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wwwyzzerdd420 · 2 years

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"Everybody lies, all the time, about everything!" Sounds like you're projecting, you filthy little liar

#i try my vry hardest not to lie #im honest about my experiences #my only problem is when something has hurt me and im scared to confront the person #then its considered a lie by omission but like #youre gonna call every nonverbal person a liar then? you gonna call everyone who cannot communicate a liar?#fuck off

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nomoretumbler · 3 months

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the morning after the storm (avm 30)

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year

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DISTRACTIONS sometimes its the drive to help and save our friends that pushes us to learn and to succeed. unfortunately its normally ''unethical'' to replicate that in a classroom setting. I ONLY JUST FINISHED THE LAST PAGE HERE, THE FIRST TWO WERE LITERALLY FROM LAST YEAR, N A FEW MONTHS APART. LOOOOK AT MY EVOLUTION. im very proud of this and bled REALLY HARD FOR THE LAST PAGE. PLEASE ABSORB THIS.

#gillion tidestrider #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #the last page honestly just took super long bc i dropped it for a long while. only recently wiped the dust off o it.#IM RLY PROUD OF ALOT O THINGS ABT THAT LAST PAGE #LIKE THE PERSPECTIVE N THE WIDE SHOTS OR WHATEVER #IT WASNT EASY BUT I MADE IT LOOK GOOD!! IM SO HAPPY WITH IT #I ALSO just really love drawing gillion as soooo small #just a little guy with the weight of the world bolted to his tiny tiny shoulders #n yknow what while im here ill talk abt the first two comics aswell. i like taking inspo from JTHM for this kinda stuff #more specifically SQUEE n the way his dad was just sooo honest and cruel to him. 'yeah its your fault my life sucks' n all that. i imagine #that gillion prolly dealt with alot o that too. i know weve already seen the elders #but i did initially imagine them to be very much like the Tallests from invader zim. they just hate this little guy. hes so small n lame #hes prolly had teachers like that im sure. i like thinkin about gills experience in school!!#i fell in love with him the moment he said that he wasnt good at being a student like girl ME TOOOO WAAAAAA #HE SUCKS In school and everyone is just sooo tired of him but they gotta put up with him bc hes the Chosen One #but GOD they wish they had someone more competent i bet. it was prolly a relief when they banished him #could u imagine being that? someone so insufferable that people sigh in relief when youre gone. poor poor gillion #ANYWAY THATS ALL MY THOUGHTS #TALK ABT UR THOUGHTS IN THE TAGS TOO DIPSHIIITT CMAAAHHNN

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local-lover-boy · 2 months

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Feeling rly down atm so I dressed up kinda coquette like, and I do feel a little better

#also i always wanted to dress like this as a kid but never did idk why i think i was too scared to be honest about how i wanted my #appearance to be #im still alive #but still #not happy #im trying #girlblogging #girlhood #this is a girlblog #hell is a teenage girl #this is what makes us girls #coquette #femcel #coquette girl #coquette moodboard #divine female #female experience #female hysteria #female manipulator

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trainflyhigh · 1 year

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guess who played and finished yttd chapter 1 (he is so emotionally distraught) (what the fuck)

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ender1821 · 1 year

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me: i am so normal about shiny duo

the live feed of my brain 24/7:

i had too much fun losing my shit while making this so alternate versions under the cut (inspired by this post, using this website)

#can you tell i was high off caffeine while doing this #every time they collide i experience a shiny duo thought/flashback #cw flashing #cw flickering #tw flashing #tw flickering #i think?#pearlescentmoon #geminitay #this could also just be about my brainrot of them individually but lets be honest im feral about #shiny duo #mcyt #thank you op of the original post this was very fun for my unhinged braincells dedicated to block people

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wickjump · 2 months

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yeah i can deal with intrusive thoughts. those are fine. ive learned to cope. intrusive DREAMS?? whole nother story. i have VISIONS. VIVID ONES. and that’s so much WORSE. “oh i have violent dreams too” youuu. don’t GET IT. im talking INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS. anyway what the fuck was up with my nap cause that shit suuucked!!!!!

