#ill post the others uhhh eventually

[voidsumbrella]

FORM VS FUNCTION (1 of 7)

2023; soda fired ceramic; ~8 feet total length.

someday ill take big kid documentation photos that aren't on a floor or draped over a door. not rn tho i dont have a good spot for it. esp since the other 6 are substantially longer whoops ^^;;;

they make a nice clinking noise!!

[loser-otaku-girl]

in response to my other post ima share my ramblings bout death it prob wont make sense cuz uhhhh i think im going through smt lololol (ill be fine in like a hour)

dont read if u sui ig it could make u feel more death, oooo, i gotta die cuz sum rando loser-otaku-girl says she sees no point in shit lmaooo

yapping under the cut

so i get feeling sad at dying (ig (some days i understand better then others)) but being scared? i dont super get that. not that ur in the wrong for being scared! but like when ppl say what about all the things ur never gonna get to do its like im never gonna do everything id ever want to do its just impossible theres so much out there yet so little time so why does it matter yk. life is beautiful yet if u live forever it would be harder to see the beauty cuz its all just the same if that makes sense. and the thing were ur scared cuz u dont know whats after death? that doesnt make sense cuz u dont know whats tomorrow, u dont know whats in a year. who knows whats ever gonna happen. ig theres a routine and stuff but like if ur dead and theres nothing u dont need to worry cuz yk theres nothing. if there is smt after death then its just a new routine to get into place with. maybe ive just had so many new rountines it doesnt freak me out but idk... who cares if no one remembers u? u defo wont cuz yk...ur dead. plus everyone gets forgotten eventually. whens the last time u thought about ur great x7 grandparent. do u even know who they are? they prob thought they would be remembered yet here we are. hell u could at least have a sad death so ur remembered a bit longer. how sad the way that person passed :/ so sad aint it? get ur 15 mins of fame. it would prob be the most fame youve ever got and will ever get.

uhhh i kinda got off topic a lil bit...oops...dont kys pooks

[piss-bottle-heart-emoticon]

Oouugh intro post ig cuz I been needing 1

Basic info:

Name is Vinyl but I go by pretty much anything close 2 tht(vinnie, vin, vee, etc.)

He/it/🏴‍☠️/🪦/silly/⦻/doggy uhhh I will prob update this bc the pronouns b growing nd I like the silly words

Main imtrest is Gravity Falls

Gay(mlm) and aroace spec

Alterhuman/otherkin (brown furred Newfoundland)

Other stuff ig;

I do be shelfshipping

I like 2 do artt nd am self taught

Adhd adjustment disorder anxiety and autism (a lot of A's!!)

I like talking 2 u guys but if I take 4 evr 2 respond thts either bc I forgor(memory problems) or I am too nervous to answer u(socially stunted)

I am silly very silly

Pathetic sad wet oupy boy and kitty boy. Same time I be multitasking it.

Dni: terfs, homophobs, ect... all the basic stuff

Uhhhhhh I will be adding 2 this eventually er just redoing it bc it2 like 4 am nd Imm soooo eeeeppppyyy so idk ill prob look back at thsi snd hate it

Ok bywreee :333

My pride flags ⬇️

[arudoe]

talk about bruise anything you want, i wanna hear

YAAAY MORE BRUISE

i alr talked about some hcs so ill chat a bit about some aus i have heehee!

- idol jay au !

i feel like this one is prolly the most well known (only because its the only one ive ever drawn for….) but basically jay is an idol/musician and cole is his nr1 fan! it was very inspired by prime empire and also those like harry styles x reader wattpad fics from back in the day… yeah…

all ive got for the story so far is that cole went to a fansign event and while getting his magazine signed jay also sneaks his personal phone number on one of the pages (something along tbe lines of xxx-xxx-xxx text me o_<) and… yeah things move on from there 🙏🙏

- mad scientist jay and his creature cole

OKAYY this might be one of my weirder ones but i think about it a lot 😭😭

anyways jay is a disabled basement dweller college dropout scientist guy and one day he kind of feels some paranormal presence in his lab and conducts a bunch of tests and comes to tbe conclusion there is a ghost floating around in his lab. so like the normal person he is he tries to communicate with it but only gets a bunch of weird cryptid messages that dont make sense… so he comes to bright idea of “hey! i should make this ghost a vessel they can possess!” so he makes a body frankenstein style and low and behold his plan worked!

cole, a ghost from the 80s who possessed the body is now chilling in jays lab with him, but like most people who have been dead for over 40 years he is very curious about the outside world and what has changed.

but jay for some reason is very adamant about him not going outside at all, which causes some tension between the two..

(the reason is jay has abandoned issues) (also cole is kind of a freak of nature) (affectionately)

I LIKE THIS AU A LOT cus its so stupid honestly and i love me some ghost cole also like im still mad about how ninjago decided to completely discard jays love for inventing… let the man make his little trinkets…

- wizard school au

basically what it sounds like… they are wizards.. at a wizard school… and do magic…

yes this was partly inspired by h*rry p*tter BUT ONLY THE VIBES (i barely remember the movies)

BUT UM this is like a whole universe thing and theres so so much lore and world building so… if u want a separate post about it… lmk

- roommates au!

this is my most recent one (and the one i think about the most) but um yeah pretty self explanatory it was based off this jdrama/manga called good morning call so uhhh ya!

basically cole and jay were enemies throughout highschool and basically spend all their energy hating each other but they to their separate ways during college but reunite (unwillingly) as roommates!

they navigate living with each other and learn to let go of their hate (which stemmed from a mixture of misunderstandings and insecurities) and then eventually fall in love!!

i think this is the au i have the most work done on (i have a draft for every major scene that happens in the story heehee) and perhaps! one day i will actually make it a real thing !

so um yeah! i have a bunch more but most of them are very unfinished or just… vague ideas or vibes i go by… i also have some aus that arent bruise so um if anyone wants to hear about those… smiles

BUTTT TYSM FOR UR QUESTION i dont rly say this a lot but any interaction i get with my content means the world to me and i always giggle and kick my feet when reading reblog comments bc everyone is so nice 🥹🥹

[yakool-foolio]

So uhhh remember when I posted this and didn't elaborate?

