#idk wtf i'm really talking about atm

[bandedbulbussnarfblat]

ok, so in this one fic that i'm gonna write, Louis and Lily are going to be Claudia's biological parents. just bc i wanna. but then i had this thought:

what if they actually were?

From what we know of the shows timeline Claudia is born in 1903. Papa de Pointe du Lac (I refuse to call him Daddy du Lac bc what the internet did to the word daddy. like, I'm from the south y'all. That's what I call my dad/father/old man. Or dickhead occasionally, but like, affectionately. Whoops, I'm rambling.) dies sometime in 1905.

I can imagine he's been sick for awhile, if only because the de Pointe du Lac's seem like the kind of family to have enough money to afford pro-longed health care. Hold on a sec.

26. That's the number you're wondering about, btw. How old Louis would be when Claudia was born. I know some of y'all might be trying to do the mental math, and imma save you bc math is evil. (we aren't supposed to tell you this working in education, but it's just like the worst. you have to stack numbers in your head and think about only one thing for a really long time--and i'm adhd in case you couldn't tell.)

Anyway, back to where I was. Up until a certain point, Louis could put off having had a serious girlfriend, or been seen visiting the brothels. First off, he's a good Catholic boy, so he gets a little leeway. And of course, there's Paul he's gotta look after. Then his daddy gets sick, so he's got shit to manage.

But a certain point he starts to feel overwhelmed, and he's at that age where he expected to start looking to settling down. So he does what all men at that age do to let off steam, and he gets a sex worker.

maybe there was something special about lily at the get go, or maybe louis just chose at random. but he got lily and they fucked. it might have been a sad sort of fucking, but you know, louis gave it his best. (he might even have enough enough of a gentleman to see that they had a happy ending. it's just the polite thing to do.)

and maybe he decides to really vent about what's bothering him. and the sex was meh, but the talking was nice. and over time, they faze out the fucking portion altogether. and lily becomes more than just a sex worker he pays for companionship, but a confessor, a priest to confess to all that he can't to his other.

but claudia could have been conceived during one of those earlier visits where louis like, had to establish his straightness. it would have been easy to hide in the early months before lily started to show. and she could have easily said another client got her pregnant. But like, in the hypothetical, she could have been pregers with louis' baby, birthed it and left it with whatever family member she could get to take it. aka the mean auntie.

(now like, irl, she'd be like, grabbing this opportunity by the throat. but this is the hypothetical, so roll with me.)

lily wouldn't want to tell louis she was pregnant with his child. she thought he'd try to 'do the right thing' and marry her, and the idea of her and her child being looked down upon by the rest of the family disgusted her. so she never told him. but by then she probably figured out louis was gay, and she did not want to be his beard indefinitely, having to stay all loyal and true to louis while he fucked guys

so like papa du lac dies and now lily can't just pop out like, surprise, i'm his baby mama. except you know, in the slang for the era. so lily keeps claudia hidden. and means to eventually one day tell louis.

(and you know, being the only girl that Louis sees, people probably see him as like his--jfc, idk how to convert this from trailer trash, but it's like where if you're with a guy and living together so many years legally you're married. except you're not it's just about--nope. I'm not going do it and go off on a tangent. Anyway, it's like whatever the cultural approximation is to that.)

but then there's this white french dude sniffing around her man who isn't technically her man but she's the closest thing to a therapist he's got and is also his trailer-trash-wife. so like, she analyzes the threat and works out the situation. Claudia can be Louis' daughter he never knew about. Lily can be his kept woman, or she could take some money and run away. It depended on whether he wanted Claudia to himself and lestat, or if he wanted to share with her. or if he wants claudia at all.

she lestat reads her mind when he visits her one night, and is like, fuck i do not want to have kids. so he kills her bc hey, if she's dead, no problem. (or maybe he vamps her in agreement that she never see louis again and goes somewhere far away to start a new life. i know it doesn't make sense, but i like to imagine a world where lily lived. escapism is fun sometimes)

is this theory insane? yes? but is it impossible? no!

(I use this as reference a lot. But mostly the pdf version i have downloaded bc my internet is a fickle bitch sometimes. So it's probably, like behind on updates with the new trailers.)

[arminsumi]

I COULD DO THIS FOR HOURS

G. Satoru — さとる ⋅ fem reader

🔞 mdni / mdnr / smut / n.sfw / 18+ content

NOTE: i took a 3 am thirst draft and made it a fucking fic wtf 🥴 i'm so dizzy over this one idk why i usually don't drool for my own smut but god damn this one is special to me. ik i post a lot about gojo atm and it's because i love him no apologies 👍

SUMMARY — making a cheeky comment leads to a long, steamy session in the bedroom with your husband, who's got a point to prove.

WARNINGS — nasty smut 🤤, rough sex, namecalling/nicknames (b*tch, good girl, baby, dirty girl, sweetheart), he's kinda mean, hubby gojo, multiple rounds, unprotected sex, multiple creampies, messy/sweaty sex, daddy kink, p*ssy kiss (1), long session (3h), overstim, dirty talk (teasing, sweet, mean), incl. aftercare, lmk if i have missed smth thank u

WORDCOUNT ≈ 1.3k

PLAYME — daddy

🍒 — J ⋅ reblogs and comments help a lot ! enjoy reading :)

Your husband didn’t like that cheeky comment you made about his stamina and how fast he cums. He thought you were being pretty hypocritical, considering the fact that you cum sometimes solely because of lazy clit thumbing and shallow strokes.

“ Baby, careful what you say to me. “ he smiled at you in the kitchen, serenely washing the dishes after dinner. “ You know damn well that I could go for hours straight with no breaks. The only reason I don’t do that is because you’re too weak to handle it. ” he boasted confidently.

You scoffed and rolled your eyes at him. That scepticism pissed him off so much that he stopped cleaning the dishes and violently threw the towel down. Your giggles rung sweetly in his ear while he scooped you off your feet and tossed you over his broad shoulder, strong build carrying you to the bedroom like he was on a mission.

He threw you down on the bed with the same force that he threw the towel down with, his hands quickly finding his phone and setting a stopwatch.

You were already giggling apologies, but he wasn’t listening. He tossed his phone onto the bed and dented the mattress with his weight as he climbed on top of you, feverish kisses nearly knocking the wind out of you.