#i cant even say anything else it’s that bad #and then id be cancelled for having an uncontrollable mental illness or something #idk my psych thinks i have ocd. Like.. REALLY thinks I have ocd.#might be it ig #anyway yeah #when you have intrusive thought *dreams*#and regularly dream about characters you like #and have experience in certain things that aren’t really that uh good #it’s a baaaad combo.#bad one. not good.#altered how i perceived morality for a solid two hours after #dreams fuck me up so much more than thoughts #with thoughts im aware enough theyre happening and can say begone #with dreams my mind just goes along with things #i dont question or stop #and that mindset carries over when I wake up #sigh. me when my brain is so fucked up that even now id be crucified online if i was ever honest about my mental health journey

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tunakitchen · 20 days

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im pretty deep into liking arkanis at this point but it hasnt hit qsmp level obsession yet. i think the quickest and easiest way to hit that obsession level is if theres a f/f pairing in the server ♥️ not that yuri is the only way to my heart but its probably the easiest way. due to my nature.

#attention women of arkanis (who are not currently already rping their relationship) its time to start rping yuri. the people (me) want it.#my posts #it may seem like i only care about shipping. i will be honest. i really like shipping canon pairings. and i am drawn to f/f pairings.#im less interested in non canon pairings. and i enjoy all character analysis and ive posted a lot of it. but please understand.#my primary genre before watching minecraft smps was shoujo yuri. shoujo yuri is what im familiar with.#this is the experience i am approaching mcrp with. this is why i post like this. im coming out of third rewatch of utena to liveblog mcrp.#i will probably get invested in the plotline of arkanis but im always more interested in interpersonal relationships #romantic. platonic. neither of those. thats what im here for

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puppyeared · 6 months

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Atla live action 😐

#thats my honest reaction 😐#to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid #like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat #or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already #good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive #to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil #i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better #but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because #it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak #and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but #come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and #makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality #i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was #IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys'#and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall #AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think #plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS #a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason #im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your #audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small #thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small #its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers #i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang #anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and #rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz #netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub #no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same #ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me #i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing #yapping

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hcnnibal · 8 months

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thank u so much for the angels I'm wild about those dudes

THANK YOU FOR BEING WILD ABOUT THEM

#ill be honest man i had been working on their story on my own for like 2 yrs and it lowkey was like #such a lonely experience #and its still so surreal to see ppl like them and care about them #im glad my friends and my husband convinced me to be brave and share them #and now we can all hurt together bcbcbcb #a1/a2 #asks

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muttgirl · 21 days

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When i was a runaway teenager with active (c)ptsd that lived in an alternative family situation (guardianship) i felt totally different from “normal” people. Naturally. Just completely foreign and alien, unable to relate to others. One scenario that I always dreaded was meeting new people and knowing eventually they would ask me some sort of question that would either force me to lie or reveal that part of myself to them. Its been so many years and I’ve met so many people now and I never think about it like that anymore.

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possamble · 2 months

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Ooff I see that threesome WIP. Appreciate all that warning. I don't think I have the heart in me to read that hahaha. Just feels weird to have two women in a relationship and insert a man for funsies. But hey, maybe it's just me being being into only Farcille and them being monogamous and only for each other. I'm just gonna pretend it's a separate Falin and Marcille from a little creature universe so I won't look at them differently when I read the fic hahaha. Still will be reading anything else from you though. You're one of my favorite fic writers and will be waiting patiently for updates!!

I truly appreciate you being frank with what you want and don't want to read and being civil about it-- but I have to say. I'd understand and accept if you looked at me differently for making that kind of content. Maybe I'm not the kind of creator you thought I was, or my creative priorities don't line up with yours, and maybe you enjoy my content less because of that. That's all fine and well--you have every right to curate your own fandom experience and I encourage everyone to do so.

But it's very curious that you specifically said that you'd look at the characters differently. I would understand if you wanted to separate them bc it doesn't fit into your preferred image of them and that's all. But at first glance, your wording implies that they would be somehow tarnished for you if they decided to sleep with a male friend for fun some years down the line.

I don't know you, and I won't pretend I have any standing to interrogate you on a minor word choice. But here's an unsolicited heads up, if you'd humor me: you may want to examine where that sentiment is coming from. It could very well just be a knee-jerk reaction to non-monogamous content for your favourite pairing (I get that, I'm usually the one privately bitching when I see Marcille or Falin shipped with anyone else) but it could also be coming from a place that's very disparaging to adult wlw who sleep with men of their own volition. And I hope you'll agree that's something worth being wary of in yourself.

