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mishapen-dear · 2 years

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I have no idea how people can be so eloquent with fics or meta or draw such good art on the life upload days. I’m always too busy vibrating to have coherent thoughts and even when i Do have a thouggt translating into real human words just makes it muddier

anyway if youre capable of real human thoughts and creating shit on double life upload days ily. the uploads are keeping this fandom rotating at high speeds and yall are the rocket packs that make us go faster

#idk how much i slept last night #probably not enough #but anyway the creatives in this fandom are so COOL who injected yall with coolthoughts juice #double life smp #trafficblr

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wikiangela · 5 months

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fuck it friday

tagged by @disasterbuckdiaz @pirrusstuff @daffi-990 @honestlydarkprincess @hippolotamus @spotsandsocks 💖

just a tiny snippet of the natalia fic bc I'm excited about it and I think it might be posted by the end of this weekend👀 this one takes place before the last snippet lol

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It’s a few seconds before he hears the sound of familiar steps, recognizing them immediately. Eddie’s home. Buck hears him coming, hears him stepping on that one squeaky floorboard two steps from the door – they’ve been meaning to fix that for ages – and finally the door opens, revealing a confused but pleased-looking Eddie. He’s in sweatpants and an old, stretched out t-shirt Buck’s pretty sure actually belongs to him, and his hair is all disheveled and flat on one side, like he’s been napping on the couch. He looks so perfect and so cute, and Buck wants to see him like this for the rest of his life.

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#fuck it friday #wikiangela writes #my wips #buddie wip #buddie fic #my writing #fic snippet #untitled natalia fic #fic: you can see it with the lights out (you are in love)#idk why but i love this snippet so much 😂#this is the last snippet of this fic i'll post bc i know exactly how i wanna end it and gonna finish it tonight hopefully lol #i had the worst week and today after I slept off my last night shift i had a kinda hectic day of adulting lol #and im so ready to do nothing but write and watch oth tonight haha

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mattodore · 11 months

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perks of having a strong boyfriend

#river dipping #ts4 #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi #good morning all... do not ask how long i just slept #anyway i didn't actually post mattodore when i was going thru my screenshots last night so mwah #i think i'm gonna start on this book and then head into the oc extras tag to read the mattodore asks for idk. inspiration?#and then i'll be entering my inbox and praying to god something happens in there... it's been five days since that ask was sent like hello.#i really need to reply. it's not like i have to go like. super in depth or anything like WHAT is the hold up......???#knocking on my brain like HELLOOOO??? anybody home???#also i love this pose so much i use it all the time #what's sad </3 is that all the older screenshots i have of them just look so weird to me after the changes i made to theo #i fr cannot believe i didn't fix his hairline for so long after changing his hair... someone should have shot me for that. sorry theo </3

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skyward-floored · 3 months

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If I know the reason for a bad mood shouldn't I get to. I dunno. not be in the bad mood anymore

#i think thats fair idk about you all #rambles from the floor #gah #I know it's the time change and the fact that I slept like crap last night but no matter how much i tell myself that #my thoughts keep spiraling down their merry way #come onnnnn #we skipped right over 'maybe your friends don't like you' and went straight to 'nobody will ever love you'#so obviously I'm doing fine thanks haha #delete later #as in a few minutes or tomorrow when i look at this and go 'geez i was being dramatic'

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izzy-b-hands · 3 months

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I want to write so badly; I'm waiting on the usual survey sites to get some more that I can actually do, and I have time to write...

And my brain doesn't wamt* to. :(

*wamt here meaning my brain feels physically tired and i just. don't want to do much of anything at all, but if I sit here doing nothing my brain also hates that.

#text post #I probably need to go downstairs and nibble something #maybe take my first edible for the day #but I don't want to waste food or edibles so im also trying to wait as long as I can for that...#but I would probably feel less ick if I just did the damn things and then went back to my drafts so...we'll see lmao #it's that or i take an undeserved nap considering how much i slept last night and i might feel even worse after that #idk idk idk my brain needs to just. fucking Decide and let me do a thing whether that's eating or edible or writing or napping just.#something pls!!

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ctl-yuejie · 8 months

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i cannot yell enough about top not telling mew he slept in his bed and even without that knowledge mew tries not to have anything to do with him - that last scene was very much not a romantic gesture

#only friends #only friends the series #ofts #spoilers #i like the writing #you know that emotionally mew is not over top - very much the headspace of 'why did you fucker have to sleep with my friend you were other #wise perfect' (at least in his eyes)#and now he feels even more alienated by top's very selfish way to try and make it up to him #missing consent for one but also top sleeps better with other people so that's one more element of just selfish desire he's executed #idk whether mew assumes top slept in the same bed or whether he really has no idea but i am curious how he'll deal with the information #and chueam babe - i know you are fed up but you were the most sober person...the last thing you could have done for this friendgroup was to #check that mew and ray were not choking on sth and see that they make it through the night before leaving

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theminecraftbee · 2 years

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MY HERO, JLEO SWEEP I NEED IT TO SURVIVE

we’re going to politely pretend this didn’t happen in like an hour here probably but listen. i am not a joe and cleo stan for nothing.