Today's the day I'm gonna elaborate. Ringo Ignis backstory summary speedrun GO!

Ringo was born to a family that's been tight-knit with the WDO ever since its founding. Their ancestors were a part of a scientific study to figure out if genetics served a part in what gifts people with supernatural abilities, and if so, what kind of genetics. However, once the WDO discovered that people born with unnatural silver eyes were most likely to gain Fortes, they began enforcing arranged marriages within the WDO to ensure that there would be a long line of Master Detectives from the Ignis family tree, proven to carry the gene. What they didn't know is that those with silver eyes are also highly vulnerable to a disease that is slow-acting and lethal, causing their family to basically disintegrate as they fail a race against time to continue their bloodline. The WDO acts like its not their problem while still holding the Ignis family in high regard, forcing them to work under the organization since they have nowhere else to turn to for work.

In present day, Ringo and his dad are the only ones left alive in their family, but their dad recently caught the illness. Ringo used to confine himself at home in order to take care of their sick father, learning how to multi-task as a way to distract themself from the potential loss of his last remaining family member. But eventually, their ability to multi-task developed into the power to create illusions of themself, able to appear like they're in two places at once. At first, he refused to join the WDO despite their dad's insistence. They instead spent months trying to enhance their powers on their own, desperate to find a way to help their dad. But when nothing worked, they eventually gave in, hoping that his work at the organization could provide them enough money to pay for a study and treatment of the disease before Ringo could be inflicted with it as well.

As for how the whole 'apple' part fits into this, the apple is a symbol of immortality to the Ignis family. To them, immortality is simply the experience of getting to live a full life and die peacefully when the time is right, not violently cut short by the disease cursing them all. The reason the family hasn't completely died out yet (other than the WDO still insisting they have children for the sake of having more Master Detectives no matter their shorter lifespan), is the idea that one day there will be someone who could break the 'curse' and let them live normal lives until death is nothing but a stranger. As the family is cut down to two living members, Ringo is named as their last shot at peace, carrying the decaying legacy of their bloodline.

[theclosetedskeleton]

tell me about the self-ish characters pleas😞i do not care how long the post is /nf

GRAJ ALRIGHTY

gotta mentally think about what im gonna say uhhh

SELF- + -ISH

Okay so I imagine them to have been these twins who got,, fused together? something like that. Occasionally one or the other will take control or whatever of the fused body, and that's usually able to be told by the colors that they wear and slight difference in appearance. Both of them wish to be "themselves again", however there isn't really a way for them to be that again. They are the only character that I DONT have a design OR a name/names for, so I'm just gonna refer to each side as their song counterparts. Self- is calm, quiet and more so the emotional one of the two. -Ish is arrogant, worrisome and quick to jump to conclusions. I haven't thought abt separate identities for the two, although (both of) their pronouns are they/them.

2012

okay i actually have a name for this oc so i gotta dig up my sketchbook rq

OKAY BACK

(STOP WHY DO THE PROPORTIONS LOOK LIKE TAHT )

2012's real name is Morana. She's a Theorist, mainly trying to solve some of the wackiest mysteries that the universe she lives in has to offer, but mainly her own. Morana is struck with some sort of unknown illness, one that progressively gets worse. She doesn't remember how she got it, but she remembers when (guys this is gonna be a really hard one to answer,,, hmmmmmmm

she got the illness around 2012).

Her eyes appear abnormally, looking like black doll eyes. Many colorful cracks form on her skin eventually breaking to reveal her inner body. Its the worst on her face, with her having to cover it with a machine that allows her to see that kind of looks like a VR headset. The cracks and abnormalities will eventually lead to her death, and that's what Morana's trying to theorize about. She thinks that if nobody will know how she'll die, she'll figure it out herself before the time comes.

Bit of personality here -- Morana is a Talkative person, yet tends to be an anxious + nervous person. However, along with the Anxiety, she's driven by that (one of those people that are motivated BY anxiety). She's nonbinary, Bi, demisexual, and her pronouns are She/Her.

Cotards solution

Think abt that one friend in the friend group that's off the rails/pos

Loud, dramatic and forgetful a lot of the times, Cotards solution is yet a character shrouded with mystery. Resurrected by unknown forces, a man unknown by, well, everyone enters the scene. Cotards doesn't have a name (not bc I didn't think of one shhhh), mainly because nobody can put a name to the rotting face. He knows and believes he's dead, yet many people don't believe he is. He feels as if the body he has will be at peace if he's dead, because he already is, but everyone will believe he died just for the cause of it.

His body is translucent, and what shows underneath his skin are just his bones. Thats mainly because hes mainly a skeleton with magical counterparts giving him another life (he still has many human features though). Cotards dissociates a lot and tends to stop talking mid-sentence.