“ I’m sorryh – mmf – ‘toruh – didn’t meanh ih – I’m sorryyy. ”

“ Save your sorries and spread your legs. Gonna have to be a little rough with you, angel. But you like that, huh ? Yeah ? Like it when daddy’s rough ? Mhm, I know. Probably like it when I’m pissed off like this, too.

You smiled. “ Yeahhh, I love it. ”

He smirked. “ Dirty girl. ”

Folding you in half and sinking his cock inside you, it felt like he was your enemy for a second with how he beat up your gummy walls with his mean cock; you were giggling and squirming about his playful roughness in the beginning, but now? You’re screaming, going dumb and limp. It makes him chuckle.

“ Fuck, baby, just look at you. ” he cooed, “ . . . just cumming over and over on this dick like a dumb bitch. I told you that you wouldn’t be able to handle it, didn’t I ? Uh-huh. I fucking told you so. Keep it together, it’s only been twenty minutes. Haha . . . and you were the one talking shit about my stamina ? Come on, apologize to me. Good girl. Tell daddy how sorry you are – haha, you cummin’? Yeah, ‘can feel your pussy fuckin’ pulsing ‘round me – fuck that’s good. You like it when I’m mean, don’t you ? ”

“ Y-yesss ! Love it love it s'much Sa—to—ruuuh ! ” you panted frantically, body jiggling like jelly with each harsh thrust.

“ So cute and dumb. ” he cooed tenderly, as if he wasn’t rearranging your guts and breaking the bed.

“ Feel that, sweetheart ? Feel me sweating ? I know you like it when I’m this close, ‘like it when you can feel the sweat drip off my abs ‘n rub against your tummy ? Yeah, I know. Damn dirty bitch. Nah-uh, eyes on me. ‘S only been an hour don’t zone out on me. ”

Really, the concept of time flew out of your head when you were laying there taking him.

You’re shaking, gummy walls and sweet spots being beat up by your husband’s mean, yummy cock. The pressure inside you builds and builds until it snaps, and you scream his name in such a high pitch that it almost makes his ears ring. He laughs a little, watching as you writhe, trapped under his beefy body. He relishes in the feeling of your pussy pulsing as you cum, it brings him close, too. Before you know it, he’s pumping his cream deep inside, pounding into you like he’s trying to ruin your pussy and reshape it to fit only his cock.

“ Fuckin’ takin’ it so well, angel. Now ‘gimme another round. Get on your tummy – there we go, aw your legs are numb ? I don’t care. It’s only been an hour. You can hold on longer than that, can’t you ? ”

From the back, he fucks you so sensually and deeply that the two of you sweat sweat sweat it up. He insistently bundles up with you under the covers to make it extra toasty. The smell of sex is hot and pungent in your lungs, and inhaling yours and his arousal and scent of cum drives him crazy. Bodies wet and slippery, he’s made a sloppy mess of you before but not quite like this; his cheeks dampen, his hair sticks to his forehead; there’s little rivulets of sweat running down the center line of his abs, following along his v-line. There’s an ache in your thighs, you’re getting overstimulated but it’s so good. And listening to his ragged, heavy breathing behind you just brings on another orgasm.

“ Fuck, baby, ‘wish you could see yourself from this angle. ” he groans erotically, brows finally knitting together tightly as he loses composure and succumbs to his own sensitivity. “ Oh, angel, just cum. Don’t hold it in – cum cum cum yeahhh there we go – that’s my fucking girl. Cumming so pretty on this dick. You’re so fucking beautiful, ‘m gonna cum too. Sh-shit look at all that frothing up, feel that ? ‘so gooey and nasty. Hahhh-ahah I’m cumin’ – cumminggg ~ ”

You can practically hear the hearts in his voice when he cums, vocals straining and rasping against the nape of your neck. He lets out this one last primal sound before pumping you full of another load of thick creamy cum. You can feel him pulsing and twitching. He presses his weight onto your back a little too much, you can feel the tones of his sweaty torso and how wet and hot his body is.

“ Haha . . . fuck . . . ” he runs a hand through his hair, smiling down at the pretty mess on his dick. “ Baby, you did so good for me. You okay ? Did I go too hard ? ” he asks tenderly, nuzzling the back of your neck, just listening to your shaky breaths as you come down from your high.

“ I can’t feel my legs. ” you swallow, dazed smile on your face. “ So good . . . ”

“ Aw, sorry, angel. I’ve got you, come here. Ooh – where’s my – phone – let’s see how long you endured me for. ”

“ Felt like . . . forever . . . ”

He chuckled under his breath at that and leaned off the bed, reaching for his phone that had fallen right off the edge when he was making the bed violently shake earlier.

“ Ooh ! Baby, we’ve got a new record. Three hours. ”

“ Oh my god, no wonder I can barely fucking move . . . you’re a menace. ”

He smiles cheekily, “ Wanna make it four ? ”

“ Are you crazy ?! ”

“ Yes, of course. Don’t you love me for it ? ” he coos in a sultry voice, coming to press a loving kiss to your damp cheek.

You feel his weight lift off the bed, you tiredly peek at where he’s going and – of course, like the sweet husband he is, he’s getting you a towel. You can hear his exhausted huffs of breath. There’s cream running down your slit, some smeared across your pussy and frothed up.

He comes back into the room, smiling admiringly at your sleepy body. You’re sinking into the pillows, too tired to think.

“ ‘toru . . . ”

“ Angel ? ” he hums in response, slowly starting to clean you up from the thighs up. You feel his big hands massaging the numbness out of your legs.

“ I love you. ”

He smirks and presses a kiss to your pussy from the back, making you giggle. “ Love you too, my girl. No one makes me feel better than you do. Come here. Haha, are your legs still numb ? Should I massage them more ? M'kay, sweet girl. ”

The silence is sweet and long. He's massaging your body, feeling over you like you're his little masterpiece, his little angel.

Then he breaks the silence.

“ Told you so. ” he smiles victoriously.

You groan. “ Shut up. I was just teasing when I said you had shit stamina ! ”

“ I know, but I still hated that you said it and felt the need to prove a point. ”

You snuggle into his chest, making his heart flutter like he's a boy with a crush again.

“ Yeah yeah, point proven. ”

“ Aaand what's the point ? Tell me, I wanna hear it. ” he teases.

