pov you're at the airport to see your bias and he smiles directly at you?? and his bodyguard is kinda cute too??
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a while ago, i posted something about how whenever a post that says jason pops up, i have to figure out wether it's percy jackson or gotham. i'm having deja vu.
tomorrow is my first day back to work and I'm a lil nervous
I haven't been able to get anything written for here bc I've been trying to get a couple other things written (updating my Bill Cipher redemption fic and starting a Gyutaro x reader x Daki because I make poor life choices)
but I'm on light duty for a month, basically just sitting at the register checking people out, unable to do any stocking or anything bc I'm not allowed to lift anything over 15 pounds so I can't lift totes, bend much, or reach much, so I'm allowed to bring something to do in between customers... maybe I'll get some writing done? I feel as if I'll be slacking off bc that's how my brain works
but you know what, I kill myself for that store normally, I don't work full time simply because I can't afford medical insurance if I did, but even working only part time I give my all while I'm there, I'm not someone who slacks off. so if I'm healthfully and approvedly permitted to slack off and take it easy for a month, I guess I'll take it (... plus, I mean, I'll still be working, just light duty, it's not like I'll show up and get paid to do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, I'm still gonna be ringing out customers)
ANYWAY MY POINT IS-
get those last requests in! after I get home from work tomorrow, I'll be closing the askbox and won't open it back up till this batch is finished and I swear I mean that this time 😂
So idk if I can really articulate the way I'm feeling rn to translate it perfectly, but I want you guys to know how much I truly appreciate everyone who's followed me over the years, who has interacted with me in any way no matter how small, and anyone who has shown up recently. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. It's probably cheesy to say but everyone here has made my life so much brighter and I feel so unbelievably blessed to have been invited into your lives in some way, even if it's just as someone who sometimes shows up on your dash.
I decided to scroll through my tag on here and the way people have supported me over the years though everything really, deeply touched my heart this evening. The people who have drawn fanart for me, the people who have commissioned me, the people who have tagged me in things (I cringe every time bc I feel soooo bad for not seeing them until I look in my tag once in a blue moon, but know I appreciate you trying to include me), the people who tag me when asked who their art inspirations or favorite blogs are (!!!!!!!!!??????), the people who post their art saying that my art inspired them in some way, people who express their excitement when they realize I've followed them (this will never stop being wild to me, what an incredible thing!!!! I'm just me!) everyone. It's absolutely mind boggling to me and I can't stress enough how much it means.
I've had such an incredible time on this site so far and met some of my closest friends here and just.. wow. Thank you so much to all of you, from the very bottom of my heart. I cannot thank you enough for all of your support!! Every little bit of interaction is a blessing to me and I've run out of ways to express that so I'll wrap this up here but yeah!! I hope you all have a lovely evening or whatever time of day it is in your time zone. Know that you've impacted me in a way I can't express and try to give yourselves a little grace, you'll never know how much you've improved the lives of the people around you by just spending a little time in their space ♥
been thinking a lot about how odin weaponizes his abuse and emotional violence to keep his family in line, to the extent that thor is both a victim of it and a further perpetuator of it. literally in the very first scene where we meet thor and, despite his anger, thor is polite, respects the rule of hospitality, and while being a prolific alcoholic who has given up drinking, offers mead as a gift to his host.
and then odin barges in and proceeds to a) insult thor’s dead sons to his face, calling modi and magni “useless,” and outright remarking that their deaths don’t matter, b) proceed to push alcohol at thor over and over and even INSULTS thor for abstaining from alcohol, and then c) insults thor in front of everyone, remarking he’s only good for his strength, before expecting thor to fight kratos
it’s actually horrifying the more you watch because it’s just so insidious??? like thor pouring two drinks, one for kratos and one for atreus kratos immediately pushes one of the cups to thor, implying he won’t drink first because he doesn’t know if it’s poisoned. HE doesn’t know that thor has quit drinking; thor grumbles about the temptation, but otherwise resists. when odin comes in, odin helps himself to BOTH drinks, and after he’s taken a sip, he pushes the cups at thor. it’s not just that he’s moving them out of the way, he very deliberately pushes the cups towards thor BOTH times. then he remarks that thor “is no fun anymore,” needling thor for his refusal to drink.
like wow wow wow no wonder thor is passively suicidal. no wonder he’s stopped taking care of himself. no wonder mimir left and freya tried to run and tyr has been locked away. odin turns everyone around him into bombs that he lights the fuse on for his own amusement and lobs at his enemies, and he doesn’t care if he kills his own family doing so.