Cotards has a third eye. It tends to disappear and reappear, not necessarily with or without a reason. He constantly wears these red three-framed glasses for his eyes. Im not quite sure what else to add uhh. Cotards is gay and uses he/him pronouns.

Mr. Capgras

Mysterious, quiet, and a nervous wreck. Mr. Capgras, first name Victor, is probably the oldest of all of the SELF-iSH characters. Formerly an engineer, Victor struggles with visions and illusions of the sense. Consistently seeing ghosts and hearing voices, not to mention the everlasting fear of everyone being not who they say they are and that they're out to get him !? jesus christ,. someone go get him therapy NOW speaking emoji fire emoji!!!!

He's very paranoid, and will avoid almost any social interaction because of this. He also has really bad trust issues, not mainly bc of his fears, but also because once he gained this strange illness and paranoia, everyone in his life left him. He also gets visions of the same people (the same people in question turn out to be the other SELF-iSH ocs).

He has these blemishes and scars on his skin that don't heal, With beady black eyes like Morana's/2012's. They don't share the same canon illness, however (none of them do, minus one character that ill get to). He is constantly wearing those like. floral designed suits. or just suits in general. idk what's up with that. He's Agender, Panromantic, Grey asexual and uses He/Him pronouns.

The song with 5 names

Your average guy. except uhh we cant have that here, its fused with 4 people (or, more specifically, their minds) . Their original name is Vincent, but is barely called by that name anymore. The four people in question are Morana, Cotards, Victor and the character of "Hand me my shovel, I'm going in!" .

Constantly on edge, hyper and shakes way too much. It changes personalities FAST, Mainly because of the 4 different (mind) fusions. Vincent tends to talk to himself a lot, mainly because it tries to send messages to the 4 of them.

I JUST ACCIDENTALLY DELETED A PARAGRAPH OH MY GOD

Their body is covered in cracks, holes, patterns and abnormalities of the like. Along with this, the abnormalities are never fluid, and are constantly changing. Little physical fact - Vincent had heterochromia, and now thats developed into a cracked beady eye and A completely blank white eye. Vincent uses He/it/they pronouns, and is aroace + genderfluid.

Hand me my shovel, I'm going In!

Burned out + tired character of the ocs. Dawn is a conspiracist/ theorist who tried to find someone that hasn't ever existed. She looks for the answers to a solution of a problem that hasn't even been thought of, yet wont be denied that the person doesn't exist. The person was the love of dawns life, and needs to find an answer as to where they went.

Dawn occasionally sees ghosts from time to time and also experiences hallucinations. One could speculate that the "love of her life" WAS a ghost, but the evidence isn't enough to prove it yet (oh my god making references to the original songs its so fun ANYWAYS).

I imagine Dawn and Morana to be like theorist buddies. what if plot twist the love of her life in question WAS Morana BEFORE the illness?? Except she didnt know Morana changed??? hmmmmm muhahah

Dawn constantly wears suits. Like. you could be going to the motherfucking grocery store and BOOM suit and tie. not the point. Dawn has multiple scars on her face and hands, due to physical injuries. She has dark heavy eyebags, and is pale as a ghost due to malnourishment. Her pronouns are She/her and is a demigirl + lesbian.

Dr. Sunshine (is dead)

by far my most worked on character probably. Dr. Sunshine, Also known as William sunshine (Yes this IS a reference to WW's old work), has been at and through many places at a time. Working with all sorts of magic, the "good" or the "bad" kind, or the things that feel like magic (uhhh drugs), He'll get his hands on. From working as a "doctor" to A ringmaster (I'd go into depth into that but that's a verbal equinox territory), hes done almost all of it. He's done WAY too many bad deeds to be considered "wanted", yet nobody seems to know him.

Charming yet mysterious, It feels like he seems to know everyone. Maybe its because he actually does !!!

Plot twist grahh!!! hes been behind all of the "illness's" and "diseases", and fusions of the like. Yes, even Cotards resurrection. In fact what if i told you that Dr. Sunshine resurrected Cotards to be with him once more !!!! Diversity win! the ocs are gay!

WEHJAKSKS

GETTING OFF TOPIC!!!!! Yes, Dr. sunshine resurrected Cotards to not have to deal with the pain of forever losing him, and when that didnt (seem to) work, he tried fusing him (parts of his mind to be specific) with someone else, however accidentally fusing 3 other people in the process.

Physical features!!! Dr. Sunshine has that Iconic coat i always draw him in, but since there may be other people who read to the end of this, Dr. sunshine has a white doctors/lab coat with many stripes and patterns on it, with (human) eyes on one sleeve. Dr. Sunshine also has a Third eye, and markings/abnormalities covering his body. Dr. Sunshine may or may not be already dead, Its hard to tell as to how many times hes died. Lastly Dr. Sunshine's pronouns are He/him, and hes Bisexual.

CONCLUSION

OH MY GOD. this post is gonna be so fucking long. I hope whoever read this enjoyed reading it because this shit took me 2 hours GRAH

ALSO if this has any errors im sorry bc i wrote this at 4 am for anyone who stumbles across this post later

[asherenjoysbeingtransparent]

Those are all the answers, how wonderful they are!