#answered #samwasneverhere #for the record since I posted that my actual opinion on most shipping is more like ‘I don’t care’#and hysterically I don’t even ship them romantically that much. they are different they are doing it like no one else #like. whatever they have going on in last days is normally about where I have them in my head #interpret that how you personally will I tagged it as a QPR but like. death of the author I won’t impose #but listen. their dynamic needs to reach the point it deserves #anyway I will continue to just Not Talk About It generally on my blog #because idk. makes me DEEPLY nervous to say anything publicly #but jleo sweep is bigger than that. obviously. also I haven’t slept through the night in three days o7 #hermitshipping

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radlegowaffle · 1 month

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love bluh bluh bluh

#初音ミク #ラビットホール #rabbit hole #hatsune miku #vocaloid #illustration #artists on tumblr #dooblenauts #i liked how this looked better while i was working on it #now it looks. so bad #the handcuffs look stupid. the background is stupid. the shading and rendering is stupid #why am i so afraid of trying new things my rendering now sucks idk what im doing its so unpleasing to look at #eugh. eugh #trying to get my shit together by trying to get a better sleep schedule. as a first step #cause that shits been fucked for ages #i slept at midnight and woke up at 6am and stayed up ALL day. i was SO proud of myself #then when i went to sleep at 8 or 9 last night i stupidly took a lil bit of a gummy to pass me out easier #it was apparently too much and i woke up at midnight freaking out #now im pissed off at myself for waking up at 10am cause of a fuck up i should have avoided but i wanted to go to sleep quicker #why do i suck. why do i suck!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway gonna burn myself out on drawing cause im useless and cant do anything else otherwise #hoping someone will be like 'hey nice art! heres some money draw me a thing'#but thats probably not gonna happen in a VERY long time #so im probably just gonna be useless for the rest of my life #dont take this as me trying to gain pity or anything im going through a mood and just really pissed off at myself 😭

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demonmary · 1 year

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meanstiel but in the way that dean doesn’t wanna fuck sometimes and so meg and cas bang it out on the side and dean braids her hair when they’re done

#meanstiel #the dynamic is very much:#dean: that’s MY cas. nobody touches my cas.#cas: but dean. you said it was okay when i slept with meg last night. dean was that. dean was that not okay #dean: shut up that doesn’t count. also when’s meg coming back i need you to fuck her stupid again so she won’t complain when i put on #the sisterhood of the traveling pants. i think she’d like it.#cas: are you well #mdni ????#mother i’m projecting onto dean again mother #•#zo.txt #i’ll write this one day i’ll do it #idk how serious i am i don’t actually partake in this ship dynamic

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songofwizardry · 7 months

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ok look I've had a really really really busy/exhausting few weeks, work related and otherwise, and I have had to mark a lotta papers (they are all done now!) but like. I do really, really, really love my job. it is wild and so weird to me sometimes that I just. get to do this, and i am grateful as hell for it.

#teaching #text post #my post #hi can you tell the combination of #extremely early morning very weird day with lots of (work related) stress and then finishing the stress so massive relief #and then a fun evening that has made me full of adrenaline #is getting to me #i am very buzzed but the statement is true. most of the time. all of the time if i'm being honest #it sometimes doesn't feel it when i am in the midst of marking 120 massive papers #but like. the good things are always there #idk i do think it's a really privileged position to be in #like what is more wonderful than building connections with young people and hopefully helping them learn and you chat to them about things #and they come back and tell you things and you get to watch them grow and change and learn and #it happens every day over and over #my adrenaline is wearing off i'm out of words but like #look. it's a really good job ok. i am incredibly wildly lucky to get to do it #do i hate marking YES do i think people do not realise how much work goes into teaching ALSO YES #but god the kids and young people and staff and communities make it so incredibly worth it #update i made this post late last night and didn't post it bc i am not to be trusted when i am that tired and adrenalined #it is now the next day i slept a very very long time (genuinely it's been a fucking Lot of things for the the last two/three weeks ok) and #yeah the point still stands #so it is being posted #bc Positivity etc

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scholarhect · 11 months

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i will never outgrow responding to people in confusing ways but it will be ok because people are patient :)

#post tag #wish people online were more patient. constantly you see somebody fucking up an interaction in a way that would be forgiven irl #but is punished harshly here #and then everyone laughs and reblogs it #like. idk. please consider that we are all people on here and these are all interactions #when you make a joke at somebody’s expense there is a person on the other side of the screen being made fun of!#it doesn’t happen to me but i don’t really interact with strangers online much #i dont want to get too preachy here sorry. this was supposed to be a post about how i confuse people at the start of interactions constantly #but i stumble my way to the middle of the conversation and then it’s mostly ok. frequently #however i have been thinking about how mean people can be on here recently… idk #i slept 3 hours last night and i blame the fact that i saw a tweet that pissed me off and got mad for like an hour and a half #and eventually calmed down but still couldn’t fall asleep. for some reason #anyway i wanted to say that i’m not sure if the way people react to social missteps on here is the way people want to react to me when i do #it irl. or not #i don’t . like the idea that people might want to punish me for it but feel unable to due to pressure to be polite. pressure that then doesn #t exist online #i hope not. lol #however i do ask you (yes you. the girl reading this. or whatever) to step back & think ‘would i say this to somebody’s face’ next time you #want to reblog with an epic comeback #oh god my sentences are getting so long. girl who simply cannot stop talking #girl who is blogginggggg <3 #ANYWAY. enough. let’s return to my original point which was that i like it when people are nice to me

