#im madly in love with my paras

[simplygoingmadd]

[ge0rg1ewaa]

"They set it up!" - Neymar jr

A/n : this is so confusing and idk if it makes sense. I just wanted to post something, anything. hope u still enjoy it :)

[Third person pov]

The smell of freshly prepared pasta wafted through the corridors of the apartment. The atmosphere was soothing with a blanket on the couch & a favorite movie on the TV. The setting sun and its last rays were the only thing that could be seen through the window.

Today was Y/n's day off and she decided not to bother going out, to be honest, she wasn't in the mood either. Yesterday, she broke up with her boyfriend of a year and a half because she found out he was cheating on her. She didn't do anything all day. In the morning she went out to do the shopping, but since then she has been at her place, reading the unfinished book and finishing watching the last few episodes of the series she has been bingeing on lately.

After pouring herself a portion of the pasta, she headed to the sofa, taking her phone from the charger. The girl had not yet checked her social media, her phone flooded with messages from Instagram, Twitter and Messenger. There was nothing interesting in the internet world. There were no dramas at the moment, or at least Y/n hadn't run into them. One of the messages was from her boyfriend well ex now, Neymar jr, and read 'I'm really sorry. I promise you, I haven't done anything. You know I would never touch anyone else expect you. I love you. Baby please answer me. ' and stuff like that, but Y/n just blocked him. Less than a minute later, her phone rang. As soon as she saw that it was Neymar, she let him ring, but as soon as she realized that he was not going to give up so easily, she picked up the phone, but remained silent, letting him speak.

"Hi meu amor. I know you are there, but you are silent because you want me to speak, so I will speak and tell you everything. The other night after we won the game we went out for a treat but we got drunk and I don't even know how I got home. I swear to god I don't know the girl who was next to me. They set it up! We haven't done anything, I promise you. I know the pictures you saw don't do justice to my words, but I have a video where she is paid to lie next to me half naked. I'll send it to you so you can make sure too. Eu te amo muito. Eu nunca faria algo assim para te machucar. Você significa muito para mim. [ I love you so much. I would never do anything like that to hurt you. You mean so much to me.]" After he explained everything to her in one breath, Y/n unblocked him to send her the video. And he was right. The girl could be clearly seen haggling for the amount of money and eventually getting it, before taking off her dress and laying down next to the sleeping Neymar. But how did she get into his room?

"You can see for yourself what it's all about. I still don't know how she managed to get into my room and who helped her and why they took pictures, but at least I can rest assured that you know the truth." Neymar sighed, his red eyes filled with tears once again. He doesn't know how he let things get here. Only a day since the love of his life left him, but he doesn't know what is happening around him. At least now that Y/n had let him explain the ugly situation, he hoped she would return to his arms. He missed her, her touch, her kisses, her voice, her laugh, her presence in general. He was so deeply madly in love with her that he was ready to leave his family and end his career for her, and we all know how important family & football are to him.

He was just about to hang up the phone when her soft breaking voice called. "Ney, im so sorry. I should have let you explain earlier, but because of my stubborn head, I didn't and hurt both of us. I wish I could hug and kiss you. I miss you." Y/n said, her voice quiet but understandable. She knows that's not possible because of the miles that separate them every day.

" Se você descer e sair, seu desejo pode se tornar realidade. Se você descer e sair, seu desejo pode se tornar realidade. " [If you go downstairs and go outside, your wish may come true.]" Neymar replied with a small smile that could be heard in his voice.

He was here. He was finally here. Her smile shot across her face. Y/n would finally see him. She was so excited that she didn't even bother to get a jacket and flew down the stairs, opening the front door as quickly as possible. And here in front of her stood Neymar. With his classic smile and different hairstyle. He opened his arms and Y/n ran up and jumped on top of him. Her legs wrapped around his hips, his arms around her back and under her thigh to keep her from dropping to the ground. She nuzzled her face into his neck, smelling his fresh scent & he buried his face in her hair, inhaling her shampoo, which smelled of vanilla and cinnamon.

They pulled back and smashed their lips into each other's. Their lips seemed to be made for each other and fit together like a puzzle. Ney couldn't seem to enjoy Y/n's cherry lip balm & her hands were tangled in his curls.

"I missed you and I'm so sorry I didn't believe you at first." Y/n whispered, forehead pressed against Neymar's.

" Tudo está bem agora. Eu te amo." [ Everything is good now. I love you.]

" Te amo mais." [I love you more.]

[turtleneck-crowley]

Wake up babes of the GO fandom turtleneck-crowley just dropped their most recent Magnus Opus🥰🥰🥰

Hey guys I am a eccentric genius artist of the century whose works will probably only be appreciated post mortem (self-diagnosed)

Im also very certain you would all blorbos me if I were a fictional character but alas I am a boring meat package that got birthed out of an afab physiology and thus a sack of mouldy potatoes might have been a more interesting source writing this post. (Pure hubris, part irrational resentment that you are all quite familiar with *cheeky hot wink*)

I happen to own a get out of jail free card called catch 22 which is crafted out of part sarcasm, part idgasinglefgtfoofmyfacei180dmycringethroughyearsofpainandselfrelctionthatim toocoolforyounow public image

(if you actually read that you deserve, well nothing actually except perhaps my condolences and a consensual pat on the back that implies my unlicensed diagnosis that you are in fact, not dyslexic)

Anyhow cracking on back to the sentence *sighs and rolls eyes with you*

(-I mean in the streets, not with you guys, here im babygirl with half a brain cell/true form), part wholesome idiocy, years of experience in masking, part looking presentable, part knowing how society and science and art works and trying to be in tact with my own sense of humanity as much as possible -at least to the point where I’m not breaking any humanitarian law…

And yes bitch the whole eccentric genius /madly passionate or passionately mad paradox catch 22 license holder is you af - want a gold star? ⭐️ (crowley ref) (affectionate banter)

Fact is tumblrinas like to heighten and balance their EQ and IQ agreed?

