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Broo please update your LAWRUSSO fic!! I have exams and it's the ONE thing keeping me from crying about my exams. No rush btw I just NEED MORE SOULMATE LAWRUSSO CONTENT. I love when Johnny doesn’t want to cooperate and neither does Daniel BUT somehow they always end up together and I LOVE the counseling part AND how much they need each other to be happy/energized but don't want to need each other. I also love how Lucille forces Daniel to try and be nice to Johnny. Omgg I LOVE THE WHOLE TROPEE😭😭😭😭
BROOO <3 thank you so much for the support!!! I have the majority of the chapter written so hopefully I can get it up soon but I've also been busy with the impending doom of my mid terms <//3
Anyway! Here's a little snippet of the chapter that probably makes no sense out of context, but I giggled while writing it, so hopefully it keeps you going for now!
"And as for you two—” his glare can burn holes through brick. “LaRusso. Lawrence. Another week of detention. Congratulations, that makes two! I hope your schedules are crystal clear.” Daniel chokes. “You’re punishing us too?” “You were arguing, bickering, and escalating an already unstable situation!" He cries, slamming a hand on the desk so hard a stapler jumps five beats into the air. “I don’t care if you didn’t start the fire, Daniel, if you throw gas on it, you’re part of the explosion! I highly doubt a cop would excuse an arsonist just because they didn't mean to do it. ” “Good thing I'm not an—!” Daniel starts, but Johnny immediately cuts in with a scoff. “Fuckin' hell, relax, princess. Nobody died.” Daniel turns on him, eyebrows knotted together as his mouth curls down in a sneer. “Oh, now you decide to speak! You know you’re the reason this keeps happening, right?” Daniel snaps. He raises his hands in mock surrender, still smug in his newfound consciousness. "Didn't make you choose truth." And holy shit, Daniel wants to lunge at the guy. He wants to spring off from the ground and collide with Johnny, hands wrung around his pigeon neck and foreheads colliding together in a deranged macabre performance. Fuck him, fuck detention, fuck soulmates and fuck Johnny fucking Lawrence! "That wasn't even the cause of—" "Oh, blah blah, do you love your voice that much—" "You're such a hypocrite! Y' just have to mouth off every chance you get—” "Yeah because I admit my voice is great—" "Who lied to you—!" Casey cackles from her spot beside them. “He’s not wrong. You do run your mouth like it’s a full-time job, Lawrence," she starts before tacking on a curt, "and your voice isn't all that.” “Shut up, Casey,” Johnny and Daniel say in near-unison, which only makes her laugh harder. Daniel barely has time to blink before the principal slams a ruler against the edge of his desk, the sharp crack hitting once, twice, thrice before successfully cutting through the chaos like a gunshot. "Silence!" He throws the ruler onto the desk, hand rubbing down his face. “What did I just say? And yet you question your punishment!” The room, for the most part, jolts into stillness aside from Abigail’s seething and Johnny’s smug, cool kid persona leaning back against the wall, arms behind his head like they’re at some fucking beach cabana and not about to be executed in the school office. The principal’s eyes narrow, deep lines cutting across his forehead as he glares at them all like they’re a pack of feral dogs that just pissed all over his new Persian rug. “I have had it with this soap opera. We are done here.” His gaze lands hard on Daniel and Johnny, eyes sharp as glass. “Congratulations, you two have upgraded to a strong two weeks of detention. Effective immediately. Truly, and I mean truly, well done.”
#lawrusso#the karate kid#GRRRR EXAMS DIE DIE DIE#im gonna fail everything#especially chem and bio#FUCK science#aside from physics#physics is my problematic son
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[(WIP?) I planned to color it but I so don't want to... so let's test post such sketches, no coloring - not even the monochrome style (cause tbh it became tiring as well... I've started to prefer just do full color cause the effort was the same... and I don't like coloring...) ANYWAY] Oni is my fav skin of Kiriko and I'm back to playing her now, so enjoy!
#let me know what you guys think about such drawings - should i keep on coloring or can i post my art like this#ow2#overwatch#kiriko#kiriko kamori#oni#kitsune#sketch#traditional art#artists on tumblr#my creepy art#asking cause idk if its gonna disturb my blog..? idk#i am so low on the energy these days sorry#watch me color it in an hour cause im gonna regret everything and feel like I Failed The Task#actually I posted such sketches in the past now that I remember.... hmmmm#sorry my brain is dead#but I feel like i have to be CONSISTENT as much as possible with my art
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hey rememberthe reverse iterators au. are you ever going to post about that again because i think it was pretty cool!
pebbles when he didnt even get to try
[More of my reverse iterator au if anyone is wondering what is going on!]
