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going through text messages between my friends and i to reassure myself that they do like me, care about me, and want to be my friend
#why do i need so much reassurance#and why is it so embarrassing to ask for it#i promise im not needy#im normal...completely normal#no i dont need people randomly texting me that they miss me/care about me/ treasure me.....thats pathetic#ahaha god please take me now im ready
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“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.
#chronic pain#I guess#cripplepunk#crip punk#<— correct me if that’s overstepping#what do I tag this with#I obviously didn’t get a diagnosis#personal but I’m also really scared of needles#and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming#for nothing#doesn’t feel good#people tell me it’s not “nothing#but I know exactly what I did before the tests#which is nothing!!#and I didn’t have to go through that pain for that!!!#also å few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal#later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people#experienced#I genuinely didn’t expect all of my friends to say they didn’t feel ANY pain at all#and now I’m just hyper aware of how not normal this is#and I’m still in pain#and now I’m not gonna get any help other than a “try heat therapy from the doctor#which is what I was already doing#like no im not crying cause I’m not sick#it would be great if I wasn’t sick#but clearly something’s wrong
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the vulture.
a comic about cycles.
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#cw: death mention#learnt about phillip mainlander's theory from a friend. im not normally very well read in deep-cut german philosophers#the mental image of his “earth is god's rotting corpse” was just very striking#i havent been able to make comics like this for a while now. mostly for mental reasons#but this felt good to complete#also i know some people find the creative notes annoying or condescending and i kinda dont care#i like making them if only for myself#thank you tumblr for always being here for me to be my most authentic self (annoying about media analysis)#thank you for reading#comic art#daughter of the birch tree#dotbt#stillindigo comics#stillindigo art
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somebody give her a hug goddamit
#kleya marki#andor#cassian andor#andor spoilers#star wars#disclaimer this isnt how i really WANTED the scene to it would just be out of character i know i know#BUT GODDAMN SHE LOOKS SO SAD AND PATHETIC IN THIS SCENE I JUST WANTED HIM TO HUG HERRRRR#kleya marki i will love you forever#*loqdraws#sw#also also im sorry im really bad at drawing cassian#id happened to have done a few kleya studies a little while back so i was semi? familiar with her?#but cass... oh boy :D#sorry buddy#also i completely deleted one of the drawings for this somehow and i nearly crashed out#but instead i just redrew it all at 1 am like a normal person#okay goodnight now
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i’m just casually thinking about eddie taking care of buck in kitchens 🙂🙂🙂


#im completely normal#frothing at the mouth#evan buckley#eddie diaz#you guys make me insane#shipping them so hard#never closing on buddie#i will die on the buddie hill#buddie#911 on fox#911 show#911 fox#buckley diaz family#911 spoilers#911 on abc#911#oliver stark#ryan guzman#911onfox#911 fic#911 abc#911 season 8#911 season 6
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Hc that by Illyrian standards Azriel is considered unattractive.
Illyrians are a more practical group, they’re strong and have traditions they want to follow. They live in cold mountains in camps. Strength and endurance is a top quality, and while Azriel embodies this— He doesn’t look it.
Illyrians want someone whose body reflects their strength. Huge arms, wide wings, tall and bearing tokens of war (scars but not too many scars because that then signifies defeat). Azriel is trained for reconnaissance. His job is to be unnoticeable, being a huge hulking figure doesn’t make that easy. He’s tall and large yes, but he’s not that ideal Illyrian man. Hes just slimmer that average and plays sneaky. Not the big bold way that they believe is honorable. So by the cultures standards, he’s not attractive.
Cassian and Rhys both know this, that their sworn brother is considered “unattractive” by their peers. They never really think about it because that’s their brother, you don’t go around agreeing that your partner in crime is ugly. (Also because he could totally kick their asses and hey you don’t call the guy who is covered in conscious shadows ugly)
It becomes irrelevant as azriel ends up sticking to his job and doesn’t have to often interact with large groups of Illyrians (that gets to be Cassians job).
On the flip side, other groups of fae need that man CARNALLY. What makes him unideal in Illyrian standards makes him the perfect man in theirs. Strong beyond what they could achieve, skilled, quick witted and mysterious—he’s a 10/10.
Rhys learns about this after Azriel makes a rare appearance at a large event to let Rhys know about a new development in one of his missions, the crowd immediately hones in on this hunk of a man. Later, Rhys has to deflect multiple offers of marriage from court nobles.
