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yeelincolnha · 10 months

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Reigen is so real for having a bug phobia, I must say.

#had an incident today #mp100 #reigen arataka #fellas #is it i abnormal to see a spider of some sort slowly crawling on the ground of your garage and immediately run back inside #to stand on a chair and try to erase the image of furry spiders from your mind #god it makes me SHUDDER WITH THE MEMORY #going to cry myself to sleep bow just thinking about bugs i cant #EWEUEHHGGNN #its not even a hate thing i just literally cannot stand to look at bugs becaue it makes my skin itchy and head do flips.#so yeah #reigen is so real for having a bug phobia #im not projecting shut the fuck up-

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heartorbit · 12 days

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happy birthday, dreamer

(from the emukasa zine canvas 🎉)

#oooh you want to follow the zine sooo bad 🍬⭐️💥#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #I want to draw more for her birthday. i will. trust.#ITS SO IVER FOR ME WITH THE BIRTHDAY GACHA AND THEN ANNI LIMS AND THEN NENE LIM AND THEN SANRIO AND AUGUJFNFUGBDNGKG #Im Gemless.#and in COLLEGE. AUUUGH FUCK I SIGNED UP TO GET ASSIGNMENTS SND NOW I HAVE TO DO ASSIGNMENTS #and HAPPY KUKUGUMI DAY (JST) TO THE REVSTAR HEADS emus birthday being on kukugumi day. heres how revstar emu can still win #ignore that the game shuts down in a month

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louieshalo · 6 months

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demiromantic asexual riz gukgak save me… save me demi/ace riz who can’t distinguish his romantic feelings for fabian from his platonic ones

#the demi experience of ‘is this a crush or are we just really good friends’#yes im projecting shut up #not to mention fabian whose comphet goes so hard he can’t even consider the reason he’s constantly bringing up riz around girls #mazey ily but baby do not date that boy #this has me thinking about that sophmore year moment where murph implies riz stayed up all night to watch fabian dance in fallinel #like I’ll throw up wdym he didn’t want to dance but still stayed to be with fabian #maybe this is the day I finally open a document and write a little scene about that #because murph simply cannot insinuate that and just expect me to move on #like. sorry ? he was there all night just watching him ? no way that wasn’t a night of an intense examination of his life and feelings #not that I don’t love the idea of aroace riz #it just fucks me up so bad when I read into all the accidental subtext murph and lou add so casually #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers #fabriz

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haroldherald · 2 months

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i love this specific screenshot because it fuels my hc that although harold doesn't like giving physical affection very much (notice how he's not hugging leshawna back) he loves receiving it from specific people (he's obviously still enjoying the hug even if he isn't returning it)

#i know they kiss each other here anyway but still #im am projecting #total drama #td harold #harold norbert cheever doris mcgrady v #harold td #lesharold #?#shut the fuck up lonnie

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the-poppy-outie-effect · 6 months

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RED VS BLUE FANS!

I was thinking about trans hcs in the rvb fandom, tiering the levels of average to bonkers and the popularity of each character being trans in my brain, but i don't know if my opinions are universal

Rb for sample size and, if you feel like it, drop everyone you hc as trans in the tags!

#red vs blue #simmons rvb #grif rvb #donut rvb #sarge rvb #caboose rvb #tucker rvb #grimmons #shut up beck sorry beck #tuckington #agent washington #wash rvb #carolina rvb #doc rvb #church rvb #sister rvb #kaikaina grif #PERSONALLY I think simmons and wash are definitely trans #tucker being trans is like... idk. its too easy #and i feel like most trans men arent sexist bc theyve been on the other side of it?#so im not crazy about tucker being trans #trans grif truthers are so cool i love them dearly #trans SARGE truthers are ELEVATED #i feel like trans carolina can be a little transphobic in the like. ohhhh the strong woman is trans. but if ur trans i trust u <3 #trans donut is so fucking real. like feminine trans men are so hot (source: im a feminine trans man)#i feel like anyone who hcs caboose as trans should be studied under a microscope and i mean that SO affectionately #are there any trans kai truthers? do yall exist? if so. please be my friend i lobve you im kissing you on the mouth #trans church truthers are like. i get it. youre probably projecting but i get it. saying this bc my best friend is one of those

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sakitenma-everyday · 4 months

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day 51! they are making an even better band..