#rain world#five pebbles#hi! gonna answer you in the tags :))) hope you dont mind!#so first of anon you should concider buying a lottery ticket. the chances of me answering an ask is very very low but here we are!#second of all awww happy you like my silly little au!!!!! have a rough comic!#i admit i think what i have posted is generally a fairly complete run down on what i think about for that au. i mean theres many things i#can expand on but well i cant really do that in any coherent way so you know :) it is what it is!#so instead im giving you a snippit of pebbles angst about it all because i have missed being inside the head of this guy. he is sooo unhapp#in any and all ways rhat matter and i genuinally dont think theres any universe where he would be satesfied#and while i do overall think of this as a very silly au there is alot to be said about a pebbles rhat dosent get the chance to be his own#ruin and deal with what happens agter he fails. my pebbles in this will forever live with the what ifs and nothing more. which i find very#compelling! i think it would take him alot longer to come to terms with anything seeing as he will always have this small part of his mind#that is calculating what could be if this didnt happen. even if we of course know what will happen and it will be much the same as everythi#what happened in this au. i also havd alot of thoughts about how iterators process emotions. i think its fun to toy with the idea thatthey#do feel them but have a certain distance from them and pre programmed ideas about how they apply to themself. i dunno!!!#anyhow anyhow thansk foe the ask anon! i really should have doen this in proper text but i love me some formating so oh well!#god hope you didnt want more about moon. she is just chilling if your wondering. im not sure if she can feel things like remorse.#reverse iterator au#anyhowsis hope you have a lovely day anon! i just used this as an excsuse to draw pebbles so you know thanks for that!#and of course we are listening to it was a monstering by everything everything today i think! :D#my art#i have more doodles if anyone is curious. i should probably add.
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guys not to be dramatic but im going to throw UP everyone pls pray and hope that ap physics tmrw is easy af!!! please!!!!! or at least mid!!!!!!!!
#EVERYTHINGS OVER IM GONNA FAIL PHYSICS#like logically who cares as long as i pass it doesbt matter#but i want a 5 so bad like so deeply bad like im SICK over it#im gonna open the twst and if i cant get the first quesrion in twenty secs#ill actually lose my mind ill might truly go a bit catatonic which BY THE WAY#IS A PSYCH TERM I SHOULD BE STUDYING TOO#BUT I CANT STUDY PSYCH IM ASCTUALLY LOSING IT OVER PHYSIXS SO BAD I WANT THAT FIVE#if i dont get a five on physics itll be SO humiliating too like how……#like theres no way i grinded this hard this whole last year. for a FOUR. theres no way#ITS NOT EVEN THAT DEEP…… if i cry and beg enough will i get a 5#avery rambles
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i have no mouth and i must scream speech but for about insomnia hate hate hate let me tell you how much i have come to hate being awake
#took half an expired tops brand unisom . wheeeee medicine that does nothing and then the next day you're groggy for twelve hours#but i have to do SOMEthing if i don't Try to make myself sleep that's Giving Up and if you Give Up . well#this is the second week in a row that ive failed to sleep on a night leading into the work week and i know most of the external reasons why#like. busy day tomorrow so anxious. haven't given myself a full weekend in a really long time so strung out.#had important stuff to do earlier that didn't happen so dwelling on that. woke up at 9am and wasn't out of bed until ten thirty so like#i got more than adequate sleep last night but this does not make me feel less worried about NOT sleeping TONIGHT#because again. every time i have a night of big insomnia im convinced that it's the beginning of an unending trend#that will make me wind up like my mother who is lucky she gets more than three hours of sleep every couple of weeks#and while she's done this her whole life qnd has adjusted to it (as much as a body can) i just know. based on how insomnia is for me#that i never could. it would be exactly as terrible every time i would never be able to be calm while it was happening#anyway everybody send me your best knockout gas#AND. it's SNOWING. fuck everything i hate it all#tomorrow im gonna be groggy as hell and have to drive to work and back and have to be With It bc we're doing activities and shit#and have to be like the model of library enthusiasm when i barely have that on a good day. and not actually physically groan#every time someone new wants a card because it means i have to interrupt what im doing dor the next fifteen minutes to say a spiel#i know i shouldn't hate that i should be glad we're getting engagement. and i am. i just wish i wasn't the one at the desk#and im not good at keeping that off of my face or being welcoming when i dont feel welcoming#i haven't gotten to do processing at my actual office desk in months. haven't gotten to be Off The Floor#which certainly hasn't helped my overall stress levels. i need to not be socially on so much it's slowly pulling me apart#and then i get home wnd im too tired to do anything and my house also falls apart around me#but if i DON'T have outings i also rot . there's no solution to this problem. not without quitting my job which ill never do#bc in today's market id never get anything half as good as this ever again. and as has been established. this relatively good job#is still not good enough for me not to be emotionally and mentally falling apart