#Im on an azriel roll guys i love him#do I completely alter his character? yes but it’s for good guys…#I’ve got a pretty boy az agenda#something something the high lords and ladies + their seconds probably think azriel is absolutely stunning#he shows to intercourt events once in blue moon and they can’t be normal#even the high lords who are married and have mates and such thing have to admit he’s pretty fucking dashing#helion makes this everyone’s problem#somnas.rambles#somnas.writes#acotar#azriel shadowsinger#acotar azriel#azriel acotar#it’s that one meme#‘how big that dick?’ ‘small leave me alone’#a court of thorns and roses#this is probably insanely inaccurate within the canon of the story but do I gaf? no#HES MY FAVORITE DOLL ILL PLAY EITH HIM HIW I WANT#in my mind he’s kind of like Odysseus?#like it’s by Ancient Greek standards#Odysseus is an archer and trickster which is considered bad and disgraceful#Az is a spy and has to play it smart before he plays it rough#so while he’s still acknowledged as a damn strong Illyrian he’s not ideal#meanwhile cass is the standard
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I am BARELY resisting going full red-strings-corkboard on this season. And by barely resisting I mean not resisting at all here is an extremely long list of the events those pins would be marking out.
BigB getting a Task that was a different color than everyone else's. It's not just a randomly assigned Hard Task, bc Scar rerolled for a Hard Task and his was also just a white envelope. It's fundamentally different.
That task taking BigB away from socialization, and seemingly being an incredibly time-consuming and dull request. Of profound disinterest to any watchers.
The phrasing of his Task!!
Dig a big hole. All the way down. At least 3x3. Make it your base if you want.
Everyone else's are direct and formal - the only one with more than one sentence was Skizz's, with the rule clarification of "One attempt only." Bigb's Task is four short abrupt sentences. It is also the only Task to contain extraneous information, 'Make it your base if you want.' The requirements (at least 3x3) feel like an afterthought to mimic the numerical/specific demands of the other tasks.
Evo symbol on the face of the Secret Keeper statue.
The fact that there's a statue at all; the fact that there is a physical representation of what is assigning tasks that everyone must complete, when previously everything was always handled via commands and unseen RNG.
Grian talking to the statue, and (bc of his Actual Role as game organizer) acting as a mediator for the impartial decisions handed down, speaking for it.
Grian making one last bad joke and saying he doesn't know if it counted or not- depends on whether we the audience laughed.
Grian asking for task recommendations from the audience. The watchers are making the tasks. The Watchers are making the tasks.
Again I could be off-base, and I'm not usually even that smitten with bringing in Evo lore. I don't want a Big Bad really...but. It feels like something very unusual and intentional and cool is happening in this series. And I'd guess we'll know if theres something going on once we have more than one data point.
My largely unfounded suspicion is that there is another being (maybe Listeners, maybe something else) trying to reach out to the Players via decoy Tasks, and BigB was the first recipient. Get them alone, make them of disinterest to the watchers, and tell them something we don't get to know.
Because that's the really, really fucking cool part (if my wacky theory is remotely right): We're the bad guys. We're the ones giving out tasks - hell, we're the ones actively brainstorming harder and crueller tasks in Grian's comments!
If they actually made a story where the Players have to keep secrets from us I will be delighted. Bc that is the same genius bullshit that made Evo Watcher lore so fun
#secret life#slsmp#life series#grian#secret life smp#bigb#i think im starting to get the shape of the conceit#this could all be nonsense of course. i may be completely off base and nothing will happen and it's just a normal life series#but it feels like there's something Larger happening here#anyways. will keep thinking and mulling this over and collecting scraps of evidence#secret life spoilers#slsmp spoilers#spoilers#salem meta#salem tag#im so enriched. i love being wrong about stories
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I’m sorry for all of the toxic old men fan art that is going to come because of this damn book…
#artwork#bill ci the triangle guy#human bill cipher#gravity falls bill#the book of bill#bill cipher#billford#gravity falls stanford#stanford pines#this is fine#I’m completely normal about this#no im not#i have not stopped thinking about it#they hate each other
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Snow blindness
#guys remember when Ed went completely blind in the book for like five days. yeah. y e a h.#im normal. so normal.#I've been holding onto this for a while now and i was unsure if I should post it#but here#if it does badly i will delete it and we will all pretend nothing happened bc im totally not a freak <33#(im a freak)#this is a normal drawing with no undertones trust me#suggestive#<- ignore that#totally completely normal drawing ahhahaha#I just saw that pose ref and . yeah#yk i cant help myself when there is a pose ref#my art#the terror#Edward little#<3#idk#other person up for interpretation#let me know your takes
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Fe3h did not have a beauty pageant sequence, but if it did I'm 99% sure this is how it would go
#carrying over my posts from twitter choo chooooo#fe3h#2023 art#fe3houses#fire emblem#what commentary tag could I possibly add to this#flayn has a lil shark fin nose and i think that's cute#sylvain was completely on board with this idea and im sure it was in a completely normal way#it was Hilda and Dorothea's idea first probably#this is why the game never let them support#holst traveled miles just for the opportunity to brag about his sister#no one told him this was happening he simply smelled it in the air
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IT’S GIFT POSTING WEEK BABY. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!! this holiday season i bring you drunk odile :3
this!! was for the isat gift exchange!! @abyssal-author-and-artist was my giftee :3. i was originally going to make a whole comic involving mirabelle and cast iron pans but… too ambitious i fear. so drunk odile it is!! hope you enjoy qwuauauaua!!
