#im dying lolol

[marciaillust]

an Angel

[fujunfuren]

worried bf x crying gf

THE MIDNIGHT STUDIO (2024) QUEEN OF TEARS (2024) LOVELY RUNNER (2024)

[texasbama]

idc how many times I watch this episode, their reactions take me OUT every time LMFAOOO

[gunsatthaphan]

???

[queerdiazs]

fuck it friday 🎄

hi, teehee

this is from something that's gathering dust in my wip folder even though it's fully plotted out and ready to be written, smh. maybe after hoa and my christmas fics i'll return to it? who knows, lol

Buck’s hands run up the backs of Eddie’s thighs, hooking beneath his legs and lifting his knees to his chest so he’s spread wide open. It’s vulnerable, being bare and on display, and maybe Eddie should be ashamed at how lewd of a position he’s in lying in his childhood room, legs sprawled so Buck can see him, but he’s never felt more sexy or powerful or wanted than he does right now. “Hey, hey.” He reaches down, petting a hand over Buck’s jaw. “You gotta be gentle with me, Buck. I don’t—I can’t—” “S’okay,” Buck interrupts, shifting forward so his shoulders push Eddie’s knees further against his chest, constricting his breathing. He likes it. “‘M gonna take care of you.”  Eddie’s lips part. “Yeah?” He presses the pad of this thumb against Buck’s bottom lip, jolting sharply when Buck sucks his finger into his mouth.  Buck nods, big-eyed and red-cheeked, looking every bit as debauched as Eddie feels. He presses a kiss to Eddie’s forehead, something almost too sweet for the position they’re in, and moves back down. Instinctively, Eddie curls his hands behind his knees and keeps himself held open for Buck to see.  Buck hums and rubs his cheek against Eddie’s prick. The tip smears precum all in Buck’s hair; Eddie’s delighted, dark and proprietorial, because nobody else is going to have Buck like this ever again. He’s going to make sure of it.  “Good, baby.” Buck smiles and grips the hilt of Eddie’s cock, leaning down to lick his tongue into the slit and around the head before blowing air gently over the tip, eliciting a gasp and full-bodied shiver from Eddie. His smile grows and he kisses the inside of Eddie’s thigh. “Keep yourself open for me, okay? I’m gonna make you feel so good.”  

tagged by @daffi-990, @jamespearce9-1-1, @thewolvesof1998, @hippolotamus, @theotherbuckley, @jeeyuns, and @wikiangela mwah

tagging @eddiebabygirldiaz, @spagheddiediaz, @callmenewbie, @loserdiaz, @watchyourbuck, @devirnis, @daffi-990, @jesuisici33, @ladydorian05, and @monsterrae1 if any of you wanna share <3

[extraelodee]

imagine being dead honestly

ghost c!jack doodle instead of my history assignment that's due tomorrow and its 4 am i barely done anything but aye the grind has to go on

[ithidunes]

RAH JUMP ATTACK!!!!💥

[bandtrees]

everyone who knows me knows im a horror gore graphic dark shit etc guy but sometimes i remember that one mob psycho fic that described the cat that dies in the manga mogami arc in the most gruesome graphic detail imaginable for like 3 paragraphs and its just so stupid to me. like it was so over the top it stopped being upsetting and just started being kind of annoying

like, the cat dies in the manga offscreen and then is shown in a wide shot with a little pool of blood. and then it gets back up because its the mogami arc. hell even just the implication in the anime that they'll kill the cat is upsetting enough to get the point across even if they dont go through with it. how cheap a fic writer are you that you have to describe a cat being beaten and its intestines being out and blood everywhere to express that "bullies killing a cat in front of a kid" is upsetting

does bullying and abuse have to be some needlessly graphic serial killer shit to be meaningful? god

[clearcloudlesssky]

i started listening to epic the musical in the gym and ascended.

the girl next to me on the bike is giving me funny looks 😭

[125storejuice]

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[james-is-nasqueer]

