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mustasekittens · 11 months

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#insomniac miles morales #miles morales #mustasekittens #insomniac spiderman #spiderman 2 ps5 #spiderman ps4 #fanart #marvel #insomniac spider man #earth 1048 #mmm #quick painting #im really tired and my back hurts #i haven't been motivated to draw so I'm hoping by loosely doing shit like this and gobby i can get my juice back

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lizzieraindrops · 3 months

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You know what, I figured out why we're having so many errors in Destiny 2 now. It's because with the addition of Micah-10, we've finally reached a critical mass of women with drop dead gorgeous voices, and the game simply can't handle it anymore. It's like Telesto. Too powerful. If they'd actually put Ikora Rey in a rendered cutscene for more than 5 seconds it would have shut down the servers for good

#destiny 2 #destiny the game #destiny spoilers #the final shape #the final shape spoilers #micah 10 #ikora rey #eris morn #mara sov #elsie bray #savathûn #we're really quite spoiled for women with amazing voices #you know what we're Not spoiled for?#ikora rey being allowed to be part of the fucking story #look its a fantastic expansion ok.#its just incredibly galling that my least favorite thing is Also happening alongside it.#once again ikora gets shoved out of the limelight in favor of everyone else #gets relegated back to emotional support #is allowed one Tiny outburst of her own hurt feelings only for it to be swept under the rug because there are always Bigger Problems #why didnt we get to hear from ophiuchus?#we got beautiful interactions between every other guardian and their ghost #literally everyone else got a nightmare gauntlet exploring their insecurities and flaws #but no ikora gets to quietly meditate and fail to commune with the traveler #and then cayde gets to contact it instead #all i wanted this expansion was some emotional resolution for ikora #i was so excited after her reunion scene with cayde i was like oh god we're really doing it!#but no. no no.#the sexism of it. the racism of it. the misogynoir #im so tired this has happened in every goddamn fandom ive been in for the past decade #sourghost.jpeg

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moeblob · 6 months

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I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it

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sscrubberhose · 6 months

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i dont know what to say here, here ya go.

#dialtown #dialtown phone dating sim #dialtown fanart #dialtown norm #dialtown phonegingi #fan comic #fanart #im so tired and my back hurts so bad #i hate the background on this but it was really hard to tell wtf was going on with it in this section #dialtown spoilers #physically i am oliver mentally i am ticket jerry

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imflyingfish · 3 months

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Knowing that its good to eat something proper verses the urge to be lazy and eat cheeae wra- holy shit its dungeon meshi thurzdayc. Well now that goes against the second argument

#i had a large properly cooked lunch earlier #it was street food noodles and chicken it was so good i wish i could have eaten it all #but also fnfjehbfjsn ok it would be great to eat something proper #i dont WANT to eat cheese wrap #but also my legs hurt and im really tired so i dont want to cook #but i know that my dad wont cook and even if he does its not great.#plus we have NO MEAT #except some chicken but idk if im allowed to use that #i can make eggy rice with peas and mushroom #i wish we had some fish or something extra to put in it #like salmon id like salmon #idk #i'll see when he gets back what to do #maybe i'll make sausage bol tomorrow #i should have saved that pizza last night =3=“”

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baeshijima · 2 days

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"let's go, rin."

what if this is where i met my end? what then?

#sophie's idle chatter #ohh i am not ready for blue lock s2.....#itoshi sae my beloved... itoshi rin my love.... ourghghg #LITERALLY SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP SAES VOICE WHEN SAYING THIS LINE WAS SO MUCH MORE TIRED AND SOFT #THAN I IMAGINED HIM TO BE SAYING IT IN THE MANGA LIKE HELLO I WILL BE SOBBING WHEN THIS EP COMES OUT ON TOP OF THE ENTIRETY OF BLLK VS U20 #sae pov pls... i need to have clarity on my takes of his character pls i nEED CONFIRMATION THAT IM NOT READING TOO DEEP INTO HIS ACTIONS AN #THAT HE SECRETLY HOPED FOR RIN TO WIN SO THEY COULD SHARE THE DREAM AGAIN BC OF THE HURT IN HIS EXPRESSION WHEN RIN #SAID HE WASNT THE BROTHER HE KNEW BEFORE SPAIN BUT WE DONT ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN SPAIN AND OFDGHODFGHDFJKHG #anyway i love itoshi sae and anyone who fights me on this can fight me idc #an itoshi bros apologist until the day i am wiped off the face of this earth ‼️#i really should get back to writing the chaps for the unreleased various x reader fic huh....

