this shit sounds hilarious when i verbalize it so i might as well see if it transfers to text: i have TERRIBLE anxiety in relation to most interpersonal relationships, even longstanding ones like family. i can't text i can't call i can't talk first. this extends to a desire for what i'd like to call "socio-political overawareness" wherein instead of actually synthesizing information into anything even moderately important with my fucking needle head's worth of free time, i just. keep reading shit.
paper after pdf after paper and i can recite the information, yeah, but i can't DO shit with it. so i just get kicked into this gear of anxiety (that truly is my own fault) where i think i'll never know anything, i'll hover in this state of non-awareness and i'll never be able to help anyone like that.
it comes from an internal responsibility to take advantage of how much informaition is avaliable, but sadly i just lack the time to really dive into print resources in depth and this is SUCH a first-world problem, so to speak, so know it's really a non-issue like "ohh i can't understand world politcs fast enough oughh i don't understand historical tragedy :(" but also it just. upsets me.
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just.. shart talking about wanting to grow flowers and be surrounded by colors because she's sick of darkness & lae slowly falling in love with faerun's flora over the course of the game... y'know..???
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3rd Saltburn watch last night 😽 Farleigh and Oliver’s relationship remains the most interesting to me,,,
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Might be a little obsessed with this funny fella... :3
drew this guy 50 billion times will draw him again
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What´s better than beast sskk? ExacTly, beast FEM sskk :)
Two things about this: yes, aku has snake bites, and yes, atsushi is almost all the time half converted. She also eats people ofc ofc. We love the white reaper and we stan girlypops here <3
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EVERYTHING'S FINE AND NOTHING BAD HAS EVER HAPPENED TO THEM
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