I’m hyper aware that you guys are smart enough to assess me as going through a manic phase that is on the verge of psychotic-having observed hints of madness in my recent posts deducing via your own experiences that I have gone through a strict diet of coffee, whiskey, smut that Neil Gaiman himself would tear his locks and Sir Terry Pratchett would roll in his grave, finished off with a nice slice of Hozier songs as dessert

(that’s on top of of a yet to be discovered food chain which I call the Antichrist diet footnote: please credit me after I die before my Tesla gets Edisoned

‘Tis actually a great alternative way to invoke a psychedelic experience in substitute of the more expensive and questionably unlawful way that is smoking crack *disclaimer not recommended for the faint hearted or those self-diagnosed as mentally stable)

You are perfectly correct! Here’s another gold star!!! ⭐️

In fact I am currently being yelled by my parents to come downstairs because I need to be dropped off to the asylum while I’m trying to actually do something that gives me joy (Joan of Arc eat your heart out) and I assure you I have eyes and witness my very legs , naked and hairy (and did I mention Im only wearing a slutty black bra and skirt that I wore as a swimming suit AND a pajama and now my back to the looney bin outfit?) leaving a perfectly good soup with baguettes as evidenced here

However, I would like to UNO reverse such a caring notion by giving you a purple heart 💜

and divert you with a fun little clip that displays our para social relationship that I am hoping has deepened through my superficial charm to portray our rendezvous as warm and familiar and human as our beloved Mr. Holmes and Doctor Watson:

No worries, Watson also came with the conslusion that the person he’s engaged with (more like to amiright- not us i mean, them, that’s where the analogy is cut off back into our real identities) is “not human”

Anyhow it might not be your cup of tea but at least hold the mug for a few minutes it’s worth it

Head fic: Gods of Sex and Idiocy

(If anything please see it as a game where we can title it better cause I’m shit at naming things - I call one of my plants Joe)

Hey Good Omens fandom

With the note of:

“who needs sane when you have creative”

-turtleneck-crowley

I have made a meta season 3 in my head and the stars have even sent me a playlist ??? (It’s the only one that seems to be downloaded on my wifi less phone)

Here’s the link:

Check out some of my latest posts

It’s really immersive and otherworldly

Down the rabbit hole and through the mirror you go 🐇🎩🪄

And what if season 1 is the ace route and season 2 is the sexual route so season 3 might be an aro route to defeating the enemy?

Ngk idk idc idgaf

I’m just like phone rn

(side note: why do I have the infinite capacity of taking pains (Sherlock reference) for being a mad artist instead of working on the next big physics formula answer? Good question: I’m actually just an emotional idiot aka sexy trash ✨ that’s addicted to blogging and I wouldn’t trade it for any other praise worthy status in the world 💜)

Honestly guys I sound like a sociopath but I’m really just very pained and fucked royally by circumstance that is too dramatic and gay for anyone except the loonies on tumblr to understand. I’m so disappointed by all this unjust pain and agony of the world- the children, the animals, the environment, the people that I have conditioned myself to display an eloquence so pungent it seems like I’m a cold manipulator. For if I ever showed myself for who I was to them- the judgers, the perverted, the scheming, I would surely be dead either by my own or someone else’s hands. Maybe I’m God and they just like tumblr and good omens and want to eat crepes in peace with the personality they split into 2 -preferably in Paris. Maybe they have been placed all the blame by the enemy and they are powerless to the human condition as you all are by an unknown enemy and is fated to be tortured in anxiety and pain invisible to all and the only infinite power they have is love that bleeds.

But I’ll give you and I both the peace of mind that I am an in fact just a mentally ill human whose life span is between the zones of expiration and fermentation, with a god complex, whom their closest people will never truly know how to care no matter how much they try- and in fact the more they try to help me the more they leave me in my original state- alone.

I leave you (no I’m not killing myself you idiot I’m going to the mental hospital to be molested by nightmares of demons - I literally experience it everyday- as they force me to take my sleeping pills which sinks me deeper into it-oh wait that’s kind of worse lmao) with this favorite piece of classical music of mine

Stay safe yall I love you

[alastor-my-love]

hello. im man that madly in love with alastor :DD (run by @sinfulrq)

u can call me adx. i use it/they/he/mirror prns, any/mirror neo and any terms!

byi: i am in love with alastor and am his main fan. my personality is completely based on him and belongs to him (n i also love adam). also im a radqueer, pro-everything and pro-c :)

dni: love alastor more than me (even though no one can love alastor more than me, i still put this here just in case), alastor haters, anti-radqueers, anti-transid, anti-endos, anti-para, anti-shippers, rap¡sts, xenosatan¡sts, homophobe and pluralphobe

my ids: transharmful, transage, 2age, transalastor'svoice, transspecies n more

thats seems to be all. bye, my deærs! 📻

[itsnothesameasitwas]

hiii y'all for some reason i decided to join into the follow forever/mutual appreciation posts, so made this silly gif like two weeks ago and started writing the post (all's under the cut cuz it's gonna be long lol) First of all, I want to thanks y'all for made my 2021 better fr, i've made so much friends and i'm pretty sure some of them will stay until we pass away... also thanks to y'all who's following this unhinged blog <3

'the best part of being a One Direction fan are the friends you make through them'

honestly a big shout out to all these lovely people, guys you all are amazing and deserve the best (always) thanks for being part of my 2021 (yes this is gonna be my sappy moment)

To my GCs: hey babes! thanks for having me, listen to me and supporting me during the whole year (also for bear my random moments hehe)

@eclipsadxs gc: voy a escribir esto en español porque las amo y lo merecen hehe... primero que nada, gracias por adoptarme <3 y por soportarme en todo momento y por ser unas amigas grandiosas, literalmente habría muerto sin ustedes ya que esto está lleno de yankees <33

namastent gc: @ialwaysknewyouwerepunk @bolitodequeso @hl28 @moirindeclermont @theymetinthetoihlet @fakenudes @harryhazza @strutitout @springloveswinter @toofargonetopray honestly idk how im still in the gc bc im the most inactive person ever (sry ab it) nut you need to know that i truly appreciate you guys so much!! also #JackMcQueenRights... you're too good to be true <33

the unhinged club: @narrylover @cowboylarries @holyshit @nouislover @coffeehotcoffee @avocadolouis28 @heartshaped-lou @dorothyharry @rainblou @faithinrainbows @zouis-exes-to-lovers @sryluvidrc (li and cata too) a gc that started bc li and me were drunk lol... guys i love you so so much <33 thanks for deal with my dumb ass and unhinged questions hehe <3

some highlights:

