#im going insane dont mind me

[scrollonso]

it's so insane to me how even in 2020 people were shitting on lance even though out of all the races he finished in that season he only finished out of the points ONCE.

out of 11 races he completed he got points for 10.

in the austrian gp lance lost power and dnf (not his fault ofc)

in the styrian gp lance finished 7th (qualified 13th)

in the hungarian gp lance finished 4th (qualified 3rd)

in the british gp lance finished 9th (qualified 6th)

in the anniversary gp lance finished 6th (same in quali)

in the spanish gp lance finished 4th (qualified 5th)

in the belgian gp lance finished 9th (same in quali)

in the italian gp lance finished 3rd (qualified 8th)

in the tuscan gp lance got a puncture and dnf (he was doing amazing, having gotten from 7th up to 3rd-5th before a nasty crash)

in the russian gp lance spun out (this race was so insane, like 3 incidents in the first 3 corners)

in the eifel gp nico raced for lance (he had covid)

in the portugal gp lance dnf (early contact with lando, basically ruined his race)

in the emilia gp lance finished 13th (qualified 15th, only time he finished out of points)

in the turkish gp lance finished 9th (qualified 1st, very wet race)

in the bahrain gp lance dnf (he flipped, scary crash in a scary race)

in the sakhir gp lance finished 3rd (qualified 10th)

in abu dahbi lance finished 10th (qualified 8th)

to summarize, lance isn't as bad as people say he is ur just mad his dad actually loves him >-<

[nominote]

okay guys i need you to sit down and listen listen to me CRAZY kainess theory: kainess. kainess is consonant with kindness. this means that there's kindness between them and they can actually be kind to each other and- guys listen to me guys. no where are you going

[verymuchablog42]

thinking jackieshauna thoughts... christine by lucy dacus... jeffjackie and shaunajeff... wilderness baby... things of that nature

[vhsgrrl]

in addition to the heatwave making me feel miserable there's also idly thinking about how we just have to live through this awful climate disaster that gets worse with every passing year, like the world is being burned alive

[mae-i-scribble]

okay listen listen i am actually going to go insane listening to love like you while in the pits of my orv madness bc like,,, bro,,, bro the way you can imagine this as kdj and the company im sobbing on main

If I could begin to be Half of what you think of me I could do about anything I could even learn how to love

the way kdj thinks everyone thinks of him too highly, the fact that he’s never had friends, never had companions but he’s trying his best to be there for them in the midsts of the apocalypse as best he can

When I see the way you act Wondering when I'm coming back I could do about anything I could even learn how to love like you

the company in their despair having to watch him die over and over for their sakes, the way that he accepts their pain and bitterness and truly does regret making them feel that way but also fundamentally doesnt understand why they feel the way they do about him but he wants to yknow?

I always thought I might be bad Now I'm sure that it's true 'Cause I think you're so good And I'm nothing like you

Look at you go I just adore you I wish that I knew What makes you think I'm so special

you could relate this to kdj and yjh specifically but it also holds true for like,, nearly him and all of his companions besides for maybe hsy just cause they are mutual bastards. but again that disparity between how he sees himself and how everyone sees him, its the first scenario where the blood is on the mirror but kdj assumes its staining him. the evil person causing everyone pain vs the person putting his best foot forward to save people in the apocalypse. but also again its the admiration and love kdj has for every single person in their company

If I could begin to do Something that does right by you I would do about anything I would even learn how to love

okay spoilers incoming!! but but but this but its kdj staying behind on the train and going back to watch their story, to watch all the stories, its him being able to meet 0th round yjh because now he’s become the person who wants that happy peaceful ending. he just wants to be with everyone but he cannot because of how the universe is structured

When I see the way you look Shaken by how long it took I could do about anything I could even learn how to love like you

Love like you Love me like you

and then more spoilers bc this is post epilogue kdj waking up and meeting everybody and there’s tears and anger and joy and celebration bc at long last theyre finally together and kdj is off the train forever, he can live out his life in one big house with everyone. and if you really wanted you could just have a shot of kdj and yjh focus for the final line after zooming in on a shot of the company all together bc i am joongdok stanee  but also this isnt about them this is about everyone and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[footsiepop]

A yuri vegetable garden... a tomato is red, like a rose...