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saw the first episode of the dmc anime
BRO THIS WORLDBUILDING IS ASS
#WHY IS IT SO AMERICAN#WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE EVERYTHING ABOUT AMERICA#WHY ARE THEY TRYING TO JUSTIFY THE MYSTICAL WITH SCIENCE#first episode and Ive already failed the idgaf war. im not gonna have a good time am I#tagging later
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I feel so guilty
#i didnt mean to#well i kinda did#but not really#i didnt think#which is exactly the problem#oh my gods shes gonna hate me#is this as bad as what they did to me?#i dont think it was as bad#sure it was a breech or trust but not in the same way#but still#why do i fail everyone good that comes into my life#maybe if i harmed myself in the same way ive harmed her it would be better?#but then again she did lie about that one thing#so would we be even?#i dont think so#ive ruined everything#or at least i will#once i tell her#im not gonna lie#why did i do this#it was all going so well#i seriously think theres something wrong with me there has to be#ive fucked up every human connection ive had#why do i always do this
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I have discovered Ambessa Medarda for the first time
Here's a silly video I made
#shitpost#ambessa medarda#arcane#arcane ambessa#i also put a bunch of images from pinterest in the chat#guys bad news i think im gay#how was i supposed to stay heterosexual after she appeared on screen though#like if i wasnt a lesbian before i certainly am now#shes so hot though#im not super in the arcane fandom i really hope nothing bad happens to my new favourite minor deity#im on her appearance episode#IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME NOT HIM IT'S NOT FAIR#she could fondle MY face :((( ive got a soft round ready-to-be-fondled by big rough hands face :((#my hair is fluffier and prettier than his :(( sure im not blonde but everything is negotiable#ive even got a fringe that could be brushed out of my face when it's sticky with sweat and blood after a losing battle :((#i have a face made to go flat and dull when I tragically die after the somebody-or-other failed to do this or that#seriously ive got huge “”am i gonna make it?“ as ive lost three litres of blood” energy yk#like im a flashback death that motivates an important character to keep going or whatever#if that guy dies in a way i described it will be so fucking funny#i hope he dies and gets his filthy eyes off my wife#how many fictional women have i called my wife?? probably a lot#local cuisine#local cuisine arcane#ambessa's twink#hydrated viktor#found out his many bitch named#alsoo he's not blonde i just paused at a bad time and took a photo of a screen#which meaaans my hair is EVEN MORE NICER than his
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i fucking hate mizole i HATE HIM HE'S THE WORST. i had a canvas open with several different full render full body drawings and i. made a few new layers so i could quickly doodle up a new discord pfp. of Mizole. and i merged the layers at the end to just copy paste it to a new canvas. and now it WON'T LET ME UNDO. all those other drawings are GONE NOW BECAUSE FIREALPACA DECIDED I NO LONGER HAVE UNDO RIGHTS (i should bc merging the layers is a one step process so wf???) ALL I HAVE LEFT IS MY STUPID ART OF MIZOLE. HE CURSED MY DAMN CANVAS.
#I HAD FIVE DIFFERENT FULLY RENDERED DRAWINGS ON THAT DAMN CANVAS.#this is why you should save frequently bc sometimes your art program WILL fail you. i wasn't saving.#anyway i said i lost everything but i actually have a different canvas where i copy pasted four of those five drawings.#though i did that before i cleaned them up and now they dont have layers so...:/#and the art of kazami i struggled with for so long is simply gone. she died for mizole's sins.#im gonna refix the other drawings but idk if im gonna redraw kazami. that was so much work lost for such bullshit.#i hate you mizole i hate you so much you killed them all
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Including me this department now has 2 student teachers + 2 long term subs (with 2 of the “real” teachers working out leaves for next semester). Technically, I’m not even “on duty” with them yet. I’ve only been shadowing as I prepare to take over for this teacher for her leave. And STILL they’re telling me “interviews come first” and bending over backwards to ensure coverage for any interview I can get. I won’t even get my full sentence out before they’re telling me to accept the interview and working out coverage.