#asks #sorry if this is more wary than is necessary #if you want the full context this all was part of a fun idea i had with a mutual on twitter #who has since been getting anonymous death threats and accused of being someone who supports corrective rape.#so im just very frustrated with the general response #listen. im as surprised as you are. IM the man-hater monogamist who gets leery when people start involving men into sapphic pairings #and itd be INCREDIBLY different if both characters were canonically confirmed lesbians and i was bending their characters #specifically to benefit my own fantasies #but we're all here playing make believe. and i found something compelling and fun in exploring this side of their characters #make no mistake: if you hate it and youre gossiping/shittalking me in private circles im GRATEFUL.#im happy that you have a space to vent and be vocal about things that upset you #and that you arent so isolated and unhappy that you feel the need to attack me directly to somehow vocalize your feelings.#anyway. it was a lighthearted one-off concept that i had a lot of fun exploring #and my work speaks for itself. if you think that id write the usual male-centric drivel where theyre worshipping his dick #instead of a fun honest and candid experience that the three of them had for their own reasons #then theres already nothing i can do to change your mind #and i still unironically commend you for actively curating your own experience and choosing what you do and dont want to interact with.#edit to add that im talking about the general you in the tags not anyone specifically

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artsandstoriesandstuff · 2 months

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Me looking through all the reblogs/comments from people genuinely concerned about my wellbeing:

#/silly of course... I very much appreciate your worries but I need to reassure you all: I AM OKAY!!!#And disregarding the first week (was on my period) I have a decent sleep schedule. I've just started waking up early #i'll attempt to explain why I work so fast but I do need to give it some thought:#1) probably the most likely reason is just my art style; its relatively simple and cartoony and i've done it for years.#it could just be quick to work with?#speaking of which 2) I've been drawing for a long while... nearly all my life but getting more “serious” starting 3rd grade #it could be I've done the skills so much I just do them really fast? that and my art style maybe #in other words my art style and maybe my experience with cartooning make me work so fast? I have no clue #even this doesn't feel entirely accurate but I guess it provides some reason... like papercutzo said maybe its very stubborn motivation too #but seriously though please don't worry about me (yet)!!! I'm not overworking myself I promise :)#doodle #artsandramblesandstuff #update I read a thing about cartoonists working quickly and I think another thing that ties with the 2nd reason is practice? maybe?#sorry for sounding so distraught (if I'm honest its that I was beginning to think something was wrong with me for working so fast)#(thats why Im attempting to answer this)#(i should shut up now)

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mejomonster · 2 months

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Im watching Only Friends and We Are like back to back and. Wildly different college friend groups

Imagine ur in Peems friend group (ur like Toey or someone) and u go to the Yolo bar, and run into Boston and Top and Ray and u watch that fucking speech Ray gives absolutely roasting the fuck out of his friend's relationships and u make a mental note 'do not Ever bring my lover to this bar'

Dhdhhf

Like I love both shows. And I think theyre both somewhat true to life just like, very different viewpoints as theyre true to life. And depicting very different people (with some overlap). And of course, We Are is going for low stakes comfort slice of life genre, while Only Friends is going for dense analysis of friends in the hookup scene.

#only friends the series #we are the series #lb #idk what the overlap of ppl is that enjoy BOTH shows. but it includes me <3 i love them both a lot #like. only friends? to be real here #id say the American college or dating experience? at least for my age group?#it was Very relatable to only friends. not THAT messy. but. i was definitely Ray at times #(crush on friend. the rebound the friend dates) and Mew (and i still am kind of mew...#im demi and i just dont do hookups theyre boring as fuck and i cant get turned on unless im in love)#and ive definitely met people like Sand and dated ppl like Sand and to an extent been hurt so bad i dont believe ppl will #love me back (like Sand)#and ive had friends like Boston (although the friends didnt lie or like destroy friendships) and dated ppl like Boston #hell i even unfortunately dated some ppl like Nick who were like THAT messy and i had to Run asap #but like. Only Friends is very raw and Real about those real romance hangups existing for a LOT of real people.#meanwhile We Are? also relatable. the slow pace and low stakes? honestly also many relationships go that way #while ive been Ray crushing on a friend. ive also developed those crushes just as slow as Q and Toey leaving messages and interacting #or Peem and Phum on odd terms tjen seeing each other more and clicking and not doing anything right away #and my luckier friends have been like Tan: honest and upfront and adoring and with a person they like rather fast #i think the 2 shows are like the spectrum of experience with dating AND friends involved #and its enjoyable to see all sides of that spectrum (for me)