☆ To be made/Queued

☆ Requests are… open! / Request rules

☆ Hellooo… It’s me, Asher ( @asherenjoysart ), again, back with a new account for yet another thing…

☆ I’ll be making transparents here!! (Like the ones I submit on @/sekaitransparents , except NOT JUST PJSK!!)

☆ I do take submissions. Do not be offended if I clean up your submission though!! I might do that!!

☆ I don’t require credit for my transparents but it would be silly if you did credit me for them (mainly so I’m tagged and can see what you made with them) ! ! Don’t tag me if you use them for weird stuff (“weird stuff” to me includes basically for anything that is related to something on the basic DNI… idk its a somewhat long list and there’s probably something niche thats really bad and ill eventually get tagged for it because I left it out so I’m just saying this). Preferably do not use them for weird stuff at all, but hey, I can’t control you…

☆ I do multiple fandoms. Usually when I fixate on something, there’ll be a LOT of transparents for it posted during the time I’m fixating.

☆ Here is a list of the fandoms I take transparent requests for:

Twisted Wonderland

MILGRAM

PJSK

Houseki no Kuni (No complicated panels please)

Bungo Stray Dogs (Refer to the bracketed text for HNK)

☆ Tags:

# … Isnt this for transparents? (Non-Transparent posts)

# Asher is trans… parent! (Transparent posts. yes that was a joke about me being transgender.)

# Looks like someone else is transparent! (Submissions and reblogged transparents)

# No more jokes. (Important posts, like announcements and stuff. Serious posts will just be tagged “important”.)

# Someone’s awesome edit!! (Edits that use my transparents and that I’m tagged in)

☆ And below the cut is other transparent blogs that I like!

1. @/sekaitransparents

… is anyone surprised by me adding them? This blog was made only because I wanted to post transparents I couldn’t submit to them, after all.

ANYWAYS they do pjsk cards! Check if their requests are open before submitting a pjsk card request to here.

2. @/prsk2dmv-transparents

As their name suggests, pjsk 2dmv transparents. I believe they don’t take requests, though. Still a good blog nonetheless.

3. @/transparentwuwa

For all your wuwa transparents needs!

4. @/Bsd-transparents

Very cool bsd transparent blog uhhh. Idk the transparents are good

5. @/twstrenders

This person reblogged a bunch of my twst transparents thats how I became aware of them. So anyways uhhh I dont do twst much anymore so if you followed my blog for my twst transparents go follow this one instead!

I’ll update this as I find/remember more blogs

[straycalamities]

Just to know, what are the canon pairings between your ocs at the moment? :3

cANON? UHHHH uhh what is canon uhhh

well mainverse entre is with 12 they've been dating since......2012? 2013? oh god. (maybe they're married at this point who knows)

trufflu entre isss ummmmmmm hard to answer :) he's With swag obv but its Complicated and Unlabeled (til its not, but that's......a story for another time)

weehawken entre is kinda? flirting? interested? in vin not official yet but they had their Moments

man..entre is my bicycle ill be honest. and there's more aus and iterations of entre all usually with their own boo (or the same boo just different situation) i just like to have fun

but anyways enough about him

eboy is canonly with EDU HIMSELF. uwu

mronceler is canonly. divorced :)

andrew and ace are usually canonly planned to get together. i literally made ace FOR andrew. so i guess they're technically canon? i just haven't officially done any stories yet where they get to that point. but they're supposed to. especially in their main universes (there's like two now..maybe three..oh no)

andrew canonly has feelings for ji-hoon but they're not reciprocated. he also has a thing for julian, but its uh. awful. its bad. i wont go into it here

i think thats about it for him? uh :( same for ace err...yeah they pretty much just have each other rn even in different universes (i'd be down to play around with hooking them up with other ocs if anyone's interested tho wink)

kian is canonly with dev uwu they are in LOVE and sometimes eventually have a dotter named sid (sidney (because of scream yes))

i also have like four more oc pairings with edu, but i think i havent ever posted about them here...uh...seiki, will, aoife, and sean. well i HAVE posted about aoife and will but i dont think edu has anything posted of taelim or dean...so...

erendriel, daisy, and spook as of now are all canonly single and ready to mingle... idk do they even have ""canons"" right now ?? they kinda just exist in my head as amorphous blobs of vibes and vague traits (except spook who's got more than that but not rly anywhere to belong yet. it's just out here.) so if someone wanted to..make smth happen. my ocs. y'all's ocs. fingerguns. i know spook has one interested party rn. and has done stuff with another treasured friend's oc in the past

there's also danny, apollo, beleth, callisto, leah, mary, brady, nayasha, toni, and zenathrael. i have so many ocs dude...umm nayasha has a gf in canon but i havent designed her yet. brady has a...Thing going on with their basically-boss but...:) and the rest are all canonly single. i have even more but idk this is already getting out of hand.

