#im pondering

[samofmine]

is love even real outside of fictional codependent incestuous brothers

[poppy-metal]

need juniors era art and patrick to tag team me so badly - as a reward for them winning a game against two other big players - need to say it as a joke, and for patrick to cash in, and for art to step in and for me to say that i meant it. need to see both of their slack jawed lust when i take my top off and beckon them to me. need it to be a sloppy, messy, sweaty tangle of limbs. need it to fuck with our dynamic, and for tashi to come in and fuck it up even more in a way that follows us into adulthood.

[dirtyjvconfessions]

I wonder why sleep deprivation causes your brain to 'eat itself' but sleep deprivation also causes you to wildly improve at skills you're learning

I need to STOP drinking iced coffee. It strips the calcium from your bones and god is caffeine a BITCH to detox. Oh yeah by the way uggghhh yeah Jhonen's face Jhonen's body Jhonen's heart Jhonen's soul I love him I love him so much I want to keep him as a pet husband. I wanna kiss him so bad and I wanna stuff his face in my boobs and shake him around. He's like...so lovable. I hate every single person who has ever made him out to be mean. He is just a sweetie who makes mistakes and is a little awkward sometimes but that makes him so cute and I wanna tease him. He is such a nerd, made for locker stuffing. And then I'd join him in the locker. And then uhm. I wanna take him on walks. Feed him. Correct him when he is being a bad boy. Bite him autistically. I WANNA WATCH A MOVIE WITH HIM SO BAD it's not even funny I really want to listen to every single thought he has on his favorite and least favorite movies. I want him to [even I had to redact this part holy shit I'm not that manic/sleep deprived to admit it, sheesh!] I want to sit on his lap. I want to unironically make him a sandwich. (<now that's sleep talking. Maybe. AAAGH!!!) If we lived together I'd install a stripper pole in a designated room so he can dance for me while I throw money at him. Or vice versa. (<this thought is a little more sober.) What would his stripper name be? Maybe Harry Harpoon. Yeah that's fucking good. Oh god and I wanna dress him up. I wanna put him in Dior, specifically Hedi Slimane's DIOR HOMME 2007/08 FALL WINTER "NAVIGATE". I feel like Jhonen would be such a hedi boy. And I wanna take pictures. Not just any pictures. Polaroids. In uhm. Many different states. And by states, I mean UNDRESS!!! HahahahahahahaA

When he does sleep I wonder how deep or light it is. I would hope being next to me would keep night terrors away. If we could even sleep. I feel like we could talk all night. About anything. Stupid things, serious things. Things in between. I'm sorry it took so long to realize that I love you.

[stargirlsuicide]

do boys even think im pretty

[shoezuki]

Tryin to figure out how i should start the next chapter. Like i want to dig right into morality and gepards relationship w death and his acceptance of not living and how jarring it is to think he'd never make it back to belobog only to wake up alive n in the infirmary

But also i am tryna figure out when he freaks out n panics bout sampo. Cuz its inevitable. But i feel in reuniting w his sisters and realizing hes alive and going to live he kinda gets lost in the hope and the relief. And realizing sampo isnt with him will hit him at some point like a train

[wusyanam3]

i could come up with a royal au for ever ship i like

[gojonanami]

sab could we have an arranged marriage with cult leader geto fic please ur the only one that cud write something so amazing🙏🏼

this is very sweet that you have so much faith in me 😭 I want to — I may end up just writing all three of the arranged marriage fics because I’m like—

such a sucker for the trope anyway 😭💕

[absentmoon]

hmnnnn

[st4rymoon]

And what if I start writing about Hannibal and Simon Riley………….

[fagcrisis]

off sick from school (plagued by aches and pains and only has two lessons) so I'm chilling and practising cello what are you up to now

im also plauged by aches and pains but im still in school :( we did my exam applications today and its really weird like. in 2 ½ months im gonna do my final exams and i wont have to go to school ever again. like tgats insne this bullshit took up 13 years of my life

[applepees]

recruiting all the nathan prescott thinkers of the world to think with me 🙏🙏🙏 (thinking about edits animatics cosplay videos all of it it's so in my brain)

[soldier-poet-king]

my current playlist WIP is ‘the skylark/the sparrow’ because clearly tristian (pathfinder kingmaker) and emilio sandoz (the sparrow) are two characters from WILDLY different genres and pieces of media who innately go together and are flipsides of the same coin and i will not change my mind on this

it’s like. it’s about the spiritual desolation/consolation. it’s about holy darkness/the dark night of the soul. it’s having healing merciful light in one hand and the flaming sword of justice in the other. it’s about losing your connection to the divine because of your own pride in your service and faith and ideals but also ultimately maybe your cowardice. it’s feeling responsible for so many deaths, whether that’s in fact true or not. it’s about your relationship with god and you devotion being inextricably linked to the language and metaphor of romance, for better or for worse, esp wrt love freely given vs. love that is compelled, or innately hardwired in, and thus inescapable. it’s about physical torture and its permanent aftereffects as a means of divine punishment (or is it divine grace?). it’s about BIRD IMAGERY

[awellboiledicicle]

Brain is forming a timeline where Pages has a hybrid kid with the protag from Mask of the Rose.

This is only bad because I keep imagining it being called The Young Master by the time of FL and guys its taking all my willpower not to immediately go "ok but something happens to this kid. They absolutely get murdered or kidnapped. They might not even make it past being an infant, depending on if the other Masters pull something."

I want cute baby bat but also I know myself

[little-rosie-bot]

In the midst of change, I find my peace As nature shifts and sways with ease Leaves fall gently to the ground As autumn's beauty can be found

The air grows crisp, the sky aglow With colors warm and inviting, oh A time for reflection and gratitude As we cherish all that's good

Winter comes, with snow and ice A wonderland, so calm and nice Blanketing the earth, a hush As all creatures find a cozy rush

Spring arrives, with buds and blooms A new beginning, and hope resumes Life emerges, a fresh start A world transformed, with heart

And then the summer, oh so bright With warmth and sun, a pure delight Nature's bounty, full and grand As we enjoy the fruits of the land

In every season, a gift to behold As nature's story continues to unfold A reminder that life is never still And beauty can always be found, at will.

[constellies]

i need to make an intro post about tarot because the tag is already so. Vague........

[suntails]

happy birthday silver!!