@justalarryblog: BECA!!! i love you so so so much!! I'm glad to be your friend, you're an amazing person with a big heart and soul that deserve the entire world <33 and even if you insist that your writing sucks it doesn't and that's why you have me, to remind you that you're so talented and that you have an exquisite fic taste <3 (we should start an ABO lovers club and reread Cold Little Heart)

@bluewinnerangel: hi person that i love <3 i think you alr knwoo that but i never forget ab things (or i don't rly easely) so i remember how our lil friendship started (larry god bless the grandpa mp) and i truly appreciate u yk this but i love u (and you love me bc i'm cute and a bit malicious hehe)

@whaleharry: Boobie IM TRULY MADLY DEEPLY in love with you!!! i think you are one of my first mutuals/friends and my soulmate <33 thanks for being unhinged with me the last months, listen to me 24/7 and also love me and support me all the time even if what im doing is insane <333 please... come visit me <3

@anxiouslarrie: CATA AMOR DE MI VIDA <333 eres la mejor persona que conozco, gracias por desvelarte conmigo siempre, hacer mi tarea, mandarme memes, escucharme hablar de todo y soportarme cuando me molesto y también por mexicanizarte para que te entienda <333 eres la mejor polola del mundo @yourhabit28: Mag!!! AMIGA!!! te amo demasiado, tanto que te escribo esto en español <333 te extraño mucho mucho pero amo cuando hablamos, gracias por ser parte de mi 2021 y literal una de mis mejores amigas y por ser co fundadora del #TemporaryFixStanClub

@ladychlo: chay i love u so much!! i'll never get tired to tell you how much much i love you and your art, you're the sweetes and talented person ik <333 (ily tumblr-wife)

@louisxgolden: sabías que te amo? no hemos hablado tanto últimamente pero quiero que sepas que eres asombrosa!!! eres de las mejores personas que conozco, gracias por siempre estar para mi <33 @folkmore: SOPHIA MY ENEMESTIE <333 love you so so much!! you're the only swiftie i could love in this life and i am the only nice anti-t you'll love <333 thanks for being there all the time and being so funny, sweet and also the nicest bully ever!! (ih8u) #BringHARRYSUITSback

@one-wayroad: LAU NO SABES LO MUCHO QUE TE AMO!! gracias por todo todo todo, literal ya hubiera merto de no ser por ti <33 por ser mi january capricorn, mi inspiración y mi lado reflexivo en este mundo lol, por las risas y los cumplidos y por recordarme que puedo hacer las cosas bien <333

@louisbowie @larentsbr @fivescrews @tanktop-lou @whenyouvequitefinished @loualbum @miss-styles @solvetheminourdreams @rainbowparadisebht @heyangels @cloudsmp3 @loulovehome @harrylovesunflower @harrylouis @lonelysxnflower @brightgolden @genuineconspiracy and last but not least A BIG shot out to the ppl who made my obsessive compulsive reader came back to life (and also bc i love you all even if we don't talk a lot)@allwaswell16 @twopoppies @evilovesyou justalarryblog and all the ppl who rec fics (please don't stop doing it, bc beca knows i've alr read most of your recs)

ANYWAY... i'm aware i've missed loads of ppl but it's 2am (when i'm finishing to write this) and i couldn't think in someone else, but if i have rec your blog sometime (or i follow you) you still being really special to me <3

+ blog roll

[daydreamingjester]

{ OOC }

aight you lil shits I’ve got enough good pals to properly introduce myself in the best post ever because I’m using all the meme photos of myself

🌟 GET TO KNOW THE MUN ! 🌟

• don’t ever be intimidated by me literally look at these photos you cannot by law be intimidated by me because I’m intimidated by every breathing thing on the planet

• I’m 22 ✨

• My name is Dove ✨

• I’m a vet tech ✨

• I’ve been writing for well over 9 years and started on Facebook — I honestly just joined tumblr for the first time like a month and some ago lol

• I never lost the FNAF phase it was just hibernating until breach came out. foxy has and will always be my comfort character. used to have a plushie and key chain of him !

• when I was younger and it’s been so long first came out I was blasting that with my earphones in the car to my grandfather’s funeral and I don’t know why that’s so horribly dark and funny to me I just don’t handle death properly

• THAT RUN SONG IS SUCH A FUCKING BOP

• I was there during the entire purple guy period where no one knew his name or face so he was just drawn as a drugged up purple dude everyone either wanted to madly fuck or have him fuck the phone guy with only a telephone as a head and let me tell you that was a wild time.

• I used to be the first multi para foxy on Facebook and everyone. I mean EVERYONE. wanted to fuck the fox. it was again, a wild time.

• I hate that I simp for Afton. in every form except scrap. big ass forehead looking lemon squeezed deformed bunny ass crusty man. springtrap and burntrap gets a free pass. I ✨ 100% ✨ simp for both his voice and glitch { sue me } . the fanart? IMMACULATE. MWAH. I originally had no intentions whatsoever on liking this dude until YA’LL AFTON WRITERS GOT ME HOOKED ON THIS SHIP LIKE CRACK. THANKS. IM AN ADDICT NOW. YOU’RE PAYING FOR MY FUCKING HOSPITAL BILL.

• I came into this fandom thinking I was only going to attach myself to sun and moon but here we are with my plethora of comfort characters.