[5eyed]

based on my poll it looks like a number of you guys are interested in knowing more about my ocs so! heres a pic of morgan and skinny i hadnt posted before. these two are the easiest to get into bc theyre not part of any project or story - they just exist for me to draw. info about them under the cut!!

skinny (the one standing above) is a 23yo con artist. his real name is valentine, but hes been nicknamed skinny from his childhood - he was always really small and thin for his age - and he goes by his nickname pretty much exclusively! he grew up without a lot of money and in a pretty unstable household, so he learned pretty early to not play by the rules.. petty theft and shoplifting, fraud, scams of any sort are all fair to him. day drinker, hedonist, drama queen, thrill seeker... skinny is always looking for the next thing thatll excite him.

morgan (kneeling) is 22 years old and undead. he was revived, very much against his will, by skinnys half-sister ursula, who works at the morgue where his body was being kept. morgan was brought back to life to serve as skinnys bodyguard and co-conspirator while he scams and cons his way around. he wasnt very happy about it at all to start off with, but eventually, he mostly adapted to his strange new lease on life. he remains a pretty gloomy and taciturn person - he always was, and whatever few friendships he had he lost with the whole dying thing, so he isnt really doing so well socially.

morgan and skinny dont live anywhere specific - they go from motel to motel and crash with various acquaintances, never staying anywhere very long. their unstable lifestyle is pretty fulfilling for them, though, and they have enough money to indulge skinnys various fancies and addictions.

part of the deal reanimating morgan is that he will die again if he gets more than 10 miles away from skinny. theyre always near each other, and at the same time mostly isolated from other people, and it doesnt make their relationship to each other very healthy. they bicker or get into shouting matches regularly. however, there is a genuine care for each other in both of them that extends past the transactional nature of their relationship.

skinny loves anything pink, heart shaped or fluffy, owns WAY too much clothing for someone whos always on the move, and spends a lot of his time on the phone talking to ursula or some friends of his (who exactly they are is always vague). morgan enjoys cooking and baking and likes wrestling. hes also a fan of rock and nu metal, and he frequently chugs embalming fluid - he says it keeps him "feeling fresh", but cant seem to explain it any better.

so yeah uhhh hope that wasnt too boring sdfljsdf <3 feel free to ask anything about them i love talking abt them :) ill make a separate post to introduce ursula bc i dont have any recent art of all three of them together

art of morgan - skinny - ursula :)

(oh yeah if you wanna know The Stats fjdkdjd skinny is a cis guy, morgan is a trans guy, ursula is loosely cis maybe, all three of them are bisexual. skinny is mixed black+white, ursula is black, morgan is a white latino. oh and ursula is 26 shes the big sister!)

[gubbles-owo]

bwegh, i feel bad/self-conscious when the overwhelming majority of my own output here is arknights posting. but the only other things I can really think to post about are the game/programming projects i've got in the works, but i haven't had the energy to do much of that lately. chronic illness and mental illness and questioning some scary core things about yourself sure will do that to ya. i DO have some cool actual-N64-console stuff done, that i'm excited to share once it's finished.... Eventually®. When It's Done™. it'll take a minute, developing for a 25 year old console is hard okay and while it's still got the "energy" problem, i haven't really talked much about my ocs and world thing i got going on, which is waaaay more than railgun lets on. i have a massive obsidian vault detailing a bunch of characters, places, world concepts, and narrative bits from the world-shaking to the mundane. it'd be nice to share art of em but uhh i can't really draw much, only 3D model. modeling is difficult to do without 2D reference. i dont have disposal any income to commission reference sheets or concept art. and i ain't askin anyone for that shit for free. so it's primarily a pile of slightly organized notes and a handful of picrews. idk yell at me to talk about my ocs or send asks about em, idfk where to start lol if u don't know what ocs i'm talking about play railgun or else i'll uhhh i dunno i'll think of a threat later anyway that's enough rambling for one post

[xenocollector]

⋮ ♯; ⤷ Introducing --- Athena AKA xenoCollector.ᐟ

Uhhmm I know I've been on this platform for a while, but here's a proper intro! I'm Athena (he/they), my username is for my homestuck oc who. i will post, eventually. This account is a safe space !!!

uhh my DMS and asks are always open, I participate in a plethora of fandoms such as;

Homestuck (Derse dreamer, Life Player)

NATM

Grease

Pokemon

South Park

CLOWNS!!! NOT A FANDOM BUT I LOVE CLOWNS‼️‼️💥💥

Les Miserables!

Just to name a few :3!! uhhm, I'm on the autism spectrum, and I sparsely post because I mainly do traditional art and it's hard to transfer sometimes! I'm working on posting more, but I'm not so active on any platforms, I'm a proud lurker! Despite the fact I'm a system, ill never post about it, ain't my thing🤷‍♂️

I'm a big reader, uhhh I'm a big fan of Edgar Allan Poe, Adam Silvera, and a few others, I really enjoy art history (Van Gogh, Monet etc etc) and have been lowkey fixated for years!! This also goes for. Egyptian Mythology :3

MUSIC. I LIVE FOR MUSIC! I'll listen to anything and everything, I'm so deadass,, (Favorite bands include: Sincere Engineer (please please please please please please check them out they're awesome), Johnny Cash, Poison, Rota Termporis, and Newgrounds Death Rugby!!!)

BASIC DNI. DONT BE WEIRD??? NO PEDOPHILES, TRANSPHOBES, ENDOS, HOMOPHOBES BLAH BLAH

idk what else to put so,, hii :333

[ednito]

Oh shit wait who is your ex?

Uhhh idk if I feel comfortable putting their @ out but they're a hollow knight and deltarune artist (they also draw other shit but the only one I remember was dragons) but you can dm me and I'll tell you.

Idk it's been a while since we broke up, they were just...I don't even know how to describe them. It makes me sick trying to remember, I'd prefer to not.

I don't mean to trauma dump or do a "call out" or whatever but I'd like to speak on something- the one thing that I remember so clearly if that's ok. I know I'm not obligated to post this or anything but I just feel the need to talk about it ya know?

