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and when oscar gets his first wdc i can say i've been supporting him through thick and thin
#ik this is too early to be saying this#but#oscar piastri wdc 🔜🔜🔜🔜#IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HOW HIS CAREER PANS OUT#like. he truly is a generational talent#alpine lost a star 😁 n they deserved it#fuck alpine!#oscar piastri prevails yet again#oscar piastri#81#belgian gp 2023
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as a kid i never really Got the hints of mettatons whole "human killer robot" shtick being completely made up and its also embarrassing that it took me THIS long to finally play undertale myself. but every scene with mettaton and alphys is genuinely so entertaining!! those guys are literally just acting and alphys forgets and stutters her lines
#woke up way too early and started thinking about undertale.... hmmmm#ik he outright says its all fake but he still attacked you for the final time#and i guess 10 year old me didnt get it i guess#srry the entirety of ut is very fresh in my mind rn
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maybe i just turn this into a jun only writing blog bc yall HATE when i write other members 😭
#[💒] — june.txt#ik i posted hao only a day ago so its too early to tell but. usually my fics do better than that#all my most recent non-jun fics have half as many notes as my recent jun fics#and i dont care about notes but ill get so many reblogs saying “ur my fav jun writer this is soo good!!”#and then i post anybody besides jun and its radio silence 😭😭#like dang okay i hear u loud and clear i will stick to my niche !#sorry im complaining i do appreciate all of u who like and reblog#just surprised bc i thought my last hannie one would do well and this hao one too but its been crickets
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love my social worker he's so sweet and i love my mentor/guide/one day i'll find a fitting english word for what her role is too. last time i met the former he said they talked abt the thing i'm starting this thursday and said "while it feels like these circumstances may be impossible for you, logically speaking you shouldn't succeed there, yet both of us are certain you will" which is very nice but also AAAAAAAAAAAAA
#they're right like these ARE p much impossible circumstances for me#but i do think they think too highly of me and i'm definitely gonna disappoint them 🥲#this was both assuring yet. like. pressuring. if that's the right word idk#ik there's the whole. 'what if i fail' 'but what if you don't' back and forth but genuinely. realistically speaking. i most likely will#i have never been able to maintain those daily structure stuff like school for example#and while i do hope that since this is only 4 short days a week (with a break in between 2 and 2) and smth i like doing -#- then i'll have an easier time. but. it's still gonna be so hard.#there's a reason i don't go out or wake up early ughhhhh it's bc i hate doing it. idk if theater would be enough to make up for that#and what if i don't like the people what if i don't get along with the directors what if i struggle with remembering lines or physicality#which will make it all so much harder and make the part i'm supposed to love unpleasant as well#what would i do then 🥲#. why am i anxious about this rn. i have a tough day ahead of me for a different reason i should probably focus on first 🫠#vent#sorryyyyyyy it's 1 am and i need to clear my brain out it seems#also maybe i want. advice. or encouragement. idek what i want. here. i don't wanna have to worry abt this but that's impossible ofc#(my mom told me today that she wants to tell me there's nothing to stress about but she knows that'll just be incorrect 😭 and she's right)#(dw she meant it nicely and gently as in she knew i'd just get mad at her for saying it lol. and i mean. again. gotta be realistic)
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apex legends breakout trailer having one of my fave punk songs is such a win
#vark posts#every animated trailer they make always has bangers but this one is for me only sorry guys#apex pls pls pls pls make alt skins#mirage would be a punk i just know it#ik im seein the trailer so late but i havent logged on to apex in a million yrs#havent logged in since early last year wtf happened to literally everything#dont think im gonna play anytime soon i mostly just wanted to look around#one day tho#i have too many hrs and am so mirage for me to give it up#im yappin too muchbbut i also apparently got a gift?? from someone i dont recognize the user of??#literally was sent like a week ago#and the info tab thing says u gotta be friends for at least 2 weeks to send a gift#WHO ARE YOU...
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opened up to him abt my bpd maybe i shldnt have done that im just used to my ex using it agaisnt me lmfaooo
#hes dated someone w bpd before too i was like 🫣🫣🫣when he mentioned it on the first date#Ack#i like. never ever want to be dependent on anotehr person or unhealthily enmeshed or whatever and also#never want my bpd to show up like it has before#I think w the right person its manageable#i always feel guilty bc ik itnwas hard on my ex but the way he handled it jsut put like more oil into the fire Yk?#Idk#like i remenber the way he first wld handle when id habe an episode this was very early on was by sitting on me#wasnt like necessarily aggressive and i wld calm down but i remember my therapist saying like He shld nawt do that at all#And i shld habe listened i wld even tell him once tje physical stuff got more intense and aggressive my therapist said#no grabbing and stuff like that but he did nawt listen...... LOL#um#idk#but yeah#I just neber wanna b in that place of weakness again
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Anyway good morning.