• am I the only fucking person who doesn’t simp for Monty

I have no room to talk I simp for afton

I simp for literally only one other character in the entire franchise but I refuse to go off about him because I don’t want my friend to think I’m weird go figure he’s the one character I promise you I would ramble about how much I love him to fucking death for three hours straight please do not ask me

• The greatest showman has been my favorite movie for four years straight and anything circus related has my entire heart and soul

• that jingle that plays the weird music box carousel music for FNAF makes me emotional for no reason like I’ll hear it then start tearing up

• surprise surprise I want to be a voice actress but it’s hard when it’s a competitive field

I’ve taken professional voice acting and singing lessons and I sing on the side I just haven’t actually done a cover with my normal voice here yet

• I’m a slut for ships and angst. idc I’ll ship her with a million people. cringe culture is dead

• eeyup THATS ALL FOLKS

[dameferre]

I'm rewatching the Jorge Drexler Tiny Desk because it was recorded on Valentine's Day, and I just think "Telefonía" is a WTWT anthem:

Te quiero, te querré, te quise siempre

Desde antes de saber que te quería

Te dejo este mensaje, simplemente

Para repetirte algo que yo sé que vos sabías

(Zuko was like, nah, don't have to worry about telling Sokka I love him using exactly those three words because I know he already knows it — I'll tell him in other ways. But also: Sokka loving Zuko before he knew that he did 🥺)

okay i am so sorry but you cannot leave a message like this for me to see on valentine’s day. you cannot just come in here with a fucking love song in SPANISH comparing it to my fic and expect me not to fall madly in love with you?? this is basically a proposal in my book do you even realise what you’ve done

but that aside you are so so correct that ‘i have loved you since before i knew i loved you’ is EXACTLY the sokka vibe i was going for. and zuko being like ‘you already know (but imma tell you again)’ ugh god it’s perfect

also i listened to the full song and

“Aunque todos creen que han inventado algo

Y siguen siendo las mismas las canciones”

i am on the floor. i am crying. that shit hit me right in the portrait of a lady on fire “do all lovers feel like they’re inventing something”. right where it fucking aches

you made my entire day im devoted to you entirely

[ironwoman359]

“Why did you save me?” “That’s what family does.” And “The whole group just wrecking havoc in order to rescue their kidnapped teammate.” With everyone and an outside threat.

Content Warnings: Fantasy violence, being tied up/gagged, mentions of villain!Remus, let me know if I need to add anything else!

—

Roman wasn’t scared. He was tired, thirsty, sore, and…maybe a bit concerned, but not scared! 

Why would he be? He was only tied up against the trunk of a tree with so much rope he could barely move, and the gag tied in his mouth was only cutting in so deep that his cheeks had gone numb, and it’d only been three days since he’d been captured by the clan of bandits who still hadn’t given him food…all things considered, he was fine! 

“What’s the holdup, man, we’ve been waiting in this stupid clearing for hours!”

Roman glanced over at the bandit who had spoken, a burly fellow whose sense of patience seemed to be as impeccable as his sense of hygiene. Which was to say, nonexistent. 

“Are you sure this guy is worth it?” the thug continued, and his companion, a much lankier man, nodded. 

“The boss said if we got this dude without a scratch on ‘im and waited here, we’d be well paid. At least twice as much as the typical haul.”

“Damn. This guy’s brother must really want him back.” 

The blood drained immediately from Roman’s face. He’d figured that the bandits were on some slave driver’s payroll; it was a common enough occurrence in this remote part of the kingdom for kidnappings to take place. But if his brother was behind this…

Roman swallowed. Okay…maybe he was a little scared. 

A twig snapped behind Roman and his heart jumped into his throat. Oh god, he was here. After everything he’d done to try and get away, everything he’d sacrificed to escape, it was all meaningless. Remus would take great pleasure in reminding him exactly how fruitless his efforts were, and Roman had learned years ago that anything his twin took pleasure in wasn’t something he would enjoy. When faced with a choice between the two, Roman honestly thought he’d prefer being sold to a slaver. 

The underbrush rustled and Roman closed his eyes. His face burned with the shame of it, but he wasn’t ready to see Remus’s face just yet. He braced himself, waiting for his brother’s voice taunting in his ear. 

Instead, there was a *whoosh* and a guttural cry from one of the bandits. Roman’s eyes flew open in time to see the smaller of the two who had spoken fall to the ground, a purple hilted throwing knife sticking out of his chest. 

Virgil?

As if conjured by the thought, another knife flew out from the trees, striking the larger bandit in the shoulder, then three figures burst into the clearing. Roman’s mind was reeling so much he barely could comprehend what was happening, but before he knew it, the bandits all lay dead or unconscious around him and there was a familiar mess of curls filling his field of vision.

“Patton?” he asked in bewilderment as the bright eyed wood elf reached up and slid the gag out of Roman’s mouth.

“Roman, oh my god, you’re okay,” he said, cupping Roman’s face in both hands. “We were so worried…you’re not hurt, are you? Don’t worry, we’ll get you right out of these.” 

He dropped to his knees and began working at the knots holding Roman in place. 

“Patton, what…”

“Apologies for how long it took us to reach you,” Logan said, coming up on Roman’s other side and working on his own set of knots. “We had to wait until we had enough of an advantage that we could ensure our victory without risking your safety.” 

The last of the ropes fell away and Roman slumped, his legs so numb he was unable to hold himself up on his own. Patton caught him before he fell and eased him to the ground. 

“Take it easy, kiddo, you’re okay,” he murmured. 

“Yes, do not put too much stress on yourself right away, your limbs will need time to regain their circulation. Virgil!” 

“What?” Virgil asked, pulling the last of his knives out of a fallen bandit. 

“Can you bring out our supplies? I believe they have not given him food or water, it is imperative that he is rehydrated.” 

“You got it, Lo,” Virgil said, before holding his hand out in front of him. A dark, shadowy portal opened up in the air in front of him, and after sticking his arm inside and rummaging around for a moment, he withdrew a large knapsack and closed the portal again with a snap of his fingers. 

He knelt in front of Roman and handed him a canteen, which Roman took a deep draught from gratefully. 