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hotfuss · 2 years

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i’m once again falling into another cycle of horrifying sleep schedule and work that is leaving me a shadow of a person and i want to cry so badly

#failing for the 3rd day in a row to plan a last second placebo concert in the uk #😭😭😭#this is all my manager's fault bc she asked me to do a morning shift today when yesterday i just got off a night one #like i slept 5 hours accomplished the one task out of the house i needed to do #and then fell asleep on the couch for 4 hours till i woke up at 11 😭#and then worked a 6-14 being awake since then #idk how much i napped today but i woke up at 20 and now i'm just a different kind of tired than before #imagine if i weren't this dysfunctional #p

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mamanbou · 16 days

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why do I allow myself to have complicated feelings that occasionally veer into the negative about people who I know I ultimately love in a way that couldn't be compromised by the frustration of a particular moment or downsides to one aspect of the dynamic, but whenever I consider those people having similar feelings towards me I start crying and throwing up

#txt #if you follow me here this isnt abojt you btw its about how i just fully ran out of my apartment to avoid dealing with my roommate because #she slept in #and she needed to wake up early today so she will be grumpy and mad at herself and in an infectuously bad mood #and i will feel somehow responsible cuz she used talking to me as a way to stay up until 3am last night while i had tried actively to preven #t that at several turns #like idk. love that girl. adore her so much. but yes i will be leaving the apartment for an hour in the hopes shes gone when i'm back

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27treks · 2 months

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better day today. kitchen is still gross which I hate but eh I dont want to [redacted] myself rn so I'll take it ig

#so many of the people i work with are not only nice but also incredibly fun to be around #they don't have the typical “i hate my job” american mob mentality like yeah no job is perfect or even great but people #talk like you neeeeeed to hate your job like do i? i haven't let my jobs get to me in a long while and its been amazing for #my mental health. like idk its filed under the same brand as the superiority behind “i only slept 3 hours last night!” bs #nah dude get sleep enjoy what you can dont drink so much coffee life is so short and so stupid and meaningless #life is so unserious i cant believe how some people are. like yeah there are serious things but jfc not everything is dire #anyway we're ordering out tonight so im hype

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 3 months

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On Day 4 of my No Napping streak 😊

#yall dont understand how bad my napping problem was #and im not even joking. for the last dour years i can count on two hands the amount of days i didnt nap #literally most of the last four years has been sleeping #but recently i got burnt out and slept for two days straight with like. two breaks to take care of my dog #(i have a sibling who also cares for the dog i havent been neglecting him)#and that whole mess reset my sleep schedule (i slipped into sleeping during the day and staying awake all night for a couple weeks)#and made it so i dont have to nap i guess because i haven't needed to #its been super weird. i have so much more time now and its hard to fill it #one day i went to the coffee shop and walgreens and the coinstar machine. and did laundry and other tidying #yesterday and today ive cooked whole meals. yesterday it was tortellini and broccoli and garlic bread #like idk how to explain it but thats so out of character for me #literally every day of my life for the last four years has been wake up. to go to work. stay up all night maybe. sleep until work #but now im... getting better i think? it seems better #i have an hour before i have to get ready for work (going in early because theres a bar crawl today and the other concierge wants help)#so im debating between playing on my phone in bed and enjoying the fresh air and sunlight coming from my window #or doing some cleaning and packing. i kind of want to do this because yesterday i had a nightmare that it was moving day and i wasnt ready #it was terrifying. so yeah ill probs get in some cleaning #wish me luck tonight! its saturday (busiest day of the week) and a bar crawl (the literal worst)

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kqluckity · 9 months

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#i have never felt like wanting to go back home this bad in the now 4 years I've been at uni #NEVER #and now I can't stop crying because i don't want to be here i don't know what i want to do i just hate it here so much I can't fucking breat #breathe #it's just so. so. so fucking much I don't want to do this anymore but idk how to tell my mom that #because she's doing so much to help me get this fucking degree and i feel like a failure #and i can't even say oh maybe i feel like this because i didn't sleep last night because. i did. and i slept well too. so i really don't kno #know #i just. idk. especially because yeah sure my parents put aome pressure on me but not rhat much? and i know they do it because they want me t #to be economically independent so i can do what i want but. idk #most of this pressure i feel literally comes from myself and the guilt i feel for feeling like a burden #i don't want to go back to my hometown but at the same time i feel like if i went back i could be more useful for my family? idk #okay bye this rant is over I'll go take a cold shower maybe I'll calm down #personal

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