#if I don’t directly know them before

[rainoverthewindow]

Happy New Year!

I finally drew him. I like drawing Mouse Guard mice, so I drew him as a Mouse Guard mouse.

I think it looks okay!

I guess I should tag @skeletoninthemelonland

It’s their oc, not mine.

edit: MY GUY I FORGOT THE CLOSE UP HERE IT IS

[dammarchy211]

THE COMMITTEE FOR RAPACIOUS INTERLOPERS AND MANIACAL ESPERS !

drawing dump I definitely can’t fit all of them in but here’s most of em lol. Neo Cortez the founder and Head of C.R.I.M.E. Got a complete redo which I actually Like now so’ll probably expand on him more

[fluffypotatey]

Pre divorce shadowpeach didn't seem to be the type to fight a lot. In fact the shadowpeach divorce probably blew up that big due to all the unsaid frustrations they never let out.

So I'm just imagining shadowpeach never fighting in an obvious way (closest to fighting would be backhanded comments or barbed words) but that just makes things more unsettling

oh yeah 100% it didn’t help that swk was always leaving FFM out of his need to get stronger and be the best and be respected. not to mention they probably never saw their times together as the right moment to voice their concerns out loud because this was their time to wind down and they just had to wait it out, wait until everything was perfect enough to have those talks

[reamed]

coworker was mean to me today so fun!

[glitterparpaing]

im going to hurl myself into the void

Leon Anawak is SO autistic. im not even joking anymore. this man is stimming on camera he has trouble w social interactions he can’t maintain eye contact for the love of god (except for some scenes but ig it was necessary for some reason) his special interest is whales which he doesn’t hesitate to compare to humans while rambling about them to someone he barely knows ("they won’t hesitate to go look for an individual whose sound they only heard once from hundreds of miles away!!!!" WE SEE YOU LEON)

also like. he’s very blunt and has a strong sense of justice etc etc this man is SOOOO autistic and you can just see it in social gatherings my man stands out!!!! he doesn’t know what the fuck he’s supposed to be doing!!!! you can just see the autistic panic in his eyes!!!! im in love with him

[pepprs]

misery despair suffering etc etc

[ju-ji]

The deal with August is I think HE THINKS he has good intentions and cares about Day but all his actions and words indicate that he doesn’t. Like I feel like if u really care about someone you’ll maybe. put a little more thought into what you can do to make them happy idk. I think the boy runs off of pure impulse and I think he really feels bad for Day (obviously) but almost in a selfish way??? Idk how to explain it. Like he’s mad Day left him in the dark for a year and ruined their badminton career as partners but he feels like he can’t be mad at a blind guy or something so he’s just like???? Idk, this is about as coherent as I am able to be about this show lmao do u get what I’m trying to say??? Like I don’t know why he’s convinced himself that he cares about Day so much suddenly when it’s pretty clear he never really did and really still doesn’t. Like it’s so performative or something??? I have so many thoughts about him my brain is just spinning and spinning trying to come up with words to express this. Someone who knows how to form eloquent sentences help me elaborate on this lol.

[hyperfixationtimego]

if you hate him we can’t be friends 💔

[mayclair]

the whole max and mike’s lives being foils of each other’s is so insane to me bc its like. for mike max is a representation of everything that could have happened to him if his mom left his dad earlier on (and what can still happen when you look at the way things are between them) and for max mike is a representation of everything that she could have had growing up if her mom hadn’t decided to leave her dad as fast as she did

[ragnars-tooth]

You’ve all heard of tam/david/zanna, now may I introduce you to bergstorm/russ

I’ll forgive you if you can’t even remember who russ is - he’s the helicopter pilot that works at the chamberlain base in book 3 (and I believe he gets mentioned in 4 or 5 bc I honed in on that like a bloodhound). It’s probably my favourite part of the series lmao so it’s 90% of what I draw/think about even if a lot of the characters are barely there in the grand scheme of things

I just think they’re neat,, also bergstorm is very interesting as a character and I think it would be funny if he had his whole mysterious polar bear thing And a himbo husband who just hasn’t noticed that he doesn’t age and periodically teleports to the UK.

[pepperpixel]

These lyrics, from the antlers songs “Kettering” and “Sylvia”. Fucking hit me so hard. The entire album hits me so fucking hard. (Aside from the bits where the whole. Toxic Relationship / Domestic abuse metaphor thing is rlly obvious. Because fucking. I CANT relate to being happy she’s gone. Sure taking care of her was difficult and stressful. And drained out so much of me. BUT I STILL. I wish so fucking badly she was still alive. If she survived. We could have set something up. Gotten her in physical therapy or hired a qualified live in caretaker. It would have been. Things would have been better then they’d been. If she lived. I wouldn’t have been crushed under that stress.. so. Yeah the whole hospice album rlly fucking hurts to listen to. (Mostly Kettering, Sylvia, Shiva and Epilogue) But. Certain things are jarringly unrelatable lol.)

But yeah. These two lyrics. At the end. I was basically the only person she could stand. But she would still get upset with me. And the feeling. The crushing feeling of hopelessness and failure when I couldn’t do the shit she wanted me to do. When I couldn’t lift her up. When I couldn’t make it better. It was terrible. And in the hospital. The last time I fucking spoke to her. All I could do was stand there pathetically. And do NOTHING to help her. And say I was fucking “sorry”. I could barely understand most of the things she said. And I could barely do anything to help her. So most of our conversation was me saying sorry till she fucking told me to get out and send in my aunt. And it’s like… the next time I went to go see her. When she died about 5 minutes after we got to the hospital. I managed to say some nice words to her fucking corpse. That made me feel a little better at the time. But looking back on it just feels fucking pathetic. Why couldn’t you say anything of substance to her when she was still alive!!!! Why were you so petrified and scared of being not enough that you couldn’t even TRY to have a conversation? Why why why?!?! What’s your fucking problem!?!?!

[gwyoi]

I’m watching a very interesting anime right now but it’s so low budget with a confusing story so I don’t think I will find anyone with answers explaining this shit anytime soon FML. I’m so confused. it’s called the fire hunter (hikari no ou)

[crmsndragonwngss]

Dear god, I don’t ask for much, but please let me get to the venue early so that I can park my ass on the rail and not move all fucking night 🙏😭

[buriesitsteeth]

just venting again I’m sorry