinda scary :(

could you maybe do a hellfire one where reader slips real tiny even goes nonverbal maybe cuz they are small and eddie is there and makes it less scary?

no pressure of course!

love your stories <3

-bug :)

Hellfire Babysitting Club (Part Eleven)

Little, Little, Little

Eddie Munson x Little!Reader (They Them Pronouns used) / Hellfire Club x Little!Reader (They/Them Pronouns Used)

Warnings - Holiday theme mentioned, no specific holiday, just sort of a part takes place celebrating the upcoming school break! shout out to the anon who asked if I would do anything for the holidays! I guess I am! Little terror regresses to a young young age and is non verbal!

Notes - I am so sorry that this is happening bub, I hope this are looking up and you're able to navigate the really young regressions safely, I am wishing you luck and happiness and am here if you need to talk! I hope this can help comfort you, even just a little bit! Love you Bug!! <3

SFW - Please keep all interactions with this post, and this blog, SFW, if you do not comply, you will be reported and blocked <3

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Eddie was thankful for the break from his dramatic story telling's, as much as he enjoyed leading the group he felt burnt out, happy, and willing, to have a party celebrating the upcoming weeks off, everyone brining baked goods and card games instead of their usual game faces and juice box donations to the Little Terror that they all loved so much.

"Eddie?" He was quickly snapped out of his happy daze, soon finding the worried face of Lucas, his eyebrows furrowed, his eyes unsure. "Fairy isn't talking." He said, unsure of his own words as he explained the situation.

"What?" Eddie asked, confused as to what the boy meant.

"They were babbling as usual, but they stopped like five minutes ago, just looking around and smiling." Lucas explained, talking with his hands as usual, pointing to Y/n who was sat with Dustin and Gareth, the two of them trying to get Y/n to talk.

"Okay." Eddie tensely said, not totally sure how to navigate this sudden situation. "Okay." he said again, a little more sure this time.

"Come on Fairy, just one word?" Dustin said in such a high voice, a huge smile on his face. "What is this?" He held up a cookie, waving it in front of them, their grabby hands reaching for it."

"Don't be mean." Gareth scoffed, plucking the cookie out of Dustin's hand, handing it to Y/n, only to be met with them leaning into his hand and biting the cookie, taking the small bit and chewing it, leaving the rest of the cookie, Gareth sat confused, Fairy never let anyone hold their food, so this was new.

"Little Terror." Eddie said, his voice soft and smooth, even more calm than usual, trying to keep Y/n happy and content. "You okay?" He asked, tilting his head, Y/n following suit, tilting their too, giggling when Eddie smiled. "You're just a baby huh?" He asked, sitting down next to them, Y/n crawling to sit in-between his legs, still facing the two other boys, opening their mouth, waiting for Gareth to give them another bite of the cookie.

"Ew Terror!" Gareth winced. "You slobbered all over my hand."

Eddie took the cookie from Gareth, holding it for Y/n as they happily looked at Dustin, who was now playing peekaboo, making Y/n giggle every once in a while when he made an especially funny face.

"I know we call them Terror, but honestly they are a very content and easy baby." Mike chimed in, a candycane in hand as he watched on, smiling when Y/n began bouncing up and down laughing, just enjoying all of the attention.

"No one even think about handing Y/n anything that could be thrown and broken, and no one yell or make mean faces, Fairy is all sweet right now, but I swear if one of you little ..." Eddie covered Y/n's ears with his hands, their hands covering his in amusement. "Meanie pants." He uncovered their ears. "Make Y/n cry, you will get to deal with it, okay?" He asked, his tone non-joking, another serious moment in the books, the boys a little shocked, but understanding. The boys all nodded, Dustin standing up, not willing to take the risk of making the wrong face when playing the game.

Y/n huffed out a breath, leaning into Eddie, their head laid on his shoulder, thumb creeping into their mouth. Eddie just kissed them on the forehead, placing his hand on their forehead and running it over their scalp, something his mom used to do to him when he was a kid, something Y/n had grown to love. "Where is orange?" He questioned, sending the boys on a quest to find the little stuffed ball, Lucas handing it to Y/n as they snuggled closer to Eddie, closing their eyes, clearly exhausted.

"Why don't we put a movie on?" Mike asked, pulling out some movie cases from a self, the boys all agreeing, setting everything up, happy to chill out and sit down just like Little terror.

[kindlespice]

🍉 actual hiatus 🍉

hi hi! so... it's been a while! *checks notes* i have not posted since august... of last year x.x i've been lurking around a bit occasionally dropping likes here and there, but for the most part been entirely absent. i feel like it's wayyyy past time for me to check-in, let everybody know i'm okay and all that jazz. but i am declaring this an actual hiatus now

tl;dr

i lost the simblr itch, i thought "surely it will come back" but it never came back and now i'm hyperfixating on other things.

i'm gonna put specifics under a read more if anyone's that interested in what i've been doing, what i will be doing, where i'll be hanging out now, etc. but it's really nothing big or major--just interests changing.