“ You can go on for hours. ”

He smiles to himself. “ Damn right I can. Glad my good girl learned her lesson. ”

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[neptuniadoesstuff]

I have nuthin to do really other than watch vids & draw. But I also wanna talk to ppl BUT NONE OF ME FRACKIN FRENDS ARE ONLINE ATM-

Eh whatever imma go draw & watch stupid garbage that I enjoy bcs WHAT AM I GONNA DO? TALK TO SOMEONE WHOS NOT EVEN ONLINE ATM? NO! Bcs tbh I rather respect someone who is offline by not talking to them at this time bcs I know for the fact they are prob busy with smtn & being online 24/7 is kinda not really that majorly important. (Unless yur me but I'm not really on the net 24/7 so idk wtf am I talking about)

ANYWAYS-

[julien5-malfunction]

24012024

Kinda venting since Reddit is down ???

CW[ Trans stuff and kinda se*ual harrasment, I suppose]

I wanted to post this in the FTM subreddit but idk why whole Reddit seems to be down atm???

So I get like 30+ incels adding me on snapchat for the past week or two, and most of them just whine for pics or nudes. This one specific guy actually talked to me for a bit so I didn't dispose him right away. So I crack jokes at him for about three days and I think I told him that, imo, he was boring bc he just talked about how much he wanted to showe his dick into every possible hole of mine. And I tolerated this and proceeded to crack random shit at him, now he is like

'I'm boring so no boobs right?'

I awnsered 'I don't send those kind of pictures to anybody'.

-'bye then.

-'lol' then I deleted him.

Like why and when did snapchat turn into this pussy hunting game, where I'm like the unwanted prey, bc I'm not willing to send even regual pictures of my face to pussy hungry men like that. What the fuck, seriously.

The just the amount of convos that go like; they ask me, age? location? pic? And I awnser those. The convo ends when I say I'm a fucking tranny or that I don't do pics, is just way too high to find this incel carousel entertaining anymore.

Neveg mind the few times people send pics of dicks without asking if I give a shit about that OR EVEN ASKING MY AGE FIRST. Like, I could have been under age!!! wtf!!!

And this ONE discusting shit, sent me videos of his junk and proceeded to VIDEO CALL ME MULTIPLE TIMES IN A ROW, I told him not to do that, and when asked what his problem was, he just replied 'sex' to everything. Reported him. Not cool.

At least some just go 'ok' and ghost you after telling them they ain't getting any fun out of you or they ask if you wanna see their junk, before they just shove it into your face. Like thanks for being even that much considerate.

But for real, I feel targetted on snapchat.

Another completely different, but kind of related source of anxiety for me now, is that the another care company wants me to take part in their group things or hang out on their little HQ, and I'm not comfortable around cis-boys. I'm more comfortable being in a group with queer ppl or girls, since none of those have treated me like a sex object or tried to do things to me.

Girls usually don't give a shit about me or I think some might talk shit about me bc I'm not pretty or skinny and I dress a little weird. Queer peple are usually neutal, some even talk to me a little.

But boys... see me as a girl or an object, no matter what. This might be cause I was always put in the same box with the girls in school and most of all people I had in my life, have been women. I guess I just see them as a scary, diffirent breed now, bc the few male people I did know, treated me that way.

I just feel like I'll never fit anywhere. I hate my body. I hate that I'm so tired all the time. I hate that I cannot change things that cause me pain and the people who could do that, won't. I wish I was in a diffirent body, some one else, like a bimbo girl bc that's ehat people want, right. Or just plain dead.

I just want to be alone but sometimes it just really sucks but when I'm given a chance to be around people I remember why I can't stand being around others.

[damondays]

tbh i'm genuinely very interested in other peoples' take on the new album cover, i like reading about how people interpret it (if you even plan to post what you thought about it tho, im just saying im genuinely interested)

Aaah thank you!! I hope I will, but if I write it now it will be like 3000 words, including a take on how Edmund Burke is a big ass racist and how it is is widely... like surgically dissected from his interesting ideas (as with any old philosopher I guess, only I read the source text and I'm like still so appalled that idk how to talk about him with good conscious, I'm sorry. just laughing atm cus wtf man). But I guess it's out of my system with this, like you have my little footnote on it right here. - which is just such a out of line side track, anyway- also kinda unsure of how to differentiate between why I think Blur has chosen the photo (consciously or not, but like what aesthetic values and emotions have gone into it) vs my own just read on the photo and why I think its such a good photo

I think it goes hand in hand ofc, but there's a distinction to be had. I also haven't thought about any of their prev album covers? But this one really evoked a lot in me I guess

oh and I forgot to mention- I didn't finish the analysis so I can't post it now now, but I would love to delve into it w

[cool-island-songs]

DO KYLE :333 for the ask game ;3333

Thanks for the ask, Rooster! :333

Sexuality Headcanon:

Open to anything. It's really dependent on the story/context for me, but I definitely saw him as 100% gay back in the day. I'm more open to bi Kyle now and also like the thought of him being a late bloomer or questioning things into young adulthood

Gender Headcanon:

Ok but fr usually cis. Trans masc Kyle is also interesting. I'm not rigid about any of this stuff tbh. No sexuality or gender hc is OOC to me in itself. I just like to be sold on characterizations, personally

A ship I have with said character:

Back in the day I was hugely into style, k2, and kystophe and I still like these though idk when the last time I read kystophe was (writing some rn though!)