Obviously because of the topic trigger warning for mentions of SA

Now it was technically before we started dated but it was something that's always been in the back of my mind while dating and even now occasionally.

Much before meeting them I was sexually assaulted when I was younger, and at the time I never really knew how to handle that trauma- especially when I was first on the internet as that also led to more trauma. At the time of being friends I was horrifically bullied online and was really going through emotional anguish and they were the only person I really felt comfortable and I practically worshiped them. They were a favorite person i guess? I apologize if I'm using the term wrong but I was very unhealthy about my feelings at the time and I do definitely acknowledge how horrible I was bad I was being at the time. I don't exactly wanna go into how bad it was as it still is a sore spot but please trust me when I say it was bad.

It was around a specific date that I was really going through it, a mixture of peoples (mainly pertaining my SA) really took a toll on me and out of distress I cam to them for comfort, I felt safe around them and just dumped it all on them, I don't exactly know what it's called or of it even has a name but I remember at the time it felt like it was happening all over again and I just didn't know what to do.

I don't blame them for doing it but because they didn't know what to do they brought someone else into the situation, their own friend who I never really talked to and I can't even express how much more distress I was put into. I understand not knowing what to do, and I understand why they would bring someone else to help but it didn't help, especially when the person who did sa'd me was someone older. I ended up just passing out because of the stress.

Eventually after waking up and realizing how bad I was behaving I went to apologize, at the same time I decided to go into the public server we were both in and vent in that channel (not about the night before but just how I felt like a bad friend) and while I'm in there I see a long post they made talking about the whole situation, airing out trauma to people in the server (had around 2 hundred or somembers if I'm remembering right- which of course wasn't a lot but definitely felt a lot). They also talked about how I was a horrible person and that the didn't want to be friends and (if I'm remembering right) didn't care about my sa and very openly say they didn't like me. And I felt absolutely betrayed, they were the very first person I ever told about my sa, and they were the only person I felt safest. And while i definitely acknowledge I wasn't a good person you just, idk you just don't do that. And what hurts is that he later circled around and wanted to date me (ill be honest I don't exactly know why I agreed to it.) And idk. It just hurt because previously I had also confessed to him but he wasn't interested then but now only a month or 2 later now he is?? The whole incident really destroyed my world, I guess it was the thing that woke me up because I realized how awful I was being and started being better.

It doesn't help that by the end of the relationship (I had gotten somewhat better mentally) I see make a post (on his semi public account) subtly complaining about his friends and me and others and I remember him making a post talking about how he wanted me (or our other partner at the time) to be obsessed with him, to be jealous that he had friends, to spend days and nights thinking about him, to practically worship him and I was so upset I vomited. Because that's what I was originally, that were the same exact things I'd do in the very beginning, but he didn't like me then. That's when I had to break it off. I just immediately told him I didn't wanna date anymore.

Yeah thats kinda the story, i left it vague because really it still spikes up some bad taste in my mouth but it's always been something that's hurt me and has actively contributed to my paranoia and other illnesses. Theres more that happened since that particular incident but it's more pertaining my bestie then anything and I just don't feel it appropriate to talk about it without asking him.

I don't want to excuse my behavior, I very much acknowledge I was not being a good friend but I also can't not acknowledge that I was extremely vulnerable at the time and I just wanted someone who I could just trust for once you know? I'm much better from before but I still suffer and I'm trying to be better especially without any help mentally or anything. I've been on my own from the very beginning and I'm sure I'll be alone when I die.

Again I apologize for posting that if it was unnecessary, I've just never talked about it outside of my friend and my other ex at the time.

[yostresswritinggirl]

so idk if u write for scara but i just desperately need to get this out to smn its been stewing in my brain everynight for the past week

u can take this as a req or as js a little discussion abt scara ig? up to u

so what if reader was made to be a doll but when raiden created scara, some of that divine power leaked out by accident and brought reader to life?

readers creator, lets call them r/c, is a dollmaker, who makes different sized dolls for a living, and he makes life sized dolls sometimes

so reader was made by r/c, and when r/c went to bed after completing reader's main body and features, ei's divine power somehow leaked out? and brought reader to life.

idk how r/c would react but i have 2 ideas

no 1: r/c cant support another living bring bc hes barely coping with his meager income, so he lets reader free to fend for themselves

no 2: r/c figures he could get reader to be his maid/servant and mistreats them; doesnt feed them well, no proper living conditions bc hes broke

and the night reader tries to escape, r/c almost catches them, but a gust of wind blew past reader, allowing them to run faster and escape, essentially having freedom. basically, venti gave them an anemo vision, bc reader fought for their freedom kinda?

this is their first betrayal, with their creator abandoning/mistreating them, similar to scara

nect ,reader finds a village and makes a friend, ill call them f/n. so f/n and reader become closer, and reader finds out f/n steals things for the thrill of it. one day, f/n drags reader along on one of their theiving trips, and gets discovered. f/n disregars reader, and escapes without sparing a glance for reader. reader gets caught and takes the blame for the theft. this is the 2nd betrayal, where a friend turns on them

after escaping? finishing the punishment that was met out to them, reader finds a cat maybe? idk abt this one

but they become inseparable. think of tomo and his cat maybe? reader and the cat would chill tgt and cat would sit on readers head or shoulders and nuzzle into their hair or cheek. but one day the cat gets sick and reader goes out to find some medicine/herbs to help