⭐ my content + patreon

(since it's kinda important and i want everyone to be able to see this) i'm not deleting this account and i'm still keeping my content up both on patreon and sfs! you will still be able to download things for free!!! i will be deleting my patreon tier! even though it was basically a donation tier, i feel bad keeping it up knowing i'm consciously not making more sims content (or being really active in the community) for the foreseeable future i'll be reaching out to existing patrons and making a similar post over there as well about the tier change!

i also wanna say thank you to everyone who's ever followed, donated, liked, commented, messaged, lurked or just been sweet and kind to me ❤️! simblr will always have a special place in my heart, so i don't think i'll ever leave leave, but i owe it to you guys to let you know that i'm making the conscious decision to be inactive for some time.

as a closing statement, fk isr*el and i am absolutely 100% without a doubt full stop

AGAINST GENOCIDE AND FOR A 🍉 FREE PALESTINE 🍉

you should be too if you're any kind of decent human being :)

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⭐what will happen to my account?

nothing really. or at least nothing different from how it's been for the last year and some change XD like i said, i'm still keeping my blogs up, downloads won't move, etc. i am just committing to not actively posting content or really being on simblr that much. maybe i'll drop some likes or comments when the mood hits (like i have been), but not really much else. i guess if there's any questions about this i'll answer them since my active attention will be back on simblr for at least a few days while i clean some things up. i would like to do one last thing as a kind of parting gift at some point... i never did end up cleaning up my downloads page or organize the thumbs/sorting for my cc like i said i would so maybe i'll do that before it gets away from me again but i'm not making any promises

⭐why am i on hiatus?

nothing bad happened or anything, i just.... lost interest. I already wasn't really playing the game that much even when i was super active; i mostly just took pictures and did edits. but i just wasn't having as much fun as i used to, opening the game started feeling like a chore, i wasn't all that inspired to make content, etc. i've burnt out on simblr on many an occasion so i just took a break like i always do but it kept going...and going.......and going.........until i realized it had been FOREVER and i hadn't really felt the itch to create here during that time, it wasn't coming back, and i was having much more fun doing other stuff. the times i did consider coming back it was more bc i felt bad about not creating rather than any actual desire to create. so i had to think long and hard about whether or not i even really wanted to come back. and i flip-flopped for probably 6 months--trying to drum up creative projects and never committing--before coming to the conclusion that i think i just need to call it a hiatus XD

⭐what have i been up to?

annoying my family with boycott lists and making them buy alternatively :D bouncing back and forth between many different hyperfixations... i fell back down the skyrim rabbithole several times, genshin, stardew, acnh, made a million notion pages i'll never use--the usual suspects. BUT BG3! at one point i swore i was gonna come back end of july/early aug but then BG3 dropped early and it was over... i definitely did A LOT of heavy lurking here when the girlies were all posting GORGEOUS tavs omg... i spent a while getting ts3 up and running, even made a sideblog thinking "maybe i'll come back with ts3 content that would be cool!"... just to not end up playing and not using the sideblog and not coming back -.- 4LIENS were supposed to have a comeback like... 4 separate times and it just did not happen... i've been making a concerted effort to get back into drawing and art. i've been in a kind of... depression? slump? with it for years now; always feeling like it wasn't good enough, that i should be better since i'm so "gifted and talented", i should be monetizing it and not "wasting" all that skill, blah blah imposter syndrome blah blah getting frustrated when i'm not 100% perfect all the time blah blah feeling like a disappointment to my family blah blah... but i am HELLA sick and tired of having all this anxiety and fear surrounding something i used to love so much so i'm pushing through! i've been trying out lots of different mediums and actually using my sketchbooks and just generally trying to introduce more fun into the process and stop being so hard on myself all the time. i picked up crocheting for a bit. at this point i haven't touched it in so long i probably forgot how to do it but... maybe one day i'll make a blanket or smth I started journalling (relatively) regularly for a bit. i was feeling really down at several points throughout the year and i thought having daily entries would help combat the feeling like every day was just absolute shit. on the contrary, the majority of days are good--at worst mundane--the bad ones just tend to stick out more. trying to get back into reading again... i miss doing it for leisure and taking notes bc i want to and not because i have a 300 annotation school assignment :P and a whole bunch of other stuff probably but it's hard to remember every single thing that's been on my mind for 16 months lol

⭐what will i be doing / where can you find me now?

i'm hoping to start a webtoon/build up art socials in the new year as a part of my "reconnecting to art" process. i made some art socials @kbearie-art here and @/kbearie_art on insta, youtube, tiktok, and twitter; they're empty for now though bc i got scared the minute i made them and never posted anything -.- but i'll be real with you... twitter is a cesspool, and im not fond of tiktok so i think tumblr, insta and youtube will probably be where i'll dedicate my time i've been thinking about getting back into posting videos on youtube again just in general. in fact this thought was the final push for me to make this post bc i was like... if i post a video out of the blue with no word to simblr that would be fked up XD i play games all the time and i had such a fun time recording, learning to edit and stuff that i think i'd like to pursue that further. i wouldn't be doing sims related stuff though bc...well... i don't play anymore XD but other games ya know. my other youtube is kspice (the same place with my tutorials, speed edits, the acnh vid, etc.) if you'd be interested in that

and i guess that's pretty much it!

again, for at least the next couple of days i'll probably actively have my eyes on this post/simblr in general (and i am gonna clear out my inbox hopefully) so if you have questions i'd ask em quickly before i go back into hiding XD

thanks again, i love you guys, free palestine, and have a good new year! 🍉⭐💖