These days, I'm mainly thinking about style, k2, and twyle dynamics but open to a lot of things

A BROTP I have with said character:

Not to be real boring but he comes with a built-in crew—da main 4! Occasionally estranged super best friend, bro he sometimes dgaf about, loathed frenemy. They're all there! Particularly interested in K2 atm, both ship- and BROTP-wise

A NOTP I have with said character:

I don't really NOTP anymore but I have specific conceptions of certain dynamics and then some I just don't think about

A random headcanon:

OCD and scrupulosity OCD in particular - Kyle's the most neurotic to me after Tweek

General Opinion over said character:

I never know wtf people are talking about when they do Kyle discourse. Fundamentally uninterested in the question of if Kyle good or bad. Kyle regularly enters situations wanting to be good and righteous, and yet he often does bad things (see also: virtue ethics). In my view, this is the defining function of his character on the show, so treating it like a binary when the cartoon's regular starting point already has more nuance than that is a step backwards

Kyle was my second fave after Tweek back in the day—projected onto him hardcore, identified with his desire to do the right thing, and the struggle that comes with determining what that is and carrying it out. I don't understand when I see him deified and his faults elided because I think his flaws and failures are super interesting, relatable, human

No one is required to view him the way I do, though, and I always hope people are having fun and expending their energies in fulfilling ways in fandom. Would be downright evil to hassle people with different viewpoints! Especially when hearing different interpretations and headcanons can be so fun and stimulate creativity. It helps when people can stay respectful and self-aware that we are all ultimately working with our own subjective interpretations of fiction, all projecting and relating in our own unique ways

Because I'm tired of the same old discourses, here are my proposals for alternate Kyle discourses:

Kyle's actions having any lingering impact on geopolitics re: Cuba, Canada, the Israeli/Palestinian conflict

Kyle's ongoing health issues re: hemorrhoids, transplanted kidney, diabetes, does he have the human centipad scars i must know

Kyle's relationship with Kenny after he tells his mom he doesn't give a crap about Kenny, then proposes rounding poor people up into camps and exterminating them. Are they good???

Cucking?

[greywindys]

Can you tell us what others 2doc's dynamic ships come to your mind? Jsjsj

...I don't know if you want to open this door, anon, lmao. I think I used the wrong term when I said "ship." I'm going to share a non-exhaustive (I'm not going to get too spicy atm) list here, but I also want to clarify that I don't really ship any of these, and in some cases, idt some of this media has a fandom with active ships anyway. Instead, think of this as a list of potential 2Doc AUs that have likely never been done before (I've certainly given consideration to all of them lmao). In general, the 2Doc dynamic, or a version of the 2Doc dynamic, exists in a lot of media. If you watch any of these, and come out supporting a ship, then I support you! But you can think of these in a platonic sense as well. This post will also be long because I talk a lot, and I wanted to find Youtube clips.

Succession: I've talked ad nauseam on this blog about TomGreg (Tom = Murdoc, Greg = 2D), and while I don't want to repeat myself, I couldn't make this post in good conscious without including them. This is quintessential 2Doc if canon ever gave 2Doc the development it deserved. In fact, I have a half-completed draft still sitting around that highlights every parallel. Here is a longer post where I begin to talk about some similarities. I love Succession on its own, but it is also home to so many of my personal Murdoc hcs. I owe it my life.

While we're here, I'd also add an honorable mention to TomShiv (Tom = 2D, Shiv = Murdoc) with the way she hurts him over and over and he keeps coming back to her, and the way they hate each other by the end of the series, but also realize they can't live without one another. This is the abridged version, but I'm trying not to make this so ridiculously long. I can go into more detail if anyone wants me to. Anyhow, here is a TomGreg clip. There are literally so many compilations on Youtube, but this is one of the more iconic scenes, imo, and it should gets it's chance to shine.

The Lighthouse: This comparison should be relatively familiar to 2Doc fans, I believe? I knew about this movie before it was cool, though, because I love Robert Eggers as a director. He managed to unintentionally write an amazing PB - two men, trapped on an island together slowly lose their minds. Fun for any ship, tbh! But PB and 2Doc similarities are undeniable. This portrayal will be more appealing to those who enjoy earlier 2Doc (P1-3), though Robert Pattinson's character has both flaws and a backbone, and I like to think of 2D this way as well. Willem Dafoe's character also gets his comeuppance. Tbh, this is my PB.

Seven Days in Hell: 2Doc tennis AU? A strange combination to consider. I forget why I watched this years ago. I think I was still coming out of the GOT fandom and wanted to watch some of the casts' new project. Anyhow, this may be appealing to fans of the 2Doc as bitter rivals/enemies. Kit Harrington's character reminds me of 2D SO much lmao. And Andy Samberg's character is very Murdoc.Fair warning, I believe this has a bad ending, but I remember liking it. There are also probably some problematic elements I'm forgetting to mention, but we're also talking about 2Doc here. Indubitably.

Whatever is going on with these guys aka The Climb: Okay, I'll be honest, I never actually watched this movie. The trailer played while I was at the theater to see a different movie. However, it stuck out to me for it's depiction of a "toxic friendship," enough that I posted about it on this blog years ago. That's actually the only way I remembered it. I was browsing through my video history looking for my Taylor Swift AMV and stumbled upon the original post. I thought, "wtf is that, and why did I post it?" And it was because of 2Doc. And idk, it doesn't look that bad! I enjoy little indie movies like this.

Glee: Listen. Or don't. I'm going to attempt to outline the main points of my argument in a short paragraph. Rachel Berry is ruthless in pursuit of her ultimate goal of becoming a Broadway star and will happily sacrifice friendships, others' successes and safety (she once sent a student she viewed as competition to crack house to dissuade them from joining Glee Club so she could have less competition for solos) etc to achieve it. Finn is kind of dumb, tall but nonetheless popular. In the early season, Rachel fixates on him and it creeps him out. Visually, their heights are similar to 2D and Murdoc. While, as many know, the show starts to flop quality wise in season 2, the 2Doc dynamic is there, though obviously not nearly as unhealthy as Gorillaz 2Doc. But this was that fandom I came from prior to following Gorillaz! And I thought back to Finn's characterization quite a bit while writing 2D in The Answer.

Okay, so that's six to start off. I'm happy to defend my choices so far kskalds. Or if you, or anyone else, has any ship platonic or otherwise that you want to add, feel free to do so!

[kpophubb]

Good night sweetie 💕

I hope u had a wonderful dayyyy , full of joy & love ~ also face reveal ,I mean I'm sure you are the most beautiful angel but I see other ppl here mentioning it and I just can't find it, I scrolled 26 days down 👇 but nopeee

And the second thing is kinda request ..but not really just your thoughts 😇 I read your enha boyfriend habit today ,and ah its so good , the are a couple of lines stuck in my head #1when y/n says "you smell like him" 🤭 and some noona thing so cute , I wanted to ask if you could do sake things but you know who 🤭🤭🤭🤭 doesn't have to be long ~ can be short headcons

I wish u a lovely Thursday, I hope u got my earlier message yesterday by now, it's just sometimes ppl mentioned some of my anons are not reaching and I can't check it 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

Also I wanna ask what heart color u hv associated with hyune? Lixie is 💛 right ?)