#unpacking these four chapters of breakup that happened almost twenty years ago in several different formats#starving for madam red content especially ik she's been dead (as dead as anyone on black butler has ever been) forever but like.#i don't understand how so much of this comment section got out of this that madam red just wanted to be ~normal~#when a lot of her deal and ciel's is that she physically can't/wasn't ever going to be and i genuinely think ciel realized these things...#...about himself a long time before madam red did and that's why she struggles with a lot of it so much. bc she held onto the idea she...#....COULD be ~normal ~ a lot longer than ciel ever did for himself#i think that factors for a lot of grell's side of the breakup too#grell also realized that about herself early on AND she could tell that about madam red the minute she saw her#like everyone dying wasn't the cause madam red couldn't be normal it was just more evidence of it#and i think it might have hurt grell's feelings that madam red was still holding on to what was never going to be when for grell they...#...were perfect for each other in every way and madam red backing out of the killing meant she was backing out on her too#it says soooo much that grell found madam red at her worst and she liked that and everything that madam red thought people looked down on...#....her for grell just revels in#also i wish redacted would die again <3 hate his guts the whole situation is so sinister regardless of how doomed madam red is#kuroshitsuji#my kuro posts#redcliff#madam red#Youtube
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my flatmate asking me the day before "do u want to hang out w me and [old friend] everyone else cancelled so I can invite u now" is not the heartfelt offer she thinks it is :^/
#what am i sloppy seconds. fuck off man#i like them both but im not in the place to socialise rn + also it just feels kinda mean. theyve had these plans for weeks#and i wasnt invited bc some of their other friends (who ive never met) didnt want me there which is fair enough ig#even tho their friends complained abt someone else bringing her bf but they both blocked the veto for that. pretty sure ik them-#better than some guy but whatever. i dont rly like their friends anyway bc they only ever have bad things to say abt them#like damn they sound like they have the emotional range of toddlers plus theyre all into shit like genshin. so i wasnt fazed abt it#hope they have a nice time etc but wow sure now theyve cancelled the day before u can invite me as a replacement. yeah thatll do wonders#for the social and self esteem issues i have around being single use and disposable and always on the outside etc yippee#the thing is if i go theyll just talk to each other anyway and leave me to be the fly on the wall like they always do. they dont want#me there they just want an audience i literally have nothing else to contribute i dont think they even like me that much so!#anyway complaint over. genuinely i hope they have a nice time im just annoyed at being treated like that + probably projecting a bit too#its not like i could go if i wanted to anyway bc i have shit to sort out + mail to wait for. maybe next time invite me from the start huh#we had another old friend visit last weekend but those plans were really made without me too and i was just added bc i Live Here so its#kind of unavoidable. but oh well whatever it was nice to see them either way#im too depressed rn to fix my social life or even rely on existing coping strategies in social situations so im having to temporarily#cut it back bc i get too trigger sensitive + dont want to hurt myself or others bc of an arbitrary emotional overreaction#its usually one of the first things to go when im Going Thru It not in a self isolating way but more bc its one of the hardest things#for me to maintain + im pretty self sufficient so its not absolutely crucial. like of course i love my friends but socialising is a#want not a need yknow. eating/sleeping/exercising/hygiene are all more fundamental parts of the engine so i gotta prioritise them#and it sucks but ill survive. anyway sorry for venting on everyones dash so early in the morning i woke up grumpy 👎#i need to get breakfast and then go out. ughhhhhhh okay.#.vent
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LMFAO I FOUND THIS IN MY NOTES
dunno where i was going with this but yeah
#i know this mf has like 8 set in the morning#i cant say shit bc i always set 2#BUT IK HE WAKES UP SO EARLY#gonna finish this later bc ik it’s gonna be cute#but yeah i def get pissed at him in the morning when his alarm clocks play too much#⁺. ʚ aims thots ɞ ⋆˙
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You’re my: mutual/friend!!!
How I met you: fan ii legends arceus. you are the only mutual where I remember the exact post I met you for some reason
Why I follow you: you're really nice and I like messing with you with asks /silly
Your blog is: full of those pokemon manga guys. they seem interesting/lh
Your URL is: pokemon sv magic plant
Your icon is: uhhhhhhhhhhhh. gold????? I think???
A random fact I know about you: you like silver pokemon
General opinion: awesome guy!