[negativelypositive]

Undertale thoughts ryvrghfrhhgrg undertale thoughts

The new undertale final showdown Roblox game is getting to me send help

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

[ghostlyheart]

How I (roughly) imagine this scale:

1- I see myself as a faster reader than the average person. I can breeze through a text quickly and still understand almost all of it

2- I read at a "normal" speed. I need to pace myself but can consistently read and comprehend a text in a reasonable time frame

3- I see myself as a slower reader than other people. It takes me a long time to get through a text and if I try to go too fast I won't understand it

Obviously this can vary by your mood, the type of text, etc. and this is a very imprecise scale with some overlap, I'm just casually curious!!

[redeliminator]

i believe that to some extent Andre knows he's fucked up and this headcanon is one of the hills I will die on in the farewell tape, Cal says that “you can’t cure somebody who has nothing wrong with them.” 

Andre, on the other hand, admits they might be seen as hypocrites. he's not gonna back out, he still thinks it's the right thing for him to do, but he seems to acknowledge that people will not perceive it the same way. he tries to explain that no matter what it’ll look like, it’s not murder for the sake of murder - not in his eyes at least. there's a (sick and twisted) lesson hidden in this tragedy.

to some extent, Andre is aware of what’s going on with him, what exactly shaped him into who he is now. he sees the cause and effect of being bullied, of feeling rejected and alienated, and not being able to do anything about it because that's just who he is. he can kick and scream and shout but he will never change who he is at his core and this realization is crushing for a 17/18-year-old. this and all the implications of a missing sense of belonging.

he knows he’s messed up. he knows what would fix him and he’s convinced it’s out of his reach. he looks at other students and he thinks: it’ll never be me. and he's angry that they have something he will never have.

his awareness doesn't help though. if anything, it fuels his frustration. what adults know to be a temporary problem (high school) seemed like an insurmountable obstacle, the end of everything.

[dizzybizz]

some doodles

[souporsaladnatural]

Dean kicking cas out of the bunker is such a tragic and heartbreaking scene to me. Not just because of how upset dean and cas are about it, but because of the opportunity lost.

Cas has always been a very independent solving his own problems kinda character, to a detrimental degree. In season 5 it was looking for god, on his own. In season 6 it was working with crowley to open purgatory, on his own. In season 8 it was deciding that it was best for dean to stay away from him and then keeping the angel tablet and then deciding to trust and work with metatron, on his own. But here he was in season 9, human and vulnerable, and he realized "I cant do this alone, I need help"

And then you have dean, who has been reaching out to cas and wanting him to stay for several seasons now, always foiled by cas' hot girl activities, and he FINALLY has cas wanting to stay. Finally gets to keep him safe and with him. He can show him that "Yes, its ok to ask for help. We're your family, we'll help you. Of course you can stay."

And then he can't. And even though this is resolved, and cas forgives dean because he understands, and they're ok, this was an opportunity to break the pattern they've found themselves in that they never get back. A pattern they never really break.

[e-turn]

That moment from Chapter 7 of IMBI

Oh it has my heart in its claws

hey @dandylovesturtles sorry it's me again

Do I express how much I love IMBI enough? Anyway, I love it with my whole heart.

[isjasz]

TYSM for feeding my brainrot I love the BOTW au sm and ur art is so cute

Have some more of it then :) (and tyty this makes me so happy!!! <3)

[Day 62]

Venturing down the depths (surely nothing bad happens after this)

[hootiee]

"mephisto pheles could've been a tumblr sexy man if blue exorcist was popular" <- doesn't know

[soupmanspeaks]

Michael's the typa guy to say "please, Mr.Afton was my fathah" except he just really means it in every negative connotation of the phrase possible