Love u♡♡♡♡♡

Good night to you too baby! 🥺🤍 I hope you dream of me ~ 🙈 ⛅️ 💛

I had a real happy day, I called my best friend yesterday and we talked for hours and hours and I felt so revived and renewed 🥹🤍 she really be my soulmate bff and #1 indeed. Also, I’m flooding with positivity and my usual happiness again~🥰

pls naur, I’m not the “most beautiful” “Angel” or “pretty” wtf😭 that is all exaggeration.. and you can’t find them baby bc I always delete them within minutes bc I grow so shy and anxious <|3

YES I KNOW YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT HWANG HYUNJIN, OBVIOUSLY THE ONE AND ONLY ;) I know how much you love him🫶🏻 awh thank u sm for reading my works and altho I do not write for skz atm but for you, anything! 😘 just give me some time to work on it babe! <3

I always get your asks anonie don’t worry, I just wait till I’m free and can answer them with love and make them long, paying attention to every detail. 🤍 lixie is a yellow heart bc he’s sunshine, but hyunnie? Uhm idk 🤔 you decide bc he’s so artsy and lovable which heart is the best for him? T-T

[☁️….𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗾𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲] ⇘ 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚘𝚞𝚛 🌤️

“I can’t describe in words just how much I appreciate you being in this world” 💛

[sehodreamsthoughts]

HELP okay i just read the whole thing. im super impatient so i was reading kinda quick at parts but just holy fuck, yeah i was like babygirl noo!!!! and like, idk there were some parts that had me covering my hand with my mouth like omg😱😱 but jeezz… wow… i am a sucker for everything involved in that fic… it was almost too immersive i was like legitimately concerned for reader at times, but yeah im a sucker for toxicity in fics and the trope of like… making them watch🤭🤭

with yeosang.. so wooyoung and yeosang are really close friends irl so i also could kinda see them in a competitive thing.. with reader… soft dom yeosang, mean dom wooyoung type of deal… i can’t be more specific than that atm… im still trying to brainstorm. on his own, im kind of just thinking of smth cute like friends to lovers or childhood friends or smth cuz he is just so sweet i can’t rly see him being all that mean?

- 🥟 anon

I KNOW, I LIKED IT SO MUCH BUT SOMETIMES I WAS BEGGING IN MY INSIDES PLEASE GIRL STOPPPP

The scene in which Jay, Sunghoon and Jake were inside her room was so hot???? AND THEY WERE JUST TALKING I CAN'T. It was like the dream, to have those three guys be so desperate, and I loved that each of them had their own touch, Jay was bold and straightforward while Sunghoon was less invasive and Jake was simply a simp, and everybody knows, I ADORE SIMPS.

Jake sending unsolicited dick pictures was so real too 😭, acting all pathetic to bag the girl but being a complete pervert 😭, oh god but did I hate when they shared the nudes, I was begging on my insides please girl stop you're not fooling no one you know those three are ASSHOLES!

And I didn't like much how the envy for the sister was represented but not because it was bad, I'd have simply enjoyed more if there had been any reason to not love her because the sister literally opened the door of her house, gave her a room and trusted her to be with her bf while overworking herself to maintain those two 😭 (if I'm not wrong she fucked one of Heesung's friends I think and I guess that was supposed to make me like her less but nah I liked that too hahaha).

Finally the cam scene was one of the best sex scenes I've read in so long, I swear I was there with how well everything was described, I could see the set up, the boys in discord, the girl over his lap, how he was exposing her, all the noises and let's not talk about how my baby Jake was biting his lip so excited I could totally see him with shinny eyes waiting for more and more!

Really good fic yeah, those 30k words were so easy to read I enjoyed it a lot!

My punctuation would be in general a 9/10 but only because I was really begging for her to stop giving those boys so much so easily and the time she humped his pillow because God it was her sister's bed too, how could you get hot there 😭, it's like when I've heard of people wanting to fuck on their parents' bedroom honestly wtf, JAIL ☠️.

A competitive thing uhmmmm, I think I see them more like Yeosang can't confess or do everything he dreams to do to you and Wooyoung sees it so he offers himself to help him get closer to you but Yeosang is just so shy he needs his best friend even to fuck you 🥺

[rottingsparrow]

Part 5!! Re-reading Lore Olympus :) Ep. 41-50

I just finished reading the new episode too so I have things to say about but that can wait for like in two weeks when I get there lmao Last part:

Ep 41

Simple dialogue is nice once and a while

I know they are supposed to be love at first sight but its so awful to see how they act even if i was crushing hard on someone if they acted like that id be weirded out

“Lets go the scenic route” nah she almost died let her breathe

“Who is that woman” shes 19 you referred to her as a kid

Ah yes the barley mother part of the storyline

It so weird to me its like rachel wanted her to be rich bc she loves painting poor people in a poor(heh) light

Why is it raining atm

Ep 42

PERSEPHONE STOP STANDING LIKE THAT

What a poor way of thinking hades yes you two shouldnt be together but your thought process is unhealthy talk to your therapist

You are so gross hades just dont look at her

Hades really says “sexualise her outfit”

I hate to be that bitch but apollo was right. Not about her needing to change but like in the presence of hades apparently anything is too hot for him

Why does his have a hair comb

“Youre a fertility goddess” ok so thats a whole thing bc later its seen as a myth within the community and everything so what

“This is out of the question” and it shouldve ended there

Ep 43

Also he has the right to turn it down lmao its his company

Hera wont think youre weak

Or maybe she will shes a lil fucked up

“Little goddess, I said no” wow what a normal and healthy power dynamic that isnt questionable at all

Rachel really went all out for unhealthy dynamics, boss and employee, king and citizen, 2000 smth y/o and a 19 y/o. Lets throw in teacher and student why not. Maybe even parent and adopted child

“Im king here” like i said, unhealthy.