A random thought I have: I'm still thinking about how you indirectly caused the formation of my irl friend group by circle posting last year
#also if i amswer some of y'alls thing and domt say you're a friend its bc im really really bad at understanding when friendship starts#but honeycomb did say we were friends so thats why im saying that too#basically if we're close enough to be friends but you didn't say we were im just gonna say mutual#its stupid and annoying ik SORRY i had some bad experiences declaring friend too early in elementary school lmao#perry écouter#ask game
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malevolent, as a work of fiction, asks two very important questions: one, what does it mean to be human? and two, what if two guys shared a body and were really mean to each other?
#i feel like this post has been made before b it either way lmao#bluebird.txt#malevolent#not just for john what does it mean but for arthur especially in tje direction he's going#like for himself what does he consider himself atp#ik there's like mild discourse about it or something and i do NOT want to engage in it#but like yeah people who say arthur even now in his cold and cut-off seeming way is very human my beloved#to be human does not mean to be pure and good and caring 24/7 to be human is not to be a good and holy person#sometimes you fuck up and sometimes you fuck up a LOT and sometimes you get hurt and you lash out and you protect yourself#anyways it's too early for this
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ok unprompted actually i know but in my au, i would axe mapleshade being shoved into everyone else’s story and i think she pisses off all the other dark forest cats during oot because she keeps running to the mountains trying to make feathertail miserable but cant because feathertails an atheist now and doesnt give a fuck
#oh tribe doesnt exist here btw bc. ew. not totally sure whats there in their place?#maybe its still another group of cats but no clan connection#i dont wanna say they dont have their own religion but i feel like if they do then theyre just the tribe still#but its like. a community#and there isnt a silver cat prophecy the travelers just help bc its the right thing to do#but anyways back to mapleshade. feather and mistystar i think are the last appledusk descendants left (also reedwhisker)#she haunts misty too i imagine but idk how. maybe she cursed her litters#so they all die the same way hers did. and reed was only saved bc leafpaw somehow broke it? idk#she tries to drown misty but it never works#actually its too early to say and ik i said im tired of her but if shes involved in asc then thatd be neat#id try to tie her in there bc like cmon. the last of appledusk’s line in the clans in canon is now dead#idk tho. point is she haunts them both and is so mad abt it
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my girllfirfendn is sfo cugigfdnkdgjf prebby!!!!!!! prebyty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waawawwavhhaggakvfdkjbfhbh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am losignng it my face is red FUCK
#SHEHES FUCKEN RPEBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#shes so shaped an round and tal an cute an preby an hjbdfjdgllkj snugy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shes me wife!!!!!!!!! aysvggjjhk!!!!!!!#i lov she!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#peppr my belovd if ur readingng this i am hkljhgbs gd h dfg gdjbdgfbdgf ur so fuckginmg preby i love u :] :] :] !!!!!!!!#ALSLO I DIDN GET A CHANC 2 SAY THIS BUT........ the shirt u were wearimg is verey very cute it makes u look very shabped <:]#n ur shorts!!!!!! r cute too!!!!!!!!!!! ur thighs ar cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!#litrally everytrhing about u is cute my face is very very red rn if only u could see me (i am very pale so when my face gets red it gets#bright fucken red KLJALKSHJKVBJKG)#but abkjgdfblkj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im very in lov with u <:]#if u wana bro ik u said u gota get up early at like 10am but whenever ur like finished doin whatever it is ur doin then uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#maybeeeeeeee we could vc......... mayb perhaps video chat.......................... idk i just bhdfjkbnkjn!!!!!!#i kno i dont make tha sily faces like u do an i just kinda sit there looking awkward but hrgh i like seeimg ur face honey!!!!!!#ur very very prety ................. like bro i just !!!!!!! kbgkbkljdgf i love u lots i lov u <<:]#u shoul !!!!!!!! send me selfies mor often!!!!!!!!! i like seeing u!!!!!!!!!! ur very preyty awawaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!#or even jus we should video chat mor often!!!!!!!!! i kno im not rly much more interesting on camera but i like seeinmg u <:]#ur prety!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur my belobd!!!!!!!!!!! and i wana jus jkgbhjrbjhnjk hold ur face an kissy u all over!!!!! bhjsdfbgkjlbklj!!!!!!!!!!!#IM SO SAD my mic was barely picking up my kisie noieses <:( i tried 2 giv u kises when u were kising me but it wouldnt pic up thte nois!!!!#so insead i wil giv u kises here!!!!!!!!!! *mwa mwa maw maw maw mwa mmwa mwe mweeh mmwaah mwa mwa ma mweeh*!!!!!!#oke das al!!!!! im go sleby now an hab dreambs abt we!!!!! us!!!!!!!! caus!!!!!!!! i love we!!!!!!!! an i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!! so very much!#pepr i luv u <:] get good sep!!!! seep tite!!!! snugy wif da me pillow an i wil snugy wif da u pillow#we wil be cosy <:] <3333
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I was trying to spend a bunch of stamina and made a list on the winning animations of the characters I have
#dislyte#if you don’t know what Cocteau twins is just look up heaven or Las Vegas#too lazy to look up the winning animations of some#this is biased#tang xuan wouldn’t be so bad but early game I heard it too many times#ik I can look up what they’re saying but I think it’s funny to say they’re speaking Cocteau twins lyrics
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huh...wuh..accidentally hit daigo with the bpd beam (unintended projection is scary) in sumn im writing but now im thinking daigo could totally have it chairman daigo is better at managing it but 2006 daigo is already doing bad whats another thing on the pile hes got the risky behaviour he's got the impulsiveness maybe the unstable relationships (im reaching i think)..maybe im just smarter than everyone and right and awesome wow..