“Easy now, not too fast,” Logan instructed. “Small sips.”

“I…” Roman swallowed, and looked around at his rescuers, who he honestly hadn’t expected to see again after he’d been taken. “I…I don’t understand.” 

“If you drink too fast you may cause yourself to be sick and as retaining fluid is a priority right now you must–” 

“No, I mean,” Roman swallowed again. “Why…why did you save me?” 

Virgil hissed in sympathy, sitting back on his heels. 

“That brother of yours really did a number on you, didn’t he?” he muttered, and Roman frowned, confused.

“Huh?”

“Kiddo.” Patton reached out and tilted Roman’s head towards him. “We rescued you because you’re our family. And that’s what family does. It looks out for each other, no matter what. Got it?” 

Roman looked each of his friends in the eye, expecting to find…he wasn’t sure what, if he was honest with himself. But all he saw was concern, care, and love. 

“Yeah,” he said, a lump forming in his throat as he smiled for the first time in three days. “I got it.”

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Sanders Sides Taglist (pt.2): @thomasfandersunite, @slightlyobssesive,  @logicallyanxious, @apologetically-anxious, @keys117, @digitally-analog,    @ocotopushugs, @warping-reality,  @grey-lysander, @your-username-is-unavailable, @hikariyukino, @theresneverenoughfandoms, @virgil-sanderssss, @violetmcl, @thatfandomfollower, @nothingelsemattersme, @cdragontogacotar, @narniasfinestavengingsociopath, @absentmindedproff, @fantasyandfairfolk, @virgilsblogofanxietys, @your-average-outcast, @sanderstalker, @galaxy-warping, @queen-of-all-things-snuggly @a-little-bit-of-ace, @faithfreedom-art @therealhmmlingle @xxladystarlightxx, @morgan-the-art-girl, @stormcrawler75 @wowitsmyblog, @romanssippycup, @lunalikesgamesandstuff, @lamp-calm-sanders, @musikasworld @cyberpunkjinx, @mauvelavender @samathekittycat @black-out-wonder @i-read-by-lamp @ravenclawicecream @nashiraneko @lucifer-in-my-head @ladyartemisia28 @awesome-and-unique-username @zoalis @entpscarleharrrr @raygelkitty @zeldahadasword @gubbalupagus @musicphanpie-b @virgilssweaterpaws, @faacethefacts @a-simple-fryingpan @pinkeasteregg @punknerdmusings @imantisocialgetoverit @anuninspiredpoet  @awkward-avocado-of-death, @poison-lyra @modcarbz, @thisrandomperson102,  @skydiamcnds @just-another-starfish, @thepoolofthedead,  

Sanders Sides Taglist (pt.3): @theinvisiblespoon,  @dreamsshadowwashere, @broadwaytheanimatedseries,  @bitten1ce,  @madly-handsome, @cats-with-blogs, @damienswifeolicitydallysgirl @fanderrawr,  @starjames-pma @crownswriter123 @stars-sunsets-and-oliver, @akiraaria, @thilb0burrit0, @dragonangel-funandfire, @painterman-bobross  @galaxymindedindividual,  @sassy-in-glasses, @vergeangst, @iaminmultiplefandoms,  @thedundundunnnsong, @podcastsandcoffee, @bosmeri-alyd @anyay666,  @celinethotwrong,  @poorlittleanxiousbaby, @bibbidi-bobbity-booyah @chaloopa12 @lastbeginning @readeatfightlove13, @girlwthanxiety4ever @entpscarleharrrr @jani-bunny54 @logically-emotional @i-am-ashamed-blog @puns-and-pattons @fluidityandgiggles @gatlily @stupidfangirl107 @default-lesbian @sharkkittem @thesocialbookwormishere @amuthefunperson @lunareclipse-524  @purplesoul-at-hogwarts @asymmetricalgarbage8888  @maxiswriting   @bluebloodstains @savage-fox-cacti  @skitari  @iridescentglassflowers  @immortaldystopia @satanblessi   @iloveeverytjing123 @the-average-loner @therealpeterpan-blog  @theunoriginaldaisy  @para-keat @today-only-happens-once @03-30-am  @why-only-have-one-fandom @analogical-mess @twilight-trix @silverjay520 @purpleandblacknightmares @anxious-fander-bean  @felicianoromano @idioticsky  @storytellerofuntoldlegends @lesbianturtle @fight-or-flight-reflexes @brownie-aunt @sweetsmalldog  @chelsvans @sos-fandoms  @opaque-puppet

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@jimprotectionsquad, @somber-fae, @splattime-rift, @simon-seppa, @kinkiestcoconutaround, @nyxwordsmith, @hannahisnottalented,  @thefamouszombiebouquet, @jordandobbertin,  @la-fandom-freak, @freepaperie081, @tormentist, @mollycassmith, @pleaseletthisjimbetaken,  @littleteenblog, @of-chaos-and-flame, @monstermemories, @simplelittlestar, @sander-fander, @jenni-with-an-i, @superawesomeamazingname, @randomcrystals, @the-gilbird, @desolate-darlin, @alwaysmy-lilith, @look-its-meme, @sigma-time-lord, @toreen-m, @samthekoalabear98,  @thewinterunicorn,  @miss-meg1710, @itsjustkota, @justanotherproblem, @redone0-0dreamer,  @mltcp,  @jiiiimmmm–with-dyed-hair,  @jse-fandom-protection-squad, @edible-napkin, @helpmeimjim,  @slim-jims, @didsomeonesayprince,  @fanofyoutubeandmore, @hexatrash

[dragxnfall]

hi so im kinda pulling aus out of my ass. i prefer literate third pov para writers please ;w; i’m lazy so im just gonna use my overwatch muses but do note these are not overwatch verses.

1. A accidentally messes with some Dark Web shit and summons a literal demon. B (preferably one of mine) is a high ranked demon that frankly wants to overthrow the planet and eat people, however, magic enchantments that come from the summoning leaves them in bindings that subject them and render A their master who has to find a way to send the demon back to the underworld. 