“Oh shit i cant make her rich that would make no sense to her problems” dont worry, just make it to where she doesnt use her moms money

Also hades how stupid are you to not see shes hustling you i mean maybe at first but

I do like her wanting to be her own person even tho i think that gets muddled throughout the story

Why is it snowing now wtf

Also shes not gonna die from snow hades wtf

She can go outside on her own

Ep 44

What a weird thing to do introduce an intern

Like wtf let your employees go home

Minthe has a point

Its a very cute scene but then you like remember everything else and its like omg

Like him laughing and her being a lil embarrassed is so fun but tied with everything its a tad weird

Yeah you shouldnt persephone and yall should get boundaries

Persephone why didnt you tell on her genuinely

Dont be rude hades

Persephone has a point, no reason to be super mad

Oh btw heres apollo just incase you forgot he was bad. Did i mention hes bad?

Ep 45

I like this episode while hes contemplating his feelings and then he goes “her ass looks like an upside down heart” and i lose any happiness i had

Like youre 2000 control urself

And im not saying persephone isnt allowed to be sexual or sexualized but the age difference, hes her boss, and also at this point in time she doesnt like it so

Why did you bring the paper from work what

Ep 46

This is one of the prime episodes where minthe gets fleshed out but then rachel says sike later on

ALSO ITS ONLY BEEN 4 DAYS SINCE THE PARTY

Please people can have a day of relaxation where nothing happens

“Neither of us are relationship material” yall definitely let those lines blur

Shes right to be worried

Also hera is so racist to nymphs

“I know im trash already” me in like middle school

No its good to expand on her character

“Thats what everyone expects” is it? I mean how long have you been acting this way yknow

Like i want more context for that line

Idk is hades monogamous

Also zeus does cheat on his wife a lot maybe hades would

He dosent but

“I thought we were supposed to be messed up together” and i think showing a two sided toxic relationship is a great idea but rachel forgets to show hades being bad too most of the time

Also please see a therapist

Ep 47

He has a typewriter old man

“Why do i pay that hack” good point i mean you dont seem to listen to them

I dont get why he gets back with minthe like fear of being alone or what

I like the letter episode though, its nice to hear all of the feelings

Why is she on the roof lol

Ep 48

I love the furies(?)

Hes supposed to be so spooky in this episode hes so lame

Like i agree with them hes a dork

Wow everyone either likes or despises hades/persephone they are such characters

Has anyone heard of a neutral opinion

Minus his employees i guess

Ope he has glasses

Ep 49

I love the random characters getting names its so silly yet fun to me

Hecate please unpop ur collar

Good talk hecate

Does he not care thats the king

In the “salutations” panel hecate loses all meat and becomes very long

Also if these are laws why does no one follow them

Or wait is weekly nark an olympus based newspaper

I always thought he asked “which eye did you take the picture with” but he doesnt so ig im thinking of something else

Also what the fuck just ban him or smth

Ep 50

Yeah artemis maybe it would be easier too if you paid better attention

Shut. the fuck up apollo

Also how is artemis getting taken advantage of here

Love hermes

Hc him as a gay man personally

“There are rules” that literally are never listened too

Also artemis sucks at listening wtf

Like wanting to talk and getting onto someone are two different things

Also like once again, artemis feels likes choosing to be unaware yknow

[khaleesiofalicante]

I know what I'm about to say is coming kinda out of left field but idk who else to talk to and if I'm telling this to a random stranger on the internet you can imagine how my brain is atm

long story short, one of my best friends and i have an inside joke that there's a boy in school that i don't believe exist (he entered in 2020 and is from course c (im a, my friends is b) -my country has classes from march to nov and courses are fixed, if when you enter school you're assigned course a you stay there with the same people until you graduate-) because I never even saw him until like july of last year with online classes and whatnot (there are other friends from our group that aren't in on *that* specific joke but we have a similar one regarding another friend and another boy, not really important but just to give some context)

anyhow, any time we see him we make some off hand joke that he's like a ghost or something and recently that joke has turned into how every time he changes up his hair he looks like a different person (and he does it's kinda creepy) so for the last two weeks or so we have like payed more attention to him? like kinda a hell of a lot of attention? we're never creepy i think but yeah we discretly look at him a lot

so we were talking about the different hairstyles and i said something about how he somehow looks good in all of them and how hey he's actually kinda good looking like a 8/10 which might as well be a 50 in this school and oh no I might have a crush on him? like he's not that attractive and I've never spoken to him and he seems kind of like an idiot (he does I'm sorry) but I'm thinking about him? a lot? and i look at him? a lot? and i enjoy it? A LOT? and i try to impress him any chance I get? for no reason? is this what having a crush feels like? idk ive never had a crush on anyone before idk wtf I'm feeling or what to do so yeah any help you can give to a sister in need is greatly appreciated

(this wasn't even close to a long story short christ I'm so sorry)

I don't know what else to say other than...talk to him?

But if you just wanna look from a distance, you could do that too (discreetly of course).

But yeah. Idk what else to do other than talk to him lol. Maybe find out some stuff (if you know his socials) so you have something to talk about and see if you have anything in common.

and yes part of having a crush is thinking about them a lot (and telling other people about it lol). So, maybe you do have a crush. You gotta think if you wanna do something about it or not - both are fine btw. Just do what feels right to you (yes this is garbage advice but it's the right thing to say oops)

[teaveetamer]

Oh dear. Oh fuck. Hell no. Get out of ATLA fandom right now. It's a real hot mess these days. The still on-going shipping war is weird - Zutura vs Zukka (Zuko/Sokka). Kataang is popular at the moment as a side for Zukka.

Discourse is a big WTF right now with rampant bad hottakes like:

- Ursula is a bad mom and at fault for Azula + Zuko's abuse

- Iroh is at fault for not helping Azula

- Azula never abused Zuko, Mai, and Ty Lee

- Basically, Azula is slowly getting the pwecious uwu Woobiegard treatment by her stans (difference here is that long time fans are coming down hard on them unlike with Edelstans in FE3H). Ditto with Zuko (he's a weird one. His Book 1 personality doesn't seem to exist for many)

- Aang and Mai are abusive (idk wtf is this?!)

There's so much more. And while fan content is thriving since it's ATLA Renaissance basically atm (Thanks Netflix), the fandom has changed a lot. Best to just sit back and enjoy rather than engage (unless if you really want to)

Oh believe me I have no intention of going in there. I've seen a few of these terrible takes around just from general browsing and that's enough to make me know I'm not dealing with any of that shit. I was around for Ye Olde Fandom Ship Wars, I did my fucking time.