Driving for 3 hours in an almost broken vehicle (to get it fixed) today, if I die the only family member that can have access to my blog is my sister ok

[wowshiny]

if i had a nickel for every time a hair stylist recently

1. thought i was a high schooler

2. after realizing i am in fact older, asked what i study(/studied) in college, AND then

3. fell completely silent after i said materials science & engineering

i would have two nickels :,(

(maybe three if i count the last yr or so but definitely two in the past couple weeks sigh)

[missjoolee]

[qmorningcrew]

LMAO

[sleeepybunny]

coming on here to say that i have MOVED ACCOUNTS ! follow me over at @beeepycraft if u would like to keep up with me :3c

[gildedcaqes]

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Very long post, under readmore.

🍍  :    how comfortable is my muse in their body?  how do they feel about their height,  weight,  strength,  and body type?  how important is being attractive to them?  

Char:

He's considerably comfortable with himself in terms of whether or not he finds himself attractive. Such a thing is important to him—arguably one of his most favored traits. If he had one complaint about himself, it would be his almost required usage of his mobility aids. He doesn't necessarily find it unattractive to be disabled - but signs of weakness aren't favored.

Kamille:

Decently comfortable with his body. Being trans gave him trouble as a kid, but he finds himself content with how he looks now. The hormones did their job, and he's not very bothered by himself in the present day. Being attractive is unimportant to him. For the most part, he seems a bit put off when people compliment his appearance...

Amuro:

Amuro, point blank, hates himself. It's not that he's really bothered by how he looks, or his body type—truthfully, he couldn't care less about that. It's the scars. The constant reminders of what he's gone through. He hates the idea of someone finding him attractive, he doesn't care about the concept at all.

Banagher:

He doesn't think about his body much, he doesn't care for it. Doesn't feel connected to it. Being attractive is the lowest priority on his list. Audrey likes him... that's all he cares for.

🍒  :    how much does my muse value companionship?  do they constantly keep people around them,  or do they prefer to be alone often?  do they have or desire to have many friends?  do they see every meeting as an opportunity to make a new friend?  

Char:

Char doesn't exactly value platonic companionship. He hates being alone, and will take anything just to keep people around him—but his true ideal is romantic company. He takes every opportunity to sway someone to stay with him. The only non-romantic companions he cares for are Kamille, Amuro and Banagher - his unhealthy obsessions go beyond descriptors.

Kamille:

Kamille is terrified of companionship. Everyone he's ever known or gotten close to is dead or a horrible person—he's not even aware Amuro is alive. He has a fear of getting close to people, because he worries that he'll wake up one day and they'll be dead—or having been ripped away from him again.

Amuro:

Amuro refuses to get close to anyone again. There's a reason why his house is barricaded so strongly—he'll be damned if he lets anyone in. It's unclear if this is because he's afraid of his companions not living long, or if it's because he knows he won't.

Banagher:

Banagher loves company—a bit too much. He tends to be a little too trusting, to quick to get attached. It seems like his response to loss is to quickly replace what's been taken from him, despite how unhealthy that might be. He loves his family. He loves his friends. Everyone is a friend to him—no matter what they've done. (To his detriment.)

🍐  :    how intelligent is my muse overall?  are they smarter than the average person,  or less than?  are they primarily self-taught,  or did they acquire most of their knowledge in school?  are they more street smart or book smart?  

Char:

Everything he knows was taught to him by Jimba Ral, or learned in the Zeon academy. He's book smart—but it could truly be argued that his street smarts are more prevalent in his behavior. His intelligence could technically be measured as above average due to his combat and tactical skills.

Amuro:

Undoubtedly above average intelligence. Having graduated at 16 kind of solidifies you as an intelligent person, but he's so humble and casual about this that he doesn't really come off that way—unless you've mentioned a topic he's particularly interested in, and he starts info dumping. His general knowledge was mostly gained from going through school—but his more advanced robotics knowledge is either mirrored from copying his dad's work, or self taught.