#I have a feeling that I am not going to be doing nearly as good of a job on this long term thing as the previous one#bc I’m just gonna be swamped with various interview things#gotta record videos for this one and respond to written questions for another#got asked for an in person or virtual meeting at noon next week with no further info provided#no vibes no length estimate no nothing#just ‘are you available at noon this day?’#so how the hell am I supposed to prepare for lessons and grade with fidelity on rubrics I’m barely familiar with?#im obviously not going to just give everyone 100s on everything or whatever#but there’s probably going to be very few failing grades on things that get turned in lol
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me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh
#i have so many things i need to do#before the semester starts again this fall#i need to work on comms. i need to work on a project due the end of the month. i want to do artfight. i want to make art for myself. i want#to do art studies. i want to start an alt drawing more suggestive stuff. i mean what who said that mustve been the wind#and thats just the things related to drawing.#i need to organize my room. i need to learn [redacted]. i want to cook more. i want to socialize more. i want to play games. i want to-#watch and read and listen to so many things#yet i have a finite amount of time to do everything#and half of a day is consumed by me just snoozing#and when i do work on something i feel like im Not Efficient Enough.#i cant just chill in vcs i need to be productive and draw too. and if i dont make significant progress then I Have Failed.#i cant just watch New Season of Show. thats Time Focused on One Singular Activity. gotta do multiple things at once or ill feel bad after#because i know that once the semester starts back up then im gonna be 90% less online#back to the depths of graphic design hell making infographics and powerpoints and brand identities#not having the time to draw anything furry or for myself for several months#anywho its 5am#i should go to sleep#sorry for the ramble im just. only now realizing how little time i have#when i wake up i have to really lock in on drawing and stuff#ive wasted so much time playing a game this past week#if i hadnt played it idve made so much more progress by now and im kicking myself so bad mentally now that im like mostly done w the game#gahhh#anywho yeah sorry for the ramble ill post more soon#sho.scramblin
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(Busy as of late to visit Tumblr even lol)
Seeing your art of Mags with his huge chest remind me of those anime mousepad (but more buyable if you ask me)
the funniest thing ever is that i keep thinking of making one of them boob mousepads with mags tbh 😭
#snap chats#real g's remember when i did that with yamcha and tien aJVLKJVLKAEJ SO LIKE. IVE DONE IT BEFORE#my morgana mousepad snapped in half atp i need a new one....... no i dont JLAVKAEVAEJ BUT ITD BE FUNNY#how do i even explain having that. ive had stranger things i think. itd be funny as hell either way#anyways guys dont tell your school you wanna kill yourself they almost called the damn. COPS ON ME#i ignored the calls cause i thought it was spam but then i checked my email and the woman was like#'oh its so good you called back i was literally about to call for a wellness check' LIKE GIRL NO#MY ROOM LOOKS A MESS CAUSE IM PACKING UP TO LEAVE FOR HOME THIS WEEK IM GONNA LOOK UNWELL#LKE I AM UNWELL BUT NOOOOOO IM FIIINNNEEEE PROBABLY I SWEAR#ma'am said 'ok well ngl im still concerned...' LIKE NOOO I FAILED THE CHECK I LIED AND EVERYTHING whatever.#as long as theres no damn police at my dorm..
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Anaxa after seeing me watch his edits for the nth time when Im supposed to study for the exams that I will otherwise fail in the worst way possible
guys I can pass right
right
(exams start tomorrow)
#deaddmoth#deaddmoth talking#deaddmoth daily anaxa#deaddmoth anaxa posting#I NEED TO STUDY PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS#Im gonna fail math physics chemistry and everything nice if I continue like that
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logging into tumblr after a 12 hour day is like I missed a week of news.
#I finally know how niamh feels#kyle.txt#anyway im finally at a point in my research where I think Ill get a passing grade on 3/4 assesment points#and thats all I fucking need esp bc 1 of those 4 is artistic which I think ill get a higher grade on#its on a scale of 1-4 and 1 is a fail everything else is a pass right#but so im thinkin im gonna get a 3212#which cancells it out to a 2 which is all I NEED#now its just abt finishing up the last few sources and making sure my presentation is good n then i think im gonna b okay
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#i can't do this anymore#i can't do it. I....#.....iim...I'm just gonna fail to make it and there's just nothing i can do to prevent that#im in too much pain i can't use my hands i can't talk i can't make phone calls i can't drive#im officially useless folks#There's nothing left for me#Just...... Just let me live like a housecat#fed and held and loved and dead in 10 years#.....is it so much to ask for...? To finally have a small break....?#.....everything is awful and painful and i am achingly bitingly horribly alone
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sooo locked out rn omg
#this is the last week before finals start and i cannot be bothered to do anything. it is what it is.#WHOS READY TO FAIL THE STATS FINAL 🥳🥳 highkey not gonna try at all on that one. im over it.#after all the work last week im taking whatever rest i can idec. im not stressing out abt this shit this year. i refuse.#everythings fine 👍 if i just dont think abt any of it
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