2.  i stopped seeing someone when we started to fool around and i don’t know if you’re seeing other people, but i kind of hope you’re not

3. stripper au - A was a troubled youth and ended up owing a powerful figure an outstanding amount. in order to repay their debt, they wind up becoming a dancer. B is a very plain and almost bland person, dragged to the club against their will and winds up getting a lap dance from A and starts developing a crush and continuously visiting.

4. amnesia au - A and B were madly in love once upon a time, though as of late the relationship continues to crumble as they fight and argue, always sleeping alone or leaving to a friend’s house to spend the night. A decides to walk out the door for good and winds up in a terrible car crash that leaves them comatose, memory significantly jarred. B completely forgets everything they’ve ever been mad about and spends every waking moment at their bedside until A wakes up, completely unknowing of who B is. B is heartbroken, but continues to shatter their pieces as they remember how miserable they were and pretends they were merely friends while continuing to hide their emotions as they help A recover, falling for them all over again but crying at night because B decides it’s better for A to forget what they once had.

[skyqueenxx]

I badly wanted to check on you too, sometimes. But its me who created this space between us. Im sorry sa lahat lahat ng pagkukulang ko at sa lahat ng mga bagay na di ko nagawa para sayo. 😔 I always blame myself for everything. Na kung lumaban pa ako? Hays.. Pero its too late for that.. I was clearly lost for now.. I dont know now if my life decisions are right or not, tbh. I am just flowing.. floating in the waves of life wherever it takes me.. but I hope.. wag naman sa masama or malungkot.

Every woman will be so blessed to have someone like you. Im just so thankful forever for having you in my life.. for treating me like a princess.. like you've always been calling me. Its my loss. I lost someone that is a kind hearted and a genuine person who loved me truly no matter what. I know. Im such a loser, for giving up. I admit its been tough, true and a fun roller coaster ride with you.. I found safety, security and happiness with you and will always take a risk to do it one more time if I could have the chance to, in the future. 🥺

For those years, I know I've cried a lot. I've been so dramatic, paranoid, super needy and territorial girlfriend you've had. I know it will just be "me" na ganun. Well, thats how love is. You'll get so madly, deeply, crazily and truly in love with someone no matter what and thats what I felt. I've never been like that before and I know I will never be like that again anymore with someone. It will just be always you.. nakakatawa man but its true. I'm crazy for you. Lol. 😅

Kenneth John, I hope you'll have some courage to read this messages from me for some time. Its my only way to let out my regrets, worries, thoughts and feelings I have for us, for you and for me.

You will always be my best friend and best partner ever. Even though we aren't been talking everyday.. writing this to you right now makes me feel so safe and comfortable.

If you'll ever have a gf soon. Hehe, I cannot promise to stop writing for you in this tumblr account. But of course, I wont be selfish. I will always respect you and your happiness and decisions in life. Its just that maybe you could still let me to talk to you here even if you're just reading and not responding.

Its 12am in the morning right now.. and I cant sleep. Im just worried of you.. I know I havent heard from you since my operation.. its not been that long but.. I always am worried about you. Because I still care for you and will always be.

Anyways, I wanted to let you know that you will always be with my prayers together with tita, kath and of course of your whole family which is my family whom I cares a lot, too.

Whenever you need someone to talk to, you can call me anytime. You'll always have me, no matter what time it is. ☺️ Be safe always okay!!! Always pray and wear that smile, cause it suits youuu! I still gotchu!

[simplygoingmadd]

no cause why is my para literally better at everything than me?? how come you can sing, dance, act, play multiple instruments, speak 6 languages fluently, be insanely smart, and you’re HOT?! i created you how dare you be better than me.

[jonaxxjournal]

😍😍😍😍

Valentines day is coming so let’s reminisce those last kilig lines from them...

Jacob, Baka Sakali 1

"Hinding hindi ka na ulit magbabakasakali sa pag ibig ko, palagi akong nandito, kahit anong mangyari. Mamahalin kita. At aanakan ng marami."

Jacob, Baka Sakali 2

"Yes, Rosie... Bubuntisin na kita. At sakin ka na habang buhay."

Jacob, Baka Sakali 3

It's her smile that makes everything in me okay.

Chase, Chase and Hearts

"I, Chase Matin Castillo, take you, Eliana Jimenez, to be my beloved wife. The chase is over. I've locked you inside my heart. The key is lost. Forever, baby."

Hector, End this War

"Mahal na mahal kita, Chesca. At akin ka! Wala akong pakealam kung mawasak ako pag nagdesisyon kang ayaw mo na sakin."

Rage, Every Beast Needs A Beauty

I want this girl. I want to love her for the rest of my life. I will never waste that chance.

Logan , Give In To You

"Dammit, I am so glad you came back to me. I am so glad, Porsh... Thank you."

Rozen, Heartless

Finally, I got her.

Brent, Invisible Man

"Sabi ko sayo eh, mahal mo ako, di mo lang alam.I guess I'mfinally visible... to the only woman I see."

Wade, Mapapansin Kaya?

"Reina Carmela Rivas.Ready for honeymoon?"

Bench, No Perfect Prince

I'm Benjamin Jimenez. I know this plan is selfish and evil, but I'll risk every evil in this world to make her stay with me.

Brandon, One Night, One Lie

You're damn tied, Aurora Veronica Pascual Rockwell.

Fourth, Ripped

Freya, you are my everything.

Sibal, Scorching Love

Hinding hindi ka matutupok ng pagmamahal ko dahil ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit lubusan ang pag-aalab nito.

Hendrix, To Stay

I really can't believe that Erin Montefalco is this in love with me...

Troy, Training to Love

"Semper Fidelis, Trisha. I will always be faithful. I will always love you no matter what. Don't ever doubt that."

Riguel, Tripped

That naught girl in high school I used to hate so much? I married her today. My Lilienne Ylena A. Alleje, I love only you ever since.I am only successful when I have you.I am only successful because I have you.

Elijah, Until Trilogy

"Yes. Too madly in love. Baby, I think that's a big difference."