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skelevision · 4 months

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english jinriki utau is coming along!! hes based on a tts so he sounds kinda harsh and choppy (so im tuning him more robotically than i usually do). im actually enjoying working on his design. which is rare! so theres a wip of that too. his name is J, hes a decommissioned aquarium tour android. and hes just a little guy. he likes going to the beach and pointing out all the animal species he can find. hes not supposed to be able to sing And his vocal system is damaged, but he hangs out with androids who can sing and hes enamored with music so he tries his best

#spooksposting #oc #my art #vocal synth #utau #J #video #its almost 6 am......... i fucked up bigtime #u know i had to use a mili song....... i rly need to play library of ruina actually its so intimidating though 😭😭😭#i love this dude #most of his memory got corrupted so he really only knows what his model was intended for but based on bits and pieces #there was a long time between his decommissioning and abt a decade before the present where he was cared for by someone #and there were definitely alterations made to some of his systems but hes unsure what #he has his own kind of grief abt not being able to remember any of that bc he knows he was happy. whatever that means for him #i dont think even he knows #but hes chillin bc hes still alive after all this time #sorry i got back into vocal synth stuff recently and immediately started worldbuilding and shit w my utaus #and ofc they ended up way more personal than most of my ocs bc they all involve my own voice or directly interacting w characters who do 🫠#theyre all androids or computer programs so far in-universe and im like ah! perfect for dissecting all my brain processes #oooh i get chatty when im tired #anyawy my head hurts goot bye #spooks vsynth

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genekies · 3 months

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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ra-vio · 5 months

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semester is almost over. im dying

#my oc #rune #mori #i have a project due tomorrow and its finally scared me back into drawing #even though i should be working on this project but im SO SO SO TIRED #i went on an outing like 2 weeks ago the same week that i walked everywhere cause i was desperately #trying to get my taxes done but thats a different story but the point is i was walking a lot and i went on an outing where i stood all day #and then i had to go to class the very next day thinking i was fine but i wasnt.#and that same day after i walked across the city because i absolutely had to pick a thing up. i think the same week i met up with my mom #a couple of times but i was walking the whole way there. my point is that for 2 weeks straight i have been rigorously walking everywhere #and on my feet all the time with little breaks in between and my feet fucking hurt man #i need this semester to be OVER i need to sleep for a MONTH #but i cant because i have to scrape together SOME of this project and finals are next week #this class this project is for fucking sucks. all semester ive been teetering the line between pass and fail #and its not even my fucking fault. im so burnt out so i dont want to do this project. but i might fail if i dont #i need to at least demo it but i have like. one thing done and i dunno what to tell my TA about i #how do i tell my TA and prof that everything is too much for me so i absolutely could work on this project #my laptop is broken so im afraid to use it. the server kept going down last month so i was afraid to use that #so many stupid little things keep piling up and i'd sound really weird trying to explain why i cant do my work #because my desk is on the floor and it makes me really sad so no i cant do my hw. my fave candy has red40 in it so i had to stop eating it #but now i cant do my work because i was using it to help me focus on my hw. LIFE SUCKS BRO #anyway whatever happens. i cant wait to play video games again

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sparklyoats · 1 month

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castielsprostate · 3 months

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#im worried something is wrong w me :/ like. medically. seriously #i've been feeling really tired for months now. my hair is thinner and flat. my back has been hurting? ive been super thirsty constantly #constantly hungry too... urgh #im worried it's diabetes or. like. worse? like cancer💀💀💀💀💀#delete later #ive also been like. quite stressed so! yknow! it could be anything #im most worried about diabetes tbh :/// it runs in a part of my family and im matching quite a few symptoms #i got an appt w my GP for monday to request a full panel bloodtest + diabetes check so :///#yeah #hopefully im fine!!#but yeah :/#sjonnie.sad

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nonsensemonkey · 4 months

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bitch.. this is the first day since like maybe this time last week that i sat down at my pc. and i probably have like 10 minutes here before i have to go bc i have 1st wave in the morning. UGHHHH- this move has been kicking my ass and i took no time off to help myself ease into it. but hey, it's only gonna be funky for a little while until the dust settles. this is fine.. this is fine..