#project sekai #saki tenma #mod izza #i rlly like l/n rin guys shes so pretty #did you know that we didn't get a full body ref until the honakana wedding + third wheel emu set #except the area chibi but fuck the area chibi #anyway. l/n rin. compare her and l/n len's dynamic to their vbs counterparts do it right now. im not normal about the kagamines #rin is in her essence in l/n. it's her group. but she goes and takes oven len's group too basically rocks up and says “fuck him im better”#i cant tell which one is supposed to be older in each group tbh.. i think len is younger in l/n?? at least he acts like it. same in wxs.#but vbs rin has peak younger sibling energy and i am all here for it. go on be a bastard annoy the hell out of your brother #its funny because akito and ena are the exact opposite same with shiho and shizuku but saki and tsukasa are like if two younger siblings #anyway i'll shut up now bye

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an-inspired-eternity · 9 months

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desmond hall... save me

desmond hall

save me desmond hall

#shitpost agenda #shut up richie #project eden's garden #desmond hall #happy early birthday to him also #sudden surge of p:eg in my brain and ouuuuu i miss him...#if he dies i'm going to be so fucking sad #i mean its a dr fangame my hopes arent super high but please survive ch1 im begging

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laniidae-passerine · 3 months

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I’m finding that the laziest moments of Doctor Who’s writing are the ‘retroactive twists’ - when the show runner reveals something happened way back over there, in the past, before they were even running the show. And we swear it happened, way over there, far back, and you didn’t see it because of reasons but it’s definitely been happening! And it totally makes sense and I absolutely didn’t just pull it out my ass to justify my paper thin plotline! All this kind of writing does is make me miss self contained season length plots. We’ve had people complaining that Moffat was guilty of the “this thing is big and scary and it’s going to happen, oh god it’s showing up, we’re going to discover what it truly is….. next season!!!!!!” plotline (and yes. he was. twelve is my fav doctor but yeah Moffat loved a mysterious horse and a big stick) but now suddenly when RTD gets out his own mysterious horse and a big stick, it’s got to be genius! everything is eventually going to make sense! and we’re absolutely not being had by a man who used to be able to write this show and is now a hack!

#FUCK OFF RUSSELL #write a good show or go home christ alive #it’s just nostalgia glasses. we could get an episode where all 10 does is sit in a daybed and list the symptoms of shingles #and a lot of people on this website would be falling over themselves to try say that yeah it’s not good! it’s not well written! but it’s fun #and obviously that’s all doctor who needs to be. fun! not good or interesting or well written or good scifi but fun. just mediocre mush fun.#im sorry that you love dave 10nant so much (name censor bc tbf this ain’t his fault he’s just here)#that you cannot handle admitting that RTD is bad at his job now or that bringing 10 back as 14 was a shit idea #and that plotline was boring and kinda dumb #but it’s true. it’s gone downhill. RTD does not know what this show is anymore #and I frankly think he’s gone from a fanboy being able to write his dw dreams and make them episodes #from a man who views this show as his little pet project that sprung him into success #the best episodes are written by people who love this show. adore it. think of it as something big and grand #and are so thrilled that they get to add part of themselves to it with their stories and words #it’s why he used to be good. and now he doesn’t really care anymore and it shows.#it’s why my favourite doctor is my favourite doctor (and probably why people adore 9 + 10)#because you can feel the love exuding from every performance. it’s a childhood dream. there’s not time to waste a second of it.#sorry but this season was bad and the overarching story was bad #and the Christmas special is going to be bad. because it hinges on the idea we’re going to ‘find out more next time!’#shut up and tell me now. or at least in the season. ‘ooh ruby’s snow power will be explained next season’ NO! EXPLAIN IT NOW #doctor who #dw #dw negativity #rtd2 era #rtd2 #rtd

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mbat · 3 months

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"you left me where i was safe" FUCK OFFF IM CRYING STOP

#liveblogging #my post #doctor who #doctor who spoilers #SHUT UPPPP SHUT THE FUCK UP :[#and the way the doctor was seeing things so negatively a #and probably projecting his own feelings idek #but ruby went in anyway. she made her own choice and it went well and :[[[#i mean i do also need to factor in THAT ANY SWEET STUFF WITH FICTIONAL MOTHERS MAKES ME FUCKING CRY #do you know how much ive cried watching bluey because chili is so fucking amazing :[#im not about to get super personal here

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january-summers · 7 months

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Hot Luke warm, somewhat-tepid-really take:

Any character from Popular Webseries Red Vs Blue could absolutely annihilate “Silver Timeline” John-117.

#rvb #red vs blue #im afraid of tagging this with ‘halo’#just in case there are people out there who genuinely enjoyed the show unironically #and will defend it to their last or whatever #‘if you take it as it’s own thing it’s actually really’#shut the hell up winx the fake saga #if you have to ‘take an adaptation as it’s own seperate entity’ in irder two enjoy it?#then it has failed literally step one of being an *adaptation*#if you can’t respect the fucking source material then give the project to someone who CAN #…what was I saying?