Kamille:

Despite his awful tendency to skip class, he could also be considered above average intelligence. He's smart, but only book wise. His street smarts—survival instincts and decision making skills—weren't really the best growing up. Though, perhaps that's changed now that he's constantly in survival mode.

Banagher:

Jumping grades and being in your second year of college at 18 is self explanatory—just like his dad, he's designing mobile suits as a hobby like it's a normal thing to do. He's a robotics kid—and compared to his book smarts... his "street smarts" aren't that great. He doesn't have the best instincts.

🍊  :    does my muse desire romance?  is it something they would actively seek out,  or prefer to happen more  ‘  naturally?  ’  what is their love life like?  do they have any exes or past flings,  or crushes?  

Char:

It's literally almost all he cares about. He's not one for "natural" romance, unfortunately. Most of his relationships are artificially generated through his toxic charisma, or just straight up taking hostages. He has plenty exes. (real) Char Aznable, Garma Zabi, Reccoa Londe, Margaret Ring Blair, Lalah Sune—he has far too many. He's bisexual. In denial. Really hard denial.

Amuro:

He's terrified of romance. It's Char's fault, really—he's terrified of most, if not all personal interactions as a result of his treatment, and romance is the worst of it. Almost everyone he's ever been interested in has been the subject of a threat from Char. He doesn't have many exes. Lalah doesn't count, she was more of a fleeting crush because he didn't know her well or long enough. Fraw Bow, potentially, and he had a huge crush on Kai for some reason—but Beltorchika Irma was his only real relationship. He's bisexual with a lean to men.

Kamille:

He's been horrified of romance since his fiancé, Banagher's other father, died. Growing up, he had a deep love for Fa Yuiry. One could argue that love is still alive today, and they were both aware that they felt for each other romantically - but moves were never made out of respect for Kamille's late partner. Convinced that she's dead as a result of Full Frontal manipulating him out of any reason to escape, he regrets never telling her that he loved her. He's bisexual with no lean.

Banagher:

His first relationship was with Audrey Burne—Mineva Lao Zabi. They're still together today, but he's incredibly unsure about the concept of romance—and he hasn't seen her in forever, anyway, because of Char... He also has a slight crush on Marida Cruz. Romance isn't something he really seeks out - but if it happens, it happens. He's bisexual with a lean toward women.

🥝  :    does my muse have any  ‘  unusual  ’  habits,  interests,  and  /  or talents?  do they hide it,  or are they proud of it?  

Char:

He doesn't really have any "unusual" habits or interests—unless you count torture and being obsessed with the same two men, one for the past 17 years of his life, and the other for the past ten? Or the woman he's been obsessed with for the past ten years as well? ...No, he doesn't think he's into anything unusual.

Amuro:

He's had a fixation on "vintage" and gas powered cars for a while, perhaps that might be considered unusual? Or maybe his knife collection? He has an apron collection, as well. He doesn't really hide, most of these things—mostly because no one ever sees the inside of his house. Amuro also has a slightly off-putting fixation with having mostly white furniture. He sleeps with knives and various weapons for protection - most of his paranoid tendencies could be categorized as strange.

Kamille:

Some of his stims from Gryps still remain. For example, he definitely still meows—but it's much quieter and less frequent than it was when he was in his 20s and had less of a bearing on himself. Nowadays, he has stranger sensory habits. He doesn't bite his nails anymore, unless in times of extreme stress—but he does have a habit of playing with the still-warm wax of his candles after he puts them out. He can't feel it. Even if it was hot, he has no pain receptors. He really only does it because it's an interesting texture. He doesn't hide any of it. Why should he? Fuck it, he has nothing left to lose.

Banagher:

He has a habit of... making himself dissociate. He'll stare off into walls in silence on purpose sometimes. It's a stress habit—he usually does it when he's stuck on the Rewloola, and is getting too stressed about his surroundings - or when Bright Noa is talking a little too much about Kamille Bidan and Amuro Ray during his weekly check-ins, and his head starts hurting.