Watching someone play afop and im so. Oh my god. Oh my GOD. It's literally just a fucking showcase of all the Exact type of shit that has been happening to indigenous people and people of color have been dealing with for Centuries at the hands of white supremacy and imperialism. Like its literally just Showing all that Shit from the perspective of a Na'vi in universe. So it "demonizes" the RDA accordingly. And uet so many fucking reviewers are joshing on it and calling it Boring and Slow and Uninspired and that it makes human's 'cartoonishly evil' LIKE YOU PEOPLE HAVENT LOOKED AT A SINGLE FUCKING CURRENT EVENT IN YOUR LIVES. Oh my god im so mad at all these fucking reviewers now. The fucking AUDACITY to look at something this fucking Honest about the cruelty humans are capable of, while living during the fucking day and age with all this Knowledge we have at our fingertips -- the fucking audacity to look at this game and what the character goes through and not being able to muster up ANY other fucking emotion besides "ubisoft never was great at story anyway so idc lol" fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you. Like actually. You can't even fucking ATTEMPT to connect to this story emotionally? Not even a fucking Smidge? Jesus fucking christ people need everything to be spoon fed to them these days. God forbid a piece of media actually ask you to meet it in the middle for once.
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note to self: don't scroll through the top posts of certain tags because some people do not know how to tag their salt or negative things to say about a ship or character when all i wanna do is look at the art and silly textposts
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mental health has been in the fucking sewer the past month, feeling extremely anxious, stressed, depressed, miserable, selfish and just overall shite. the only reason my left arm is in one piece is bc 1. I don't want to potentially damage my tattoos and 2. I can't cover it for work. I am doing BAD and I feel like theres no way out
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me when i have a dream abt Guz but its ABOUT him, not featuring him :[
some gal a couple yrs older than me was trying to befriend me and the way she decided to go about that was ... to tell me she had a really cool and in-character headcanon about him but that I'd have to ,, chase her down and drag her back to the hotel room from the hallway if i wanted to hear ?? 😭 girl wtf i don't think having this person u just met chase u around is a very good way of making friends SBDJKDL
AND I DID. I DID DO THAT. but I can't remember what the hc was that she shared oh my GODDD
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My mom called me at 5pm while I was at work and left me a minute long voice-mail of the most pathetic sounding "I love you, I miss you, I have short term memory problems and that's why I forgot I promised to take you to the water park that one time, also I'm not together with [shitty boyfriend] anymore so Talk to me maybe?"
And I'm just like. She was obviously looking at the letter I wrote to her a few years back, where I outlined where I stood with everything. & in the letter I said so long as she stays with her shitty boyfriend I can't have a relationship with her
So she says she's not with him anymore. But it's only been a few weeks. She's had times where she's "broken up" with him before, only to end up back together again.
I'm not hopeful. Genuinely, her attachment to me is a nuisance. My life is better without her, and yet there's this woman who insists she loves me (she doesn't know the first thing about me) and begs me to talk to her (she's never cared to ask me anything about myself if I don't freely offer the information).
And of course she does this at 5 pm on a Wednesday while I'm at work. I don't have her number saved so I was just like "? Who tf is calling me?" And just ignored it bc I was busy making 7 fucking XL mocha lattes bc I was At Work & I only just now checked the voice-mail, 7 hours later.
A part of me wonders if she deserves another chance. If she truly has broken up with him, I feel like it's in part a plea for me to talk with her again. And some part of me still does feel like I'm indebted to her or smth
But I'm not lol. She didn't raise me. My dad raised me. And before that, my grandparents and sister raised me. Only when I was too small to remember it did my mom actually raise me. And 4 years I can't even remember when I'm Twenty Six? It doesn't mean much of anything.
Maybe it's heartless to not want to give her a chance. But she's only ever brought annoyance and discomfort into my life. She's the embodiment of everything I hate in myself. A carbon copy of my own mental illness, except unchecked and untreated. She has no self awareness & is far too conceited and self-pitying. She's just plain unpleasant to be around, Mommy Issues aside.
I haven't talked to her in over a year. I was potentially willing to make an exception for Xmas or mother's day, but she didn't even try. She's living out her life as a shell of a woman daydreaming of a reality that Does Not Exist.
I'm not her sweet little daughter, and I haven't been for a long time.
You reap what you sow.
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