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i think some people are too normal about the fact that we are alive. like do you understand how amazing it is that you have a conscience?? how incomprehensible living in this universe is?? how strange that we are star material, and we spend time at school or work instead of just. being in awe of life
#idk if this is weird#but like#its just so weird to me#we need to spend more time thinking about this methinks#juno.txt
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idk if this is a common STPD experience, but double bookkeeping and 'hanging on to reality' MAY come somewhat easily, but that doesnt mean its pleasant. i WANT to let go. i WANT to disconnect from reality (especially if the magical thinking/delusions are "pleasant", but sometimes its stuff like 'I want to believe my parents are good people and I've brainwashed myself') and I WANT to simply float away for a while but i Can't if I can help it. i HAVE to stay tethered and grounded. and its kinda dumb
#i feel like the same applies to dissociation#its not always unpleasant. sometimes i like dissociating.#feeling separated from my body and reality feels like a relief sometimes#and im front stuck so i cant get that via front break#idk.#idk if this is weird#schizospec#actually stpd#actually dissociative#rant#double bookkeeping#entity says
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one of my friends during a call last night told me that in their art class the art teacher had drawn one of the characters from Ed Edd n Eddy (I think it was one of the Ed’s) and now I’m fighting every urge to go find the teacher and ask him about the show.
#idk if this is weird#and like no one at my school I talk to really watches the show#unless I have told them about it or had them watch it with me#ed edd n eddy#eene#ed edd eddy fanart#character art#art class#I’ve been wanting to join his class for a while and now I just wanna join even more
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#sorry for the weird text it was the only way to get it to fit lol#digital art#meme#ramblings#fun fact i draw on my phone so i dont even hit ctrl+z i hit undo but idk ctrl+z just felt right
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I see a lot of ppl reblogging things about how they would let people infodump to them/talk with them on here so I made a blog for info dumping @infodump-unofficial
anyone can infodump in the ask box and I will reply to all of them as best I can :]
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I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if you’re at a low point:
If you were a fictional man right now, there would be *at least* ten people if not a large portion of the fanbase that would call you their wet beast poor little meow meow
#whenever you’re sad you’re a blorbo#you’d be someones fucking comfort character#and they’d want to see how you grow#after the hardships you’ve suffered#romanticize yourself#romanticize your life#idk who needs to hear this#positivity#blorbo#weird positivity#textpost#relatable#weirdly inspiring
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Ten and Donna end up on a fucked up deadly space newlyweds show despite uh. Not being newlyweds but they get almost all the questions right. They start to sweat when the final question is "what's one secret desire you have involving the other?" And Donna writes "sometimes I wish I could occasionally shrink down the doctor real small so I could carry him around in my pocket and make sure he doesn't get lost' while Ten writes "sometimes I wish I was small enough that Donna could carry me around in like a cat backpack or maybe a shirt pocket" and they look at each other like AYYYYYY because not only are they deeply drift compatible they're also fuckin weird about it 💖
#doctor who#donna noble#tenth doctor#tennant doctor#you know i usually have the doctor say weird shit about her (positive) like idk#'u know i think me and donna wouldve crushed being conjoined twins'#but i think donna also says weird shit about him. i think shell say out loud something like#'you know i look at you and wonder of i could use you as a paintbrush:#nobody knows what the FUCK those two are talking about
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companions re-classed part 3 - shadowheart 🌌🌚🌝
*shadowdancer isn't a 5e rogue subclass, it's a 3.5e rogue-based prestige class, but it suits her so well and when i played 3.5e as a kid i thought it was the coolest thing ever lol so i wanted to use it
karlach 🔥 wyll ⚔️
#shadowheart#bg3#my art#*i still think it's the coolest thing ever#ngl tho i hate to speak a word against objectively the best class (rogue) it could use more weird spooky subclasses#rly the only cool supernatural one rn is phantom which i do like a whole lot but it didn't feel like a good fit for her#glad to get this done before succumbing fully to DA brain but idk what the fate of the final three will be lol#next up is lae’zel so im hoping the Do It For Her will motivate me
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Quarters only, please [x <- prints here]
(done in procreate)
#piratedllama art#horror art#liminal#digital art#realism#procreate#digital painting#animals in weird places#shoebill stork#laundromat#hi this took 49.5 hours#32 hours spent on rendering the washing machines#and you may ask 'why did you do that?'#and to that i would reply#idk#just for kicks and giggles#liminal art#scary bird#bird art#horror#liminal horror#surrealism#llerbles
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#idk if its weird to post the same drawing in all my socials but its all i have 😭😭#moomin#moomins fanart#moominvalley#moomintroll#snufmin#moomin fanart#the moomins#snufkin#moomins#snufkin fanart#little my#little my fanart
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Got tired of seeing moeblob young catgirls. Give me butch and GNC catladies in their 40s and 50s (more will be drawn)
#please dont be facking weird about them having facial hair theyre all butch and women of varied flavors!!!!!!!!!!!#more to come btw :3#duck.png#uhhhh#catgirls#idk how to tag this#gijinka#i guess#too late now to really make it important to people but#these are all supposed to be lesbians#edit: disabled reblogs for my own mental health lol
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>looking into the official English release of Japanese media
>fandom says the translation is horrible
>ask them if the translation is actually bad or if it was just localized
>they don't understand
>pull out illustrated diagram showing what is a bad translation and what is localization
>they laugh and say 'it's a bad translation'
>check it out anyway
>it's localized
#spitblaze says things#idk why im mad about this still lmao#WEIRD assumptions that a 1:1 literal translation would be better than a translation that people with a different language and culture will#yknow. understand#doin numbers
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better together
#genuinely think this is what they were up to during the end of season 13#also I think Cas helped Dean move furniture into the Dean cave#like especially when they have a bunch of refugees in the bunks idk I think Cas was chilling in Dean’s#room even if they just watched movies and sat side by side…#I was going to color in jacket so it’s not the trench coat but… looked strange… idk he weird af not going to lie.. but took his shoes off#supernatural#castiel#dean winchester#deancas#my art#destiel
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tecna this one goes out to you specifically
#soc art#winx club#artists on tumblr#aisha#tecna#musa#stella#flora#bloom#but like masc#butch#not feminine idk you get it#dare i say a crime ? of how she and musa especially turned super feminine ?#like the weird girl at the end of the breakfast club it feels offensive#only done two illustrations this year and theyre both girl gangs
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i wanted to post this on twitter but i felt like it was too mean
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