gradient mapped version below the cut 👍
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#cw drinking#cw alcohol#YIPEEEEEE. tttried to channel sasssysuzume’s old odile drawings from when i first joined the fandom while making this#i dont think i quite got the harsh lighting there but shhhh im still proud of this#i think the isat redraw project has made me draw odile waay better. she’s fun to draw i fear#also the reaction my friends had to this drawing is still really funny to me#i’m sure everyone here will be completely normal about odile!
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Ruvina, goddess of winter and sorrow
#ruvina#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#fhjy#fantasy high#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#lucy frostblade#d20 fanart#yeah so im spinning in circles in my mind like gorgug when he was losing it over mango soda#ribbittrobbit#completely normal about the cosmology of fantasy high#my ipad says i worked on this & ankarna for 12 hours#ice is hard to draw so its just little lines now lol#now i need to go do actual work instead lol
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post act i gelphie looking for hints the other in press releases and newspapers, but only seeing the caricatures they've come to embody
glinda sees the wicked witch posters and tries to find a hint of her elphie, her freckles, her smile, her laugh, the way she scrunches her face together when she's concentrating
elphie looks at all the press releases from glinda the good and tries to find a hint of her first friend, her silliness, her snark, her energy, her adorable and enduring dramatics
they look all the time, trying to find some hint of the girl they used to know and love, and wonder if that girl is still around somewhere
#wicked#galinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#glinda the good witch#the wicked witch of the west#like obviously elphie as a person got completely buried under all the propaganda but i feel like glinda did too#obviously elphie had it way way worse cuz she's oz's number one enemy but the wizard and morrible shaped glinda into someone else too#the embodiment of 'we'll never be those kids again'#im so normal about them
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2x02 // 7x05
hey so this is actually my favorite thing ever actually
#this scene is for For Me#the best rayllum lines are always the ones where like. the line itself is completely normal#but then the context and the delivery and the simplicity itself just make them so AAAAAA#like “i love her. i love her very much” is one of my favorite rayllum lines ever holy shit#the entire scene i'm telling you ok it is beauty it is grace#like he's all flustered and then he's like “wait. fuck it oh my god yes i love her i love her so much I LOVE RAYLA AND IM PROUD!!!!”#tdp spoilers#tdp s7#sticky fingers#rayllum#callum#tdp callum#tdp#the dragon prince#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga#half moon lies
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“Twist thy head and watch them fall,”
#tgaa#tgaa chronicles#tgaac#art#great ace attorney#the great ace attorney#dgs#dgs2 spoilers#dgs spoilers#dgs fanart#dgs2#tgaa2 spoilers#tgaa fanart#kazuma asogi#kazuma asougi#serpent kazuma#ok not actually but it’s my target audience#unamusedyams followed me on twt for this i literally screamed#my twt is dgstjars please follow#fanart#karuma#shoutout to my best friend for inspiring me despite having little knowledge of wtf happens in tgaa2#completely normal#what are you talking about#cw: gore#does this count as gore#he has karuma through his skull idk#congrats to that one person in a discord server that pointed out his tiddies because i ended up working overtime for those#everyone go stare at his massive honkers i drew that MYSELF and im PROUD OF MYSELF FOR DOING ANATOMY WELL!!!!!#ok not super well but decently enough !!!!
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dead man walking, leaving his rot behind
#hi [in a tone that indicates that im completely normal about miguel and his actions and the implications of his actions]#yeah.#miguel o'hara#spiderman 2099#spiderverse#atsv#fanart#my art#gabriella o’hara
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