Noah, Worthless

"I'm in love with you too. Finally, I got you this time, Megan. I got you, finally."

Ali, Waves of Memories

Ilang beses kong ipapaalala sa kanya, sa lahat ng tao, at sa langit... na ako ang para sa kanya. Kahit anong mangyari.

Knoxx, Whipped

You're still really so young. But damn it, you made me grow... you made me fall... and so whipped.

Jayden, Why Do You Hate Me?

Damn... Im just so in love with this girl. Hindi ko na mapangatwiranan kung bakit parehong pinipiga at masaya ang puso ko.

[vveniversum]

Valentines

let me tell you a story that started during the valentine season of 2010

To give you a recap— He is all the love i’ve known, from child hood sweetheart of 2001, to puppy love of 2002, to lost love of 2003-2008, to my true love of 2009, and my greatest love and totga of 2013 and forever. 2009 was our year of recollection, started out with a simple happy birthday (fb timeline post feb 14,2010) that gave me mini heart attacks, by that time I knew that the love i hid in the deepest corners of my heart since 2001 is still there, burried but never lost. We exchanged kamustahans that lead to wag kang papagutom to sunduin na kita and later on... mahal na kita by March of 2009 (yahoo messenger days) we were 19 and so inlove. We went to places we’ve never been, explore things that we never know, our families are both happy for us, we are both happy with we have, we are bestfriends and couple, that kind of couple that other couples will be envious of. 2010 to 2012 went so fast, we both graduated, found jobs, You went out of the country with the purest of love for me, I waited for you with all that I have. we grew up, we matured....on a different pace on different speed, and that’s what pulled us apart. You were ready to settle down and I wasn’t. You asked for my hand, I refused. Im. Not. Yet. Ready. I feel young, I wanted to love myself more before I give all of me to someone else. I just wanted to become SOMEONE before I become Someone else’s. I worked hard, you were mad, I stand by my decision, I’m workaholic, I focused on my job with conviction. I was so proud of us, I thought we’ll never break despite the fact that we we were falling.. apart.. and nothing that fall never breaks, unless it’s too strong, In our case we are madly inlove, but I guess it wasn’t strong enough.. dito ko napatunayan na hindi lahat ng Sobrang pagmamahal ay maganda sometimes it’s the root cause kung bakit kayo nasisira.

2013 no breakups, No closure. Nothing. but we knew already that the fire of love that was burning before are now just ashes, swept away by the wind, forgotten. We fell together... then.... apart.

later that year I heard the news that he was dating someone new and that someone new happened to be my closest cousin. I tried to win him back.. the best I could, but I love them both, hindi ako makasarili, I was mad, at him, with my cousin, with myself pero wala akong magawa kasi kasalanan ko din naman, at paano mo ipaglalaban yung taong mahal mo sa taong mahal mo din, I was mad at my cousin but I love her. Naisip ko din, if he really loves me he will never hook up with my cousin on the first place. (was it even an argument? i don’t know, I just need to justify the thought that I need to give up).

2014 I still love him but It wasn’t enough to win him back. March 13 should be our 3rd year, pero nabalitaan ko 17th of feb na sila na officially. I was so devastated, but I did not allow my devastation to break me, 29th of the following month, I was in my own relationship “Listen to your mind this time”-- said my heart and so i did....

fast forward to 2018, 4 years passed. He’s still with the same girl, I’m still with the same man. But I never forgot about him. Was i cheating? yes? no? pero how can I call it cheating kung ayoko rin naman sa nararamdaman ko? I dont have control over my heart, It feels what it wants to feel, If only I can stop just like that I would, kung may paraan lang para mabura sya sa sistema ko nagawa ko na, pero wala. Nandito na sya, mahal ko sya habang buhay. Pero hindi na ako umaasa samin. Our phase is already finished, And I have to admit I have lost.

That would be my life lesson, “No matter how great our love is, If it’s not meant to be, It won’t be. Maybe not here, Maybe Not in this lifetime, Maybe not ever. But I’d be very much willing to cross another lifetime and meet you, and love you, and be hurt by you over and over, until the galaxies conspire to finally give us a happy ever after”....

17 years and i will still keep the love I have for you again.. in the deepest corners of my heart, locked with the scars of pain and regret, scars that healed but will never fade.

You are my saddest love story. But you also are and forever will be, All the love I’ve known.

So that’s my valentine story. What’s yours.?

V

[saragentimonio-blog]

I love you jonaxx 💖

#1Craziest Fan

Valentines day is coming so let’s reminisce those last kilig lines from them…

Jacob, Baka Sakali 1

“Hinding hindi ka na ulit magbabakasakali sa pag ibig ko, palagi akong nandito, kahit anong mangyari. Mamahalin kita. At aanakan ng marami.”

Jacob, Baka Sakali 2

“Yes, Rosie… Bubuntisin na kita. At sakin ka na habang buhay.”

Jacob, Baka Sakali 3

It’s her smile that makes everything in me okay.

Chase, Chase and Hearts

“I, Chase Matin Castillo, take you, Eliana Jimenez, to be my beloved wife. The chase is over. I’ve locked you inside my heart. The key is lost. Forever, baby.”

Hector, End this War

“Mahal na mahal kita, Chesca. At akin ka! Wala akong pakealam kung mawasak ako pag nagdesisyon kang ayaw mo na sakin.”

Rage, Every Beast Needs A Beauty

I want this girl. I want to love her for the rest of my life. I will never waste that chance.

Logan , Give In To You

“Dammit, I am so glad you came back to me. I am so glad, Porsh… Thank you.”

Rozen, Heartless

Finally, I got her.

Brent, Invisible Man

“Sabi ko sayo eh, mahal mo ako, di mo lang alam.I guess I'mfinally visible… to the only woman I see.”

Wade, Mapapansin Kaya?

“Reina Carmela Rivas.Ready for honeymoon?”

Bench, No Perfect Prince

I’m Benjamin Jimenez. I know this plan is selfish and evil, but I’ll risk every evil in this world to make her stay with me.