but by the time reader gets back, the cat succumed to its illness and passed

ik these are all pretty similar to scaras backstory but im not creative ok 😪

all i started out with was reader being a doll lol and i came up with these from the timespan of 11pm to 2am

as im writing this its 12.40am lol

reader and scara meet, and scara realises theyre just like him

one is a puppet, the other a doll, and both went through similar experiences

scara and reader open up to each other eventually and fnd company in each other ig idk

another one could be r/c treated reader like his own child, but died of age eventually, and reader is alone, then meets scara after hes gone through his 3 betrayals

scara trusts them bc theyre a doll, similar to him being a puppet. but bc reader was brought up with love, they are a lot more caring and kind, and they cause scara to develop a soft spot idk

this was just rotting in my brain for the past few nights so yea 🧍

love ur work btw 😍

they always make me go awooga in excitement whrn u have a new post

*shakes head* I do write for Scaramouche but I don't have my requests open so please keep that in mind

I'll try to make sense of this with my sleepy mind hhh *cleaning glasses* I don't really have much to say for fear that it might spill over to my puppet fic already and you pretty much got the details down, but a replica of his story with so many side characters doesn't sit right with me

I do very much lean on the creator tending to them - actually the set up is quite complicated and uhhh I honestly thought they'd be a doll made for Kuni or a doll commissioned by Raiden haha. We can say that the thing that made them come to life is archon residue and that the dollmaker either slowly became corrupted while in the presence of the doll or like Teppei and met an early death

From then on it could be that the people they want to get close to or even those that have bad intentions always die in their presence and so they became closed off, viewed as cursed, and scared to be near others. And since Scaramouche is a puppet, he doesn't have to worry about dying in their presence so he's pretty much the only one they can even be close to!

Maybe Scaramouche might go mad down the route from the exposure (angst) or upon acquiring the gnosis, the divine power cleansed the archon residue or exchanged it with the gnosis' power to make them alive (good)

Thank you very much for your support, ah I really need to work on writing, bastard sickness getting in the way

[markipebblez]

Hello! Welcome to our blog! We're Mark and Amy, and we're both introjects! We are dating and thought it would be a silly idea to make a blog to gush about each other and talk about life in a system! If it wasnt obvious by this blogs profile photo, we're introjects of Markiplier and PlanetPeebs/Mark and Amy. We are soulbonds, and are from another universe from this one that is far different, so feel free to ask us about it! We do not believe we ARE this universes Mark and Amy, but we are a version of them! anon hate will be deleted unless we find it funny and want to laugh at it lol! but besides that, yeah! we will tag general stuff like unreality, nsfw type things (we will never talk about it ourselves, but if it ends up being brought up we will tag it), and general phobias (especially ones that we have) like arachnophobia. we will NEVER repost flashing gifs or eyestrain as the body we are in is seizure prone and photosensitive. if something that we dont think is eyestrain is actually eyestraining, please send in an ask or reblog it and tell us and we will tag is properly or take it down entirely! basic body info and dni stuff can be found here: -> https://thepoetpolyplex.carrd.co/# main tumblr -> @houseofpoets general system FAQ stuff can be found here: -> (soulbonding) https://soulbondingnmore.carrd.co/ -> (plurality) https://pluralpedia.org/w/Plurality Now onto introductions! - Hi! Im Amy! I use She/Her pronouns and I am cishet! I was originally brought to this system due to some random universal bs that lead to me vanishing into thin air and landing on the Invincible 2, that eventually crash landed into our previous headspace. I am entirely devoted to my boyfriend Mark and can and will gush about him for hours because he is stupid and silly and I love him- Aaannyways hehe- I am super into Stardew Valley, Crocheting (though I am not good), Animal Crossing, Minecraft, and Pokemon! For posts that are mine, I will sign off with .amychats in the tags! - hello! im mark! you can also call me ghost! :D i use he/him pronouns! im male n pansexual! how i got to the system is uhhh a little silly haha- amy has vanished and so did bob and wade. i only had ethan and he was becoming distant with me because i was a Wreck, and i ended up dying, and somehow that made my ghost come to the system! because of this i am a nonhuman ghost and am slightly transparent i dont front too often but when i do i am almost always with amy or the other two marks in the system. im easily summoned by people so if i am ever needed in front just give me a holler! anyways, i am also very absolutely devoted to my beloved girlfriend amy and i will probably also be very much posting about how much i love her. because i do. fdgjkdfhjg anyways uhfgjkdfgshfg im!! into a lot of games actually. ill play anything, i dont really have a favorite one. i usually watch whatever the body is watching or currently interested in. for posts that are mine, ill sign off with .markchats in the tags :] -

thanks for reading :]