#my space is really cuteeeee #i love it! cant wait til im done settling in so i can just soak and enjoy it ^-^#im tired of having aching feet and hurting back :(#work hurts me #unpacking and cleaning hurts me #it all hurts #can i just have girl time pls? :(#pls 🥺#lifenonsense

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dinosauring130 · 18 days

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You know you have a problem when you start RELATING to the song Waving Through A Window

#lol just wrote the sentence 'everyone gets sick of him eventually' and started spiralling because it hit too close to home #because my friend didnt text me back and because a different friend who I was always with walked into my common room said hi and ignored me #and don't get me wrong she was talking about me behind my back so I am trying to distance myself but fuck it hurt #im so tired of everyone getting sick of me #but i know its my own fault so i guess I can't complain #my social anxiety is so severe at the moment that i can't really handle much social interaction anyway #and I can't stop crying because I'm so sick of feeling this way #and i have my writing workshop tomorrow and I'm really scared #and the one person I want to talk to didn't text me back so now I'm scared to ask her for help #because I'm also riddled with guilt every time I go to her for help and I'm convinced she views me as a burden #BUT I MEAN THAT'S NEITHER HERE NOR THERE I'LL JUST COOK MY BURGER AND CALL IT A DAY #pls ignore this #personal #rambles #ramblings

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bigmammallama5 · 1 year

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pulling a 12 hour shift at the wood kiln this weekend kinda set me back with my shoulder/neck trouble i've been having. but i did go to pt yesterday and we tried dry needling for the first time (two in my left trapezius, on the top near my neck) and what the fuck. i dont understand how that all works and usually approach it with a healthy amount of questioning but my muscle released and i feel so much better. i didnt hurt when i got up today lol other than im sore where i got stuck (and yes im still doing my exercises im gonna get a good grade in dont screw your body up)

(we also think that muscle is the culprit for my nerve tingling in my hand, that reacted during the procedure and has also since improved)

#stupid rant is stupid #needles #dry needling #bodies are fucking weird #take care of your bodies yall or youll be in your early 30s on your 2nd major bout of pt #i have one extra visit to see how im doing in two weeks so i hope i can keep improving and not slide back again #like i will say dry needling didnt hurt except for when he took one of them out #i didnt feel them go in and felt pressure #but what was really weird was you target the contracted muscles and it makes them twitch and spasm a little to make them release?#so like the first one i got maybe three rapid twitches and the second one i got one really big one #which didnt hurt but it was surprising bc it was the spasm without the pain #like how your muscles twitch when tired or after a work out #and then it was like almost instant relief it was just. so weird. and i am open to having that done again if needed #and it didnt tighten up again over night i almost cried lmfao #anyways #it also made the muscles in my jaw relax too which was amazing #i carry my stress in my shoulders and neck lol

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bunnihearted · 7 months

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#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff #hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o #istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this #so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours #then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic.#and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19....#i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much #she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet #i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do???#ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me??#i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo #then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks #and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts #ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life #but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today #just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol)#i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om

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shadowflamekitty · 2 months

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Its done

tada

Winter, Spring, Summer, and Fall, in that order going clockwise

I'll gladly do more of this if you'd like me to make you a personal one. I am limited in my colors but I've made some fascinating combinations. :)

#seasonal art #im tired af #i did work and my back hurts but im happy now because im on tumblr #its really hot and sunny here btw #but art #i'll do more #i like this art style #if you want me to do one for you #send me asks #hope you like it

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