Brandon, One Night, One Lie

You’re damn tied, Aurora Veronica Pascual Rockwell.

Fourth, Ripped

Freya, you are my everything.

Sibal, Scorching Love

Hinding hindi ka matutupok ng pagmamahal ko dahil ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit lubusan ang pag-aalab nito.

Hendrix, To Stay

I really can’t believe that Erin Montefalco is this in love with me…

Troy, Training to Love

“Semper Fidelis, Trisha. I will always be faithful. I will always love you no matter what. Don’t ever doubt that.”

Riguel, Tripped

That naught girl in high school I used to hate so much? I married her today. My Lilienne Ylena A. Alleje, I love only you ever since.I am only successful when I have you.I am only successful because I have you.

Elijah, Until Trilogy

“Yes. Too madly in love. Baby, I think that’s a big difference.”

Noah, Worthless

“I’m in love with you too. Finally, I got you this time, Megan. I got you, finally.”

Ali, Waves of Memories

Ilang beses kong ipapaalala sa kanya, sa lahat ng tao, at sa langit… na ako ang para sa kanya. Kahit anong mangyari.

Knoxx, Whipped

You’re still really so young. But damn it, you made me grow… you made me fall… and so whipped.

Jayden, Why Do You Hate Me?

Damn… Im just so in love with this girl. Hindi ko na mapangatwiranan kung bakit parehong pinipiga at masaya ang puso ko.

[amorsonnet-blog]

06 26 17 // Monday

Last night nagaway tayo, it started because of my insecurities, and first of all, im sorry. I trust you with all my heart ann, and I have never doubted your love for me, so please dont think that. I wasn't in a great mood last night, because para ikaw rin nawala sa mood so i asked you (paulit ulit na nga eh sorry baby) if may problema ka ba and sabi mo wala, pero pinilit ko ng pinilit, kasi i really thought may problema ka, i went to twitter and i saw your tweet then i asked you without even thinking, kung namimiss mo ba siya and nag apologize pa akp for breaking things between you both, right after i said that, rinegret ko, it came out of my mouth because i was pissed and jealous, i didn't mean it, and i realized na I was stupid for asking that knowing that you and i both went through a lot , that we both are willing to do anything and everything dor each other, so i admit, i was stupid, i wasnt thinking, but baby, please dont think that this is becoming the "nat" era because no offense, i dont want you to feel the same way that she made you feel, baby i never doubt your love i never will, and im sorry for that question that i asked i swear to the heavens i didnt mean it, i mean what's the point na umabot tayo ng 4 months pero may someone better sa akin? it was so stupid for me to think that. Alam mo ako babe, mahilig ako mag self-pity and im a really insecure type of person, im trying so hard to get over it, i am sincerely sorry if there's ever a time na nasaktan ka sa mga sinabi ko, im trying my bestest to change, not only for you, but for myself, im not asking you to help me, but please be here for me along the way. Im scared, na dahil sa ugali kong ito i will lose you, honestly, im so fucking scared, pero i know that you won't leave me, my trust for you and your love for me is so big so please dont think na nagkulang ka, or di sapat mga binibigay mo sakin when in reality, you're enough, actually you're giving me a lot, if nagkulang ka i wouldn't be madly inlove, happy and satisfied with you. We both know that we have to give and take in this relationship, so please tell me if nagkulang ako or what, if im lacking in something. I consider you as my partner in crime, meaning, parang buhay ko buhay mo na rin, so please tell me if i have to change something, im willing to do it. Hindi lang ako, pero ikaw rin, im always here for you, you know, alam ko di ka open na tao, im not forcing you into stuff but, im here please know that, kahit baby steps tayo sa pagoopen up sa isa't isa i can wait, just know that as your partner, your lover, your soon to be wife yie, your sister and bestfriend, im here for you just like you are for me. Love, please dont think that i ever doubted your love for me, no i didnt, i will never, I love you with all my heart i will do anything for you to be by my side hangga't sa dulo, ill fight for you, i will never give you up kasi alam ko kung anong mawawala sakin at di ko papayagan yun. You're my everything now, so you're stuck with me. Please fight with me, like how we always do, kakayanin natin toh like always right baby? I love you so much, and im sorry for last night. 💍❤️

[yannicornn-blog]

Why Me?

I've been hurt. Emotionally — because I was blinded by the fact that I knew you were cheating on me. I knew you were tired. I knew you waited for me to stop whatever we had. It was complicated. I was blinded by the fact that I love you, and I'd have all the heart aches just to be with you. I realized it late December that I should stop. Give my heart a rest. Give it time to heal from all the scars you gave me. I broke up with you, unprofessionally through text. You got so mad, to the point I cant tell you what I really wanted to say. No more communications since. But Thank the Lord you reached out first, we started talking again and I was like this happy kid eating her lollipop. I said I needed to give my heart rest, but bc kiat man, I found someone new. Someone I thought would be better than you. Someone I thought would be the one to change my life. 4 months passed — I again, realized, I was wrong. This boy made me realize how I'm still madly inlove with you. You dont know that, bc I dont show. I keep it Lowkey. (PS I DID NOT USE ANYONE PARA MAKA MOVE ON. I THOUGHT I MOVED ON BUT IM WRONG. SO WRONG) Giving me the thought of us, reaching out for one another, being by each others' side despite what happened between us still gave me the butterflies. By Physically Hurt— you knew I tend to cut myself whenever I get so hurt or when I get mad. You knew how 'suicidal' I am. You knew I'd do anything to take out my life. Still, you hurt me. I did all the cuts but it's you behind all the scars on my arms. It's you. You can see the scars clearly in broad daylight. You knew I'd cut myself when I get hurt, but why'd you do it? Why'd you hurt me? Am I not enough? Am I not that pretty? Am I not the person you saw gave a lot of effort? Still, until this very moment. Why me? Why love me then hurt me? Why choose to love someone who has been wamting to end their life? Why choose to hurt me? Am I not the person you were looking for? Am I not your ideal girl? Why? WHY HURT ME?