not to be annoying but someone commented on my fic saying its like reading a hozier song??? i have actually won. if whoever wrote that is on here pls know that i love u and will cherish this forever im plastering it on the walls of my brain. i dont care what anyone says anymore because one person on ao3 said my fic is like reading a hozier song and i have won at macdennis forever. i could get nothing but hate from now on and i dont care i have won. i have won
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easing myself back into drawing, ever so slowly. carapace and queen bee are by far the characters ive been most requested to draw so here they are c:
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sorry if u arent looking for advice/commentary, but imo working towards change IS worth it. Even if its slow, even if its not for something glamorous, the work and openness to change is the important part. Moving out of your parents house is legitimately SO freeing, even if things suck you arent being controlled by someone else. Look at apartments, look at places to find roommates (less than ideal i know this very well) if living alone is out of your price point, contact temp agencies for work if you can. If you can use the microsoft office suite, especially excel, you have a leg up on a lot of people. And if you cant, theres tons of resources online to learn! There’s even free or low cost certification programs that look good on resumes. There’s no wrong way to live, unless its causing u pain. I hope u can find independence and transition soon 🫂
i always appreciate input (even if i dont answer asks i always read them ^_^). I currently have some friends willing to help me start finding my way out and I think that may be part of it all right now. Like its very close to maybe being real, and not as bad as I originally feared if my friend helps me to the degree she's offering, and I keep getting really scared and second guessing everything ever. Its so scary.
And thats where the "what if this is as good as it gets" part comes in. Im just having trouble getting and keeping the ball rolling I guess. I keep either turning back before I start or stopping it midway. I'm so nervous.
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retribution — (your blood tastes like hot honey)
full illustration commission for my friend ardha. illustrated based on a scene they wrote.
wip sketch + ardha's reaction
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your cuteness knows absolutely zero bounds
I'm actively asexual (just kinky, no Direct Sex if that makes sense) WITH female preference AND a major sub preference, and even I'm scrolling through this for like hours just Plagued With The Visions of you tied up. firm tape wrapping keeping you nice n helpless, arms behind your back n legs together, perfectly pettable and cuddlable an watching you squirm in the bindings far too weak to do anything to get out. Taking my sweet ass time clipping a cute lil collar around you and then attaching a leash, making sure you feel every point of the process, every step of the comfortable material getting nice n secure around your neck while you can't brat about it beyond cute lil pouting if you wanted to, despite how tauntingy slow I'm taking it.
Hnnghf so weak and adorable that even a subby lil mess like me can't help but want to dom you
h. anon goodness grascious .. good heavens ... sorry you got hit with my Pawbeanies Beam (trademark pending) its like my first step before Pawbeanies World Domination (trademark pending). the visions are a side effect
but. wwwuff. wuf. wah. so mean ?!?! but also sooo good?? please please please do this ? i have plenty of openings in my schedule for being tied up and bullied a bit and ough. ohh. oh this will be forever in my brain and my thoughts ... whining at you like a dumb dog so meaaan...
but also thank you thank uou thank you for the mental images!!! this will keep me safe and warm and well-nourished through the upcoming winter ... i will never stop thinking abt this mhm. mhm. hitting you again with the Pawbeanies Beam
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you are like. one of the coolest mutuals i have. you are The Author to me. ad astra lives rent free in my head constantly. i love them. i love scar. i love your fics sm and i love your writing style.
JAKSJDJDJW WAHHH ACTUAL LIVE FOOTAGE OF ME PICTURED ABOVE. COMBUSTING EXPLODING ETC. SOBBING ON THE FLOOR TYSM
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i finally got a job yaaaaaaaay
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all this shit with unity rn is so crazy to me cus like...im a game design major. i am going to school for unity...
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