I literally didn't even go looking for this. I flicked open my Reddit app to check out like the Heroes sub real quick and this shit was literally right at the top of my home page feed.

I've been subbed to the ATLA sub probably since just before Korra came out (so, like, 2012, it was probably one of the first subs I followed when I made my Reddit account) and I checked it pretty often when Korra was coming out. But honestly I stopped checking it a few months to a year after Korra ended because it was pretty obvious that no one over there really had anything to talk about and discussion got so stale. Like 3H discussion but even more boring because everyone at least agreed on the general quality of the writing and the show so every discussion was either "wow look at this neat little detail" or the nitpickiest shit. Plus like, creepy dudebros being mega assholes about Korrasami. Didn't even realize I was still subbed until tonight.

But yeah I feel like I need eye bleach. Seeing all that was like

[spookybias]

1. Aespa came back with their very 1st mini album! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 I'm so proud of them and I finally decided to Stan them! I didn't really like them at first because of their concept with the avatar things but after going through aespa brainrot I learned that not only are they CRAZY TALENTED WTF but also they are very precious girls! I'm ot4 since I STILL CANT PICK A BIAS PLS IM IN LOVE WITH ALL OF THEM 😭😭😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💕💕 did you hear their title track yet? What did you think of it?

2. You can tag me as Alex and emoji is optional!

3.

Your present has arrived! tehe🤭😊

i remember when aespa was announced around the same time as enha and everyone was like "HUH?" 'cause it was so out of blue and lowkey looked like sm was trying to compete with hybe. and then when everyone found out their avatar concept it was even more confusion and a lot of false info being spread 😭 so many people hated it at first. it was wild. speaking of enha, did you hear the song previews? which one is your favorite atm? for me, it's track 4 which idk the title of because there's no korean translation. a few people told me it's "i don't know" or "i didn't know" but IDK (see what i did there? 😁)

about aespa's tt, yes, i did hear it! i don't keep up with aespa, but my friend was talking about the song to me, so i decided to check it out so i had an idea of what they were referring to 🤣 the song isn't really my cup of tea. the chorus is a masterpiece, but i don't vibe with the rest of the song 😔

also WHY DO ALL 3 PICTURES HAVE THE SAME CONCEPT KIND OF LMAO

[junityy]

GET TO KNOW ME TAG !

tagged by @iuwon ty love <3

this is,,,really long lmao so imma put a readmore

what day is your birthday? may 27th

what's your favorite color? purple

what's your lucky number? 3 and 7

do you have any pets? yes! a cat

how tall are you? last time i checked 1.63m

favorite song (atm)? the rock version of frost (txt)

favorite movie? fast & furious, kabhie khushi kabhie gham and maybe five feet apart too (and maze runnerajkddb)

what would your ideal partner be like? i don't really think i have an ideal type tbh?

do you want children? very good question. next one

have you gotten in trouble with the law? nah not yet AJKSDB

bath or shower? showers

what color socks are you wearing? pink

favorite type of music? uhh how do i describe this . either the a) sad ones that make me wanna cry like cry ONLY or b) the sad ones that make me wanna dance. and tbh songs that just go hard if that makes sense

how many pillows do you sleep with? one and i physically can't sleep ON the people like normal people do, i sleep on the bottom of it lmao

what position do you sleep in? on my stomach / side

what you don't like when you're sleeping? when i'm half awake all of a sudden while i had a really good dream </3

what do you have for breakfast? tbh just a toast or sum

have you tried archery? nah and i don't think i'd be good at it

favorite swear word? probably 'fuck'??? LMAODBSJD

do you have any scars? yes, one on my right pinky. not as 'obvious' as back then but still

are you a good liar? depends on who i'm lying to

what's your personality type? infj-t! i took that test so many times so many times and it was always the same results. only difference was that it went from 71% introvert to 90% or sum PLS

what's your favorite type of girl? when they're breathing

innie our outtie? innie ig i had to search that up just nowhddjd

left or right handed? right handed

favorite food? poğaça and potatoes

favorite foreign food? although i'm extremely picky and don't eat thaaat much of it, turkish food

are you clean or messy? kinda both, i like to be very clean but at the same time i'm too lazy to clean up

most used phrases? "shut the fuck up" "i hate you" "i can't do this today" "wtf" "omg" "like" "bestie" "stop" WHY ARE THESE SO MANY

how long does it take for you to get ready? when ik what to wear about 10 minutes, if i change my outfit all of a sudden i'd say 20

do you talk to yourself? i talk to myself more than to my friends and family

do you sing to yourself? i have to perform stuff in the bathroom so yeah

are you a good singer? LMFAOOO I WISH but sometimes i think i am,, like these little moments ig

biggest fear? i'm literally scared of everything im not even gonna lie to you here

are you a gossip? yeah and no

do you like short or long hair? why would you ask ME such question when i have long hair and want short hair at the same time . but i love both, i could never choose lmao

favorite school subject? english

introvert or extrovert? i can assure you that i'm the biggest introvert you'll ever see

what makes you nervous? people, pretty much everything

who was your first real crush? damn thats an interesting question, next one

how fast can you run? HOW CAN I KNOWSHSJSB but not that fast

what color is your hair? dark brown, but in the sun there's like a light red tinge (?) idk how to say that but yeah

do you like your name? yes

what makes you angry? everything. every little thing. my family, people ....

do you want a boy or girl as a child? first of all, do i want children i wonder

what are your strengths? i care about the people i love, lowkey passionate and tbh extremely loving i can't think of anything else rn lmao

what are your weaknesses? a few insecurities, not standing up for myself, not being able to speak / open up if thats a weakness? and uhh do anger issues count lmao

what's the color of your bedspread? light blue

what's the color of your room? white

tagging @heephoriia @igyus @beomjunies + anyone else!