(i rambled sorry) (my bad) (headcanons are so fun for me sorry)
you come into my house and proclaim yourself smarter than me when it comes to daigo dojima i will make your execution quick and painless
unfortunately you're right in this one instance cause i dont know a licka anything about BPD so i'll SIMPLY have to take your word on it. whats another trouble for the boy yk
#snap chats#'but snap i thought you were a psychologist' so did i but im only now realizing i know absolutely nothing about BPD#i mean as the name suggests 'bipolar disorder' it's about heavy and frequent mood swings but thats all i could tell you about it#which i cant say isnt all that far fro Y2 -> early Y3 daigo but its hard for me to say its because of BPD#the psychology of daigo dojima is one of my favorite things to think about he's such A Guy but A Troubled Guy#like to me daigo's behavior can be more attributed to depression#his Y2 behavior anyway- which makes sense as to why he calms down more by Y3#he's at peace with what happened to his father and kiryu- it's not a smooth transition#of course he lashes out in that RGGO but his behavior gets corrected p quick#idk i wont go on this tangent too long you did say this was a projection kinda beat and yk what#who am i to wanna dunk on someone trying to see themselves in another chara id be a hypocrite if i did#if anythin this ask's just reminded me i should probably look more into BPD at some point since i hear bout it so much#from my vague understanding of BPD tho ik my bitch ass kept sayin masato had it#mostly cause there's a lung disease ALSO abbreviated BPD and yk. 'oh which bpd' Yeah. It's Both.#but no one wanna relate to masato he's crusty im so sorry anon these tags are getting worse and worse#i hope your writing goes well i'm sure you're doing a killer job
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I haven’t been actively lately because I only just got internet and phone access where I’m staying rn and I finally have my new sim card in so I can have WIFI HALLELUJAH (I’m only supposed to have 1 hour phone time a day but no one needs to know heheheh)
Anyway I just wanted to say that I nearly died and I will still die and stand for Carson because he is amazing and a good person and season 6 isn’t in character but even if it was what happened to Thomas CLEARLY wasn’t even Carson’s fault and if you say it was then you SUCK and you’re WRONG!!! 😌 CARSON IS MY LIFE AMD MY WORLD AND THATS JUST SOMETHING FHAR YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!
#I’m so happy to have wifi back and I made plans w someone and talked to my mum one to one like a real person and everything’s been insane o#obviously like I was in the icu and now mental ward and it’s been some of the darkest most traumatic time of my life but after talking to th#the right ppl I feel hopeful again and like an entirely difffeernet person from this morning#random tmi life update#hopefully I’ll be able to draw something decent and I can post some Downton animals soon ☺️ lol#force everyone here to care about tiger carson <3#still obsessed with him#weird stuff going ik this is weird but I like just got my internet and tumblr back and I’m like WHEEEEEEwWWWwwW#maybe there can br hope lifean da future for me#also probably the fucking shitton socktail of meds I’m on rn has something t di with it lol#i think I’m getting some more in. a bit but I’m gonna go to the art room or something and try to draw more or whatever#coz it’s too early to sleep and I’m bouncing with energy!#crazy like I couldn’t even walk by myself a couple days ago and now I’m like chatting with everyone and hyper ^~^#idk whether to say I feel good or bad at this point coz idk what either means anymore but#yeah like I need that seeet sweet therapy pls fix my BRAIN and the dr upped my meds so Horay that should help too#suicide mention#not rly but just being safe tagging#death mention#?#idk it. and be triggering though I know#like the topic I mean#anyway I stand by and live carson and if you blame him in any way for Thomas suicide I’ll personally kill you
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