[evildoombringer]

hi nakamura (i'm. not entirely sure which name you prefer to go by,,)

i. don't really know, personally, the depths of hurt that came from min leaving can't claim either. to understand what your going through right now

you both seem really close. it was always funny, to  read ur asks that you'd send i remember reading the "happy morning" one you sent and it had like this image of a smiling kid for some reason, for like a solid 5 months i just thought "oh cool, so that's what they look like:0" before i looked back and thought, "huh wait. they always added (very funny,  mind you) meme/pics to their asks. was that pic a meme too-?" and only then did i realize lmao

looking back on his responses, i can almost hear the amused tone or, however min would react. lol it was nice to see him talking to people who cared about him

im. not really sure what to say, without coming off as like.. pretentious.? but. if i can just assume for one second, from the asks they'd answer of yours, to everything i hear about min from all the people who know him, i. i. assume he really cared for you, and. i assume you cared for him as much.,

i dont. know your situation, at all. min had. already made up his mind when i even found his blog. so, just. i hope you'll be able to make a decision, you'll be. happy with

the future could get better. it could get worse i can't really see which one it'll be. i don't understand how close you and min were, at all but know. you arent alone im not sure, if you need to. understand or know someone to be there for them,but from the looks of it, min was. never really alone if he had you. so,i hope you also know your not alone there'are people here for you

im sorry. this is probably, meaningless to you in hindsight i just. yeah. in the end, whatever you choose is your decision but. your not alone im sorry if this comes off as assuming.  please. feel free to ignore this ask, if it oversteps in anyway or is just uncomfortable. i know sometimes one might just want- to vent and let it all out and the to have that acknowledged or responsded to might be. uncomfortable i. hope i didnt come off that way

but .yeah,

nice to. meet you by thw way. O(∩w∩)O (im sorry the kaomoji is so out of place jhsjsh i just remembered that one ask u sent hh)

hi custard

it hurts that he's gone, obviously, and i just haven't been on Tumblr for a minute, so seeing everything again is having a terrible effect on my psyche (ill live though haha). im just super weird about him and i realize that uhh nobody really knows that. but I'm super . . weird about him and uhhh yeah and um i regret everything lol

im surprised you thought i was a young chinese boy :sob: but. i understand how you could make that.... mistake.....

did you know the :smile: :sob: thing is a discord reference? :sob: is 😭 and :grimace: is 😬. if you're on a phone and u type the emoji out it should probably pop up, and the same thing happened on discord so he. um would do that when posting on Tumblr too out of habit, and i guess it eventually became a Min-Pal staple haha

and yeah he definitely cares about me, and im mad at him because he cares about me and left me his emails and shit to take care of and he did that because he knew im. weird and needed more than old messages and tumblr posts and i . m glad he did do all that and i love having some stuff to hold onto like his Spotify but. it's just upsetting i guess, since you know, id rather have him.

its really funny seeing how other people view him, to me, at least, i guess since i got to see not just him being bad-pathetic but him bad-bad in general (and I'm not going to explain further than this, as i, despite claiming to find it funny, am happier than not that he died with a t least a somewhat positive. Uh. Perception.)

idk I'm not like, a great persoj, and i did Just let him die instead of going to unimaginable lengths. and I regret that everyday, but he was so steadfast. he just didn't care anymore , and he had me to talk to but it was like he didn't care about trying (because once he decided he'd died, what really mattered past that?) Ssorry this is all so congested and contradictory and I make no sense

and, id love to believe you when you say stuff like "you're not alone" but it's terrible because I really am. like it's out of personal fault, but even the people I feel as though I could go to for help, I coukdnt bring myself to,, not when it's anything Too serious,, not to mention the fact I just got dumped because he said I was 'unhealthy' (after 10 months of reassuring me that its ok if I am cuz he'll help... but that's. A whole different thing and has nothing to do with min and I'm just bitter and bringing him up out of.... bitterness.)

and im glad u left the ask mikey i really am

idk it's just kinda sweet. now I feel more like angel and saki..... Auuuhhuhhh

i don't know what to do in any regard currently though so I think I'm just gonna continue mourning something that's been gone for a year now. Someone. and being bitter and upset, and reminiscing and trying his memory into music I like (and emailing my bf. [not considering him an ex] [email cuz he blocked my number] obsessively until he decides to take me back)

[steaksex]

Okayy in trying to think of possibly boundaries for the weird blackmail kink thing i got going on for my own comfort and safety PLUSSSSS when people have an idea of whats okay and whats not it makes it easier to interact! Under theee cut

-i will not be publishing any asks with personal information! Certainly feel free to send them, but i will not publish them. If you know my main blog, feel free to send asks there too! I wont publish them there but i can acknowledge them here!

-threats are fine but um. Blinks dont actually dox me. In the future i may be able to come up woth a list of people who know the situation who can play into the kink but thats assuming this goes that far! Planning for every eventuality!

-i am okay with being given tasks with consequences, but i may not always be able to accomplish them! I will always be able and willing to send pictures, write on myself, touch myself, and other such things. I may not be able to do other tasks, and ill say as such. I do not mind breaking character if you need to confirm if something is okay ir not! Alao you are free to save my images and do what youd like to them since i have not posted my face!

-you can show my blog to people, you can also lie and claim to have! You can lie and say youve done basically anything and i will both not know and assume you did it for realsies, mostly because whatever it is will get me hard lmao

-i can only cum essentially from touching my dick, and i sometimes struggle with it! Penetration feels good but doesnt do much, my chest isnt that sensitive, and i dont do much anal because lube feels gross and um. Hashtag ibs warrior

-tools at my disposal are: several vibrators (i can go into detail but already thia section feels a bit unnecessary), one dildo, a cupping set for pumping my dick, a couple knives, toothpaste (dick torture), a couple clips (ditto), lube, and then most standard household things.

-uhhh i may edit this. Sorry its so long and in depth! Anon i dont know how far you wanna go with this but i ummm really really am having fun!!! No pressure of course but i think if you can guess something like that then i oughta put some boundaries in place!! Again please feel free to ask if somethings okay it wont ruin the immersion for me and its better safe than sorry. Also again tysm this fucking rocks oughhhhhhh