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lovelyrotter · 4 months

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yknow i love transmasc/tboy dirk always and forever but the way some ppl treat transmascness vs transfemmeness in HS's narrative........kinda sucks. like the whole thing about how being transfeminine is a literal transient experience and lets the character in question (any character) truly escape the oppression of HS's narrative-as-a-character which is patriarchal and toxic (lord english, hussie-the-character to an extent. i guess. idk ive seen a lotta ppl lump SI-hussie in w/ this), which is great and does hold weight as an analytical lens esp with how hussie irl is nonbinary. but where does this leave transmasc characters. why are we treating (headcanoned) transfemme HS characters like this and then tbh gleefully dooming (headcanoned) transmasc characters to eternal narrative suffering brought by LE and then mocking them for being ''gross tboys'' full of ''icky testorerone'' so its their fault theyre in this perpetual torment really? because they ''''chose to be a man''''? dunno man its starting to feel bad. especially since some bnf's who are really into this fan theory do actually kinda treat the general idea of transmasculinity like somthing to hold with tongs at arms length away from them. as if its alien or infectous or something and then get really mad when equally dysphoric transmascs do the same with feminity. why are we dooming dirk strider to eternal toxic-masculine suffering and what does that say about how we treat real life transmasc folks both in and outside of the fandom

#my t #basically you arent more or less special or deserving of celebration or joy depending on what pronouns you use #and idk yall gender is such a personal thing and your trans experience def does colour the way you look at the world. it def does mine/ours #and i wish ppl on this site would be more honest about that cause holy hell do some of yall treat eachother like dogshit #PURELY on the basis of identity. you are no better than a TERF if you do this. you ARE a TERF if you do this #but like...........can we all at least TRY not to demonize '''the other side''' here #in quotations because theres no '''other side''' in the trans community we're all just trans in different ways #theres just like. yknow #theres a reason why so many tboys and transmasc folks identify with the striders and dirk especially #and theres a reason why *so many* transmascs felt so much joy abt tboy roxy #so many of our lives pre-transition looked and felt like roxy lalondes. so many of us legit forcefully feminized ourselves #bc the alternative was so fucking scary. as you can probably imagine regardless of what flavour of trans you are #theres also a reason why there are so many transmasc fictives named dirk and dave and idk what to tell these ppl abt that #i remember rlly clearly this affectionate joke like a literal decade ago on this site that was like #daves intro dropped and 1mil tboys named dave materialized into existence #dirks intro dropped and 1mil MORE tboys named dirk materialized into existence #i try rlly rlly hard not to get sour at wlw/nblw focused memes that are like #''i made pepsicola better!!! theyre she/theys now :)'' for example #but its getting increasingly harder to ignore when the same ppl who make these memes treat #fans who prefer m/m *bc they themselves are gay* like shit #or like enjoying m/m because theyre mlm is mysogynistic. which it isnt ffs #that shit gives i am uncomfortable when is not about me and i aint here for that #if i were like these ppl maybe id turn all their fave girls into tboys just to spite them #but it wont be just to spite them bc 1) i aint abt that actually. im too fuckin grown for it and 2)#i genuinely just enjoy exploring m/m and masculinity more because i am a trans mlm. its very simple math

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ghost-proofbaby · 6 months

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Ghost... do my eyes deceive me... or did you add a Twitch link to your pinned? Does that mean what I think it means? ((please tell me it does))

the way y'all sometimes catch changes i do to my pinned post scare me (in the best way)

but your eyes do not deceive you. that is indeed my twitch. upon finding out i can do audio only, i've decided if y'all want it, i'll go stream bg3 and be a buffoon for y'all. <3 <3 <3

i'll likely not even get 1 viewer and be talking to the void but it'll be fine because i always have a good time playing bg3 <3

#i had to buy a new mic thing anyways #so uh #yeah!#ghost plays bg3 #siri play fool by djo #the earliest i could go live depends on my mic arriving but probably friday if im being honest lol #isn't the offline screen i have so cute though!!!!!#little cats!!!#an absolutely adorable screen if i say so myself #i have a couple anons sitting in the inbox about this i haven't replied to and such but it'd be really neat if y'all joined in if i do it <#allow you all to experience the joy that is Romancing Astarion #and probably making it an honor run just to change it up and challenge myself #i haven't even checked to see if my new links to twitter and twitch work man #HOW DID YOU SEE THAT SO QUICKLY????

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