[mediawhorefics]

i'm going to be real, like a 2?? you are very non-threatening and i love that. also, off topic, it is so odd to me that you don't see HOW much people talk abt tts on tiktok (i remember you saying you don't use tiktok). they fucking love you there. anytime i have seen people asking about a wattpad version in the comments, there are always a bunch of people telling them to make an ao3 account. we love you <3 and highly appreciate your work. (although i feel special that i see tumblr you tbh)

aww, thank you <3333

you are correct, i don’t use tik tok at all. i basically see what’s shared here on tumblr, that’s it. i do have a tumblr follower who sends me some once in a while. it’s so so weird to me that young people are out there filming themselves talking aobut fics ???? when i was a teenager that shit was a well-guarded SECRET. and i still feel that way. like... i’ll vaguely mention i write online if people ask but only a select few (who are fandom adjacent and/or my mom) know what i write about. generation z really said we talk about reading abo in the OPEN NOW. and i am REELING. i mean good for them but oof. 

tbh it’s a bit scary, though i suppose flattering??, to know that tts is beloved like that. idk it’s hard to wrap my head around sometimes. esp. since i dont always see the evidence of it here in my little tumblr bubble. i mean i see it obvs people are lovely on here ?? but then someone like you send me an ask being like people talk about tts on tik tok SO MUCH and i’m like wtf ?????? yk ???? i mean, i’m barely involved in fandom atm and just follow a few of my friends so i’m super out of the loop anyways. but yeah it’s nice ?? ? that they love me over there, i guess ??? hahha. idk what to say !!!! but yeah *shrug* 

On a scale of 1 to 10, how intimidating am I?

[petekaos]

bro, i've just watched my engineer and idk what to feel. like u, it's sad seeing how bohnduen ended being a couple who doesn't communicate well, to the point they had to break up! as i didn't know a s2 was a certainty, i was kinda surprised seeing so much angst a week before the last ep. now i realize we still have a long way to go... and i'm honestly scared. regarding bohnduen, i saw u saying "wheres the fluffy" and thought bout all the potential for them to be a great sweet couple and ugh now+

i'm sad. however, i'm glad they'll have a chance to learn from mistakes and hopefully will have a healthy relationship. that would be great even for us viewers, so ppl won't romanticize jealousy and will realize that love doesn't survive without communication and respect for others' boundaries. regarding mekboss, deep inside i didn't expect them to have a happy ending but it's breaking my heart seeing where this is going.+

i thought mek had already talked to fong, but he simply stopped seeing her(?). it's not even that surprising, bc mek does seem like someone who avoids conflict and doesn't know how to deal with it. and knowing the problems boss' actor caused, maybe the writers decided to break them up and have someone else on mek's life next season? or will they get another actor and we'll pretend he was always boss? hah+

or they can also pull the "he's studying in another place" card. nway, not that hopeful. NOW, RAMKING. king, sweetie... WTF? i knew king might have some lil gay panic but still wasn't prepared to see him avoid ram. this HURTS LIKE HELL. besides, i'm honestly worried bout ram's feeling. king was the person he trusted, he allowed himself to open up and his actions said a lot bout his feelings.+

what if he becomes insecure and step back? what if he thinks he can't let his feelings be known anymore? i saw u talking bout the kiss on the trailer but what if king turns away? what if doesn't happen this season? uGH MY HEART. how could things become this sad, bro? :( - emo sis

hiii my friend! i hope you’re doing well!

yeah... yeah. bohnduen were so good in the first half of the season and things slowly went downhill. what i’m really hoping for is that this was planned and they don’t get back together next ep, but rather talk about everything and the writers set them up to grow and communicate and get back together next season. i think that would be a super smart idea for a s2, regarding bohnduen at least. i do agree with what you’ve said, i don’t think anybody really thought it was unnecessary or dramatic for them to break up given their current situation, i just... expected the breakup this episode, not gonna lie. Oh Well. i hope the writers do them justice in the next season at least :((

regarding mekboss, i think you got the actors and characters mixed up? yeah, ryan, mek’s actor, was fired and so idk what they’re gonna do with their plotline. at the very best, let’s hope they do a sort of aepete from lbc thing and give them a good ending and then just say he’s studying somewhere else or is doing, like, a foreign semester or something. considering that his voice is already dubbed, i’m sure we could see some phonecalls or something. but yeah... i think boss just assumed he and fon were over and didn’t further talk to her. however, i agree, he does seem like the kind of person to avoid conflict so... i hope they get their happy ending, i really do. but ever since i found out about the drama with ryan, i prepared myself for the fact they might not end well :/

now, ramking. i kind of disagree with you on this one? i don’t think king is necessarily avoiding ram or that this is some sort of pure gay panic. i think this is more of the fact that ram and king got close and vulnerable very fast and that ram went from 0 to 100 real quick as well. up till this point, it was a lot of king taking care of ram, what from tutoring to helping out with his dad, but now ram is taking care of king and it just seems... new to king, who is sorta clearly someone who cares a lot about others but doesn’t expect any of it for himself, as evidenced by the solid advice he gave bohn. i think king needs time and i think it’s also necessary for us to see he needs time and see him step back and sort through his feelings as well, because it’s just... realistic. i don’t think he’s avoiding him, because he gave him a heads up, however indirect it may have been, the night before about spending time with his friends or whatever. and this is coming from someone who loves ram first and foremost... ram was hurt, yes. but he wasn’t mad, and he was sad during the night, but the next day when they were planting trees, well. he looked mostly concerned for king. i do think they will communicate next episode about it and i cannot wait for next saturday.

about the kiss: here’s how i think it’s going to go. considering the fact that it’s king who lunges for ram, i don’t think he’s... in his right mind. i think that either it’s one of the first or last scenes for their storyline next episode. there’s also an argument scene where king pushes ram away and says that he clearly doesn’t care about him (you can watch that in this fanvid here at around 10s, don’t have the trailer/teaser for it handy atm), which ties into my hypothesis. i believe, if the kiss is one of the first scenes, then it’s going to be when king is drunk or extremely emotional. this can go either two ways: either ram pulls away and kisses back or he pulls away because he doesn’t want to take advantage of king while he’s not in his right mind. if that’s the case, then i think the argument scene will follow, where king says ram doesn’t care about him (note how ram seems only worried in that scene and not mad or anything) and ram sort of talks him down and explains the depth of his feelings for him, and then they either get together or we have a happy open ending. if the kiss is one of the last scenes, then they will have that argument at first and ram won’t be able to talk him down and then perhaps they have a talk later and king kisses him to make him see how deep his feelings run for him. depending on if ram kisses back or not, well... there’s our ending. so those are two ways it could go with another two result scenarios in my opinion... but who knows? we’ll see next saturday. don’t lose hope, my friend, perhaps things will turn out okay!