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gilbirda · 5 months

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watching house md in one go really makes you see when the writing went nosediving huh

#season 5 first episode ??????????#whats going on?#i really hate when they try to prove a stupid point that serves no purpose #just to brush it away for the over arching plot of house being gay with wilson #hur dur house is mean #thats it???????????????????????#like im sorry they are trying to force the narrative to make house the villain but tbh he's right???#'he's so insensitive' ok stop projecting your fears and limitations on others and maybe he'll stop shutting you down #also the hospital drama is getting out of hand for no reason #i dont know man there's this 'house is so mean and destroys everything he touches' forced view #when is people not know how to self regulate #it's not house's problem that some people can't separate their self with their work #sure it's house's MO to take everything personal but he always has this moment when he's like 'game's over. this is real life now'#other dont have this ability and after berating house for 4 seasons for taking things personally then make the biggest fucks up and then cr #anyway i have opinions about house #he's blorbo #he's my little mew mew

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palms-upturned · 4 months

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#meg talks #feeling really down and frustrated #ever since i caught covid over the new year ive just been doing so badly #it’s now halfway through may and not only am i having all sorts of weird new pain problems #to the point where i dragged myself to the er yesterday bc my usual meds didn’t do shit for me and i spent seven hours writhing in pain #but also mentally im just. constantly tapped out #before covid i was able to keep up w news and work on research projects and write multiple image descriptions every day and read books #and keep up w friends all while working full time #like even if i was in bed p much whenever i wasn’t at work i could still read and write and carry conversations #now it’s like i can only handle all of these things in small doses before my brain just shuts off #im still keeping up w news and describing what i can and working on my research projects and trying to make connections #but i feel so slow abt everything i do #it’s driving me up the wall #ive been trying for days to get through this one academic paper that’s rlly not even that long #and i just can’t do it. not for long anyway i have to read in small bursts #and then having to take muscle relaxants for these fucking spasms that make me really drowsy and sleep the whole day away…#idk. it might not even be abt covid i might be reading too much into it but it’s just pissing me off. thinking abt how nobody masks anymore #and how every time there’s a covid outbreak i won’t be able to properly protect myself or my brothers from it #bc of this fuckass job #idk im just tired and upset

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.

#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there #im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold #at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire #theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade #of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about #the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc #its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a #metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm #just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long #sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone #its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it #everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much #damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i #collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells #me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my #wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im #excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it #feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun #is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's #what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy #but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire #unrelated #hm i should maybe add a tw to this #tw self injury #but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life #but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it

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vizziefizzie · 1 year

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Environment warm up!

#vizzie art #trainer kris #(she's there she's just tiny)#last one for now!!#just another file that was sitting here #this was just practice before i worked on a piece for my school project #ough im tired of school #shut up vizzie #where is she??? i have no fucking clue. its just winter stuff lol #istg ill stop posting now i just had to get shit outta here

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blitz0hno · 5 months

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Me pondering: kids are capable of going through and understanding complex problems and their feelings should be taken seriously when it counts.

Me practically: who are all these annoying fucking kids in the milgram fandom and why are they posting the worst takes and most irrelevant bullshit I've ever seen ever???

I think these are valid to coexist.

#haterposting sorry lile kids like amane?#w ACTUAL maturity and intelligence? yes hear them out!!#some 13-year-old posting drivel about “ships” when it's completely irrelevant #or missing the point of very complex plot points bc they are Literally Not The Age Demographic and Actually Dont Understand It?#im SO SORRY i am not gonna b mean to anyone but I WILL HATE THEM FROM AFAR #GO BACK TO BNHA OR DANGANRONPA U ARE ACTUALLY MAKING THE SPACES LOWER QUALITY BY BEING HERE #like obviously it does not matter at all lmao kids will do whatever #i was watching bojack horseman at 13 thinking i was So Smart i don't get to talk #but to be fair i NEVER missed the point as bad as some milgram kiddies in the YouTube side of the fandom #like no “wrong” way to enjoy things but imo they legitimately need to enjoy something else #but literally if your only takeaway from this project is “omg ship cute characters silly”#but you still insist on joining discussion spaces? god please leave #I DON'T HATE MINORS I DON'T DISCRIMINATE i just think the minors who legitimately have nothing to add should shut the fuck up #sorry livechat got me wildin lmaooooo idc that much but like it's a weird contrast #cuz my general genuine feelings for most situations is “yeah listen to kids' perspectives wholeheartedly”#but like ONLINE kids who post about nonsense that has nothing to do with what others are trying to discuss? godddd they legit need to leave #nothing against shipping either long as ur not Gross #(coughbitchesshippingwholeadultawunderagecharacterscough)#but if that's ALL YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT there are way better fandoms for that leave the milgram creators aloooone lmao #minors who actually Think about shit this does not apply to you obviously lol #if ur smart ur smart if you contribute u contribute #but like try to let urself be a kid sometimes too lol

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autistic-katara · 6 months

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i think if i had the energy to write rn and and an actual idea and not just vibes i could fix myself

#the vibes are vibing and i need something to do but im tired + vibes can’t be turned into a fic raw #at least these r tangible vibes in a way #like i could explain what i wanna project partially if someone asked #probably #(if u feel like asking do it over dms as it involves ppl who might see it)#(not anything negative dw i just don’t wanna be involved in smthn like that again)#(ppl i know irl don’t ask)#(others feel free to ig)#(idk)#ryan shut the fuck up

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